#I’m still ashamed

[wi1dshxpe]

gortash sets up a lending library at his estate after seeing durge’s in the bhaal temple. they both know they’re the only people who use them so it turns into a sort of game. durge loves music, so after enver’s last visit a book about viola has appeared in the temple library. enver fancy’s himself a jeweler so it’s only natural a scroll about gem welding would end up in his library. books relating to their schemes, hobbies, pasts, futures, inside jokes and aspirations get passed back in forth. the only extended pause is when a novel about star crossed lovers gets dropped in the bhaal library. it’s weeks before the favor is returned and enver receives a scroll about bhaalist marriage ceremonies. he doesn’t know whether to take it as an advance or a threat, so he accepts it as both.

#dark urge #durgetash #enver gortash #durge #i ​love enver’s boldness to hear durge say ‘nobody whose been in a relationship with me has left alive’ and respond ‘yeah but i’m different’ #he is but not enough to change his fate #they would also be like varying levels of straight forward- at times they’re coming up with entirely new cipher systems for simple messages #100% being way more open they would be normal. gortash would almost never be open about about his time with raphael but he will leave a book #alluding to his treatment when he was at the house of hope #my durge was a cleric of ilmater in their youth and is incredibly ashamed of it by the time they meet gortash. but they do leave him a book #of his teachings with a chapter about meditations they still use to quell their urge #and obviously bhaal hates everything about this. not only is durge besties w his enemy and doing stupid stuff that has nothing to do with #murder they’re being unashamed of things he very much wants them to be ashamed of

[twunkmac]

it’s not that i think dennis reynolds didn’t do anything wrong it’s just that i love him anyway

#Number One Dennis Reynolds Apologist right here #i’m just not ashamed at all tbh. it might be because i’m tipsy but my point still stands #that man has no right to have so much of love!!!! but alas i can’t help it and must live my truth #dennis reynolds #iasip

[demiboydemon]

My new therapist: your mental health isn’t perfect, but it’s nothing to be ashamed of :) if you broke your arm, you wouldn’t be ashamed of that

Me, internally: bold of you to assume I would be unashamed of a broken arm

#The funny thing is that I’m not even ashamed of my mental illnesses #She just kinda assumed I was #But I still appreciate her reassurance #she’s a wonderful therapist #Disabled #disability #actually disabled #mental illness #actually cptsd #c ptsd #ptsd #depression #anxiety #mental health #tw mental illness #mental illness tw #tw cptsd #tw ptsd #tw ptsd mention #ptsd tw #cptsd #cptsd tw #the ueue after q is silent

[queenpanpan]

Self insert time babyyy!!! I’m so sane and normal and regular abt this show

#hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel alastor #alastor #alastor hazbin hotel #alastor x oc #charlie morningstar #hazbin hotel charlie #charlie hazbin hotel #rosie hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel rosie #screenshot edit #art #digital art #hazbin hotel sona #i’m so normal #i’m not actually sorry #I need alastor BIBLICALLY #i’m not ashamed #AND DONT YALL START ABT HIM BEING ACE I KNOW THAT #I CAN STILL ROMANCE HIM JUST NO SEGGS

[speedwayy]

1999 recording of noel playing the acoustic track for it's a crime, the unofficial name given to the demo that would eventually become let there be love.

the lyrics are completely different from the album version and they're pretty interesting, so i included them under the cut

Well you can say what you want But you won't get a thing from me And if you don't understand That's it's not in your hands you need

Let there be love Let there be love Let there be love Let there be love

But you can say what you feel And it might never steal from me And then you must understand That it's all in your hands what you need

Let there be love Let there be love Let there be love Let there be love

And I never knew But all the thing's that you've done Are coming right back to you But everybody know's that it's no crime

But does it make you feel ashamed? You never said what you done And there's no need to blame But everybody knows Yeah everybody knows Everybody knows that it's no crime It's no crime

So you can say what you want But you'll not get a thought from me But if you say what you mean Then you might get a thing from me

Let there be love Let there be love Let there be love Let there be love

If I ever knew That all the thing's I've thought Are coming right back to you But everybody thinks that it's a crime

It never makes you feel ashamed You sit around and you sold And then you're passing the blame But everybody knows Yeah everybody knows Everybody knows that it's a crime

It's a crime It's a crime It's a crime

#i’m sure this has been posted already but i want it on my blog #let there be love… it never makes you feel ashamed… but everybody knows… it’s a crime… #noel……… #why did he do it……….. #let there be love ended up so much more optimistic #oasis #it’s a bit corny a la acquiesce but it’s oasis. and still one the greatest songs and makes me cry #and liam sounds really lovely and noel’s verse makes me come completely undone #come on baby blue </3 #but this early version is really … #it took him eight years to write let there be love

[dazaisdearest]

would anyone care if I posted miscellaneous art of my OC…………….🤓🤓

#I know ocs are like perfectly acceptable and fun #but I still feel ashamed as if I committed the worst crime #I feel like I’m getting sent to the torture dungeon if I talk about my oc #🍀♪jet oc

[kumaky]

Rollers, this is the realest I’ll ever be,

I’m a listener only for jrwi, so I haven’t seen most of the new redesigns, and when I tell you Alphonze looking like THIS was a SHOCK TO ME

BUT THATS NOT THE WORST PART

I have been imagining this man from the start of him being in the series like THIS

THE FUCKING ROBOT FROM WILDCRATS IS ALL I COULD IMAGINE

OR

SOME SICK COMBINATION OF BIGWELD AND THOSE SHITS WITH COWBOY BS

Also additional note

This is what Ollie would look like on a piggy back ride from him. I will continue my Krattweld narrative but I had to share.

