#I would like to read his poetry tho see how that's changed
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Quick question, may I request? If not, just ignore this<3
💙Random recommended song💙
I already mentioned this in my latest post but anyway, I did an optional homework and got the best grade and in the beginning I felt lowly about my work but after getting the grade I felt so much better about it and myself too.
The problem is that lately I started to get into writing again but can't find the time suddenly. Aaaaand I wanted to kind of celebrate this (I mean that the teacher seemed to like my poem) even tho it isn't a big deal but feels like it and oh God I feel like a lil child :')
Sooo may I request a Magumi x reader fluff, where the reader and Megumi are just chilling together when the reader get a notification saying she got a good grade and they get so emotional that they try to hold back tears, but Megumi senses the sudden change and ask if they are alright? The reader trying the brush it off that "Oh it's nothing special or worth mentioning, just got the best grade on the optional homework we got. Can't believe the teacher liked my poem..." 'Poem-?' Megumi thinks as he heard the last words. He maybe didn't even have a clue that the reader was into poetry and/or that they wrote any, so by hearing this he wanted to read it, but overthinking a bit, he decided on not asking them, even though maybe he should have. But it's late, he waited till they fell asleep and then quietly got up from bed to go and look for their exercise book and read it. After he read it, he puts the book on the reader's desk or somewhere else, not minding to put it back to it's actual place because he plans on telling them his opinion, how much they likes it as well and je would be interested in seeing more of their work. Maybeeee the reader confesses that they've been into poetry for a time now and shows Megumi all of the poems they've written while telling Meg' why they like some of their poems and why they have a few problems with some, then there's Megumi reading them with intrest. Maybe Megumi having a soft spot for poetry IDK BUT NOW I JUST REALIZED THAT BY WRITING THIS REQUEST I COULD HAVE EASILY JUST WRITE THE FANFIC ALREADY TT My bad :')
Anyway, catching up with your lates Gojo posts soon!
-Megan🩵
Huggie :3🎀
Megumi Fushiguro X Poet /Artistic Reader
Synopsis: Megumi discovers his partner's talent in writing poems.
a/n: Thank you @megan016 for this request, also CONGRATS for getting the best grade, you did great sweetheart and I'm proud of you 💗. Also I can't wait to read more of your poems and the translated ver. Keep it up. I hope you like this little oneshot tho♡.
Check @megan016 poem here ( I liked it and I had to share it, you are so talented 💌 )
As the soft glow of the TV illuminated the room, you sat in your boyfriend's arms, Megumi. Engrossed in the movie that was displayed in front of you. The atmosphere was light, filled with soft hums as Megumi played with your hair. The rainy weather outside, added to the coziness.
Suddenly, you phone chimed with a notification. Curious, you picked it up, unlocking it to reveal a message from your school,
{ Dear Y/N, Congratulations, your poem received the best grade. We appreciate your hard work. }.
Your eyes scanned the words, a wave of joy and surprise washed over you even though it was an optional homework the fact that your poem that came from your creativity, that each line you wrote carried within it a deeper feeling and meaning got a proper appreciation from your teacher was able to bring you to happy tears.
Your heart swelled with happiness while clutching your phone tightly, Megumi sensed how your body tensed between his arms.
"Love, is everything okay?" he asked.
Realizing that you haven't told him yet about your passion for poetry, you tried to hide your excitement and brush it off,
"Oh, y-yes I'm fine! it's nothing, just my poem got the best grade in class! Can't believe my teacher actually liked it hehe.." you chuckled awkwardly, trying to act normal as if you weren't holding back your tears from how delighted and proud you were.
"Poem?!" Thought Megumi to himself "I didn't know she's into poetry"
"But yeah– it's nothing special, not a big deal tho, it was just an optional homework" you added bringing him back to reality
"Oh.. I see you did great love congrats" said Megumi kissing the top of your head.
He senses how you were avoiding talking about your poem, so he respected it and just congratulated you he was completely oblivious to the whirlwind of emotions you were suppressing he thought you really wasn't that excited. Deep down, Megumi couldn't brush away the curiosity that grew inside of him, he was interested in reading books, poems and articles so having a partner that happened to write poems excited him to the core.
As the night proceeded, you dozed off beside him. Closing your eyelids, swimming in Dreamland. Sleeping nice and sound, feeling protected with the warm presence of Megumi. He watched you as you slept next to him, smiling to himself as your whole hand cutely held his index finger. Your hand size difference has always brought a smile on his face.
Suddenly, his eyes widened when he remembered about the poem, his eyes scanned the room and finally fell on your exercise book that was innocently put on your desk. Too intrigued by the unexpected revelation of your poetic talent, he couldn't resist the urge to delve into your world of words.
Trying to not disturb your beauty slumber he tiptoed to your desk, gently opening the book , carefully flipping the pages until he found your poem of 14 stanzas.
He was too excited to read it, to read between the lines and analyze the deeper meaning it held. Line after line, he found himself utterly captivated by the beauty of your expressions, the smart choice of words, adjectives and the Poetic elegance that adorned your stanzas. It left him completely speechless, realizing that the love of his life is indeed talented and creative.
"And she said it's not a big deal??" he muttered to himself as his eyes shifted back on your sleeping figure.
He wanted to flip the pages to read more of your writings, to check your other copy books but he resisted that urge, respecting your privacy and deciding to wait till morning to ask you properly about your passion for poetry.
He laid down next to you, eager for tomorrow to discuss with you what now happened to be a mutual passion; while you were interested in writing poems, Megumi was interested in reading, them showing that both of you complete each other.
His arms pulled you closer to his body holding you,
"I'm proud of you my love" he said before dozing off.
As the morning light filtered through the curtains, your eyelids fluttered into consciousness. Megumi was already awake, laying on his back, one arm behind his head as his eyes were fixated on the ceiling. As he felt you shifting beside him his gaze turned to you, greeting you with a warm smile.
"Hey sleepyhead, want to tell me about those poems of yours? I had no idea you're poetic genius!!" he exclaimed softly,
You were still half awake, taken by surprise you quickly got into a sitting position,
"You read them??" you asked.
"Not all of them!! only that one in your exercise book! Now I know why it got the best grade" he said enthusiastically.
It was rare for you to see Megumi full of energy early in the morning, so you couldn't help but smile from how much he was interested in your poems. Encouraged by his genuine reaction you started to open up, confessing that you've been into poetry for a while now.
"So? want to show me the rest?" he asked.
Without saying anything, you jumped out of bed. The cold floor touching your bare feet sent shivers down your spine. You quickly grabbed your notebooks and ran back to bed, getting under the warm blanket next to Megumi again, you got closer to him.
"Here they are" you said with a smile.
Anticipating his reactions every time he read one of your poems, the way he read the lines you wrote with passion and care warmed your heart, as if what you write was meant for him to read. The curious expressions drawn on his face whenever he tried to guess the real meaning of your words made you giggle.
After reading most of your poems he engulfed you into a big hug,
"Those poems are amazing Y/n!! I can't wait for more from you. So tell me what inspires you the most? what is your motivation?" he asked too immersed to know more.
A blush painted your cheeks and with a shy smile you answered "Y-you! You do inspire some verses"
"Guess I'm a muse now" he teased playfully trying to hide the fact that he got shy as well.
"Exactly" you giggled.
"What are the difficulties you face while writing though?"
"Most of the time me trying to channel my feelings into words, sometimes certain feelings that I want to write about can't be described by simple words so that's quite a challenge and it takes a lot of effort or sometimes I struggle with motivation even though I do have a lot of accumulated ideas that are waiting to be written" you explained.
You spent the morning cuddled up in your soft bed, sharing ideas and soft random kisses every now and then, exchanging soft touches. Sitting between Megumi's legs as he held your notebooks and continued to loudly read the rest of your poems.
"I love this one Y/n !! Wait is it about us??"
Megumi was too happy to be in that specific moment with you; the moment that definitely inspired you to write another poem that will carry those feelings between both of you forever.
