#I’m itching now

[clownsuu]

Howdy My Beloved

(I’m so down bad for him it’s horrifying)

LMAOOO mostly mutual howdy love

speaking of howdy iv been seein cowboy/Wild West aus for welcome home and I decided to dip my toes in it a lil while I was hyper KXHDGDH

cw poorly drawn guns and messy sketches

I was just gunna make Home a sheriff’s buildin’, but I thought it would be cooler if he was a big bad spooki

also howdy’s lil bugdega is both a convenient store and a restaurant/bar (same building, all shopping stuff at the front while the restaurant is in the back) howdy can make a mean beef n cheddar KDHHFH

#Welcome home #welcome home howdy #welcome home wally #welcome home barnaby #welcome home home #howdy pillar #wally darling #barnaby b beagle #yeehaw #Also Funfact #Iv been gettin a lot of people asking me how I draw so much in such lil time #It happened last year and now this year JDHDHDJ #But I have a thing where if I get extremely hyper focused on something I basically draw-stim #It’s a huge itch that I gotta draw SOMETHING #And if I don’t it plagues me #Up side to it I consistently post like twice a day with multiple doodles and I don’t get bored by it #Downside I wanna play monster hunter so bAD BUT MY BRAIN WONT L E T M E #Thankfully my sketching has gotten a lot faster throughout the years so I’m able to put all my dum lil ideas down #And still have time to play games I wanna play and get stuff done

[fairyfortalliance]

the imagery of no health regen…… wounded skin that doesn’t heal…. torn clothes….. burns…. scorch marks….. bite marks….. blood everywhere…… unraveling bandages…… oh…….

#secret life #secret life smp #if i ever write a slsmp fic. everyone is going to be wounded as FUCK #like. i love it when fan artists draw the characters punctured with arrows #or burned after dying to lava/fire #and now with no health regen. how the injuries don’t go away #a worn and ragged green life almost desperate to turn yellow #if not for the full set of health again #stab wounds that don’t close. a heart bleeds until you die. the scratch marks itch under the armour #ohhhhhh it’s so sexy #teammates changing each others bandages bc the blood never stops #infected wounds? that only ease when more hearts are earned from the secret keeper? #i’m so obsessed with this already #like yessssss the player gets weaker and weaker as they lose more hearts #they are so damaged and injured they can barely raise their shield #their whole body aching. scathing with every hit and blow #and then when they gain hearts. and the RELIEF #of scorch marks fading. wounds closing. blood drying. pains easing. broken bones set themselves #so much cruelty in the world. everyone takes that extra little care with each other #no more friendly slaps on the shoulder or even high fives #everyone is just very still. too fatigued to do anything but survive

[pawpotato]

I became immediately enamored with Zoro’s shirt in the Arlong arc

#one piece #one piece zoro #I’m in skypiea now I’ve been itching to draw him for a WHILE #roronoa zoro #my art

[daffi-990]

Fuck it Friday & Inspiration Saturday

it’s Saturday for me so I’m smooshing the two together.

Tagged by @thewolvesof1998 @wikiangela @exhuastedpigeon @lover-of-mine @disasterbuckdiaz @devirnis @spotsandsocks @callmenewbie -> tagging you all right back for inspiration Saturday 😘

Okay so I’m back from holidays and the writing beans did visit me (yay!) … but did they visit for any of my current wips? Haha of course not 🤪. Being near the beach inspired a new buddie wip that is going to be part of a series called Daylight, inspired by the Taylor Swift song of the same name. I already have some stuff written for two more fics in the series too haha.

Here’s a moodboard for the series and a little snippet from the first fic, I’ve been sleeping so long in a 20 year dark night (now I’m wide awake).

Quick summary -> musician Buck is tired of the fame, fortune and loneliness of a life that doesn’t even feel like his own, so he packs his bags and runs away and ends up in the small beachside town of Hartlan Shore where he may just find everything he’s been longing for.

“What are you playing?”

Buck’s fingers pause in their strumming, his left hand sliding along the neck of the guitar as he abandons the chords he was playing. He opens his eyes to find a kid, no more than 8 years old with curly brown hair and wide inquisitive blue eyes framed by red rimmed glasses standing before him.

Buck squints his eyes against the morning sun. “Uh, nothing really, just playing random chords hoping it’ll turn into something.”

The kid moves on shaky legs to drop down in the sand on Buck’s right hand side. “I want to learn to play the guitar, but my Dad says no one in town is offering lessons.”

