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#I thought I could go one fucking year without crying on Christmas but nooo they had to make sure I suffer
petrichorpetals · 3 years
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#the government is going to use that shit to track you#the democrats are trying to ban hamburgers!!!!#aquila shut up no one cares#my mental health is wild rn bc of two different things entirely out of my control#like a third is I suddenly got let go at my job the day after Christmas bc I was told I was just hired seasonal only#me increasingly confused because I was never informed of this before: what#I'm not too mad bc I'd have to either quit or only work part time only in about a month or so when classes start back but#it doesn't stop me from being upset that me leaving wasn't on my terms like I planned#I've also been an idiot lately and looking at something that has like tw:suicide and going I feel fine I can look at that#then questioning why I feel terrible the next day#like I wonder genius#the first factor came from my abusive parents driving up and demanding they see me on Christmas#I thought I could go one fucking year without crying on Christmas but nooo they had to make sure I suffer#then like at Christmas dinner at my boyfriend's house his brother in law said that he wouldn't get the covid vaccine bc#.... needless to say I was pissed#like you've been vaccinated before dumbass and you carry around a phone. the government doesn't need to use the covid vaccine for that#it's been a lot in the span of a few days to process and really the only thing to do until class starts is vote in the runoff#which I'll be increasingly glad I won't get ads for after because I'm tired of republicans desperately filling my mailbox#mostly with scare ads like <- a real ad I got in the mail#I'd be funny if it weren't so exhausting#I just want to watch one YouTube video without having to hear about RADICAL JON OSOFF#tbh it's mostly warnock they run attack ads against#I can probably quote them by heart at this point tbh#like let me listen to twin size mattress for the twentieth time and leave me to write in peace#personal#honestly my tumblr is just a diary and scrapbook art this point
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lovemesomesurveys · 5 years
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Do you ever hang out with your ex?: No. Would you like the ability to read minds?: Nooo. That would definitely be more harmful and a burden than anything. Do you see the same people everyday? Yes. What are you wearing? Christmas-y leggings  and a black shirt. Would you go out in public like that? I’d change the leggings.
What are you doing tomorrow? My mom and I might go see Glass, depending on how we feel. Have you ever made out on a couch?: No. Are you mad at anyone right now?: No. Do you have any text messages that you don’t want other people reading?: No. My only texts are from my parents, younger brother, and my Nana. Are you a different person now than you were five years ago? Yes, and not in a good way. What’s the last movie you saw?: In theaters it was Aquaman. I finally saw Bendersnatch on Netflix the other night. Describe the shirt you’re wearing?: It’s a black Star Wars shirt with gray quarter length sleeves. Did you sleep alone last night? As per usual. Is there anything in your room that reminds you of the past memories?: Everything? Were you single on your last birthday?: Yes. Last person you kissed calls you, what are they calling you for?: I would have no idea. That certainly would be completely out of the blue. Name something you did last night: Had dinner and rested. Would it be more likely of you to fail Science or Math?: Math. Has the last person you kissed ever seen you cry?: No. Did anyone see your last kiss?: Probably. It’s 4 in the morning, your phone rings, what do you do?: I’d check to see who it was. I really have no idea who would call me at that time, so I’d expect a wrong number or something was wrong. Have you ever fallen backwards on a chair?: Yes, in my wheelchair. And forwards as well. The last person you kissed wants to come over at 3am, can they? No. What does your last text say?: My brother sent me a meme. Have you seen your best friend today? Yeah. I see her everyday, we live together. Do you want anything right now?: I’m kind of hungry. Someone asked you what you wanted, what would you say? I’d really just like to have my health improved and not have to deal with this crap anymore. What are you listening to right now? I hear my TV, me typing, and the living room TV. Honestly, who are you texting?: No one. Who’s in your inbox?: My parents, younger brother, and my Nana. Could you use some sleep right now? Yes. Has there been a day this week you just wanted to say “fuck it”?: I feel that way a lot. Last time you laughed so hard you cried?: I don’t remember the last time I laughed that hard. Are you happy with the way things are going?: Nope. Who last talked about kissing you?: Joseph years ago. Who last said they loved you?:  My mom. Who was the last thing/person you took a picture with?: My doggo. Do you think its possible that you could move on from someone?: Yeah. There were a couple people I never thought I’d get over, but welp look at me now. Have you ever been rude to someone without realizing it?: It definitely wouldn’t have been intentional. Have you ever kissed someone who was high? Yeah. Did you speak to your father today?: Yeah. Would you ever get gauged ears?: No. How has 2010 been so far? It’s 2019, sis. Are you good at giving directions? Noooo. I’m the worst. What aren’t you looking forward to?: Upcoming doctor appointments. What did you go to bed thinking about last night?:  I just felt so shitty last night. Have you held hands with somebody in the past three days?: No. Did you like anyone last summer?: No. Is there a person that you can go to in sweats, and still feel comfy?: I go everywhere now in sweats or leggings. Is it hard to make you laugh?: No. Would you rather get your tongue or lip pierced?: Neither. I used to want a lip ring when I was 16, though.
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Survey #165
“if you’re in danger, i’m here to save ya.”