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Camera Roll Challenge: Dating Jean Kirschtein
I dunno what it is about Jean but this man reads hopeless romantic to me. Maybe the whole being an artist thing. Especially when he's older. Breakfast in bed just cause you deserve it. Probably did the thing where he wrote letters to his future self to open at certain life milestones. Some of them are to his future significant other. When they get engaged. When they get married. When they've been together 5, 10, 15, etc years.
It's something he keeps up with as he gets older too. So they aren't always just from his super younger self. Maybe he wrote one to his future partner in high school then after going through lots of growth and experiences he decides to write another one to that same person. It'd be really interesting to read how much he changed in-between those years. I think he'd also make ones for partners that are like, what I was thinking in the moments before our first kiss. when I knew I'd fallen in love with you. other ways I thought of proposing. (Man, I'm so smitten for this man, I can't believe out of everyone I'm writing the most in depth for him. lol)
I don't know if he ever reaches the smooth or suave level when flirting or asking folks out --tho he thinks he has lol. He's so corny but it's really sweet and cute. Probably continues to use ridiculous pickup lines on people as a way to break the ice.
He can dance-thanks to Connie! He's a got pretty good rhythm and is a quick learner when someone takes the time with him. So thanks to his bestie Jean can salsa, batchata and merengue. He's always up for going out dancing and would take the time to teach his partner. Along with that, he's also the type of person that feels a big urge to wine and dine his partner and take them out on regular dates no matter how long they've been together.
Also the dancing wouldn't just be when yall are out on the town. Saturday morning cleaning days often lead to some kind of dancing and sometimes dance-off shenanigans. Depending on the music selection.
Like Bertholdt, I can really picture Jean being into theatre. Though, unlike Bertie, he very much thrives being the center of attention on stage. Related to the hopeless romantic thing, I can see him memorizing monologs, sonnets and poetry to recite to his partner.
Also, while there is that one OVA of him being a lil shit to his mom, I feel like once he gets over that teen "too cool for my mom" era he's a great son. His mom is so accepting of you and the first time you come for dinner she's totally the stereotypical mom who breaks out baby photos of her Jeanbo! I feel like she'd be such a great mother-in-law and is just so thrilled that Jean found someone to give his heart to.
A few photo thoughts below the cut :)
Top middle: Random morning with him bringing you breakfast in bed. And then also cleaning up the dishes afterward! Definitive husband material right here. (not that the bar should be that low but it's a green check) And you can't help but wanna catch a photo of those pretty legs of his as he's heading out.
Middle left: Okay I can't make a Jean post without bringing up horses. lol I feel like he grew up in the burbs and never really interacted much with them. But being besties with Sasha he ends up tagging along with her and Connie when she starts learning to ride from friends at the Ren Faire she works at in high school. Also, can you imagine how dreamy this man would look dressed up as a knight? Then waxing on poetically about how much he's in love with you? Corny as hell but my heart would definitely be doin flips.
Middle center: Why did he take a picture of himself pretending to sleep and send it to you?? Who knows with this boy. But at least he's cute. And he does seem real snuggleable.
Middle left: Booooooooooooooooy. I don't know bout yall but this photo got me feelin some type of way. Not just the tongue but the beanie and the earring too. 😮💨 Just feels like our boy's whole vibe in a nutshell.
#jean kirschtein x black reader#jean x black reader#jean kirschtein#jean kirschtein x reader#jean x reader#jean smau#jean kirschtein smau#aot x black reader#aot x reader#aot smau#nat writes#i dunno why this is so mushy!#i did not plan to write any of these things but they just came to me#sweet soft man
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Twisted wonderland as lana del rey songs
Riddle ( Wildflower Wildfire)
im sorry but THIS SONG ITS SO HIM honestly is most because him relatioship with his mother
the part where lana sang about her mother in the hospital. SO HIM
either, all the stuff about flowers warm and things like that remind of him!!
Here's the deal
My father never stepped in when his wife would rage at me
So I ended up awkward, but sweet
Later then, hospitals, stand still on my feet
Comfortably numb, but with lithium came poetry
Trey (Chemtrails over the country club)
So, trey and cottc, the same vibe.
yknow, all the peace and normal life stuff in the lyrics reminds me trey plot
im truly can see trey playing this song with his wife in a beutiful afternoon.
Washing my hair, doing my laundry
Late night TV, I want you only
Like when we were kids
Under chemtrails in country clubs
It's never too late, baby
So don't give up
Cater (beautiful people, beutiful problems)
I gonna be honest, lust for life its so cater vibes!!
i confess that was hard to think in a song who matche cater plot, cause i wanna something kinda pop bu it still about him second face
The i just came bpbp.
We get so tired and we complain
'Bout how it's hard to live
It's more than just a video game
Ace (Diet mountain dew)
Ace has to be born to die and i fight with u if you disagree.
BABY YOU NOT GOOD FOR ME
to be honestly this song is how i feel about ace
Diet Mountain Dew, baby, New York City
Never was there ever a girl so pretty
Do you think we'll be in love forever?
Do you think we'll be in love?
Deuce (How to disappear)
WAIT I CAN EXPLAIN
well, in the lyrics lana sang abou that guy who lost in himself and fight every night
and we know that deuce is a ex deliquent
and idk, this song is sweet like deuce mas match with him a lot
just read the lyric and you will understand
Joe met me down at the training yard
Got cuts on his face 'cause he fought too hard
I know he's in over his head
But I love that man like nobody can
He moves mountains and pounds them to ground again
I watched the guys getting high as they fight
For the things that they hold dear
To forget the things they fear
Leona (Norman fucking rockwell)
OMG FINALLY
guys, nfr its SO LEONA
the part where "goddam man child' yknow? period.
You guys can say "but leona is more ultraviolence" MY ASS
nfr king i said so its true.
Goddamn, man-child
You fucked me so good that I almost said: I love you
You're fun, and you're wild
But you don't know the half of the shit that you put me through
Your poetry's bad, and you blame the news
But I can't change that, and I can't change your mood
Ah-ah
Ruggie (god know i tried)
Now we have a honeymoon dude!!!
nothing to say, the song say itself
i even need to explain?
Sometimes, I wake up in the morning
To red, blue and yellow lights
On Monday, they destroyed me
But by Friday, I'm revived
Jack (wild ate heart)
Jack my baby.
this song. jack. the same.
its just what how a imagine jack
I left Calabasas, escaped all the ashes
Ran into the dark
And it made me wild, wild, wild at heart
The cameras have flashes, they cause the car crashes
But I'm not a star
Azul (money power glory)
I kinda always think in azul when mpg starts to play.
could be million dollar man tho but mpg is better
the chore is him.
I want money, power and glory
I want money, and all your power, all your glory
Alleluia! I wanna take you for all that you got
Alleluia! I'm gonna take them for all that they got
Jade (old money)
omg my ultraviolence guy is here!!!
he SO lana del rey vinyl
old money makes my cry everytime
My father's love was always strong
My mother's glamour lives on and on
Yet still inside, I felt alone
For reasons unknown to me
flyod (doin time)
I LOVE HOW FLOYD HAS THE SAME VIBE WITH THE DOIN TIM GURL
fuck even THE SAME MBTI
yeah he´s a bitch and we love it!!
Evil, I've come to tell you that she's evil, most definitely
Evil, ornery, scandalous and evil, most definitely
The tension, it's getting hotter
I'd like to hold her head underwater
(Summertime)
(Ah, ah, ah)
so, english its not my first language so you probably will found mistakes. maybe i do a second part
#lana del rey#heartslabyul#riddle rosehearts#trey clover#cater diamond#deuce spade#ace trappola#savanaclaw#leona kingscholar#ruggie bucchi#jack howl#octavinelle#azul ashengrotto#jade leech#floyd leech#twisted wonderland
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If you ever need visuals/inspiration for the dancing prompts I am HERE.
Mihawk (tango):
You obviously are familiar with Mr & Mrs Smith and the ICONIC Morticia and Gomez dances. However, may I suggest;
"Cell Block Tango" - you know I had to include it.
"Shall we dance?" (2004) - so sensual and intimate. Poetry in motionm
"Take the Lead" - there's a tango in a detention centre with two people (which is what I was thinking of), but there's also a lovely sandwich tango (iykwim)
And my personal fave: the introducing the tango scene from the story of Vernon and Irene castle - and old movie, black and white, but my GOD the CHEMISTRY. The CUNT. The FLUIDITY. The subtle but adoring smiles and glances.
