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#I’m FaceTiming them. it’s also been getting a little in the way even tho it’s always in a braid cuz the braids gotten quite long as well
sweetestdesire · 4 months
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Hello lovely these are all very random I’m sorry
- the introducing his gf made me think, jack would introduce you to everyone as my brynn.
- Jack uses lots of emojis when he’s texting you BUT it’s the most random emojis he can think of, and often they don’t (or do in mysterious ways) relate to the actual message.
- Each Christmas jack buys you matching fuzzy socks, makes you wear them and then ends up discarding his because he gets too hot, only for them to yet again go cold and then try to warm his feet under your ass where you’re sitting on the couch.
- Jack keeps a lil list of all your favourite things, but after you’ve been together for a few months he stops paying attention to it bc he knows everything by heart now.
- Sometimes he likes to scroll through it though, because it reminds him of the very start of your relationship and how nervous he was to get everything right.
- He comes with you to hair appointments. Complains the entire time. Then ooh’s and ahh’s when you’re done and he’s making you do a little twirl.
- Jack gives me easily gets hangry vibes, but he always makes sure those moods doesn’t affect you, and when you give him a lil snack (bc obvi you know him by now) he gets the cutest little smile on his face.
- Jack slaps your ass (maybe your boobs too) and mutters ‘mine’ under his breath each time.
- When he’s on Roadies he sends goodmorning, goodnight, good mid afternoon, good dinner time, basically sends you texts throughout the entire day with the most random uses of good (like that one time he wrote ‘good I just saw a squirrel time).
- Oh also if he’s on Roadies, his teammates chirps him for peeing a lot, but really he’s sneaking off to talk to you.
- Sends you random flowers and has them delivered everywhere. Your apartment, your work, your gym (how he managed that is still a mystery), your parents house when you’re there, your friends houses when you’re there, etc.
- Knows he’s bad a communicating sometimes, so he leaves lots of love notes.
- Sometimes if you ask “how much do you love me” for fun or maybe because you’re a little insecure that day, he’ll ever be completly serious or a little goofy (more than there are skittles in the world) depending on what he thinks you need.
- when you tell him about your day at work he will always, without fail, listen intently and ask for more in depth info on something you say.
- If someone was mean to you (or gross) at work he’ll be so angry so quick and you almost have to nail him to the ground to get him from storming over and kicking that persons ass.
- Pda? You betcha. Everywhere, anytime, all the time. He wants to show you off, show that you’re his, and also he just can’t help himself when he’s close to you.
- A little inappropriate sometimes, tho, like when his hand wont leave your backside even tho his parents are right there.
- He loves and hates lake house time. Loves bc he has you in his favourite place for so long and he gets to relax with you and wake up with you every day. Hates bc there are people around all the time when really he just wants to walk around naked with you.
- Def asks for your bra strap as a bracelet.
- Pre game naps are sacred and the only times you guys do not do it is on roadies. Still then, you fall asleep on FaceTime with him.
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Okay, so this is so fine. I’m totally okay. This is fine, and I’m not crying. Except that I am crying. I had such a shit day at work and have been waiting to cry all day, and this beautiful headcannon is what pushed me over the edge.
This is all I ever want in life. Jack is such boyfriend material and everyday would be an adventure with him. I’m absolutely going to be rereading this at least a hundred times. 🥺
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r4ikkonen · 11 months
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Please complete the set, Arthur Leclerc NSFW alphabet
ARTHUR LECLERC|NSFW ALPHABET
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A/N Hii tysm for requesting i’m so sorry i’m late but I had so much work to do anyway enjoy💕
A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)
Arthur is quite clingy and needy so he would always make sure that he has his arms wrapped around you making you feel safe.He is an aftercare king and he always makes sure he showers you with love..
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
He loves his hands the most because he gets to drive the car with them and he gets to touch you with them.His favorite body part of yours are your legs.He loves it when you place them on his shoulder.And he loves playing with them too.
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
Arthur isn’t fond of cum and making a mess so he tries to cum on your stomach or in your mouth.He makes sure that both of you are safe so he doesn’t cum in you that often.
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
His dirty secret is that he loves spanking you, he is obsessed with your ass and he never misses a chance slapping your butt.Even tho sometimes you get embarrassed if you’re in public and he does that but mostly he doesn’t care.He loves leaving red spots on your ass
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)
Arthur doesn’t really know much about sex but he knows how to please you.He’s been with a few girls before but he’s still quite green when it comes to sex.
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
His favorite position is called bicycle, he loves when you place your legs on his shoulders, he feels so confident then and he feels even closer to you.
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
Arthur doesn’t mind slipping a few jokes during sex, if something funny occurs he wouldn’t miss a chance to add a joke.But mostly he makes sure that he is all professional and that he knows what he’s doing.
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
He is quite trimmed and he always makes sure that he’s all clean for you.He prefers you shaved and it’s nit a problem if you have a little bit of a hair down there.
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
He is very intimate and he doesn’t mind showing it wherever you guys are.He would always buy you roses and he would make a perfect dinner for you.
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
He doesn’t mind jacking off when sexting you.If he’s away he would gladly ask you for help via facetime or just messaging.
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
He loves grabbing your wrists and making sure that you can’t control them.It makes him feel so powerful and he likes to be the teaser.
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
He loves having a quickie on an airplane.He finds it very hot and he overall enjoys making you feel good at the vip area.
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
He can get turned on just by looking at you.He would give you those fuck me eyes which you couldn’t resist.You would occasionally touch him by the arm to let him know that you want him.
N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
He’d never do anything to hurt you, his job is to make you feel good and that’s what he does.
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
He doesn’t mind giving you head.He loves it when you beg him to do that.You would give him head too in the driver’s room or in the risky places.
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
Arthur can get quite rough, it’s his way of showing how much he wants you.But if he’s had a bad day or if you want it slower he would most likely slown down.
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
He is up for quickies at all times.He can always find the best places and it’s always risky.Both of you could end up in trouble but he finds it hot so..
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
Arthur is quite naughty and he is up for risking.Not always but occasionally..
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
His stamina is quite good, he can last longer than you’d expect.. He can sometimes surprise you and fuck you the whole night.. and the next day you would have trouble walking to the paddock.
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
He doesn’t mind using toys if you insist because he can’t say no to you, but he knows that he’s enough.He’d like to tease you sometimes with them but mostly it’s just classic sex.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
Arthur would tease you the whole night and it would drive you crazy.. so crazy that you would have to beg him to fuck you which would just make him even hornier.So yes, in fact he is a big teaser.
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
Arthur doesn’t mind dropping few sounds now and then but he’s a listener and he would kill to listen to you all night screaming his name and moaning.It’s his favorite song.
X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)
He has quite a lot to pack uhm 8 inches to be precise..
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
This man is so fucking horny, his sex drive is very high and he would always make up sex jokes whenever he could.Both of you would laugh it off or..
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
After he makes sure that you’re all okay and settled he would fall asleep right after.
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ynscrazylife · 1 year
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hc for being kate bishop's sister?
Being Kate Bishop’s Younger Sister Would Include . . .
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As Kate’s younger sister (and her being a superhero), she’d be very protective over you
And she’d totally want to teach you to use a bow and arrow and how to fence
The two of you fought like sisters would, but Kate always looked out for you
Even while she was at college, the two of you were constantly texting and FaceTiming
You also thought that her trick with the bell tower was cool
You hated going to the galas as much as Kate did
As kids, the two of you would frequently sneak off somewhere and get into trouble
Your dad found it amusing but your mom? Not so much
This gala was no different. You definitely approved of Kate’s suit and the two of you stuck together
When Kate found out about your mom’s engagement to Jack, you were as surprised and as pissed as she was
When you guys found Lucky, you begged Kate to take the dog home with her. She had her own apartment while you were stuck at home
“Y/N, do you really think that I’m going to be able to take care of a dog?” / “. . . Good point. You’re a disaster.” / “Hey!” (Kate ended up taking the dog anyway, but still)
When she got into the whole mess with the Ronin suit, Kate was very reluctant to involve you
Clint took a liking to you, though. He and you were constantly teaming up on Kate
The main reason you wanted to get involved with Kate and Clint’s business? You could hardly stand staying with your mom and Jack (He’s trying. Failing, but trying)
After Kate and Clint escaped after being kidnapped, she finally allowed you to help (mostly to patch them up)
You were just excited to be working with an Avenger
Clint became fond of the two of you, you reminded him of his own children
Yelena also took a liking to you, she didn’t want you to get in harm’s way even though she got into fights with Clint and Kate
You ended up attending the final gala with Clint and Kate and you served as a look-out/fed information to them
When the fighting broke out, Kate was definitely frazzled, as she wanted to watch out for you but she also had a job to do. She ultimately had to trust that you could take care of yourself
Yelena ended up saving you from some of the Tracksuit Mafia, to which Kate was grateful for
You reminded Yelena of herself and how she was as a little sister to Natasha
You were very shocked to find out the truth about your mom and you and Kate helped each other through it
It involved lots of hugging, crying, sometimes screaming, and move nights
Kate gives the best hugs. You can fight me on that
Her hugs are tight tho but you’re used to not being able to breathe when she hugs you so it’s okay
(You wished you had a camera for the look on Yelena’s face when Kate hugged her)
She’s always been the most fun person to hang out with
She can make anything fun, even chores and studying
Like, the girl will procrastinate all her own schoolwork but when it comes to you? She’ll do anything to help you and make it enjoyable
Though she definitely makes sure you’re taking breaks and will enlist Yelena or Clint to help her if you’re stubborn
There’s been multiple times where Clint has had to throw you over his shoulder while Kate hides your notebooks just so you’ll take a break
Ice skating with Kate is very fun too but if you’re holding onto her and she falls, she is definitely bringing you down with her
She drags you to see the Rockefeller Christmas tree every year, no matter how cold it is
Trust me, she’ll give you loads of blankets and not cocoa as a reward
Kate’s also convinced that Lucky loves you more than her
Lucky is your favorite. You don’t come over to her house for her anymore, only him
The two of you are inseparable
Kate also definitely takes you along with her to the Barton family Christmas
The two of you bounce ideas back-and-forth for different code names for her
TONS OF SNOWBALL FIGHTS
Kate can take it to the extreme sometimes
And snow men
And snow angels
There is no limit at all
She will force you to watch Frosty the Snowman and Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer
All in all though, Kate is the best big sister
She takes her job as one very seriously
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fullsunstrawberry · 1 year
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hey girlllll
okay first- the chap was SO GOODDDDD and i’m so excited for your nct reactions and texts!
also your tattoo with your mom is so cute 🥰🥰 and the designs for your seventeen ones are adorable so i’m sure your nct dream ones will be super cute as well <333
i want to get a tattoo but let’s be so fr i’m so scared of needles 💀 kao (bf) has a bunch of tattoos and they’re so cute but i personally would never - your so brave for thiss
also mother in law apologized thankfully so so more problems there :)
my life has been pretty boring tbhhh i’m living with kao rn but he’s pretty busy with his med school things rn so i barely see him 😢
i really need friends 😭
BUT ITS NOT LIKE I DONT HAVE FRIENDS my two ride or dies (yes we are a trio but we’ve known eachother since 2nd grade and there has been 1 argument that lasted 30 mins 💀) are literally so far away 🥲 missing them 24/7 but we have our weekly group facetime soon so 😋🤞
ugh life has been so boring recently fr i need a hobby asap
i feel like i’ve lost all my interests because i’m high school i would lterally do math for fun and that’s the last thing i need to do rn 😭 like sure i did. volleyball but where in nyc am i going to okay volleyball like be so fr rnnn
WNYWAY HOW ARE YOUUUU????? TELL ME EVERYTHING 😜😜😜😜😜
i have an obsession with these emojis i find them so funny
also my niece/cousin idk but she’s so like… IDKKK- she’s middle school high school age but i feel like i’m just on a whole different planet bc she’s so into everything like i need to keep up frrr
ANYWAY
make sure to drink lots of water and eat lots of good foodss- i love youuu 😜💓💓💓💓❤️❤️❤️‼️‼️‼️
also congrats on your blog growth! you deserve it fr
I got a bunch of nct random texts that I'm gonna post soon 🤪 but I gotta make some enhypen ones too cause my master list is lookin a little biased 😅
ahh thank you! i gotta hurry and get more kpop tattoos because my mom has more than me (she has two bts tattoos and wants a txt one)
i was terrified of needles but i had to get a bunch of blood work done when i was younger, so i’m a pro now 😤😤
if my partner had and tattoos i would color them in with markers if they had black and white ones
life’s been pretty boring for me too that’s actually why i made this account cause i used to have a tumblr way back and post on it but it became too hectic with my schedule…so i deleted it. but now i’m not really doing anything i love how hectic i post!! it gives me something to do and look forward to
i’m also in a friend group of 3 💀 but mine is kinda rocky because the other two always fight and im in the middle sometimes… but i love both of them and one of them might read this 🤪🤪
i still have lunch with them every other day in school but one of them is going to a different school and im gonna make sure we don’t drift apart 😤😤
most of my hobbies involve technology lol…
i like to make random webpages and of course video games, mostly sims or acnh.
