summer love - lee minho
→genre: vacation au, strangers to lovers, a teeny bit of angst
→synopsis: lee minho had randomly appeared on your vacation to a lake/campground. he was everywhere, until he wasn't.
→word count: 11.1k
→pairing: minho x fem. reader
(featuring yeji and yuna (itzy) & BooSeokSoon + mingyu (seventeen))
i.
Sunlight breaks past the slightly tinted window, crossing your eyes in a swift blinding act. You blink away, turning back into the busy car. The boy driving waves a dismissive hand back at the whining boy behind him.
"We're not stopping for coffee," the driver asserts, eyes drifting up to the rearview mirror as he shifts into the exit lane.
"Why not?" the boy behind him counters. "We're gonna pass it anyway."
"We're going camping," the girl beside you leans forward to smack her palm against the boy's shoulder.
"It's not really camping if we're gonna be in a house," he pouts, turning back to her. He even shoots a pleading gaze in your direction, as if you would have any power over this conversation with people you've briefly met.
You glance back to the blurred trees. They pass in what feels like hundreds every time you blink. Why does this have to be the last summer of freedom? Why can't time just slow down and allow you a final year of peace? An almost taunting desire to live adventurously strikes your mind. Yet even so, you're not sure you should have accepted this "camping" offer.
Yeji was certain this summer would be legendary, gripping at your shirt sleeve as she pleaded, "But please, come with. I don't think I can live with Soonyoung and Seungkwan for two weeks."
So you succumbed. Only with the faint certainty that something must come from this. Even if it was only a mundane, fleshy scar from a messy jump into the lake. You could picture a rock piercing your skin before you flinched up to water, threads of blood coursing behind you.
God, you need to live a little.
"Y/N," Yeji whines, dragging your mind back into the car.
You hum, looking over to her. Her sunglasses sat delicately on the tip of her nose, tempting to fall at the slightest twitch downward.
"Tell Seungkwan to stop his coffee cries."
"I just met the guy," you whisper, shooting a cautious glance at the pouting boy. His knees are drawn to his chest as he tempts his focus with a YouTube video.
"But you're intimidating," her lips are pursed when you return to her.
You fight a laugh. "That's a funny one."
Yuna, somehow tricked to sit in the trunk of the minivan, leans over the seat. "You are kinda scary."
They lead a powerpoint that must have been established prior to this conversation, for the specifications seem a little too clear. By the end of it, you simply shake your head. Intimidating is a strong word. You are simply quiet, you tell yourself.
The campsite is a desolate piece on the outskirts of a fancy city known for its grand skyscrapers and business opportunities. Columnar trees line a restricted area, where animals freely prance, protected by the idea of hunting. There are trails, the ranger told them when they checked in, that led to varying sights. A broad lake glitters beneath the humid sun. On top of that, clouds string themselves in sparse bursts.
At the cabin, Soonyoung and Seokmin bustle for the room with the best view.
"Hey," Yuna scolds, lugging her overfilled duffel bag on her shoulder, "Shouldn't you let the women choose first?"
For a quick moment, their eyes scan each other's faces before unisonly shaking their heads. "No."
You slip passed their noses into a barren room. White curtains inwardly swing from the impatient breeze. A deep breath parts from your lips as your eyes fall to the dark hardwood. Two weeks, you tell yourself. That's not too bad.
Deep laughter seeps from outside, sending an awakening jolt down to your feet. You lean towards the window, spotting a few boys on the lake's shore. One is chasing another with the claws of an angry crab.
"Get away from me!"
"This is karma," the other calls, kicking up lofts of sand in his wake.
In awe, you stare as the slightly shorter man catches up with the taller. Maybe two weeks will be more difficult than you thought.
ii.
A routine falls into place within the first few days. You awake before the crowd and sit on the dock for an hour. Maybe a little more, depending on the breeze. Then, you return to the cabin and sit on the porch swing, gently swinging your feet. Mingyu slips out into the humid air shortly after, his sweatpants bunched up by his ankles from sleeping.
"Do you wanna go swimming with us?" he will ask.
Your heart momentarily flutters before it dims to a burdening mass. "Maybe tomorrow."
He asks if you are sure, though he knows you will give the same nod, lips pressed into a polite smile.
You take to spending days alone, watching the clouds travel hastily across the blue sky and discreetly viewing the boys next door wreak havoc. It's calming, you remind yourself when you get the urge to accept Mingyu's offer, to be alone.
Each of your temporary roommates slips from the cabin in duos or trios. Soonyoung likes to rest an arm around whoever he's with, you notice, as though he's scared of losing them to an imaginary void. He always shoots you a smile before disappearing to wherever that day's activities bring.
On the fifth day, Yuna and Seokmin disappear on a hike with a whining Seungkwan on their tail. "It's so hot out here," he mutters as he passes you on the swing. Soonyoung and Mingyu rush to the water, shouting something about beating the mischievous boys in the cabin beside yours. Hair tied into a ponytail, Yeji steps onto the porch. She cups a 24-hour cooling bottle, taking sparing sips.
"Let's go to the lake," she sighs, sitting next to you. The teal outdoor pillows stutter beneath her weight before conforming to her shape.
You glance at her, though she doesn't turn to you. She speaks as though it's an order, not an offer.
Disturbed by your silence, she pushes, "C'mon, we've barely hung out at all. You're all solitude. We don't have to swim or anything. We can just sit on the sand."
A bitter sigh escapes your lips before you dredge into the cabin. Yeji resembles a home in this pool of unfamiliar faces, and you feel as though you can't deny her this. You pull on a bathing suit, despite her settled tune saying you didn't have to swim, and tug a pair of shorts on.
By the time you return to her, a green beach towel slung over your arm, she sits with her sunglasses veiling her eyes. Her head is upturned, looking at the birch porch ceiling. You hesitate, concerned that she might have fallen asleep, when her head twitches toward you. "Ready?" she asks, gathering her cup.
You slug towards the lake, basking in the sun's warm rays. It's not as humid as you thought it might be. A small, shaky breeze brushes against your bare shoulders.
"How's rooming with Soonyoung?" you finally say.
She sighs. "Terrible. He snores like crazy. I'm starting to regret giving you the single."
You chuckle, "It could be worse."
"How?"
"You could share a room with Soonyoung and Seungkwan."
"Oh, God," she shivers, despite the heat beaming down.
Sand invades beneath the comfort of your toes. Scalding heat shoots up your ankle as you hesitantly step. Purchasing cheap flip-flops was probably a mistake.
"Dude, I will drown you right now," Mingyu shouts.
Yeji leads you closer to them, stopping when only a couple feet barricade you from the water. She lays out her towel before tugging on her shorts' button. You follow her lead. Thoughtless, you step towards the dock, abandoning your belongings on your towel. The dock is about ten feet long, though its width bares close to six feet.