Luffy:
Ok the Bachata for Luffy is perfect and I don't want to change it but I would like to offer up for your viewing/imagining pleasure: La Cucaracha. Simple, sweet. Folk dance. Gives young love. Lots of Luffy vibes. Just imagining them dancing in a town square.
Otherwise, no notes. The song is amazing I can't wait.
Buggy (swing):
Songs wise:
Tangled up - Caro Emerald (specifically the Lokee remix)
Dancing with the devil - Elle & the pocket Belle's
And idk how swing they are necessarily but; I don't have a name for it by Steam Powered Giraffes, Gentlemen by OR3O (or even All eyes on me by OR3O, but that's less of a love song and more angsty), vending machine of love by the stupendium
Zoro (Capoeira):
I love this. When I heard(read) "dance series" I immediately knew a dance fight style would KILL. I never knew Capoeira before this so I have to thank you for introducing me because *chefs kiss* muah.
I couldn't find many Capoeira scenes in movies or shows, but from what I did see there's a lot of break-dance-esque leg action. So I gotta suggest the Eggsy vs Gazelle fight from Kingsmen. (Side note: the kingsmen movies are actually so camp).
If you don't know, Gazelle is an antagonist with prosthetic legs that are basically spears and she fights with a lot of slashes. The scene is beautiful. Lots of legs swinging, lots of fists flying, very lethal. Lots of physics defying and frankly reality bending moments that fit into the drama of anime fighting, specifically one piece.
Now idk where it would fit but I would kill myself if I didn't mention the Naacho Naacho dance scene (essentially a dance battle) in the movie RRR (seriously good movie, it is v long tho). It's an Indian movie set during the war of the English colonisation. One of the main characters has a crush on a white girl who invites him to a party, and his friend tags along for moral support. They use the power of friendship and dance to defeat a racist white guy who thinks that they're not sophisticated bc they don't even know how to dance any of his fancy dances (which aren't even english dances, by the way) by dancing a dance that gets everyone to join bc it's so fun, and they manage to continue dancing as everyone falls around them bc of the pace and stamina needed. If you watch none of the scenes I've suggested, please watch this one.
Honourable mentions;
Zendayas dance off in dancing with the stars (https://youtu.be/2Iw951fviP4?si=_Bj4Wav5pcpYyLIZ)
And it's not necessarily a romance song and the context is icky but the tempo and the cunt in 'Papi' by Todrick Hall and Nicole Scherzinger from 'Straight Outta Oz' (musical) is unmatched, and there's a music video with some dancing.
Oh my gosh, yes 😫. I love all of these things.
For the Mihawk Tango/Pasadoble; immediately my mind went:
-Zorro & Elena from The Mask of Zorro: Soooo enemies to lovers
-Mr & Mrs Smith, the drama and disaster: I love it
-AND!!!!! El Tango de Roxanne from Moulin Rogue: Need I say more? The DRAMA, The EMOTION, AHH.
-TAKE THE LEAD is where my brain went YES!!!!!! The dominant gentleman lead, the DRAMA I LOVE.
For the Luffy Bachata its a bit more tricky for me to find an appropriate reference for it because he's so PLAYFUL and less sensual than the way it.
-Mr & Mrs Smith has the Mondo Bongo scene that I think about quite regularly for references.
-I also am on the dance side of TikTok currently, these vids keep popping up and I adore them.
Now, for the Buggy Solo I'm having some conflicting thoughts. He deserves a soft little dancey dance, but I could also see it getting VERY ANGSTY very quickly.
My song choices are as follows:
-Sway by Mr Bubes himself.
-Express Burlesque by Christina Aguilera just screams Buggy to me.
-The improv style that Emeline brings to this dance off is just MENTAL, I love it. Like, soooo playful my brain can't process it.
ZORO is REALLY TRICKY.
However, my inner teenager went immediately here, to Aang and Katara's dance in the caves.
I will need to check out RRR again, it has been a hot minute.
Shanks as a Jig is superb: @sordidmusings has me in a chokehold with this suggestion and as a former Irish Dancer myself, I simply can't imagine anything more FUN than THIS. Like, as a violinist, this is going to be so much fun to write.
Hobbits dancing on a table, The Jolly Roving Tar is just immediately speaking to me. I could also see the circular jig from Disney's Tangled being incorporated with the entire crew.
The Buggy x Mihawk Sandwich is just writing itself at this stage, my brain rot is simply drawn to the dynamic and I can't even process it.
Masterlist Link for when they drop!
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Ok ok for the arrowverse asks, how about Alice headcanons?
this one got
long
QUEER. liker of both women and men. and eventually polyamorous with Sophie and Ryan, of course
listen when she comes back from the Sanatorium, she would join the Bat Team as an actual do-gooder antihero: Red Alice. That comes with a new haircut :)
has schizoaffective disorder bipolar type
some muscle/nerve/tissue damage from Arhkam's electroshock therapy, as well as thermal burns hidden under her hair
only read the other Alice In Wonderland books, Lewis Caroll poetry and saw the movies AFTER escaping being exiled from Coryana
the reason she wears so many layers is bc the Cartwright basement was always at a cold temp to preserve skin
doesn't like using dermatomes to remove skin, she much prefers using her knives since dermatomes typically only cut off thin sheets of skin and she needs them thicker in order to properly make face masks. she does own one tho, just in case
Mary finds Alice's original knife forgotten deep in Hamilton Dynamics and eventually returns it to her (the one Catherine gave it to basically hid it there while trying to get a buyer for it, as the signature weapons of Gothamite villains go for a pretty penny).
Cora Lewis was one of the Wonderland Gang's very first kills which is why Alice, in her shock, let Ryan live
has bouts where she forgets she has the capability to, like, eat. or that she's even allowed to. cue Sophie finding her inhaling the entirety of what's in the fridge at 3am
likes old songs. Daisy Bell is a favorite
constantly shit-talks reality TV and black-and-white horror but gets mad if Sophie watches it without her
obviously has scars? like I stare at her hands a lot, and when they're ungloved, I don't really see any scarring or discoloration. but yeah, she has burns all around her hands thanks to Mabel, as well as bite marks on her fingers from her nail-biting habit, scars on her wrist from her suicidal urges, bruises all around her body from beatings, and deals with a lot of soreness and phantom pain
cut herself a LOT when she was first teaching herself how to use/flip a butterfly knife
collects old nursery rhyme books
Mouse is trans and she did his top surgery and also carved her name under his removed tit, as sisters do
CANONICALLY she knows how to change her voice like Mouse. HEADCANONICALLY she utilizes that ability a lot more
catgirl cat person! in the original comics where she's featured the Religion of Crime turns into.... cat-like humanoids? it's a weird fucking issue, but, you'll see where i'm going with this. did you know housecats can't qualify as psychiatric service animals? well, mayhaps on Earth-Prime, certain types of alien housecat-equivalents or mutated animals (meta-animals, like Grodd) can and do qualify as service animals including psychiatric service animals. i think her having a funky little humanoid meta-cat as psychiatric service animal would be a neato little nod to the comics
meets Harley Quinn through Poison Ivy through Renee. After Ivy breaks her old bestie out of ARGUS, HQ starts living on New Coryana. Sometimes the Bat Team visits. Alice and Harley didn't like each other at first, but now they are weirdly close. prob made out a few times
after she recovers she befriends Marquis and they bond over their similarities
also befriends Crazy Jane who introduces her to Zatanna. Did you know that in one comic, Alice's therapist is implied to be a woman that wears a top hat? Get what I'm saying?
