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#I looooove her u don’t understand
cherryjuiceblues · 6 months
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You are so kind and so sweet. Your response just is so nice. So unnecessarily nice. But I can tell you can’t help it either which is endearing. But you also know where to put boundaries down. I really admire that. Thank you for responding to me again. Sorry for being a bug.
Okay so, erg, so nervous but might as well at this point. So you’ve touched on tickling a couple times in MB. Mentioned that Harry was interested in exploring it during sex and then when he blew a raspberry on her tummy (which had me squirming)…And I was wondering if you were planning to explore that more? Or if you would? Even if you’re not comfortable exploring it in a sexual way, could be like a fluffy relationship development. But both ways could be fun. I… tend to get in my head a lot. And have found that when someone tickles me, it quickly gets me out of my little mental rut. Some kind of hormone must get released in my brain because I’m suddenly able to let things go and stop worrying so much. But I hate that I kind of like it. I will never ask someone to do it because I’m too embarrassed. And it’s a love/hate relationship to be tickled in front of someone else because I get really flustered. Being flustered, humiliated, (not even sure if it is one?), but that whole “kink” is a one of those things that MB unlocked for me. And I’m excited to keep learning. Also love the pup/puppy nickname. “Excited like time for walkies” had me giggling. I’m definitely also excited for the d*ddy kink to be explored.
One of my favorite parts is when she starts giggling after he bottoms out on that first night and can’t stop. Laughter being beauty in its purest form. I feel like one of H’s favorite things is making her giggle and he’s enamored by it. But if it doesn’t fit into the story or makes you uncomfortable then I totally understand!!! Xx
I feel like I have so much to say about this fic that like I wanna tell you what I love about it but I feel like I’m being weird and don’t want to overwhelm you. Sorry for rambling.
Also vanilla lime, when he teleports her into the lake to “cool off”, what the French toast. Your brain is so cute. Please never stop writing (as long as it makes you happy. In which case, if it doesn’t, then don’t keep writing. Be happy first).
Holding my breath.
- 💌
you’re absolutely not being a bug !!! it’s so lovely to talk to you <3
but the TICKLINGGGGG 🫨 i had honestly completely forgotten that i even wrote that but YES !!!!! there’s just something so exhilarating about being tickled. the way your laughter and squirms are quite literally forced from your body. the rush it gives is so good. and the humiliation it brings too. it’s so yummy 😋 i’d LOVE to write more of that in. thank you for reminding me!!!!! and that totally works with them. getting y/n out of her head is definitely one of harry’s main missions in life. and the laughing and the tenderness during sex is absolutely everything. harry loooooves it 🤕 makes him so heart eyed for sure whenever she laughs so freely.
(i’ll admit i was giggling writing the ‘time for walkies’ bit too 😁)
don’t feel like you’re overwhelming me! i really really love to receive these messages, they’re so so nice. and i’d be so happy to hear as many thoughts as u feel comfortable sharing !! 🫶
lots of love <333
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duckymcdoorknob · 3 years
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so um... who in 1a do you think would tickle their s/o to cheer them up when insecure? (Laughs nervously)
ohOHOH BUCKLE UP NONNIE FRIEND
Lemme give you 2 boys and 2 girls!
INTRODUCING:
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Eijirou Kirishima
Baby boy would 100% tickle his s/o to make them feel better!
The whole fandom agrees that Kiri is a “chubby chaser” I rlly hate that term LMFAO
BUT THAT BEING SAID if they were insecure about their body?
Ohh buddy. Be ready to feel some TICKLES.
They would be loved on immediately.
“I just don’t know how you don’t like your thighs. I mean sweet MERCY these are my favorite pillows in the worlllddd” while squeezing the daylights out of them.
“LOOK AT YOUR WAISTLINE MY GOODNESS. HOURGLASS FIGURE!!” While tracing their sides.
“Are those abs I see??? No way! Let me make sure!!” While tracing lines on their stomach where abs would be.
If it was a physical feature, like short nails, thin hair, birthmarks, dry skin, he would pepper kisses all over the affected areas.
“Are you still sad?”
“yeah. Sorry.“
“This won’t do at all. Nopenopenope! Not whatsoever. It’s time to go plus ultra for your smile!!”
If you tell him you’re sad?
R u n
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Mashirao Ojiro
You probably expected Denki or Izuku.
But Ojiro would just understand!!
He has a non-power quirk. It’s a physical attribute.
So he obviously got teased for it as a kid. He knows how it feels to be treated weirdly.
So if his s/o was sad, he’d start off by giving them SO many kisses. SO MANY.
Then he’d gently run his hands on the effected area of insecurity,
“Was... was that a giggle I heard?”
“N-no! Not at all! Mashi no- don’t you DARE!”
He’s not the best comforter, but he tries his hardest.
He will talk their ear off and sing of your praises until they give him a gentle grin.
Then his hands are on their tickle spot until they swear they’re happy again.
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Mina Ashido
PLS SHE WOULDNT EVEN ASK WHAT’S WRONG!!!
She would just s e n s e they were sad, then lay between their thighs with her cheek on their stomach.