Do you own a water gun? No. What item most embarrasses you to purchase? I wouldn't really know, I haven't bought much for myself... but I suppose probably some kind of sex toy. Favorite thing you’ve ever painted? Two meerkats grooming. It's on a huge thing of burlap. Are there any songs that remind you of your mother? "Wherever I May Roam" by Metallica, because she aaaalways says she wants the lyrics "my body lies, but still I roam" on her urn. I'm making goddamn sure that happens when she passes. Have you ever picked wild flowers? Yes. Have you ever walked through a forest? Yeah. Have you ever seen a mountain in person? Yes. Do you prefer jam or butter on your biscuits? Jam. Have you ever explored somewhere abandoned? Yes, but I wanna do it morrreee! Take my camera with me! This is exactly why I'm getting into exploration channels on YouTube, finding shit like this. I'm addicted to Sam & Colby because of this. Where is the last place you went to as a tourist? Chicago. What country do you most want to travel to? Germany. Do you have a garden? No. Have you ever kept a physical, hand-written journal? Yeah. Have you ever caught a butterfly in your hands? I know I've picked up injured ones as a kid, dunno about otherwise. Are there any interesting landmarks where you live? Not that I can think of. Which fairytale is your favorite? I'mma throw hands if you say Shrek isn't one. Which mythological deity or creature is your favorite? Dragons. Which type of muffin is your favorite? Chocolate chip. What is your favorite shade of blue? Pastel. Do you prefer iced tea or hot tea? Iced coffee or hot coffee? Hate both. Do you like sprinkles on your ice cream? Nooo, not a fan. Honestly, have you ever crashed a party before? No. Do you know how to do the moon walk? No. What is one of your favorite comedy movies? White Chicks. Has anybody ever told you that you have a good singing voice? Yeah. Onion rings or french fries? The latter. I am /picky/ with onion rings, but usually don't like them. Has anybody ever told you that you talk too fast? I've been told so when I'm hyper. Who is the best cook that you know? I don't know. I guess Jason was? His initial career path was chef, and he was in fact great at it. What’s the largest amount that you can juggle at one time? I can't juggle. What was your favorite thing to go on at the playground as a kid? Swing. Do you know how much you weighed at birth? How much? 7-something pounds? When you do a puzzle do you find all the edges first? Do some people not??? (If you sleep with the tv on) what’s usually on tv when you wake up? N/A Who was the last person to ask you to hang out? Did you agree to hang out with them? Colleen, and no. Have you ever had to take a stool or urine test? Why did you have to do this? I've had way too many UTIs because I used to drink literally zero water, so. Before my surgery, they needed a sample too to ensure I wasn't pregnant. Is there a food that you eat basically every day? What food is that? No. Do you have Oovoo? No. Do you know anyone who has ever been in a movie? Who and what movie were they in? What was their part? No. Do you know anyone who has had salmonella? Did you ever have it yourself? What about e coli? No. When was the last time you brought a pet to the vet? What was wrong with it? Last winter when we had to put Cali down. A tumor on her spleen ruptured and filled her body with so much blood that she almost couldn't breathe as her lungs were running out of room to expand. She also had some kind of mass on her liver that was probably causing more issues. Name something that you used to do with your family that you no longer do with them or at all: Trick-or-treating. Who was the last member of your extended family to visit? Where were they visiting from? Grammy and her husband. They were heading back down to Florida. Have you bought any new clothes in the past week? Nope. At what age do you think you’ll be ready to have children? Never. If I wanted kids, mid-20s/late-20s, probably. How many children would you like? Once more, if, two, or even just one. I'd really want my child to have a sibling at least somewhat near in age, but I don't know if I could handle two. Is there anyone in your friendship group that your parents don’t like? Not anymore. Have your grandparents ever asked you about your love/sex life? No. Have you ever been diagnosed with anything unexpected, mental or physical illness? How did you finally find out? Hm... I think everything I've had was at least somewhat expected. Like, I knew something was wrong. The most surprising though was I suppose inactive MRSA after my surgery and the incision re-opened to heal on its own for seven damn months. ACTUALLY, vertigo was random as hell. I started experiencing it and went to the doc. Where do you like to sit when you’re on the computer? In bed. What is the biggest decision you’ve made in the past year? Return back to school. Would you rather hike through the desert, the prairies, the forest, or the tundra? The prairies. If you could reconnect with someone from your past, who would it be and why? Megan. We were absolute best friends, and hopefully she's grown up by now. What movie/show "emotionally scarred" you as a kid? Courage The Cowardly Dog. Watched it anyway lmao. What’s your favorite flavor of jello? Strawberry, probably. Have you ever been thrown out of the movies? No. What would you do if you found out you were moving to Tennessee? I wouldn't complain, Tennessee is beautiful. My brother lives there anyway, and I haven't seen him in years. What does your favorite hair tie/accessory look like? I don't wear any. Do you have a favorite kind of milk? 2%, whole, etc? 2%, maybe. Do you have a favorite drummer? No. Are there any symbols that have personal meaning to you? i.e: dice, a necklace, etc. What are they? Not off the top of my head. What’s the biggest spider you’ve come across? Writing spiders. Have you ever been bitten by anything venomous? No. Do you know anyone who has been knighted? No. Which Mario game would you say is your favorite? That is, if you even like Mario? I've only really played Mario Kart. The others don't interest me. Do you have a deviantART account? Yes. Have you ever had acne? If not, you’re so lucky. I did through puberty, of course. Mine was rough then. It stopped when I was about 19. Now I just have the occasional blemish or two when I'm on my period. Ever walked into a facility of the opposite gender - like restrooms? I did once in elementary school on a work day (teachers come to get shit done; Mom was an assistant teacher) with my friends lol. Ever lost your car in the parking lot? If so, did you use your car alarm to find it again? Don't have my own car. I don't even know if Mom's ever had a car with an alarm. Has there ever been a Christmas where you had to do without gifts-wise? No. Do you type with capital letters and proper punctuation? So this is super weird: It's actually whatever I find aesthetically pleasing wherever it's being written, as well as what "voice" sounds more appropriate??? But I usually write properly. Honestly, do you think that you’re going to be an overprotective parent? Hypothetically once again, I know I would be. The world's evil. What was the last kind of chips you ate? Hot fries. What is one thing that you really wish you could understand, but don’t? Economics so I could actually know how the fuck to handle money. What brings out the worst in you? Treating me like a child that knows nothing. How many friends do you have that don’t smoke? Idk. There's only one friend I see even rarely, and he doesn't though. Doesn’t it drive you nuts when people think they ‘need’ to have a boyfriend/girlfriend? Yes. You need to learn that you're not an unfinished puzzle. You're complete on your own. Some people were really destructive as a child, were you? No. On average, how many songs do you listen to in a day? This greatly varies. Do you ever buy your pet(s) birthday or Christmas presents? Always. Do you think your current relationship will last forever? No exaggeration, no over-optimistic thinking, yes. One thing you promised yourself you’d never do and then did? Attempt suicide. Are you more scared of going to the doctors or dentists? Doctors. Have you ever rolled off your bed in your sleep? No. Who is the most overrated singer? Uhhh. I dunno. Maybe Ed Sheeran. What is your greatest weakness? I guess how insecure I am. Do you have any pets that you had since you were born? No. Favorite undersea creature? Seahorses. Favorite type of chocolate? Milk. What toys did you play with as a child? Plastic animals, Pokemon figures, Barbies or Bratz if Nicole wanted to, stuffed animals... What types of music do you listen to? Loads of different kinds of metal. I'm finding I'm really getting into indie as well. What, without fail, makes you cry? Mark crying for any reason be it sadness or joy I am pathetic. What makes a movie really enjoyable for you? Well thought-out, interesting plots and charismatic characters. Name a game you are really good at. Shadow of the Colossus. The most childish part of your personality? I can occasionally be a bit of a brat if something I'm serious about doesn't go my way oops. What did you last put on a piece of toast? Butter, cinnamon, and sugar. Have you ever witnessed a serious physical fight? No. Do you enjoy corn on the cob? YES, though my lip ring makes it a pain. Have you ever bought alcohol or cigarettes for someone underage? No. If you use Snapchat, have you ever had a screenshot taken of you? N/A When in a waiting room, how do you pass the time? Mess around on my phone. Usually wander through Pinterest. What was the last brutally honest comment you made about someone? I'm not sure. What is your favorite thing to do with just one friend? Go out to eat and talk. Have you ever been kissed under the mistletoe? By who? Jason may have, but I don't remember. Are you prone to paranoia? YUP. Has anyone ever bought you a ring? Mom and Jason. Accidentally dropped the one Mom gave me down the drain semi-recently, then Jason's broke within a few weeks. Kept the jewel for a while but eventually threw it out. What was the most stressful project you had so far while in school? Jesus, when I was still in a game design class and we had to read the most fucking boring book and then do some analysis shit of it. Who in your family are you closest to? Mom. In your opinion, what is the scariest natural disaster? Earthquakes, maybe. Or tornadoes. What time of the day is the best for you? I'm usually in my best mood in the morning. Do you have an electric toothbrush? No. Have you ever had to board up your windows because of a hurricane? No. What do you think about employers checking on personal sites before hiring employees? Sometimes