Dominate switch
Alice is an empty system. That means she was previously plural, but no longer has any headmates. Alice and Beth actually fully integrated the day she killed Mabel. She has been in denial over this the entire course of the series
and many more but this is so fucking long already holy shit
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it's always been interesting to me that the only thing seemingly "separating" the transgender truthing from the homosexual truthing, in terms of legitimate proof that someone who only knows gerard way through interviews and stage performance could provide, is the history of open gnc-ness. which doesn't really correlate to any kind of transgender identity but obviously i know why people choose to interpret it that way. (even then, the offstage dude kissing could and usually does fill an identical role in other peoples interpretation of gerard as being secretly gay so. shrug). but this time TRUST ME his performance art in solidarity with an oppressed queer group is ACTUALLY him being secretly trans. i try not to engage with any mass discourse events and find the she/her pronoun usage distasteful and just personally uncomfortable, so i dont directly encounter many people who even orbit this kind of discussion lol. im curious what you think about this comparison! and i apologize if anything was worded unclearly :)
this is a big can o worms! i like hearing your thoughts. there’s sooo many different readings on his identity and how the outfits factor into that.
it’s invasive but it’s not the same ethics as theorizing about a friend. understanding an artist is important to people. it’s part of being an artist which is normal but heavily contested. im always reminded of siken’s response to the student who wanted to learn more about his life to understand his poetry lol (he wasnt nice). why would it matter? authenticity, connection, need to label? there’s no universal or moral answer
anyhow back to gerard. the shift from homosexual to transgender truthing is funny! people didnt give up, they just concluded he’s unlabelled gay 😭 not from the on/off stage kissing (which were all performative) but from the tweetsss. “when people try to define your sexuality [morrissey picture]” and “why would i hide it if i was a Homosexual”. the affair conspiracies and gay music themes and general stereotypes probably aided that. whether the assumption is true or false makes no difference. the reasons behind why ppl even make the assumption are so intriguing to think about… but this is already too long.
the “trans truthing” is complicated bc it’s more personal to ppl. im not gonna create a boogeyman. ive seen all of this, some i align with some i dont. putting them in a list cuz it’s easier to read
ppl in my corner of the fandom are comfortable with calling him queer, nb, trans — from most to least common. all as umbrella terms. all to mean not-cis. justification is good ol FLAGGING. like getting an undercut to tell girls yr a dyke without needing to come out. i can expand on this thought process if wanted. ive seen this kinda labeling for YEARS
a lot of ppl i follow stop at gnc because that is the only visibly obvious option. and it’s the term The Advocate used for him in 2018 (tho we gotta note that he didnt self-id — the writer used the same principal of gnc being about presentation over id). the term is treated as if it were between cis and trans. or more accurately, not-cis not-trans.
ive noticed that old/ex fans or outsiders under my 30k cheerleader gifset see the dress as a coming out…? people of 1 and 2 chalk it under that history of gender nonconformity. it’s surprising but makes sense. i think that’s the function of said history
all the egg talk ive seen is on twitter among transfem ppl and tumblr posts in the wild. i searched “gerard way trans” and got so many tweets referencing kurt cobain. that is transfem business, not mine 😭
all this to say that i havent seen anyone in these circles insinuate he was Secretly trans. it’s the same as the gay assumption. it isnt about proving what reality is. just whatever individuals accept as their truth. lots of 1 ppl have said that if he suddenly came out as cis, their perception wouldnt change. i take that to mean bc the performance itself is the person and the performance they see is transgender.
i dont see how art and artist can be separated in performance. what other version of the artist are you getting? i dont know if anyone round here is talking about the couch sitting gerard way. like why would we 😭 even if one does, it’s under the perception of the performance we know. if we werent talking about the performance, we wouldnt even be talking about it. you wouldnt imagine your loved one watching tv. youd sit next to them. look at them. talk to them. YOU KNOW? like this whole debate on whether it’s invasive goes NOWHERE. we arent talking about someone who could be known. we are barely talking about the real person.
and he knows this because anyone with a Name becomes this. the real life person doesnt need defending. he needs respect. to me that means not harassing him, not digging into his private life, not speaking for him. the rest is what feels ok for me. if the environment is uncomfortable, all i can do is share why. which is why talking about it is important.
ill say, im fine with she/her-ing him. i know those arent his defined pronouns. i know i use them as a term of endearment and character-dedication. i know when to avoid them. i personally dont believe in rigid pronoun use. i don’t believe in there being a handbook of rules of what is or isnt rude (not to say there arent general rules). you learn person to person.
goes back to the Pursuit of Universal Morality. god i remember last year getting so mad at the trans labelling id leave tumblr to complain on twitter. but ive changed my tune to seeing the non-cis ambiguity. not because of Evidence but because i found comfort in that connection. i wasnt wrong then, am not wrong now.
it isnt really about him, it’s about what he says and does. which IMO he’s likely to accept as an artist.
so yeah. TLDR: posts that are like “how can you say he’s [cis/trans] if X?!” are really just stating their own perception. even if they uncritically believe what theyre saying is reality, it’s THEIR reality. there is no difference btwn “his performance art in solidarity with an oppressed queer group” and “him being secretly trans”.
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Hii dropping by to say i really liked your fic!! (the setting hit just right for me aha, also sskk being soft.. and of courseee Atsushi would go to hell itself to bring Akutagawa back. of course🥺)
Would you spare some Ovidius lore? i got curious about him while reading! (hope this ask isn't too awkward)
hi! oh my god tysm, i'm so glad you liked it <3 of course when your rival dies saving your life the natural reaction is to try and risk that same life trying to bring him back. atsushi was so willing to die for akutagawa, too, not out of obligation but because he genuinely wanted him to live.....
i haven't wrote down anything abt my guy ovidius, so i'll try to put my thoughts as coherently as possible! (under the cut. i got carried away)
ovidius was the youngest child of a very wealthy family. he's contemporary to bram.
he manifested his ability for the first time when he was around ten years old, when his older brother died. his ability allows him to send people to that sorta-underworld place he sent atsushi in the fic. i've been thinking about his immortality and i've decided he wasn't immortal at first, that's the reason he didn't stop aging as a child—but he angered the unnamed entity (the one that changed forms in the fic) when he started to abuse his ability, so now his soul isn't allowed down there. thus, he can't die.
when bram met him, ovidius was in his early twenties and famous, a beloved ability user who could give people the chance of bringing back their loved ones, and he was insufferable. bram didn't even like him at first, because he was so full of himself and thought he was so special.
but bram wanted to see his daughter one last time. it wasn't even about bringing her back, so there would be not problem, right? except bram was a vampire already, and when ovidius tried sending him, he couldn't. bram brushed it off, whatever, and didn't plan on seeing that man again.
ovidius' life changed soon. people started to hate him. everyone failed to bring people back and either came back alone or died too, and people liked to blame him. it was easier. people wanted him dead, but he never died, somehow. not even when he tried doing the job himself.
he stopped aging at 28. he went back to bram because he knew bram was immortal too, and he felt so alone. bram is not one to take pity easy, but ovidius was so genuinely miserable he just. sort of kept him around. ovidius liked poetry, made good tea and was really smart; having learnt how fast the idols fall, he was really nice, too. maybe they fell in love after a while. not like either of them ever touched the subject, tho.
and then, one day, ovidius asked bram to try to kill him. and bram did, despite himself, because he knew that immortality is not a gift. he drank his blood, all his blood until he felt sick, and ovidius fell like dead weight. he kept the body close just in case but he really thought he made it, until a few days later ovidius woke up again, as healthy as ever, and left.
i have a few more things but this got WAY too long. sorry. thanks for asking about him he's my most beloved mentally ill guy
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The Invisible Men
HEY I wrote a fanfic about Klaus and Ben’s relationship. Old Ben, that is.
I know I said I don’t ship them, but, hm, I don’t know how to explain how I see their relationship lol So if you’re anti that ship, don’t read it, tho they don’t kiss or anything. They simply share everything?
It’s a story about Klaus sleeping with his head inside the toilet :D
Be mindfull that when I say “sleeping”, I mean dying, but it’s Klaus, It’s just something he does. And it’s an OD. So, yeah, That’s the warning, be safe, love you.
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The Invisible Men
They were invisible, both of them. They were the same and yet so different. No one saw them, but one was said to be a hero, a great guy, someone they’ve missed; and the other was known for being useless, trouble and someone they would rather miss.
And Klaus was too high again. He could barely see Ben. They were at the bathroom, Klaus wanted to puke. Ben wished he could touch him, just so he didn’t end up sleeping again with his head inside the toilet.
