#I’ve already thought about it a lot

[stuckinapril]

friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me

#It’s just so different #even though it’s public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol #in my head I’m also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps #if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts I’d feel so weird ab it #esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends #no thank u. this is for me. I’m not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr #u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS #meanwhile I’ll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. I’m already cripplingly private but way more so in real life #this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. it’s so important for me to maintain the separation #like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !! #& I’ve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc I’m surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers #who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least it’s hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them #and I’m part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends #it’s nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and it’s low stress and people get me #I don’t have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc #like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. it’s just nice to have this #so idk that’s why I think I’ll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works #p

[lavenderjewels]

I love Higuruma. Not just because he’s so willing to help Yuuji and the others (and because he’s hot), but he’s a character with particular traits that I’ve appreciated throughout JJK. The constant adapting and learning that can be seen with Mahito, strengthening his own capabilities that aren’t inherently offensive or overwhelmingly powerful like Tengen with barriers or Nobara being Mahito’s natural enemy, etc. It’s not like there aren’t interesting aspects to characters that are overwhelmingly powerful like Sukuna or Gojo, but it’s gratifying to see characters who aren’t still find ways to make just as much of an impact and work with others to do so. It’s no wonder Sukuna admires him, while giving far less thought to characters that could arguably be considered more powerful or destructive.

#something something about modern sorcerers in the culling games and the new generation #also significant ino is there fighting with nanami’s cursed tool. literally carrying on his memory #jjk spoilers #I already typed this in a LONG review of the chapter but doing it again. I just love him #nobara could’ve been among this group with her power to affect the soul 😭😭😭😭😭 #a lot of fans tend to downplay characters if they’re literally not as OP as gojo or have specific traits or skillsets #like calling nobara or yuuji useless when they both have abilities to single out the soul #or even yuuta sometimes if he’s not proving himself by fighting out in the open #I’ve seen more comments about this current team not having a chance but this is the most hopeful I’ve been for their success #power scaling aside gojo couldn’t and shouldn’t have won the sukuna fight #jjk 246 #higuruma hiromi #lots of thoughts rattling in my brain

[thetwilightroadtonightfall]

alrighty, here it is~

🩵 The Overmorrow playlist (on youtube) 🩵

The first 11 are songs that encapsulate the mood of the entire story and its overarching themes, mostly about Eph or literally from his pov (I’m on my hands and knees begging you to listen to King, The Next Right Thing, Quiet, and A Little Closer at the very least 🥺)

The 19 after those are various instrumental tracks I listened to while writing and editing to set ✨ the mood ✨ (I do this for all my fics), more or less in chronological order

And finally, once Overmorrow is finished…I’ll add some bonus songs 😃

Hopefully I’ll be able to host this in a better place suited for music (with no ads!) later on, but this’ll do for now. I really hope you like it!!

#overmorrow #my fics #my posts #going off on a tangent here in the notes bc I have SO MANY THOUGHTS #you may notice that a lot of the instrumental tracks have titles that really suit the events of overmorrow :) #ofc this is mostly bc I took inspo from the stories they belong to #as I mentioned in the concept document; rwby vol 9 had a lot of influence so there are a handful of great tracks (and parallels) from there #the rest are all tracks I already really loved beforehand; some of them I’ve loved for over a decade now (lookin at you One Summer’s Day) #though the one track that /really/ hit me was Same Sky Different World (from cloy; fav k-drama ♡) #like what do you MEAN it’s thematically relevant to overmorrow; kh in general and a super great track I already loved beforehand?? #talk about a triple whammy……… #anyway music is wonderful and I enjoy it #and I love ephemera so so so so much 😭 #okay that’s it! #if you read all of this ily 💕

[sweetest-honeybee]

Also thanks for the patience with the explanations the last time I questioned something like that (bisexuals OTL) I was called a bigot by many people instantly 😂

#and received many death threats which was a fun afternoon as a 14 year old #just so we’re clear it was legitimately nothing hateful #I just replied to a post saying I thought being bi meant an EQUAL attraction to both genders #and not a fluctuating/uneaten attraction for a lot of people #uneven* good lord #this is why I usually don’t ever bring that stuff up but I was genuinely curious #I’ve been thinking about it for a WHILE tbh and I figured this would be the best time to ask for clarification #since it was already relevant in my mind

[totaled-drama]

I have so many thoughts about this season

#td talks #td spoilers #total drama spoilers #listen. LISTEN. I am soooo biased but we knew this already #I liked it :) was it what I wanted? no. did I think it was fun anyways? YES #most of my opinions are more positive than negative but that’s mostly because #I have never been super invested in who won #anyways I think a lot of the complaints I’ve seen are valid #personally I care more about the characters than the competition they’re in #I DO think some of the characterization in this season was. definitely different from last season #overall season 1 had better plots/writing but season 2 is funnier #hockey bros sweep I’m so glad they got more screentime this season #I have. so many thoughts

