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#I love how red Gai gets when he’s embarrassed😂
sigurdjarlson · 2 years
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Dude re: the sex toy post, I absolutely will not let go of my hc that Greg fucking loves anal and dicks himself down with sex toys on the regular, but has never found anyone to do it to him in real life
DUDE have you been reading my mind I was super tempted to make a post about Greg being a huge cockslut not long ago.
He’s an absolute size queen too. Greedy bastard wants it all 😂
I am such sucker for bottom Greg (and sub Greg but that’s not the subject here although they’re kinda related here. Obviously submissiveness and bottoming isn’t automatically synonymous of course but it is for Greg i think)
Like I just can absolutely see him loving it but like you said he’s never really done it with anyone? People tend to expect him to top because he’s a big guy, you know. People assume he’s a top.
And he’s a people pleaser so he doesn’t really push the issue which leads to him not getting fucked into the mattress like he so desperately wants to be.
And he just likes how it feels. He likes feeling full. He’s such a greedy little cockslut when he finally gets it. He wants it all.
So he’s been kind of stuck mostly with his fingers and toys for penetration. Which he uses his..regularly. Admittedly more often than ever before after he meets Tom
And Tom pushes him around both physically and otherwise. Like Nic said he pushes him, pokes him like “I can do whatever I want to your body” and that’s that.
And that’s what Greg wants but in the bedroom. (Or wherever) not in a fight me in the office sense
It’s so easy to imagine Tom fucking him. Manhandling him effortlessly. It drives him insane.
It certainly wasn’t attractive at the time but sometimes he thinks about the time he pushed him down in the snow that one time after telling him about Shiv. How easily he forced him into his back.
And goddd you know Tom’s “I have a dick like a red sequoia and I fuck like a bullet train” has been living rent free in Greg’s mind ever since. It haunts him.
I still can’t get over that scene. How he just loses any sense his usual nervousness and becomes laser focused on cock and goes right into brat mode “prove it”
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My dude wants to be dicked down SO bad. I mean look at him. god he has no thoughts about anything but cock in that pretty head of his there
Hmmm…
Also this is just some random thoughts I’m having on the matter regarding Greg bottoming but also internalized homophobia
There’s also this kind of thinking for him where bottoming is like gayer than topping somehow so it’s all wrapped up in a bit of his internalized baggage there.
Like he’s gay and he knows it. He doesn’t want to be. It makes him think of his dad. (I doubt Marianne meant for Greg to hear back handed comments said out of anger about his father and internalize them but..)
There’s this negative connotation there for him because he associates it with the destruction of his family. He doesn’t objectively think being gay is wrong in general but him being gay is because it makes him like his dad
He’s slept with men but he tops. He doesn’t particularly want to. It’s fine but he wants so badly for someone to fuck him. He just can’t bring himself to ask for it.
He can try to fool himself into thinking he’s less gay than he is since he topped at least. Even though that’s not how that works, Greg.
He’s never been deeper in the closet than he is at Waystar though for obvious reasons. The homophobic atmosphere definitely does not help him with his own internalized issues.
The way the phrase “getting fucked” is constantly being used in a derogatory sense by everyone. It kind of reinforces this feeling that it’s wrong to actually want.
He sees it as some kind of embarrassing thing to want, to admit to wanting so badly? Which makes it simultaneously more unnerving and more attractive to him because of this sort of “I’m doing something naughty and wrong” kind of feeling.
And he wants to be called on it almost because he doesn’t like admitting to even himself. He wants Tom to hold him down and make him admit he’s a greedy little cockslut and have him beg for it.
It would be freeing to finally admit it out loud. (And maybe deep down he just wants someone to tell him it’s okay to want. It’s just a preference it’s not a bad thing.)
Alone though he’s fucking himself regularly and he just loves it. It’s easy to forget about shame when he’s alone in his bedroom and he feels so good. He knows he’d love it even more if it was someone else though Tom but..
(Hm..he should homophobically bully himself in the mirror again about wanting to be fucked)
When he finally gets it though he’s gonna be such a needy little slut.
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msookyspooky · 2 years
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SPOOKY DO YOU LIKE THE ROCKY HORROR PICTURE SHOW CUS I LOVE OT AND THINK STU WOULD TOO
GODBYE SPOOKMEISTER
lolool it grew on me 😂 When I first saw it at 15 I was like "Wtf even is this???" then I went to a live show and loved it!
Funny side story about that: You know how they call on virgins if you haven't seen it? Well I knew there was a chance and prepared. Like, I was ready to put a condom on a banana or to do the balloon thrust popping thing with a partner....Oh no, they called on me, ONLY me, had me get up on stage all eyes on me. And just asked 'are you a virgin then?' Mind you, my mom and family was there. Idc idk doing some stupid gag is one thing in front of my family but I just...BLANKED. I blanked out bc I didn't expect just ME to be up on stage in front of at least one hundred ppl and them asking that. It doesn't help it was a weird old man wrapping his arm around me to ask. So, I was a virgin irl and for the show and should have just said YEAH or something witty like TODAY I AM!
NNOOOOOOOO My stupid ass blanked out when a group of church going elderly women were in the front row staring at me + my mom beside them.
I loudly said "YES I AM A PROUD VIRGIN!"
ahhhgggghhjshkktdxjkkk I wanted to fucking die. The old guy asking me gave me a cringy look, I was beet red and when I was walking back to the seat a bunch of teen boys my age burst out laughing. Like damn I should have just kept walking up the aisle out of there 😭😭😭😭 omg and of course as a teen everything is so much worse. 25 yr old me would probably not have blanked out like that or thought too much about my answer and just stuck my tongue out at the assholes laughing but 15 yr old me was MORTIFIED.
Plus side, the actor that played Frank n Furter complimented my dress and all the actors we got to talk to were great and it was fun but that memory gives me second hand embarrassment to this day.
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Yeah Stu seems like the type that makes fun of women and gays and is 'no homo' everyday of his life but uses the excuse of 'a joke' to dress in drag as Frank every chance he gets. Like boy just admit you look cute and you like it. Like this is him every year Randy hosts a Rocky Horror Picture Show screening if they lived and didn't get stabby.
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Billy I don't think would like it. I can't see him liking musicals even he laughed a few times. Controversially, I could see Billy getting tired of being the pretty boy and refusing to be Rocky if he was forced to dress up (He's too skinny but wont admit thats why) but still wanting to keep up his image so he'd unironically be Eddy or Riff Raff.
Look at this creep and tell me our creep couldn't play him.
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