I’m gonna reintroduce myself or, if you’re a new follower, introduce myself.
Hi, my name is Steve! If you followed me before, you would’ve known me as Loren, or Apollo if you followed me even before that. I’m a 19 year old student studying theatre. I have been diagnosed with ADHD, autism, chronic depression, and selective mutism, along with multiple chronic disorders that I don’t want to take the time to name. I use he/they pronouns.
I ship stevebucky, sambucky, all caps and various other marvel ships, but at the moment I’m mainly into stevebucky! I write fics and draw sometimes. I’m slow at writing but I try my best, so if you want to request something or share headcanons for my ships, my inbox is always open.
A little PSA: I do write NSFW fics mainly containing daddy kink and sometimes age regression. Please do not read them if you are a minor, I don’t want to have a guilty conscience about exposing kids to kink like that.
Little known fact about me: I am an age regressor, I use this to cope with trauma. I regress between the ages of 3-5. It is not a sexual thing. I have two caregivers who help take care of me and I love them very much.
My inbox is always open, and I love to talk to new people. You can talk to me about whatever you like (just try not to like, vent as soon as we start talking). I love to talk about my cats, stevebucky, and my special interests. I promise I won’t bite!
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TSB Mark IV Week 3 Roundup!
For those that missed the announcement (we will also be sending an email later this week, if needed), the information in the posting format below is now MANDATORY every time you post a fill, on every platform you post it. This is to save our mods time, and keep our readers/viewers informed as to what content they’re getting. You can direct questions to rebelmeg or ceealaina through the Discord server, or send an email to
[email protected].
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Title: Mer-Pepperony
Collaborator: newnewyorker93
Card Number: 4042
Link: Tumblr
Square Filled: S1 - Merpeople
Ship: Pepperony
Rating: Gen
Major Tags: Art, Mermaid AU
Summary: Pencil drawings of Tony & Pepper as merpeople
Word Count: N/A
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Title: I’m a little lamb who’s lost in the woods
Collaborator: camichat
Card Number: 4049
Link: AO3
Square Filled: S4 - Myths and Legends
Ship: Happy Hogan/Tony Stark
Rating: Teen
Major Tags: Forbidden love, Mentions of: alcoholism, drugs, suicide
Summary: Tony was annoyed by his guardian angel. And then he went and fell in love with him. Happy was still kind of annoying.
Word Count: 2002
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Title: What’s New Pussycat?
Collaborator: ceealaina
Card Number: 4008
Link: AO3
Square Filled: K1 - Image: Uh, Kitties?
Ship: IronHusbands
Rating: Teen
Major Tags: Romantic Fluff, Domesticity
Summary: After crashing through a wall at the Bad Guy Lair of the Week, Tony finds cats. A lot of cats. And entire roomful of cats. Apparently Avengers Tower is now a shelter for cats as well as superheroes...
Word Count: 1829
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Title: Inktober - Day 27
Collaborator: monobuu
Card Number: 4040
Link: Tumblr
Square Filled: T5 - Flight
Ship: None
Rating: Gen
Major Tags: None
Summary: Beware. A cutie patootie is in the air.
Word Count: N/A
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Title: Kidnap the Sandy Claws!
Collaborator: monobuu
Card Number: 4040
Link: Tumblr
Square Filled: A4 - Masks
Ship: WinterIronWidow
Rating: Gen
Major Tags: None
Summary: Trick or treat bitches.
Word Count: N/A
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Title: Well Endowed with a Palliative Phallus
Collaborator: Politzania
Card Number: 4007
Link: AO3
Square Filled: T3 - Sex Magic
Ship: None
Rating: Mature
Major Tags: Drabble, Crack, Bisexual!Tony, Literal Magical Healing Cock
Summary: Tony's a little freaked out by the favor a sorcerer just granted him.
Word Count: 100
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Title: Hap’loo-een
Collaborator: JehBeeEh
Card Number: 4058
Link: AO3
Square Filled: A4 - Image: Stark Tower
Ship: Stony
Rating: Gen
Major Tags: Superfamily, Halloween Fluff
Summary: “Dada? Dada!” Peter called out as soon as the elevator doors opened.“Don’t worry, we’ll find him,” Steve replied with a laugh as Peter kept shrieking out for his dad, making every head pop up from behind the computer screens of the 11th Floor of Stark Tower.Steve could feel his cheeks flush at all the oohs and ahs that came from the staff as he walked across the rows of desk towards the boardroom he’d been told Tony was in. Him and Peter visiting Tony always got plenty of attention. Them in full Halloween costumes was a sight to behold.