The water sways with each swing of Soonyoung's arm. You take a seat at the edge, dangling your feet until they graze the water. It's cool in contrast to the blistering grains. Mingyu pushes Soonyoung's head underwater with a broad grin. Water bubbles to the surface from Soonyoung's parted lips.
Shouts garnish the calm breeze. You glance over your shoulder. Yeji is laying flush against her towel, her eyes closed as she calmly begs for a tan. Behind her, a few running boys approach, some shedding their tops as they run.
"Minho! Give me my phone back!" a boy whines. You note that he's the same one who was being chased by a threatening crab. And the one he calls to, he glares over his shoulder with a shake of the head, is the chaser.
Minho turns back to his objective of the water before abruptly turning right, dragging the follower down the shore. His menacing laughs glide through the air, sending a sharp chill down your spine.
Begrudgingly, the chaser catches him, prying his phone away. In the distance, he looks like he presses a palm against Minho's shoulder, pushing him back. Their voices do not travel, but Minho's smile caught in the glinting sun does. You turn back to the water, whose dark surface returns the view of your eyes.
"Minho!" a voice calls behind you. You fight the temptation to turn.
"What?" the boy, presumably Minho, calls back.
You drown out the voices by slipping off the dock, plunging beneath the surface of the water. When you resurface, you brush back hairs glued against your forehead. Soonyoung points to you, begging you for a game of Chicken.
"There's only three of us," you point out, a tempting smile teasing your lips.
Mingyu glances to land, disregarding the background hassle of boys playing foot volleyball. "Yeji!" he calls.
Disinterested, her head bobs up. She pushes down her sunglasses, revealing a peek at her irises.
"Play Chicken with us!"
You can hear her sigh of defeat, pushing herself up from her towel and dropping her sunglasses. She flinches beneath the water, hands reaching to either elbow as she rubs warmth into them.
You watch her intently, until a boy peeks into your view from over her shoulder. Minho is juggling a ball with his feet. A steely grin catches his lips as his friends cheer him on. "10, 11, 12!" they chant.
You plug your nose before dropping your head underwater. When you resurface, the ball is lying against the sand, the boy's shoulders slumped. Hidden behind the fake pout, his lips remain curled.
iii.
It's weird, the way that boy takes the throne in your thoughts. He is merely a stranger from afar, who sparingly shot a glance when Mingyu shouted to him. Something about owing him for the previous night's game. His eyes, sparkling beneath the blazing sun, had resembled the water. Glinting and dark, leaving you curious and needy for more. Your thoughts brace the view of his bare chest, beads of sweat dripping from his chin as he concentrates on juggling the ball.
You have to get out of your head, you conclude.
Before the sun rises on the seventh day, you're up and ready. A small bookbag is secured around your shoulders, the contents harboring copious amounts of water and a few granola bars. You glance around the cabin—at the small leather couch constituting the living room and the oak table whose legs have fraying wood, as though a dog had thought it was a bone—before you decide it's safe to depart.
Today's destination requires you to pass your parasite's cabin. You offer a short glance through the clear panes, refocusing on the gravel path when you catch a glimpse at a sleeping boy on the couch, face illuminated by his phone. It's not the boy who haunts you, you lamentably realize.
Splashes of rose and barely visible blue tarnish the sky in a messy gradient. You stop before the overhead greenery obstructs your view. In the edge of the sky, nearly fallen on the horizon, is the moon bidding its final goodbye. "Take care," it says with a sulking wave, "I'm just past the wall."
Under the blistering glimpses of heat through the leaves, you admit that you're grateful to the shrouds of protection. Humidity snips at your skin, mimicking the crawl of an insect. You swipe at your neck, though nothing lies beneath your palm. Just the damp residue of sweat.
If someone had queried you on the matter a few months ago, you would argue that solo hiking is too dangerous to be denoted as fun. Now, within the gaze of harmless deer and the occasional rabbit, you chuckle. They peek out at you from rotting logs, blinking to each other as if to seek confirmation.
A tree twenty-or-so feet away sticks out among its comrades like a sore thumb. Lesions trail its stump, marking the initials of lovestruck couples.
"You turn left at the tree of love, you'll know which one," Yuna had distractedly instructed the night before, a melting ice cream cone dripping down her fingers.
Your footsteps drown out songbirds and assemble their own tune. Each crunch of a stick signifying a beat to your journey.
The path eventually fizzles into a sad patch of grass with a podium pegged into it. Okinawa Path, it reads. Marked in 1985 by James Okinawa. Dedicated to his wife, Jiyeon Okinawa.
The horizon is curved like a bubble when you look out onto it. Leaves sway with the breeze in mass, assembling a synchronous dance. You can see the faint blue of the lake, its color lightened in the distance. If you squint a little, you can see the small ant-like figures running along its shore. Resting your hands on the metal casing of the plaque, you lean over. In the gaps of trees, a straight fall. You sigh, taking a step back.
Your stomach grumbles. It only takes a moment of peace for your chest to plummet. All that remains in your bag is an array of wrappers, food long consumed, and water. You glance at your watch. 12:19. If you left now at a pace twice which you came, you might reach the cabin at three. Maybe four, depending on how the animal's eyes draw you.
You nod, taking a final glance at the foliage and red hummingbirds plucking into bark, before heading back.
iv.
The hike, though momentarily ridding your thoughts of the boy whose laugh cast goosebumps down your spine, is rendered useless when you see him on your way back. Stood at the lake's mouth, he stares onto the water. His friends are vacant, you note, as your gaze shoots around to corners they might hide. You don't notice your feet have forgotten their trail until a cat sniffs your shoes.
His fur is soft when you dip your fingers to scratch behind his ears. Large green eyes stare up at you, leaning into your touch. You tilt your head, mumbling, "Where's your collar, little guy?"
He purrs as he slowly allows his eyes to close. You look around, catching eyes on the boy at the shore. A glimpse of a smile nuzzles against his lips, leaving you to wonder what possibly brews inside his head.
Behind you, the sound of gravel crunching beneath shoes. You swing around, searching for their eyes. A boy gapes at you, apparently frightened by your sudden movement. Then, his wide eyes minimize when he sees the cat.
Your fingers still linger by his ears, though they stop movement. He leans up, brushing his chin against them. Trying to revive their life.
"Soonie?" he finally says, eyebrows furrowing. A deep line of confusion betrays the skin between them.
The cat meows, trotting to the boy. He leaves you in his dust, as though you hold no purpose now that you've halted the affection.
He gently picks up the cat, cradling him in his arms like a baby.
"He's yours?" you ask.
His eyes jump to you and he hastily shakes his head. "No. He's my friend's. He threatened that he wouldn't come if we didn't let him bring at least one of his cats."
You chuckle at the absurdity. "Really?"
He nods. "I'm Chan, by the way. I think we're in the cabin next to you."
