#I should go to sleep perhaps

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

never have i been so entirely exhausted from sitting in front of a laptop in a dark room for three hours gay! and so full of delight and happiness! like wow! i have not felt this good in ages!! and its a good kind of tired! i feel like im glowing!

but shit, the update is more than i could've dreamed of. like i said - three straight hours of combing, and i probably still missed a thing or two! i'm even saving the storytime audio to enjoy in the morning, i haven't listened to it yet!

i already have so many thoughts and emotions but i'm... so wiped out oh my god lmao. so much new stuff at once! i need to sleep on it all! and in the morning i will be more than happy to reply, interact, answer asks on this subject, share my actual thoughts - i just need to take the rest of the night to Process and rest, yk yk

and i know i "missed" some links on my liveblog! i know i know! i didn't add every single thing i found - like most of the Wally audios - because i'll be compiling them all into a labeled post tomorrow! when i wake up! i'm already looking forward to it <3 i'm confident i personally found all of them, though! i was Thorough! i went through everything at least twice, i tabbed through, i clicked on Everything...

but yes i hope you all are having a wonderful Update Day/Evening/Morning/Afternoon As The Case May Be. this is truly a delight and again, more than i could've dreamed of. i'd forgotten what it's like to be so wholly excited and delighted by something! it's been so long since i've felt this kind of genuine joy and whimsy! usually im white-knuckling my optimism and happiness but tonight it was all authentic 100% non-forced From The Soul!

#a very exciting day of Not Much Happening and then Everything At Once #the constant (joyous) stress over the update and then the intense euphoria of experiencing it.... #very very exhausted i have no energy left in me for literally anything #a sleep will fix that though #and ill be back to Chatter and Ramble #absolutely unprompted #scribble salad #i cant believe we're only at the very beginning... there is already So Much! #so much good stuff! incredible stuff! monumental work! i literally cant fathom that this is the Tip of the iceberg! what the fuck! #but thats something to swoon over another day #we have the update! #a plethora of audio clips and new information to chew on! #but yes yes i will make a tumblr post with all of the links #in order! labeled! for your convenience and viewing and reblogging pleasure! #and a different post with my personal thoughts and emotions! i have many! #alright yes stepping away from the laptop now #water. teeth. cats. sleep. yes. totally going to do that. #i already know im gonna lay down get cozy and then my eyes are gonna Fly Open. Wide Awake #perhaps i should take some melatonin lol #i want to be able to wake up in a timely manner Well Rested and ready to compile!!! #a melatonin night it is! #but yes i hope you all are having fun!!! #feel free to shoot me asks and such! i am more than happy to Respond and Discuss! #i will be making my main posts / sharing my thoughts before answering anything tho lol i will say that now #that way i can say my piece #and then if i get any asks about something ive already covered i can just Link the Post! #for ease of all of us <3 #but yes goodnight!!! #i cant wait to scribble and talk and AGH!!! #to clown and everyone working on welcome home you guys are the fucking most and its just. its everything

[bonetrix-arts]

Oh yeah now that I’m home I can post the print I gave to @dilfosaur !! (Hope the tag is okay and also I hope you liked it <3)

But aaaaa the con was so so fun!!!!!!!! I’m so glad I was able to go, definitely changed my brain chemistry forever (/pos)

And now that I am home…….. perhaps I will draw more Luce because I am So Normal and So Cool 😎

#evie art #drawfee #drawfee fanart #oops! all Karina blorbos #also I’m so happy with how fonts_ came out because I can’t ever draw reptiles and I guess they possessed me or something??? #also mr anneus 😍😍😍 gosh I need to draw him more because he’s such a cutie patootie #karina’s a real one for making a Normal Guy version of him so he’s easier to draw 🙏🙏🙏 literally saved my life fr #and after seeing the stunning sewed crafts the people in front of me brought I really wanna start sewing again!!!!! #maybe I should try making a Luce plushie…… #I might have similar enough colored fabrics laying around…… at least for a prototype perhaps #yes……yes I do not foresee sleep in my near future boys #this critter is gonna go bonkers crazy mode and that’s a fact

[whiterunguard]

If hes not a girl why does he wear a skirt..... Checkmate. imperial libberals .... HA!

