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melancholiaenthroned · 6 months

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amanda saw for the ask game :))

yayyyy tyyy<333

first impression: ok full disclosure i did NOT like saw the first time i saw it LOL. i thought adam was annoying and the bathroom was yucky and it was too slow paced. BUT i did like amanda she was like the redeeming quality to me. and once i watched saw ii i was completely sucked in she was everything to me. the way she claws at her face when she first wakes up like shes expecting the bear trap is such an acting moment of all time.

impression now: i love her so much shes the best apprentice her character is everything to me. i dont know what to say that hasnt been said before but i guess my most recent impression of her was in saw x and i just felt like her character, at the state in between saw and saw ii, was so well written. like her dependence on john but her reluctance to hurt people who she doesnt think fully deserve it... god... you can see the doubts starting to form like why are we doing this am i fixed is this what being fixed feels like... and shes so so scared of losing him... godddd. god. and her dykey outfit... i had some issues w saw x amanda was not one of them

favorite moment: DIFFICULT QUESTION hmmm all her moments r so good. i think the one that makes me craziest is i forget the exact line but in saw iii she tells lynn smth like "sure u can kill me but when john heres me cry out hell come running for me and rip off his heart monitor and then ull die" but later when shes bleeding out she looks up at john and reaches out for him and he just looks down at her and tells her its her destiny. COMPLETELY FUCKED. also obviously "fix me" and you know what can i just list all of saw iii as my favorite moment.

idea for a story: god. ok. like actual film wise i think we should move on from john kramer forever and honestly like over the course of the 4 movies shes in weve gotten a pretty good look at amandas character like it feels like theres limited room to fit in a new story. theres small things id like to see, more of her interacting and butting heads w the othe apprentices, but nothing like huge within canon bc i feel like it would throw off her arc. that being said idk how it would fit into a film but i would like to see her almost relapse post saw ii but discover that shes developed a fear of needles and instead of taking this as like. a fucked up thing. she tries to reframe it as like proof that traps work like she Is Fixed. but obviously this is right before saw iii and shes wavering but shes trying to tell herself that. developing ptsd over being thrown into a pit of needles. was a good thing<3

unpopular opinion: i dont rlly ship her and gabriela i see gabriela very much as a mirror of amanda but i dont rlly think its valuable or interesting to interpret that relationship as romantic SORRY

favorite relationship: ive said it before she and lynn have the craziest chemistry of any couple in all the saw movies like what was in the water on set that made them act that way... my only wish is that more fans made them insane rather then like. in lynn lives aus where theyre cute and healing together like no. they wouldnt do that. and then of relationships in canon obviously her and john have the most interesting and tragic thing going on (to be clear i dont mean relationships as in romantic here) but if i think about that too long ill start crying so instead lets just remember her and lynns crazy dyke swag.

favorite headcanon: oughh god idk... shes such a complete and basically perfect character to me i dont have a lot of big ideas about her outside of whats shown... like i said i think she has a phobia of needles after saw ii that she pushes through for the sake of traps that require it and then immediately goes and like throws up after. i think she bites her hand when shes really angry and sometimes draws blood. i think it reminds her of the beartrap and i think she pretends that gives her comfort. and i think at some point pre saw she dated the same vegan feminist punk that adam did<3

#tysm god i love her so bad i love talking about her #saw #poison.txt #ask

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4dtk · 4 years

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also sorry anon i did general mark hc’s too!! after those are the mark as a bf headcanons :^) the hc’s are all over the place hhhhngnd i apologise

general mark headcanons:

scrunches his nose when his glasses are falling off his face

scratches his head excessively when he doesn’t know what to say

can’t sleep with the air-conditioning on bc he’s sensitive to cold ;;

likes it when you praises him, he’s subtle about it though

randomly strikes poses in the middle of conversations like… mark wth

BITES into his ice cream (theres this super old video of the boys visiting an ice cream shop in the US but i forgot what he did so i headcanon that he does that)

loves to act out the bohemian rhapsody guitar solo when he’s alone in his room

has a cup he brings around everywhere that has water or like… herbal tea or sum idk he’s used to carrying around this one cup anywhere in dorms

thrashes around A LOT in bed

has weird fucking dreams all the time

proceeds to narrate out said dreams to the 127/dream group chat…

the hyungs mostly leave him on read, taeyong is adamant on finding out the meanings of the dreams and jungwoo reacts with a cursed emoji