I actually think it's a good idea, other times no??? Like you can get important details of someone by looking at what they post, but at the same time, social media doesn't always portray someone that well. You can get the wrong idea. Have you ever visited anyone in a rehab? No. Ice in your drink: yes or no? No. Do you prefer getting money, gift cards, or an actual gift on your birthday? Money. When was the last time you got a new bed? Is your bed comfy? Long time ago, and I guess. What was the last job you applied for? Ummm I'm not sure. Oh, I think for newborn photography. Do you have any mild food allergies? No. Who was the last person you were with that smelled REALLY good? My younger sis. Last person to make you seriously mad? Colleen. How is your mom? Stressed, always. Do you like going through old photos and recalling memories? Depends on the picture. And time. What movie coming out are you most excited to see? Why? The live-action The Lion King because it's my favorite movie. What song really gets to your heart and inspires you? "Life Won't Wait" by Ozzy. Do you see a lot of stray animals around your home? No. Do you have fireflies around where you live, or do you wish you did? In the area, yes, but we don't really see them in my yard much. Did you used to do Easter egg hunts when you were a child? Yes. Have you ever bought anybody a mug? Omg, I found one that said, "Be nice, I'm in control of your happy pills" in this random store once and I HAD to get it for my psychiatrist. He's not supposed to accept presents, so we just pretended it was from mom lol. He has it on his desk. Do you believe in divorce? In cases such as abuse, infidelity, or other pretty serious issues, yes, but I usually don't advise divorce. Communicate like mature adults and fix what you got married for. Who taught you the most valuable lesson in life and what was that lesson? "Deal with the past or the past deals with you," maybe. My Holly Hill teacher taught me a million lessons that greatly affected my outlook on many components to a healthy life. Have you ever fallen into a hole or crevice whilst hiking? While getting to fishing spots with Dad, my foot may have slipped through rocks or something. Have you ever had a serious conversation with your dad? One that I remember. He took me out to lunch one day when I was still struggling with Jason to just talk to me about relationship stuff. I cherish that memory dearly. In YOUR eyes, which of the three is the most dangerous, and which is the least: Marijuana, Alcohol, Cigarettes? Alcohol, then I'm not sure. Marijuana has a lot of dangers people like to ignore, but then again, it has some health benefits while cigs have none. What is the nerdiest thing that you own? Probably the big Illidan poster I have beside my bed lul. What is the preppiest thing that you own? *shrug* If you are popular, have you ever wondered what it would be like to have no friends? What do you think it might be like? I already just about have none, and it's lonely as fuck. If you are a loner, have you ever wondered what it would be like to be popular? What do you think it might be like? No. I don't seek popularity, just not such a lack of company. Every tattoo has a story behind it; if you have any, what are the stories behind yours? My semicolon butterfly is tribute to both the butterfly and semicolon projects. "Ohana" is obvious. "How rare and beautiful it is to even exists" just speaks deeply to me as someone who wanted to die for years. "Perfectly flawed" also means a lot to me and comes from an Otep song of the same name. "You're awful... I love you!" written in Sara's handwriting I adore because we pretty much call each other evil all the damn time all the while loving each other. :') Who do you know that has a particularly funny or annoying laugh? HA ME I HATE IT. Is there anything you do that is annoying to your friends or family? Oh, I'm sure. I'm told all the time by people to make myself at home when I'm at someone else's house standing like a statue, for one. I do this sooo much, even a bit at my sister's house when it comes to wanting a drink or something. My pacing makes people anxious, I'm told constantly. Sure there's more. What is the most number of sodas that you have drank in one day? I. DON'T WANT. TO KNOW. Until two-three months ago, I lived mostly off soda, and I do NOT know how I didn't gain weight from it. Now I absolutely refuse to go past two, but usually only get one. The idea of drinking as much as I did almost makes me nauseous. Have you ever gone through a period of mass weight-gain/weight-loss? What was that time like for you? Well first Paxil made me gain weight, but I quit it and did WiiFit all summer and lost 40 pounds. I was so proud of myself. Then, I was put on Abilify when I had no need to be, and let's not say how much it made me gain because my then-doctor was a fucking idiot that thought I was doing something terribly wrong and kept me on it, not knowing the side effects. :^) My current psychiatrist was lost entirely as to why I'd been prescribed it, and he immediately connected my weight gain to it because it *murders* metabolism. Was taken off it immediately, boom, started to melt weight with no change to my diet for quite a while. I'm still far from my normal weight. I could write a novel on how this was/is for me, but I'll just say I'm bitter as fuck and ~so~ confident in my shit body. (: If you have one, do you and your significant other have a similar taste in music? Yes. Longest plane ride you’ve ever been on? I'm sure to Michigan, but I don't remember how long it was. I was a kid. Favorite kind of bean? I absolutely loathe beans. I can't even swallow them. If you had to move to another country, where would you move? Canada, realistically. I'd love to live in Germany, but that would be much different from where I am now and would require learning an entire new language. I like Canada anyway. Does it bother you when people call you ‘ma'am’ or 'sir?’ No, it's polite...? Did you partake in senior skip days? Yup. Would you ever consider having an abortion? If my life was endangered, yes, and if - God forbid - I was raped, I possibly would because of how scarring that would be. I've said before I think pregnancy would legitimately be traumatic to me, and if it was because of that, I couldn't even begin to imagine. Have you ever lived in an apartment before? I've told the Jason & co. story before. I also stayed with Colleen for at least a month when I was technically homeless, and she was in an apartment then. Have you ever been questioned by the police? No. Have you ever been to an amusement park out of state? Yeah. Have you ever been responsible for someone’s death? Yeesh, no. Do you know a lot about serial killers? No. Have the police ever been looking for you? HAHAHAHA YES. When I went to the beach one time, my sister, a friend, and I went walking along the shore one night and apparently Mom didn't hear us mention it. Freaked the fuck out and called them to find us. Sorry, Mom. Where do you get most of your accessories from? *shrugs* Maybe HotTopic? Do you know how to shoot a gun and hit a target? No. Are you a good listener? It's complicated. I try very hard to be, but even with people I seriously care about, my mind can wander. But I really try. What was the last bad thing to happen to you? Serious, continuous loneliness. The last good thing to happen to you? I guess finding out I don't have hypoglycemia. Do you think today’s youth is being corrupted/messed up because of TV? It depends on what they watch. Some things they of course shouldn't see, but people tend to take it too far. Have your parents supported every decision you’ve made? I'm sure they haven't. Do you like to listen to rock music/screamo music when you’re angry/upset? Lol did you really just group rock and screamo up???? I'm pretty much always listening to metal or rock. I don't like purely screamo. Are you embarrassed to tell your parents you love them around your friends? Not at all. It bothers me immensely when it does bother people. What’s your favorite sappy/romantic song? Shit, I dunno. I'm a sucker for a lot. Do you know anyone who has changed their first name? Not legally, to my knowledge. Which one of your senses would you be the most devastated to lose? Sight. Hearing almost ties it. Have you ever dated someone who posted a ton of selfies on social media? No, but why does that matter??? Do you know anyone who has been on life support, and survived? I don't think so. Do your parents have a strong relationship together? They're divorced. Mom fucking hates Dad, while he's totally over it. When was the last time you attended a religious service of any sort? Well over a year ago. Do you ever feel like you're sharing too much about yourself online? Eh, nah. Are you on good or bad terms with your most recent ex? Good. What was the last necklace you wore? A spiked choker. Have you ever read any of Charles Darwin's works? No. If there was such a thing as a mental health first aid kit, what would you want to be in it? Oh boy. I'd say it'd be personal to each person. Do you think there are more dimensions than what we're able to perceive? Maybe. What was the last carbonated drink you had? I think Mtn. Dew. Does anyone in your family have schizophrenia? Yes, my half-sister. What light in your house was the last to have a bulb burn out? Living room. Have you ever been fired? If so, did you get unemployment benefits? No. Never really worked long enough to be. Do any of your neighbors have loud children? No. Have you ever been in an abandoned house? No, we were too scared to go past the doorway lol. What's your favorite YouTube channel? UM Markiplier????????????????????? Do you go to church? No. If so, what denomination is it?  N/A What is your favorite thing to make wishes on? Just birthday candles. Don't believe that does anything, but. C'mon, you gotta. What is your favorite phase of the moon? Full, duh!! What is your favorite way to get high, if applicable? N/A Which name do you like best: Cora, Flora, Dora, or Laura? Laura. If applicable, what is your favorite version of the Bible to read? N/A Are you contemplating/debating something right now? No. Have you ever had a book completely come unbound from its cover? Childhood books, probs. What design is on your shower curtain? Blue and white waves, I think?? I clearly pay attention to something I see every day. What’s the highest you can count in a different language? To like a million in German. Where would you like to be buried? Cremate me, please. Have you ever seen a ghost orb picture? Quiiite a lot in our old house. Do you think abortion should be illegal? No. Do you know how to double-dutch? I did as a kid. I couldn't jump into it, though.