Buck frowns in sympathy for the kid. He remembers being a kid in Hershey and begging his parents for guitar lessons. He still doesn’t know why they turned him down at first, leaving him to seek out lessons from the school music teacher, Mr Glover, every Thursday at recess. It wasn’t until Mr Glover flagged his parents down at the one parent teacher night they actually managed to attend, using the magic words natural talent for the guitar and great potential with the right vocal training, that they agreed to get him not only private guitar lessons, but singing lessons too. Mr Glover had been more than happy to keep their lessons up, but Phillip and Margret Buckley didn’t think a mere school music teacher was good enough to teach their son, not if he was going to become somebody. Buck hadn’t cared who taught him, he’d just wanted to learn, just like this kid seems to.

“Would you like to learn a couple of chords now?” Buck asks.

The kid’s face lights up, a wide smile stretching across his face as he nods his head eagerly. Buck feels himself melt a little at how adorable this kid is.

“First things first.” Buck lays his guitar over his lap and extends his hand out to the kid. “I’m Buck.”

The kid looks at his hand for a moment, long enough that Buck is starting to wonder if maybe he doesn’t know what a handshake is, but then a small hand slips into his. “I’m Christopher.”

No pressure tagging: @watchyourbuck @hippolotamus @athenagranted @eddiebabygirldiaz @malewifediaz @spagheddiediaz @jamespearce9-1-1 @wildlife4life @weewootruck @rainbow-nerdss @the-likesofus @try-set-me-on-fire @theotherbuckley @fortheloveofbuddie @steadfastsaturnsrings @giddyupbuck @jeeyuns @jesuisici33 @hoodie-buck @honestlydarkprincess @ladydorian05 @loserdiaz @clusterbuck @monsterrae1 @mellaithwen @nmcggg and anyone else who wants to join in and share something ❤️

#fic: I’ve been sleeping so long in a 20 year dark night (now I’m wide awake) #Daylight series #buddie wip #daffi writes #buddie #I’m itching to get back to Rival Firefighters because I miss them #but I don’t want to force it #so I’ll continue to go where the writing beans take me ☺️

[apollos-boyfriend]

happy halloween! last year, i drew the tinarose family, so i thought it was only fitting to draw the schlarklez kids! baby’s first halloween…..

#icarus speaks #icarus draws #divorceverse #divorceverse adam #i’ve had this done for so long u guys don’t understand #ITCHING to get her out…… #also testing out photoshop stuff since i’m more comfortable w it now! i like this brush but idk if she’s a Keepsr keeper #but yeah ^_^ crumb picked out the costumes obviously #realistically it WOULD be adam as rose and jordan + schlatt as ethan and like. leon/chris/mia #but i wanted to capitalize on the movie hype #PLUS i couldn’t decide if crumb or tubbo would be karl and i’m gonna be real idk enough about re for it in general #not pictured and i may doodle it in class if i have time (doubtful) #but jordan is foxy bc pirate and schlatt is afton :]

[snzluv3r]

fell asleep at 5 am after literal hours of desperate, uncontrollable sneezing fits and woke up this morning with a twitchy, allergic nose…

it’s already a sneezy day and i haven’t even gotten out of bed…lord help us all

#until my entire face stops itching and i can stop wiggling my nose around and muffling sneezes into my sweatshirt #y’all will have to hear me complain endlessly about it #god i’m so itchy #i dump out bleach everyday at work and it’s started making me sneeze recently but yesterday it just added fuel to the allergic fire #and i pretty much started and couldn’t stop #everything is setting me off my nose is so sensitive right now #i’m so glad it’s my day off so i can just rub at it as carelessly as j want i’m so itchy #the amount of hitching and false starts i’ve had just typing these tags omg #yeah it’s going to be a day #my nose is driving me crazy #i ended up muffling my desperate rapid allergic fits into blankets and my sweatshirt for over an hour last night #and god it felt good to just sneeze and sneeze and sneeze even if i was basically suffocating myself trying to muffle them #they were so harsh my voice is raspy this morning #yeah. GOOD MORNING LMAO #self obs

[angelsdean]

people wanting Sam to be a Special Girl so bad (including himself) when over and over the literal text says there is Nothing actually special abt him (or any of the Special Children!!!!!) they literally only got their powers because of Azazel’s blood (and then seemingly lost their powers when he dies, giving good textual evidence for the theory that their powers were drawing on Azazel’s own powers). And then Sam only gets powers again (but different ones! Not telekinesis or other Special Children powers) when he drinks regular demon blood in s4. Like it’s verrrrry clear in the text that his powers are derived from introducing substances into his system, they are not inherent. Sam’s own insecurities abt his inherent monsterhood and impurity color assumptions and how people read him but those are crucially his own skewed perceptions. But the actual text shows us that there was nothing special abt him or the other children. They were simply the children of victims he conned into making deals with him. But none of them were born monstrous or different, they were simply dosed with Azazel’s blood as babies and that worked their way into their systems and lay dormant until he decided to activate their powers (that they draw from him). Thee only thing Sam has that gave an edge over the other Special Children is his Lucifer bloodline but that in itself only makes him a stronger vessel but doesn’t give him any additional powers, just like being the Michael vessel or being a vessel for Cas didn’t give Dean (and Adam) or Jimmy any additional powers. I know people want Sam to be Special and different (and Sam is convinced he is, for better or for worse) but the thing is, he really really isn’t ! And I mean that with love. Sam thinks he’s doomed, that he’s monstrous and inherent impure and Wrong, but he’s not! He was not born bad or even different. He’s not Wrong to feel that way, he’s entitled to his feelings, but just because he feels something doesn’t make it factually true. And his powers are shows over and over to originate from introducing outside substances (demon blood) into his system. I think anyone regularly consuming demon blood (or given blood from a powerful demon like a Prince of Hell) could manifest these kinds of powers, we just didn’t get to see that happen again. Also on that note, feeding on grace should’ve been a thing and we should’ve seen Dean with angel powers as a fun little parallel. Ok, the end.