Word Count: 1241
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Title: stars in my crown
Collaborator: Simi
Card Number: 4066
Link: AO3
Square Filled: S3 - Cinderella Story
Ship: Stuckony
Rating: Mature
Major Tags: Mob AU, Female Tony Stark, Weddings, Toni is Peter's Mother
Summary: In which there's a wedding, and Toni's not happy at all when Bucky and Steve's phones start ringing during the ceremony.
Word Count: 5843
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Title: What’s New Pussycat?
Collaborator: ceealaina
Card Number: 4008
Link: Tumblr
Square Filled: K1 - Image: Uh, Kitties
Ship: IronHusbands
Rating: Gen
Major Tags: Romantic Fluff, Domestic
Summary: After crashing through a wall at the Bad Guy Lair of the Week, Tony finds cats. A lot of cats. And entire roomful of cats. Apparently Avengers Tower is now a shelter for cats as well as superheroes…
Word Count: 1829
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Title: A Prince (And A Cat) Does What He Wants
Collaborator: MagicaDraconia16
Card Number: 4019
Link: AO3
Square Filled: A5 - Magic
Ship: none
Rating: Gen
Major Tags: Humor, cats, and Loki
Summary: Whilst the Avengers are fighting Amora the Enchantress, a bolt of her magic hits T'Challa and innocent bystander Loki. Loki does not appreciate the terms of her spell, and uses his own magic to twist it into a form of his choosing. It's just unfortunate that T'Challa ends up turning into the same animal, too. And no-one can understand him but Loki. Terrible shame, that.
Word Count: 2703
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Title: Damaged Wings
Collaborator: camichats
Card Number: 4049
Link: AO3
Square Filled: S1 - Natasha Romanov/Black Widow
Ship: IronWidow
Rating: Teen
Major Tags: Mentions of torture, Trauma related to wing damage
Summary: Natasha and Tony don’t get together because they’re both superheroes; they get together because they’re in the same support group for people with permanent wing damage.
Word Count: 2931
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Title: Molecular Overload
Collaborator: katling
Card Number: 4062
Link: AO3
Square Filled: K5 - Worst Case Scenario
Ship: none
Rating: Teen
Major Tags: major character death
Summary: In 1883, the explosion of Krakatoa was heard around the world. Six months after the Civil War, there was another explosion heard around the world.
Word Count: 1547
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Title: with or without his unhallowed touch - Chapter 25
Collaborator: deathsweetqueen
Card Number: 4066
Link: AO3
Square Filled: S5 - Premonition
Ship: Toni/Steve/Bucky, unrequited Toni/Thanos
Rating: Explicit
Major Tags: Tony is Kidnapped by Thanos, Tony is the Soul Stone, Female Tony Stark, Obsessive Behavior, Non-Consensual Body Modification, Emotional Manipulation, Stockholm Syndrome, Emotional/Psychological Abuse, Physical Abuse, Domestic Violence, Forced Relationship, Gaslighting, Rape/Non-con Elements, Warnings for this Chapter: Explicit Violence, Major Character Death, and Cannibalism
Summary: Toni sees the Chitauri mothership high above her, sees the hundreds and thousands of warships that circle the Earth, and she knows, she knows. She thinks, oh, I understand. A beat. Her hand burns. Wow, we are so fucked. She lets the bomb slide out of her hands, watches as it floats towards the mothership, and fire rains down on her, even in the dark, pale, cold hollow of space. She laughs, breathlessly, thinks of all the ones who’d loved her the most, and dies.
Word Count: 132,153
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Title: Take That, Howard!
Collaborator: jamesbuckystark
Card Number: 4013
Link: Tumblr
Square Filled: A1 - Found Family
Ship: Rhodey/Tony (Background Peter/Harley, SamBucky)
Rating: Gen
Major Tags: Howard Stark’s A+ Parenting, Rhodey punches well
Summary: When Howard and Maria accidentally time travel to the present, Rhodey wastes no time letting the elder Stark know what he thinks of him.
Word Count: 1322
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Title: Revenge Snack
Collaborator: hddnone
Card Number: 4006
Link: AO3
Square Filled: K3 - Lost & Found
Ship: WinterIron
Rating: Mature
Major Tags: Graphic Violence, Cannibalism, Wendigo Bucky
Summary: It was supposed to be just a field test of the latest Stark weapons. That’s why Obie had Tony tag along with Rumlow’s group. Tony hated it, but he could survive this stupid woodsy camping trip. Turns out he’d be the only one.
Word Count: 2217
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Title: A Simple Question
Collaborator: katling
Card Number: 4062
Link: AO3
Square Filled: T2 - Denial
Ship: none
Rating: Teen
Major Tags: not Team Cap friendly
Summary: It's a simple question, Captain Rogers? Who will you choose? Tony knows the answer but Wanda, unfortunately, doesn't. Until she does.