[river-of-wine]

A bonus Molly sketch from my gilded cage things! Given the circumstances for Molly in particular during chapter 4 and the fact that Dutch being the way he is would likely just use her as an accessory for the evening I can’t imagine her having a good time, but at least the dress is pretty

#rdr2 #molly o’shea #I’ve thought about this a lot #she would not get a second away from him I’m sure #he can’t stand her even breathing the wrong way around him at that point but having a woman with him would make him seem less suspicious #which is a big thing during that mission #so molly would just be hanging onto his arm all evening unable to go anywhere or speak to anyone by herself #I’d get into how she would also not be received well by many people there especially if she approached them alone #because she is Irish and these are a bunch of rich people and it is 1899 #I have a lot to say about the importance of molly being an Irish immigrant as an Irish person myself #but I don’t feel like giving a history lesson here #so to condense my thoughts a little molly would have been stuck with Dutch the entire evening #surrounded by people who probably have an inherent dislike for her once they hear her speak #or ignore her in favour of whatever Dutch is saying #which is pretty similar to how the gang already treats her #so even once she finally leaves camp it’s just the same #there is more I could say especially regarding the dress itself but that’s too long to write here #fanart #digital art #sketches #my art

[little-red-fool]

I never really thought about why I liked Raphael as much as I do until I met Yurgir and he called Raphael a “perfumed trickster”, and now it just makes complete sense, because he is a trickster, he’s charismatic and intelligent and loves misleading people, he loves playing with words and he’s smarmy and he does whatever’s necessary to get what he wants, he’s cocky and plays by his own rules, he loves toying with people, and he schemes. Like of course I like him, he’s a trickster.

#anyway in case you hadnt figured out my favourite character type already lmao #like of-fucking-cOURSE you like him you cling to tricksters like a limpet #now that i’ve thought about it like this D would definitely get on a lot better with Raphael than Mathias #two tricksters in the room would be absolute chaos #bg3 #bg3 raphael #yurgir

[scottie-draws-sometimes]

I’ve been wanting to challenge myself with this kind of designing for a while, and finally put my ideas down on paper!!

That’s right!! Human character designs for Wall-E and Eve. And they’re gay. Because of course

#this was one of those things #where I was rly worried my drawings wouldn’t live up to what I imagined in my head #but I am really happy with them!!!!! they are in love!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #I’ve already fallen in love w my wall-e and desperately want to draw her more #I have. a lot of thoughts about these gals rn #if. if anyone is interested. #uh oh I’m not sure how exactly to tag this eep #humanized wall e #wall e fanart #wall e movie #wall e #wall e eve #Crab Doodles

[chibishortdeath]

Some attempts at a design for Selena :3. The second image is inspired by the wedding in Haunted Castle, but I changed Simon’s outfit cause idk I just can’t picture him being comfortable in a suit.

The last two of these are way more headcanon-y lol. They’re under a cut mostly in case my headcanons and story ideas change d(^^ ). One of them was inspired by a Kikuo song I was listening to while drawing lol, the song “Let’s Go to Heaven”.

#castlevania #castlevania games #selena belmont #castlevania selena #castlevania ii #castlevania 2 #castlevania simon’s quest #simon’s quest #castlevania ii: simon's quest #haunted castle #simon belmont #akumajou dracula #akumajo dracula #art post #my art #I remember seeing someone make a post somewhere about how it was weird that #a lot of the cut items from the first Castlevania were things like high heels and a love letter and stuff #I wonder if Simon’s wife/girlfriend was supposed to be a character at one point in it and she got cut for some reason #idk it’s interesting to me that she’s only ever appeared in like deliberately noncanon content ya know? #like Haunted Castle was even called not a Castlevania game by its own lead director #the two novels with Simon girlfriends in them were never intended to be canon just fun side stuff #especially the ones that were choose your own adventure books lol I love the art style in one of those #anyway I’ve been trying to think of ways to write her lately but its so easy to end up accidentally falling into annoying tropes alas 💀💀💀 #especially ones the series has already used before oof #currently my idea so far is since Simon himself is kinda the chosen one hero guy trope in CV1 #and ends up subverting that trope by genuinely failing a ton getting hated by the public and possibly dying at the end #maybe Selena might work as initially the damsel in distress and call to action trope and subverts that later???? #I also have always thought she ends up the Mysterious Woman somehow hmmmm #it’s a hard headcanon to incorporate without just pulling a Dracula X chronicles and oh no she’s a vampire aaaaa but that’s been done 💀 #I am also aware that not everything you write has to be 100% completely new and original and perfect but aaaaaaa

