#I’m wallowing in self pity rn

[rishiguro]

mhh, i love waiting for over 90 mins for friends to show up on a discord call that they suggested we do to keep me company while i’m sick

#₊❏❜ ⋮rins thoughts #let me wallow in self pity i need that rn #safe to say once one did show up i left after saying that i’m definitely not in the mood to talk anymore #and the other one forgot that’s so nice omg #shit hits harder because my hormones are going wild added to me being on meds but it is what it is now

[lexxib]

swear to god if I get sick one more time i’m just going to off myself. can someone pls bring me tea and something to eat

#i just slept for like a thousand years #still dying #fuck being sick #honestly I’m just wallowing in self pity rn #ignore me #but also please don’t ignore me i need affection and head pats

[theostrophywife]

Can I get a FIC abt the reader being Theodore’s gf and best friend and she’s embarrassed and alone in her dorm bc of cramps and they are REALLY REALLY bad and he just comforts her and they snuggle and he gives her his hoodie and fluffy!! (I’m dying from my cramps in my bed rn 🙏 I need comfort from my book bf)

heart shaped bruises.

pairing: theodore nott x reader.

song inspiration: toothpaste kisses by the maccabees.

author's note: i'm so sorry you're in pain, love. hope this makes you feel better 💗

Bloody fucking hell. 

You clutched your stomach, doubling over in pain as another wave of cramps crashed into you at full force. An anti period pain potion. That would be your first invention after finishing your education at Hogwarts. For now, you were forced to endure the pain and misery sans magic. 

The clock on your nightstand rang obnoxiously, rattling the various barrettes and books stacked atop the table. The alarm meant that Charms would be starting soon. With a rather hard smack, you silenced the clock and buried yourself underneath the covers. 

There was no way in hell that you were going to make it to class today.

You couldn’t even get out of bed, let alone walk to the other side of the castle. No, you were staying right here. Cocooned in the safety of your blankets so you could wallow in self pity in peace. 

Apparently, suffering in silence was too much to ask for because the minute the alarm finally stopped, there was a knock on your door. 

“Go away,” you yelled, the words slightly muffled by your goose down comforter. 

“Y/N?” A familiar voice called from the other side of the door. “Are you alright, love?”

Tears pricked the back of your eyes. No, you were definitely not alright. Your uterus was an active war zone, your emotions were a poorly assembled rollercoaster in an abandoned theme park, and to top it all off, you had a raging headache like someone had taken a bludger to your skull. 

But you couldn’t say all of that. You didn’t want to freak your boyfriend out. 

“I’m fine, Theo. Just feeling under the weather.” You clamped your eyes shut, trying to block out the migraine. “Go to class without me.”

There was shuffling from the hallway before your door swung open, revealing a very concerned Theo. He took in the sight of you in bed, your cheeks flushed and your eyes red from crying all morning. Theo was by your side in three strides. 

“What’s wrong, dolcezza?”

“Nothing, I’m just not feeling well.” A fresh set of cramps chose that exact moment to pummel your lower abdomen, making you wince in pain. 

“That’s not nothing, darling.” He knelt beside you, taking your hand. “Tell me what’s wrong, Y/N. I hate seeing you in pain.”

Your eyes watered again. “Promise you won’t laugh?”

“Of course not, love.”

“It’s these cramps,” you said slowly, shifting to face him. “I’m on my period and it’s just really bad today. Usually I take a pain relieving potion, but even that’s not working this time around.”

Theo’s face softened. “Why didn’t you tell me?”

You averted his gaze, flushing. “I guess I was embarrassed. I didn’t want to make a big deal out of it.”

“It is a big deal,” said Theo. “Everything that has to do with you is a big deal to me. I hate thinking that you’ve been suffering through this all alone.”

“I just didn’t want to bother you with something so silly.”

“You could never bother me, Y/N.” Theo gently pulled back the covers. “If anything I’m the one bothering you right now. Scoot over, darling. Make room for your Teddy.”

“But you’ll miss Charms.”

“I’ve skipped for less. This time it’s actually important. You need me. I’m not leaving you.”

You smiled softly and made room for Theo. He instantly wrapped his arms around you, pulling you into a snuggle. The familiar scent of sea salt and smoke felt like a warm hug in itself. Theo stroked your hair and kissed your temple. 

The cold air seeped in through your frosted glass windows, chilling you to the core. As much as you loved the ominous charm of living in the dungeons, this was one of its disadvantages. You shivered in Theo’s arms, cuddling closer for warmth. 