#talking #skyrim #shitpost #general tullius #what if i peeled all of my skin off and turned it into a handbag. what then #i really hate this fucking guy #i wish he would drop dead #genuinely i want nothing more than to see him burn in fucking hell for all of eternity #im going to put him in a blender and turn it on #im going to dangle him over a pit of sharks and cut the rope #im going to drop a comically large anvil on his head #im going to put on knife shoes and stomp him to death #i hate you general tullius i wish you nothing but misery and pain and sand #sadness not sand #whatever i hope you get sand too dipshit. all in your fucking shoes you pathetic worm #i bet he cries himself to sleep at night #everybody beat general tullius with hammers #NOW NOW NOW #KILL THIS DISGUSTING CRETIN WITH BLUNT FORCE TRAUMA TO THE BODY AND HEAD #hey btw im the most normalest guy in the world #you can trust me #ive never said anything strange or perhaps peculiar in my entire lifetime #and this is a fact #so i think you should um. believe im the regular person on this planet Earth #and nothing is more true ok #maybe i do hold a little disdain for this weird thing. hmm. sooo what. #so what if i put out a little bit of peanut butter with rat poison in it to kill him huh. so what #what are YOU gonna do about it. hmm. yeah nothing #that's what i fucking thought.

[patchwork-crow-writes]

You know you're officially an adult when you're up 30 minutes before Christmas day pre-roasting roast potatoes, that you shall then roast a second time the next day. All to save 20 minutes of prep/cooking time on the day itself.

...I feel that somewhere along the line, my grand plan to save time has backfired...

#rambling #cooking #no mortal over the age of 30 should be up at this ungodly hour #...except perhaps for Santa #He gets a pass on account of the whole... circumnavigating the globe in 24 hours thing #...wait did I just imply that Santa can be killed...? #I really need to go to bed you guys #My partner went to sleep two hours ago #Urrrrrgh

[daz4i]

it's so funny how whenever nikolai does smth silly there's this dramatic ass music in the background. please give my baby the circus music he deserves

#i think every time he's on screen there should be faint ska music playing in the background. with clown horns honking perhaps #it's what he would've wanted #also i think it'll enhance the actual atrocities he commits. make them less of a generic bad guy killing ppl vibe #bc he NEEDS to have a different vibe. bc his murders are different. please. #(my husband told me to watch my fav ep before going to sleep. so s4e6 it is. nikolai time)

[disdaidal]

So I think I'm finally getting a contract and I'm going to start my new studies (as a youth/school counselor) in my old school. I met the principal today and had a talk with him, and he said he was pleased to see me there and would like to have me there because I already know my way around and seemed to manage things just fine when I was still their student. So, that's great, I'm finally getting somewhere.

But I'll have to wait until Friday because he's still not quite sure who's going to be my supervisor, so he's going to have a talk with a couple of staff members about it at first.

And then my teacher in my new school is already pressing me with contract matters and stuff, wanting me to start earlier than I had originally planned or at least get the contract done by then, so uhh. I'm going to have a Teams meeting with her on Friday at 8 o'clock in the morning (I'm not a morning person at all), and I'm sure we're going to have such a lovely discussion about my schedule and study plans and all that stuff.

All this phone-calling and paperwork is giving me a headache. And I still have some school assignments to do and to return before next week, and guess what - ya girl just wants to read and write fanfiction all day and all night. 🤪 Priorities, I has them.

