#I'M TRULY NEVER SAFE

[wildunchrtedwaters]

i have never seen two ppl in hollywood speak as genuinely and kindly and lovingly about the other person as jonah and halle do 😭😭 i just love their friendship so much, the mutual love and respect and admiration they share for each other was definitely the main reason ariel and eric's love was so believable in the live action film — they had that sense of genuine friendship as the foundation. i need them in 100 more projects together

#no i will never shut up about them :) #not a shipping post i just truly love their friendship and how they speak about each other #they were literally each other's rock and safe haven during the craziness of making this movie #i'm so glad to exist in the universe in which these two were cast #truly MEANT for these roles #halle bailey #jonah hauer king #the little mermaid 2023 #tlm #the little mermaid #ariel x eric #kristen speaks

[thesaltyace]

I am SO ANGRY.

I should have pulled out of the garage to open the back hatch. But I opened the hatch while it was inside. Which was actually fine. The garage door was open, plenty of room.

But then I hit the button to close the garage door. While the hatch was still open. And now I have a huge scrape in the paint, down to metal, on the hatch. 🫠

I can't even right now. I'm so angry I could cry.

#The one positive thing is that I realized my home truly is a safe space #I came inside trying not to cry and told my partner and they just laughed a little and went “Oh honey. It's okay.” #And I realized I was holding back tears because I was genuinely upset at my mistake and not because I feared anyone else's reaction #And then I got hit with a whole nother wave of emotions at that realization #So anyway I brought my partner outside to show the damage and we both cringed and then went back inside and immediately started joking #And in writing all this out I'm also shocked to realize I never felt the urge to apologize either #Because it's understood that of course it was an accident and I already feel terrible about it #So like at least I've learned that I have in fact healed from my childhood quite a lot

[dodgebolts]

wait what happened with Hannah today?

(if someone knows better please correct me if I have anything wrong bc most of what I saw was either this morning's priv tweets or stuff from my rosetwt friend)

she and sylvee had watched some random bedwars creator's video and really liked it, they ended up recommending his channel and telling people to go subscribe to him. then she saw that he had ranked her really low on a tierlist about fanbases because she apparently uses both her mouse buttons when pvping and plays with tons of pearls (which ??? I've seen gb80 and purp do that shit but Ok) and she took the opportunity to say that people in the pvp/bedwars community are oftentimes so within their bubble that they don't realize that bedwars content isn't nearly as big as it used to be, and then she jokingly said that the channel was shitty. IMMEDIATELY she turned around and said that might've been too mean, and then moved on!

between then and her most recent priv tweet is something I'm not too clear on, but he made a video saying that hannah had called him a misogynist and sent her fanbase after him. he spends maybe 20 seconds of the 7 minute video on valid criticisms—streaming his video instead of redirecting people to it—and then the rest either underhandedly insulting her (ie wow her audience is huge because she was on the dream smp and her most recent video has Dream in it Like listen to yourself bud). She made a few private tweets about it, not mentioning the guy by name and thus avoiding sending people after him directly, but there's quite a few people on twitter or even his video's comments saying that she overreacted or that she's pathetic for taking offense to the video even though he clipped her stream perfectly to make her seem really bad and also included a clip of her YEARS ago saying the r word à la phil and the sbi cancellation thread.

anyways she deleted all her tweets about it and all that's left are vagueposts from fans 👍

#anywyas I think the guy did have *some* valid criticisms but the way he went about 'responding' is incredibly immature #and the hy.pixel competitive community seems to enjoy gelling behind him instead of listening to hannah's criticism #aka she's getting the dream treatment from hy.pixel fans and the bw community which is wild she's been such a light in it #like I said I watched a lot of bw content I'm a massive gb80 and purp fan to the point where I've seen most of their content #and I loved seeing Hannah around bc she was like a role model in the heavily male pvp/competitive scene #like it's never truly a safe space for girls on there but she and astelic really carried the torch <3 #anyways yeah it's not going to blow up into something huge idt but it's annoying to see her get dogpiled for essentially nothing #lyss answers #anon tag #discourse