With the assertion of his name, realization drowns over you. "Oh! Right! I knew you looked familiar," you laugh. "I'm Y/N."
"Nice to meet you," he smiles, a dimple emblazoning his cheek. His gaze draws to the shore, where one of his friends stands.
The cat paws at his chin, begging for his attention. He ignores it. Instead, he shouts, "Minho!"
When the boy turns to him, eyebrows raised in curiosity and lips pursed, he continues. "Your cat got out of the cabin!"
Minho allows his head to hang, a smile forming. He jogs up to you two, graciously accepting his child from the older. "At least I know you'll know to escape if you get catnapped," he whispers. Absently, he scratches beneath the cat's chin, travelling him into a blaze of content. He offers you a look, almost confused as to why you're here.
"This is Y/N," Chan intervenes, "She helped stop your cat."
Minho nods, lips parting in an acknowledging 'o.' He smiles. "Thank you. He wanders sometimes."
You nod. "No problem. He's cute."
"Takes after his owner," Minho jokes.
Chan rolls his eyes, smacking his shoulder. He turns to you, "He's Minho, by the way."
You fight the instinctive 'I know' to float from your tongue. In its place you glance back to your cabin, faintly imagining Seungkwan lighting the living room on fire because Soonyoung meandered a little too long. You turn back to them, "It was nice meeting you two, but I have to run."
They see you off with a wave, watching as you speed-walk to your cabin. Minho's eyes burn a hole in your tank top. Though, it feels like nothing in comparison to the blaze searing your chest.
v.
Sleep fills the corners of your eyes like grains of sand. Incessant to remain as they are, tempting you into the peaceful bounds of sleep. The pillows didn't help. Pressing flush against your back, they mirror the puffs of clouds.
The shouts at the table, however, keeps you landlocked.
"Seungkwan!" Yuna screams after the crash of water splattering against the laminate.
"What?" he calls, his voice muffled by the bathroom door.
"Can you bring me a towel when you're done in there?"
"Why?" There's a dullness to his tone, and you picture him standing in the mirror and tuning his hair to its perfect shape.
"Because I may have spilled, like, all the water left from that jug," she returns quietly.
The door swings open, bouncing against the copper doorstop with a loud trill. You flinch, eyes shooting open. His head peeks around the corner at the puddle residing. His lips part to expel a distressed sigh and a hand flies up to scratch the back of his neck. A quick moment passes where he disappears into the bathroom and returns with two towels. Wordlessly, as though they are now in agreement, he hands her one before kneeling down and sopping up the mess.
You sit up on the couch, watching.
Seungkwan's gaze swivels back to you. He offers a small, pleading small—one you've become familiar with this past week. "Hey, Y/N." Like a younger sibling about to beg a pardon from the oldest.
"What do you need?"
"Can you run up to the Camper's Corner and get us another jug?"
Mingyu, the bearer of the keys to the minivan, has long disappeared for an impromptu fishing trip. The others, though wielding slumped gazes as they passed, followed him to the boat suddenly tied to the dock.
Yuna perks up, as though your thoughts are being broadcasted, "You can take my bike!"
Orange sky solemnly greets you when you step out from the porch. Discarded against the dark logs of the cabin is Yuna's white bike. Various stickers plaster the warm metal; some worn to nothing while others closely tug at life. When you pull at the handles and drag the hidden parts of the bike from an overgrown shrub, you notice that there is a small basket. You have to fight off the laugh that threatens you when you think of that five gallon container spilling over the small wire basket.
The leaves sing in a shaking chorus with the graces of the wind. A musk of burning firewood stings your nose. You glance to the sky at your right (where the actual tent campers stay) and see a gray plume of smoke. A lingering taste of s'mores catches your tongue. The only thing to allow the displacement of the idea is the small store whose blinding fluorescents slip out into the street.
Camper's Corner is a privately owned chain who strategically places their stores in campgrounds. Though, with the large, white metal sign bearing a small green tent, it screams out of touch. But, at least they had good prices. And a very wide variety of bug repellant (homemade!).
"Is this all?" the lady at the counter, mid 20s with a few piercings lining her ears, inquires.
You nod, straightening a bill before slipping it across the counter. She dispenses the change into the palm of your hand. That's all it takes to dismiss her to the distractions of her magazine.
The weight of five gallons was underestimated in your mind. It drags your shoulder uncomfortably to one side, and you know it'll only supplement the soreness you'll gain from the hike. You bring a hand to the metal bar at the door, though it swings open before you can meet it.
Surprised brown eyes cross yours. For a moment, the weight diminishes, and you feel nothing but the swirl of butterflies voyaging your stomach.
His weight shifts backwards as he steps out of your way, pulling you back to reality. You hurriedly step out of the store, mumbling your thanks.
You start for the bike propped against the bike rack before he calls out, "Hey, wait for me."
By the time your eyes have swiveled back to him, his spot is blank. Tarnished by the slow swing of the door coming shut.
The jug approaches the ground and you stretch, rotating your arm in apologetic circles. How did you let yourself agree to this? Why couldn't Seungkwan find you intimidating enough to not even dare ask?
The boy returns, a plastic bag dangling from his wrist. Your eyes mingle for a second before you lean to reobtain the jug. His hand darts past your hesitant fingers, claiming it effortlessly. He merely says, "You look like you're struggling."
You grab at the handles of the bike. "Something like that."
With only the sounds of footsteps and swooshing leaves, you watch the front wheel turn. Around and around. No true objective.
"Thank you, again," he finally says over the tunes of cicadas.
Too wide eyes find him, and he clarifies, "For finding my cat."
"Oh!" you exclaim. "No problem, really."
You glance down to the bag, whose contents peek back in splitting blinks through the hole at the top. "What's in the bag?" you inquire.
His voice is drunken with the subtle hint of a laugh as he answers, "Soju. For Mingyu."
"Did he guilt you into buying him some?"
His head tips to one side. "Kinda. I lost a game."
You feel nosy digging, though you cannot find the will to stop. "What game?"
"Twister."
The thought of this boy, limbs contorted into painful tugs, draws a giggle to the air. "How bad did you lose?" you find yourself asking.
He exchanges the jug into the hand with the bag, quickly drawing his sleeve up to reveal a large purple mark, green flooding the outer corners. His eyes linger on it before lifting to meet yours. "My entire weight went right there."
Lips parted in a mass of shock and amusement, you stare. Words fail you, though a bubbly laugh draws to replace it. His lips curl upward, hesitant as though he's not sure he should be living this moment.
The laughs dawdle to a small lingering smile. Only a few cabins litter the edge of the visible road ahead, though the feeling of parting already greets you. Tugging at your chest like a pestering child.
"Do you-" he starts.
"Why are your-" you inadvertently interrupt.
"Sorry, you go first," you both say in unison.