But i love scrapbooking and i know a lot of people do it online now but nothing beats cutting up pictures and gluing it to a cute notebook or having a pen pal and decorating my letters
also photocard trading is fun and helps keep me busy
i’m glad the mil apologized because no one wants bad blood in a new marriage!!
i love using emoji’s because i don’t wanna sound boring when i’m writing and i can only use “T^T” so much
SAME! my cousin is younger than me and she makes me feel so old even tho i’m young! but she talks about tiktokers and celebrities i have no clue who they are nd half of the words she says, i’m like what?
tysm!! i’m surprised on how well my blog is doing, I love how many people have reach out to talk to me! It means a lot 😩❣️
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don’t skip a meal!! 🥰🫶
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commaclear · 2 years
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So…. Quackity is going through a midlife crisis while in his late twenties. Good for him. Get it homeslice. Living his best (worst) life.
Shit has hit the fan, flung out and covered the walls, but that’s okay bc it’s stopped right? We can safely wipe the shit off the walls. NO ACTUALLY. NO WE FUCKING CANT. If any of you fruits believe it’s only gonna get better oh you are so wrong.
There is a pattern going on here. The pattern of when Quackity is going through it, he doesn’t talk about it so instead he copes by cutting ties with the people who want to be there for him. Quackity feels like the type of guy to ghost his therapist instead of slowly spacing out appointments excluding the fact you’d have to tie that fucker up to get him to go in the first place. When Quackity first left Wilbur it was bc he was going through a crisis. And in his opinion it was worse for Wilbur bc Wilbur had barely been getting by and relying so heavily on Q for any form of worth or motivation. So if Quackity couldn’t even give that full on love back he felt like the only option left was to leave bc Wil would get over it eventually, right?
Now it’s the same shit with Karl and Sap. He feels like he can’t handle that marriage anymore. He can’t help them bc he can’t even help himself and he isn’t sure of his feelings. Quackity’s runs on impulsivity and wanting the immediate result and the only way to get an immediate result in this situation is to go full on 100% marriage ending.
Whenever I’ve been stuck in the gray space of romance, I instantly go to I must leave this bc it can’t work if I’m questioning it and I feel like Quackity thinks that too. If he can’t give them his all then they can’t have any.
So what happens when mid divorce, Quackity feels like he’s dragging Wilbur down and he decides maybe this isn’t good for Wilbur anymore? Is he just gonna suppress it for a month or two before dumping it at the wrong time? Is he gonna find an old connection and accidentally get too invested? Is he gonna throw himself into his work until he is back to living in hotels and his boyfriend becomes a weekend long panic attack that’s dreaded?
The difference now is that Wilbur is willing to do whatever it takes. 19 year old Wilbur didn’t have the financial means or emotional instability to go to hell and back to salvage a tattered and torn relationship. This Wilbur does. This Wilbur has the money to decide to travel with Quackity and surprise him with little gifts when he’s down and take him out to a nice meal. This Wilbur has been through so many break ups that he knows how to beg and pull the strings so that his partner won’t leave bc Wilbur can’t handle it if someone else, Q of all people, leave again.
I think the line “some of the best liars only want the truth” goes along with things like manipulation. Wilbur was manipulated so much that he manipulates the others around him in self defense. He doesn’t want to, he in fact feels very bad about it. But he is a very co dependant person.
I also feel like they are going to fight. A lot. There going to be a lot of nights where Wilbur is crying tears while throwing the closest object as close to Q’s head as he can because he’s been staying out awfully late. There’s going to be a lot of Quackity packing a bag to stay at a friends house bc Wilbur kept pushing his limits on helping Quackity with feelings. There’s going to be a lot of “maybe we shouldn’t have”s thrown at each other after a stupid disagreement.
Especially in a relationship built of adultery.
They both actively have cheated on people and they themselves cheated on Quackity’s exes together. For all Wilbur knows, Quackity got tired of his nagging and is fucking his ex husbands while staying late at work. For all Quackity knows, Wilbur could upset and trying to have sex with another one of his coworkers.
They won’t break up tho. Bc they had to sacrifice so much to get there. They are both codependent. They are like those teenagers who FaceTime their partners all day even if they aren’t talking. They have been through so much in this process that it doesn’t even matter anymore.
Anyways. I’m very sleepy now so goodnight. This is definitely unorganized as shit bc I haven’t analyzed anything since Ch 20 I think.
-the bitch that never shuts up. (The Quackity analysis anon. YOOOO IM BACK)
so basically you're saying they've set themselves up for pain here no matter what with this relationship
interesting...
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maerenee930 · 9 months
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random thoughts.
mostly just me rambling and kinda venting.
so many thoughts in my head and i wanna get them out but i don’t even know where to start 😣
it’s been such a long few weeks and i just feel so alone and lonely 😞
and you would think that talking to people majority of the day that i wouldn’t feel like this. but it’s not exactly like those are like genuine conversations.
and i talk with my coworkers but most of the time we get interrupted because we have a member to help. (not complaining about us having to do our jobs lol. i just meant like we don’t fully finish a lot of conversations cause we do have members to take care of.)
i know i can reach out to people.
i know i should just text people.
but sometimes i feel like it’s so hard to convey just how i’m feeling over text without worrying it sounds like i’m just super whiny or annoying.
and i know i can ask people if they wanna like facetime or hangout, i just know though that i’ve been so tired after work that most nights i don’t have a lot of energy and don’t feel like doing much after work 😓 i mostly just wanna lay down and watch tv or cuddle with someone (besides my cat lol)
and i know hanging out with someone who just wants to lay in bed and watch tv or facetiming someone who doesn’t necessarily feel up to talking that much (or needs to vent about work 😓) isn’t all that fun 🙁
i worry that my free time is being wasted. mostly because when i have a day off in the middle of the week, it’s hard to plan something with anyone cause they are probably working. (plus like most of my issues when it comes to me feeling lonely, i don’t want to bother anyone or make them feel like they have to hang out with me or talk with me 😣 gotta love anxiety, right? ugh 🤦‍♀️)
and even on my days off, i don’t have a lot of energy to do a lot. like i have plenty of stuff i need to take care of in just my room alone, but i can’t motivate myself to do it and i can’t seem to find the energy mentally, emotionally or physically to get it done (or even some of it done) 😓
so i’m just frustrated with myself. i am i intent ally but fully aware of the fact that i self sabotage myself in many many ways.
it’s like though i can’t seem to get out of my own way to do what i need and want to for myself.
i know i need outside help or another voice of encouragement to do things.
(which i realize i should be able to do that for myself and i shouldn’t rely on anyone else to be that extra push for me. i just know how my brain works though and i know that’s what works for me and really helps me.)
i think what also doesn’t help is that my free time doesn’t even really like it’s mine because it goes by so quickly and i feel like i don’t actually get to enjoy it. you know? idk if that makes any sense 😣
i know this is a thing other people go through. i know that i’m certainly not the first person to feel this way and i know that i’m definitely not and won’t be the last. and i know that at some point almost every adult feels this way in life and with/because of their job.
it’s just a tough things to adjust to. still. (i felt this way to a degree at my previous job. in all fairness, it is a lot better than it was while i was at my last job. but idk with just how tough it’s been lately, it feels pretty similar to how it did then. if that makes sense…? it’s not the same situation and the work environment is much better! but idk… maybe this is just apart of being an adult… 😞)
i just don’t want to lose what little of a personal and social life that i have.
it may not be a super active social life. but it’s mine and i love it.
and i miss it 😔😭
does this feeling ever go away? or at least get easier to deal with? does it ever feel like our time (or free or personal time) is truly ours? like even though it may be short or goes by quickly, does it ever get better or back to feeling like our own time/our time away from work is truly ours again? where you can really let everything go and just be present in those moments and enjoy it and not have it feel like it flies by.?
or is this what life is…? like from now on and period. is this what i have to look forward to. this constant heartache or wanting to just live my life but having to wait to do so until i have the time and hopefully energy mentally, emotionally and physically to? or force myself to enjoy it even when my body and mind/heart don’t feel up to it so o don’t feel like i’m wasting it…?
is this seriously it…? it can’t be. please tell me it isn’t and that it’s not true. i mean i feel like it is, but let me for one minute feel and believe it isn’t so i don’t lose all hope and let my depression consume me even more than i feel it already has 😣😭
random side note - i’ve always felt a connection to belle from beauty and the beast, i’ve just always loved her and felt like to a degree i always understood how she felt about her town and wanting more out of her life. but now as an adult (and especially right now, “i want adventure in the great wide somewhere. i want it more than i can tell. and for once it might be grand, to have someone understand. i want so much more than they’ve got planned” has never hit closer to home or hit me more more in the feels than it does right now 😭🖤
also, i’m fully aware that pto and vacation time are things and i’m sure that helps lol. but atm i’m still a bit confused on how all of that works at my job now. especially because they pass around a calendar in january and that’s when everyone is supposed to put in their requests for their vacation and pto. but since i started in march, finally hit my 90 days back in early june and now have pto and am starting to accrue vacation (and have sick) time, how does that work for me…? especially because it’s just about august and i’m not sure how long all of that time lasts for, if i can use any of it soonish (not necessarily right away or anything. just trying to think if i can and possibly when i can cause it’s nice to think about and let myself think about having some time away from work 😅) and how do i go about putting requests in for that time? or if it doesn’t carry over, are we able to like cash in un-used days…? (my sister-in-law looked at my employee handbook and read all of this info to me about a week ago, but she read it while we were driving home from somewhere, and i was driving so i wasn’t like completely paying attention/processing what she said. and i did go over this with our hr person when we met after my 90 day performance review, but that was also back in the beginning of june, it was a lot of info for one kinda quick meeting and it’s just a lot to take in. i realize i can and should ask someone, but i’m nervous to. for many reasons. i know i have to figure this out at some point anyway so i really should just ask someone to either explain it all to me again and go over it again with me or ask them to help me better understand, but idk… i just feel stupid asking about it and o feel selfish. you know? 😣😓)
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sungbeam · 2 years
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oooh that’s only in a couple days !! good luck with your classes :> also that’s totally understandable :( at least we live in a day and age with facetime and stuff tho so you can def keep in touch with them and still talk to them every day if you want to :)) and aksjskdj i’ve been there so many times 💀 cuz i’m so introverted too like 💀 (well we are twins after all 😌✨) but yeah just go at your own pace and the time will come when you find your ppl :) i’m glad to hear you’ve already made a friend tho ^_^
ahh i’ve been good! yeah i don’t think i’ve actually told you but i’m actually not going to college/university (,,, at least not for now 👀) my plan is quite different from the traditional ways of going to college or university after high school. it’s a little bit hard to explain in just one short ask but basically i’m actually in the process of completing a short certificate program and from there i’m going hopefully straight into the workforce :’)) i’m lucky that my chinese parents actually approve of this plan 😭 ,, actually no that’s not completely true sksjsj my mom doesn’t l o v e the idea but my dad was actually the one who introduced it to me LOL but yeah :> and with this program i get to go at my own pace which has its pros and cons. the pros are quite obvious i think ,, but one of the cons is that bc i get to go at my own pace and there are no strict deadlines, it’s been a little bit difficult pulling myself out of summer mode sksjskdk 💀😭 but other than that tho it’s going well and i’m slowly making my way through it !!