Your boyfriend radiated heat. You had no idea how when it was near freezing in your dorm. Theo liked to say he was hot blooded. You were just grateful to have your own personal heater. 

“Are you cold, darling?” 

You nodded, resting your head in the crook of his neck. “A little.”

Theo shifted beside you. He tugged at the hem of his hoodie and pulled it off in one swift move. “Arms up, love.”

You sat upright and did what you were told. Theo slipped his hoodie over you, smiling as the plush fabric swallowed you whole. It was warm and smelled like him. You wanted to drown in it. 

He kissed the tip of your nose. “It looks good on you, but don’t think that it gets you out of cuddling.” 

Theo pulled you to him, snuggling you from behind. He twined your legs together, making you giggle as his leg hair tickled the back of your thighs. You intertwined your fingers and kissed the back of his palm. 

The cramps may still be wreaking havoc on your body, but at least now you had Theo to comfort you. 

“How are you feeling, babe?” 

You turned, smiling. “Better now that you’re here, Teddy.”

Theo grinned and pressed a gentle kiss against your lips. “Get some rest, love. I’m not going anywhere.”

#WHEN DO I GET MY THEO WHEN HUH #theodore nott #theo nott #theo nott x reader #theodore nott x reader #theodore nott x you #theo nott x y/n #theo nott x you #theo nott fluff #theo nott fic #theo nott smut #theo nott imagine

[axel-skz]

Gone

A/N: a spontaneous story! I’m half asleep rn :)))))))))) song roulette gives us Easy for this fic.

He had been working non stop and so you decided to go to his studio. He’d keep working and you wouldn’t distract him or bother him, just be there. You also took some food so he would have something to eat. Knowing him, he probably hadn’t eaten very much.

It took you a while and almost getting splashed by a bus to get there but it was worth it. Even just to sit in a room with him and watch him work.

You went inside the Jyp building and went up to his studio. You knocked on his door but no one answered so you let yourself in. He had his headphones on and he was writing something.

You put your stuff down on a side table and went over to where he was sat. You tapped his shoulder and he jumped. He turned and saw you, he looked angry. ‘What are you doing here?’ He said while taking off his headphones.

‘I was missing you so I thought I’d bring you some food and just hangout. I’ll be on the couch while you work and I won’t bother you at-’

‘You’re already bothering me right now. I had a melody in my head and now I’ve forgotten it because of you,’ your face dropped and any happy emotion was now gone.

‘I’m sorry…’

‘Sorry doesn’t bring back my melody, does it? Can you just go? I can’t deal with you constantly clinging to me,’ he turned to look at his notebook again.

Your face stood still for a couple moments before you turned to quietly get your things. You left the food there. Eventually he would realise and eat it. Or drown in it, you didn’t really care.

You didn’t say anything as you quickly made your way out of the building. You hadn’t realised you had left your coat but it was too late to go get it. It was cold but you would rather deal with this then deal with Chan.

You walked home, shivering. When you got inside your apartment and locked the door, you checked your phone. Brilliant. He didn’t even care to apologise. You left your key in the lock so he wouldn’t be able to unlock the door if he came over.

Over the next couple days, you got sick.

Another problem was, you couldn’t take time off work so you went in. You spent the time off, wallowing in self pity. Crying and hating life for being so cruel. Always picking on you.

Didn’t help with your cold though and today, it was too bad. There was no way you could go into work.

You looked at the million notifications from Chan as you unlocked your phone to call your coworker. After that, you were scrolling through your notifications when you accidentally clicked on a miss call. Your phone automatically called him back.

Your heart raced as you dropped the call as fast as you could.

He didn’t call back. No texts or anything. It broke your heart and you cried. You felt like the pain would swallow you up and never stop reminding you about how he didn’t care.

You almost didn’t hear it when there was a knock on your door. You hobbled over and asked who it was. It was the doorman to your building.

You opened your door because you were awfully confused about why he was here. The purpose of him knocking though was clear when you opened the door. Chan was stood next to him.

You closed the door quickly but Chan stuck his hand in and stopped it closing.

That was gonna hurt.

He thanked the doorman and picked up the bags you didn’t notice were sat next to the outside of your door. Then he came in.

You shut the door behind you and you coughed as you turned around to see him. Although you were even half way turned when he had engulfed you in a soul crushing hug.