“Baby. I know you’re sad, so do you need any space?”
“No? Okay. Let me know if you want to talk about anything.”
When her s/o spills da beans, she will prop herself up and give her partner the biggest hug ever.
But then oh? What’s this? A new challenger appears? It’s Mina’s wiggling fingers!!
Tickle hugs>
Insecure abt body? She’s on them like white on rice.
“I just don’t get why you don’t looooove this body. I mean it’s so ticklish! It’s got a built in happy maker!!”
Insecure abt bodily feature?
“I mean honestly, it’s just a different kind of quirk. You’ve already got one, so having two is gonna be so beneficial for you.”
She casually says this while she’s wrECKING THEIR TICKLE SPOTS.
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Kyoka Jirou
She’s a huge comforter
But she just doesn’t know what to say.
So she’s so huge on PDA to make sure her s/o feels better.
“I’ll just lay here with you if you don’t wanna talk.”
So she does.
If her s/o opens up? She tries her best.
Insecure about their body?
“You don’t ever have to worry about how you look. The only opinion that matters on your body is yours. If you think mine matters, then so be it, I love your body. So so so much. Because it cuddles me and hugs me when it’s happy or sad.”
Insecure about a bodily feature?
“Eh. So be it. All the greats have some kind of quirk. What makes you any different?”
“Can I try to cheer you up?”
Then BOOM
She’s so gentle like- Please.
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alfredolover119 · 3 years
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I looooove your zukka rec lists! I recently became Avatar-obsessed, never got a chance to watch it as a kid and only just got through it all! I was wondering if you'd consider doing a specifically angst rec list? I love fluffy zukka everything, but sometimes you just gotta have your heart ripped out of your chest and put back in after being thoroughly blended.
thank you! i relate heavily to “recently became Avatar-obsessed” haha. as for the angst list, i sure can try! warning: all of these have happy endings because im a crybaby who can’t read unhappy endings. also, p much all of the fics in the completed section were featured on my other lists but this is specifically the ANGSTY ones >:^)
angsty zukka wips
first, most obviously, feels like we only go backwards by @oldpotatoe
-currently at 102k with 19/27 chapters posted; rated teen
-the amnesia fic. the amnesia fic. the amnesia fic. you know. i haven’t actually read it yet because, as previously mentioned, i’m a crybaby and am waiting for it to finish up but, from my understanding, this fic will murder you in a dark alleyway with no remorse. if u like zukka angst, you’ve probably already read this, but just in case!
An injury leaves Sokka with amnesia. His last memory is of the failed invasion, of leaving his father behind in enemy territory on the Day of Black Sun. Of hopelessness. Rage. // But then he wakes up, and the war is over. Suddenly, he must come to terms with the fact that years have passed, and that he's somehow the Southern Water Tribe Ambassador to the Fire Nation. He is also supposedly friends with banished-Prince-turned-Fire-Lord Zuko, of all people. Close friends.
Yeah, nah.
and i’ll do anything you say (if you say it with your hands) by @goldrushzukka
-currently 38k with 6/8 chapters posted; rated mature
-holy shit. holy SHIT. modern au based on the “my cat likes my fuckbuddy and i am falling in love” trope(?). maybe it’s just because of how the last chapter ended, but oh my god. this one made me cry. made me want to commit violence. when it’s not angsty as hell, it’s pretty funny, but holy shit. ao3 user nebulastucky please.
It’s supposed to be a one night stand. Pick up some guy at a bar, barely remember his name and never learn anything real about him, send him packing in the morning with a thanks for the ride and a cup of coffee to-go. That’s how it’s supposed to go. // But then it’s the best sex Sokka has ever had, and he thinks he’ll hate himself if he never gets to have it again.
Violet Blossoms and Celestial Objects by @hollypunkers
-currently 15k with 2/? posted. rated teen.
-this is the sequel to blue (an angsty, zukka rewrite of book 2-- go read it if u havent!)! !! this is a book 3 rewrite. only two chapters in and mrs hollypunkers is really abusing the miscommunication tag, as zukka writers seem to enjoy doing. im excited to see how the world and story develops with the changes to the story! you should be too!! its very good! obviously spoilers for blue lmao
Having sided with the Avatar in Ba Sing Se, Zuko not only must navigate his new relationship with Sokka but returning to the Fire Nation as a banished enemy. His own journey of self discovery and personal growth must now coexist alongside the personal struggles of every other member of the Gaang as together they blaze a treacherous path toward an unsure victory against Zuko's own father and nation.
breakable heaven by @fruitysokka
-currently 71k with 9/11 chapters posted. rated teen
-swt ambassador zuko! soon to be chief sokka! fake dating ur best friend to get out of an arranged marriage! what could go wrong!!! i also haven’t read this one ((see: i’m a crybaby who is being hurt by too many zukka wips already)), but it has been hanging out in my marked for later for months. from what i understand, this fic has: angst.