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ptonkin · 6 years
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none of the spoilers thus far have mentioned anything about hayley's death or her being resurrected. there's been nothing about anyone trying to bring her back or really any sort of aftermath of her death. all that's been said is elijah is going to be upset, hope spirals and the siblings split because they feel they're better apart + that it's best for hope (i forget how hayley's death tied into that bs tho but it did)
I suppose the siblings splitting in the end is the sorta expected ending if they’re gonna avoid killing Klaus off tbh (which, I never expected klaus to survive his story in the end, so the fact that they’re not killing him off... well I won’t say it surprises me because any disappointment from this show is no longer a surprise; but I honestly and truly expected klaus to die in the end) but at the same time the impact of this final choice they make won’t be as big as the writers are expecting it to be I imagine, because of all the time they’ve just spent apart.It’s expected because finally Klaus has let his family go. The 90 year stretch from the 1920’s until the 2010’s was legit the longest time in a thousand years that at least two of the siblings weren’t together and that was because Klaus had finally reached breaking point in that he would rather be ‘alone’ without the active company of his siblings than have them by his side breathing and thinking of ways to betray him.Then everything that happened in the decade since he found his precious Petrova doppelgänger again has basically taught Klaus that he can keep his family from betraying him, they can love him and be loyal to him... but they need setting free in order for them to be able to do that. Whilst they’re little birds trapped in a cage, they’re gonna keep betraying him because as much as they love him they want something more out of their forever (especially Rebekah - god she loves him, more than herself, but she’s always wanted someone to love her too) so I guess you could say that Klaus’ journey has ended up with him learning the true meaning of “if you love something let it go and if it loves you back it’ll return” because they do keep on returning, Rebekah and Kol that is, now they’re free. Elijah hadn’t put that to the test yet (before the hollow got involved anyway) but with Rebekah and Kol it’d worked. And now those two have had their own sense of freedom and happiness for nearly a decade with people they love, can you ever, ever see all of them congregating back together; lovers and all, in the compound for any length of time past what’s necessary to defeat whatever is after them? I don’t think so. Their ending will essentially be them becoming a normal family lmao. A family that is bonded in the most incredible way, but one nonetheless that is no longer suffocatingly close, that’s not forced to be together through Klaus’ threats of the dagger and his intimidation. They’ll finally be a family that can be close and yet apart through choice.The only two siblings in the end I can see still remaining super close vicinity wise is Freya and Klaus and that’s because the abbatoir will probably remain Klaus’ home and by the sound of it Freya’s too. She’s seemingly settling in there with Keelin and their child to come, but she’ll be there by choice and it’s not necessarily a choice to remain close to Klaus, it’s a choice to remain where she found her family, where she found her peace and her freedom, where she found love and stability, so who can blame her?The originals sounds like it’s gonna end with the Mikaelson’s ending up like every other family. Close, but not 4 siblings and their lovers and kids all living in the same house except perhaps Christmas where Rebekah insists on coming home from nyc to spoil Hope and her new niece/nephew via Keelin and Freya.As for Hayley? I never expected they’d bring her back tbh, I think a lot of people have got false hope because they saw phoebe filming and think that because the writers know we saw the spoilers they’ll have done a 180. Like I’ve said before, phoebe will have been given a shorter contract, we already know this is true by the fact it’s been confirmed she’s missed at least two episodes, and she barely filmed for any after the episode Hayley dies in. So even if the writers did want to change their mind, it’s more than certain that they were simply too late. The death will have been approved by the network, contracts signed and filming days all worked out - simply no way to go back on their plan to hack her off. The build up to it already filmed, and no way to rectify because they didn’t have phoebe for enough time to solve it. So whilst there’s every chance the writers were like “oh fuck let’s see what we can do” the reality is that there was nothing they could do.I’m sad that Hayley won’t get to live out her days with her daughter and see her grow even further, especially when Hayley has probably found true peace and happiness with Hope in all the time she’s raised her alone - obviously with sad undertones that Hope doesn’t have the family that Hayley desperately wanted her to have, especially her father, but also content that she’s provided Hope with the best life possible and also content that if she can’t have a family like she wanted, at least she’ll always have her daughter. And I guess I’m sad over the choice of who will be raising Hope and essentially be taking the torch from Hayley when she dies. Hayley didn’t have to die for KC to become a thing, there’s honestly no need but Julie just clearly has to have her absolutely no doubts or anyone saying “oh but what if” about the two in the end, hence why she’s killed off all their lovers to really hit home that these two aren’t gonna go back to any old flames. (because they can’t quite frankly) I always always knew they were gonna come back round and do KC in the end. Ask legit anyone I’m close to on this hellsite I’ve been saying from day one I didn’t trust them to leave it alone. I’ve annoyed the living shit out of everyone because I wouldn’t stop saying “yeah but you know Julie she’s gonna do it” and everyone disagreed with me but when you know you know.There have been maybe two 5 minute periods in the last 5 years where I’ve been like “oh maybe they won’t do KC afterall” the first was when I heard that ster/oline we’re getting married but then I also heard like 5 minutes after that that one of the brothers was dying so I was like “lol of course it’ll be stefan” and then in the actual TVD finale for like 5 minutes I thought they were letting Damon actually die and I was so relieved and then no... lmao nooo I was sonwring and spent hours crying so... that’s that lmao.Did I know Kc was coming? Yeah. Did I ever expect them to kill Hayley off for it? No, and I’m sad they are but also not surprised at all that by the sounds of it Hayley’s gonna be tossed aside after her death and given no proper thought or mourning period aside from her funeral and her legacy will be that she fuckin died for Elijahs tears and memory’s to be restored. She deserved better.