thank uuu ah im gonna need a bit of luck for one class in particular but i'm sure i'll be alright (_ _;) that's true !! the very night my mom landed back home, we had called w my brother and we watched movies online together skcnskfn
i got her instagram acct and i call that a success :') for us introverts, even a name is a success 😃✨ there's a lot of orientation activities this past week that haven't been mandatory, but they're pretty much to meet new people, and there was an out of state mixer today lmao i was going to go but then i realized how absolutely miserably uncomfortable i would be there so i just went grocery shopping lol i got raspberries and apple juice tho so i call that a win
omg that sounds so cool tho!! i'm happy to see ur able to pursue such a path (even w partial chinese parental approval 😭🤧) wishing u much success and luck and love and good skills !! u got this, em (^_-)-☆ ah yeah, i def get that 😅 self discipline and coming out of summer mode is so, so difficult 🤧 i once took a math course over summer and i literally procrastinated until the first week of school 🤡 so i'm sure ur doing much better than i had been doing back then (^^ゞ
idk if ur comfy sharing but what field do u plan to go into :0
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apricotluvr · 3 years
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#I’d say my hair is at the classic length rn which I would say is the longest it’s ever been. every time it is loose (which is only when I#brush it or when I shower I’m like 😮 it’s so long and nice but other than that it’s always in a braid) but I feel like it’s getting a#little too long and it’s not like I’m doing anything with it?? the only ppl who get to see it is my household and sometimes my friends when#I’m FaceTiming them. it’s also been getting a little in the way even tho it’s always in a braid cuz the braids gotten quite long as well#It’s around hip-length when it’s in a braid. anyway I’m thinking of chopping it off and maybe donating it? I’ve been letting it grow bc I#was supposed to go to Afghanistan this summer and wanted to have long hair since all the girls there have long hair and I was planning on#cutting and dyeing it for the first time after my vacation in Afghanistan but since I’m not going anymore there really aren’t many reasons#to keep it this long. does feel like a pity tho I feel a little attached do it......... but like I said I’ve never dyed my hair and have#been wanting to do that OH AND GOING BALD! I’ve been wanting to go bald for like 4 years now but was never allowed so and for that past#2 years I’ve been saying to my parents: after we go to afgh in summer 2021 I’m dyeing/bleaching (cuz I want a pastel colour maybe) my hair#and then going bald and I just need to do it. my parents have been saying yeah yeah ok but I think that they think that I will chicken out#and not do it? but I really do want to. sooooo. gonna keep it long this summer and then in September I’m going to bleach/dye and cut and#then go bald inshallah#no wait actually. the first post I made on this blog about going bald/dyeing my hair was feb 2014! 😯 so I’ve been wanting this for much#longer than I thought
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lunarticxenia · 3 years
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Moon Signs Pt. 2
Hi guys here’s part 2 of the moon sign series! After I post this, I’m going to be focusing more on answering your questions, I have a lot to answer. Thanks so much for all the support! Without further ado, here’s Libra through Pisces moons! 
🌵Libra Moon: You guys LOVE attention, and you don’t even try to hide it LMAO. One of my good friends is a Libra moon and he literally loves to say outlandish things just to get a reaction from us and to get attention from us if we’re not talking to him enough in a conversation. Libra moons also love relationships and if underdeveloped they may feel incomplete without one. They can also be very dependent on their partner for happiness as well. However, they are romantic and in love with love. They’re also extremely sensitive and are very feminine. Even in men, it gives them a more feminine touch to their personality. They also hold their morals in very high regard. They have their set morals and won’t change them for anything or anyone. They also tend to hate conflict and usually shy away from confrontation. They’re also too nice, WAYYYYYY too nice. You guys need to be more assertive LMAO. They’re also extremely optimistic and if they don’t believe in that particular way they at least try to be optimistic with others. They’re always reminding you the glass is half full. Also, Libra moons are mad clingy. Even with those they’re not dating LMAO. My Libra moon friend whenever I try to leave the FaceTime Call, he’s like “Don’t go... :(”. They just love to be around the ones they love. They’re also in love with beauty, and all things beautiful in the world. They’re lovers of music, art, film, and literature. Libra moons also have a softness in their eyes, I can’t describe it. This girl I used to like has a Libra moon and her eyes were just so soft. They’re also extremely indecisive, they tend to flip flop between who they wanna be and what they wanna do. They also aren’t shy when it comes to compliments, they will compliment TF out of you. They’re the best hype man. They also put others before themselves a lot, and can be very shy upon first meeting them. However once they feel comfortable around you they open up. One last thing, I feel like they tend to like anyone who’s nice to them...don’t attack me. LMAO.  
🌵Scorpio Moon: I feel like Scorpio moons have about ten different playlists relating to their emotions and still won’t open up to anyone about how they feel. Scorpio moons I feel have such intense emotions that they just don’t deal with them and they tend to implode after a while. I relate to them a lot in that respect tbh with my Sun square Moon, because that’s how I am. You guys are also super passionate and super creative. Every Scorpio moon I’ve met has been really creative in some way whether it be makeup, fashion style, or artwork. I’ve also noticed that this is a very alluring placement, there’s this intriguing way about them, and like Aries Moons, they have a fire in their eyes. Their gaze is INTENSE. They’re also very selective with who they let close to them, they don’t let just anybody in. They’re also very good at reading other people and seeing people’s true intentions. They have an extremely good intuition. If underdeveloped this can be used to manipulate other people, as well as being compulsive liars. Scorpio moons are also very protective over the ones they love. If you mess with anyone they care about, they will kill you. End of story. Also I feel like every Scorpio moon I’ve met has been through the wringer, like they’ve really had some hard experiences, it’s so sad to me. Scorpio moons are also extremely stubborn, remember this is a fixed sign. Scorpio moons ain’t playing, once they’ve settled on something, they’re not budging. Also, can we just say, masters at investigating people. These are the friends you want stalking your ex’s social media. They will find out everything. They’re also really good psychologists as well, almost all the Scorpio moons I’ve met are actually Psychology majors LMAO. They’re very good at finding the root causes of people’s issues. I also feel like Scorpio moons undergo a lot of transformations in their lives. I’ve known a Scorpio moon for about 10 years now and he’s undergone so many different transformations in his life. Mentally and physically. They’re also extremely sarcastic and have a tendency to be pessimistic. They’re also mad scary when angry. I’ve seen them angry before, as an Aries moon, even I get a little scared.... love y’all tho. 
🌵Sagittarius Moon: The funniest people ever. Sagittarius moons always have me laughing my ass off. Their sense of humor is very diverse. They tend to stick with sarcasm and like to say outlandish things to make people laugh. Also, I feel like Sagittarius moons tend to go for science/math oriented careers or at least have an interest in those subjects. I know four Sag moons, and they’re all in STEM it’s actually crazy. They’re also extremely blunt and honest, especially when it comes to people they don’t like LMAO. They make it very clear when they don’t like someone, it’s so funny. They’re also just so much fun, like they’re genuinely so much fun to hang out with. I feel like I’ve never not had a good time hanging out with a Sagittarius moon. I feel like Sag moons however tend to struggle with asserting themselves a lot of times, until they get really fed up.  They’re very much go with the flow kinda people, and this can be to their detriment especially with the ones they love, they don’t wanna rock the boat. However, they also make really good mediators and are good at settling arguments. They also really like to travel, and likely have traveled a lot. All the Sagittarius moons I know have traveled to at least 4+ countries. They love traveling the world, and I’ve also noticed move or want to move far away from their childhood home. They wanna explore everything the world has to offer. My cousin who’s a Sag moon left her parents’ house to move a few states away and my other friend who’s a Sag moon wants to move to the other side of the country. These individuals also tend to like foreign culture as well. I’ve noticed Sagittarius moons tend to like foreign music or foreign tv shows. I feel like they also tend to ignore their emotions when they get sad and just don’t like to deal with their emotions. They also don’t like to talk about how they feel and will brush sad things off because it’s just too upsetting for them. However, once the emotions boil over, just like their anger, they will blow up LMAO. I’ve also noticed that they’re really good at teaching people things? Like my Sag moon friend explained this Chemistry equation to me I couldn’t understand and I got it after 10 minutes. Natural teachers. 
🌵 Capricorn Moon: Guys, it’s okay to open up. You don’t have to pretend to be so strong all the time, you’re not weak for showing your emotions. Anyway, Cap moons have high expectations for people, and will not tolerate any bs from people. I seriously commend them for that. I feel like Cap moons struggle with how their points are being expressed, they can say one thing, but it’s seen as something else. While Capricorn moons may struggle with expressing their emotions, I haven’t found them to be closed off or cold when meeting them. Every Capricorn moon I’ve met has warmed up to me very quickly and have been super nice. I feel like they’re very friendly and once they have a conversation with you they’re really warm and kind. Also, they’re not afraid of anything?? Except for showing their feelings maybe. But like, they’re so open to trying new things like scary rollercoasters and aren’t afraid to fight for themselves if they have to. Also, super fucking ambitious. I wish I could be ambitious. These people will really have like three jobs, be in school, and tend to household responsibilities. I don’t know how you guys do it. Now everyone says Capricorn moons are just analytical and systematic when confronted with conflict, and I personally haven’t found that to be true. If they feel wronged?? Nah. They’re not going to be systematic or logical or anything. They will go off. As for personal challenges, yes they’ll be more analytical. But I feel like everyone boils down Cap moons to emotionless and machine-like nerds, which I find to be very untrue. Capricorn moons are very soft once they’re vulnerable with you, and genuinely feel like they’re bothering people when they show their emotions and feel weak for showing them. Also I’ve noticed that their mom is a big motivator for their success. Their moms always push them to do their best in work and school. If poorly aspected, they could feel too pressured by their moms to do well. Also, they’re so underrated for being funny. They have a really dry sense of humor and it’s well developed. I also feel like they get overlooked for putting others before themselves, when it comes to the people they love they’ll do anything for them. Brb gonna go give my Cap moon friends a hug. 
🌵Aquarius Moon: You guys are just so unique. There’s something unique about each and every Aquarius moon, whether it’s a quirk or a hobby. These people are literally the best to talk to. It’s so easy to have a conversation with them, they really can talk about anything. I’ve also noticed that Aquarius moons tend to be interested in astrology and tarot and things of that kind. Every Aquarius moon I’ve met has been really interested in it, and even involved in it. I feel like they also have big dreams, and have big plans for themselves. Aquarius moons also love to get lost in their music and tend to use it as an escape. This can be a problem because they tend to avoid dealing with their feelings. They also go between reacting to things really heavily vs not reacting at all. It just seems like it goes back and forth. They speak up with things are unjust however only to their friends or online. They just don’t like to deal with face to face conflict in that regard. They also give really great advice. My best friend is an Aquarius moon and she always gives me the best advice. She knows me better than I know myself tbh. I feel like Aquarius moons relish in being unique LMAO. I’m 99% sure they had an “I’m not like other girls” phase. I feel like this placement always tends to space out and daydream a lot. They also aren’t the types to just lash out at people, their anger is more subtle (unless they have other placements of course). I feel like Aquarius moons also have a lot of friends but they tend to have a small group of friends that they tend to be super super close with. They’re also...really charming? I don’t know what it is, but like every single one I’ve met has been really charming and likable. They also have a really goofy sense of humor and love to do wild shit to make people laugh. I feel like some downsides of Aquarius moons are that they tend to be too analytical and rationalize things too much, and they inadvertently invalidate other people’s feelings. Aquarius moons are also super open minded to all opinions. I have a friend who I tend to disagree with on certain issues but they’ve always been open to hearing my opinion. They also love to travel too. I’ve noticed that as well. 