[edandstede]

Not to be critical at all but following your OFMD posts, what's your opinion on Izzy's arc so far?

i’m enjoying it as much as i thought i would (a lot!) and i’m looking forward to how it all develops :•)

#ofmd spoilers #i could expand but i feel like i’ve said a lot of it already. prior to the season airing #my thoughts haven’t changed really #he fucked around. found out #and now he has to make changes #because he knows they cannot go back to how it was. or they’ll all be suffering #man is gonna eat every word he said about stede and his crew #because it was what he and ed BOTH needed #only izzy was too pigheaded and repressed and toxic to accept it #anyway. yeah #ofmd meta #ofmd #message in a bottle #anonymous #izzy hands

[random0lover]

Tf141 members x single mom!reader makes me want to roll around on the floor crying.

#another one of my favorite tropes #mmc becoming all soft for the kid 🥹 #okay but they’d all be so sweet #and there’s so many ways they could meet reader and their kid! I want to scream #and now all I can imagine is Price squatting down so that he’s eye level with the kid and his knees popping 💀 #Johnny is all about making the kid laugh and totally drains them of all their energy so by the time it’s bedtime they’re already falling #asleep lol. Imagine though the kid is more of the quiet observant type and it absolutely throws Simon off cause h th it’s usually his gig #and now there’s some 8 year old reading him like a book and he hates it 🤣 kid over here like you like my mom don’t you? and Simon goes #absolutely rigid wondering how tf they could tell. Then with Kyle imagine the kids favorite toy is helicopters and the kid always makes #Kyle’s figurine fall out and thinks it’s so fucking funny while Gaz is over here actively remembering what it’s like to hang out of one 💀 #as you can tell I’ve thought about this a lot #cod mw2 #simon ghost riley #call of duty #mw2 #random0lover rambling ♡ #captain John price #John price #kyle gaz garrick #kyle garrick #gaz #johnny soap mactavish #john soap mactavish #soap mactavish #cod fluff #cod x reader #simon ghost riley x reader #price x reader #gaz x reader #soap x reader

[ginalinettiofficial]

idk i just don’t trust ppl who say “billy is a racist abusive piece of shit” but then turn around and reblog jason content like. okay if u have that opinion that’s your prerogative but it’s MY prerogative to point out that it’s weird af to feel that way abt billy and NOT abt jason

#d speaks #st #billy hargrove #jason carver #like if u hate billy that is your prerogative esp as a black person. that said #these are white ppl i’m seeing who’re like billy is so racist!!!! btw here’s my blorbo jason #it’s just like ??????? does not compute #like if we’re comparing things that got said in canon. saying ‘there are types of ppl u stay away from and that boy is one of them’ and #saying to a black kids face ‘i thought u were one of the good ones’ like. those are. very on par with one another #like there are 4 characters on this show who made racist comments: troy. mike. billy. jason. #as far as i remember at least those are the Big Ones #and while i understand not liking billy and having his racism be one of your driving reasons behind that #i do NOT understand turning around and liking jason????? #mike okay! yes he was fully microaggressive to lucas but yeah he’s a protagonist #and the show does a lot to try and make u like him. he was younger than billy & jason and they also played that moment off for laughs so #like i get if you can sit there and be like i have no reason to dislike mike wheeler for his racism #troy tbh just doesn’t get any talk in the fandom so idk how ppl feel about him. he IS the only one to fully use a slur but #he’s also 13 and i’ve seen many ppl in the fandom who define morality based on this middle schoolers are learning high schoolers should have #already learned and should be better narrative so i wouldn’t be surprised if i saw ppl defending troy #but billy and jason are. very on par with one another in terms of the micro aggressions they committed and the level of antagonism #so i am just very thrown by seeing ppl hating one and praising the other like #it’s almost like they…… don’t actually care about racism and are in fact nowhere near as anti racist as they believe themselves to be #and instead just use the term ‘racist’ as a trump card to try and win arguments abt characters they don’t like without ever actually #putting any critical thought into this show and the way racism is intertwined into every aspect of it #because surprise!!!! it was written by blatant racists lmfao #fandom wank #i suppose lmao. wank in the tags at least #also to clarify. i think both billy AND jason are compelling and interesting multifaceted characters #they’re both good antagonists and they both present very good looks at The Type Of White Boy You Meet In Small Towns #stranger things

[iamthemaestro]

I realize I think a lot about my life in terms of “maybe when I’m a boy…” my brother in christ. maybe you are an EGG