He was crying as he apologised over and over again for how stupid he was. You cried too. You couldn’t help it. You were weak and everything hurt but the only person you wanted to be with was here. Despite everything, you missed him.

He had brought presents for you but he hadn’t known you were sick which made him even more sad.

‘How could you not tell me?’ He weeped.

‘You were mean to me! I’m tired and everything hurts, I wasn’t about to go to you so you could hurt me even more!’ You weeped back.

He spent the next couple days looking after you and doing his best to show you that you were the best thing in his life. You told him not to be close to you because he would get sick too but he didn’t care. You guys cuddled and watched movies. You felt warm and cared for.

‘I love you more then the entire universe and I’m sorry I hurt you for even a second.’

Chan: for once, she isn’t torturing me so please like and reblog!

I am nice to you!

Chan: you have a horrible track record ok, sush.

Fair… I’d like to apologise now.

Chan: No, Thank you.

No, ok, fine 🥹

Chan laughs: you don’t have to, I already forgive you.

🫶🏻 short king, Thank you 🫶🏻

Seungmin in the distance: Bang chan is so old.

Bang chan sulks off: I’m retiring. Leave me alone.

#stray kids #skz #stray kids scenarios #skz imagines #skz fanfic #skz x reader #love stray kids #skz scenarios #stray kids angst #stray kids fanfic #bang chan best leader #bang chan angst #bang chan x reader #bang chan imagines #bang chan imagine #bang chan x y/n #bang chan x you #skz bang chan #bang chan hurt/comfort #bang chan oneshot #bang chan fluff #bang chan

[candyheartedchy]

I might have been waiting until I was in a good headspace to message you I'm going through a bit of a manic episode crash rn but between that message you got before and DIGITAL CIRCUS I thought to swing by even if I'm gone a bit longer to say I'm glad you're here I worry a bit I'm too much when I get excitable especially when I accidentally get overwhelmingly attached to people who are essentially strangers so I worry a lot interacting with you and I'm basically vibrating or talking a million miles per hour I come off as too much I just hope in some manner you knew or going forward you know I find you to be such a gleam of light in my life I find you enjoyable as a person, your art is fantastic, your self shipping is inspiring and so much fun to see even if we're not too close your blog brightens my day you make happiness, indulgence and the desire to live feel infectious I hope I see you going for time to come and all the while I only hope you stay happy through it I'm sorry I wasn't here in the sense I could've said this and more when everyone was supporting you I was bad in the funk myself but I was there nonetheless and very glad to see person after person send you lovely messages and I'm so glad you have people there for you I wish I could offer more to this message I just think you're swell and I'm so happy in a world of many years of life and technology advancing when it did and the right things to happen I was lucky to come across you and that all before then you stuck through it and found what made you happier to keep going again sorry for saying this so late otherwise Yay! Digital Circus! Amongst my pitiful wallowing (joking) to me being feral about the episode coming out my best friend predordered me some merch for chrissmus... Excited to see how your sona turns out going from here! Hope the rest of your day/night is swell!

You offered plenty of support just with this message alone!! I always find you a delight to talk to and interact with! And it’s okay that you didn’t message me during that whole situation that happened, it still means a lot for you to send this and your mental health comes first!! I’m sorry you haven’t been doing good and I hope you get better soon. And if you ever feel like you need someone to talk too, you can always dm me!

Also I’m happy that your friend preordered some merch, and I’m planning on getting some merch myself! :D

But I’m glad to have met you and don’t worry or ever feel like you have to apologize, I enjoy talking to you and I still appreciate you reaching out!

#💌 letters 💌 #butchwaifu

[mazzystar24]

Wanna listen to my validating Michael’s mental health rant?

Warning it does get anti max

Can we pause and recognise for a minute that Hope or rather a false sense of security is a long established fear of Michael’s so much so that he used his mutilated hand as a reminder that “hope is a dangerous thing”

Not only that but he ESTABLISHED THIS TO MAX and yet throughout the show time and time again every good thing he experiences is consecutively followed by disaster and in multiple cases this false sense of security is caused deliberately by max (im gonna mini rant about him so bear with me)

So here is a list of everytime the writers pulled this good followed by bad shit and acted like it wouldn’t be deeply triggering for someone with his trauma and imma point out when max was at fault

1. Attempted to celebrate his birthday with his siblings (despite having recently been fucking exorcised -see traumatised) only to then have to cover up a murder of a guy who attacked his sister

