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stayarmytinyzenmoa-l · 1 year

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Quick post on how my life is going because AHH I'm reeling

TL;DR: I have a crush on this one guy (maybe) and he has a crush on me but I'm not technically supposed to know so SHH

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Look, okay, I know what this sounds like yeahhhh I mean, I met this guy last summer in chemistry when I picked him to be my unknowing academic rival (muahaha he still doesn't know this because he actually kicked my ass at pchem and I don't want him to know that). And that was really only because we were both commuters and usually I got to class first but for some reason he started getting to class first instead so it was just a way to keep myself entertained for that expedited hell class (recall that I had to go on semi-hiatus for that shit oh god)

But see, day one of pchem, I made a study group discord. And, yes, 10 people came in (one of which, if you recall, is the nice guy (derogatory) from [this] post, but this isn't about him). So a couple of us met a few times already then, one day, another person sends a message to the discord asking where our study room is. Me, being me, stood outside to flag him over and... imagine my shock... my unknowing academic rival. That's how we met, I kinda kept trying to bring him into the conversation to make sure he didn't feel left out because I could tell he's kind of introverted (takes one to know one) and ngl he was kind hot and lowkey my type so like YUHHHH another thing to keep me more entertained.

Some things led to others, the study group got closer (to the point that we're all in a friend group now except for the nice guy (derogatory) we all blocked him after pchem LMAOO) and we still hang out often now. Basically, we all bonded over the shared trauma that was that red flag dude mixed with pchem lmfao.

So to summarize those paragraphs, I've been crushing on this dude for almost four months now lmfao to the point that I started questioning if I really wanted to date him or if I was just wanting to be in a relationship I don't even know AHHHHHH

Anyway, yesterday was my birthday. Deal changer. It turns out all of my friends planned a surprise party for me and, allegedly, my crush (who I will now refer to as J), was really active in planning it (well they all were but still). So we had the small surprise party, and he offered to drive me to my car (fun fact, my university's parking lots are a whopping 15-minute walk from the main campus). So, considering it was late, I accepted. Anyway, yada, yada, he gave me my gift, took me to my car, and was off! I didn't think too much of it because it's kind of a normal thing for the both of us to walk each other to our cars because we park in the same parking lot and leave campus. Then I went to kbbq with my family and go drunk off my ass on soju (eight shots, I'm so ashamed).

But here's where the fun starts.

I was drunk.

I opened his gift when I got home, and oh gosh it was a couple of things and AHHH all together they're actually kind of expensive? I'm going to be honest buying gifts is something that lowkey stresses me out so whenever people ask what I want I just tell them money because whatever they got me for my birthday I feel like I have to get of equal value (and yes I understand that sounds bad but still). But it was just really sweet and ever since then, lowkey, he's kind of spending a lot of money on me like my man, J, pls, I need to pay you back somehow. Y'all don't understand, he walks me to my car at night, we study together, hell, he buys me food sometimes, I gotta pay him back some how!

But, and there's been a development, yes, that's right, my friends, J now lends me his hoodies when I get cold. I've done it, lads, I've done it!!! Also, okay, okay, not to be that person but long time followers know that I'm 4'11 (short queen), this guy is a whole foot taller than me, I swim in his hoodie, I love it, I've been spoiled, I want to experience that again, send help pls, but yes, that's like the main run down of it, AHHHHHH ah I don't know what to do-

#crys talks #personal

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unreachablevoice · 3 years

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Hello...

...okay, I can explain *dodges a flying tomato*

I know I've been gone for a pretty long time *catches a flying shoe*

umm... can you also throw the pair of this? I need a pair to be able to wear this *dodges a flying toaster*

Hey! That's dangerous! *dodges a flying fork* pLEASE DON'T KILL ME

... *awkwardly coughs*Anywho, how have you all been? I hope you're all okay and well. If not, then, I hope you get better!

Life's just been pretty hectic. The last time I posted, I had exams lining up and a lot of homework and projects. Right now, my schedule's finally been pretty lenient and honest to God, my finals is just around the corner (my left brain: lol you call this lenient?) and after that I'm pretty much FREE! WOOHOOOOOOO

...uh yeah, that's that.

I'm also really sorry that I basically just went on like a semi???? hiatus???? but like not really????? I dunno???? The point is, I'm sorry for disappearing all of a sudden. I'm not dead don't worry (lol I wish). I'm still pretty much kicking and alive XD

On another note, I now have Patreon! :D

With this, you can have early access to chapters and some artworks. Honestly, I don't even know why I decided to create one. Just thought it'd be neat to you know earn income hahaha plus, with this, I think I'll finally stop being lazy (My right brain: but we need lots of breaks! My left brain: no) and at least try to post regularly/with a schedule ^^;

Okay, I think that's all??? I'll be posting approximately ummm 1 or 2 days from now??? I mean I already posted there on Patreon so umm yeah there's at least a one/two-day difference. But only today... or like the next few days??? Because the schedule that I came up with is like each chapter that I post, there's going to be at least a three/two-week space between and I'll post first on Patreon, then I'll post here on Tumblr and ao3 and wattpad after another week.

So, with that, I'll at least have some semblance of an organized life lol

Oof and also, I can see that people umm dmed(??? is that the right term????) me and oof okay I'm sorry I didn't answer, again, because of reasons, and I might answer umm later??? because I'm kinda nervous because I dunno what to say and why did y'all even dm(is? this? correct? or? not????) me but yeah I'm still pretty happy and if you wanna talk then go ahead and explode on my uhhh chat??? haha

So, yeah that's it. See y'all next time and stay tuned (for about like 2 or 3 days???) for the next chapter of Wear Your Heart On Your Wrist And Together, We'll Soar To The Sky (gosh I really have to stop giving my fics long ass titles or at least give them an acronym) although if you can’t wait and want to be able to read it already, it’s already up on Patreon! byeeeeeeeeeeeeee

#maribat #daminette #ml x dc #mlb x dc #maribat au #marinette x batfam #daminette Heart Soulmate bond #daminette soulmate fic #ml crossover #dc x miraculous #im so sorry #ive basically vanished like that meme #like the peace sign vanish thingy #im so so so sorry #i still love you #dont worry #i just-#my brain's just a dumbass #My left brain: Don't lump me with him!#My right brain: noooo I wuv you leftyyy #My left brain: MY NAME IS ARNOLD AND YOU KNOW THAT YOU IDIOT #My right brain: YEAH! and my name's Archie! :D #Arnold: your name is Archibald #Archie: yeah but I made myself a nickname! my name just sounds so oldddd why did you have to name me this way???? T^T #Arnold: AB asked me so I named you. Deal With IT #Archie: T^T Bibi why hast thou forsaken me??? T^T #AB Cam: sowwy :(#Arnold: look what you did! now you made her sad!#Archie: noooooo I'm sorryyyyy and HE it's HE #Arnold: SHE GOES BY WHATEVER BASED ON HER BIO SO FUCK OFF

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