[bumpscosity]

starting an origins server with some of my siblings friends and i just found out everyone's making characters up for it i feel like the combo i picked has so many possible outcomes

#i'm thinking of going a grimwalker route where they like a memoryless clone of someone they never knew #my spawn is in the nether and i def wanna make it my home base. i don't think anyone else is spawning in the nether so that'll be fun #interesting for me bc i'm usually the one leeching off others recourses to build stuff but ALSO story wise very isolating #you wake up in hell and it's gross and weird but something about it is familiar. #not in memories per se but muscle memory. not things you did but knowing what not to eat #what's friendly. what hurts. maybe they know their a reincarnation of someone else deep down. #but that person was a blip in time. discipated into the endless seas of molten lava a long time ago. #their soul and magic just now mustering up the strength to become whole again. to become SOMETHING. #it was many eons ago that that person existed. their belongings and home have long since decayed and become one with the hellish landscape #there is no time to think of who you once were. there is only survival. #but the moment you have a home and supplies and are truly safe. you feel a deep fear. #a fear of who you once were long ago. who they could've been. what you should be. momories you no longer possess. #a longing to understand and go back to being a self you never were. #a person who's existence has been lost to time. #you shake off these feelings as best you can #but every time you find yourself in the overworld looking out at the vast ocean #you can't help but wonder wether they hated the deep blue sea as much as you do. #sassy speaks #mc #WHY DID I WRITE SO MUCH HELP I DIDNT MEAN TO DO THAT-

[kennyomegasweave]

I've seen a lot of posts saying Nueng should have kept the bracelet or asking why he didn't just keep it and I just. He couldn't. He could not keep that bracelet and still leave. He wrote a goodbye note telling Palm he doesn't work for him, he doesn't want him to follow him, he wants him to meet someone and love them and be loved in return, but that can't be him. We know Nueng loves Palm. We know Palm love Nueng. We know they're the children of the sun and they were once glued up back to back. But Nueng thinks all that follows him is heartbreak and loss and that's all he can ever bring Palm, so he is willing to break both their hearts to keep Palm safe. It's misguided because Palm can't just walk away now. Palm knows they once had four legs and four arms. Even if his mom was still alive and his dad wasn't in jail, he can't just walk away from Nueng. But Nueng needs to break Palm so he stays away from him. So he breaks up with him in a letter after his mom dies and leaves in the night. And he leaves the bracelet, he has to leave the bracelet, because if he doesn't Palm might realize how Nueng still believes, even while breaking his heart, that they were once glued up back to back. And if Palm thinks Nueng still believe in their love, he will want to fight for them. Palm is a fighter, he's been fighting his whole life. And Nueng leaves needing Palm to fully believe his words and leave him alone and move on.

The tragedy of this show is we know neither of them will, or even can, move on. But they can't be together. Nueng can't just be a dude working on an island with Palm. Palm can't be Nueng's CEO house husband. They both love each other more than anything. But that doesn't mean it works. That doesn't mean they work. And so Nueng leaves the bracelet. And we all cry.