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51: What was your love story?
At first I have to apologize for my bad english. And here is the story why I trust no men:
My first love began when I was 17, the guy were 21 and he was either the nicest person you know or the biggest asshole of the world and with that I mean a REAL BIG asshole!! We were arguing and he send me texts about what he hate about me and that was a LOT. And then he noticed ooooh i could lose her then he go, oh noooo sorry my dear i didn‘t mean it like that, you know i love you blabla. In every fight we had, it was like that. He hurt me soooo often. I forgave him many times, I never offended him like he did it to me. So and at some point he broke up with me, without a reason. I was sooooooooo sad omg, he said nooo he wants to be friends and do all the stuff we did before because he don’t want to lose me, but don‘t be together anymore. And i was like okaaaay, so why u breaking up then when nothing changes? noo he wants that blabla, i didn‘t get it at that moment. So we did everything we did before but don‘t were together anymore. I loved him so much and I don’t wanted to lose him so I said okay, as long as I am with you. So at some point we had an argument and then he told me he had sex with another girl, and the day after that he had sex with me, as if its the most normal thing in the world. That was one of the worst moments of my life. You have to know, when I love someone I am soooooo loyal, and i NEVER thought about another boy in ANY way, and he had sex with another girl, I don’t get that, how he could do something like this to me. We were 2 weeks not together anymore when that happened, but acted like we are still together and then he fucks some girl. I lost every trust to him, I were soooooooo hurt omg, And the girl was not even beautiful! So I forgave him that too, how dumb i was. We were then together, apart, together, apart, together, apart. We weren’t together anymore because of his love to 1000 of hoes, we both broke up 1 day after my birthday, Then some werks after that he comes back like always. Heeeey lets talk I miss you so much, lets meet there, I was like okay, i come. He made me soooooo much compliments said omg you are the love of my life, I started crying, he looked into my eyes and said I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH, I can’t forget yooou!!! We sitted in the car. He got a message, he reads it an got it back in his pocket VERY fast! So he said i love you blabla, do u want to come over blabla. And I loved him always, how dumb i were, I surely said yes. Then we at his place, I took his phone while he was taking a shower and read his messages, he texted with some girl, SEXTEXTS!!!! ON THAT DAY!!! They wanted to fuck but she had no time on that day, I got so angry that I trusted this pig again and smashed the phone on the floor, he go noooo its not how it looks! Days after that he said again, lets meet I have to talk to you. My dumbass said yes okay, I came we talked in the car, he said something like come lets be together, and I said okay show me your phone. He was like WhAt?? Yeeeeeah show me your phone, then I will say if we are coming together or not, he showed me and there were so much girls he texted with. And then I got out said its over forever, don‘t text me again in your whole life, he drove besides me and wanted to persuade me. I said no and were going home. Then it was christmas he texted me, heeeeeey its christmas the feast of love, lets talk. And i said no its over. He said comooon, you miss me I know that. And i said no i don‘t, you are dead to me. He got angry and texted me a LOOOOONG text again what he hates about me, and also about my family, I only texted 3 words. GO TO HELL. Then I blocked him. I needed 2 years to realize how fake he is and that his idea of loyality is not the same like mine. I cried every day in this relationship, it took me so long to get out of this and move on. It took me so long to realize that I am not bad and everything on myself is okay, because of this boy!
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asksansweredpdf · 5 years
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1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged? my best friend from when i was 4? no thanks! she’s deeeeefinitely more like a sister to me. it’d be weird
 2. You talked to an ex today, correct? nope
 3. Have you taken someones virginity? nope
 4. Is trust a big issue for you? honestly, it never used to be. but it definitely is becoming one as i get older
 5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently? i don’t like anyone romantically. but i do have a favourite work friend who i saw recently
 6. What are you excited for? after i graduate next week (not the exciting part) i get to finally watch endgame 
 7. What happened tonight? i went for a walk with my parents, and now im doing this
 8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted? fuck no. drunk girls are so cute
 9. Is confidence cute? absolutely 100% wholeheartedly!
 10. What is the last beverage you had? alcohol
 11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? maybe 2
 12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans? yeah man
 13. What are you gonna do Saturday night? well, that was yesterday. and i got drunk and started singing and then worked on this story i’ve been trying to figure out for the last 5 years. it’s finally coming together. next saturday? i don’t know. i might write something here about being graduated. maybe i’ll have more motivation to get my life in check. but most likely, i’ll be reblogging memes about endgame. and probably crying
 14. What are you going to spend money on next? 3 tickets to see endgame + the booking fee
 15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed? haha nooo. he kissed me and i wasn’t at all into it. but now he has a really cool gf who i love. so it worked out well
 16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months? yeah definitely! i plan to get a motorbike within that time period. and that means i won’t be stuck at home as often as i am. i plan on volunteering at places as well as working at my job. going out more means that i will probably feel more awake and alive. 
 17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? honestly? i think one of my coworkers. she’s intimidating and can be a bit scary. but i think that’s why i’d be able to talk to her about anything. because she’s not at all fake! you know exactly what she thinks of what you’re saying. and she will tell you what you need to know, instead of what you want to hear. 
 18. The last time you felt broken? having to move back in to my parent’s houe
 19. Have you had sex today? nah
 20. Are you starting to realize anything? not really hey. i’m trying to figure things out and realise things. but if im being honest, i just feel really lost. 
 21. Are you in a good mood? yeah i am! a quiet, and introspective one, but i think that’s because the alcohol’s wearing off
 22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks? i don’t really have strong feelings about it either way. if i was in the mood and it was free then yeah maybe
 23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s? yeah they are. mine are a slightly lighter shade though. 
 24. What do you want right this second? to turn off the light in the bathroom in front of me. it’s too intense and it’s making my eyes hurt
 25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy? well i don’t like anyone. but if i did, i probably wouldn’t tell them. but i’d definitely tell them i was happy for them! even if i wasnt. 
 26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color?  yeah
 27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? honestly? i don’t think so hey. maybe it’s because of my gemini venus, but being funny is so important to me. 
 28. What was the last thing that made you laugh? i went to the trouble of writing a whole paragraph describing this video before realising i could just link it
 29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now? hmmm sometimes i miss this best friend i had for 10 years. i said before how important it is to me to have someone who can make me laugh. and no one has ever been able to make me laugh like she did. i miss that a lot. and i miss how close we were. i tried to re-create that with other people (only for it to backfire). but yeah. i miss her a lot lately. not sure why that is
 30. Does everyone deserve a second chance? yes, but not for the same mistakes
 31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to? it was either 1 of 2 people, and i dont hate either of them 
 32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do? i don’t have feeling for anyone
 33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? yes! fizzy drink is from the devil
 34. Listening to? sunburn - muse
 35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore? no
 36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is? i think he lives in queensland?