2. Set to go to UNM and Malex toolshed moments followed CONSECUTIVELY with not only getting full blown hate crimed but then witnessing a triple homicide perpetrated by someone wearing his sister’s face and then having to lie and say HE did it and cover up more murders and then give up a scholarship to the college he wanted to go to now this all by itself is a lot right? But max is relatively free of blame right? Wrong this guy saw his brother with a severely injured hand and knew the truth of the murders but chose to wallow in self pity and AVOID HIM OUT OF GUILT!?!?? WHAT THE FUCK?? WHO LETS SOMEONE THEY CALL FAMILY DEAL WITN THAT ON THEIR OWN??? WHO THEN GOES 10 YEARS PRETENDING LIKE SPIRALING ISNT A COMPLETELY VALID RESPONSE???

Anyways 3. Thinks everything is settled with Noah dead (don’t get me started on the other traumatising shit that happened rn I’m just talking about hope being fucking burnt out in front of this poor guy and him never knowing when his world is gonna implode) but then max goes and kills himself saving rosa -mini max is failing as a brother rant part 2- THIS GUY SAW MICHAEL AFTER CAUFIELD WILLING TO LET NOAH GO RATHER THAN HAVE ANOTHER ALIEN DIE HE SAW THE FUCKING UNHINGED EMOTIONAL STATE HE WAS IN AND WHAT DOES HE DO?? Heal his hand without his consent after killing Noah anyway and then once everyone thinks the dust has settled he goes and he gets himself killed making Michael deal with ANOTHER death (again CONSECUTIVELY HIS BAD SHIT HAPPENS IN THREES ISTG)

4. Season 3 he knows he’s dying and then decides to again create a false sense of hope and reform their relationship only to then reveal TADA HEART FAILURE

5. Ofc we have the latest example of the Alex debacle now I know he didn’t make people not tell him but holy shit he shouldn’t have gone along with it due to RELATIONSHIP PROBLEMS literally what the actual fuck

#anti max evans #roswell new mexico #malex #rnm #michael guerin #rnm s4 #roswell nm #alex manes #rnm spoilers #roswell new mexico spoilers

[loife1m]

it’s gonna be ok. You know what I’m talking about.

this isn’t just for loife, btw. I know a lot of y’all are feeling bad about life, and I get it, I really do. But it’s gonna be ok. Dont sit there and wallow in self pity for months and months. Do something about your feelings and do something you really want to do rn.

idk it really seems like it’s gonna keep getting worse 🫤

but what she said is right, everyone. This is to you, mutuals

#loife answers #ask #yuna <3

[an1malcannibal]

How r u? :]

Hello hidden! I’m out of cigarettes I probably lost my job I weigh 96 lbs and I’m STILL not as hot as I should be!

Tbh my brain is a little soup rn. An electric pulsing coil that’s scraping at the inside of my skull. I’m BORED. Bored. So bored and lacking in ideas these days.

Idk this sounds silly. I’m trying to do better but I feel the one inevitable tug of wallowing in my own self pity.

You’re cool hidden sorry I haven’t popped into the server lately, I haven’t been one for talking to ppl for a while now. Silly reasons but sometimes u gotta do what ya gotta do.

#I don’t have covid anymore though so :) #I win #ask #ask tag

[diazpoems]

Jskajdjjd you ever just. Have a breakdown. Feel emotionally drained for a couple hours. Throw up. Wallow in terrible self pity and shame. And then you have that afterglow where you’re weirdly chill? Yeah that’s what I’m doing rn

#bear talks

[irregularcollapse]

it's me again, i slept and then spent a not insignificant part of my day reading your fic. i have so many thoughts and can articulate very few of them. i'm gonna try to go back and leave comments on each chapter but overall: my god what a wonderful fic. i really think you've captured laurent and damen's voices. i am very captivated by it (i mean, i did read a trilogy just to have the context to read your fic) and deeply look forward to sundays and wednesdays to see where you take us!!

anon 😭😭😭

I’m in the middle of such a huge self-pitying crisis of confidence and am just like wallowing in doubt and self-loathing (not for any particular reason, just a side effect of some physical health things rn), and I’m not saying this AT ALL to make anyone feel a certain way or do anything, I just. want you to know that this came at the exact right time and I am seriously so overwhelmed that you’ve been interested enough to read the books and also have enjoyed what I’ve written. I’m really interested to know what you think if you’re ever happy to share your responses 🖤🖤🖤

#asks #anonymous #my writing

[the-little-crow]

I’m finally rewatching supernatural for the fist time since middle school, and holy fucking shit do I still agree with middle school me’s opinion on Sam. That fucker can eat shit and die.

