#I miss having a best friend

[the-cookie-of-doom]

It’s super fun realizing no one is ever excited to see you the way you are to see them. That even if they’re nice and tolerate your presence, you’re no one’s best friend, if you’re even a friend at all.

#cookie speaks #not a new realization #I just get occasionally reminded #that no one misses me when I’m not around #I miss having a best friend #I miss knowing that someone looked forward to seeing me #except even then she had other better friends she wanted to see more #I’m steady and reliable #I let people treat me however they want as long as they give me a little bit of attention #I don’t excite anyone #I’m not included in plans unless I’m the one making them #no one ever asks me first #no one misses me no one likes me no one thinks of me #I’m lucky to be tolerated #even luckier to be included #sometimes #if they remember #if I ask #I don’t ask anymore #I’d rather be alone than have to beg for every second of companionship #but being alone fuckijg sucks when you’re surrounded by reminders of how loved everyone else is #not even my family wants me around #I’m abrasive and irritating better off far away from anyone else #so they won’t be bothered

[teardoll]

i miss having such a genuine connection with another woman. like, i have friends, but it's completely different talking to someone who understands your experiences, who understands how you feel because she's lived it too, you know?

i miss talking about clothes, makeup, boyfriends, feelings, dreams, traumas, sharing ideas, advice.

i miss going out for coffee, have a slumber party, take pics, laugh together, cry together, dance together.

i miss it so much.

#girly shit #girlblogging #just girly thoughts #girly stuff #coquette #girly things #lana del rey #female hysteria #brittany murphy #this is what makes us girls #the virgin suicides #lisbon sisters #sisterhood #girlfriends #cinnamon girl #female rage #manic pixie dream girl #i want to cry #i miss having a best friend #girl interruped syndrome #girl interrupted #lizzy grant #im just a girl #my post ♡ #girly thoughts

[likedaylighht]

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#I miss having a best friend #and a big community of friends from college #I always knew the college friendships would change but I don’t have one that’s my Best Friend either #I’m just in my feels about it #everyone always leaves or I ruin things somehow

[littlest0nergirl]

I’ve gotten a lot of super nice comments in tags on my recent posts and 🥺🥰🥰🥰🥰 I always feel so awkward reaching out to people so I never do but I wanna say that I see every single nice thing left on my posts and it always makes me feel so happy 🩷💜🩵 thank you guys for making me feel like I belong somewhere because I’ve been so lost for so long and I just don’t know what I’m doing anymore.

#me #personal #my coworkers don’t like me #I don’t have many friends #I miss having a best friend #someone who I can just hang out with and smoke or watch tv #someone I can tell all my deep thoughts to without worrying they’re gonna judge me

[soulphiav]

not to vent on main but uhm

#i miss having a best friend #i mean i do have one but sometimes i feel like she has so much experience at well. life and love and everything #and i know nothing. i am so behind people my age and it is starting to get scary and frustrating #i have two best friends and i feel like they both are somewhere- at someplace that i still haven’t arrived #and sometimes i feel like they don’t understand me anymore and i feel horrible now because i know they love me. they deeply care about me #and i deeply love them back. i adore them they’re my everything #but idk lol

[0ct0pies]

staring at my phone waiting for the little gay people to talk to me

#shut up octo jeez #lonely times lately #i miss having a best friend

[thebroken--soul]

You don’t realize how lonely you are until it’s 10pm and you miss everything with your ex best friend…

#i miss having a best friend #I miss talking aboiut Grey’s with her #ex best friend #personal #about me

[mistbix]

silly best friends

#having to repost art making me feel sad i miss them so much </3 #raeda #raine whispers #eda clawthorne #the owl house #toh #best friends to lovers #is. the best troupe sorry #mi arte

[enchantedmelody]

listening to sped up versions of pop sad songs. Maybe I will fill some of the void inside of me

#personal #i miss my friends #i miss having a best friend

[found-the-secrets-in-your-eyes]

I miss you

#vina core #i shouldn't #you're awful now #i shouldn't miss you but i do #i miss having a best friend

[rottapoika]

hahahaha i feel so fucking lonely all the time but i'm also too anxious and don't have energy to do anything about it

#i miss having a best friend #who's interested in the same things as me #i want to see my fave bands live with someone and i want to talk about games and watch my fave tv shows with someone who also likes them #im tired of feeling like im annoying everyone all the time #but i guess I'll just have to live w this cos i don't have the mental energy to make new friends or even maintain my current ones #fun fun #txt

[jemamore]

🔖

#idk ive just been hit by such a wall of sadness #i miss having a best friend #but i also really really wish we'd never met #its so hard to trust my own self and how everything made me feel #and even when everyone i know and the mental health nurse and therapist tells me none of my needs or my hurt were unreasonable #but one voice that you trusted that you hurt makes your needs so unreasonable #im just so sad to have lost someone who i held so dearly #if you somehow read this i dont want you to tell strangers you love me #its like a kick in the teeth #i know i will heal from the loss but ill never have the answers to my questions and that just hurts deeply

[rendevok]

Still a trio after all this time 💗

[ID: A drawing of Miles Edgeworth, Larry Butz, and Phoenix Wright; both from the present and past. Near the top of the image the trio is posing for a photo; Larry, in the middle, is grinning widely, and leaning his elbows on the shoulders of the other two. Miles crosses his arms, looking toward his friends and scowling over the contact, Phoenix smiles fondly while observing the interaction. In the middle and lower half of the image, and superimposed over their older figures, is a picture of their younger selves in a very similar position. Young Larry is once again in the middle, leaning his arms on his friends’ shoulders, while young Miles opens his mouth in protest, and young Phoenix is again observing his friends and laughing with a open smile. End ID]

#signal trio #miles edgeworth #larry butz #phoenix wright #ace attorney #aa #fan art #i lovelovelovelOVE them still being friends years later #this is a screencap redraw with a twist #baby mode: ACTIVATE #i wanna pinch their cheekies… #my heart melted thinking about them playing as kids like it activated core memories and I MISS BEING A KID LIKE THAT.. #but UGH having a friendship that lasted into adulthood is so special and precious #rendevok #i also did my best to give it an image description but i am new to this so apologies if it’s not the best ;w;

[nuppu-nuppu]

#trying to make myself feel better by drawing my fave characters #the colors in this are a bit fucked up for some reason but i love this lil guy #i recently made one of my friends watch all the bnha movies it was fun #they know nothing about bnha except bakudeku #i feel like there's an emptiness inside of me now #like i have no emotions anymore #because he's gone #just hoping i can get his ashes back quickly so he can be with me once again #sorry for talking about poju he was my best friend #just miss him so much #midoriya izuku #deku #bnha #mha #boku no hero academia #my hero academia #fanart

[goldiipond]

can't believe these losers are 17 now

#skye's doodles #YAAAY TEAM BLECK MY BESTEST FRIENDS OH HOOW I MISSED THESE GUYS. it was nice to draw them again <3 #this was for the anniversary but well i am so very ill you see. its still april so i still win <3 #still best villain group ever in the world btw i laove you team bleck. no i will never have a consistent design for mimi. next #super paper mario #spm #count bleck #nastasia #o'chunks #mimi spm #dimentio #mr.l

[thebroken--soul]

Life gets so weird after you lose people that you thought they will be in your life forever.

Like you get something exciting to share and the first thought in your mind is them, you want to text them but then you remember that they are not longer a part of your life and you just… get sad and you just keep that exciting news for yourself…

#sad hours #random thoughts #spilled thoughts #God this is so sad #I’m sad #i miss having a best friend #Friends #friendship #about friendship