#I think I still have my copy somewhere

[shadowxamyweek]

Fearless Year of Shadow, you say? Well then, we must prepare accordingly.

#shadow the hedgehog #year of shadow #fearless #hehehehe #op rambles #sonic #sega #sth #shth #that used copy of SA2 was my FIRST Sonic game #i bought it myself when i was a wee bab #my sibling tried to steal it from me and i won it back in a nervewracking game of rock paper scissors #after which baby-me drafted a contract on legal pad stating he waved his claim to the game #he was so young all he knew how to spell was his name- so like- it worked #(i think i still have it somewhere XD Even after i left home #i took it with me)

[dinitride-art]

everyday I wish there were more stories about trans people that I could hold and cherish in book/graphic novel form. pls. I want to see trans ppl in space. and as superheroes where the story is about them 100%. and like slice of life gardening. and high fantasy. and historical fiction but like we get to be happy. and I want trans people who have magical powers and the stories about gender fuckery and saving the world. and maybe I want to write these stories too but I can’t be blamed for wanting to curl up with a good book with trans main characters written by trans ppl for me (… and everyone else too. I’m just feeling very miette about this right now) and have a fun and funky journey with a story.

#and by fantasy and high fantasy I mean I want trans people as actual characters #like the metaphors are cool too #but I want to see trans people in the actual story sometimes- most times #THIS IS ALSO A DESPERATE PLEA FOR RECOMMENDATIONS #I know there’s gotta be stories out there somewhere #I just don’t have the energy to search for them #I swear they’d cure my mental illness tho #said mental illness is greatly affecting my ability to search #so do you see the dilemma here #anyways I just know that I’ve got a ton of books with gay people in them #but I think I’ve only got one…. actually I don’t know if I own that book #…I don’t #this is devastating #oh thank fuck I own physical copies of heart stopper #got scared I didn’t have any for a second there #my point still stands tho #I want main characters #and I want them to have a wide variety of stories #thank you for coming to my ted talk

[oh-meow-swirls]

they should bring back that period of time back when yo-kai watch was fairly popular in america where you could get yo-kai watch stuff at dollar tree. that's where all my yo-kai watch figures n medals n stuff are from-

#puppy rambles #yo-kai watch #aside from the medals i got from the blind bags i got for my birthday and my yo-kai watch which i also got for my birthday (from amazon) #and my jibanyan n rudy plushies (from ebay. seemingly from a ufo catcher originally also they came with string loops attached) #oh and also i have a komajiro medal moments figure somewhere that a school friend gave me. i mean i say friend #but the friendship was literally just cuz me her and her i think cousin who went to the same school #were like the only three people there who liked yo-kai watch- #wonder if either of them still do. i haven't seen them since elementary school #even though logically they would've gone to my middle school. guess they must've moved #god i miss when yo-kai watch was still kinda popular 😔 i mean i like the fandom being small it's nice but #having more people to talk about it with was nice too. and being able to get stuff easily #if i knew about 3 releasing when it first released i'd probably have one of the 3‚000 copies of it that exist- #or is it 4‚000. sorry i'm sick and also kinda fluctuating between hyperfixations rn-

[risingsunresistance]

feels weird to not have much to post, i feel like i basically disappeared off social media compared to how i used to post but. there is simultaneously so much going on (things that are boring/heavy and not fun to post about) and nothing at all going on (i have not been able to play anything very much and havent been watching anything besides random documentaries i stumble across), leading to me having nothing to say lmao

i did finally write down a bunch of hypixel worldbuilding headcanon junk instead of having it only be word-of-mouth between me and ark lol. only 1700 words, i can do better 👍 it was literally only about admin magic, what exactly it means to "hack," what a server is, and limbo kjgfhk. i might make a big post about the limbo section one day :]