His shoulder brushes against yours as a laugh greets the trees and bunnies hidden behind shrubs. "Seriously, you go first," he manages, bringing a wrist to his eye.
"Why are your friends so loud?" you inquire. Most nights, even some mornings, you can hear their loud cackles. Sometimes, you listened in on their conversations—not because you wanted to, but because it was hard not to.
"Are we loud?" his bewildered gaze falls on you. You look up to meet him halfway, nodding. He shrugs. "I didn't realize."
The shining light from the indoor side of your cabin greets you. Like a parent greeting their child after a first date with a new, alien smile.
He gently hands you the jug. A protective hand reaches for your shoulder when you allow it to drag your shoulder a little. "You got it?"
You nod with a smile.
He turns for his cabin, and you call out, "What about your question?"
The treads of his shoes stop against the gravel. He glances over his shoulder. "I'll just ask you tomorrow."
Tomorrow, you think. He expects to see you tomorrow. The thought warms your cheeks.
"Right. I'll see you tomorrow."
His shoes scrape against the gravel again, dismissing the conversation.
You start up the porch, hand closing around the doorknob when his voice pierces the night sky. "Sleep well! I'll try to get the boys to be a little quieter."
vi.
Mingyu nearly falls from shock when he steps out onto the porch the next morning. His acquainted question slips from his tongue with an uncertain drawl, as though he is unsure what language he speaks.
"Sure. I'll tag along," you smile up at him.
He slowly nods, bringing a disguised hand to the back of his neck before he pinches the skin. Nope. Not a dream.
In thirty minutes he returns with a pink-faced Soonyoung, shirts discarded and three towels. Soonyoung hands you yours as he scans your body. He hadn't believed Mingyu, that newfound glimmer shining across your skin, but seeing it firsthand leaves him speechless.
The lake water is chilled, the sun precariously hidden behind a large white cloud. Mingyu shrieks at its touch, drawing back to the sand. Soonyoung stares at him over his shoulder, muttering, "Pussy."
Your focus reigns on the cabin beside yours. Its porch is vacant. Not even a single paw crosses it.
His promise had proven effective, for after eleven o'clock the cabin seemed muted. As if a young child had stumbled across a remote, carelessly slamming the buttons without being aware of their meaning. It brought a quick, heart-fluttering smile to your face before you pressed your cheek against the pillow and fell asleep.
Mingyu, irritated with your withdrawal from their conversation about snails, waves a hand before your eyes. When all he receives is a lost, empty stare with that absent smile, he follows your gaze. All the way up the small hill and to the cabin harboring eight boys.
He gasps, dragging a palm to your shoulder and shaking you. "Y/N," he repeats.
"What?" Soonyoung asks, trying to break into Mingyu's line of sight.
You fall back into reality, looking between them. You hum, raising your eyebrows curiously.
Mingyu stares at you with parted lips, hand grown limp on your shoulder. "Why are you staring at the enemy's house?"
"Enemy?" you ask.
"Enemy?" Soonyoung repeats.
Behind Mingyu, a boy scales down the small hill. His appearance brings a spark to your chest, alighting all your muscles. Burning your entire body.
The sun peeks out from a cloud.
Mingyu catches the sparkle in your eyes. The sudden smile tracing your lips. He glances over his shoulder.
"Minho!" Soonyoung calls, suspending a high hand to wave at him.
He waves back. His white shirt sparkles in the sunlight.
When he reaches you, he hands Mingyu the small plastic bag from the previous night. "Here. Don't think I forgot."
Pink blazes the boy's cheeks as he accepts the bag. He peeks inside.
You nudge his shoulder, "Is that why he was an enemy?"
"'Cos you thought he wouldn't hold up his end of the deal? Mingyu, you're unbelievable," Soonyoung finishes, shaking his head. He turns back to the lake, burying his feet beneath the water.
Shyly, Mingyu mumbles, "I'll be back."
He climbs the hill, disappearing into your cabin.
Minho expels a laugh. "He's funny."
He's still staring at the guarding cabin door. A smile peeks on his lips, leaving you to wonder again what he thinks of in that pretty head. Suddenly, his eyes flit to you. "Do you wanna go for a walk?"
You glance down at your bikini and cheap flip-flops. "I'm not really dressed for a-"
"You can borrow some of my clothes, if you don't wanna go into your cabin," he interrupts.
You wonder what he smells like up close. In the breeze, you had caught the brief scent of sandalwood and tea tree.
Behind you, Soonyoung digs his heel into the sand. "Go with him. Don't overthink it."
And so, taking the granted permission and running with it, you follow Minho up the hill. You lean towards his cabin, quickly mentioning, "I think Yeji and Seungkwan are still sleeping. I don't wanna disturb them."
He simply nods, guiding the way. Soonie waits at the door and tries to sneak out through the gap. Minho presses the heel of his foot against the cat's chest, pushing him back in. The cabin is quiet, save for the distant running of water. He guides you down the hall to his shared room. In the top bunk, a boy lays with his body facing the wall. Covers are drawn to his chin, shielding his identity further.
Minho offers a plain white tee similar to his—though his is emblazoned with the outline of a peace sign—and black joggers. Thankfully accustomed with a drawstring. Just as you had imagined, when you tugged the shirt over your head, it smelled woodsy. It hugs your skin, like the comfort of a flickering candle in a dimly lit room.
By the time you sneak back into the main area of the cabin, a boy leans against the kitchen counter, phone in hand. He glances up, blinking harshly when he spots you in Minho's clothes. "You have a girlfriend?" he asks, tipping his head.
Minho's only response is a scoff before he slips back into the great outdoors. You hold the other boy's gaze for a moment before following Minho quietly.
He guides you in the way of the Camper's Corner, though he takes a sharp left where you would normally keep straight. It's an unmarked path. He glances over his shoulder, as though to assert you're following.
"It's not too bad of a walk," he mentions, glancing down to your flip-flops.
After only a couple more feet, the fast splashing of water summons your ears. It pulls your gaze into its sourcing direction. A narrow creek stares back, water plummeting across sharp peaks of rocks. You gasp.
Minho turns to you, smiling when he spots the glimmer in your eyes. Similar to the one that the sun casts on the water.
He kneels close to the mud, plucking a small shell. He offers it to you. The tips of your fingers graze the smooth ridges. On the underside, little legs squirm.
"It's a hermit crab," he says.
"I know," you laugh, looking up to him.
He shrugs, "I had to tell Changbin what it was."
You stare at him, the small crab suddenly forgotten. He nods, as though to say 'I know, right?'
You gently return the hermit crab to its niche. Minho suddenly grabs your hand, pulling you back to the main road. His palm feels awkward in yours beneath the sun. Yet still, you dread the moment when it will shed itself away.
"Hey," you say. He stops, looking over his shoulder with pouty lips. "What did you want to ask me?"