Word Count: 1096
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Title: Kiss for a Kiss
Collaborators: newnewyorker93 & rebelmeg
Card Number: 4042 (newnewyorker93), 4034 (rebelmeg)
Link: AO3
Square Filled: 4042, A4 - mission gone wrong
4034, R3 - marriage
Ship: Pepperony
Rating: Gen
Major Tags: Iron Family, Halloween fic, fluff
Summary: After a full day of Halloween festivities at SI, Pepper heads home for some much more personal tricks and treats.
Word Count: 2204
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Title: Haunted Houses - Chapter 1
Collaborator: 4012
Card Number: iam93percentstardust
Link: AO3
Square Filled: K5 - Ghosts
Ship: Tony & Bucky, pre-Stuckony
Rating: Gen
Major Tags: Past Major Character Death, Howard Stark’s A+ Parenting
Summary: Bucky decides that he doesn’t want to move toward the light after he dies. Instead, he settles down where he’s always lived and keeps everyone else out by haunting the place. He meets his match though in Steve, a real estate agent who’s too stubborn to give up on the house, and Tony, recently come into his inheritance and looking for a place to hide.
Word Count: 1151
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Title: Little Red Riding Hood
Collaborator: rebelmeg
Card Number: 4034
Link: Tumblr
Square Filled: A2 - Happily Ever After
Ship: Pepperony
Rating: Gen
Major Tags: moodboard, drabble, sorta song fic, tooth rotting fluff
Summary: Tony is a crooner, Pepper’s almost a swooner, and teenage Morgan thinks they’re both disgusting.
Word Count: 100
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Title: DUM-E’s plant
Collaborator: LBibliophile
Card Number: 4090
Link: Tumblr
Square Filled: T5 - Robots
Ship: Tony Stark & DUM-E
Rating: Gen
Major Tags: fanart/comic
Summary: DUM-E gets a present, and discovers that looking after a plant is harder than a TON-E.
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Title: Deep as the Ocean
Collaborator: RiotFalling
Card Number: 4052
Link: AO3
Square Filled: K3 - WTF
Ship: WinterIron
Rating: Explicit
Major Tags: established relationship, hand wavey comic book magic, banter, humor, octo!Bucky, consentacles, Confirmed monsterfucker Tony Stark
Summary: Another day, another magical mishap. At least most of the team gets hit this time, and Tony is really trying to focus on that rather than one person in particular. It’s not his fault! He grew up with the internet!
Word Count: 6688
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Title: sweet dreams are made of this
Collaborator: peachy
Card Number: 4017
Link: AO3
Square Filled: A2 - AU: Coffeeshop
Ship: Stony
Rating: Gen
Major Tags: coffeeshop au, fluff, flirting
Summary: In front of him is the blond-haired, blue-eyed barista that kept Tony coming back week after week. He made the best mochas, yes, without a doubt, but he always asked how Tony was doing like he really cared about the answer. It was nice, if Tony didn’t think too long about the fact that his most stable relationship is with his barista.
Word Count: 593
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Title: Monster Movie Madness
Collaborator: dracusfyre
Card Number: 4032
Link: AO3
Square Filled: A5 - Humor
Ship: FrostIron
Rating: Gen
Major Tags: none
Summary: Tony knew Halloween would be Loki’s favorite holiday.
Word Count: 1638
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Title: Ashes and Silver
Collaborator: corsets_and_cardigans
Card Number: 4061
Link: Tumblr
Square Filled: T1 - AU: Gothic
Ship: Stony
Rating: Teen
Major Tags: Spooky atmosphere, ghosts, witches, minor angst.
Summary: Originally for the Sever bingo square: Cursed Object (it was filled, so now Gothic Horror). Steve is looking for something special and Tony’s mother. He finds much more.
Word Count: 3363
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SamBucky + sigh - @sarsaparillaswords
“Barnes, you’re increasing the carbon dioxide in here by like 80%,” Sam muttered, not even looking up from his newspaper. The ex-assassin had been staring off into space for the last 20 minutes, occasionally heaving the loudest, most put-upon sighs.
“What’s your problem, man? Miss Steve? He’ll be back in a few months...”
Bucky made a face. “He keeps texting me. ‘Remember to be nice to Sam, Buck,’ and ‘Are you eating? You should try sushi!’ -- like I haven’t been out in the world longer’n him--”
“So why the dramatic sighing, Barnes?”
Bucky didn’t say Because I was just remembering how your eyes look in the sun. Instead, he said “Was thinking about cats.”
“Cats?”
“Yeah. You know when they stare at the air all creepy-like?”
“...yeah?”
“What if they’re seeing ghosts?”
Sam took his coffee out on the balcony, trying hard not to react to Bucky’s stupid snorting laugh.
“Jesus Christ, Bucky, sigh any more and we’ll get condensation on the windows.”