Ben was worried, he always was. But specially when Klaus seemed to be running after death itself. It was ironic how this guy, who was so afraid of the dead, was always trying to die.
Ben was pissed. Klaus thought that, being dead, he wouldn’t be able to see the dead? That they’d leave him alone? If that was true, Ben would’ve been free from the Horrors a long time ago, but they were still there and they would always be.
It hurt seeing his brother like that, doing everything and anything to die. He wished he was alive. Couldn’t they swap places? Klaus could rest and Ben could have some ice cream. Ben really wanted some ice cream, he thought.
“Klaus, are you done? Let’s go get ice cream, I want to see you eating. What do you think?”
Being dead for so long, they developed ways for him to enjoy the little things. Klaus would eat whatever Ben felt like and tell him how it was, how it tasted. Ben loved it when he was just a little high from pot and gave him these descriptions in metaphors, in music or even poetry. When he wanted to watch a movie, Klaus would get two sits, and would hiss at anyone that tried to get his brother’s place. Even when hooking up they would decide together who Klaus was going to go with. They had this rule that Ben was not supposed to look at Klaus, but they both knew Ben watched the whole thing.
It was not as if it was dirty or anything, it’s just that Ben’s existence was basically being Klaus’ voyeur for everything. He lived by empathizing with his brother’s experiences. Maybe that’s how he was able to grow older.
“Klaus?”
Klaus was taking too long to take his face out of the toilet, his body looked too relaxed. Looking closer, Ben could see some blood in the middle of all that puke. And Klaus’ green eyes wide opened, looking nowhere. No response.
“Shit.”
Ben wished he was corporeal so he could check his vitals, anything. But he couldn’t.
Instead he got off the bathroom and could see Allison and Luther chatting. He ran towards them, panicking.
"... I can’t believe he’s here again…” Allison said silently. Ben wanted to tell her that Klaus–
“And Pogo said some things are missing again… ” Oh, great, they were talking about Klaus. “I’m sure he’s here stealing things to buy drugs, again…” Of course he is! He doesn’t have a job!
“When will he grow out of it?” oh, yeah, He’s gonna wake up tomorrow and be free from addiction! Go check on him! “One day we’ll end up finding his body… I wish we could help, but…” You can!!! Get him out of the fucking bathroom! He’s dying!
“Buuut it’s Klaus, he won’t change…” they both sighted and Ben’s throat felt heavy, they couldn’t hear him. “He could at least do those things out of here…”
Ben was pissed. That guy didn’t have a place to go! This is his house, for god’s sake! He is not just a problem, he’s a person! He’s their brother, and he needs help. Ben knew it better than any of them, but he couldn’t do a thing. They had to go see him, go help him, now!
“He’s been in there for a long while. Don’t you think we should check on him?” YES ALLISON, PLEASE!
“Don’t worry, mom will check on him later.” WHAT? Where did this information came from? Mom never checked on Klaus when he was high. Ben did, it was always Ben. And Ben was so frustrated. “C’mon, let’s eat something before bed…”
And they left. They simply left. They could’ve just looked at him, but guess it was too troublesome. No one would help Klaus.
Ben was shaking his non corporeal body, he felt scared, pissed, but mostly scared. And he could not just stay there, he should go see if something changed. If Klaus died, at least they could share immortality together, right? Their duo shouldn’t end like this. It didn’t end when Ben died, why should it when it was Klaus’ turn?
But god, how relieved Ben was when he got back into the bathroom and saw his stupid brother looking at him from the floor, with a stupid smile on his face.
“Hey.”
“Hey.”
“I thought you left me…” Klaus was also relieved, Ben could see in his face. “I thought…” he cleaned his bloody running nose. “you got tired of my bulshit and finally went to heaven…”
Ben giggled to hide the fear that was glued to his face for those last minutes.
“No, I just excused myself from watching you sleep with your face in the toilet.” He kneeled by Klaus’ side and both couldn’t hide their smiles. “There’s only so much second hand embarrassment one can endure.”
They just stood there, looking at each other, happy they were not alone right now. And that they were not invisible.
Ben watched as Klaus washed his face poorly. That’s good enough anyway. He turned towards his brother who stood in front of the door and, asking for him to let him open it, he asked:
“Do you think mom has ice cream here? I woke up dying for it…”
Ben smiled, happy to live by his side.
#tua#the umbrella academy#klaus hargreeves#ben hargreeves#klaus and ben#klaus x ben#horrance#tua fanfic#umbrella academy fanfic#oneshot#Brascu kills Klaus#that's the tag for my fics killing him#i dont have a name for the series yet
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Honestly, I'm not sure. I think jtldm Bradley was even worse. I mean, Rafe's at least behaving somewhat kindly, even if it's all a lie. But once I think of a way to give them points, I'm going to do that comparison.
And YES! We should totally put them in a Hunger Games simulator. I didn't even know those existed but it sounds perfect.
I'd love a Topper spin-off abnormally much. Do you think his cute little gf would be even remotely interesting in stuff that he is? Somehow I imagine him with a crystal girlie that's like - look! Rock shiny!🥺And she'd send him pics of like every animal she sees while going to uni. And she'd be so nice that she'd even listen to his finance 'I'm in love with Elon Musk' bullshit without complaining (a.k.a. the woman is a saint!)
Just read through the -🦋anon ask and I'm fully in support of changing the spelling of Makayla's name. She doesn't deserve a spell-able name. Like I need her to look at her ID every time she needs to spell her name (in this too rude?)
I think Rafe would absolutely hate the silent treatment. What do you mean his favourite girl denies him the pleasure of hearing her talk? He's going to his room to cry, excuse him for a bit. He'd be so numb, he won't even make fun of or even notice that Top is literally reciting bad poetry he wrote in an ode to crypto and Musk.
No, because I imagine Rafe secretly vibing to If We Ever Broke Up, and mumbling the 'if we ever broke up, I'd never be sad' as if he wouldn't be absolutely wrecked, listening to Taylor Swift on repeat for weeks wrecked.
oh that's true, but are we giving him "he was traumatized" points?. but yes, I'll definitely do a Hunger Games - do I even have enough Emotionally Constipated Boyfriends™? not Makayla secretly being illiterate 😭😭 do I make it canon? and Rafe 100% hates the silent treatment and he'll make it everyone's problem lmao,,, I wonder if he hates anything else more tho 🤔
no but I see Topper's lil gf so clearly. like imagine she's a philosophy major and loves mythology, and astrology, and crystals yes! and everyone is like "...how?" because they seem like they have literally nothing in common and yet they're always so happy to talk to each other and—
I just imagine him all nervous for a little business fair the college is doing, wearing his little button up and slacks and freaking out about how he’s supposed to network and shit. He makes you shake his hand like 10 times, just so he can get it right.
“Okay, how was that? Did it tell you I’m a confident, well-informed, strong addition to your business?”
You blink, looking down at your outstretched hand. “…Yes?”
“Fuck,” Topper groans, covering his face with his hands. “I just shouldn’t go. I’m just gonna embarrass myself.”
“No! No, you have to go, Top, you’ve been talking about it for weeks!” You exclaim, stretching up to pull his hands from his face so he’s looking at you.
There’s a defeated expression on Topper’s face when he meets your eye. You give him a soft smile, bringing his hands up to your lips to kiss the fingers gently.
“And you worked so hard on everything you’re gonna say,” you continue, taking a step closer so that just your hands are the only thing between the two of you. “I just know you’re gonna have so much fun.”
Topper sighs, eyes darting to the left to avoid your gaze. “Even if I say it all perfectly, it won’t matter. I can’t even shake a hand right!”
“Topper, stop it,” you look at him sternly. “You are so…” You trail off, looking for the exact word you're meaning. “Passionate. And when you talk, you get this look on your face like there isn’t anything else you’d rather be doing.” A smile breaks out on your face at just the mention of it. “I could listen to you talk all day long just because of that look. I love listening to you talk. And they will too. So just do to them what you do to me.”
You can hardly finish your sentence before Topper pulls his hands from yours and grabs your cheeks suddenly. He presses a bruising kiss to your lips, the kind that takes all the air from your lungs and makes you dizzy with endearment. If you could listen to Topper talk all day, you could kiss him even longer.