#idk. idk! #I’m not a Man. but I do resonate with Boyhood a lot #that’s the thing #I’m still nonbinary either way #but like. what kind of nonbinary. that is the question #and more and more it feels like Boy Nonbinary #but idk what to do about that. you’d think I would after like four years of being out to people #but I don’t. like what else can I change. I’ve already got the pronouns #I think I’m like… More Trans than I give myself credit for #(that’s a joke you can identify as trans however you want) #but my ocd brain is always like well you’re not trans you didn’t trans anything #which is not true but I mean it like. if I had the chance would I? #I might. but at the moment I don’t have the chance #so I’m just. confused #constantly #it’s exhausting #I don’t feel comfortable for the most part #also intrusive thoughts go brr right now I’m trying to Think #whatever tag ramble over #gender #mine

[lulu2992]

“These things were so white they had to apologize for slavery!”

— Rabi Ray Rana, talking about Ajay Ghale’s butt cheeks on the radio after Ajay had to fight naked in the Shanath Arena.

Actual Far Cry 4 quote I’ve just heard.

#I didn’t make this up #I couldn’t have made this up #far cry 4 #rabi ray rana #ajay ghale #also by this post I’m officially announcing that… #I’m currently listening to the fc4 sound files! #they’re so well-organized compared to the fc5 ones <3 #I’ve only listened to about 1000 files (from the main campaign; I’m done with the dlcs) #but as you can see it’s already a wild experience haha #and I’m realizing that I had missed many bell tower broadcasts! #pagan has a lot more dialog than I thought #far cry 4 spoilers

[zoueriemandzijnopmars]

Ohhh I just had an idea. Would anyone be willing to run an Efteling attractions tournament?

#Efteling #I don’t have the spoons myself and I am also not the biggest Efteling fan on this website #but I saw a Disney parks attractions tournament and like the Efteling would also be perfect for that #I mean droomvlucht would win obviously (joking) #but I’ve always been curious what favourites other people have #anyway if nobody does I will but only after I finish all my k3 tournaments so that will be next year #I have loved the occasional Efteling polls but comparing all attractions would be so much fun #also I’ve been counting if you include some pst attractions you can get exactly 32 #and you can ignore things like the playground probably #or sprookjesbos sprookjes that would also be a lot of fun #anyway so anyone please steal this idea #and if you already thought about it before me see this as support #i made an original post

[suchine-toki]

Thoughts about Takasugi

Ok time to talk about this Takasugi bitch. I'm a tsundere when it comes to him lmao. At first, I thought he was going to be the Sasuke (from Naruto) in this series, a character I’ve a complicated relationship with, so I wasn't exactly excited about him. Also, he was a bit ugly in his first appearance, wasn't he? 😂

It was in Benizakura arc that Takasugi started to capture my interest in a more positive way, which progressively increased until he destroyed me in the SA arc. However, since he was more of a villain acting in the shadows, I didn't pay much attention to the bits of characterization he’d in the past, like when he told Itou how lonely it’s to be a genius.

In truth, he wasn't self-absorbed and wasn't lying either. He was one of the best, but he was accompanied by Gintoki, Zura and Tatsuma. Later he’d the Kiheitai at his side, but they were his subordinates, not his equals. So this is where we begin to see that there’s more to his anger and sadness over Shouyou's death, there’s a lot of loneliness too over the bonds he believes he lost.

It can also be seen how perceptive Takasugi is regarding other people's feelings, using this ability to manipulate Itou, Sasaki, and Nobu Nobu, as well as how smart he’s in choosing them to progress with his schemes. However, we must admit that his catchphrase about destroying the world did him no favors in this respect.

Takasugi wasn't some lunatic aimlessly wanting to annihilate everything. He wanted to bring down the corrupt government that destroyed his life and the lives of everyone he loved. For self-serving reasons, sure, but at the end of the day he was doing something good, the problem was his methods.

But to be honest, his actions never seemed terrible to me. The worst crime there’s is killing people, as many characters in this series have done, starting with Gintoki, so it wasn't particularly shocking every time Takasugi did it. That's a big part of why I disagree with the idea that his crimes were horrible and he couldn't be saved.

I've talked about his death before, so I'll just conclude by saying that I wish he’d more appearances throughout the series (not just at the end of the serious arcs), that he interacted with more characters, and of course, that he didn't die. I still think he’d a lot of potential regarding the serious aspect of Gintama, but also on the comedy side. The little bits we saw were hilarious.

#Gintama #Takasugi Shinsuke #I can write #Thoughts about #my post #His relationship with Kamui was pretty interesting but underdeveloped imo #I also wish his relationship with Matako was explored more #By the end of the series it seemed like only Gin and Shouyou existed to him #I refrained from writing more because I’ve already written a lot about this bastard 💜 #I’m just gonna add WHY SO PURPLE