#My ass thought he was a wildkrat robot #Or bigweld #Jrwi #jrwi riptide #jrwi edit #IG? #jrwi alphonse #jrwi ollie #jrwi gillion #bizly channel #grizzlyplays #condifiction #charlie slimecicle #jrwi podcast #just roll with it #ik he’s the ship now but still this is relavant #kumapost #i’m so ashamed

[angelnumber27]

My life has improved a lot since being more consistent with responding to and talking to friends and saying yes to plans instead of letting anxiety make me say no. Maintaining good relationships and having a support system is so important. I isolated myself badly for over two years just out of fear and anxiety and depression and I was REALLY suicidal not that long ago. I recently decided that I deserve to actually live and have fun and be with my friends, not just isolate and rot in bed and it was literally a life-changing decision

#:) #progress #it may sound stupid but I would literally have panic attacks #even just about the prospect of hanging out with people who were my best friends #and make up excuses every time #and when my addiction was really bad I knew I looked sick and ppl could tell so I was ashamed to see most people #I still get the impulse to just lie and say some shit bc of the anxiety but I try my best to push past it #by remembering that like 85% of stuff we worry about doesn’t ever happen and that I’ll end up being glad I went #life is precious you never know what will happen and I’m trying my best to seize every opportunity to see the people I love #and make new memories #doing these things are so beneficial for my mental health #I love my friends so much #used to be like ahh I’m so alone but I wasn’t. I was just terrified of everything and deciding to make up excuses

[lonelyangelonlyangel]

bpd body 👼

#i usually try to hide my bigger scars on here but idc i’m feeling good #me #myself #self #my face #my body #body positive #body image #body ch3ck #mirror pic #bikini babe #bikini brunette #curvy #happy 4 years from the first time i got burned and scarred with a cigarette #the scar is still there lol but i feel less ashamed now #mine #ed not ed sheeran #ed not sheeren #tw #tw body check #tw body dysmorphia #tw body mention #ed #ed disorder #ed relapse #personal #tw bulemia

[minu-moni]

When I entered into the Invader Zim fandom in 2015, I remember being absolutely cringe and annoying to ship ZaDr. People would complain when others would call out the romantic tension between the two and use the creator as some sort of weapon to defend their opinion. “Jhonen would be embarrassed by this” and “Good thing the creator isn’t seeing this” were things often said to discourage people from enjoying the ship, as if it was a crime to like a fictional pairing for a show that was already over. What would also happen is people would use the “they hate each other” card to try to force other people to stop enjoying their parings. That was one I had to see a lot.

At the same time, we had other shows and series with rivals who were canonically paired together romantically (Danny Phantom, Gravity Falls, Ben 10, Teen Titans, iCarly) not to mention all the movies that came out years before any of this shows who showed the same dynamic, essentially being: enemies to lovers.

So, what was it about these shows that made their pairings acceptable while ZaDr shippers were shamed for liking it? Everyone knows the answer by now. All the other pairings were straight pairings.

It was okay for you to ship enemies to lovers, as long as it was a female/male relationship. The second you make it a gay or lesbian relationship, “but they hate each other”, “the creator would be disgusted by this”, “people always make everything about ships” and so on and so forth.

This was something that plagued me and followed me for years, even after I left the Invader Zim fandom, and it annoys me to this day that there are people who feel like I should be ashamed for liking a pairing just because they’re a gay couple (not that they’ll ever say that’s the reason they’re shaming you). I remember being paranoid every time I opened a ZaDr fanfic on wattpad out of curiosity, and even backing up those hurtful comments in fear of being discovered and isolated for liking a fictional pairing.

I recently fell back into the iz fandom and, oh boy, am I glad to be able to enjoy my shit without dealing with those stupid comments. Although they’re still around, it’s nice to be able to write and read about ZaDr without seeing those same complaints every single time. Things changed a lot in recent years and I’m glad we don’t get those hateful comments as frequently anymore. It was really upsetting getting bashed for liking a pairing that had the same dynamic as thousands of other pairings like it was my fault for receiving hateful comments in the first place.

There’s still a voice in my mind that nags me sometimes, specially when I look at old iz content and make the mistake of reading the comments, but I’m glad to say it’s much better now. I finally feel like I can enjoy the ships I like without needing to be afraid of backlash.