With his twenty-first birthday looming just around the corner, the Southern Water Tribe Elders have decided that Sokka, next in line to be Chief, needs to get married. Sokka does not want that, but he does need to get them off his back until he can figure his way out of it. What better way to do that than to pretend to date his best friend (and newly minted Ambassador to the Southern Water Tribe) Zuko? // Seriously, this is a foolproof plan. Maybe one of Sokka's best. Absolutely nothing can go wrong.
angsty zukka fics (completed!)
(i’ll put these in wc order)
lighthouse beam by @incorrectzukka
-7k, rated g
-a modern college au!! zuko’s inner-monologue is very angsty in this fic. typical zuko. also per usual, theyre both fucking dorks. they sort themselves out in the end, but not before The Angst. zuko is semi-deaf in this fic and also he has a bit of internalized homophobia.
Sokka’s breathtakingly beautiful and he’s smart and makes other people laugh. Zuko has a half-burnt face and a deaf ear. It’s not rocket science. // Or, Zuko falls in love with the boy in his Philosophy class.
This Isn’t My Idea of Fun by @khaleeseas
-9k, explicit
-moon spirit/nwt prince!sokka, no war to be found here! admittedly this isnt THAT angsty but like. the angst IS present. zuko is still the prince. a lovely childhood friends (though they hated each other for a minute haha) to lovers story. 
If you asked Zuko, he and Azula saw far too much of Chief Hakoda of the Northern Water Tribe’s children growing up. It wasn’t until they were older, and Azula pointed out that - duh - their families were trying to set them all up, that he realized why. // He was told by his mother to be polite. These people were their friends and allies, and though their nations were as different as they came, harmony between nations was the most important thing. // It wasn’t his fault the Chief’s children were so annoying.
put your lips close to mine (as long as they don’t touch) by @celestialceci
-9k, teen
-modern au! zuko and sokka are college roommates. zuko goes to spend the summer with sokka. again,, not really that angsty but-- its there!! the detail and feeling of Home in this story make me happy. zuko is insecure as hell here too. if ur into that. 
Zuko hates his home. He likes college alright, but he likes Sokka even better, his assigned roommate turned best friend. Spending the summer with Sokka will be fun, a welcome change of pace he desperately wants. It probably won't awaken anything in him... right?
the thing about dancing by anodymalion
-9k, teen
-yes. this one right here officer. it makes my heart ache. also trans sokka! which is cool. but the zuko angst in this one. hurts me. not so much relationship angst as it is zuko learning he deserves happiness angst. i’m sure u know The Type.
The first time a attendant spills Zuko’s tea and doesn’t immediately fall to her knees, begging the Fire Lord’s forgiveness, it is not anger but a resounding warmth that fills his chest.
i could (never) give you peace by @zukkababey
-10k, mature
-OUCH. OUCH OUCH OUCH. boys please learn to communicate im begging u. also zuko.. zuko, dude. as the tags of the fic say, hes “really going through it” in this one. YOUCH. post-canon.
Zuko almost said it. He almost said the words I think I’m in love with you, but he choked them back down at the last second. // Zuko would never be able to be what Sokka wanted. They might have needed each other during the summer, when two boys with too much weight on their shoulders found comfort in each other in the only way they knew how. // But now Zuko was Fire Lord, and Sokka was leaving.
this love burns so yellow (becoming orange and in its time, exploding) by @meliebee 
-18k, teen, major character death 
-i lied. THIS is the one, officer. found family.. good mai and zuko and toph friendships.. . ozai escapes prison and tries to overthrow zuko. OBVIOUSLY angst ensues. poor boy. he Does heal in this but it gets worse before it gets better. angst angst angst angst.
Ten months after Zuko is crowned at seventeen, he faces his first coup.
Anything for You by beersforqueers
-23k, explicit
-istg. this is probably one of my favorite zukka fics. its PAINFUL. modern au where theyre broken up but sokka hasnt told his family yet so zuko goes home with him for kataang wedding. a bit smutty, but the plot oh my god ohgm y fuvk. made me cry the first time i read it. (see: crybaby!me) insert that one picture of the horse with the caption PAIN. 
In which Sokka and Zuko have broken up but Sokka hasn't told his family yet. So when Katara and Aang's wedding weekend rolls around and he doesn't want to break Gran-Gran's heart, he asks Zuko to pretend to be his boyfriend for one last weekend. // Things don't go as planned.
Moving Mountains by @thefangirlingdead
-64k, mature
-so. when i read this the first time it was in one sitting. soulmate au set within canon era / the comics, to an extent. soulmates can hear each others thoughts. i will happily say this is slowburn, jesus christ. champagne without the cham. 
Soulmates are chosen by the spirits and can hear each other’s thoughts. Sokka thinks it’s cheesy and dumb. Zuko thinks it’s poetic justice that he doesn’t have one because he doesn’t deserve it. Cruel irony is finding out that the prince of the Fire Nation (and the person currently hunting you) is your soulmate.
In the Soft Light by @voidcenturyscholar and @romancedawning
-83k, teen, graphic depictions of violence
-moon spirit!sokka living in the northern water tribe. zuko is sent to the northern water tribe as a cultural liaison. iroh is the fire lord but while he is away taking care of lu ten after his injury ozai steps up. i cannot express how many emotions this fic made me feel. background yuetara. i would almost say found family?? but. anyway. plenty of angst to spare here with a healthy dose of enemies to friends to lovers.