The hint of a grin flashes across his lips, shining like the sun, as he shakes his head. "I already got the answer."
He turns back to the road, continuing to tug at your hand. The sound of his slides scraping against the gravel reminds you of last night.
"What was the question though?"
His grip tightens and he chuckles. "You're persistent."
"I'm just curious," you defend, inching to tug a little back on his hand.
He stops abruptly. You nearly crash into his back. He turns around to you, slipping his hand away from yours and placing it on your cheek.
You wonder if he can hear your heartbeat. Or feel the warmth against your cheek.
His eyes are barren. For a moment, you're scared he might shun you away. Until his eyes crinkle and his teeth show, lips curled in a broad grin. "You should keep those clothes," he says, moving his hand slightly to catch a wandering strand of hair. He tucks it behind your ear.
"Why?" you manage to say through the pebble strangling your throat.
"You look cute in them."
Whatever breath you managed to withhold evacuates your lungs. You're not sure if it's the lack of oxygen, but you think he's leaning a little closer.
His hesitant breath tickles your lips and you meet him at the finish line. His other hand comes to cup your cheek as he kisses you. Your missing breath is found when his tongue trails across your bottom lip.
When he pulls away, he blinks as though he has returned from a blackout. Then, a chuckle slips past his lips. You stare at him, watching as the corners of his mouth upturn.
He grabs at your hand, pulling you up the road and back to the cabins. All the way, your tongue wettens your lips to revive his taste. You bite back smiles, grateful he cannot see you.
You feel like a schoolgirl again, calm and worryless.
vii.
He holds your hand as you step off the dock. The boat trembles beneath your leg and his grip tightens. "I got you," he reassures.
You sit opposite him as he tugs the oars back. The water winks up at you in fits of sparkling sunshine.
His invite had come like a surprise, preceded by the knock on the cabin. Yeji had answered, and before he even had time to ask for you, you were there. Peeking over her shoulder like an all too curious sibling. Normally, back at the apartment, life would play out like this. Someone would arrive at your doorstep, flowers in hand and ready to steal Yeji away on a date.
Oh, how the tables have turned.
So now, you sit in a boat, slightly seasick until Minho stops pushing the oars under the water. Only the quiver of the lake keeps you with a minuscule motion.
"I didn't really plan this far ahead," he says, looking back to the distant shore. On the dock, he notes, a boy stands. Then, running up from behind, he is pushed into the water. Impact splashing back at the one who remains standing.
He glances back to you, now having missed your words. "Sorry, what'd you say?"
"I said plans are overrated," you repeat.
A smile crosses his lips, somewhat feeling like a fond glimmer of nostalgia. You will chase after that smile, begging for the faint orange of this golden hour.
He leans forward abruptly, pressing his lips to yours. You smile into the kiss. The strings of his hoodie tickle your hand as you slowly bring your palm to his cheek.
The kiss brings that golden hour into clarity with pulsing fits of orange like a heartbeat.
When he pulls away, bottom lip slightly swollen, he pulls his sleeves over his hands as he glances down to the water. He will not admit what is on his mind, though the peek of his tongue slipping over his lips tells you all you need to know.
"What's your favorite color?" you inquire casually, drawing his eyes back to you.
"Mint," he quickly answers.
You learn that he cannot swim, despite his urgency to drag you out onto the lake, and that he's an only child. He just graduated college with a degree in Computer Science, though he doesn't know what he wants to do yet. Though, he makes it clear that he will never work retail. He has two other cats who were left back home because his friends had whined enough about bringing Soonie.
You find yourself smiling as he tells you stories from his former years. How he nearly flunked his Statistics exam because he accidentally went to the wrong class for half the semester (he couldn't explain how he didn't realize because your laughs suffocated his thoughts). How his friends rely on him for certain things. How he simply lives to live.
His lips find yours again after he tells you that he has a talent for catching people off guard. You flinch a little, though laugh.
As he pulls away, his smile reaches his eyes and you catch the glimmer of comfort sprouting in your chest.
His fingertips find the oars again when a cloud threatens the sun. It dims the lake, stealing the sparkle from the water.
A sigh slips past your lips as you watch the clouds turn. Vacation ends in four days, ready to drag you back to the needy college life. You wonder if Minho will keep in touch. Certainly, you remind yourself, he will. After all, you both live in the same city, so seeing each other shouldn't be a problem.
"What're you thinking about?" Minho asks as he's reaching for the rope to secure the boat to its dock.
His cologne lingers close as he leans over you. A hug-like comfort. You shake your head when he glances down at you. "Nothing."
viii.
A large pizza sits in the center of the table, steam rising from the center. Seungkwan leans over and grabs another piece.
"Gosh, we should've ordered another one," Seokmin sighs, glancing at the two empty boxes at the counter.
Yeji shakes her head, "Maybe if you guys didn't eat so much."
You smile, leaning back in your chair to watch this unfold. Seungkwan defensively waves his hand as he bites. Soonyoung chugs water to drown his words.
Mingyu, though, stares at you. His arms are crossed against his wide chest. He leans
forward, resting them on the table. The argument fizzles, leaving the elephant in the room to be addressed.
"Mingyu, why are you staring at me like that?" you laugh.
"Why are you so lighthearted? What did Minho do to you? Did he inject you with something?"
You blink, waiting for his questions to process. "I'm just in a good mood, I guess."
"Who's Minho?" Yuna returns from the bathroom, reclaiming her seat beside Yeji.
"One of the neighbor guys. He's really cool, actually," Soonyoung informs.
Mingyu shoots him a glare, though before he can speak, Seokmin has begun, "Yeah, you have been kinda weird today, Y/N."
You shrug, shyly looking down at your sweatpants that weren't technically yours. Minho had playfully pushed you into the cabin when you had offered to return them after your lake date. His smile had blazed brighter than the sun. Warmer than the sun. You smile at the close memory.
"See?" Mingyu points accusingly.
"I think you're overreacting," Soonyoung comments, grabbing the abandoned crust from Seungkwan's plate.
Yeji nods, taking a sip from her water before adding, "Just let her have her last summer love."
Mingyu huffs, leaning back into his chair. "I don't like him."
"Too bad," Seungkwan nudges him with a teasing smile.
Nighttime falls after a tense couple rounds of Mafia. Each time, Mingyu would insist voting you off, citing that you were suspicious and simply had to be the Mafia. Even when you were the nurse. Or the cop. You hadn't gotten the mafia card at all.
Your sheets are cold when you climb into them. And though Mr. Sandman has already dragged your eyes to a laze, you cannot find dreamland. Instead, you're left to listen to the night. Distant shouts from the neighboring cabin. You smile, wondering what Minho is doing.