#never let me go #I have seen a lot of people mad at my boy Nueng but like #he truly believes he's doing the right thing #and like how can you say he isn't at least from his perspective #he has to leave palm all he's ever brought him has been sorrow #his mom is dead his dad is in prison he's not safe himself #nueng needs to leave palm because he loves him that much #he loves him enough to let him go #now palm doesn't want to be let go #and palm is most likely not gonna be like THANKS FOR DUMPING ME IN A LETTER AFTER MY MOM DIED #but Nueng is truly believing that Palm will read his letter with the bracelet and be like welp moving on #because remember Nueng doesn't think anyone would ever like him for him #and he def had to leave the bracelet or it would be a sign to palm that like #I DIDN'T WANT TO DO THIS I LOVE YOU BUT I WANT TO KEEP YOU SAFE #but Nueng doesn't want Palm to know that #because he knows Palm #he knows Palm would be like FUCK MY SAFETY I'M STAYING WITH YOU #so he has to leave the bracelet #he has to leave every trace of Palm's love behind #because he has to reject it so maybe just maybe Palm will believe him #and Palm will stay away from him and move on with some other person and be happy #but this is a show so it won't be happening but like dammit #Nueng isn't the bad guy here okay #and I'm in my feelings #obviously from these tags and this post #about how it seems like all of yall are making him that way #I am chris crocker levels of LEAVE NUENG ALONE LEAVE HIM ALONE lol #regular clyde #if this isn't the most coherent I am very drunk lol

[bambiraptorx]

If your still taking questions for your I’m not dead yet, when the past turtles finally meet future raph for the first time is it a hostile meeting of a peaceful one

It's a... relatively peaceful meeting, all things considered, although it's worth mentioning that Raph doesn't meet the littles all at once. He meets Mikey first, then either Leo or Donnie second, and he doesn't meet the remaining two for quite some time.

By relatively peaceful, I mean that, while there's no actual conflict, their first meetings have a pretty negative impact on Raph, as they eventually force him to confront the reality of his situation in the past. It's the point where he really begins to realize the consequences of his actions on the timeline (because he's done a lot of things that have some pretty major impact, like stealing the Key). Basically, he realizes that if his actions have the consequences he wants them to, then the life experiences that make his brothers his never happen. It's not a fun time for him.

#rottmnt #rottmnt au #i'm not dead yet au #future raph #raphael hamato #rise of the tmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #asks #Raph is very much a 'do shit and think about the consequences later' kind of guy when it comes to plans #so he kinda just grabbed the key without considering how that would affect the timeline (or his mental health) #cause yeah he prevented the apocalypse #but at what cost? #the world and his family is safe sure #but now they'll never truly be *his*

[foolishnpd]

not to be weird bc I hate talking about my body but oh my god I love nighttime so much because I can just walk around shirtless and admire myself in the mirror for an absurd amount of time, like I am literally built exactly like those ancient statues and paintings of goddesses, I am the peak human forme, I am so shaped it's incredible, I am a divine work of art

#lilyroaring #npd safe #and that's how I end up looking at myself in the mirror for over ten minutes straight on a good day #never forget the horrors of those self hatred days where I have to avoid mirrors entirely #lest I rip myself to shreds over every flaw #but today at least #I am pretty and perfect #and what a shame it is that I dress so modestly #I feel like I'm depriving the world of beauty sometimes #oh well. I am only for myself after all #I'm really hoping I get some muscle definition from all that working out eventually #I want to look as strong and powerful as I am beautiful yk #I've always hated how weak I was my entire childhood #I always had to embrace being pathetic and laugh about it to be humble in gym class and such #but wouldn't it be so satisfying to be truly strong for once? #something to be envied rather than pitied?

[frozenambiguity]

Very long Initial thoughts and first impressions on the Caribert Archon Quest in the tags. Spoiler alert!!