#personal #no seriously i went to bed around 4am because i was writing a fic. and then i got up at 8:30 after snoozing the clock for an hour #because i had the appointment with the principal around 10am so #but anyway despite my poor sleeping schedule i am actually happy about this opportunity #i should be able to work in the evenings if they can just find me a supervisor. which would be super because then i'm not going to have to #wake up early. unless i get a side job because i need money and this is only training so i don't get paid for it. but remains to be seen #i am not feeling awfully energized for school/work combination right now so uhh #but then i'd also get to work as a special needs assistant because this school has a lot of special needs students #so that sounds pretty good actually. it was something i was also thinking about doing before #because i was kind of a special needs student myself when i was younger and i didn't get the help i needed so #helping others with that could be great. a great opportunity indeed #and i may have to help with this other type of class as well #i think they're calling it preparatory education for vocational training in english. i'm not 100% sure what it even means #but well if i get a chance then perhaps i'll find outl #so all in it sounds like they have need for me and i get to do a lot of different stuff so. it should be good #it's. just this. studying itself. and like i said. all this paperwork and making phone calls and stuff. it's stressing me out #so uh #let's just hope that friday makes me a little bit wiser

[milkweedman]

eating my dinner of one squashed heirloom tomato which i dropped shortly after picking it, sliced with salt and pepper on it, with chopsticks and while standing in the middle of my room

#was very good to be fair #i love tomatoes...... #i am hoping my stomach doesnt reject it but anytime i eat anything it dedicates the next several days #to trying to kill me for fun #and now to get crossfaded perhaps. i got discount edibles but they dont have cbd which is perhaps what lets me sleep thru the night #rather then sleep for approximately 1 hour n then wake up in extreme pain and lay there until its time to go to work. still in extreme pain #least favorite part of my life right now for sure #was not worth the heavy discount #man that was a good tomato..... #im so fucking hungry rn bc i have not been able to eat for a While but also very aware that Eating Hurts #sighhhh. its fine. i am over it. #my sole pair of jeans is currently too loose to stay up. luckily my shorts have a drawstring #i should honestly just put drawstring closures on all my pants... so much more comfy

[nutcraxker]

Newcomer - Clive/Gav

Amicable, no more than that. Yet who knows of what fate has in store

Gav wasn't really invested to the new guy at first. He simply just doing his job to help, Cid and Gav's empathy told him to, mostly. It's hard to turn a blind eyes when someone in front of you was a guy whose life filled with nothing but misery. Treated as a slave, assumed dead, and whatsoever, name it. Now, he finally finished his task to locate the fire dominants who've been captured by Benedikta and her men. It was tiring but it's worth it. As long as it'll help the newcomer,

Clive Rosfield.

"That's all about my work, useful enough?" Gav asked, sitting on the chair near the entrance of the hideaway. Clive sat beside him and to Gav's surprise, he smiled, "More than enough, Gav. Thank you." replied him with a faint smile carved from the corner of his lips. He looked alive, better than last night as far as he remembers.

"Still, I don't know more about their conditions. Hopefully they're alright." The blonde haired added as he sighed. It's a shame, really. He wanted to help more, at least to satisfy his empathy. Yet the situation worsened instead, making him unable to gain more information.

"Really, it's alright. You must be tired from all the job Cid gave you today." Clive chuckled lightly. Gav can't help but felt a bit glad, happy even, that Clive is now able to loosen up a bit. Back then, he won't ever smile, let alone a chuckle. This should be count as an improvement.

"I won't lie, they're all indeed tiring," Gav shrugged as he stretched his arms, "but I'm fine, you should look at yourself." Gav gestured his hand to Clive's face. A fine one, nobody can't deny it, but it looked tired. As if he hasn't slept for a while. Those eyebags seem darker than yesterday. Surely Gav can't blame him, he must be exhausted after all, considering how miserable his life before.

"I hardly remember the last time I sleep peacefully."

"If you don't mind, I got a trick to helps." Gav reached Clive shoulders, gesturing him to follow Gav outside the hideaway. Not to run away or something, but to simply enjoy the night, the breeze, enjoy the stars. It's cliche, he knew. But it won't hurt to try, at least he can sleep with this.