🌵Pisces Moon: To think, I was almost one of you guys. No seriously I almost was, if I were born four hours earlier I would’ve been a Pisces moon LMAO. Anyhoo, Pisces moons are just so sweet. I don’t know how else to start, they literally are the sweetest people and give off this mystical type of aura. They’re very otherworldly. Also, these people daydream 24/7. They put Aquarius moons to shame in daydreaming. This girl I like is a Pisces moon and I always catch her daydreaming LMAO. They’re also extremely sensitive too and feel things so deeply. They try to hide how they feel from people, but you can see it in their eyes. I can always tell when my Pisces moon friend is upset just by the look in her eyes. They also tend to be introverted and it takes a while for them to warm up to someone. My co-worker is a Pisces moon and it took 2 weeks for her to finally start talking to me LMAO. They also have really vivid and wild dreams too. I feel like my Pisces moon friend is always telling me about some wild dream they had like that they were in a castle or in an ocean. They also can be really moody, they can be fine one second and then get really sad out of nowhere. Their emotions are like the ocean. I feel like another downside of Pisces Moons are that they can be very manipulative however this is really with any underdeveloped water moon/sun placement. I also feel like they tend to be escapists a lot. They don’t like to deal with reality a lot, and they see the best in everything and everyone even if it’s to their demise. They’re also super friendly and are nice to everyone they meet, even if they’re reserved they’re still very sweet. They’re also extremely creative too, I feel like every Pisces moon I’ve ever met has some sort of creative hobby. My co-worker who’s a Pisces moon is working on becoming a photographer and her stuff is AMAZING. I think that’s because they see the best in the world and the beauty in everything; and they know how to show that in their work so others can see the world like they do. They’re also super empathetic and are really good listeners. You can talk to them about anything and feel understood. :) 
So this wraps up my moon sign series! I hope you guys liked it! Again, don’t take offense these are just my opinions on each moon sign! Hope you guys enjoyed, and if you don’t see your moon sign here it’s likely in part one. 
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ryukatters · 3 years
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OMG 41 WITH EREN
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Prompt: “I’m not jealous!” “You’re clearly jealous.”
A/N: I have no explanation for this other than me pushing my “Eren is a big baby” agenda. Enjoy. Also this picture is SENDING-
Content/warnings: fluff, crack (? do people even use that term anymore LMFAO), the reader has a dog, Eren is an idiot, jealousy
Word Count: .8k
Summary: Eren will only allow one dog in your life, and that is him. He is a mutt. Case closed. @lacheri is right, he does belong to the streets. That won’t stop me from taking him in tho-
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“Is he cuter than me?”
“Babe-” you try. 
“Is he better company than me?” Eren cuts you off. 
“Is he more fun to hang out with? That why you haven’t been around lately?” 
He’s rambling now, mouth struggling to catch up with the thoughts racing in his mind. You know better than to interrupt. You stay complaisant, eyes drifting off to a random corner of your living room to avoid Eren’s heated gaze. 
“Eren…”
“Does he make you happy?” he demands. The question makes you snap your head up to meet his gaze, mouth agape in utter disbelief. His eyes seem even more verdant than usual. It was almost as if you were staring into a kaleidoscope, each fragment of green burning with intensity, so full of emotion. It wasn’t difficult to get lost in them. You had to make a conscious effort to tear away, his question ringing in your ears. Despite the bitter tone cutting through his words, you can sense the hint of sadness underneath. You two stay that way, unmoving, Eren’s stare challenging. There’s a pregnant pause until you finally manage to formulate a response.
“Eren, he’s literally a puppy.” 
After being in a relationship with Eren for so long, you’ve gotten used to his little quirks. Heck, you’ve come to adore a lot of them, for the most part. There was the occasional hotheadedness, usually only ever directed at Jean or someone who looked at you the wrong way. Or how he basically loomed behind you 24/7 just so he could be with you. Or his naturally loud nature. You can recall all of the times you’ve caught your boyfriend belting his heart out while washing the dishes or nearly scaring you out of your wits with his frustrated string of curses whenever he gamed. The man was a walking human speaker. Sure, that’s fine. Easy. The one thing that you never got used to, however, was Eren’s jealous and possessive nature. 
It was often a source of conflict between you two at the beginning of your relationship. He couldn’t help it. Having grown up basically as an only child meant that he never had to share anything, and that mindset only followed him into adulthood. He’s gotten better at controlling it for both of your sakes, but there are times where it just can’t help but weave its way into certain situations, much like the current predicament at hand. 
What was that saying? “Old habits die hard”?  
Yeah. 
Eren wonders how he even managed to get into this mess, until he sees the look on your face— eyes pleading and bottom lip jutted out, nearly quivering. The exact same look when you FaceTimed him asking if you could use his credit card the day you got that devil. He sighs.
Lately, you’ve been immersed in spending time with your new puppy. It’s like you didn’t even have time for him anymore. When he saw you cuddling with the damn thing on the couch, cooing at it about how cute it was, he felt his whole mood go sour. That was supposed to be him! His heart could only take so much. 
“Eren, being jealous isn’t-”
“I’m not jealous!” he fumes, throwing his arms up in the air in frustration then crossing them against his chest. A pout. 
You bark out a laugh, covering your mouth to prevent yourself from further self-incrimination. Eren’s lips purse even tighter, signaling his displeasure and embarrassment. 
 “You’re clearly jealous,” you chime.
“I’m not! I’m just sayin’,” he pauses, gesturing towards the small animal, “you don’t have to keep babying it like that. It’s gonna end up spoiled.”
“Like you?” 
He sputters, struggling to formulate a response with his ears turning red before looking away. Priceless.
You decide to take pity on him, placing the puppy on the carpet to make room for your overgrown mutt of a boyfriend. 
“C’mere, you big baby,” you hold your arms out towards Eren. He seems to mull over it for a second before he stomps his way over and flops on top of you. Eren seems to completely disregard the fact that he’s crushing you. He’s just happy to be close to you. 
Eren buries his face in your neck, only to turn his head to glare at the offensive creature. He swears that it’s glaring back. The brunet stretches his arm closest to the edge of the couch in front of the puppy, hand forming a derogatory gesture to show the animal the real boss around your shared apartment. He smirks, gloating internally before a surge of pain rushes through his finger. He sees the small teeth marks around his middle finger, and a wagging tail behind it. 
“Ouch!” he hisses, waving his injured hand. “Son of a bit—”
“Eren!”
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mie.. i’m going into another eren phase.. so can you pls tell me your fav boyfie eren hcs…
Yeah, why not. I have so many random ones because he is my boyfriend <333 so here you gp
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Eren doesn't actually work out all that often. He’s always been athletic, so his exercise comes in the form of playing sports, but he doesn’t really go to the gym outside of playing/practice.
Loves cake pops, more often than not “treats himself” to one after an exam or assignment, or whenever he feels like it lmfao. He basically eats it all in one bite, keeps the stick in his mouth to fidget with until he finds a trashcan. 
Likes seeing you in his hoodies because, well, it’s his hoodie on you; but mostly because of the size of the actual hood on you. He thinks it’s so funny but also pretty cute how the hood alone swallows you up. 
Grocery shopping with you is one of his favorite activities. He rarely goes by himself—if not with you, then with Mikasa or Armin—and all he really does is follow you around the store and occasionally put some stuff in the cart, but he still loves it. He likes running and then jumping on the cart like it’s a scooter. 
No matter how many makeup tutorials he watches, or how many times he watches you do your own makeup, he doesn’t really understand how it works lmfao. He likes watching it, and he thinks you look pretty if wearing makeup is your thing, but he baffles him how a little tube of concealer brightens your under eye.
Speaking of which, he sits criss cross applesauce either on your bed or on the toilet if you’re in the bathroom, while he watches you do your makeup. Counts the steps in his head, always confuses the contour and bronzer. It’s okay, he’s learning. 
He both likes and dislikes FaceTime. He likes the convenience of it (and will abuse it by calling you even tho you’ve just barely left his house), but he would much rather just go and see you; so he does. Unless there’s something keeping you apart, Eren will make the effort and the trip to go and see you, even if it’s late at night. 
He gets warm very easily, but always has some sort of coat/outerwear on him, even if it’s just a light windbreaker. He usually ends up hanging it over your shoulders or telling you to wear it because you “look cold” when he wants to take it off. 
He walks just like a half step behind you; technically still by your side, but trailing you by the tiniest amount. That way he gets to be with you and watch you, and also steer you away from anything/anyone else he sees ahead while you’re walking. 
If he notices your shoelaces are untied, he gently pokes your shoulder to get you to stop, then bends down and ties them for you. 
His phone case is brown leather, and has your initials engraved at the very bottom in a very tiny, dark green font. 
Likes walking around with you at night so congrats on having your own personal guard dog for Safety lmfaoo. Sometimes you guys don’t even talk; he just wants to hold your hand and wander around, and just be with you for a little bit. 
He is the one putting hair ties on YOUR gear shift and around YOUR wrist. Marking his territory lmfaooo
Learns to like coffee in college, and learns your Starbucks order pretty quickly. He’s got a very small addiction, but he always buys you a cup when he gets his own, so at least it’s beneficial for you. He doesn’t usually have much an extreme sweet tooth, but he takes his coffee with quite a few pumps of syrup and/or sweetener. 
Eren loves hugs, and once he starts getting them, he refuses to go with out them. Back hugs are his favorite, whether it be you hugging him from behind, or him doing it to you; either works for him, both feel like heaven. 
You know when it’s time to head home after a party/hanging with your friends because Eren will drape himself over you and gradually apply more of his body weight the more tired/drunk he gets. Regardless of whether or not he’s sloshed, he’ll still press very light and innocent kisses onto your neck and ears. 
Turns out he really likes getting kisses on his cheeks. It always takes him by surprise; his eyes widen and his eyebrows raise just a bit, but he usually evens out his expression before you pull back, so you don’t see. What you do see is the sorta glazed over, happy look in his eyes, and if you look closely, you might see his pupils dilate, too. 
He actually doesn’t mind reading, he just never thinks to read in his free time. When he does remember, and what he’s reading is interesting to him, he finishes the book pretty quickly—a few days, maybe a week at most—it’s kind of impressive. Then he goes on to not look at another book for a good five months lmfao. 
Asked you what detergent and fabric softener you used on your sheets, then bought the exact same products to do his laundry with. 
He picks you up pretty often. It’s not always tossing you over his shoulder, or carrying you bridal style, but if he needs to get to something behind you in the kitchen he’ll just. Just pick you up, turn, plop you down, get what he needs, pick you up, turn around again, and plop you right back into place. Like a doll. 
Actually very good and very meticulous when it comes to cleaning. Not a single hard water stain in sight on your dishes. Sparkling countertops and tables, your oven has never looked shinier than when he’s done with it. 
Doodles on his notes when he’s bored in class. Doodles on your notes if he’s bored in class and you’re there, too. 
He claims to not get jealous easily, but he definitely does. His methods of dealing with it are either to (a) pout (usually only happens when he gets jealous of someone you’re telling him about), (b) find an excuse to pull you away from this other person, (c) be extremely cold to this other person, (d) pretend to be sick/tired/hungry as an excuse for you to be concerned about him/dote on him in front of this other person (this is his favorite method). 
Will push your phone down/into your face if you’re laying down using it or just scrolling through your feeds. Thinks it’s peak comedy, always runs away with a little shit grin on his mouth. 
He’s always tuned into you, and sometimes physically turned to you, even in a larger conversation with other people around. Finds a way to pull you into the convo if you’ve been on the quieter side, nudges at your side under the table to bother you when you’re distracted, frequently looks at you even if someone else is talking. 