#{{ this is me making a very long tag so that the people who are not interested in reading the spoilers can skip the post safely!! ~~~~~~~ }} #{{ All right!! So the first thing I find fishy in this interaction is the fact that Kaeya just… }} #{{ reveals that he is from Khaenri’ah to the traveler like it’s no big deal }} #{{ Uhm. Huh. I thought that was a secret he was deeply invested in keeping; so things are not exactly adding up here }} #{{ because remember how that was; you know; a thing..? Remember that letter Kaeya saved from the fire }} #{{ that confirmed he was from Khaenri’ah and belonged to the Alberich family? }] #{{ without his father's knowledge and permission; because that information was too highly confidential to NOT remain a secret... }} #{{ and one that he still hides to this day? You know. You remember; right; hyv? come now; it was only a few patches ago. }} #{{ the fact that he revealed it like it was no big deal makes me??? question a lot of the decisions that were made here. }} #{{ Keeping his heritage a secret has been a character motivation for Kaeya. I’m bothered about this decision on hyv’s part; actually }} #{{ not to say that the reveal was never to be done; but it could have been handled properly. }} #{{ and not so casually over some mid afternoon drink time as if it holds no importance whatsoever }} #{{ also this interaction??? A total act. I refuse to believe otherwise }} #{{ 'caring less and less about khaenri'ah?' sir; the guilt and sense of duty/responsibility that consummes you daily says otherwise }} #{{ 'My father left me in Mondstadt simply because he wanted me to have a better life?' huh. perhaps one reason; but not the only one }} #{{ nor THE reason. we have had multiple proof; so this is kaeya lying through his teeth for the sake of alleviating the conversation }} #{{ 'My surname is the only link I have with Khaenri'ah'? Read points mentioned above. Deceit deceit deceit. }} #{{ this entire interaction was a calculated; studied act; and I'm calling it as it is. if hyv intended otherwise --- too bad. }} #{{ because I'm making it my canon. }} #{{ and I truly hope that in hyv canon kaeya is being the 'you can only trust half of what he says' Kaeya; because if hyv is making Kaeya }} #{{ honest in this precise moment.... like if those words are his genuine thoughts from hyv's perspective; then; Kaeya; I'm so sorry }} #{{ but i want to have faith in hoyo; and I want to believe that they haven't forgotten Kaeya as a chara and his motivations }} #{{ and the fact that he was intended to be a khaenri'ah spy in mondstadt. something which generated a lot of conflict in his life. }} #{{ so don't @ me w/ 'oh yeah; I don't have any link or interest in khaenri'ah whatsoever haha khaenri'ah what is that?? never heard of it } #{{ anyway. Interesting to see it confirmed that Kaeya and Dain do not know each other formally; but that Dain has been spying on Kaeya }} #{{ and does not trust him. interesting dynamic. obviously kaeya didn't like having been studied and observed }} #{{ Kaeya being the Abyss Order Founder's descendant? Honestly; not surprising!! I had my suspicions. }} #{{ the clues were always there. 'heart of the abyss'. A heart is a vital part for any organism and by extent institution to function }} #{{ and so; too; is Kaeya a vital part of the abyss scheme; regardless of whether he wants to or not }} #{{ and there were other signs of it too. He has been seen communicating with them multiple times. recall diluc's introduction. }}

[reginrokkr]

I'm tempted to alter the background concerning Dain's life prior to his descent to Khaenri'ah, as I feel like it's a bit everywhere due to having multiple elements I want to adhere but never put them in a seamless order that would make sense.

#◟༺✦༻◞ what lays behind the mantle of faux stars ┊ooc.┊ #the gnostic chorus part will stay untouched #same goes for what connects to the pale princess and six pygmies #it's his relationship with one of the shining shades #that I want to think over better #I'm a bit of a loss to what to do atm but #something will eventually come #as a small heads up though #whatever changes I do on his background #will not affect in any way the interactions built #because it's a topic that was never truly touched #save for rare descriptions nodding in that direction #so it's definitely safe

[therhythmafterthesummer]

Since I am the biggest safe haven Stan alive i reread the whole thing and I don’t know if it’s placebo but somehow it’s better than before even tho it already was the best fic ever before you edited it!

awww, plssss.

i don't think it's placebo, i think this version is objectively much MUCH better than the first one. i reworked practically every sentence and imo it just flows so much better now.

i'm really really happy you enjoyed this 💜 and thank you for telling me, it truly means the world to me.