#things that arent worth having their own post bc it's boring normal life stuff #I LOVE MY JOB!!!!!!!!! i've only worked one day but i had a lot of fun #and i like my coworkers. im scared of tomorrow tho bc my manager who has been guiding me around isnt gonna be there #so second day in and im already on my own DFGHKJG it'll be fine......... #also I GOT MY DESK ORDERED LETS GOOOOOOOOOOO. SOON I WILL BE BACK ON THE GRIND I WANNA PLAY SKYBLOCK SO BAD #i've only been able to play on weekends or at ark's ;-; pain and suffering i need somewhere to sit #also fun fact. remember how the house was full of mold. well there was ALSO a gas leak for the past couple weeks #my existence is a miracle #im blaming all past behaviors on this. im normal now dont worry 👍👍👍 #i think i already mentioned this but my snes power cable is missing and i need a new one Pain And Suffering #on the brighter side of my old games. i found by gbc! AND THE BATTERIES STILL WORK SOMEHOW LMAO #i can finally do a miserable gen 2 shiny hunt yippeeeeee #trying to find my gameboy copy of tetris attack but i dont see it anywhere 😔 #uhhhh yeah that's about it i guess. been busy with sorting out work stuff and money problems and Everything Else #currently taking care of health stuff i havent done in years. time for dentist today wahoo #gonna try to get an eye exam soon. it's been like. a decade- #im not sure my vision is still 20/20 im having trouble reading some things digitally #billboards are fine. electronic ones are not those are just smudges #i dont know enough about eyes to know what that could be #chat

[oqulis]

THERE ARE PEOPLE POSTING FOUR SWORDS MANGA IN 2023 ?????? MASSIVE W

#I was obsessed w four swords when I was like 11-13 y’all have no IDEA #loz in general was a major fixation but especially four swords. I think I still have my copy of the manga somewhere I should reread it #the sleeper agent 12yo version of me in my brain is rattling the bars of their cage rn. anyway vio and shadow SHOULD kiss I was SO correct

[nightlyponder]

watching jacob geller's Best Ten Games of 2023 and i have no clue why but the moment he mentioned Journey in passing I immediately teared up. i still remember the first time i played that game, i had no idea what it was about. my friend had played it before and didn't tell me anything.

i remember realizing that the second Journey character was actually a real person and loved that the first time meeting this silent partner, we circled each other over and over again as a way to say hi.

i remember getting to the end and climbing the submit and doubling back when my partner was struggling to keep up. i remember saying 'i don't think im going to make it' as my character started to slow nearly to a complete stop. that was nearly 10 years ago. i cant believe just the mere mention of it makes me want to cry.

what a beautiful game.

anyways hes talking about Jusant and imma definitely pick that one up seeing as he says its a game most like Journey compared to other games that get compared to it

#jericho.txt #journey and okami are arguably my 2 top favorite games #i think i own okami on 3 different consoles and still have the ps2 version somewhere #i buy a digital version of it on my ps3 that i no longer play #and a digital copy on my switch

[euijin]

oh while i'm logged in for once i figure i should tell the tumblr followers . i had a Rough lesbian week of visibility. sort of. by that i mean i like cried like a baby over every post i saw for it and i was like gee, why! i'm not even a lesbian! i'm just bi with a preference for women!

well i thought hard abt it and i have previously wondered if i'm a lesbian before and i was like. no surely not! i had a terrible crush on a boy when i was 13! i think boys are cute sometimes! but

upon further and serious thought i was like. i cannot imagine loving a man as much as i have loved the girls/nb people in my life like. never ever. there's just no way. i MEAN...ok maybe it's possible but i think abt being with a man on any intimate level and get kind of sick to my stomach now so i was like. ok! i was hung up over my Past History Of Liking Boys but when i think abt present day and future i just genuinely. do not want to date a man . i'm not gonna pretend i know what the future holds so who knows maybe there's some great guy out there but actually thinking about that makes me LOWKEY NAUSEOUS so. all of this to say i think i am a lesbian now <3 woohoo 🥳

i am still suffering from some lesbian imposter syndrome hardcore but at the same time i feel like??? freer...and like i can love more authentically, so it's also really exciting and i just want to talk about it everywhere <3

#carly.txt #idk why i wanna talk about it so much bc i also am having like Anxiety about it still #maybe smth about saying it somewhere making it more real and making me feel validated idk #still like oh nooo what if i am a fake lesbian #but i think ultimately that's not super important right. like if time goes on and i realize i was not actually a lesbian then #that kinda sucks but it be like that and anyone that gives me a hard time about it is an asshole right!! so #here i am #anyway. i love women #accepting applications to be my gf #honestly amazed i managed to get through this post without crying w the mess i have been good god!! #i still have to tell my mom but. that's a whole other thing #one of my gay ass poems got published and i got my free copy of the magazine today and my mom was so excited but hasn't read it #so. we'll see how that goes maybe i'll keep y'all posted