A huff slips from your lips and an open palm rushes to your forehead. How have you allowed yourself to fall this deep? Maybe Mingyu's right. Maybe you should take a step back. Yet still, the imprint of his lips against yours haunts you with the pull at your heart.
You roll over, tugging your covers to your chin. Like the boy in Minho's room.
A hollow noise echoes throughout your ears. It travels upward, like your window being pulled. You flinch, though fight it off. It's nothing, you tell yourself. Just the wind. Or a deer. Or maybe it's a little rabbit.
But then, your heart stops beating when the rustic-style comforter pulls away from you.
Instinctively, you shoot up, swinging your arms. One connects with the heavy meat of a human. It heaves, doubling over in pain.
You tremble, heart shattering against your ribcage. Though, you gain enough strength to reach for the lamp, pulling down on the string.
A boy is balled up on the floor, clutching at his ribs. He glances up at you, squinting beneath the sudden light.
"Minho? What are you doing here?" you whisper. You realize you're in his shirt. And his sweatpants. They're comfy, okay?
He pulls himself up to sit at the foot of your bed, still holding his side. "You have got a strong arm," he gasps for air.
"What are you doing here?" you repeat. At the loud, though distant, chant of someone's name, you add, "Shouldn't you be with your friends?"
He shakes his head. The tips of his fingers pull at the hem of his shirt to reveal his chest. A slim red mark has already formed. He drops the cloth, glancing back to you, "I wanted to see you. You're more fun than they are."
You fight a smile. "You barely know me."
He shrugs. "So?"
You look down at your lap sheepishly. "I'm sorry for hitting you so hard."
"Don't be," he reaches for your hand, pressing your fingers against his momentarily and intertwining them. "I probably should've had a better gameplan."
You can't exactly disagree with that.
"Do you mind if I stay here tonight?" he asks, glancing back out into the open window.
"No, but can you not go home or something?"
He turns back to you, lips slightly pursed. "I'm getting tired of being with them. They're kinda draining."
You know the feeling, thinking of Seungkwan and Soonyoung's full-fleshed arguments that seem to have a daily timer of 7 P.M.
And so he kicks his shoes off and curls up next to you before you turn off the light. His arm curls around you as he sighs. His breath tickles your skin, flaring small goosebumps.
You rest your ear against his chest, hearing out for the small thumps of his heart. Ba-dum. Ba-dum. Ba-dum.
"You never told me the question," you say.
"It's not important anymore," he replies, pulling you a little closer.
Crickets swell in the silence that follows. His chest is warm, a comforting contrast to the earlier sheets. Yet still, you feel yourself asking, "Don't you think we're going too fast?"
And he simply responds, "You can never feel like you're moving too fast if you're constantly running out of time."
You hum. A response curls at your tongue, though your lips fail to move.
When you return to consciousness, the warm pillow you had rested upon is gone. The only evidence he was ever even there is the window, still open, and the wrinkles in the sheets.
ix.
He is not at the lake. He is not at the hidden creek. Maybe he's on a hike, you think. But as you pass his cabin and peek inside, your stomach drops.
The place is pristine, as though eight young men had never even stepped foot inside. You take a peek inside, scanning through all of the rooms. Nothing. Bare beds and bare halls.
His shirt itches against your skin. Not a single goodbye. Pricks of something volatile poke your skin as you realize you have nothing to contact him by. No phone number. No cringy Snapchat username he made when he was thirteen. Nothing.
You drag your feet back to your cabin, passing Seungkwan huddled over a bowl of oatmeal. His greeting distantly floats through your ears, though you fail to process it.
When you fall into your bed, sheets still indented by his figure, a hot tear scales your face. His scent is all around you, like a taunting lullaby. You jolt up, tearing the shirt off of you and throwing it as hard as you can. It caves against the wall, slipping down silently.
You pull over a different, non-Minho shirt and rest back against the mattress. Though still, he remains.
A sob clogs your throat. You want to punch a pillow. Or a wall. Or him. No, you wouldn't punch him. You cannot even find it in you to direct your anger at him. Instead, you decide, you must have done something wrong. Maybe you whispered something in your sleep that infuriated him. Maybe-
A soft knock at your door.
"I'm sorry," you sob, burying your face in the pillow as you clutch the sheets.
Beside you, the bed dips beneath someone's weight. A hand falls against your back, its fingertips tapping lightly.
You expect it to be Yeji. Or Yuna. But instead, when you look, it's Mingyu. His face is blank, not even a trace of an "I told you so" glazing it. Instead, his eyes are covered with a film of pity.
"Did you know?" you manage through the tears.
Slowly, he nods. "I'm sorry."
You shake your head. "It's not your fault."
He pulls you into a hug, and you're glad that his scent does not resemble Minho's. Mingyu smells only like cotton. Freshly washed cotton.
"He's a dick, not telling you he was leaving," he says, drawing a hand up to your head.
Seungkwan's voice drenches the room with bitterness. "Who the fuck hurt you? I will kill-"
Mingyu looks back at the boy standing in the doorway. He shakes his head, beckoning the boy to leave. And he does.
You're grateful for Mingyu.
x.
Only three days remain in your vacation, yet each second is more brutal than the last. Dried tears glue strands of hair to your cheeks. At night, Mingyu comes in and lays with you, rubbing small circles into your back as he tries to make you laugh. Yeji stands in the doorway, confused arms crossed against her chest.
The day before you leave, Yeji stops at your bedside and whispers. "We can leave today."
You look up to her, shaking your head slightly. That's all the energy you have to do. Your voice is a croaking mess when you bring yourself to say, "Don't let me ruin your fun, please."
The final day, as set aside on the drive here, is a day of fun. Hiking and swimming and laughter. Though you remain in bed, sheets pulled to your chin as your fingertip rubs small laps along your lips.
When Seokmin sneaks into your room at dinnertime, a small slice of pizza resting on a paper plate, he says, "You deserve better than him."
You nod. But you're not sure you believe him.
You find yourself wondering what he did in the car ride home. What he's doing now. If his cats are happy to all be together again. You wish that you could have seen Soonie's little smile again. Or even seen Minho's fatherly intuitions with him for even an extra split second.
A fingertip rests on your bottom lip. The car is silent, save the low hum of the radio. Disguised by his sunglasses, it appears that Mingyu's eyes are glued to the road at all times. Though he steals a parental glance in the rearview every few seconds, as if to check you haven't withered away.
Even when Seungkwan coughs, Soonyoung bites his tongue. They do not argue the whole way.
When Mingyu arrives outside your apartment complex, you gather your things and get out of the minivan. Its familiar blue paint stings your eyes with tears. You look back into the car before saying with a forced smile, "Thank you, guys."
xi.
Summer dissipates with green fading to amber. You look at the golden leaves scattering the ground of the campus. Minho's smile flashes in front of your eyes, and you shake it away. A parasite.