As the newly appointed cultural liaison to Northern Water Tribe, Zuko is the first Fire Nation Citizen to step foot inside the city's walls in nearly a century. He's determined to prove himself—to the Fire Lord and to his father—even if the Water Tribe's spirit-touched prince seems to want nothing to do with him.
That Midnight Sky by @zukkababey
-103k, teen
-now now now. tms... modern college au where sokka agrees to tutor zuko in physics because zuko has to maintain straight a’s and physics is just not doing it for him. so. thats cool but THEN azula moves in, randomly, with zuko. to hide the fact that sokka is tutoring zuko, they fake date! what could go wrong!! the mutual pining in here combined with the angst... wonderful, tasty. everyone read it rn. also SLOWBURN 
In Zuko’s strict family, needing a tutor is just about the worst thing you could do. Failing a class, however, is even worse. The only rational solution? Take up Aang on his offer to find him a physics tutor and have Sokka—beautiful, smart, handsome Sokka—tutor him in secret. // When Azula’s arrival threatens to reveal Zuko’s secret, it’s up to Sokka to convince her this definitely isn’t what it looks like. See, he’s actually… Zuko’s… boyfriend? // Hmm. There’s no way this could get complicated, right?
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staywritten · 4 years
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A Love That Last│Bang Chan IV
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A Love That Lasts │ Chapter IV
Synopsis: You’ve spent the last two years, helping your very handsome next door neighbor raise his adorable daughter. The two of you fell into a routine before you knew it. And now you had this little family. You couldn’t help but fall for him.
Genre: Parent!Au, Dad!Bang Chan, Fluff, Nonidol!Au, smut in a later chapter
Word Count: 2365
Part I │Part II │Part III │
You grumbled sitting at your desk, you’d been staring at the same screen for the past 45 minutes, not making a dent in your paperwork. You were at a loss. You didn’t need to get Minseo from school, there was nothing to do at home, and you came into work on your day off because the thought of staying home and having to deal with maybe seeing Chan leave for his date kind of broke your heart. 
You spent a good portion of the day trying to piece together your memories from last night, it was mostly foggy after getting to the bar. You remembered bits and pieces of conversations here and there. Woojin taking you home, but there was just this small part of your memory. That felt too real to be a dream. Chris holding your hand, touching your cheeks, calling you beautiful. It was just so real. 
But you were sure you were just reflecting.
Woojin knocked on your office door poking his head inside. “I come bearing tasty gifts” he held up a paper bag from the cafe down the road and a cup of coffee.
“Please come in” you sat up and gestured to your open chair. “Minho told me you took me home last night, I’m sorry for troubling you, technically I’m the one who owes you coffee”
“You’re never a trouble” he set the coffee in front of you. “Iced americano, two pumps of vanilla and a banana nut muffin”
“How’d you know my order?” you grinned happily taking a sip.
“Minho can be forthcoming when he wants to be”
You laughed and leaned back in your chair. “Seriously Woojin I’m sorry about last night, I got a little excited drinking” you peaked over at him from the top of the lid “Did...I do anything weird last night? Or say anything?”
“Not at all, you were a little gigglier than usual, it was refreshing to see the serious surgeon be so free”
“I’m glad you find me amusing” you laughed, still embarrassed about last night. You sighed trying to work the courage to just up and ask him. “Woojin...Did I...er...When you put me to bed last night nothing weird happened right…?”
“Describe weird?” he leaned closer, making this unreadable expression. It was teasing almost? Like he knew something you didn’t.
“...Like..I...Did I try to make a move on you…? Like kiss you or anything?” As soon as the words escaped your lips you groaned and covered your face, trying to hide your embarrassment. 
He laughed, his arms folding over his broad chest. “Do you think we kissed?”
“I dunno” you pouted, getting a little annoyed at how amusing he was finding this. “I..don’t think so but I just needed to ask”
He smiled softly seeing you pick at the lid of the coffee, in a frustrated huff. And as much as he would have liked you to make a move on him, it wasn’t fair to lie or to tease you. “I took you home last night...and your neighbor, Chris took you inside.” 
“Chris did?” your eyes widened, and it almost felt like that was the last piece of the puzzle. It was the reason your dreams felt so real. It was why he looked at you like that, this morning.
Hyunjin knocked on the door “Oh there you are Doc, Dr. Lee said it’s almost time for your meeting”
Woojin smiled “I almost forgot about that, thank you” he stood up and gave you a knowing wink. “Good luck”
“Thank you Woojin...” 
After a few more hours of work, you decided to call it a night. It’d gotten later than you intended on staying and you figured now was a good time to go home. Surely Chan left for his date already so you could avoid that awkward. Oh, hey you look nice. Niceties. Of course he looked nice, he was beautiful. He always looked nice.
You made it home, changed out of your work clothes and into a nice comfy pair of sweatpants and a t-shirt before heading over to Chan’s. “Knock knock” you opened the door to see a very tired Felix sitting on the ground as Minseo balanced herself on the couch, tying up his hair. “What are you doing?” you snorted seeing as Minseo stuck a bow clip in his hair. 
