embarrassing when i tell someone i have to get a dental procedure done and they’re like “oh you getting your wisdom teeth removed?” and i have to be like. no actually they’re gonna file down my front tooth because they made it too big to fit my retainers the last time it chipped (the 6th time)
feeling like you’re missing out on friends is like feeling lonely on a whole other level. i’ve never genuinely considered anyone my best friend. and that scares me. i don’t form close emotional bonds to people because i don’t trust anyone. and i really do want to have at least one person to feel safe around but my entire life has felt like a war zone and it’s every man for himself. idk crazy things are the way they are, wish i wasn’t so cold and closed off but what’re you gonna do lol
looking at post grad degrees like how can i prolong the length i’m in school more … like maybe i could just get 2 ma’s …. then formally enter the workforce ? or then go into a phd program ? what about just doing research at a uni somehow 😭😭
last three seasons spn are crazy. its just dean being borderline suicidal while sam tries to fix it by basically dangling his keys at him and going : “dean look! cowboys!” “dean look! strip club!” “dean look! haunted action figure.”
Meanwhile castiel is like i see that dean is suicidal, this is clearly my fault so i will remedy this by dying.
can we just think for a sec about how happy crowley would have been after the launch of the james webb space telescope when humanity started to see all the stars and nebulas he created
like just imagine him seeing the photos for the first time and seeing how beautiful humanity thinks they are