johnny and haechan shouts across the dorm to acknowledge his dream but the dreamies seem to be into it

they have a ‘mark hyung’s weird dreams’ archive

this mf never cleans his room it takes like having to have lost an important thing to motivate him to clean up but then it just goes back to how it was until the cycle repeats

mark chews with his mouth closed like a gud boy

breaks out in freestyle rap when he’s stressed or excited

occasionally checks out the fans’ fanfiction and he likes the fluffy ones but the dirty ones always make him cringe and make weird noises like he always does

mark as a bf:

always mf nervous when he holds your hand, not sure why

he likes the feel of his hand in yours

he likes your kisses too

mark has the habit of whining when he doesn’t get something when he’s with the members and it increases tenfold when he’s with you

no cuddles? whine

no kisses? whine

no attention? of course the mans whining

but you find it rlly cute and mark will be caught dead before the members find out how much more whiny he is with you

gives you the last watermelon on the plate

likes basketball dates where you both fail to make the hoop

“this one’s for y/n!” [mark misses]

“mark this is for you!” [you miss way worse than mark, going over the basketball post]

kisses on the forehead

kisses on your neck

kisses on your fingers

helps you to paint ur nails if you do!!!

you two also do impulsive things together

exhibit a: dyeing your hair together

exhibit b: cutting said hair together

mark offers to do a undercut for you but his hand is too shaky that you ask him to stop immediately

the man hates horror but can sit through thriller movies with you, although thriller still has those… jump scare elements

he likes detective/action movies

mark takes you to this outdoor restaurant once, kinda like that hit the states vid with haechan in dallas

there’s fairy lights and soft music playing and the food is really good too!

the ambiance is really beautiful and you can see the stars above you

it’s your favourite date with him to date

mark’s favourite date of yours was the first time you “went” out

he had busy schedules the next day and couldn’t stay out late so you two had to stay in the dorms for a first date

you opted for movies and maybe a small cuddling session to find our your boundaries and you two ended up liking it a whole lot

mark was very flustered which was the reason why he wanted to be hugging you form behind when watching the movie

the members left you alone, mostly

johnny wouldnt stop “accidentally” coming in for something he forgot just so he can update the others on what you two were doing

he doesn’t mean any harm, he’s just stoked to see his friend having someone more intimate to confide in other than the boys

mark plays the guitar for you and does a little jam session for you as well, but mostly the two of you hung out and talked about what you liked and disliked

mark would’ve loved to be at your place if he couldn’t go out but his manager said it might be better to stay in for fear of paparazzi and stuff like that

he also wished he could’ve introduced the boys a little later bc he wanted you to himself but he can’t always get what he wants

the members are nice to you but everyone’s ultimately a stranger to you so the next day you decide to stay in for another night for a movie night with the boys

its their off day the next day so its ok

mark has his hands in yours and squeezing your hand so tight bc he doesn’t want someone to see how fond he is of you

he’s shy please understand uwu

he becomes more comfortable towards the end of the night despite the teasing and when the movie ends he turns off the tv and leaves the boys be

and you two sleepily walk to his room

they blame him for all the unnatural cramps in their bodies the next day

the auntie who cooks for them is fond of you too

when you help its like delicious food galore part two

you can only do a few dishes tho, but it’s still delicious

mark likes to pepper kisses over your face when you’ve just woken up

his kisses are soft but his hands love to wander

his lips are very soft too

facetiming when he’s on tour/on lockdown/after a show

usually he’s in the car back to the hotel or washed up on his bed

but either way he looks really good

sleepy, raspy voice which always makes your heart beat faster

failed pickup lines that make you smile

mark likes to go on picnics with you, too

you met via a picnic, actually

your mats were across each other and the members were celebrating someone’s birthday and they decided to do it at a not-so frequented park bc they missed being out of schedules

your friends just wanted a day out

the ball they were playing with… landed in the brownies and you were ready to throw hands for your friend who was so excited about bringing those brownies

(she said it was ok she brought two trays of brownies)

you took one look at mark and swallowed your words, not knowing what to say

you shoot him a glare, more harsh than you intended and handed his ball back

mark had to get his hyung to say that he didn’t mean it bc he was pretty scared of you

and yes that’s how u met

all in all, mark loves you a lot and wouldn’t trade anything

mark loves all of you and isn’t afraid to show it behind closed doors when he’s kissing you with both your laughters laced into it

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