“You’re here!!!” Minseo jumped down and ran into your arms. You crouched down to meet her, scooping her up. “I missed you! I missed you! I missed you!!” she snuggled into you as you showered her with kisses. “It’s been forever!” she pouted. 
“I missed you so much Baby” you cradled her against your chest, swinging her around. “It has been forever” at this point in your relationship. Not eating dinner with her, not reading her a story, and not taking her to school. You’ve basically missed a whole day and it truly felt like forever. 
“Don’t do that again…” she pouted. “I didn’t like that…”
“Like what?” you sat down on the couch, holding her in your lap. 
“Not seeing you…” she frowned. “It was lonely...Daddy was lonely too, I could tell” she huffed. 
“Minseo… you can’t be selfish” Felix interjected. “Sometimes people have to spend time with their other friends or family, we have to share”
“But we’re a family too!” she huffed. 
Your eyes softened, pressing your forehead against hers “Minseo… Baby listen to me… I love you to the moon and back and we will always be a family. It doesn’t matter if I see you every second of every day” you smiled and booped her nose “Or if a million years went by before I saw you again, I will never stop loving you”
She pouted “Promise?” she held out her pinky and you wrapped your pinky with hers, pressing your thumbs together. 
“I promise” you smiled, poking her cheek making it dimple. “There’s that super special megawatt smile I love, now go change into your jammies and then we can bake cookies for your dad when he comes back”
“Cookies?! Really?”
“Really really” you laughed helping her down as she hurried to the room.
Felix smiled standing up. “You are really something” he chuckled. “Minseo has been throwing a temper tantrum all day, even her teacher talked to me about it. I guess it was just a lot to deal with, you went out last night Channie-Hyung tonight. Her routine got disrupted and she just lashed out, but you dealt with her really well. You validated her concerns, you listened” he rubbed the back of his neck, looking down “I practically yelled at her for not understanding… I have a lot to learn”
You laughed “Felix, I have a lot to learn, I let my personal feelings get in the way of spending time with her. I was being petty last night”
“Personal feelings huh? Personal feelings about Hyung?” he wiggled his eyebrows playfully. “Come on, tell me. You have the hots for Hyung don’t you?”
“If you’re gonna say it like that I’m not answering!” you rolled your eyes and playfully pushed him out of the way going into the kitchen to gather ingredients.
“I’m practically a psychic about these things.You could say it’s a sixth sense” he grinned at you from across the kitchen island. “My sixth sense is saying you looooove him” he teased.
“Yeah. I do” 
“Ha! I knew it you-” he stopped and his expression softened. “Wait...Seriously? You love him?” You peaked up at him, giving him a coy smile while setting the mixing bowl out. “You’re in love with him...you guys...but...how come you never told him?”
“I guess I was scared...like what if he only thought of me platonically and then it’d be embarrassing to get rejected and I didn’t want to make things awkward around Minseo so…”
“You two are made for each other” he groaned, rubbing his temples. “I cannot believe this...you let him go on a blind date knowing you love him?”
“What right do I have to stop him?” you laughed. “And let’s just say I only realized I had feelings recently, besides I don’t want flack from you.” you shot him a glare. “You literally set him up”
“I-” he sighed “I’m gonna fix this”
“Felix you don’t have to-”
“No, no I’m gonna fix it” Felix ran out, slipping on his shoes before you could even slip a word in. 
Minseo skipped out of the room in her pajamas. “I can’t wait to make cookies!” She looked around and pouted. “Where’d Uncle Felix go?”
“He...had to go...uh fix something?” She nodded seemingly satisfied with your explanation. You lifted her up and set her on the counter. “I hope you don’t mind just hanging out with me instead”
“Nah, you’re my favorite!” she beamed, grabbing the whisk.
“More than Felix?”
She nodded “Waaaaaaay more”
“More than your Dad?”
She pouted and scrunched her face, as she was weighed her options, her little bottom protruding “Hmmm… you’re tied with Daddy, it’s equal”
“Fair” you laughed, kissing her forehead. “So do you want to make chocolate chip cookies?”
“Hmmm can we make white chip? It’s Daddy’s favorite, and he looked sad today”
“Minseo… you, are honestly the sweetest and most amazing person” you grinned, squishing her cheeks. 
She gave you the brightest, dimpled smile. “I am pretty cool huh?”
The two of you spent the last hour making way more cookies than you could reasonably eat. All of the extra cookies ended up getting bundled in little baggies for your friends and colleagues. You ended your night the same you did every night, a movie of her choice, until you two knocked out.
Minseo relaxed in your arms as you smoothed down her hair, humming a soft melody. “Are you and Daddy fighting?”
“Of course not, what makes you say that?”
“Because you didn’t eat with us yesterday and Daddy didn’t eat with me today..Did I do something bad? Is this punishment?”
“No, no no” you hugged her tighter, pressing a kiss against her hair “You’ve never done anything wrong, you’re not being punished at all. It’s just that lately your dad has plans and sometimes I have plans” you frowned. “We talked about this, remember?”