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Eren really likes lazy sex, and it’s arguably one of his favorites; and for someone who’s not a morning person, he sure does like morning sex. He does this thing where he wakes up at like eight in the morning, starts feeling up on you, and eventually very lazily fucks you before you even have the chance to say good morning, then crashes and sleeps for another two hours. Sometimes he doesn’t pull out. 
Always gets hard when you do try on hauls of the new clothes you’ve bought; whether it be via FaceTime or in person. You could be showing him your new sweatpants, and he’ll still find it sexy. 
Can and will find time to grope you whenever possible. Getting water from the kitchen means you’re getting your ass smacked while you open the fridge. Putting on your shoes also means you’re getting your ass smacked when you bend over. Standing around debating on what to wear for the day means he’s coming up behind you to put his hands on your boobs. Doing your skincare routine in the bathroom means he’s got his hands on your hips squeezing at your skin. 
Likes being bitten. Will tell you to bite him; he’ll lean down while he’s fucking you, smile wickedly when you grab and claw at his back, and you’re gasping against his shoulder, “Wanna hurt me? Go ahead, baby, do your worst.” 
He loves making out with you, even if it doesn’t lead to sex; actually, sometimes, he prefers it that way. You make his head spin just by kissing him, and there’s a special kind of bliss of just rutting against each other without fucking that he loves. 
Lovesssss taking mirror selfie’s with you on his lap and your back to the mirror, especially right after sex. Your head resting on his shoulder and he just barely murmurs, “Stay right there, don’t move.” Might start a collection of pics like that.
Tugging on his ear acts as encouragement, but somewhat surprisingly, that sole action doesn’t necessarily turn him on; it doesn’t turn him off, and he likes it, but it’s more... soothing? than sexual to him. What you should do instead is put your hand on the back of his neck/touch the hair near his nape. 
He could have done all the work, but will still wrap you in his arms and kiss your head and tell you how good you are, how good you were to him. He really does think you fucked him 9/10 times and takes pride in it too lmaooo
Holds your jaw open with one hand, presses the index and middle fingers of his other hand against your tongue, and watches your spit pool around him. He exhales slowly at the sight, moving his fingers around to coat them evenly before pulling them out of your mouth and separating them; watches a thin line of spit connect them and groans. 
Holds you jaw a lot, actually: when you’re kissing, when you’re blowing him, when he’s on top and fucking you, when he’s fucking you from behind, he’ll pull you up with one hand, use two fingers and turn your head to the side so he can kiss you. 
It’s him that kinda loses it first most of the time; that gets that fucked out, hazy look in his eyes, that makes everything feel like too much so his head drops to your shoulder and he resorts to biting at your neck to further stimulate you. 
Likes sucking on your tongue when you kiss. Falls in love with you all over again on the spot when you do it back to him. 
You could just barely put your hands on him and Eren will groan, mutter about how you’re so sexy and how badly he wants to fuck you. Could just lay back with your chest heaving from kissing him and he’s got hearts in his eyes and his dick is hard. 
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A/N: Okay...so as I was writing this, I realized just how much I loved this concept. Like it’s so soft, but also rlly spicy(and I added a shit ton of spice on top of that...you’re welcome). There’s some soft cnc in here too. So I hope y’all like it...this is kinda breaking me out of the whole not being motivated to write even tho I have ideas in my head that I’m dying to expand on and do a fic about them thing I’ve been on since my last fic. And since this is my first fully written fic in a good lil while, I hope it doesn’t suck too bad and I hope you guys love ittt...enjoy🙃
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You were having a little bit of a rough night. For the most part, everything was going fine ever since you went to bed a couple hours earlier. You were in your favorite and incredibly comfy sleep shirt, you were all cuddled up and cozy in Harry’s arms, and there was a cute little plug nestled inside your second entrance. Well, you had a cute little plug nestled inside of you. 
After your initial cuddles with Harry that ultimately sent you both right to sleep, you started to move around a bit in your sleep. While Harry thought it was absolutely adorable, you always went to bed with a mission of trying not move around too much. But no matter how much you thought you could keep still, you really couldn’t. You just loved your sleep and couldn’t help but to roll around. Especially if it meant that you were getting a good nights rest. Now most nights while you were doing your nightly rolls(or competing in the sleep olympics as Harry liked to call it) you rolled around your side of the bed(and into Harry)without your plug falling out. You were able to keep it safe and sound inside of you for the whole night usually and not have to worry about losing it inn the sheets. That was most nights, but not tonight. As you were peacefully sleeping next to, or directly on Harry at some points, the bunny plug you chose for the night managed to slip out of you and into the sheets. Now you didn’t wake up immediately after it slipped out of you, but you did wake up not too long after. And when you did wake up, you felt different. Not only were you incredibly close to falling asleep again, you also felt empty. You’d grown so used to having your second hole filled every night and pretty much all the time for that matter, that you were desperate to find your plug and push it back inside. 
See, Harry was beyond obsessed with pushing these princess plugs as he liked to call them into you. Their main purpose is to train your second entrance so that you could be adjusted enough to eventually take more inside and be more comfortable in the process. The whole idea of training and stretching you to fit his cock inside was absolutely amazing to him and quite the turn on as well. And even after pushing into your “glorious” second entrance, Harry still wanted to use the plugs on you. He wanted you to always be stretched and ready for his cock. With that being said Harry was always on top of you having one inside at all times. When you went to bed at night, he’d let you choose which plug you liked the most for that night and he’d pull you over his lap so that he play with you a bit and ease the pretty accessory into you. And he’d do the exact same thing in the morning when you were just out of the shower(or bath; he liked to spoil you in the morning if he went rough on you the night before). And when he wasn’t at home to fill you himself, he’d instruct you to call him via FaceTime right after your shower. No matter the time, or what he was doing in that moment, he’d always step away to answer your call. And he always did just that. Once you were in contact with him, you have your ritual morning/first conversation of the day, and then he goes about instructing you on how to fill your second entrance.
The first step in the process would be choosing your plug…which could be pretty hard sometimes. Throughout you guys’ time working on your much tighter hole, a large collection of pretty plugs was acquired. There was a range of sizes that showed your progress(which Harry was incredibly proud of by the way), and each size had an array of different colors, materials, and shapes. You were hands down obsessed with all of them and you hated when it was time to choose a new one. There were even a couple glass plugs that were designated for when Harry really wanted to play with you, or for when he wanted you to look extra pretty. And along with those and the other plugs, there were two vibrating plugs that were slightly larger than the rest, and they had either a jewel of a fluffy bunny tail on top. Both were designated for when Harry wanted to make a mess of you or for when you were being punished. They were also kept in Harry’s box of toys, the box you weren’t allowed to go in. But back to your wide array of options and choosing just one of them. As you looked through the toys, Harry would give you some suggestions and help you choose the best one for the day.
And once you’ve chosen your princess plug for the day, you head back over to the bed. Harry then instructs you to prop your phone up against the pillows at the head of the bed so that he could get the perfect view of what you were doing. He’d then tell you to get the lube he always uses on you from the drawer of his side table, and bend over in front of him; well, him through the phone. From that point on, he guides you through the final steps of filling your second hole and he gets to watch it all. And hear your whines too. He thought you sounded so cute as you spread the lube around the area, and when you start to nudge the plug past the tight ring of muscles, or when you felt the lube sliding down to your already glistening pussy. Once your nice and filled, Harry would sing your praises. All the way through you guys’ explosive round of phone sex, and  he wouldn’t stop until the phone is hung up.
So yeah, with all that being said, you were definitely not used to being empty like you were now. Especially since Harry always made sure to keep you filled at all times. Even when he was away! After feeling around for your princess plug and turning up with nothing, you started to get quite frustrated. And on top of that you were starting so slip into your subspace. All you wanted at this point was for Harry to find your plug, fill you back up, cuddle with you, and go back to sleep together. That’s it. You hated to wake him up but you were slipping further into your subspace and you were feeling needy. So even enough you didn’t want to, you try and wake Harry up. You begin to softly whisper in his ear and nudge at his shoulder to wake him. And after about a minute or so you were able to successfully wake Harry up a little bit.
“What’s the matter darling.” He asks concernedly, his words slurred and his voice heavily overcome with sleep, so deep it sent a little shock to your core. 
“Can’t find my princess plug daddy!” You softly whine to him, your voice laced with your need for Harry to make you feel better. 
“It’s alright baby, daddy gonna find it for you.” He softly replies, waking up more and more as he talked to you.
“Please daddy, feel so empty.” You mumble in response. 
“Daddy’s gonna get you all filled up again, don’t you worry sweetheart.” He reassures, lifting his head from the pillows to lean over and press a small kiss to your nose before completely lifting himself up. He then pulls the covers off of his body and stands up from the bed. “M’gonna turn the light on now.” He warns, giving you a chance to prepare yourself before turning lamp on his bedside table on to start his search for your plug. 
He pulls the covers back from the top of the bed to expose you and the expanse of the bed before proceeding to shake the covers in hopes of shaking the plug out of them. But there was no plug to be found, leaving the floor as the last option for the location of the missing plug. He starts by checking the floor on his side of the bed where he was standing to see if he narrowly missed stepping on it when he got up. Upon confirming that it was not was not on the floor in his area, Harry begins to walk around the bed, coming to a halt when he reaches your side. 
“There you are.” He mumbles to himself, his eyes stopping on the pretty blue bunny plug that was lying on the floor next to the bed. Following the direction of his eyes, you peer over the edge, your eyes stopping in the same place as his. Harry then leans down to pick the accessory up.  “Gonna have to pick another one sweets. Gotta clean it in the morning.” He groans after leaning over,  giving you a little pout once he’s fully standing. 
“Still wanna be a bunny.” You reply simply, stating your preference as to what plug you’d like to have. 
“Okay” He chuckles at your cute and very simple answer. “And what color sweets?” He asks, beginning to back up in the direction of the closet.
“Hmm, pink please.” You decide. “Thank you daddy.” You continue, sending him a soft smile in the process. 
“Anything for my girl.” He replies, mirroring your smile and sending you a little wink before disappearing into the closet. He makes a b-line to the drawer with all of your plugs and plucks the pretty pink bunny plug that was exactly the same, all the way down to the size, as the last one. He then places the blue plug on one of the nearby shelves as a reminder to clean it and put it back in the drawer before turning out the light and heading back to you, keeping his hands with the plug behind his back. When he enters back into the room, he walks over to the bed, revealing the new plug to you once he reaches the end of the bed. Harry then, very simply and very nonchalantly, wags his finger around to signal you to turn around and get in position. And you immediately do just that. You turn yourself around at the top of the bed and you pull your sleep shirt up a bit to make sure it’s not blocking anything. When Harry sees this, he couldn’t stop his cock from twitching in his boxers. You were so eager to have your little hole filled again that you were going to do any and everything he said. 
Wasting no more time just standing there, Harry quickly walks over to his bedside table to grab the lube before crawling onto the bed behind you. Since you were on your hands and knees, Harry could see everything, causing his cock to harden even more in his pants. Whenever he fills your much tighter hole, Harry always makes sure that you’re comfortable in the process. So before doing anything, Harry reaches up and grabs a pillow from the top of the bed so you can have your hips lifted and not have to be on all fours or have your back arched. He tucks it underneath your hips, and then proceeds to instruct you to just lay down and relax against the bed.  Harry then pushes your thighs apart spreading you a bit wider before crawling on top of your plushy thighs. 
“Now pull em apart f’me baby.” He instructs, lightly tapping at your backside. And within seconds, Harry is watching you grip onto the flesh of your ass before pulling it apart to fully reveal yourself to him. “Look at that little hole. Absolutely amazing how it takes all of me inside.” He admires. When he sees your little hole contract below him, Harry couldn’t help but chuckle a little behind you. “I take it someone is excited.” He states playfully, bringing a finger down to poke at the tightened opening, causing you to clench up even more around his finger. He then grabs the bottle of lube from beside him and pops it open before squeezing a good amount of it down onto your hole. To ensure that you’re nice and ready for him so start pushing it back in, Harry brings two fingers down to spread the lube around, concentrating on your entrance. He then closes the bottle and drops it onto the bed, replacing it with the plug itself. Harry slots the head of it between his fingers and brings it down to your entrance. “Now be a good girl and relax f’me baby.” He whispers from behind, nudging the tip against your entrance. “Daddy’s got you.” He reassures, beginning to push the plug further. As he does this, he can hear faint whimpers and moans leaving your mouth, prompting him to whisper sweet reassurances to you and making his now incredibly hard cocks presence known.
