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#I’ve been having the worst time lately
islenskihesturinn · 14 hours
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This is a picture from half a year ago, but it occurred to me yesterday while I was keeping Lilja’s head in place during her second treatment that these animals really have to trust us a hecking lot to just let us do these things to them.
She’s been drugged to stay calm and feel a bit less as her teeth get filed down from being like a staircase to nearly straight (it was bad, now it’s almost good). Machines that make loud noises and vibrate get put in her mouth and there’s weird smelling dust everywhere. Meanwhile her human is gently patting her hair and praising her for staying put, and half an hour later she’s back with Fjara and eating hay like nothing happened.
Same goes for the other 3 (namely Týra, Solita and Ieniemini), who just come walking up to you after all that, asking for a treat (and a brush bc it’s shedding season and they’re all itchy ladies).
I don’t really think about it often, but sometimes it’ll hit me how much they trust that we have their best interests at heart and they know this in their own way.
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makkie-is-screaming · 13 days
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I’m stressed so I haven’t been sleeping but sleep is essential for dealing with stress but I can’t sleep when I’m stressed do you see the issue here
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giddlygoat · 4 months
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uh oh i’ve developed both a hyperfix on customizing rubber ducks and argos and mr plant within a matter of hours. on top of ttcc. how am i going to be able to sleep with all this adhd energy dawg
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iloveyoumorethansoup · 9 months
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Things about algorithms. In showing you relatable things it often diagnosis you with issues. All I’ve been seeing recently is anxious attachment posts
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deepsteaksnine · 8 months
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Yeah I’m depressed again.
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greghouse · 1 year
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to make a long story short i almost died yesterday but i’m fine now
#i still feel awful tho#so basically i just has a really bad bout of the chronic illness i have and while i was vomiting i couldn’t breathe#so i passed out and scared the shit out of my brother and he called my mom and they were going to take me to the hospital and#i don’t remember this but apparently i was screaming and begging for pain medicine from him but he doesn’t have anything bc he doesn’t#believe in big pharma and all that#i do remember the pain though i’ve never felt anything like that in my entire life i thought i was going to die genuinely#so anyway by the time my mom gets back i am fully awake and convince her i’m fine#because it’s a waste of time at the hospital bc they always just tell me i’m fat and need to lose weight and i say this is a chronic#condition it will not change its a problem with my digestive system it becomes paralyzed at random times you personally told me its#permanent and will have its bad times and less bad times and lately it’s been less bad but yesterday was hell#i’m still in so much pain my back hurts so bad i can’t get comfortable my knee and arm hurts from falling and my thighs hurt from supporting#my entire body all day i’m a mess#worst part is my brothers evil girlfriend was here for the last part of it i hate her so much she can not know my weakness#there was a lot more to it but that’s the basic of it if i’m absent the next few days it’s because i’m still in so much pain#back still really hurts stomach hurts too but not bad and for some reason i have really bad heartburn even though i haven’t eaten since wedn
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libertys-lovers · 1 year
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WAIT WHAT THE FUCK-
YOU MEAN TO TELL ME I ACCIDENTALLY MADE FREEDOM AND KARA START DATING IN THEIR LORE DURING KARAMATSU MONTH?!?!
Everything just keeps falling into place in the most beautiful way SSKDMFK
For those unaware, in the Oso-San fandom, each brother has their own month dedicated to them. February is Karamatsu month; second month of the year for the second eldest brother.
It’s also kinda perfect ‘cause February’s usually seen as the month of romance and like, Kara’s the ““most romantic””brother.
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brynthebookworm · 1 year
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I’m thinking abt potentially changing my url soon… mutuals pls send asks with url ideas I want the armchair diagnosis
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heartual · 2 years
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why do i feel like i’m getting sick again 🧍🏻‍♀️
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briarhips · 2 years
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This would all have been so doable with help 💔
#every semester I have this realization and I still don’t manage to make steady friends in classes who I can comfortably ask q’s of for help#w/o fearing being perceived as a leech (tho tbf most of school has been on zoom up until now so.)#and I also barely make any progress in contacting profs. but the one time I tried to get help from this current prof a few sems ago she blew#me off so rudely I refuse to ever try again. ofc she assigns the most insane amounts of things w the least direction. nobody liked her class#not Bc of the content but the direction. and it extra stings that I only found out I wasn’t alone in struggling w this in the last 3 weeks!!#I could’ve possibly had so much help if I’d been more open and tried harder socially but how was I supposed to know THAT#mine#I feel so small this keeps getting pushed back and I’m TIRED#I’ve never done this before and the prof is such a strict grader it makes me miserable and hopeless no wonder I’ve barely continued working#posting this lest I post Abt how bad my k word ideation has gotten lately like it’s overwhelming not in the I’m in danger way but tge I’m#so needlessly miserable and agitated one#and worst of all it’s affected my performance I could’ve had this all in the bag I know I could’ve but I’m not myself lately#and being thoroughly throughly harshly punished for it#anyway I need help and I’m never going to get it not academically when will I get that thru my thick stupid skull. or I guess it’s already#clanging around there and it’s my heart that refuses to swallow it. I keep swinging from calm to absurdly disheartened
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perceptionouroboros · 2 years
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yekkiz · 2 years
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lmfao how can vinted buyers be so entitled and rude dude I’m literally just a girl selling stuff I’ve never worn for a more than reasonable price what do u want from me!!!!!