“How come you guys don’t have plans together?”
“Because we have different friends”
“In school Mr. Yang said we should be friends with everyone”
“And he’s very right, but sometimes it’s a little hard” you smiled at her.
“Can you try?”
You laughed and nodded “You’re right, I’ll try harder”
She started to become a little more invested in the movie, saving you from the stress that comes with dealing with just how unfiltered and candid children’s questions were. Up until she got bored of it again and looked at you. “When are you and Daddy gonna get married”
You coughed, almost choking on your juice box. “Well you see...what normally happens is that two people meet, and then they date and then they get married” you smiled. “Me and your Dad, are only friends”
“So date because, then you can get married and then I can have a Mom”
“Minseo...where is this coming from? Did something happen?”
She frowned. “No…”
“You know you can tell me anything…”
“I know...it’s just at school we’re making mother’s day cards and I don’t have one… Mr. Yang said I can make one for Daddy but...some of the other kids said I was weird…”
“You are not worried” you cupped her squishy cheeks. “You’re amazing and you have a beautiful big family.”
“I have a small family…” she grumbled. “I don’t have a mom or brother”
Your expression softened “Minseo...I know you don’t have a traditional family, but you have something more” you kissed her head “Don’t focus on what you don’t have, focus on what you have. You may not have a mom or a brother, but you have things other people don’t”
“I have Daddy” she smiled. “I mean, other people have one too but mines the best” she chimed.
“Yes he is, what else do you have?”
“I have Uncle Felix and he has a million freckles and he buys me ice cream and his Korean isn’t good” she giggled when you poked her tummy. 
“All of that is very true” you beamed
“And Uncle Binnie, and Uncle Jisung are super cool and they watch me when I go to work with Daddy and Uncle Binnie says a billion words super quick and Uncle Jisung is a quokka!” she grinned and looked at you, hugging you tight “And I have you… you’re my best friend and you keep my secrets and I love you to the moon and back!”
“And I have you” you booped her nose “You’re all I need, sometimes it’s pretty cool not having a normal family.”
“I love you guys...but sometimes...just sometimes...I think it’d be nice to have a Mom too”
“Have you ever told your Dad about this?”
She shook her head profusely. “Daddy seems sad when someone mentions Mom...I don’t want Daddy to be sad..so don’t tell him” she pouted. “Secret…” she held out her pinky, waiting for you to wrap it around hers. 
“Secret” you whispered. 
While pressing her thumb against yours she giggled. “Don’t tell anyone, but I think you would make the coolest mom”
“Well I know you’d make the coolest daughter” you tickled her tummy making her laugh.
Chan sighed quietly, leaning against the outside of his apartment door. A soft smile on his lips as he listened in on you and his daughter from the open window. Originally he planned on just coming home, but hearing Minseo sound so frustrated he decided to wait. You always had a way of handling her well and he didn’t want to distract her. He just wasn’t prepared to hear how sincere you were, how loving and warm your words were. 
He felt awkward coming home now, he wanted to give you two some more time alone. He tried to gather his thoughts by staring at the stars. There was a lot to take in, a lot of things he’s hesitated on acting on just from fear and it all seemed so silly now. It was like everything was crystal clear. 
Although his date went well enough and Yeji was sweet. It didn’t matter, there was no room in his heart for anyone else. It was pointless. He was in love with you. 
To be continued….
Part V
Hey friends! I hope you liked that new chapter, I know some of my writing can be kind of long so I’m posting all of my series on my Ao3 as well! I will be posting on my tumblr first but feel free to read it there if you’d like
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- cool opening credits omg 😳
- such a beautiful scenery. It’s like the bayou from princess and the frog right? So pretty
- loving the animation on the moon’s reflection
- the 2nd sequence began and I’m just thinking about how experimental and passionate about the art of animation this whole war era is till now. A great break from conventional storytelling and movie rules to give us fun short stories that idolize the medium of animation
- the teens sequence is so much fun. From the girl getting ready, to the car scene to the dance. Loved it. The animation is so fluid and versatile. The flipping page transitions, the teen’s portrayal, the drawing of props in real time, the different dances, the old cartoon style with those black dots or lashes for eyes i looooove it
- this 3rd sequence is very pretty but i get lost in thoughts when theres not much going on
- 4rd sequence. Idk what Americans see in this sport. It’s the most boring thing to me. Can’t wait for it to appear in chicken little 🥴 but at least the movie makes it entertaining with their goofiness
- dont know what these girls are fangirling about, every man in this sequence is ugly af
- honestly don’t understand what’s happening…. Isn’t Casey supposed to swing the bat? Why is the crowd mad at the orange guys? They want them dead???? But the Casey guy missed the shot??? What’s going on????
