#I’m v worried that smth devastating is gonna happen tonight or soon

[stxphxn-strange]

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update: sad vibes temporarily postponed

#rant in these tags #skip this if you want i just need to get it out of my system #I’m v worried that smth devastating is gonna happen tonight or soon #I’m already prepared to cancel the date May 3rd from last year #i didn’t get to say goodbye to someone and i was in the dark about everything they went through #I’m not going to let anything happen tonight without saying goodbye if i have to #but I’m not ready for it for come to that yet #i have two exams to finish and chores to do and I’m just here scared and bawling my eyes out #i think i skipped my anxiety med earlier which didn’t help #but ummm yeah no i am Not Ready for the possibility of anything going wrong today #I’m gonna finish my exams tonight tho and sleep all day tomorrow #like metaphorically speaking