Topper pulls away when oxygen becomes a necessity, and yet it still doesn’t seem long enough and you chase after his lips slightly. At the sight of your doe eyes and dazed expression, he smirks proudly.
“Don’t, uh,” you open and close your mouth a few times, your voice small. “Don’t do that to the business guys please.”
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I Am Writing A Book
For the past year I have been writing a book. A Book Of Poetry And Short Stories. It's almost finished and I will put 10 Stories into it. They are all thought through and a lot of them have already been written.
And I am so proud of myself.
Anyways, here I have a few pictures and short descriptions of the stories that will be in the book, to give you all a little idea of what is coming to you if you think you want to give my little project a closer look. I hope you can find something that is of your interest.
From brutality to sex over fantasy up to historical gay romance. I covered a lot.
I think I have done a pretty good job so far, and it will not take long until it is done. :)
The Men I've Had
She has had enough. Enough of their ego, them wanting to be better, them thinking they have the right. The right to do whatever they want with whoever they feel like. Grace Dennehy knows that everyone just looks away and lets them do as they please. She knows nothing will ever change unless somebody takes matters into their own hands. And so she does.
The Nun And The Nurse
The bible says it is a sin. God says it is a sin. They says she will go to hell for it. Burn eternally. For feeling the purest and most beautiful kind of love. The love for another woman.
Good Night, Little Kimmy
He has known her since she was a little child - But she is not a child anymore. She is a woman. A beautiful young woman who has yet to learn what the world can bring. And he wants to show her. Show her everything he can, but is it right? Is it acceptable? It can't be.
Prince Of Blood - Fate Of The Undead
What would happen if a Vampire Hunter got captured? What if she got captured by the man she was looking forward to kill? What if it turned into a game of fetch between cat and mouse? And what if he showed her what eternal life actually meant?
The Day I Died
She has to kill her. It is her fate, her role, her prophecy - but does she even want to? Does she have to? Because what if she loves her? What if she would rather die than harm her? What if she will?
In My Room
She threw up; every morning she threw up. She saw him in her dreams, night after night after night - and it wouldn't end. He wouldn't go away. He couldn't. He was dead.
Hunting Season
A chance. A chance she took and ran but then it hit her. She wouldn't get away. So she forgot and forgave. She could never escape. She was trapped. Inside his house, his basement, her own delusions. She couldn't leave, she didn't want to.
Silent Night - You Can Run But You Cannot Hide
Lilly and Billly have always been good. One December night, their mother tells them about a creature who visits those whose names are on the naughty list. He comes on christmas eve. And the two children learn about what happens to kids that don't behave.
Bonnie And Her Bride
Elizabeth Hyde's dearest friend is fed up with a life as housewife, under the resistant hand of a sweetheart, a boss and a father. So she takes Bonnie Parker with her, leaves their lives behind, along with everything they were used to and runs away, jumping right into gunfire. Little did she know how much trouble her decisions would bring.
Visitors
"We are writing the year 1983 and just outside my house, Bakerstreet 985, there is a U.F.O. It crashed in my backyard and I think there is something inside-" "Peter what the fuck are you doing?"
Alright, alright. I spent a hell of a time to create this ass post, just for my own satisfaction and to make it a little easier for myself to dive into my stories. I mean, it indeed is easier if you can see something, instead of just reading (even tho reading is also seeing something...)
Anyways, I hope could catch some of you for the one or the other story. I have been working on this book for about a year now, and it is almost done (Jesus, never decide to write a book. It kills you. Really.) But there is still a lot of work to do, so I suppose I could be done in like a year. But then I have to find a publisher... or publish it myself... which I am scared of i mean imagine it doesn't work. 0-0
ANYWAYS lets not think about this right now, haha.
There is a bunch of work ahead of me, but I am willing to do whatever it takes.
-Spencer C. Belford
#books#original story#i am wirting a book#christmas horror#period drama#unsolved mysteries#true crime#greek mythology#aliens#ufo#scifi#sapphic#wlw#lesbian pride#fantasy#vampire#christianity#author#writer#fiction
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Thanks for linking the daylight stuff!
Your takes were SO interesting, especially connecting the sad clown to his Halloween costume and spotting the tarot reader in the back. I think he had a tarot station at his Halloween show!
The video has a weird energy to me because it somehow feels like he’s in the middle of the late night talking and as it was narrative, as you said, but also like he’s turning a new page. It was also made in the middle of this era but only came out now.
do you think maybe he’s looking for a way out of the circus or has given up and accepted it? The horse imagery feels really final from your analysis tho I believe the death card represents change?
Brooooo 🤯
So we discussed here somewhere (probably deleted) about the bird and the fish right? How in the first album the bird is looking down at him in water (the album cover) and then the second album is fish eye and the last album is upside down. Holy shit. The sky and the sea mirror each other and look the same upside down. The reason the ocean looks blue is because it reflects the sky.
Anyway, so I’m on instagram and I come across this quote from Ever After “a bird may love a fish, but where would they live” “then I shall have to make you wings” and it all fucking clicks. Guys, the bird and the fish—daylight and golden/adore you. In MFASR he is a fish. Did he try to become a fish and a bird only to still be Harry?
Ever After is a retelling of Cinderella, the fairytale where a prince meets a low status woman who is kind and falls in love and then searches for her throughout the kingdom… are you all seeing the parallels now?
Anywho, just made that connection, kinda curious it connects to Cinderella, but he is Prince Charming/God of Love. God it’s so mythic isn’t it?
So back to responding to your ask… yes he did have tarot, the moon and the fool card at Harryween.
Yeah there is a feeling of chaos in all the music videos, like fast moving, lots going on. I feel like the energy of the Daylight mv seems to me to be a continuation of LNT. If we were to put the videos from this album in chronological order (sorta) I’d think it’d be MFASR, LNT, Daylight, As it Was. At the end of LNT he’s falling and in the beginning of Daylight he’s coming down into the circus. It’s a circus in his dreams and reality, you could see Daylight as showing he’s gotten deeper into the circus.
The death card is a card of transformation yes. The ending of something, an era. To me it’s Pluto vibes, you lose so you gain. You sacrifice something now for a better thing later on. Very much those vibes. For him, he’s accepted he’s lost something, sacrificed something for this career he wants. At least that’s how I read it.
I didn’t really see the death card in the horse shot. But if so than we’ve had three tarot card instances— 0 the fool (beginning of a journey, naïveté), 13 Death (end of a journey), 18 the moon (emotions, dreams, illusions). Kinda interesting he put the fool and the moon together. It symbolizes to me what we’ve been discussing about him evolving.
Anyway! There’s my thoughts.
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Imma throw this at ya though it’s outta nowhere but simply cause me an my sis have been making jokes about it.
When they change twitter to X it’s gonna be awkward when folk tell people to follow them.
When they change twitter to X ya ain’t gonna call it following anymore it’ll be called stalking.
When twitter changes to X ya won’t be tweeting anymore you’ll be crying.
When twitter changes to X you won’t be verified anymore you’ll be dumped.
When twitter changes to X things are gonna get awkward for a few reddit boards.
When twitter changes to X r/LatinoTwitter is gonna become r/LatinoX.
Elon is only changing Twitters name cause there wasn’t any other way to say he owned his X.
Elon changed twitters name to X because his families emerald mine dried up an he’s hoping for buried treasure.
When twitter changes to X we on tumblr can’t joke about checkmarks anymore it’ll just be x’s.
When twitter changes to X it won’t be the bird site anymore it’ll be Scott Pilgrim’s hell.
Disclaimer: My brain somehow filtered out the first line of your ask, because ADHD and or Dyslexia be like that some times,
My issues have been coming at me particularly hard lately, I'm skipping whole words when I'm typing them out, not sure what to do about it other than triple my proofreading efforts.
so I was thinking this was some kind of slam poetry instead of jokes, in retrospect the Scott Pilgrim thing should have given me pause, so I went in with this trying to come up with a serious answer.
Which I'm leaving because I learned some stuff I didn't already know and will assume others might do the same.
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Asprin is (or was) a trademarked name owned by the Bayer company, Jet Ski, Rollerblade, Jacuzzi, Band-Aid, Xerox, Jello, and just a ton of others are brands that have transcended to the level where their name is just what we call things.