#every time I see something abt sam being oh so special or inherently monstrous / powerful I’m like. no<3 #reread the text and stop living in Sam’s head where that’s what HE thinks but which is factually unsupported by the text #demon blood = powers #no demon blood = no powers #i know the reading that he’s suppressing his powers in the later seasons is common but he literally. just does not have them anymore #now what Should be the reading is that he is constantly constantly struggling and overcoming the itch to consume demon blood again #bc the text frames it as an addiction and it should’ve continued to be explored in the later seasons as an addiction #and something he still struggle with #vic.txt #mymeta #sam studies

[luckofthegrayajah]

I am very sympathetic to show-only fans who are super upset about Hopper (some to the point of calling the show cruel and stating they won’t watch anymore), but I’m not sure where the line is to try to explain how crucial this moment is in the books and how important this beat is to set up future story.

It would be a major spoiler to explain that this is not the last we see of Hopper - but would that be good to hear or just annoying?

#wot spoilers #wot book spoilers #like I’m itching to explain this wasn’t an ‘edgy grim dark’ choice to kill off #a beloved animal for no reason #but I’m also not sure that would be appreciated right now #wheel of time

[def-not-kaz-brekker]

It’s one fucking in the morning, I’m finishing reading “all the young dudes”, and the only FUCKING thing I can think about is how nico di Angelo’s name has a MOTHERFUCKING GRAMMAR MISTAKE IN IT

It’s not even REALLY a mistake it’s more like an IMPRECISION and it’s FUCKING KILLING ME and I have lost my ability to english but bear with me

When two vowels near each other from other words, one disappears and there’s a fucking apostrophe ik this to be true in French and Italian idk in other languages

Like in French you don’t say “je me appelle” you say “je m’appelle”

So it’s NICO D’ANGELO not DI ANGELO like I get it it’s a fucking name but for fucks sake plz

AND D’ANGELO (di Angelo fuck it) IS A FUCKING LAST NAME FROM THE SOUTH NICO IS FROM VENICE WHICH IS FROM THE NORTH

Yeah sure people move his mom could be originally from the south but UGH PLEASE

#I’m sorry it’s just been itching my brain #nico di angelo #name origins #italian #grammar #I’m so sorry it’s not even a big thing it’s just so ugh #idk why my brain chose to fixiate on this at this ungodly hour #while I’m not even into my Riordanverse hyperfixiation right now

[pineapple-lover-boy]

Listen I know it was forever ago but what if after lesson 16, whenever the brothers mention how much MC reminds them of Lilith Mc is like, “Who?”

They’re grateful for what she did and honestly I love the thought of them being the only one to see her ghost and they’re besties but like

This is to piss the brothers off and stop them from comparing. They can talk about her. But not compare. Lilith supports this and does not want her greatx70 grandchild to be a walking memory.

#also in this universe it takes a little while for things to go back to normal #this is coming from someone who’s favorite is Belphie #give me the angst give me the trauma that definitely isn’t a mask for my own #give me the extreme guilt that Belphie feels and that slowly turning into an obsessive love for MC #give me all that toxic shit #I’ve been wanting this for idk how many years now #nothing has truly scratched this itch #and I unfortunately don’t have the motivation to start another series #I am planning on adding another chapter for my current one though it’s been to long #but yeah I’m still not over it #and that’s ok #maybe #kinda #no not really #obey me #obey me shall we date #obey me belphegor

[instinctsxbad]

*scratching at the walls thinking about how no one has adapted Peter’s college arcs in a consistent and satisfying way.*