[uiruu]

jesus... Streetlight Manifesto's The Hands that Thieve is 10 years old this year... that's weird to think about. that was such a formative moment for me. i was a junior in high school and had been into Streetlight for years, but the release of this album was huge. i got a bunch of friends together and we drove down to rhode island (we live in new hampshire) to see them play live, and we sang all the words to every single song. that was the first real concert i had been to

i saw them live three times after that too, over the years. in college, i wore a streetlight manifesto shirt (actually toh kay, but that's beside the point) and another kid in the class commented on it, and we became friends. eventually we started dating and we're still together. that was 7 and a half years ago

#it was so formative that i just copied and pasted this and posted it on facebook. i havent really posted on facebook in years #but i know connor and liam might see it #i went to that first concert with those two and my girlfriend at the time and one of her friends #well... initially it was a girl i merely had a crush on and one of her friends. except the roles were reversed #between the time of buying the tickets and going to the concert... me and the friend of the girl i had a crush on started dating #she was my first significant other. it was weird then to go with her and her friend (who i initially invited because i had a crush on her) #did i explain that well enough? let's call them K and B. i asked out K and she said no lol. months pass #we all got into this new streetlight album pretty heavily. i suggested we go see them live. then B and i started dating #was it weird that K was still going then after that? idk lol. we havent kept in touch since high school. wonder where she is now #B and i had a pretty awful horrible breakup a year or two later for unrelated reasons. it was always a pretty bad relationship. #it is weird though that 2 of the 3 significant others that i've had have basically been because of streetlight manifesto lol #it's just that one was a bad relationship and the other is very strong and has lasted for 7 years. going on 8. #streetlight has kinda been the backdrop to a lot of things that happened in my life lol #and to think... somewhere in the between is just way better hahaha. hands that thieve is good but lets be honest here #personal #long post

[sleepyselkiesiren]

Yay for the return of the outfit meme! How about Kai (your Kai lol) in B2? I'm curious to see how his hair looks against purple. (Also he deserves that cozy looking jacket)

Nearly died laughing when I got these ngl XD

You guys spoil me, having me draw my own ocs! XD Fun fact, Kai's hair streaks were originally purple! And Ebony's og color palatte was mostly purple. Yeaaahhh guess what my favorite colors are XD

Welp, ig I'm still doing another 2 outfits! Outfits are by @traulisms

#I'm glad someone else is as interested in the outfit memes as me!! #also like. you can ask for your kai too y'know ;) #sleepy chibis #now you'd Think I could just like copy paste the outfit but nooo #I just Have to give each chibi their own specific body shape even though most people don't notice #also I didn't realise these guys have the exact same mouth and similar eyebrows until this #so that was weird #I'm also still suffering from 'it's not Ebony without a headpiece' mentality #and Kai seemed like he needed socks #sleepyselkiesiren art #shoutout to my lovely partner for explaining what the neckline was supposed to be XD #what else was I gonna say #OH YEAH #I got so excited like 'oh I already have chibi bases for these it'll be so easy!' #and then I got there and like... they were so outdated #you wouldn't think this style could develop much and Yet #So I had to make new bases for both of em #Ebony deviates from the usual base by having smaller eyes because for some reason they look Wrong with bigger eyes #outfit meme #I hope I still have the original Kai drawing somewhere

[battlelegendsredandblue]

//ooc: i never beat heartgold because I was five + it has my deadname so I really did not know that. that is so Funny

#//ooc: I still have my copy though. somewhere. I’m sure I could beat it now but being five I dicked over my save file I think. #//ooc: because last time I checked apparently at five I decided to release The gyarados. I’m nearly 20 now #//ooc: so that’ll haunt me Forever.

[c0rpseductor]

faiya god i cant believe you mentioned magic knights rayearth that shit REALLY takes me back.