- Casey doesn’t even know how to play?? Why does he have fangirls then?? I give up on trying to understand this. The animation was full of personality but i didnt get the story. Next
- 5th sequence. Now ballet is much better!!! Me likey. Love the backgrounds so much. That heart gate at the beginning was gorgeous. Love the mix of life action with animation always always, this era is giving us so much of this. Gorgeous simple sequence
- 6th sequence. I HAVE WATCH THIS ONE 😯 The same art teachers that showed us fantasia in 5th grade for our “art with music” project also showed us this peter and the wolf sequence. We had a classmate named Sonia and Sonia being a duck in the movie was the joke of the day 😂
- every character having a different instrument is so clever. I love when animation and music are made for each other
- i dont remember the story at all LMAO
- sonia’s neck IS BROKEN 😭 I swear she just did a 360º back and forth no problem
- is the narrator in these war era movies always the same guy? Cause it sounds like it is
- this wold is scary AF 😭 NOT HIM BENDING PETER AND PETER JUST STANDING THERE 😭 WHY U LAUGHING COWARD SONIA?
- DID SHE JUST DIE
- the middle huntsman omg
- “oh happy day! I think I’ll say that again. Oh happy day!” SONIA IS DEAD “ everybody’s happy. Except the wolf” SONIA IS DEAD
- SHES ALIVE???? 💀 Those gates of heaven opened just to kick het back out
- wonder is my Sonia classmate is doing well
- 7th sequence. I love animation more abstract that is made for music so this one is fun. And the characters are literally musical instruments kkkkk
- 8th sequence. NOT ME CRYING OVER HATS IN LOVE AND THEIR SAD FORCED SEPARATION 😭
- The boy hat has such an expressive design, with the head hole being his mouth and the girl is just a hat with a face 😭 her eyes are also so non expressive kkkk she was crying but her eyes were bedroom eyes 😭
- this is giving major the blue umbrella by pixar vibes. I like this a lot
- love how we can recognize the type of character just by the hat’s design. Character design in non humans really gives everything away about the character just from the look
- 9th sequence. Finally will know what’s this whale’s story
- A singing cat not believing in a singing whale 😳
- this beginning is so good 💃🏻 loved the scientists denying and certifying it 😂
- from wanting to kill the whale to shutting the boss down cause the whale is giving a show 😂
- dont shoot the whale! I want him to live his dream and go on tour 😭
- why is the stereotype of opera singer a fat blonde woman with 2 braids?? Bonus if shes in a Viking costume
- MEPHISTO WAS IN MAKE MINE MUSIC ALL ALONG
-NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
- 😡
- At least he entered the kingdom of god
-SOLD OUT KKKKKKKKK
- Thats a gorgeous gate omg so pink and sparkly and in the clouds. My aesthetic
- id watch the next movie but someone decided to invent devices without the headphones holes so now I’m stuck with Bluetooth ones that run out of battery all the time 😒
- really cute movie. Loved the teens, hats and whale’s sequences the most
- again, why isn’t this on disney+? It would be much easier to watch it all in order there
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inkykeiji · 2 years
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Hiiiii I just read bmb part 4 and I have SO many thoughts this is gonna get long sorry if that’s annoying!! It was SO beautifully written like from the moment I started reading I was just like completely captivated by it. You write Tomura’s illness with such care and you have a wonderful way of making us as readers really feel hurt for him. Watching him spiral and reading about how the reader and Dabi feel about his decline was just written so well. Everything about those three is so complex and beautiful and you write the relationship between them so well. Also ALSO. Keigo saying the line from reservoir dogs…I’m swooning!!!! Dabi arguing that he’s more mr blonde than keigo oh I’m so in love with him…That was such a treat that’s one of my fav movies🥺 speaking of Dabi…the smut scene of him and the reader was so fucking good. It literally had me BLUSHING!!! Dabi is just so sweet on her and I looooove reading his perspective and thoughts on their relationship and his own like turmoil with everything going on with Tomura. This was wonderful I loved reading it and I’m probably gonna reread it cause it was that good. Anyways sorry for rambling but I hope you have a nice day!!! Stay safe Clari!! Excited to have u back!!! 🕊🕊🕊
DOVEY!!! <33333 oh my gosh please that would never ever be annoying!!!! i love love love hearing from you!! <3
first off, thank you SO much!!! i am especially happy to hear that tomura’s illness, both in the way it manifests within the story and how it affects those around him, came across so clearly and realistically. i suffer from the same mental illness that i’ve given him in this fic, so it has been really cathartic to examine it through the lens of him as a character—i really feel like it has aided me in further understanding my own mind and my own suffering, as well as how it affects those who love me! so i’m just really, really glad to hear that you felt that way!!