You jog to class, sparingly glancing at your watch to count each minute you're late. At five past eight you get to the lecture hall. A quiet apology slips past your lips until you climb the stairs to the back.
For a history class, the seats are rather full. You sit at the end of the second to last row, beside a tanned boy with light brown hair and round glasses. His eyes stick on you a little too long, burning your skin.
Professor Nam discusses the syllabus rather quickly, his words failing to succumb to first-day stutters. His sudden clap makes you flinch, and his voice booms all the way back to you. "That's it. Scan the first chapter to familiarize yourself with the material. You're free to go."
You gather your things and are ready to descend the stairs when the boy beside you calls, "Wait!"
You glance back at him and a flash of familiarity blankets him. His words return to you before you can exactly place him. You have a girlfriend?
"Are you Y/N?" he asks.
Pain shoots through your chest and you take a wary step backwards.
He continues, quickly apologizing, "Sorry to catch you off guard like this. I'm Seungmin."
He proffers his hand. You take it. "Nice to meet you," you manage.
"You too," he smiles. Though, to you, all he says is 'You're the girl he ditched?'
You cannot find the words to form a question, though he beats you to it. He seems to do that, you note.
"What happened with you and Minho?"
Then, when he catches the sparkle of tears glazing your eyes he frantically adds, "If you're comfortable with telling me."
You look down at your shoes, remembering the days of sunshine that quickly turned to cloudy messes. "I don't know, really."
"He was a mess after we left, but he wouldn't tell us anything that happened," Seungmin rambles.
Your eyes shoot back to him. A hoarse laugh grabs your words, "He was a mess?"
Confused, he hesitantly nods.
"He didn't tell me you guys were leaving," you announce, the words stinging you all over again. "And he never left me anything to contact him with. I thought I did something wrong. I probably did."
You remember the white shirt stuffed into your closet, a pair of sweatpants crumbled beneath it. His scent is faintly attached to the fibers. Though, maybe, it's just your imagination.
Seungmin's eyes soften. "I'm sorry. You probably didn't do anything. He wouldn't react the way he did if you had. He's just stupid."
You dismiss yourself, aiding the excuse that you're meeting with a friend for coffee and he understands. Seungmin watches as you leave the lecture hall, a soft sigh tickling his lips.
When you get back to the apartment (not having another class until noon) you cry. Hot tears that irritate your skin. You pull out the tee shirt and hug it close. And the words, again, fall from your lips like a mantra. "I'm sorry."
xii.
Seungmin asks you to coffee a week later, a hint of something unfamiliar in his eye. You agree, though only under the pretense that he pays.
The coffee shop by the campus is riddled with already tired students and rushed projects. Seungmin sits by the window. An iced americano is cupped in his hand and he absentmindedly sips it, eyes over at a set of baristas scrambling to fulfill orders. His gaze breaks, falling onto you and he waves.
"Did I keep you waiting long?" you ask as you pull yourself onto the stool.
He shakes his head, gently setting the sweating coffee on a napkin. "No, I just got here."
He glances back to an aproned barista, who anxiously stares back. His eyes are apprehensive, tinged with a glimmer of something fierce. Seungmin nudges your hand, pointing at the boy.
You feel your heart stop beating. You might be leaning forward and passing out. You might be dying. But one thing's for sure, the boy who is currently holding your eyes makes you blister with heat and blur at the eyes. He stares with a freezing gaze that shoots goosebumps all along your skin.
And then he offers a hint of a smile that warms your body like a blanket. He glances to a coworker, inaudibly says something, and removes his apron. He tosses it into a small blue basket before rushing over. Seungmin gives up his seat.
Minho smacks the back of his head. "Thanks for drinking all of my americano."
"Shouldn't have left it there," Seungmin shrugs before starting towards the exit.
At the door, he turns back and smiles, "Have a good talk!"
You dumbfoundedly watch as Minho lifts himself to the stool. He rests interlocked hands on the table, creating a cage around his half-empty americano. "I'm sorry," he says.
"For what?" you look at him like a lost puppy. His heart softens and the guilt overrides him.
"Leaving," he glances outside, down the street where Seungmin crosses.
You somehow manage to keep looking at him. "Was it something I did?"
"No," he instantly turns back to you. "It was me."
"That's what everyone says," you fight a hurt chuckle. "You can tell me, really. It won't hurt."
And with a forced reassuring smile, you look deep into his eyes.
He shakes his head. "No really, it was me. I was confused and terrible at facing what I was feeling. I didn't want to admit that constantly wanting to kiss someone was more than friendly."
"I take it you still are," you mention. "Considering Seungmin didn't even know."
His head twitches in a nod. "Something like that."
A silence lies over you, though it's unlike the one you held when you walked back from the Camper's Corner. This one seems menacing. As though it has the power to destroy everything.
He suddenly grabs your hand and plays with your fingertips. He does not know the number of times you have pressed them to your lips—sixty-two. He does not know the days you spent staring at your ceiling, eyes burning from spilling insufficient tears. He does not know that you halted communication with everyone, save Yeji, from the trip because they reminded you too much of him. Yet still, his touch cascades your body with heat, as though none of that happened.
"You really don't have to accept this, but I would like to make it up to you."
Your heart catches in your throat and it echoes its thumps throughout your entire body. "Are you asking me on a date?"
Hesitantly, he nods. "I think so."
Your smile burns a whole through his chest. You ask innocently, eyebrows raised with joy, "Can I come see your cats?"
He laughs. "You'd have to meet my mom 'cos they live with her. My apartment complex doesn't allow pets."
"Second date, then."
"You already think you wanna go on a second date with me?" Minho grins, leaning a little closer.
You blush, shaking your head.
You stare into his eyes and see a tiny reflection of yourself. Behind that, you see remorse. Lost time. He's going to make up for it. That's a promise, even if it's not verbal.
xiii.
His laugh bubbles throughout the small room like the sizzle of soda. He pulls the cat close to him, cradling him like a baby. You watch as the cat paws at his chin.
He looks up at you, "I think he likes me."
You smile as he glances back to the cat. He nestles his fingers beneath the cat's chin and gently scratches.
Upon the idea of coming to a cat cafe, he was hesitant. "They might smell Soonie or something," he had pouted.
"It'll be fine," you had promised, taking his hand. They were warm, you recall, like those last days of summer.
And now here you sit, perched atop a chair while Minho rolls around with the cats. All swarming him like he carries a cat-summoning device. His smile is radiant against the sea of calico and tabby.
A flutter ravages in your chest when his eyes find yours. "Why are you staring at me like that?" he laughs.
"Like what?"
"You just look," he thinks. "I can't explain it."
A smile tugs at the corners of your lips. "Cat got your tongue?"
He delivers a wry laugh, returning his attention to the tabby who paws at his chin.