 37. Do you believe in love at first sight? absolutely not
 38. Who did you last call? my mum, to tell her i was finished at work
 39. Who was the last person you danced with? as in dance party, probably my old roommates. ballroom dance? then it’d be either my baby sister or my old best friend
 40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? i just wanted a cuddle and he asked if he could kiss me. i didn’t want it to be awkward or hurt his feelings so i said yes safkdjhfdlsjkf
 41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake? i think like a week ago. when i was watching civil war
 42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today? ew no
 43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush? hahahahaha yes absolutely. 
 44. Do you tan in the nude? nah man i don’t tan on purpose
 45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss? yeah probably. although, the last person i kissed was the best friend of this other guy that i liked at the time. and i maaaaaybe more or less potentially kissed that guy to make the guy i liked jealous. i’m a good person though i swear
 46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? god no. i hate doing that. i love my sleep
 47. Who was the last person to call you? my manager to ask me to come in
 48. Do you sing in the shower? nah. just dance
 49. Do you dance in the car? yes! 
 50. Ever used a bow and arrow? yeah actually. we had an archery thing at a few school camps. it was fun.
 51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? school pictures? no wait, uni ID i guess
 52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? yes and i love them
 53. Is Christmas stressful? fuck no. christmas is so healing! everywhere is beautifully decorated, they play sweet and uplifting christmas carols. you get to buy presents for the people you love. and at work, all i have to do is serve customers which is the best part of my job
 54. Ever eat a pierogi? nope
 55. Favorite type of fruit pie? apple!
 56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? to be an astronaut! i am, however, deathly afraid of heights to the point that they will induce panic attacks (and have done so, multiple times). and i’m also terrible at maths.
 57. Do you believe in ghosts? nah
 58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? nope
 59. Take a vitamin daily? yeah i do! that actually reminds me to take mine today. i forgot to yesterday
 60. Wear slippers? in the winter! they’re the best
 61. Wear a bath robe? nah
 62. What do you wear to bed? whatever the fuck. in summer it can be nothing but underwear, then in winter it’s track pants. i love a good nighty
 63. First concert? pink
 64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? target. kmarts lights make my eyes hurt. and we dont have walmart in australia
 65. Nike or Adidas? adidas
 66. Cheetos Or Fritos? cheetos. we dont have fritos in australia
 67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? peanuts
 68. Favorite Taylor Swift song? n/a
 69. Ever take dance lessons? yeah! i did ballet for like 8 years
 70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? not really, no. but i don’t think about my future spouse much since it’s not really a plan for my life
 71. Can you curl your tongue? yep
 72. Ever won a spelling bee? no sadly
 73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy? of course! i used to feel my feelings very intensely
 74. What is your favorite book? at the moment it’s either the martian or the hunger games. but i’m sure as i read more, i’ll find a better one
 75. Do you study better with or without music? with music! i do everything with music playing all the time
 76. Regularly burn incense? only when i’m doing a witchy cleanse
 77. Ever been in love? not where the other person also loves me back
 78. Who would you like to see in concert? i would love to see freddie mercury in concert. sadly, not possible, so i’ll get back to you on that one
 79. What was the last concert you saw? i had to take my sister to see lana del rey
 80. Hot tea or cold tea? hot
 81. Tea or coffee? tea. coffee tastes like shit
 82. Favorite type of cookie? choc chip where all the chocolate bits are warm and melted. or anzac cookies
 83. Can you swim well? nope
 84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? yeah dude
 85. Are you patient? i act patient, but on the inside i am screaming eternally
 86. DJ or band, at a wedding? i’ve never really thought much about my wedding, let alone these details. i guess i’d say band?
 87. Ever won a contest? nah
 88. Ever have plastic surgery? nope
 89. Which are better black or green olives? black
 90. Opinions on sex before marriage? sure man. i dont believe in god but if i did, then fuck that guy
 91. Best room for a fireplace? omgggggg yes i love fireplaces so much! lounge room or bedroom
 92. Do you want to get married? not really. i have so much i want to do and so many friends i want to make. if someone comes along and i love them, then i hold no objections to marriage. but it’s not really a dream of mine or anything
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lil-loucifer · 6 years
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1-99 you ass
Yeah, love you too Hayds
1: Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
They’re kinda stuck in No-Man’s Land, so… permanently open
2: Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel?
Haven’t been to a hotel in years, so no
3: Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out?
Out
4: Have you ever stolen a street sign before?
Y’know, at first I thought “How the FUCK do you steal a street sign?” because I was thinking you were including the actual pole the sign was attached to, but then i remembered that you don’t need the pole, just the sign. 
Either way, no
5: Do you like to use post-it notes?
Not really?
6: Do you cut out coupons but then never use them?
Nope. Everything goes to good use. 
7: Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees?
I mean, I think if I’m clever enough and properly prepared, I could fight a swarm of bees
8: Do you have freckles?
Nope
9: Do you always smile for pictures?
Not always :c 
10: What is your biggest pet peeve?
Nothing comes to mind?
11: Do you ever count your steps when you walk?
Nope! I’m bad at math
12: Have you ever peed in the woods?
No
13: What about pooped in the woods?
Nope
14: Do you ever dance even if theres no music playing?
Sometimes!
15: Do you chew your pens and pencils?
Yeah, I guess?
16: How many people have you slept with this week?
I am and forever will be sad and alone
17: What size is your bed?
Average?
18: What is your Song of the week?
SING by My Chemical Romance
19: Is it okay for guys to wear pink?
Hell yeah! I’ve been trying to convince my mom to let me dye my hair pink for years
20: Do you still watch cartoons?
Yeah!
21: Whats your least favorite movie?
I try not to watch movies that’d disappoint me, so… 
22: Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some?
In a park, probably 
23: If you’re a girl, bra size? If you’re a guy, pants size?
My pants are fuckin 38′’ or so
24: What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
Barbecue sauce or ketchup
25: What is your favorite food?
I don’t really know? Maybe spaghetti? Pork adobo? Something??
26: What movies could you watch over and over and still love?
Patch Adams, Spider-Man: Homecoming, Wreck-It Ralph, etc.
27: Last person you kissed/kissed you?
I’m a loser and I’ve never been kissed
28: Were you ever a boy/girl scout?
Nope.
29: Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine?
Hell no, I have exactly zero sex appeal
30: When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper?
To my last ex, she found it kinda romantic-ish
31: Can you change the oil on a car?
No ;-;
32: Ever gotten a speeding ticket?
Can’t even drive, fam
33: Ever ran out of gas?
I try to keep a keen eye on the tank
34: Favorite kind of sandwich?
I don’t know tbh?? Chicken?? Bacon? Whatever?
35: Best thing to eat for breakfast?
Whatever, tbh. Probably last night’s leftovers.
36: What is your usual bedtime?
1:00AM lately 
37: Are you lazy?
Ashamedly so, yes
38: When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween?
Ninjas. Every damn time. Also on at least one occasion, a bumblebee
39: What is your Chinese astrological sign?
Rabbit, I think?
40: Are you horny?
Unfortunately
41: Do you have any magazine subscriptions?
Nope
42: Which are better legos or lincoln logs?
Both are fuckin awesome
43: Are you stubborn?
Yes?
44: Who is better…Leno or Letterman?
…Who?
45: Ever watch soap operas?
Not really.
46: Are you afraid of heights?