Once the plug is fully inside, Harry gives your ass a little tap, signaling to you that you could let go. When you do, Harry just sits there and admires your backside. He couldn’t help but to fall in love with how cute the tail looked on you. To him, you looked like a proper little bunny. A proper, and utterly fuckable, little bunny. To him in this moment, you were his little fuck bunny. And he could really go for a good fuck. Especially considering how hard he was right now. There was no way he was going to bed with a rock hard cock. Especially when you’re so readily available to him.
 “Now what do you say after daddy has plugged you up so nicely?” Harry coos, lifting himself from you momentarily to shove his boxers off. 
“Thank you daddy.” You happily sigh, content with the feeling of your ass being filled again. You then begin to turn back onto your side but Harry is quick to push you back down onto your front, spread your legs back, and get back on top of you to keep you down. “What are you doing daddy?” You ask, completely confused as to what was going on. 
“Well daddy just wanted to give himself a treat for waking up in the middle of the night.” He says, bringing a hand down between your legs to your cunt.
“Just wanna sleep daddy.” You whine, trying to move around below him.
“Well you can baby, once m’done with you.” He simply replies, pushing his fingers between your sticky folds and against your weepy little hole. 
“No daddy!” You whine into the pillow below, trying to protest his actions and not let out a loud moan instead. 
“Stop being a little brat and just take my cock Y/n.” Harry groans, using his other hand to tug at his cock. Harry then moves himself closer to your center and lays himself on top of you, his mouth landing right at your ear, keeping one of his hands wrapped around his cock. He lifts his hips up from yours and blindly maneuvers his cock so that it’s hovering over your entrance. “And if you really meant that, you know what to do.” Harry reminds, referring to the safe word the two of you’d set when it came to your activities in the bedroom whether they were planned or not. Whatever it may have been, if either of you used it, everything stopped. The both of you, especially Harry though, took it seriously and wanted to make sure that it was there and known. 
As he reminds you of the safe word though, Harry begins to push his cock right into you. Sending you into a complete frenzy. Your protests came to a halt and your moans began. You were loudly moaning at the feeling of his cock sliding into you and completely filling you up. It felt so goo and you were so happy Harry kept going because you felt absolutely amazing. Once he’s fully inside, Harry takes a moment to get his bearings. You were a complete mess below him and he was beyond overwhelmed with how good you felt around him. Harry wanted to just have a good lazy fuck that would put you two right to bed. But with your pussy feeling like this around his cock, Harry was literally incapable of going slow. There was just something about your wetness and juices that unlocked his carnal desire to just fuck you. And on top of that, whenever you were subby, your sensitivity tended to be heightened. Which meant that you’d be a moaning mess the entire time and it would only take two seconds for you to explode around him. Also, Harry just loved pounding you and taking complete control over you when you were in your subby space. He was already in control, but this was so much more. So instead of pausing any longer, Harry dives right in and begins delivering the quickest, deepest, and hardest thrusts he possibly could.
“Daddy!” You shout, feeling him slam into the deepest part of you over and over again. You could feel the carnal desire he had in his thrusts. You could also hear it in the way he growled into your ear. While you loved being coddled while in your subspace, you also loved being controlled. Harry was just slamming his cock into you over and over agin, trying to relieve the pressure in his cock. Sure he wanted you to feel good, but he was more concerned with pleasuring himself and using your body to do just that. And in the process of doing that, he was making you feel like you were soaring.
As he continues with his beyond intense thrusts, Harry felt like he was on cloud nine. The way you were clenching up around him and just taking it all was extraordinary to him. You were being such a good girl and doing so well for him, taking his pounding and loving every second of it. He even made sure to tell you how good of a girl you were being, and even promised to fill your tummy with all of his cum if you kept being a good girl. And that you did. You continued to let him take you hard from behind and make you scream into the pillows. As the rhythm he had going with his hips continues, Harry alternates between lying right on your back and pinning your hips down and just mounting you so to speak. Sometimes he just wanted to see your little tail and watch his cock disappear into the magical cave as he liked to describe it, that was your cunt. Seeing that on top of hearing your cries out to daddy about how deep he was inside, how big he was, how rough he wad going on you, and how good it felt made it all ten times better and pushed Harry closer to his release.
“Such a good little fuck bunny f’me” Harry grunts into your ear, back to lying on top of you. “What are you doll?” He growls, staggering his thrusts to make them harder. 
“A fuck bunny!” You shout, struggling to form those three words.  
“And who do you belong to?” He growls, slamming his hips down into you again, demanding a prompt response from you.
“You daddy!” You reply through another whimper. As you replied to him, the part of your legs that weren’t pinned down flailed back and forth as you took each power and pleasure packed thrust. 
“Good girl. Now put it all together; I am…” He begins, leaving the rest for you to finish. 
“Daddy’s fuck bunny!” You reply wearily, struggling to get the words out.
“Good girl!” He praises (with a tinge of condescension in his voice), going back to his rough and very deep, continuous thrusts. “M’so glad you’re a good fuck bunny don’t mind daddy tearing you up inside.” He grunts, feeling a familiar rumbling in the pit of his stomach as he continues on. “Wanna cum sweets?” Harry pants a few moments later, continuing to push his cock in and out of you, his thrusts turning into humps more and more as his release gets near. 
“Please daddy!” You softly cry, feeling a throbbing sensation mounting in your clit.
“Want you t’hump the pillow baby. Dig that greedy little clit of yours down into the pillow for daddy.” He instructs, almost guiding your movements against the pillow. He could hear your whines turn into desperate whimpers. He could feel your walls begin to contract around his cock. And he could feel his own release beginning to take over him. After a couple digs into the pillow, you couldn’t hold it any longer. You let go right then and there, prompting Harry to follow your lead. As you were riding the seismic waves of your release, Harry was releasing everything he had to give. The both of you riding the waves of your releases. 
When Harry can feel most of his body again, he lifts himself from your back and leans over to turn the light out. He then pulls you both onto your sides with him right behind you, and pulls the comforter that was abandoned earlier up onto you both. 
“Nice and full sweetheart?” He asks, circling his hand around your lower stomach before removing it from around you and bringing it back between the two of you. “This nice and snug? Don’t want it to come out again.” He asks, pushing the plug into you a bit more.
“Perfect daddy.” You sigh, still in a daze from everything Harry did to you.
“You just love being filled up, don’t you baby.” Harry hums, chuckling at how happy you were now that you’re completely filled up. 
“Mhm!” You happily hum, beginning to doze off.
“Well m’gonna keep you nice and full, and make sure you sleep real good baby.” He says before pressing a kiss to your cheek, Keeping himself tightly wrapped around you. Keeping his cum, his cock, and your pretty little princess plug safe and sound inside you. 
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hihi!! can i have some platonic miya chinen headcanons? even better if it’s childhood best friends. fem reader pls !!
yes of course!!! he’s so cute :((( i wanna squish his cheeks n ruffle his hair :( 
the two of you have been around each other since birth omg!!! 
there is a scrapbook of the two of you and it’s just a collection from when you were babies up until now, and there’s empty space for when the two of you grow up. it’s in chronological order, and there are so many embarrassing ones of both you and him. your parents and his have captured every phase the two of you have ever gone through. every single one. 
when he started to get into skating, he definitely tried to get you into it too! and of course, you indulged him, let him rope you into it (even if he just wanted to watch you fall on your butt)
if you do end up becoming a skater, he’s so happy to be able to share something like this with you. it does scare him a little, when he ends up going national and all, but the fact that you stick by him regardless and prove your loyalty to him makes him feel so loved :( he’s already so trusting of you, but that trust only grows after, especially how instead of distancing from him out of envy, you only go to cheer him on, and talk about how proud you are of him, and boast about him to your friends. he just really appreciates you, especially having been one of the only people to truly stick by him :( 
and if you don’t end up becoming a skater, that’s okay too! you let him teach you how to skate, listen to him ramble on and on about it, cheering him on still. and he does the same for you too, whatever your passion may be. like, if you’re an artist, he lets you paint his skateboard, even if it’s just a small portion of it, to kind of leave you stamp on it. 
actually, even if you’re not an artist he’ll let you do that. 
you two have a lot of sleepovers!! you stay up all night gaming or watching movies and snacking 
one time miya convinced you to sneak out with him but y’all got caught and were in trouble and the punishment was not seeing each other for like 2 weeks. both of you were like easy peasy until you realized just how much time you spent with each other. your parents pitied you and lessened your sentence to 1 week </3 
you’re such a staple and steady part of his life that like some things are a given. so like if he’s celebrating his birthday, he’s talking to you about it without having to invite you cause consider yourself there obviously? 
not even joking you’re together 24/7, and if you’re not, you’re interacting in some way, like texting, facetiming, calling. you also do it a lot when either of you is just minding their business, like you’ll both be studying but also on call with each other. and omg, sometimes when he’s practicing skating, he calls you on facetime, and every time he slips up he can see the notification of ‘took a facetime photo’ pls.
you have so many of these
he immediately introduces you to his friends, like reki, langa, etc, and they start whistling and cheering and some of them (read: reki) moping, cause miya has a girlfriend!!! and he just deadpans like what 😐 not my gf 😐
and at the start they really didn’t believe him cause you two are so close but!!! it really is just platonic with the two of you. obviously you’re close??? you’ve known him since before the two of you could even talk.
wait back to the photos thing for a second. your parents make you dress up in matching or paired up halloween costumes every year and it honestly just becomes a tradition for you to do it every other year after???
aged up, you two are seniors at school and kind of just end up going to prom together? and it’s actually very fun? you’re already very comfortable with him, so it made everything so much more relaxed and fun
oh my god. when you first got your period, the two of you were still pretty young that miya didn’t really know what they were and he came over to your house and asked you to go swimming and you were like uhhhhhh i can’t. and he was so confused for so long until he learned what they were and one day, while the two of you were just hanging out he sits up all of a sudden and goes, “oh my god,” as realization from years ago sets in. 
he’s a great secret keeper. if you tell him something you really don’t want your parents knowing, don’t worry, he won’t ever say anything. will he threaten you? sometimes. will he tease you? absolutely. why? cause he’s a little shit, obviously. 
when you two were really young, just like you’d get roped into doing his favorite stuff with him, he would have to do things you were into too, and yes, that includes dress up. there are so many photos of his hair done by you, butterfly clips in his hair, in like a princess gown or something. the things you do for your bestie </3 he’s ngl tho, those dress up games were fire 😔
he still lets you try hairstyles on him when you’re bored tho
or paint his nails 
or do his make up
it’s honestly kind of fun and it’s a nice, chill way to pass time
so yeah, childhood besties with miya v cute i say 👍🏼 
this was so long oh my god i’m so sorry 😃
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bi-bi-buckleydiaz · 3 years
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i think not | owen joyner
requested?; - yes! Owen Joyner x reader - their characters might not be love interests on the show (readers is possibly a new one for Luke/which causes a rift in Juke) but they are in real life and are trying to keep it on the down low especially during cast interviews and with fans.
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warnings; language, yelling but only like two sentences
a/n; I didn’t know how to end it so the ending kinda sucks sorry. also side note, the character the reader plays on jatp is a character I’m planning on writing an x reggie fic with so be on the lookout for that !
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that close up tho 
You didn’t mean for it to happen. 
Not the, relationship, of course. You wanted that to happen. You’ve been wanting that to happen since you were an extra dancer on the first season of Julie and the Phantoms and danced right into Owen on accident during The Other Side of Hollywood. He was sweet about it, of course he was, asking if you were okay when he was the one that got barrelled into. The apology coffee date turned into a movie night at his apartment which then turned into weekly Friday night takeout dates which ultimately turned into Owen blurting out one night that he liked you and wanted to be your boyfriend. 