"You are suggesting us to stroll around?"

"You can say no." Gav answered, still walking beside Clive.

"It won't hurt to try, I suppose." Clive followed, speeding up his walking.

It was eerie but that didn't stop them, at least Clive looked excited and that's a rare sight. Gav slightly watched the glimpse of Clive's head nodding around as he watched the surroundings. There's nothing special, but that's for Gav. He has been here for a long time. Perhaps Clive thought otherwise.

The usual stars, clouds, and breeze. They calmed Gav and he hoped they'll calm Clive too. It'll be futile if this trick only work to him and not Clive. The idea was to walk and enjoy the night until he's tired. That's actually can be done alone but Clive is new here, there's no way Gav would let him get lost. At least he should be near him, he's a newcomer after all. He needed to make sure he's alright.

Other than that, he genuinely just wanted to be with him, to make sure he's alright. He had a rough life, so he wanted him to at least forget about it for a while. This whole time, he looked like he's haunted by his own past, troubled, restless. Gav hoped that at least tonight, Clive won't be able to remember his past at all, he hoped that Clive would dream about this nice stroll instead. Ha, what a ridiculous thought.

"You often do this?" Clive asked, starting a conversation. Gav nodded, "Course, there's nothing tiring than walking until my legs turn sore." he joked around. A laugh came from Clive, a chuckle if Gav must be specific. How nice, it's great when you're able to be the reason for someone's laugh, Gav thought.

"Actually, Clive. You need not to keep the burden yourself, you know?" Gav stopped as he looked at Clive, holding his shoulder, "we are here to help."

"Do I look that bad?" Clive sighed, scratching his hair, "still, it's hard to do that." he added, looking at Gav with a faint smile.

"Anyway, you feel tired already? We can continue, the night still young, yeah?" Gav stretched his arms, yawning a bit.

"Aye I can help, we can help. I'll look forward to the day you're drunk enough to tell your stories. " Gav answered, patting Clive shoulder. That's actually not a bad thing to look forward to. Clive isn't soo open at least for now, and it's certainly normal. It takes time to open up and Gav understands that, he'd definitely wait.

"Well, I hope you're patient then, Gav."

"What can I say? Your trick worked well."

They headed back to the hideaway, both yawning. Gav felt glad that he was able to talk more to him. He hoped he would indeed consider his advice. To trust them, to not carry the burden alone.

For now, he'll sleep first. And he obviously won't dream about their stroll together.

I'm being silly again

#this time.. I can't sleep #I might edit this later but as if this is going to reach anyone anyway #it's too bad that there's only a little content about these boys together #I wanna make more but perhaps I should edit this thing #anyways #posted #Goodbye dignity hello delusion #final fantasy #ffxvi #clive ffxvi #gav ffxvi

[misscrazyfangirl321]

Oh right I have a job

#i have to be at work at 8 tomorrow #perhaps i should go to bed #for the moment #i speak #missy's occupation #the great latte race #i mean technically i'm in bed but like #sleep

[iknowwhereyousleepatnight]

so i had a couple ocs as a kid (made for a story that i never wrote a lot for) and i haven’t drawn any of them since i was like. 14. so it’s been a hot minute but anyway i realized the other day that out of the 5 main cast i have gotten 3 of their haircuts. i remember vaguely thinking that one character always seemed to have the haircut i wanted and i had that haircut for years but recently i got rid of that haircut and had another one’s haircut then i changed it a bit and dyed it and now i have another one’s. so i’m like man 12 year old me had great taste in haircuts. i should go down the list and do them all