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thewingedwolf · 8 months
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today was rough and i hurt my knee trying to catch the train home after the train schedule to work got all fucked up and made me late to work, and i didn’t even catch the train i ran towards so i fucked up my knee for no reason, then i started crying bc i was just overwhelmed but people saw me and two girls told me i’m pretty to make me feel better and a guy gave me a strawberry wafer which was the nicest and most embarrassing thing that has happened to me ever i think
anyways here’s my dog glaring at me for not taking him for a walk fast enough
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#i will bitch so much i’m gonna make metra single handedly change the way they do express trains.#they don’t mark them on the train in the app OR on the website. u literally have to have a paper map.#and if one of them is running late and the time runs into another trains? it Completely fucks up the commuter schedule.#and worst of all if you ask a train person ‘hey is this an express?’ they get real shitty with you. i had one person not answer & fully walk#away from me once. like???? HELLO????#so they ran a train. that they claim is an express. except it stopped at every stop. and came at the same time as like 4 other trains do.#but this express. that stops at every stop. stops halfway thru the route.#now mind u. there are two expresses at this time that go from chicago to one or two stops to [redacted]#and two that go from chicago to [redacted] that stop at every single stop. at this time.#never has there been an ‘express’ that just. didn’t finish the route.#how do i know? because i’ve taken this train line between 2and 6 pm literally hundreds of times atp.#but today. there was that ‘express’ so i bitched at metra. and how we got kicked off at a stop.#and how it was literally the whole train. no one walked away from the platform#everyone was confused. and then the train. didn’t go back to chicago. it kept going. and went to [redacted].#and the metra people. decided to get snarky with me online. so i sent a bitchy complaint in aksjdj#‘oh it’s for lolla’ THEN TELL ME WHY IT ISNT ON THE SCHEDULE. TELL ME THIS. WHY.#i am going to become a single issue voter.
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babygirljake · 9 months
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oceanofmydoubt · 9 months
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Simon had been put through life or death situations, but surely, surely this was the worst situation he could’ve found himself in.
He stared at his reflection in the mirror, his daughters brush in his one hand, and the pink frilly hair tie in the other.
You were away on a work trip for the day, leaving Simon to do his little girls hair- and Simon had absolutely zero idea what he was doing.
A small giggle brought him back to earth, his gaze dropping to his toddler smiling up at him in the mirror. “Daddy, we are gonna be late! I need my hair up!”
Simon mustered a small smile for his baby girl, but his hands began to sweat, and his throat ran dry. He could do this. All he had to do was put her hair up in a pony tail. He’d seen you do it a million times. “You sure I can’t just put one of my hats on ya? You’d look mighty cute if I say so myself. I may be a bit biased though.”
“No, daddy.” Your daughter giggled. “I need it in a ponytail!”
No matter how hard he tried, her hair tie would simply fall right down her head, or just simply wouldn’t look right. He let out a sigh, setting down the brush in defeat as he glared at his daughter’s hair. How on earth did you make this look so easy?
Your daughter turned to face him, a giggle escaping her lips as she stuck her tongue out at Simon.
“You laughin’ at me?” He asked, quirking a brow at his little girl, a coy smile dancing on his lips. “You know what happens when you laugh at me.”
“No!” Your daughter squealed, laughter bubbling from her small belly. But her protests were in vain as Simon’s fingers found their way to her sides and began to tickle them.
Amidst a fit of giggles. your daughter’s arms flew up in the air, in an attempt to surrender from her dad’s tickle attack. “Daddy! I’m sorry, I’m sorry!”
“Thought so.” Simon replied, throwing his little girl a cheeky grin. “Now why don’t you come over ‘ere and help me find a video so I can do this properly. Can’t have my little girl showing up to school without her favorite hairstyle, can I?”
With his daughter planted firmly in his lap, Simon placed his phone on the counter, a “how to do a ponytail” video playing as his fingers returned to her hair.
Nearly 15 minutes, and a few strands of hair later, Simon looked upon his masterpiece with a proud smile. “There, I’ve finally done it.”
She turned around and looked up at Simon, before standing on her tip toes on the stool, to place a kiss on Simon’s cheek. “Thank you, daddy.”
Your daughter would never tell him of course, but she wore that ponytail with pride that day- telling everyone it was her daddy that did it this time. Even though Simon knew it wasn’t perfect, it was in her eyes- and that’s all that mattered.
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