Bucky risked a sideways at Sam, taking in the muscles of his arms as he moved his hand from the gearstick to the steering wheel. That purple t-shirt was going to be the death of him. He unconsciously sighed again.
The way you smiled at me when I made you coffee makes me want to be the one to make it for you every morning for the rest of our lives.
“Barnes. What is it?”
“If mermaids are half-human--”
“Bucky, what the fuck--”
“Wouldn’t their skin get all wrinkly and like... slough off?”
“Barnes, that’s disgusting.” Sam wrinkled his nose as he glanced over his shoulder, signalling to change lanes. He frowned a little. Dammit, why didn’t mermaid skin get all fucked up?
“We can google it.”
“What’s with the sigh now?”
It had become a sort of game by now; since Bucky wasn’t becoming any less enamoured with Sam, his pining and sighing wasn’t going anywhere. At least it was fun to make up a new reason each time, trying to draw a laugh out of Sam.
You loaned me your hoodie last week and it smelled like you and now I don’t want to give it back. Also, I stretched the hell out of it.
“In my day, this was a luxury,” Bucky said, gesturing to the bowl of microwave popcorn that they were sharing. Sam hummed thoughtfully.
“Because it was expensive?”
“Nah, because we only had enough heat to pop one kernel at a time.”
“Shut the fuck up, Barnes.”
“A bowl this size would take days.”
Sam pelted Bucky with a handful of popcorn.
“That’s hours and hours of labour, Sam. Ungrateful whippersnapper.”
It was the ‘whippersnapper’ that made Sam lose it, leaning against Bucky for support as he shook with laughter. Bucky’s shoulder felt warm long after Sam moved his hand.
Bucky closed his eyes against the bright sun, enjoying the warmth of the grass beneath him. Sam had insisted that they go to a nearby park and get some fresh air, fearing that they were becoming antisocial shut-ins. He heaved a huge, happy(ish) sigh.
“Yeah?” Sam asked from beside him, the amusement apparent in his voice. He enjoyed the silly shit that Bucky came up with to hide whatever was really bothering him. It wasn’t the worst way for him to cope, so Sam didn’t press too much.
I thought I heard you crying last night and it took every fibre of my being not to come hold you.
“Do you think the first ever human to try cow’s milk was shunned by his tribe?”
Sam laughed, rich and happy. Bucky’s heart hurt a little.
“Okay, I’ll bite. What the fuck are you talking about?”
“Just imagine-- they go over and start sucking on the cow’s udders--”
“The rest of the tribe is saying ‘Oog is a freak, man,’” Sam added, making Bucky sputter with surprised laughter.
He has a terrible sense of humour. Upgrade this infatuation to love. Shit.
Bucky wasn’t sure how to react when Sam called him to join him on a date. Not like that-- not quite. Sam’s date had stood him up (Bucky seethed at the very idea), and since there was a reservation at a nice restaurant going to waste, Sam had invited him to have dinner.
“Just come eat some pricey steak and don’t think too much about it,” Sam had said breezily. Bucky had swallowed hard.
“Oh...okay.”
Now, Bucky was seated across from Sam, and the candlelight was doing wonders for his already attractive features, bringing out his cheekbones and expressive brown eyes.
“Damn, not even some good wine and steak can stop the melancholy, Barnes?” Sam said, his smile a little bit forced. Bucky sat up, painfully aware that he’d been staring woefully at Sam and, yes, sighing.
“What’s wrong, man? I know you brush it off with jokes, but... something’s bothering you.”
It’s you.
“It’s you.” Dammit. “I mean-- not like that.”
“Then explain, ‘cause that was kind of a shitty thing to say,” Sam said, raising an eyebrow.
“I can’t stop thinking about you. And your stupid annoying laugh. And your loud music. And your ugly handsome face.”
“My ugly handsome face,” Sam repeated, laughing a little.
“I dunno, this is hard for me. Cut me a break.”
Sam smiled. “Now, why would I do that?” He signalled to the waiter and Bucky’s heart sank. Sam was eager to leave, and he’d fucked up a perfectly good friendship--
“Can you bring another bottle of wine and... hmm, some garlic bread? And -- Barnes?”
Bucky made an inquisitive sound, feeling wrong-footed.
Sam’s smile was slow but certain, his eyes holding some mischief in them even by the dim candlelight.
“Wanna order dessert? We’re gonna be here a while.”
Bucky sighed, his mouth hot against Sam’s neck. Breathless, Sam laughed softly.
“Thought we took care of the sad sighs,” he murmured, his fingers busy undoing Bucky’s shirt buttons.
“Mm-mm,” Bucky hummed. “Wasn’t a sad one.”
Soon enough, he had Sam sighing in an entirely different way.
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