#I restrain myself tho cuz hhhhhh. I dont wanna be annoying. I am already enough as it is

[thebuttsmcgee]

The genuine relief and accomplished feeling of sending a kinda detailed ask to someone and they start their answer with "thank you for giving me a reason to finally talk about this" and they go into a passionate answer is just. Subliiiiiime.

#butts talks nonsense #I may have fucked up the other day cuz someone called my fav char fucking boring and misread my criticisms on my 2nd fav cuz my ask #but today I did a good ask!!!! hell yea even their bud gave their thoughts on it too woo #man. I toadally forgot I even sent it till I looked up the blog and was like Oh yeaaa. I was too caught up in being sad #also nervous. and anxious. felt like throwing up a bit. hrm. #aaaaanyways. that was nice.. #..uh. ..on a somewhat related note....uhhhh. so. hh. #I may. okay I did. kinda. overwhelm someone with one my asks. fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck #they said it was fine and even said it was positive but fuck. fuck fuckfuckfuck. i fucking overwhelmed someone cuz I talk too much. #ugghhhhhhhhahhhahagagggh. this is why Im also hesitant to talk. I really can go on for a while. #I kinda cant help it!!!! I was kinda raised. in the sense of being neglected. so when I get the chance to talk about what I like I will go #nuts. usually. maybe. usually. #I think. I think with another ask I did I. I caused someone to read on a creator's entire interview history. #oh fuck I hope they weren't referring to my ask cuz fuck. FUCK. that is so embarrassing Im so sorry I do not know how to shut up sometimes #it could very well be someone else but still like Im sorry cuz I sent a fairly. risky? ask. not risky but like kinda long and asking for #a bit too much maybe. ughahhhh. had it not been for my lack of confidence and self restraint due to not wanting to annoy everyone I would go #HAM on the reblogs. I go on the buho home tag like almost every day and I love seeing so many wonderful fan content. #I restrain myself tho cuz hhhhhh. I dont wanna be annoying. I am already enough as it is #and yea its my blog but like. my fwiends r epic and I dont wanna bother em #GETTING OFF TOPIC. uhh yea. asks can be fun :^D