#the 2015s was still a bad era for gay ships #and it showed #I always found funny how people hated ZaDr but shipped Dib and Tak when they didn’t even talk before she revealed she was irken #the hypocrisy #anyway glad things are better now #I feel way better after letting all this out #invader zim #vent #zadr #I’m a ZaDr shipper and I’m not ashamed of this #never will be #if you don’t like it fuck off

[rosicheeks]

✨ Friendly reminder - I don’t find spam liking a compliment. If you have a sfw blog or don’t want to reblog nsfw posts for whatever reason then I’d suggest either making a side blog specifically for promoting content creators or send a tip to show love 🫶

#I’ve been away for awhile #ngl I forgot a few of things that drove me a little crazy #(little or a lot depending on what it is) #idk I find spam liking to be like a slap in the face #either I think that person thinks I’m hot enough to keep in their likes (spank bank) but not hot enough to reblog #or they’re ashamed or embarrassed for liking fat girls??? #cause I know there’s plenty of those people still out there #I just generally could never see spam liking as a compliment #spam liking along with spam reblogging? #bro go for it #maybe even leave me some cute tags to look at later 🫣 #but idk just spam liking and leaving it at that is just rude in my opinion #I know everyone feels differently but that’s just how I feel #anyway if any of you spam likers want to send a tip #my cashapp is still $rosicheeks420 #shut up rosie #rosie speaks

[nosleep83]

Some crappy rottmnt redraws I made 2638289 years ago

#only Leo and Mikey LMAO #I still haven’t tried to draw Rise Raph at all I’m so ashamed #it’s fun to draw the pen over em #tmnt #rottmnt

[snorpdawg]

Consider this not only a demonstration of how I can’t draw chairs to safe my life, but also a warning for the worst AU the Bugsnax fandom has ever seen

#🛠️.png #Hi Care Bear fans who might also be in the Bugsnax fandom. am I still allowed. #I don’t have the courage to put this in the main tags #to be honest I always feel really ashamed of my Care Bears interest #(mostly because my family has made my interest in it feel like an inconvenience most of my life LOL) #but I don’t wanna trauma dump too much #anyways. yes I have a Care Grumps AU in the works #it’s based off the formatting of the 2007 cartoon so Filbo is in Oopsy’s place #please ask me about it. I’m so normal. Smiles

[talesfrommedinastation]

Gentle reminder to fanfic writers:

If you write a ‘happy ever after on Pabu’ story and do not include Echo in some way…

….YOU ARE A BAD PERSON.

Here he is fainting on the beach over how your parents failed you.

The man is the most selfless mothereffer in the whole franchise. Give him a happy ending!

#cloneforce99 #thebadbatch #tbb #arc trooper echo #tbb echo #echo #echo clone wars #echo the bad batch #he is bae #I would die for him #and they all lived happily ever after #EXCEPT FOR ECHO #lol he’s still a reg is what y’all think #and I’m ashamed #and so is Rex

[superfluffychickens]

I’m going to a nearby science/aerospace museum for my birthday on Thursday and I’m going to be So Autistic™️ about it

#I’m more into airplanes than space stuff but they have a mix of both things there #plus it’s a museum to commemorate Christa McAuliffe so that’s amazing too #being diagnosed has been so freeing for me personally #but I still want to get better at not being ashamed of ‘acting autistic’ especially in public/around strangers #so I’m going to rattle on and on about planes

[bloobydabloob]

Is there a reason ur drawings kinda look like someone stretched them in some direction. Not in a mean way. It's very silly imo /pos

Thank you, I’m glad you like it. I take inspiration from artists like @tostyart (twt) @robert_valley (insta) jasonlupas (twt) and several other artists, who do the same thing. I think it looks great. There’s no deeper reason sadly… just think it looks cool.

#third ask in a row about the skew. Hahaha #I get why some people might not like it #I love it though. I think it’s sooo sick #I deleted yesterday’s ask because I didn’t want to clog my page with asks but I’ll reiterate #I don’t think that imperfect art should be fixed or corrected #I struggle more specifically with rigidity in my art #I have a tendency to overwork the shapes in my art to the point where it’s just… stiff as hell #So I think also the skew helps disguise that a little. Maybe I’m a cheater #But anyways #I really like skewiff or quote unquote wonky looking art. #I love art and I love beginner artists and I love shakey lines and imperfections #I think it’s soo awesome. #I dig all art to be honest. Really honestly I just like art. I’m rambling here haha #but no… Some of the people listed get insecure about the asymmetry or whatever in their art. #I don’t think anyone should be ashamed of their art as long as they are doing something they enjoy and improving #without wonky art and without weird looking stuff #we wouldn’t improve. That’s what really sucks #But I guess that’s not why I do it. I wish I could do the skew on accident dude. #Please check out @tostyart by the way #genuinely probably one of my favorite artists of all time #I think you will enjoy their stuff. It’s so different to everything else and their characters are wonderful #they have such wonderful line work and are so great at working with composition and perspective. #Everything I aspire to be #Sorry for tag rambling. I did this exact thing yesterday too #don’t give me the opportunity to talk about art. I’ll never shut up. #still not on topic though #TLDR : I think it looks cool