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#I wish Fran didn’t steal my phone Bc he was scared I’d drunk text people
lalunangel · 3 years
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I got really shit faced with the guys and they girls were being all types of responsible and I was jealous Bc I was too busy trying to vibe with the guys but we took cute pictures and I look so happy.
I can remember all that happened but my main thing with drinking with this group is that I can’t be touched.. I’ll freak out.. and it’s nothing to do with them and everything to do with an experience in highschool when we were all together. I was so safe. I knew I was safe and when I started feeling scared of one of the boys all my friends were like “when she says to stop touching he you need to stop” and now I’m realizing that everything that happened that night couldn’t have been avoided.. he was going to find his way regardless. I have a massive bruise from when someone grabbed me but it wasn’t out of aggression it was because they’ve all learned that if I go outside I’m gonna want to run around and play like a child so he grabbed me rough on accident to keep me from bolting down the stairs. Yesterday felt so good.. so great.. I want to scream that’s how happy I am today about everything.
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