#sometimes i think i should redraw the characters but then i’d want to redevelop their story bc it’s not to my taste atm and that’s a #lot of effort but i might do it anyway who knows #but i’d have to open my box that deals psychic damage (the sketchbooks in there are so soaked with alcohol that opening the box #makes me nauseous lmao) for refs. hmmmm. i dunno #the characters don’t really speak to me anymore their whole dynamics and designs aren’t to my taste i’d have to *really* re-do #everything but hm. maybe #though perhaps i should just start from scratch. i wouldn’t mind having ocs again. idk #also on unrelated news i have purchases 4lbs of baking soda to mix with my acrylic paints i want to see what kinda texture i can #get out of it because i! am! in! the! mood! to! paint! #but unforch i have to sleep? taking away my valuable painting time? ridiculous but i think i’m going to legit pass out at some point #i’ve been getting real tired of sleeping #well. i love sleeping but i feel like it’s wasting all my time because i always seem to sleep 10-16 hours a night which is ridiculous #that’s so much time i’m wasting i have shit to do man so i’ve been staying up 24-34ish hours once every week or so to make up for lost #time but still i feel like i am making this all worse because now i can’t even fall asleep + it’s been messing w my mood but i don’t #know how to fix it #anyway that was way off topic goodnight i think i’m going to bed now bye

[eonsadrft]

[Insert cool edit here that I didnt create because I'm with no inspiration]

PERMANENT INTERACTION CALL!

If you like this post and we're mutuals, this means the following:

I can send you asks.

I can send you tumblr DMs.

Can create starters for u! (and tag you)

Send memes, umprompted asks, annoy your muses—

This is mostly to shut up my depressed mind and make it clear there's people who want to interact with me. A like helps me a lot to feel comfy, thank you if you do, if not it's okay tho!

#( perhaps I do a shippy post but it would be more like 'we can put them together and see what happens' ) #( I need the chemistry so bad for the ship ones.. ) #( anyways... I'm going to sleep and I should stop talking in tags ) #— out of character. / n talks. #do not reblog.

[hailsatanacab]

Are draculas inherently sexy? Can there be a non-sexy dracula?

True Blood tried to answer this question by having the vampires stay exactly the same as they were when they were bitten and Never Ever Change, like that was the whole moral dilemma of being a vampire or whatever idk

but anyway, i want to say it showed a person who wanted to be a vampire trying to get in shape so they could look their physical best forever, and the vampire that was going to turn them showed them this vampire guy who was painted as this slob: fat, greasy, spotty and generally UnSexy in the True Blood World (TBW).

it was shown like a cautionary tale; this guy can only get blood by ordering pizza to his house and eating the delivery boy, you don't want to be like him, do you??? you want to get your blood the sexy, neck-bitey, non-sad pizza guy way, don't you??

the point is, in the TBW, becoming a vampire didn't suddenly make you Cool and Suave and Sexy and Desireable, you had to be all that Beforehand, otherwise you'd just sit around in your house all day and only eat delivery drivers WITHOUT having crazy hot sex with them first

anyway, that's fucked up. that's the fucked up and completely wrong answer to the question.

the True and Correct answer is that Of Course all draculas are inherently sexy. To be a dracula is to be sexy, there's no two ways about it.

End of.

#sorry you didn't want an essay for this #and tbf i didn't set out to write an essay #because the answer is so obvious - OF COURSE DRACULAS ARE SEXY #just by virtue of being a dracula #perhaps it's the monster fucker in me #perhaps watching hannibal too much Changed Me #perhaps i'm just Too Tired and i should go to sleep #(i should) #but the fact remains: #draculas are sexy #ADAS #all draculas are sexy #WAIT NO #ADIDAS #All Draculas Is Damn Sexy #oh i forgot the second a #told you i was tired #All Draculas Is Damn Absolutey Sexy #is that anything? probably not #WOOF you're so lucky i saved you - was going to go on a massive rant about why i find draculas sexy but there's no need for that #just know that i love them #i won't need to pretense of delivery pizza i'd do it for free my dracula dude #dracula anon #<- yeesh already almost forgot it #love you!!! #good night!! #don't let the draculas bite!! #ask answered