99% of their problems are caused by Sam directly, by dean having to save sams ass, or by Sam fucking giving up the first chance he gets!!

I’m at season 8 rn, because I’ve been binge watching this shit, and Sam needs to put on his big boy pants and stop being a little bitch. Like yeah reasonably, the first time or two, I understand not looking for someone you think is dead as hell and trying to live normally. BUT THIS IS LIKE THE FIFTH FUCKING TIME??? THE MOTHERFUCKERS ARE ALWAYS COMING BACK, YOU DO NOT GET OUT IF THIS LIFE!

Dean straight up throws himself into danger without a second thought if he even has an inkling it’ll keep his little brother safe, Sam just sits his ass down and whines about how hard life is and how shits not fair.

Like I know there’s reasons they’re both like this but I’m doubling down on the fact that I absolutely want to kick the shit out of Sam. They’ve both got issues but at least dean isn’t quite so self centered, and doesn’t have the massive fucking victim complex! Oh, and then when Sam DOES do something fucked up he wallows in it all “pity me!1!1!1”

I’m going fucking bonkers over here. no wonder I was fucked up in middle school, the only two prices of media I regularly consumed were Homestuck and Supernatural.

#supernatural #Sam Winchester hate club #screaming into the void #crow rambles #seriously though I’m fucking loosing it #shit is WILD

[kiyoo-omi]

okay, I wasn’t going to do it but i decided to take grad photos 🎉

#gonna bring my cousin for moral support #least I can do since I’m not attending the commencement #it’s sad how I stop caring about graduation stuff #i used to be so excited T.T #dina talks #I’m wallowing in self pity rn #😩

[slutabed]

☺️☺️☺️

#hey!! listen!! #it’s so easy to come on here and vent about the negative things #but guess what??? #you know what’s even better than wallowing in self pity?? #basking in hope and positivity!!! #idk why I had so many small moments throughout the day of just sheer delight and pure joy #and like the desire to hang on to that and embrace it is SO much stronger than the need to vent and wallow in negativity #yeah maybe I’m drunk rn yeah maybe this will pass by tomorrow #but listen!!! maybe I have just been wallowing in the grief and the boredom of the past year #hope is accessible to me!! positivity is out there!!! #maybe this is just what it feels like when the sun stays out past 4 pm and the weather hits 60 #but hope!!! and potential!!! is so lovely!!! #not community #delete later #possibly? #these are merely the ramblings of one drunk lass #but #I am enjoying the positivity!!!!

[lovecre]

literally i’ve been thinking about poe all day i’m i’m i’m. hoooooo. he’s just so cute. and i know that if i called him cute to his face he would be like haha funny joke i look like a corpse but he’s CUTE TRUST ME BRO.

#♥️.txt #literally he’s one of my most relatable f/os though #‘can’t talk rn i’m too busy wallowing in self pity’ cheers i’ll drink to that bro #THATS ACTUALLY ONE OF HIS VOICELINES BTW

[deepseawave]

Hello again Danny! How ya are today? Please go drink something if ya haven't lately :) -🐓

Haha, thanks I do need reminders to drink every once in a while! Thanks! <3

#today’s been a day #ya know? #nothing much happened but I’m feeling kinda crabby 🦀 #ask away #chicken anon 🐓 #I’ve been pretty exhausted? the past couple days cause my brain just won’t let me fall asleep at a reasonable time #also I’ve had some stuff on my mind too so yeah #feeling kinda stuck rn but there’s no benefit to wallowing in self pity the whole time #I’m gonna take time to process my emotions as best as I can rn but ultimately I try and remind myself that it’s gonna get better #and having something specific to work towards is pretty helpful #like I’m gonna hang so many fairy lights everywhere when I get my apartment #so that sounds nice #tho it’s not easy to stay positive sometimes and this week has some pretty shitty moments ngl #thanks for tipping the scale in the opposite direction tho! #gives me something more lighthearted to think about #danny talks

[cancelos]

well i’m going offline this is too much

thank you for all your messages!! they really mean a lot to me ❤️ i’ll reply tomorrow when i’m.. well hopefully trying to cope with this

#rn i’m just wallowing in self-pity yay #i’m not even.. sad for myself #i’m just absolutely devastated and heartbroken thinking about how they must be feeling #anyway i’ll be crying myself to sleep wishing it was 2016 again