You obviously said yes. 
Which brings you to now, two years later filming season two of JatP, except this time you weren’t a dancer, but a recurring character - Delilah Alarie, a 17 year old girl who can hear ghosts, but can’t see them, and forms an unlikely relationship with everyone’s favorite bassist in a ghost band. This is where the problem comes in. 
When you and Owen started dating back in 2019, you two decided to keep it on the DL because you both weren’t totally sure where it was going to go. At the time you were both so busy: Owen having his first acting job as an adult so he was getting used to the long hours, and you working what felt like 25/8 to get all the dance routines down pat. So you both just...didn’t tell anyone. That’s not to say people weren’t suspicious. Charlie was present at many movie nights and Tori liked to tease you about you how you’d spend your time between takes staring at the blond drummer and his fidgeting fingers. 
Filming wrapped and you planned to announce your relationship at the wrap party, but a certain 19 year old thought it would be smart to get a little wasted and passed out before you could say “hey, we’re dating.” Then, you all went your separate ways and you and Owen didn’t see the need to inform everyone of the relationship, especially because you had to figure out the whole long-distance thing. 
Then Covid hit. And there really wasn’t a need because you both were fighting so hard to not get insecure and worried about the hundreds of miles between you two. But you got through it. Between many facetime calls, a spontaneous trip to Hawaii, and one memorable meet up at a halfway point between your two states, you were finally back in each other's arms after the last three months apart. Of course, it was on set, where everyone thinks you’re just friends. 
So yeah, there’s a problem. Because you didn’t mean for the secret dating to go on for so long. Life just, happened, and now you two are constantly sneaking around your fellow castmates and trading secret kisses in each other’s trailers and having little rendezvous meetings in the apartment building’s pool after your roommates have fallen asleep. You’re sure Savannah and Tori have heard you sneaking out a few times, but they wisely say nothing. Charlie sleeps like the dead so your certain Owen is in the clear. 
It’s not like you two want to keep it a secret. Of course you want to tell your friends, it's just, since it’s gone on for so long you’re scared of what could happen. If they’ll get mad about the sneaking around and the lying. 
But alas, you knew the day when the secret would slip out would come. And today just happened to be that day. 
Your friends were already starting to get suspicious, you and Owen were starting to lose your subtlety with the sneaking around, and some fans don’t understand the term BOUNDARIES and caught you two outside the apartment building one day. You weren’t doing anything relationship-y, you two were just coming back from a short day on set because you both ended at the same time and were looking forward to some much needed alone time. But you both knew better than to hold hands or kiss in public, which you were glad for that rule when a few girls bombarded Owen when you both walked out of the parking garage to head inside. The girls posted about the interaction online and of course, assumptions were made about why you two were together. The cast brought it up, but you both shut it down. You really thought the secret would be exposed because someone would catch you two together...Owen is not good at keeping his hands to himself despite his own PDA rule. 
But no, the secret came to a head because Owen is a big fat st0upid head and got jealous over his best friend. 
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It started as a normal day. You got up at the last possible minute, Savannah and Tori already eating breakfast in the kitchen, knowing better than to wake you up before your alarm. You ate, showered, changed into comfy clothes for the ride to work. Madi joined you and the other girls that day, now being a little older her dad trusted her to be alone with the older cast members and alone on set for a little while. You jammed out to Doja Cat and HSM because “range, Y/N, range.” Then you arrived on set to Kenny calling you and Madi over for an impromptu meeting before any of you could reach hair and makeup. 
“Alright, now that the rest of you guys are here, I have an announcement to make.” You looked around to see that it was just the main four and you, and that’s when trepidation hit. The only scene you knew of today that involved you five was when the boys finally became visible to you, and you and Reggie share a moment. It’s a hug, much like the one Julie and Luke shared in the season one finale. But Kenny had come up to you a few days ago, suggesting adding a little something something. He told you he wasn’t sure yet, had to run it by a few execs, but that Jeremy was okay with it and he wanted to make sure you’d be okay with it too. You had said yes, after all Jeremy was the one married so you were really only worried about how he and Carolynn would feel about the kiss, you didn’t even think about Owen. 
That was a mistake. 
“So, I ran it by a few execs and of course, our own Delilah and Reggie, and have decided that after their big hug moment, a little kiss would really make the scene and ma -” 
“Uh I think not.” It was muttered, but everyone heard it. And everyone froze, Kenny stopping mid sentence to look at the culprit. Owen was looking at his hands, completely oblivious to everyone staring at him. He didn’t even realize he’d said it aloud until Jeremy cut the tension with a little forced chuckle. 
“C’mon Owen there’s enough of me to go around.” Everyone chuckled a bit, but Owen froze in his fidgeting, his face going firetruck red and eyes darting over to you. 
“Shit. Fuck I said that aloud didn’t I?” He groaned, putting his face in his hands and, before you could stop yourself, you walked up to him. 
“Hey. Hey c’mon.” You gently wrapped your hands around his wrists and pulled his hands away from his face. “It’s okay.” You expected him to look stressed. Based on his tone of voice you were preparing for a minor panic attack. But when you saw his face, all you saw was anger. It shocked you, causing you to stumble back a bit. 
“You knew about this?” And okay, yeah, you also expected a bit of that. But not to this caliber. 
“Owen I -”
“No. No you knew and didn’t tell me? Didn’t think to mention that you’d be kissing one of my best friends? What the hell Y/N?” You flinched, not used to Owen being this angry and loud.
“Owen, buddy, hey. Let’s just -” Charlie started, trying to diffuse the situation having noticed you flinching. 
“No! This isn’t a ‘calm down’ thing. This is a “my girlfriend lied to me” thing and I’m very upset about it!” And whoop...there it is. 
“Owen...” 
“God just, really Y/N?” Then he walks away, leaving you surrounded by your confused friends. It’s silent for a few seconds, everyone taking in what just happened. 
“Um...I know this probably a really bad time to bring this up but uh...y’all owe me twenty bucks each,” Charlie said. Then everyone started talking at one. Kenny apologizing for not knowing, Madi berating Charlie for the bad timing, Charlie firing back that Owen is just being dramatic, and Jeremy consoling you with Kenny. His hand on your back jump starts you into action. You quickly excuse yourself to make your way to Owen’s trailer, knowing that’s probably where he stormed off too. 
You don’t knock when you get there, just walk in, making sure to lock it behind you. Owen is there on the couch, elbows on his knees and head in his hands. 
“Owen Joyner what the hell was that?” That’s not what you had wanted to say. You were going to be nice and ease into it. But he yelled first and now you're anxious and stressed and upset. He sighs heavily and looks up at you, eyes red and glassy with unshed tears. 
“I’m sorry. I - Y/N I didn’t mean to freak. I realized halfway here that was not the way to go. I’m so -” You cut him off by pushing him back and crawling into his lap.
“It’s okay. It’s okay I should’ve - I shouldn’t’ve just yelled and I definitely should have told you when Kenny proposed the idea I just got so caught up in the fact it’d be my first on screen kiss and it’d be with a married man who’s in quite possibly the cutest relationship ever and I was worried about -” 
“You’re rambling babe,” Owen says with a smile. It’s a soft thing, one that makes your insides all mushy and your heart starts beating a little faster. “It’s okay. I mean, I would’ve liked to have found out earlier and not in front of our friends - oh my God! I just completely exposed us didn’t I? Oh God!” He whimpers out a whine and leans his head forward onto your shoulder. You giggle at the blonde beneath you, running your hands through his hair as he pinches your sides for the laugh. 
“Babe, I’m pretty sure they already knew.” Owen whips his head up at that, eyebrows furrowed. 
“Charlie mentioned everyone owes him twenty so, i’m pretty sure they were betting on when we’d tell them.” Owen groans and grumbles at that, throwing his head back in a dramatic way to convey his fake frustration. He brings his head back center and smiles softly again at you. 
“I will make sure to steal it from him tonight. That’s our money babe.” You giggle into the kiss he places onto your lips. You two sit there for a few more minutes, exchanging kisses and trading affirmations of love. After a final kiss, one that’s full of passion and heat, you decide to head back to set. 
You walk into the stage with the studio hand-in-hand, smiles on your faces. Madi squeals when she sees you both, running over to hug you. 
“Yay yay! I knew you’d work it out and now I have another couple to fangirl over. Yay!” You hug the small girl back before she bounces over to give Owen the same treatment. 
“Congrats bro,” Charlie says with a smile, clapping a hand on Owen’s back and ruffling your hair up. Jeremy smiles at you two, hugging you both as well. 
“Congrats you two, now can we get back to the meeting? You two dating is old news. Like, 2019 old. But congrats on finally announcing it!” You look at Kenny in shock for a second, before bursting out into laughter, everyone around you following suit. Owen squeezes your hand three times and you look back over at him. You both shoot each other a small smile. 
It’s gonna be okay. 
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kelieah · 3 years
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mutuals and followers appreciation post
lord, this is probably going to be a long post. if i can hopefully remember everyone! if i forget to mention you, please please please don't take it personally! i'm forever thankful for the number of friends and mutuals i've made on here, but there are a lot of you.
and for my followers!? i larb you all so so much. thank you to those who support me, you all keep me going and i'm forever thankful to you all x
@waitimcomingtoo oh sweets, where do i begin! i've been reading your fics before i decided to start posting on here and when i reached out to you, and you replied? it felt surreal haha. and then we began to talk here and there, and we became friends! i appreciate your advice so much and am so grateful we chat and catch up every now and then. and your work always inspires me, so thank you for that as well :)
@evermoreholland abbbbyyy!! you're the absolute sweetest. i remember our awkward facetimes here and there, and i find it the cutest and sweetest thing ever. i appreciate all the times you've been there for me. and your work is just so soft, i love reading them when i'm in need of some good fluff. i'm really happy to be able to call you my friend.
@spideyspeaches babe you've always had the best energy. always supporting me and brainstorming with me here and there agh! i larb you so much, and your work ??? i love your unique style. i love your personality so so much and i hope you never stop being you.
@ptersmj vaallll!!! you're another precious mutual of mine, your work is also just absolutely out of this world. you're another writer that inspires the hell out of me, constantly pouring out content, i don't know how you do it. and i love talking to you every chance i get, you're like sunshine :))
@hollandcrush mabel oh mabel i'm so glad we became friends. talking to you is such a joy and reassurance. and your work is always phenomenal, i'm really happy that i have you to confide in, and i hope you know i'm here for you as well! many kisses and hugs x
@devotion laurrenn oh my gosh where do i begin. we went through a tough similar situation ?? if that makes sense, but i was so relived and grateful to have you to talk after all of that. and i appreciate you so much, to this day, where we can comfortably talk to each other when we can w no pressure! i miss your work though, i've always loved your writing. to me you wrote so beautifully and aesthetically.
@greenorangevioletgrass ava pls, you talented ass son of a bitch. i swear i'm going to see you in the media one day. your fics, your voice, the advice you give me? you're the absolute best and i'm blessed to be your mutual and hopefully friend <3
@emmastarz awe emma you're just the sweetest. i love your aesthetic so much and your fics are so amazing ?? i know i have some in my bookmarks so i'll be binging those when i get the chance. you're so supportive and i love it so much, thank you. seriously. MWAH! x
@veryholland millaa!!! i appreciate the hell out of you. i'll never forget the times you check up on me, because trust me, it means the world to me. i hope to see more of your work bc what i've read so far is so sweet and amazing, but if not i also understand so dw dw. ily lots
@peterbenjiparker aw mel. i feel like a mom when it comes to you lmafonsdijkndf. you've grown so much and i remember when you first came to me for advice and such! your writing is absolutely phenomenal and i swear i will never stop saying how proud i am of you. i hope you continue to put yourself first though (in certain situations ofc) and take care of yourself, bc you deserve that and more
@marvelouspeterparker alyssaa!!! your work is always just fantastic, and your support is so motivating. i appreciate your reblogs and little tags so so much. i can't wait to check out your anime blog too btw hahah, i'm glad we've talked a little! :)
@felicityparkers addie addie addie, you absolute sweetheart! i hope we get to talk more bc i feel like we don't talk much but it's okay, i'm cool w whatever! regardless i get to read your wonderful work. you're also another writer that inspires the hell out of me. when you used to post every day, just wow. and they were all always amazing little stories.