You watch as he fights the crowd to sit up. One immediately climbs upon his shoulder, reaching up to dig its paws in his hair. He gently pulls it off of him, resting it on the plush rug. He returns to his spot aside from you, bringing the straw of his iced americano to his lips.
"I feel bad," he finally says, curiously glancing down to the tugging sensation against the cuff of his sweatpants.
"Why?" you ask, resting your forearms on the table.
He looks back to you. "Because this is our first real date and we're in a place aimed for my interest. I'm supposed to be the one making things up to you, not the other way around."
You fight a laugh. "You know I like cats too, you know?"
"Yeah, but," he hesitates. "they're not really paying attention to you."
You shrug. "That's fine. Watching you interact with them is enough."
He smirks, "So you're saying you like watching me?"
"Interact with cats, yes," you confirm.
A hand grabs yours as he leans across the table to kiss you. His lips taste just like you remember—those sixty-two times did not go to waste. They're soft and taste vaguely of his coffee addiction. Back in summer, they had tasted like faint watermelon. Sometimes strawberries.
Abruptly, he pulls away. "Wait, I didn't ask if I could kiss you, I'm so sorry."
"You didn't ask me the first time you kissed me."
He squints, "Really?"
You nod, a shadow of a laugh tumbling over your lips.
He glances out the window, a look of reliving riddling his features. Eyebrows knitted together. Lips fallen agape. Finally, he looks back to you. "I don't remember not asking."
"Do you remember asking?" you tease, biting your straw between smiling teeth.
"Touche. But that's under different circumstances than right now. I'm supposed to be regaining your trust, not spontaneously kissing you."
You cock your head at him. "In summer, we barely knew each other and you were sneaking into my cabin to sleep in the same bed as me. How is that much different from randomly kissing me?"
He shyly brings his straw to his lips again, taking a long sip that extends the silence. "Summer was different," he finally says.
"Elaborate on that for me, please."
He sighs, flecks of red darting across his cheeks. He looks like he's about to give a presentation for a class he's failing. "Summer Minho," he finally begins, "was insanely stupid."
And then, his words fall. Another silence, save a couple cats clawing at a scratching post.
"And?" you urge him to continue.
He pouts. "I wasted so much time. We could've done this whole dating thing months ago, but because I wanted to run away from those scary feelings, we're here."
Then, in your stunned silence, he adds, "I wish I could go back and force myself to stick around. Or at least leave you a note. I thought about doing that, you know."
You sigh. "You can't change the past."
He lamentably nods, looking down at a sleeping cat to disguise the film blurring his vision.
"So let's make up for lost time," you declare, standing up.
He looks at you confusedly. "What?" he croaks.
"Minho," you offer your hand. Hesitantly he takes it, standing too. You continue, "I don't think I was ever really mad at you. I focused all of the blame on myself. So please, kiss me whenever. Show up at my doorstep at three in the morning because one of the boys got on your nerves. I don't care. I just want to be with you."
A small smile twitches as a lonesome tear slips down his cheek. He pulls you into his chest. The vibration of his laugh shakes against your ear as he whispers, "You're gonna regret saying that part about me showing up at your doorstep."
You laugh and shake your head, though deep down you know he's probably right.
xiv.
Lee Minho is a piece of work. Having the nerve to show up at your apartment while the world is shaking with thunder. His hair is soaking wet, as are his clothes. Though, kept dry, is the brown bag of Chinese food he shoved beneath his hoodie.
He laughs through shivers when you open the door, alternatively drenched with the desire for sleep.
"Did I wake you?" he asks, teeth chattering.
Through squinted eyes, you slowly nod, stepping out of the way to let him in. So tired, you note, that you didn't even bring him a towel before he enters the apartment. Small droplets of water quiver at his movement, pooling beside your doormat.
"Do you still have those clothes I lent you?" he shouts when you retreat back to your room.
A response is unnecessary, for you're already bringing them to him. White tee and black sweatpants, neatly folded. His cologne officially disappeared in the last wash, subtly replaced with your laundry detergent and Yeji's rose perfume.
He steps into your bathroom, quickly asking where your towels are. You point to the small bamboo cabinet Yeji insisted on buying the week before.
You glance at the green digits atop the stove. 12:56 A.M. A wry laugh clogs your throat as you suddenly remember what you had told him two weeks ago on your first date. Though, this begs the question: do you regret telling him that? No, actually. Because now, you will finally be able to fall asleep in his arms again. Plus, he brought you food for unintentional compensation of waking you. That's commendable.
He returns from the bathroom, his new clothes lay over dry skin. Yet, his hair is still damp and sticking every which way. He vehemently shakes his head like a wet dog, sending a few droplets to brush your skin.
He tugs on the top of his shirt, bringing it across his forehead to wipe at straying rain.
Then, he stands still. A simper creeps across his face and he approaches you, entrapping you in his arms. Gently, he sways you, mimicking the boat on the lake. "Sorry for showing up unexpectedly. Jisung kicked me out."
You fight his grip to look up at him. "Why?"
"I may have joked about kidnapping the cats and bringing them to our apartment."
"Was it really a joke?" you inquire.
He laughs. "No."
You press your ear against his collarbone, silently sighing. A content smile crosses your lips as you close your eyes.
xv.
A distant, long forgotten episode of Haikyuu! hums on the TV. Minho's forehead is pressed against your shoulder and his light snores usurp the quiet argument between Hinata and Kageyama. Minho's arms have gone limp around your waist, loosened by the depths of slumber.
You turn in his arms and stare at the slope of his nose. The way his lips are barely parted. The way his eyelashes tickle against his cheeks. His hair has long since dried, though frizz defies its normal shape. You smile before pressing a gentle kiss to the tip of his nose.
In your younger years you had imagined that your final year of college would be tinged with the weight of growing old. Now, every time you're with Minho—in his arms or merely in his presence—you're relieved of all of the nonsense adulthood brings. No stress. Just simply living. It's like a constant adventure with him.
His eyes peek through heavy lids and he tips his head back a little, tapping the back of the couch. In a drowsy voice, he mutters, "Stop watching me sleep, weirdo."
You giggle. "You were snoring."
He shuts his eyes again, humming as he returns his head to the pillow. Barely audible, he whispers, "I love you."
A loud thump echoes in your ears before a smile creeps up to your lips. "I love you too."
In the morning, he will deny this ever happening. Yet still, you will smile and go along with it. "Maybe I was imagining it," you will say with a shrug before disappearing to the kitchen for a cup of coffee. In your wake, he will whisper those three words again, and you will pretend you hadn't heard. Though a smile will fall on your lips when you return to him, two mugs cozied in your hands.
Now, you know that it's nearing four in the morning, and though your tiredness has long fled, you rest your forehead against his and shut your eyes. Lee Minho loves you, even if he denies saying it in his slumber-drunk world. He wants you to stay. And in return, he will stick by your side. Even when you forget Dori's birthday.
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