Yeah, I think? I don’t normally go to high places, so…
47: Do you sing in the car?
Nope
48: Do you sing in the shower?
Yup! Well, rap, anyway
49: Do you dance in the car?
Not really
50: Ever used a gun?
Going to, soon
51: Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
Photography class in high school
52: Do you think musicals are cheesy?
No. They can be pretty beautiful actually :D
53: Is Christmas stressful?
I don’t really pay attention
54: Ever eat a pierogi?
What the hell is a “pierogi?”
55: Favorite type of fruit pie?
Not??
56: Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
Cop. 
57: Do you believe in ghosts?
A little bit, I guess?
58: Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
No, not really
59: Take a vitamin daily?
Not daily, anyway
60: Wear slippers?
Nope. Socks
61: Wear a bath robe?
Nope, we get dressed in the bathroom or not at all. 
62: What do you wear to bed?
Whatever I was wearing as underwear that day, normally a tank top and briefs. Sometimes sweats
63: First concert?
Never really been ;-;
64: Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?
Wal-Mart?
65: Nike or Adidas?
Adidas?
66: Cheetos Or Fritos?
Cheetos for sure
67: Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
Neither, bleh
68: Ever hear of the group Tres Bien?
No?
69: Ever take dance lessons?
Nope! I am an ungraceful piece of shit
70: Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?
I can’t even picture having a future spouse
71: Can you curl your tongue?
Yea
72: Ever won a spelling bee?
Never even been in one
73: Have you ever cried because you were so happy?
Probably!
74: Own any record albums?
Nope
75: Own a record player?
No
76: Regularly burn incense?
Nuh
77: Ever been in love?
Yeah?
78: Who would you like to see in concert?
I don’t really do concerts…
79: What was the last concert you saw?
Never really been
80: Hot tea or cold tea?
Coffee
81: Tea or coffee?
^^
82: Sugar or snickerdoodles?
Sugar??
83: Can you swim well?
I can’t even swim
84: Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?
Yea
85: Are you patient?
For most things, yes
86: DJ or band, at a wedding?
Either?
87: Ever won a contest?
Nope! I’m worthless :D
88: Ever have plastic surgery?
Nooo, not worth it
89: Which are better black or green olives?
Neither?
90: Can you knit or crochet?
No ;-;
91: Best room for a fireplace?
Bathroom.
92: Do you want to get married?
I don’t know, to be honest. 
93: If married, how long have you been married?
In a past life? Probably three years or so
94: Who was your HS crush?
Well, you, for one, and this girl in my Psychology class who I probably creeped out, and a friend of mine who somehow forgot to come out to me twice, this one guy who wanted to kill me, that last guy’s second girlfriend and her cute friend Matteo, aaaand, I think that’s it?
95: Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way?
Noooo, crying is bad, me crying is bad
96: Do you have kids?
If I did, it’d be both a miracle and a travesty
97: Do you want kids?
Not really???
98: Whats your favorite color?
Blue and black!!
99: Do you miss anyone right now?
Yeah, you
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What time do you wake up most mornings? Honestly, ever since I’ve been out of school I have been sleeping in until like 10:30am and it has been absolutely wonderful. 
Do you enjoy your job? If unemployed, are you content being so? I absolutely love my job. It is by far my favourite job that I’ve ever had and sometimes it doesn’t even feel like work. It just feels like I get to hang out with my friends and get paid for it. 
What is something you have given a lot of thought to lately? My applications. 
Do you have any tattoos? Do you want any/more? I have my one little Death Cab tribute tattoo on my left inside wrist. I can think of some hypothetical tattoos that I like to daydream about but I don’t know if the motivation is strong enough to actually go back and get more. Plus I’m scared of the pain. 
What is your favourite Christmas movie? Chevy Chase Christmas Vacation. Duh. 
What do you get complimented on the most? My eye colour or oddly enough my butt. 
If money was no object, where would you move to? Vancouver or Victoria. 
Do you believe in soul mates? No. The idea is too limiting for me, and that makes it terrifying. What if you let your soul mate go? What if it doesn’t work out?  
If you could wake up tomorrow and be fluent in 3 additional languages, which would you choose? French, Japanese, and OooOoohohoo I don’t even know. Maybe Arabic because I feel like that would allow me to understand a lot of the news better. 
Would you rather go on a relaxing beach type holiday to the Caribbean, a cultural holiday to Japan or an adventure packed holiday to South Africa? Cultural holiday to Japan all. the. WAY. 
Who are the three most important people in your life? Me, myself, and I. (LOOOOL) 
Would you sacrifice everything for love? LOL no
Have you ever been in love? Yes yes. It was wonderful at the time!!! :) 
Where do you see yourself in 10 years? Hopefully not where I am now. 
Are you scared of the future? A little bit right now because things are currently in limbo. But I’m also excited and energized by that fact. 
What’s the last reason you held someone’s hand? I can’t really remember. 
Are you lonely? Be honest. A little bit. I miss having sex lmao and having someone to spend the night always made me sleep better and feel better. But I have my friends :) 
Listening to anything? Nooo. My roommates are sleeping and I don’t want to awaken my precious angel babes.  
Last thing said out loud? "Bye!! I love you all!” 
Last thing bought? My staff meal at work? And before that, a shirt and a sweater from American Eagle. 
Last text received? “Much love to u always xoxoxoxoxoxoxo” from Sydney~ 
What has made you happy today? Ohmygod so much!!!! I got invited to brunch and got to have lols. I ran 5km on the treadmill and even though I HATE treadmills my time wasn’t all that bad, I got a nice new sweater in my favourite colour, I made some decent money at work, I got asked out on a date and a cute guy that I like is going to teach me how to make pasta, we made plans to go to Banff to party... LOTS OF GOOD THINGS. 
What has made you sad today? I had a 1-on-1 session at my gym today that I got for free when I signed up and my form on a lot of exercises that I used to SLAY is sooo bad. 
What room are you in? My room! 
Last thing eaten? Cheetos~~~~*~~*~~ YES
Last thing you drank? Good old fashioned H20. 
Rate your day on a scale of 1-10: Honestly like 8. It was a wonderful day. 
What websites do you have bookmarked? Just a whole lot of recipes. Some interesting reddit threads that I’ve come across. Job postings. And rent postings from back in the summer. 
Last reason you kissed someone? Because I wanted to! :) 
Do you have an iPhone? Yeah. 
Do you bite your nails? If so, do you wish you didn’t? Hahahahahahhah omg yes I do. So badly. I desperately wish I didn’t but I don’t even notice it when it’s happening anymore. 
Last pair of shoes you wore? My salt-stained navy blue H&M booties. Love those things. 
Last movie you watched? Perks of Being a Wallflower with Emma :) 
Name something you’re grateful for. My job! 
Are you wearing anything that’s not yours? Nooope. 
Do you shop at Urban Outfitters? Sometimes if I’m feeling spend-y. 
Have you ever experienced an earthquake? Nope nope. 
Has anyone ever tried stealing your boyfriend/girlfriend away? I don’t really know how to answer this. There were definitely lots of girls that hit on my ex but in retrospect I don’t know if they knew he wasn’t single at the time so were they really trying to STEAL him or just GET him? 