People will still call Twitter Twitter, hasn't changed the domain name yet just the logo, and I doubt anyone but the musk fan club will be calling it "X" even if he does.
As for the family mine, pretty sure he's got nothing to do with that, believe he disavowed that part of his family even before getting going on PayPal.
You know I've never actually looked all that up tho, so I just did.
His father was elected to the Pretoria City Council as a representative of the anti-apartheid Progressive Party and has said that his children shared their father's dislike of apartheid.
That's not something I've heard anyone ever say. Let's see some more about his dad, I've literally never bothered to look any of this up so it's all new information, confirming what I've seen people saying, or totally contradicting what I've seen people saying.
In November 2022, Snopes debunked rumours linking the mine to slavery and apartheid, and linked to an article published in The New Yorker that referenced Musk's part ownership of the mine.
I bet snopes was unhappy about having to debunk the bit about slavery and apartheid there.
Also explains why this is new information to me, since nobody seems to want to give the man a fair shake, he's a tool and a douchebag but it would appear many of the other bits of info are false.
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all that aside, folks are still gonna call it twitter, the name is ingrained in our minds, why he's decided to change it is perplexing, at least I haven't heard a reason he may have one I dunno.
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Going back over the whole thing after reading about them being jokes makes this double funny, and slightly embarrassing on my part, you did forget a few additional bits of info.
It's becoming X (ask how I can remember a mid 90's trip hop group but spell cow wrong)
youtube
It's also gonna give it to ya (why isn't there a official, unedited version of the video dammit)
youtube
RIP DMX, you went hard from start to finish
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For the writing ask meme :)))
He prays to you, still.
Sometimes at his bedside, arms crossed over the mattress.
His knees creak when he straightens, and your grace reaches for him.
It wants to hold him. It wants to soothe his aches. It wants an excuse to brush against his soul.
After all, it is a part of you.
You worry.
There is nothing you can give him.
You worry.
He has given you everything.
You worry.
Where is his happiness, in this home that is yours?
You worry. You worry. You worry.
AAAH omg okay thank you for the ask!!! <333
first of all, i wrote woven out of the silence completely on impulse. it's probably, like, the most unedited/rushed fic I've written since the first one i posted here in march. it started off as an idea where i wanted to do a retrospective view into, like, the post-canon destiel love story because retrospectives are self-indulgent and fun for me, personally. i essentially had the phrase "this is how it happens" in my head and just. wrote around it.
the format is a little neither-this-nor-that because i am not. like — I'd never written poetry intentionally before. but the concept for woven was like. it wouldn't come out as a fic when i tried. so i was like okay this is words and idk if it's prose or poetry but it sure IS WORDS.
with most of my destiel fics, i just kind of love exploring the relationship dean and cas have that's never explicitly spelled out. i feel like a lot of their love is in the spaces between the big words and the grand gestures. like the little things they don't tell each other about and/or have become habit just because they have spent so much time together.
in this post-canon universe, this is cas catching dean praying at his bedside and realizing that it was habit and not, like, a consequence of their circumstances. it's Cas' grace reaching out to dean in an unconscious gesture, because that's what it's always done. there's a piece of cas that's with dean, that's always aware of him, his soul and body, and that fights to soothe any and every ache it can sense. i think i wanted that to come across, essentially— that cas is constantly with Dean, even when he's not with him.
the version of cas is my head is extremely insecure, and doesn't expect anyone to treat his needs as anything worth satisfying. being with dean changes this for him, to an extent, but he's still got a very warped view of it all. like he is not afraid to want things and he is greedy enough to keep whatever he's given and he's snarky and he's got this...fire, but beyond it all, there's this. awful feeling of inadequacy.
he's being seen and heard, but he's so sure that there is no way that people would bother that he doesn't notice that he's being seen and heard. which is what's happening in the "worry" segment. this is the part before he confronts dean. it's a little self-absorbed in a way, but again, it stems from a place of just being isolated and different and never being actually understood his whole life. also. he's just not used to seeing dean happy. he doesn't understand dean's happiness any more than he understands his own. he's like "dean wants to give me things because he loves me (as a brother/a friend) and doesn't want me to leave and he doesn't care about himself so he's just not saying anything even tho he can leave me and I'll still be here and he can go get what he really wants."
and like. it's messed up!!! because like!!! dean COULD NOT be more open to read — esp. in this fic — but cas is just. SO STUPID ABOUT IT.
which again. i love when they are essentially just in love and everyone except them kind of sees it. moron4moron, truly.
also omg I'm so sorry this is stupid long i don't have anything that deep to discuss really i just love talking about destiel my bad 😭❤️
send me a snippet from a fic of mine for the DVD commentary
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april TC challenge days 1-10 by @morethanwords0475 <3
this challenge seems like fun so i thought i'd participate yay :)
catching up and hopefully doing it daily afterwards ^^
Day 1: Happy April Fool’s! Have you ever pranked your TC; if so, how did they react?
nope and i don't think i ever would. i just don't have the guts to prank teachers (or even friends) haha
Day 2: What is the earliest thing you can remember about your TC?
oh god i love this memory pahahaha
i was new in class (i changed schools two weeks after the year started) and the very first lesson was J's religion lesson. i remember him talking about Jesus smoking weed and being high or something and at first I thought “where the hell did i land here” lmao😭
so my first impression of him was like "who tf is this guy and what did he smoke"
Day 3: Do you like your TC’s subject? Do you consider yourself to be good at it?
hmm with him as a teacher i do like it because, as i mentioned before, he teaches religion, but it feels more like philosophy. and i definitely prefer the latter haha
seeing as philosophy (and religion) are very subjective topics, i can't be objectively good at it. when comparing myself to my classmates i would say i'm more interested in philosophy, books by philosophers and all the ideas than them. that doesn't make me good at it tho, so unfortunately there's no answer for that sdlkghsldkg
Day 4: How do you feel about your age gap?
it's a pretty normal age gap for a student and a teacher to have i guess slkdghsldkgh (our age gap is approximately around 35 years)
Day 5: Have you ever said anything to your TC that showed you favoured them? Have they said anything like that to you?
in our conversation on teams, i mentioned that i really liked his lessons and his way of teaching. in his reply, he thanked me for it and said that's most important to him. :) i don't know the exact wording, but i can dig up the message and post it if anyone's interested
Day 6: Have you ever noticed any small habits that they have? If so, what comes to mind first?
J is ALWAYS so confused and really aloof. like, that man can't hold a thought for a second. if you ask him a question, be prepared for a ramble that goes on for half an hour without ever mentioning the topic of your question again. it's so funny honestly😭
Day 7: What gift would you really like to be able to give them, regardless of if it’s realistic or not?
okay. man. this is really fucking weird. please don't think i'm weird😭 also not exactly a gift, i'd want it back haha
buuut i've always thought how i so desperately want to give him my little notebooks i carry everywhere which are diaries, poetry collections, just my thoughts scrabbled out on paper. i want him to understand me and by reading these notebooks, he would.
as a real gift, i think a book annotated by me would be nice, i just want him to see my thoughts about books he's read too
Day 8: Does your TC ever talk about what it was like when they were still a student?
he did, once. he told us how he had no idea what he wanted to do after school and how he was actually a really bad student. i really felt him in that moment slkghsghslk
Day 9: Does your TC have a significant other? If so, what do you know about them and how do you feel about them?
yesss he has a wife and they've been married for a reaaaally long time i think. i saw her once with him at our school prom, they were sitting on the table next to us, and both of us were eating. at the time, i avoided him and tried to act like i didn't see him in hopes of him not noticing me lol. about his wife - if he talks about her, it's only ever positive so i can imagine she's really nice. :)
Day 10: What is the longest time you have gone without seeing them?
of course the usual summer break, but actually right now! he had a pretty bad skiing accident around the start of february, so i haven't seen him since then. if everything's good, i'll hopefully see him again on friday!
but it actually made me really sad that i didn't see J for so long because i promised myself i would try to talk to him before i never saw him again. i know he sometimes talks to students who stay behind after his lessons, sometimes for a really long time, and especially after the awkward end of our conversation on teams i really really want to have a long and thorough conversation with him just once.
i don't really have a lot of possibilities anymore, time is running out, so i'll have to be brave and find an opportunity and then actually talk to him haha. wish me luck, i'll surely make more posts about this lol
#april tc challenge#male teacher crush#teacher crush community#teacher crush#teacher attachment#tc struggles#tc community#tc blog#male tc
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AHH u dont know how happy i am to see an alphabet type of fic that isn’t exclusively nsfw, ty so much for doing something so nice!! may i request a matchup for jujutsu kaisen?