#i also added a couple of small interactions here and there as a treat #truly a much better story now #i hope i never get the urge to rework it again LMAO #it took so much time and energy... i'm drained skjdhfsdkjf #but it was so worth it #so again... thank you for sharing your thoughts on this new version with me (: #anon #ask #safe haven my beloved

[psilactis]

as a person who grew up loving anime and seeing the relevance and importance of found family over blood family, and as a young queer adult who keeps reading about how important community is for a person whose very identity goes against the 'traditional family' it's (really) kind of disheartening to realize I'm never going to have my own found family. Especially when your blood family just... Isn't there

#Been thinking about this a lot #When I was a depressed pre teen I had accepted I was doomed to be alone #But then I found friends. Real friends #And I though. Hey. Maybe they could be my family #But as an adult going through an impossible situation with next to zero support or care I'm having to come to terms again #That I'm never really going to have that. A family. #Not unless I conform to what society expects of me and find a man to get married and have children with (I'd rather die) #It's been a rough few days while I come to terms with that #And try to come to terms AGAIN with the fact that my parents don't love or want me #I think it'd be easier if they just disowned me all together instead of making me go through this. #And it's horrible because I'm stuck in a situation I can't get out of very fast. It's a long process #Of getting a job and accumulating money so I can move out #And not getting the support from my parents but seeing my brother get it.... It drives me insane #I hate being o psych medication but I have to be or I'm going insane #I keep wanting to harm myself or kill myself and it takes everything in me to not make a harsh decision #Right now there is nothing keeping me going other than inertia of decisions I made a few months ago. #I have to keep moving because I'm terrified of what is going to happen if I stop. #Psych medication isn't helping. Therapy isn't helping. Exercising isn't helping. #I keep having dreams that I find someone who truly loves me and it's so.... Warm. Comfortable. Safe. I just want to keep asleep in them. #Forever. #It's a pain to wake up and realize I'm never having that in real life. Just a warm hug. #Yesterday I realized if I attempted suicide it would take people a few days to find out #And it's not because I don't talk to people. I do. But. It's always me starting conversations these days #If I don't say anything usually no one starts talking first #Which is fine you know? But also so lonely

[woozi]

why are you all SO INCREDIBLY NICE to me 😭😭😭

#like i literally am just some chronically online loser PLS 😭😭 #i didnt even do anything to merit nor deserve it </3 #ik i always say this but i love caratblr sm #i've never felt like this belonging and just.. general fondness towards and w/ any other community (online at least) #icb u guys even follow me </3 #if there's anything i'm most grateful for w/ the svteenies aside from the joy and solace they give me #its def that they allowed me to meet amazing people like this </3 like ALL OF U!! #it's not a perfect community but i'm always so so grateful for everyone's kindness #i truly am </3 #thank u for giving me a place i feel safe in!! <3 and thank u for always sticking w me #tldr its the biweekly yza friend chip/caratblr love post and i really am so thankful for everyone <3 #mwah #i'm always here if u guys need me as well <3 i want to repay u for all the happiness u brought me #if ure going through a hard time rn i'm here to share the burden w u #or if you're happy i'm here to share it w u!! #i'm always here to lend an ear and help u guys out <3 thank u so much #also thank u again to that anon </3 that was incredibly kind of u </3 that really means a lot to me #hope you'll all have a great rest of ur night/day <3333 mwah #y.txt

[pagesofkenna]

every day i'm tempted to go back to Metal Flowers (my knives!Hanakaki kanej fic) and edit the like two lines where the cure condition is described as feelings being reciprocated, into the cure condition being feelings confessed, and change nothing else

#the only reason i havent done it yet i guess is that it feels weird to make what's technically a big plot change on something published? #but like. it would truly be just two lines changed #and its SO much funnier to have kaz coughing up blood in the attic pissed at his own impending dead #and refusing to even acknowledge the one (1) thing he needs to do to safe his own life because it means recognizing his own emotions #like even in that published draft it was never 'gosh im mad i'm gonna die because she'd never love me' #it was 'i cant believe im dying for such a stupid reason and letting inej down and i havent even killed pekka yet' #like truly nothing really changes in this updated concept except kaz's emotional constipation is what almost kills him #AND the flowers arent 'inej loves him back so he's saved' but #'inej has enough emotional intelligence to realize what he was accidentally saying even though HE doesn't even' #im so funny y'all sometimes my brain does a good and this fic was one of them