#coffee bean gang #spider-man #I was almost asleep but now I’m thinking about how there isn’t one piece of media out there that checks all the boxes #of adapting Peter in college + the coffee bean gang + doesn’t downsize the group or combine characters #+ does everyone in a decent way even if it’s not strictly comic accurate #raimi trilogy is one of the only ones that heads pretty quickly into the college era and also involves more than just gwen or mj #and as much as I like the films it does not handle the three of them in a way that scratches the itch for me #I mean for one it’s only Peter Harry and MJ. I like those three arguably the most but man the dynamic isn’t the same #especially bc Tobey’s Peter is much more serious and quiet/awkward with negative charisma (affectionately but still.) #MJ is mixed w Gwen’s personality which was disappointing to me bc I like MJ’s weird and super vibrant personality #and Harry loses some of the ‘kind of a sweet guy but very VERY fucked up’ and relies too heavily on Harry becoming the goblin for revenge #I sound super critical of the Raimi versions qhwjrjwkr I DO like them I do but it feels like completely alternate interps of the characters #most focus on spider-man’s origin which I totally get but also. Peter’s most interesting arcs happen in college #that’s why everyone has to adapt them into the high school years #(which they can do bc Peter was largely friendless during that time and was still fighting some truly d-tier guys #in between the forming of the famous spidey rogue gallery) #I mean I wouldn’t even complain if they chose to do the high school years and actually DID those instead of pasting the college arcs on it #I haven’t watch the 90s show but I want to— does Harry exist in that one bc I know they took out Gwen #at the risk of sounding like That kind of tssm fan. the closest we got to that dream was that show #bc they WERE gonna follow it into Peter’s college years and you could see them setting the gang up #it still fell into the ‘everyone is a childhood friend’ thing so the characters could all be there but it’s one of the most bearable ones

[permanentreverie]

#i want to watch adaptions of these and will; #the josh o’connor lockdown filmed production of r&j (if i can find it online help) #and then the kenneth branagh version and tennet/tate production for much ado! #i’m itching to watch these adaptions but want to read the source materials first #i will also be reading both of these in time so it’s not like i’m technically choosing one over the other for FOREVER #also think doing a shakespeare would be nice and quick to wrap up my reading goal on sunday #my r&j copy is annotated by a previous owner so idk if that would help my understanding and consumption of the text? especially since it’s #a reread (haven’t read since grade 10 - and i didn’t like it shamefully but I Get It now) #and i’m really not familiar with much ado but i have seen That Scene from the kenneth branagh production! #also if i do much ado - which adaption should i watch first?

[flowercrowngods]

when the 1975 said “till then we’ll knock around and see if you’re all i need” and when they said “you look so alive do you fancy sitting down with me and see if you’re all i need?” and when they said “don’t you see me? i. i think i’m falling. i’m falling for you” and when they said “don’t you need me? i. i think i’m falling. i’m falling for you.” and when they said “on this night and in this life, i think im falling”. and when they said “according to your heart my place is not deliberate” and when they said “i don’t wanna be your friend. i wanna kiss your neck.”

#when you rock climb and beat that route you’ve been trying five times now you look so alive. and i get that little oh moment #where you get so pretty. and your eyes sparkle. and your neck. i wanna kiss it. and bite it #and hold you and hug you and sit with you forever. will you let me? would you? would you allow me to tell you what i see? #would you let me yearn and ache and long? my hand itching for your touch? your neck so enticing for me to bury my head there? #would you? or would you be wise would you be smart would you see there’s nothing here. would you smile and say i’m sorry #would you fuck me up a little more. i think i’d let you. i think i would. i think you should. bc there’s nothing here but thoughts of you #and that’s painfully little for an adult human person. but it’s all i have. it’s all there is. it’s you. i wish you knew how much that is #i wish you knew about the potential for you to be everything. i wish i could tell you. maybe one day i will. but you shouldn’t listen #you should look away. i scare easily. i’m only half a person anyway. and still i wanna bite your neck #dio.txt #the 1975 #fallingforyou

[ofliterarynature]

Checking Libby constantly to see if my hold came in will make it arrive faster, yes?

#book nerd problems #booklr #Currently in the middle of my irregularly scheduled biennial romance binge #I need the next book and I need it NOW #I’m first in line and it is TAUNTING me #last romance binge was some het historical series a few years ago #this time we are doing kj Charles! I did not mean for this to happen lol #idk it kind of scratches the fanfic itch I think #bec posts

[batwynn]

Honestly, why is it always the days I’m the sickest and stuck wrapped up in blankets or in bed that I get hit with all these drawing ideas that I must draw RIGHT NOW?

#chronic illness #brain please do this on days I don’t feel so shitty #I’m itching to draw SO BADLY right now #I’m in bed feeling supremely shitty #personal #Batwynn talks #funny thing though #I found one thing I can do when sick that crosses that line #where I can’t let myself have anything nice #because sick means doing nothing not even nice stuff #can you guess what it is? #not reading playing games or even watching things #it’s listening to music #lmao #thanks mental illness #cheers mate #anyway #If you made it this far have an EXCELLENT day/night