- i'm 18 & my pronouns are they/she, and i prefer men
- i space out a lot & tend to be quiet (not shy) but when i start talking i turn waay loud, i tend to dramatize small things but then have a stoic attitude towards big/unexpected stuff. i can be passive-aggressive a lot of times & show fondness by teasing/being a little shit. I plan a lot for the future and am internally organized.
- some positive attributes are: giving my undivided attention when listening (being quiet plays a huge role in this), my friends say i’m generous & go over the top when giving but definitely not with my food(unless i REALLY love u), i never lash out on anybody no matter the intensity of my emotions & distance myself before conversing, i’m pretty solid with keeping secrets & promises to others (not with myself tho-).
- negative attributes are: i overthink a lot & almost never share anything about it i can’t pry the energy out to explain most of the time, i’m generally very distant even when i’m in a good headspace and this often sends mixed signals, i’m very pessimistic, i have trouble opening up.
- i really love cooking & baking (biggest stress repellent), i often draw my recipes so it's easier for me to know what i’m making, i also read & write in my free time too!!
- i don’t have many dislikes but maybe not being listened to, and a dealbreaker would be if the person can get controlling bc i don’t like it when my plans/goals are disrupted.
- zodiac signs would be: gemini sun, aries moon, virgo rising, and gemini venus. and my love language is physical affection, quality time and absolutely spoiling with gifts!
- the letters i’ll pick would be: O, W, R
ty so much again!!
🦇 anon
You're very welcome, and thank you for joining the event! I've gotta admit, I do mostly write smut these days, but it's really nice to write some good old fluff sometimes too. ☺️
Anyway, I think you would pair really nicely with…
Inumaki Toge!
The quiet yet chaotic couple. 😽 You both choose your words carefully (in his case because he has no choice 😅) and are unexpectedly fond of being teasing little shits. You’re very attentive and he’s very experienced with non-verbal communication, so you’re able to understand each other even when other people can’t. He appreciates your organization and forward thinking, and finds your dramatic tendencies adorable. And even if he can’t easily say how much he cares about you, he’s a very reliable, loyal, and comforting boyfriend when you’re feeling especially pessimistic.
O is for On Cloud Nine
He’s not super outwardly expressive, so the changes brought by being in love are pretty subtle to someone who doesn’t know what to look for - especially since that high collar is pretty good for hiding a blush. It’s a good thing one of your love languages is physical touch, because that’s the easiest way for him to express himself - being near you as much as he can, resting a hand on your shoulder or waist, etc. Maki and Panda will obviously give him so much shit for hooking up with a senpai. 😂
R is for Romance
Since Toge can’t exactly spout poetry to you or even just simply tell you he loves you, he has to get creative with the romance. Maybe the next time you open your sketch pad to draw a new recipe, you’ll find a cute doodle he made of the two of you. Or maybe when you head back to your dorm room after a hard day of training, you’ll find a new book you’ve been wanting waiting for you on the night stand. He won’t ask, but he secretly thinks it would be very romantic for you to read aloud to him, since you also don’t share your voice with just anybody.
W is for Wild Card
You get your own safe word: “tenmusu (tempura shrimp)” which is roughly “I love you” or a general expression of affection/admiration for you. 😘
I hope you enjoyed the matchup! 🥰 Inumaki is so cute/badass. Cuteass? 🤔
#alphabet matchup event#jujutsu kaisen matchup#jjk matchup#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jjk x reader#inumaki toge x reader
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tag from foot2rue is gay, here’s the receipt (just copy/pasting my live reaction to watching season 1 to friends)
1/ there's a sort of love triangle between two guys and a girl. the situation is that guy 1 and 2 are childhood besties that spend all their time together but one day a girl becomes part of their friend group. guy 2 gets a crush on her immediatly and guy 1 get PISSED and for a good almost 10 eps it REALLY looks like he's jealous that guy 2 pay attention to her, and not... what they meant to convey, that he supposedly has a crush on her also
2/ the boring het couple are together now BUT as soon as they are there's a jealousy ep (couldn't wait a bit longer to make them look like a real couple even) and THE DUDE. get jealous. in the MOST gay way like. talks about his "rival" like "he's so cool, and nice, and handsome, i get why she would prefer him to me" like do you hear yourself boy????? he tries to do the "angry boyfriend" thing of talking to the dude but gets flustered instead cause the guy just too handsome like COME ON writers
3/ in one ep he runs away and the only person he tells/says goodbye to is one of his guy friend (not even bestie, but another i can totally see him have a crush on), and not his "gf"
4/ other ep bestie isn't here and everyone is midly upset... expect main dude who is VERY upset, like nothing can cheer him up upset. gay boy. he's so upset his other friends are annoyed about it
5/ same ep: cause bestie isn't there they have to find another player and mc decide to pick their nemesis, his teammates are like "you lost your fuckin mind" but he goes on a monologue about how nemesis deserves a chance and he can relate to him and shit like BOY
if there's no enemy to lover fic about these two, the fuck is this fandom doing
it's like poetry... the closeted gay boy who feels he would be rejected at any moment if his peers knew about him, and while he's currently popular, can't help but be stressed about this possibility so much he doesn't really fit in (from his point of view) and looks at how his nemesis is rejected by everyone for being openly himself (tho not about his sexuality) and think "we're the same" hence why he reach for him even if it means all his friends being mad at him... for the hope that if he gets rejected just like the nemesis one day, maybe at least one person would do the same thing he just did for that dude
5/ i legit gasped LOUDLY cause holy shit the dramaaaa
obv the rest of the team don't want to play with the nemesis so they're playing badly and almost loosing until nemesis has no choice but give up
mc is like "the fuck is your problem" to teammates and they're like "we'd rather play as 4" (there's 5 people in teams) and mc is like "yeah? well get ready to play at 3"
and fuckin LEAVES
with the NEMESIS
ABANDONING HIS TEAMMATES
6/ this boy gonna make me faint... they just won the match that qualified them to the final and he LEFT before his team even started to go all YEAAAAH to follow the nemesis, like, this was more important to him
7/ next ep: mc gets up in the night and guess who he meets? his nemesis. who CHEERS him up, even tho they couldn't stand each other until last ep but mc being on his side must have meant so much to him they're on good terms now
also mc is sad over the thought of loosing his friends (in text, he has no real reason to believe he's gonna lose them)(in gay reading tho? oooooh boy) and AGAIN the way he talk to ex-nemesis about it, the one he relate the most to? bitch........
8/ i'm crying laughing....... ex-nemesis after all that "and your gf?" as in, what does she think of all this, and tag says he didn't tell her any of it (cause again the only one he felt like telling is ex-nemesis) and then PROMPTLY change the subject like i'm banging my fist on the table DUDE
9/ the fact that mc gets upset at his "gf" all the fuckin time but never treat his guy friends/crush that way (he had ONE fight with bestie but apologized quickly and it was a whole scene)(has he ever apologized to her? maybe once over all the times they got mad at each other)
10/ mc chose to babysit a kid even tho he had a date planned with his "gf", ditching her like he'd... rather do that, than spend time with her
11/ SCREAMING end of ep there's a good news for the team, everyone is cheering then the fuckin ex-nemesis enters frame but far away from them and winks
for a sec i was like "who the fuck is he winking to? the audience?" but THEN zoom on mc's face, who winks back (he's the only one who saw nemesis, and og wink was meant for him precisely) like can you guys... stop... doing this to me
12/ i counted 4 boys tag seems to have a crush on in only 1 season
#I rant about stuff#like i HAD to take notes there was so many instances#it's not even all of them#foot 2 rue
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