#i think i still have the giant brick copy of it in my house somewhere #the ending was SOOOOOOOO depressing to me as a kid

[brandnewcitymp3]

games i currently miss playing: portal and bastion. and stardew valley now that im thinkin abt it again 😞 GOD i miss being a silly lil farmer doin my silly lil farming and my silly lil cave exploring UGH 🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧😞😞

#i wish my laptop wasnt so Not In Good Shape so i can play games again 😔 #idk why the other day at work 'still alive' popped in my head and i was like 'haha lol 😏..............😐🥺🥺😔🤧' #i miss that bitter lesbian tension 🤧🤧🤧🥺 #and yea bastion now bc it's been like 9yrs since i first played it and 🥺🥺 pwetty 🤧🤧🤧 i miss it #god 2013 was the Time for me playing games now that i think abt it bc i rmemebr playing this one cube game like fantasy minecraft #but less mining and crafting i think #idk i remenber u could have lil pets or familiars or somethign #CUBE WORLD? WAS IT CUBE WORLD? I THINK IT MIGHTVE BEEN CALLED CUBE WORLD? #I'll look it up later if i remeber but dam yea i was playing that game in like its EARLY stages so it was v buggy #and there wasnt a real objective or end goal or anything and tbh i think i mayhaps had a not uhh Official copy of the game??dhdkdhd #idk that shit was wild. #anyway hope yall are having a good day 😌😌💕 #was gonna say happy saturday but realized it is in fact Not sunday djdhdh it's saturday somewhere 😌 in my heart 😊 #txt

[be-good-to-bugs]

i wanna play animal crossing new leaf so bad!!!

#the bin #i triwd so hard to get an emulator to work but my computer did NOT like that #when i move ill have my sister help me setup the other computer and i can probs play it that way #i do have a 2ds and a copy of it lying around somewhere but idk if the 2ds even works anymore #i like new horizons but its also very stressful to me #my island is a complete mess and its so annoying to fix it and it stresses me out so instead i just dont play it #i like the simplicity of new leaf #i have a copy of hapoy home designer too. technically i have 2 for some reason. maybe i gifted one already. idk #my sister took my ds charger so i cant check if my 2ds works :( she was supposed to just borrow it after she left hers somewhere but im #never seeing it again. i dont think she knows where it is anyway. maybe my other sister has one and she can lend me it when i move #she probably does. she used to take her 3ds literally everywhere. #ive been wanting to get a 3ds. it seems good. after seeing what she put hers through and it still worked i think itd be a good idea #that thing got so beat to hell and still functioned mostly fine. ive always wanted one. maybe one day soon. idk how much they go for now tho

[ouroboobos]

finally watching the little women remake and its gonna make me ugly cry

#little women was my FAVORITE book when i was little. i read it probably 10 times by the time i finished 1st grade #i think i still have my old copy somewhere but idk where it is :( #Little Women and then A Tree Grows in Brooklyn a few yrs later.... i think they were probably my two faves

[nomaishuttle]

Tbh since im gonna have alot of extra spending money soon i might just buy library of souls and donate it....

#not that id mind owning it but 1. itd be weird to Only have the last book in the first trilogy + since the living situation is so..gestures #im trying not 2 buy a ton of new stuff bc ots judt more stuff ill have 2. figure out #once i get my own place thoughhh brother you bet your ass i am going to be buying my own books again.. FOR FUN!!!! #and when i own my own books i can annotate them itll be the best #1st book im planning on buying is house of leaves.. i rly wanna read it but i also rly want to be annotating and taking notes and such bc #ik its that kind of book lol. thats the appeal to me is its a book where you analyze and take notes and etc. so i want 2 have my own copy #to get sillayy with.. #eeeppp im so excited to have my own place Guysss itll be so awesome. still up in the air on which state ill be in LOL but ill figure it out #historically moving somewhere on short notice without rly thinking abt the long term effects of it or considering how ill handle it psyche #wise has worked out PRETTY WELL for me. (^_^) #that was sarcastic. if u couldnt tell. i live in a garage idk if u guys knew. i moved across the country for love and then he dumped me and #now i live in a garage and i share a bathroom with the cats and i cant take a shower anytime other than 8-9pm unless i ask permission #from my ex. so yeah its going pretty awesome.

[tsvai]

listening to my old 25th anniversary orchestra album and damn how did i forget how good the spirit tracks overworld theme is

#audrey loves zelda #also even like ten years later i still remember how unbearably excited i was to hear the dragon roost island song in one of the medleys LMAO #and then like foamed at the mouth @ farewell hyrule king being in the wind waker medley bc loz dungeon theme leitmotif #i... probably still have the cd for this laying around somewhere. i think i'd have to dig out my wii copy of skyward sword lmao. #it should be in that case i think???