@vatefaire oh jeez adeline, i remember you from the verrryyy beginning. i will never understand the hate you get. you're the absolute sweetest and easiest to get along with. i remember our shared laughs of jokes or memes, or drama in the fandom. agh! and your writing was always fun to read. i hope with everything going on you do what YOU want to do. i hope you stay only if you want to, but if you do, please make this your safe place, block the haters and fuck tomsbaddies, god that blog is just bad news
@msmarvelsmain mimimimi!!! i larb larb larb you. your support is the best and i can't thank you enough for it. i still owe you this one writing challenge prompt, but i swear i'll get to it once i have the inspiration to. also i really need to binge your work, it's my bookmarks so stay tuned for a spam ;)
@asonofpeter alex babe oh my gosh, before we became mutuals i've always absolutely loved your work. i still do ofc. but still haha. i'm glad we got to talk and get to know each other a little, but we should definitely catch up. it's been a while!
@willovity GIRL! we need to fucking catch up. i miss and love you so much. i remember when you first reached out to me, how many moons ago? crazy. i miss your work, but hey you do you honey. i can't wait to catch up tho we better
@opheliacult i've always found you so cool, and when we became friends / mutuals. you just became even cooler. we really need to catch up, but that's on me so i'm sorrydibhfl hang in there ily lots 🥺
@peterssweetpea i'm glad we became moots babe! you're so sweet and i absolutely love your aesthetic. i also need to binge your work cus hun the range, i love ittt
@supremethunda i'm so so so happy i've became mutuals with you, your work is absolutely amazing and so inspiring. i love talking to you as well, you're so kind and helpful. thank you sm 🤍
@spideyyeet mina! it has been a minute since we've talked but i had to include you on here. i've also read your work before i first started out on here. but after we've become mutuals and talked here and there, you're one of the most chill and kindest mutuals i've had. i'm glad i got that opportunity to, i hope we catch up one day!
@parkerpeter24 coookkkiee you sweetheart, i love talking to you so much. the memes, just everything! x
@spideysquackson13 fatema!! i appreciate your messages so much, you're so kind and motivating, it really means a lot so thank you!!
@calltothewild shreya!! we go way back, but it's been a minute and we definitely need to catch up. i miss you babe! i love and miss your work, i just haven't seen you on my dash in a while for some reason ;(
@yourstrulyamour aw you! i remember you from the beginning and you've never stopped being so supportive. i hope we catch up sometime, you're the absolute best!
@s-and-n you two! you're both so sweet and kind, i'm glad we get to talk. i do talk to n a bit more, and i love talking to her just as much, but s if you ever wanna talk let me know! i also can't wait to read more of your wonderful work :)
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bts-reveries · 4 years
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mini me | 15
(ps, this is the written part from the last update)
“Daddy!” Youngjae yells, running into his dad’s arms when Youngdo shows up at your front door.  
“I thought we were meeting much later?” You say, walking up to the two with your arms crossed. Youngdo looked you up and down and laughed. He had Youngjae in his arms, carrying him so they both looked down at you.
“Did you just wake up? it’s past noon,” He asks. You scoffed, turning away from him and walking to your room.
“We already ate breakfast and lunch, I thought you’d come much later,” you say as you’re walking away. Your voice was fading the farther you got into your room. “Are we leaving now? Should I get ready?” 
“Unless you want me to take you out dressed like that,” he replied. Youngjae was also in his pajamas and he looked at his dad. 
“Should I change too?” Youngdo looks at him and nods. “Can you help me get ready?” Youngjae asks hopefully. His dad laughs, nodding his head and putting his son down. 
“Yay! Let’s go to my room then!” He yells, running straight to his room while Youngdo follows.
-
“Where are you taking us?” You ask as all of you were in Youngdo’s car. He never actually mentioned where the three of you were going. 
“Somewhere nice. You’ll know when we get there,” he says. You purse your lip and nod. You look down at your phone, constantly checking if you have gotten any texts. Especially from Taehyung. The last time you two saw each other was all you’ve been thinking about. Now you know he feels the same way. But is it the right time? It should be right? A perfect man doesn’t just come out of nowhere. I mean, the two of you almost kissed! If it wasn’t for--
“Why are you so quiet?” Youngdo asks, turning to you quickly, pulling you out of your thoughts. 
“Huh?”
“You’re acting like we’ve never been on a date before,” he says. You scoff, turning towards the window.
“It’s not a date.” Youngdo tilts his head slightly. 
“It kinda is. I asked you out, you said yes, and now we’re going to our favorite place. It’ll be fun,” he says, turning the corner. You gasp, as a park full of cherry blossom trees comes into view. 
“Do you remember now?” He asks you, smiling.
“Where are we?” Youngjae asks, staring out the window. 
“Mommy and daddy went here on our anniversaries of when we first dated,” he says. You were surprised, shocked even. “In fact, today would’ve been the seventh year since we dated,” he says, turning to you. You felt your cheeks hot and red. You had forgotten. You didn’t think it was something to keep track of anymore since you two weren’t together.
“It’s pretty here,” your son says, excited to get out of the car. Youngdo couldn’t help but laugh as he saw your stunned face. 
“You forgot?” He asks, as if the two of you were still together.
-
You couldn’t help but smile as Youngjae laughed, kicking the fallen petals on the ground. He held onto your hand with his right hand, and his dad with his left. The two of you would swing Youngjae up every now and then, making him giggle even more. You loved seeing him happy. It made you happy as well. You couldn’t help but look up at Youngdo and see the genuine smile on his face as he looked down at your son. This was what you’ve always wanted. 
“Remember that spot?” Youngdo asks, pointing to an empty bench underneath the trees. You smile, remembering the times when your younger self would be so head-over-heels with the man holding your son’s hand right now. The two of you spent hours sitting there, talking. Every anniversary, you two sat on that bench, eating a small cake he’d buy for the both of you to celebrate with. 
“How can I forget,” you say, looking up at him with a smile. 
“What is it,” Youngjae asks. You look down at him.
“It’s mommy and daddy’s spot,” you tell him. The three of you walked up to the bench, Youngjae instantly sitting in the center. 
“I brought something too,” Youngdo says, putting a bag on the bench. 
“Snacks?!” Youngjae asks, scooting next to the bag to peek in. He lets out a little gasp, turning to look up at you. 
“What is it?” You ask.
“CAKE!” He yells excitedly. Youngdo takes it out and hands it to you. 
“I thought we’d celebrate like old times. Happy dating anniversary,” he says with a smile. You laugh, taking the box with the cake inside from him.
“Yeah, you too..” 
“I also brought you some kimbap Jae,” He says, taking out a container and handing it to your son. He was very thankful and excited, you were shocked. This wasn’t the same Youngdo you know, but it was the one you once knew. 
-
“I told you you’d have fun,” Youngdo says, driving the three of you to a cafe. You three spent a good few hours at the cherry blossom park, reminiscing the good old days. You two had wonderful memories there. You’ve taken Youngjae there once when he was a newborn, but that was when your relationship was starting to fall apart. You didn’t talk about that though. You just talked about how you two were when you were younger. Before Youngjae was born. At first, you felt like he was trying to say how much better it was when your son didn’t exist but then he mentioned something that you couldn’t get out of your head. 
“I’m glad we were able to take him here again, as a happier family.” Everything that just happened today was everything that you had ever wished for. You were happy, with your son, with his dad. It was how you’ve always wanted to be. A happy, perfect family. Your young self was wishing for this while you and Youngdo were blowing out those candles on your first anniversary cake. Then your second, then your third, all the way to the very last one you spent together when Youngjae was just a couple of months old. That last one was when you learned that wishing on candles was a lie. 
But now you’re wondering if it’s just a late reaction.
“I did,” you reply, “thank you.”
“I had fun too,” Youngjae says, “I can’t wait to tell Uncle Cupcake about today!” You laugh, you didn’t think Youngjae could go a day without talking about him and this is the longest he’s ever not mentioned Taehyung.
“Tell him how much you love my kimbaps,” Youngdo says, looking at his son from the rearview mirror. Youngjae gives him a thumbs up, making him smile.
The three of you were now in the cafe, waiting for your hot chocolates to arrive. You each got one to drink. You sat across from Youngdo, your son sitting right beside you. 
“We should do this more often,” Youngdo says, you nod your head.
“We should.”
“Let’s invite uncle next time,” Youngjae says, trying to get on your lap.
“You want Taehyung to come?” You ask him. He nods.
“He’ll like the trees. He can take pictures of them and paint them,” Youngjae tells you.
“Maybe he can come one day,” you tell him.
Youngdo was watching the both of you, listening to your conversation when your phone lit up in front of him. He looks down, seeing Taehyung’s name. He grabs the phone to read the text.
“We’re still up for tomorrow right??” Taehyung says, Youngdo replies.
“Tomorrow?” He says. Taehyung messages back about a painting, asking if you’re busy. Youngdo began to play along, pretending that he grabbed the wrong phone, thinking your phone was his. Taehyung didn’t seem to know that you and Youngjae were still out with Youngdo. 
“Do you like hanging out with just mommy and daddy?” You ask your son, oblivious to what Youngdo was doing. 
“Yes! I like it when you two are together,” Youngjae says. “I like it when Uncle Cupcake is with us too,” he whispers to you.
“Oh is that why you want him to come with us next time?” You whisper back at him. Youngjae nods. 
“Okay, maybe next time, but as for now I think it’s good it’s just us with daddy,” you whisper. 
“I agree,” Youngdo says. Your phone was now in between you two. You smile at him. 
“So when should we go out again?” Youngdo asks. You were taking a sip from your drink when you shrugged. 
“I’ll be busy these few weeks. I have a thing with Taehyung,” you say. Youngdo’s smile falters. “Speaking of, I’m supposed to come over tomorrow,” you say, grabbing your phone. 
“Can you facetime him,” Youngjae says, looking over your phone. 
“Okay, we’ll call him real quick,” you say, facetime calling Taehyung. You look up at Youngdo. “Sorry, this’ll be quick.”
“Hey,” Taehyung answers. 
“UNCLE TAE,” Youngjae yells, instantly bringing a smile to Taehyung’s face. 
“Hey buddy, how are you?”
“I’m so good I have so much to tell you!” Youngjae answers. You pull the phone to you before he ends up talking to Taehyung for hours.
“You can call him again when we get home baby,” you say. “Sorry for bothering Tae, hope you weren’t busy--”
“Oh don’t worry, I wasn’t. Plus, I’m never too busy for you,” he says, with a wink, making you laugh. You could see Youngdo’s frown from behind your phone and you try to change the topic to what you originally called for.
“Well anyways, We’re still with Youngdo,” you say, turning the camera to show him and Youngdo smiles, waving to the camera. 
“Hi Cupcake,” he says. Taehyung waves back.
“Okay,” you say awkwardly, “well I just wanted to ask what time should we come over tomorrow?”
“I get off of work at 3pm, would 4pm be good?”
“Sounds perfect, I’ll see you then,” you say. 
“Okay, I’ll leave you three alone now then,” Taehyung says, waving bye.
“Okay, we might call again when we get home, Youngjae is pouting right next to me,” you laugh. Taehyung laughs along, saying okay. 
When you end the call, Youngdo looks at you.
“Should we have breakfast tomorrow morning then?” he asks.
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mini me
ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ part fifteen: anniversaries ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ
pairings: artist!taehyung x singlemom!reader
a/n: i’ve been having trouble making time to write this but i finished my work due today, i’m going to pretend for now tho that i don’t have so much english hw due on sunday 
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