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geddyqueer 3 days
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where's annie's evil evil evil (wet edition) post
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yuriprince 7 days
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anji guilty gear so cool 馃ズ馃ズ馃ズ
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piosplayhouse 1 year
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If you look at Luo Binghe and Jin Guangyao as foils of each other (master manipulators that act harmless to lower the other party's guard) then you will see that the only reason jgy failed actually wasn't because of society or his morality or whatever it's just because his goals were totally misguided. Instead of aiming for power he should've just used his evil scheming to get cock
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wifeballsboy 5 months
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woke up this morning feeling full of fatigue and grease just so you know it's a need for me to take showers every day
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akutaguavaa 6 months
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I鈥檝e been home from work for like thirty minutes and I鈥檓 just stuck in my sweaty ass clothes contemplating life
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babygirlcowboy 1 year
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Been staring at rat neurons for so long I'm going to become Dr. Two Brains
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sereniv 7 months
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sometimes im defiantly proud to be disabled, other times im bitter. sometimes i fight to be "normal", other times i indulge in just being me. sometimes my disability rejection letters hurt me and make me feel like im not really disabled, but then i see posts from other disabled people and i remember to keep fighting for myself and gladly accept my limitations
I hate being disabled but i hate more that i cant just live. I cant just sleep and not feel guilty before i remind myself im doing my best. I cant just use plastic packaged foods and drinks and not feel like im just being lazy before i remember that im doing what i can with what i got.
I hate i cant support myself, ever, or faster. But then i think about the fact that i shouldnt wreck myself emotionally or physically just because the goverment doesnt believe im disabled enough
and that makes me angry
i go on and off with accepting what i can and cant do, and trying to pretend im all better suddenly because of a good day
Its so hard to feel slight clarity and to hold back because I know that its temporary. Because what if this time it isnt? What if i dont take this opportunity that can create a domino effect that turns my life around
but buying some beads and string wont change anything other than how much money i have. It just sits in a box until i discover it years later and sit on the floor making one bracelet that ill realize i dont have the right stuff to finish it. And then it gets donated.
It just sucks. Because i should be able to recklessly buy crafts and try things, without having to worry on if i can make money off them. I want to explore my creativity in my own time at my own pace in my own way
But i dont get that luxury and I hate it
but i love that there are others who relate. because at least im not alone in that feeling
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fella-lovin-fella 2 years
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please please please please let me do something im begging
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effervescent-fool 1 year
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do you think my water resistant headphones would survive if i wore them in the shower to avoid having to hear my mother and her godawful music
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possum-tooth 19 days
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i need to get drunk with friends and new friends more often
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about-the-two-of-us 3 months
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Yet again I had a problem last night, hmmm ><
Im starting to have thoughts and desires about people hurting me, though I鈥檓 sure why I think it鈥檚 best for me not to say a thing, this may be my digital footprint after all Dx
But I hope last night was better for you than it was for me! Nights are very private moments and vulnerable ones, so I hope you were okay!
Things really aren鈥檛 that different from how they started this month, I really can鈥檛 help it but days become a little boring and repetitive, ah! I really must update my CV;;
I鈥檒l tell you when something new happens!
See you, take care!
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insectsinsects 4 months
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i first heard this piece in a practice room in my freshman dorm, where a friend introduced me to this guy who was a classically trained pianist. he sat down and just played this for us. we sat across from each other on either side of his friend on the bench and our mouths were ajar in awe for 5 minutes at the pianist's sheer talent.
i remember tearing up a little because i was both moved and sleepy but it also makes me a wistful now because it is one of the last standout memories i have with that friend. paths had begun to diverge that evening and have intersected maybe once or twice since then.
this cover is neat because it's done on a modular synth which is still an operational mystery to me after 20 hours down a youtube rabbithole!! it just looks like a machine! and it has to be all cable-salad because that's how you connect the modules and then sometimes you tweak knobs but it's just so interesting and alive and anatomical in design. you can see it live and breath and usually the person and the keys (if any?!) and the subwoofers are off-camera so it's even more alien and daunting to the average joe (me).
the mechanical aspect kind of remedies life's day-to-day dullness and is a nice way to fill in this space. the piece itself is intense but is softened here. makes it seem like it's changed like i have since that night 4 years ago.
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partialveil 4 months
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biting the skin off my lips for breakfast this morning
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kozmikbabilof 9 months
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everyone wants to live in Mediterranean until there is no gas, water constantly cuts and plumber you called comes a week later just to do a shitty job
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jaggedtrachea 1 year
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It took 3陆 years but shes finally decided my clean laundry is The Place To Be
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