[terrainofheartfelt]

Dan made Blair happy. He got her our of the depression she was in from Chuck. Blows my mind to this day it wasn't Serena

the show did Serena wrong in so many different ways, and one of the ones that irks me Most is that they made her one of the people who made Blair feel responsible for Chuck's behavior and well-being. >:(

and, per your comment about Daniel, as the prophet taylor wrote: do I really need to tell you how he brought me back to life?

#where. WHERE. was the energy from s1 when serena was like 'keep that fucker so far away from me' #and it's so tragic on every angle I look at it #the fact that serena seemingly never told blair about her assault #to that essentially being retconned bc blair picks chuck because he 'didn't sleep with serena' which BARF #that blair was so ashamed of the Indecent Proposal and how it went down she refused to tell serena #just....they love each other so entirely #but the - their was always something fractured between them after the shepherds #in that they didn't feel like they could be truly candid with each other any more about sex #not saying that they needed to share everything with each other #but the wall that went up put them both in danger and ended up hurting them both #and now I'm sad #S actually puts this very astutely in her serena fic #that serena kept encouraging blair and chuck together #because she believed on some level that blair made chuck 'safe' #he was safer for other women if he was with blair #and serena wanted to believe that chuck loved blair 'enough' not to hurt her #it's The Most Specialest Girl ideology - which of course we don't buy into in this house #but it is the read on serena's behavior re: bluck that makes the most sense to me #anyways everyone should read goodbye stranger by strideofpride on ao3 #and then leave a comment and tell her how brilliant she is #because she is and ANGEL and we are THRILLED to have her!!!! #anon #asks

[misteria247]

Me before Lazy Masquerade videos: There is good in this world and obviously I can trust my fellow human beings. There's nothing to fear.

Me after Lazy Masquerade videos: Nothing is safe, people are evil and it's horrific. I'm never stepping outside and interacting with the outside world ever again-

#oli talks #ooc #muns ramblings #mindless ramblings of a madman #shitpost #kinda #lazy masquerade #scary stories #horror stories #cold cases #unsolved crimes #crime #spooky stories #spooky season #lowkey my meme aside it's actually a terrifying thought when you remember that not everyone is a nice person #that not everyone is willing to be your friend or just help out their fellow man in this world #there are people out there who are dangerous and filled with evil intentions and who actively go out to hurt unsuspecting people #that there are people out there who will try to harm you or kill you for no reason than they just can and it's honestly a scary thought #I'm just gonna say to all my followers out there to be safe when you interact with people #because you never truly know what their real intentions are

[seeasunset]

◤❀Cнαrαcтer'ѕ Sтυdy: ✿◢

➤ Another thing to note about Vasco is that he found out his true identity, where he came from, his family, etc by asking De Sardet to help him get this information. He could easily wait until he was high enough position to know, but it could be a while until then. So, rather not waiting around, he ended up going down a path that could easily get him off the role of a captain. Let alone being a Naut. He would be punished for such things. So, I'm assuming the documents of who he is will be put back as if it was never taken in the first place and he never spoke a word about it, unless you're someone close to him or one of the party members.

Even if he later becomes a fleet commander and has learned his true identity that way, Vasco never revealed to any of the other Nauts that he knew all along.

#『Hᴇᴀᴅᴄᴀɴᴏɴs﹕』 #just imagine this man trying to not reveal he knew all along #that he /stole/ the documents to know who he truly is #but yeah we never know what happens after the documents were taken #just because the game never acknowledged about what happened #so I'm safely assuming they put the documents back off-screen so nobody gets suspicious