Hey! I just wanted to say I love your writing a lot and I really appreciate how much you’ve added to the klance community! I love writing klance fics but have such a hard time getting myself to write consistently and I just want to say how impressed I am with you and how much you inspire me to want to keep writing!
thank you <33333 and ur so real with the motivation thing it’s HARD. i used to write and post daily and i miss it so bad, i miss doing that, but there’s a difference between like having ideas and being able to write them!! i am manifesting ur success right next to mine bestie i’ll look at the stars and pray rly hard tonight
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Not everyone will understand me and that’s okay. I have been blessed with life and time. The right people will understand.
I’m just as good as anybody, I’m just as bad as anybody. As long as I do my best to be kind, I can trust in the process. Forgive my self and others. Hurt is inevitable, but it doesn’t have to destroy us.
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Upset because tonight I was going to shower and do my T shot right after but when I went downstairs to grab my speaker I had to take care of the kitchen first and that took a while and then when I went back upstairs it was already 11:30pm so playing music would be a risk (parents asleep) and then my brother got in the shower before I could so if I showered after I wouldn’t be able to play my music and by the time he left the bathroom I lost my energy to shower. This was the first day where I actually Felt and Noticed how gross I feel and took note of when I last showered and now I have to go to bed like this. It sucks so bad
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I’m happy, I finally got a jewelry box specifically for my Bloodmilk stuff bc I was tired of keeping everything just in the boxes they came in, and it’s kind of satisfying to see things laid out together. Still a fairly small collection and I’m waiting on one thing to come in the mail, but it’s been fun working on getting pieces of jewelry I really like and that mean a lot to me.
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You’re really incredibly funny and the way you jump from bit to bit or add on/take a bit to another level so easily and quickly is so natural and truly makes for zero dull moments watching any stream with you in it. Like I’m always having fun. You never miss, one could say. You’re really good at what you do and I’m glad that you do it.
AUUUUGHH you’re sweeties!! ❤️🥺❤️🥺❤️
I’m honestly just overjoyed to get to goof off and make jokes with my friends and you guys!! Hopefully one day I can do it full time,,!
anyways, here’s some Kelley lore: my bit brain only exists bc my family used to have 8 hours of car trip a WEEK and we would fill that time up telling stories, one sentence at a time, from person to person- or rather me and my dad would and my brother would instantly KILL the story in one sentence and I was always so desperate to keep it going I’d end up going on wild tangents just to keep John McMonsterfucker Alive and then he’d kill John again but with a gun that also evaporates you and I just wanted to
YA KNOW??
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I feel like one of the reasons some people self deprecate as a way to attention-seek is that it’s frowned upon to just ask people to give you attention
I remember talking to my friends from a few years ago and whenever I was directly like “hey I am having a really bad time and I would really like to spend some time with you guys right now because it would help” it seemed to make them uncomfortable or they were just like “idk how to handle that bye”
Plus it’s very common for people to talk about wanting attention as if it’s a bad thing to want people to notice and interact with and love you. Yeah the methods are often not helpful but what can someone do except hide it behind something when wanting attention is considered bad and others will often judge them for needing that
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//Something I relate to with Samurai Jack, is that feeling of life finding every opportunity to push you back down, to kick your legs out from under you, bring you to your knees, leave you screaming, in pain, desperate, on fire. And yet to persevere, not just for your sake, but because you don’t see any other way. And somehow, even limping, you’ll find a way to wring out peace, happiness, contentment, love, and passion from this never ending path of pain. If you are to suffer, but there is no other way, there must be joy to be gripped with white knuckles and hungry claws, to fight for peace and to strive for hope even in the midst of all your anger and confusion and despair.
I may feel like there’s no way out, but I’ve got to keep moving. There are people out there depending on me to not give up. I can’t let these forces trying to cut my journey to an abrupt end win— even if I’m tired, even if I feel like it’s too much. When I feel alone, I let my mind picture what they’d want, I let myself mourn and wonder and wish, but I don’t let it give up. I can’t go see you yet. I have more to do. Watch me and I will see you when my work is done. But I will hold onto you for all of my life. I will make my life a service to you, my actions a memorial that can be trailed to you. In every move I make I will tell the ones I love, gone and with me, “this is for you, this is for you,” and when I live, even with tears and anger and joy, “this is for you.”
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not trying to start shit just. so tired of the “proshippers dni” nonsense. People in the world are literally dying every day at the hands of broken healthcare and cruel government systems and you’ve chosen to care about fandom ships, bro? Seriously? Is it that hard to block tags of things you think are fucked up? (The answer is no, because I block tags of things I think are fucked up all the time.) Every day I relate more to that post that says “not a ‘proshipper’ or an ‘antishipper’ but a secret third thing called ‘adult with job’”
same deal with queer identity policing btw. I could not care less whether or not someone is calling themselves an mspec or bi/pan lesbian as long as they are comfortable and happy with the label. the queer community is being hunted by conservative bigots who want us erased at best or dead at worst. stop fighting over semantics that don’t matter. who cares if a label doesn’t make sense to me? is something only valid because it makes sense to you as an individual? are astrophysics and tonal languages and religion not valid or real because I don’t personally understand them? insanity
anyway sorry for the rant. been seeing these sorts of things on people’s accounts and just had enough one day. the people with these things in their bios are the people who have harassed me in zines and on Twitter and I truly don’t need that anymore.
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