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#I think a lot of too might be like the mindsight of this country and like grind culture but it’s just not for me
miraeism
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#BRO don’t read unless you wanna hear my sad girl shit
#shawna speaks and no one listens
#but the way I’m so saaaaaddd
#my classes started up again and that’s like the sole reason for these feelings
#I just feel so dissatisfied with my life and it’s trajectory
#like how is this how ppl wanna live
#I think a lot of too might be like the mindsight of this country and like grind culture but it’s just not for me
#this isn’t for me
#I want something else out of my life
#I’ve been journaling a LOT but I still never feel like I’ve purged myself of all these thoughts running around in my head
#I feel like I’m just running in circles
#starting to feel a little insane
#I really want to talk to my sister about this but it’s hard to meet up
#and I don’t wanna talk to her over the phone
#but also unless I start crying talking to her never feels as good as I would like it too
#honestly talking to anyone about my worries with life is never as relieving as I would like it to be
#i just always feel like I get cut off or like I’m not making any sense
#I think that’s why I enjoy journaling so much
#I have to slow down my thoughts to write so it ends up making a lot more sense than when I speak
#And whenever I speak to myself like thru the mirror or whatever I just end up crying
#I just feel like I’ve learned a lot this year but at the same time I feel like I know nothing
#I just want enough time to grow and learn and become myself and just be before I make any choices
#I just wish I was able to spend my time the way I wanted to spend it yknow
#like the other day I was making my brother breakfast and I decided to just make the entire fam food
#and as I was scrambling the eggs I just felt so much peace like the feeling was truly indescribable
#I was just standing there with my spatula thinking this is what life should be about performing small acts of kindness
#and I just want my life to be more like that more often I want to feel the peace I felt in front of the stove that morning more
#this sounds so dramatic but like there was this stillness in my soulll bro I felt like I could breathe
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