If you were in the hospital, do you think any of your exes would come see you? Maybe if I was like... on my death bed. For any other reason, probably not. Not really necessary. 
Would you rather read an entire encyclopedia or an entire dictionary? Definitely an encyclopedia.
What do you have in common with the last person you kissed? Mmmm lots. We both like music festivals, we both were in the same program at school, we are the same age... idk. Lots. 
Are you doing anything important tomorrow? Hell no. It’s going to be a lovely day of doing nothing. 
Would you move out your house if you could right now? I don’t know how to answer this one. I LOVE WHERE I LIVE so so much and it’s perfect in every single way it’s just too BIG for our current needs and our utility bills are too high. But the hassle of moving for that reason makes me want to curl up in a ball and cry. 
Can you whistle? Oh yeah. 
Do you like being called baby? By certain people. 
Would you rather drink orange juice or milk? Orange juice all the WAY. 
Do you wish you could kiss someone right now? VERY BADLY. 
Do you hate when people interrupt your sleep? Honestly it happens so rarely I don’t even know. 
Do you miss the way things used to be between you and someone else? Yessss. 
What do you think of your best friend’s ex? Quite literally the most manipulative, selfish, idiotic piece of fucking SHIT that has ever walked this earth and he is EXTREMELY damaging to her life and self worth and mental health and if I could personally exterminate one person from this planet it would, no doubt, be him. 
How long would you wait to say “I love you” in a relationship? A long time. I want to make sure it’s not superficial and I want to make sure it’s not going to scare him. I’d probably feel like I was in love a few months before I’d actually tell my partner. It took me about eight months in my last relationship. 
If you had a child at the age you’re at now, do you think you’d be a good parent? I would be an absolutely terrible parent. 
When was the last time you felt tempted to do something you shouldn’t? Did you do it? HAHA. The other night whilst at work. I almost went through with it but chickened out because I was like “Megan you are bein CRAZY girl” 
What year was it five years before you were born? 1989! 
What holiday is closest to your birthday? Easter. 
What is your name if you spell it without the letters “e” “y” and “t”? Mgan Macka.
What year is the oldest car you or your family owns? Mine for sure. It’s a 2004. 
Who is your 9th contact in your phone? Alina! 
Have you had your birthday yet this year? No! It’s coming up!!! I am VERY excited. 
Why did you go to the doctor the last time you went? I wanted to discuss getting some kind of prescription skincare routine going. 
How old will you be in 5 years? 27. 
Where was the last place you went? Sara and Alex’s. 
Is there a mirror in your room? There are many. 
Do you have a twin? No! I have a birthday twin but we’re two years apart. 
Who was the last person that borrowed money from you? I don’t recall. I’m pretty fucking stingy about my money so I’m not usually the one people come to for a loan. 
The last time you went out to eat, what did you order? This morning I went to brunch with my pals and I got an eggs benedict with kale, garlic, and mushrooms. 
The last text message you sent to someone else - what did it say? I said, “Thanks buddy!!! Hope you get some sleep love you lots!” 
Would you be prepared to do a job that you didn’t like, if it paid well? See: my internship this summer.  
If you hair is straight, do you ever wish it was curly? If your hair is curly, do you ever wish it was straight? I wish every single day that my hair was curlier or wavier. 
Is there someone that dislikes you for no reason? There are tons of people who dislike me with pretty good reasons. 
When did you last see an attractive member of your preferred sex? Did you speak to them? Do you think you’ll see them again? A few hours ago. I definitely spoke to him and I will definitely see him again in the very near future. 
Do you tend to have a lot of those moments where you forget something that you wanted to say? Sorta. 
How long have you known the last person you text messaged? Over ten years now! WHAAAAT that’s wild. 
What exactly did you eat for your last meal? Have you any idea what you’ll be eating your next meal? I had a sandwich at work. Next meal is breakfast and I’m kinda LOW in the food department so we’re gonna probably be dining on some OATMEAL tomorrow morning. WONDERFUL. 
When will you next go for a night out? HmmMMm not too sure actually. This weekend and next weekend aren’t really going to be “night out” kind of things. 
Are you still with the person you fell hardest for? If not, do you still care for each other? No, not with him. I care about him in the sense that I hope he is doing well but want absolutely nothing to do with him. 
If you found out that your ex was having a child with someone else, how would you feel about that? It would honestly probably make me feel relieved because that is not something I’d want for myself at ALL so I’d feel more solidified in knowing we don’t belong together at all. 
Is there someone from your past that you think about from time to time, and you wonder what might have happened to them? Why don’t you see/speak to that person anymore? HAHA YES ALL THE TIME. I don’t see or speak to this person because I broke it off with him to get back together with someone else like two years ago and it was super lame of me, and he is now very happy with a new partner and he deserves that happiness and she’s not my biggest fan so I just sort of try to fuck off and silently curse myself for making that mistake. 
On a scale of 1 to 10, how happy are you with your life? Why? 8. I’m just very grateful for what I have and what is coming up in my life.
What do you remember about your first kiss? I was on cloud NINE after it happened and I couldn’t stop smiling or thinking about him. It was at a skating rink. It was anticipated throughout the whole day and I couldn’t wait. The guy was a cutie pie. 
Have you ever said that you’d never do something, and then done it? Lots. Drugs, get a tattoo, get a piercing. Never hold me to any “I’d never do x” promise. 
Do you have romantic feelings for the last person you texted? I wish I had romantic feelings for Sydney but as she puts it we are tragically heterosexual. 
Have you ever thought about what you might call your children? Or, if you already have children, what are their names? Sometimes, yes. 
When did you last speak to one of your siblings? What did you talk about? I saw Scott last weekend for a bit. We had a drunken confessional conversation at like 3am in our kitchen until my Dad made us go to sleep. And then the next morning we just had lols until he and Rie went out for a hike. 
How many times have you had your heart broken? Just one. 
Where is the person you would most like to see, or most like to be with? At his house, probably sleeping. 
Think of the person you fell hardest for. How many people has he/she been in love with, besides you? I don’t know. I’d like to say nobody else but I don’t know if that’s true. 
Find 5 people on your Facebook friends list, whose name begins with K. Who are these people, and how did you meet them? Kerri M: I work with her at Famoso!  Kelly G: She is a friend of Ali’s who Ali and Geoff met when traveling in Peru. She came to visit Ali this summer for a bit and Ali introduced us because we went to Stampede together to see July Talk. She’s wild.  Khalid A: He is a friend of my ex’s.  Kelsey R: She is a former track teammate of mine from back in the day and also works at the place I now volunteer.  Kennedy R: She is my ex’s younger sister’s friend and used to a date a girl that I work with. 
Who did you last say “I love you” to? Did that person say it back? LOL. Sydney. And yes. She did. 
What do your last 5 Facebook messages say and who are they from? Oh god. My most recent is from Jess (my manager) because I forgot to put my tip outs in the appropriate bags tonight and was just fixing that up, and then it’s...  Girl’s group chat planning our upcoming getaway to Banff.  Work group chat switching shifts.  The friend of the dude I creepily added on Facebook after meeting him on the train trying to get in there and failing.  And Lauren sent me a lovely message on BellLetsTalk day!!!!! <3 
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