YES hehehe i really love their dynamic so much!!! so so so much, it’s so tragically beautiful and there’s still so much to explore there and aaaaah i just really love them all 🥺 OH MY GOSH IS IT????? it’s one of my favourites too!!! and my all-time favourite qt film (with the hateful eight being a close second <3 i rly love quentin’s work in general tho hehe). HAHAHA HE IS THO, HE ISSSSS like he’s so mr blonde it’s scary!!! i’m also super stoked to hear you enjoyed the smut!! i worked so hard on that scene and it’s another one that i’m super just overjoyed to hear that it’s hitting the way i wanted it to <333 YES dabi’s perspective and inner feelings on this whole thing are super interesting and i will be exploring them a little deeper in part five as well!!!
oh dovey babie i’m just so incredibly happy to hear that you enjoyed it so much 🥺🥺🥺 thank you thank you thank you for sending in all of your wonderful thoughts and telling me which bits had you feeling what, and which bits impacted you the most!!! this is invaluable information for me as the author and it’s just so fantastic to hear that everything is hitting the way i want it to!!!! i appreciate you and this ask more than my words can express!!! <33 PLEASE don’t apologize omg please this feedback was such a treat and i’ve read it SEVERAL times since you sent it!!! i love u so much sweet dove <333 i shall my luv, i hope you do as well!!! SUPER EXCITED TO BE BACK HEHE I MISSED U ALL SOOOOOO MUCH <33333
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cosmic-goddess-leo · 4 years
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ok so i got an idea. how about matsukawa getting kind of mad bc reader flirts with makki even tho mattsun gave obvious hints :3 hope you understand it muah love u 🤍
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Matsukawa was not the type to blow up.
He kept a level head, didn’t make much trouble for his team, he was overall pleasant.
So why the fUCK was he about to explode and blow chunks all over the gym?
“Your jersey looks like it’s fitting you tighter now! You been working out?”
Steam practically seeped from Mattsun’s ears as he watched (Y/n) shamelessly flirting with Makki. What’s worse was he was flirting back!
“Oh you noticed?” Makki teased, playfully flexing. “You been checking me out, (Y/n)?”
Mattsun didn’t know what he did wrong. He was more than obvious when it came to flirting with (Y/n), but all she ever did was turn away or hide from him.
Dammit, maybe he was too forward? Or not forward enough? No way, if he were anymore forward he would be making out with her in front of everyone! GOD!
“Mattsun! It’s your serve!” Oikawa called, pulling Mattsun from his thoughts.
He growled to himself, adjusting the practice jersey that clung to his arms. He had been working out too... not like (Y/n) would ever notice.
Mattsun served the ball, huffing as it flew over the net and landed just outside of the court. The ball had made that satisfying SMACK, but that wasn’t enough to calm Mattsun down.
Oikawa approached him, gingerly placing a hand on his shoulder and offering him a small smile. “Why don’t you take a break from drills, huh...?”
Mattsun slowly nodded before walking off the court towards the bleachers.
After a couple minutes of sulking, (Y/n) sat beside him and lightly bumped her elbow against his.
“Someone woke up on the wrong side of the bed. What’s got you worked up?” she asked, batting her eyes at him.
“Nothing.”
(Y/n)’s lip jutted out into a pout. “It’s not nothiiing. You’re upset.”
“I’m not upset.”
“You’re wasting your time, (Y/n),” he huffed, “why don’t you go back to Makki? He’s much more conversational than I am at the moment...”
(Y/n) blinked, lightly gripping her clipboard. “Are you... Are you jealous?”
Mattsun’s cheeks went red. He was caught.
“N-No! Jealous? Me? Never. What you and Makki do is your business. It’s not like I like you or anything, stop assuming things.”
That word-vomit definitely sealed the deal.
“You are! You so totally are!” (Y/n) laughed, lightly bumping him again.
He didn’t want to admit it, but her laughter brought a small smile to his face.
“You want to looooove me! You want to huuuug me! You want to kiiiiiss me-”
“Took you long enough to realize it.” Mattsun interrupted her singing. He smirked when he saw her jaw drop.
“Wha-really?!” (Y/n) squealed, holding her clipboard over the lower half of her face.
“Did... you really not realize I was flirting with you?” he asked, raising an eyebrow at her.
“N-no! I thought you were joking!”
“Well you never laughed...”
“Cause you’re not funny!” she whined, blushing darkly.
Mattsun narrowed his eyes at her, studying her for a moment before smiling. “You knew... you’re just shy...” 
(Y/n) gripped the clipboard so hard, Mattsun thought it might snap in half. “I-I am not! I’m-”
Mattsun gave her cheek a quick peck, shutting her up. “Then lets get some ramen after practice... unless you’re too shy or too busy with Makki.”
(Y/n) gulped and slowly lowered the clipboard onto her lap. “Fine... you’re covering me though.
“Of course, this is a date after all.” He winked, standing up and making his way to the court.
He had the biggest, cheesiest smile on his face, one he wouldn’t let (Y/n) see. Especially since he had been so smooth about asking her out. Little did he know, she had a matching smile on her face as well.
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todomochi-uwu · 4 years
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Babygirl Q&A
Hey guys! I decided to take a day break for my mental health and to do some school work, but I´m back. Now I´m going to make answer a few questions about my latest story, Babygirl, you guys had. But first I wanted to thank all of you for the amount of support you have shown me and my work, it means a lot to me, and it has been really inspiring for me to continue with this project, I love u guys and thank you so much! <3 Oh my god, also the comments kill me every time I read them, you guys make me laugh so much with the way you talk about Uraraka and Katsuki >.<
How many parts will it have?
At this point, no fucking clue. I keep adding and taking away details, I’m trying not to follow the same structure that angst or break up stories follow so I’m being careful there. 
What happened with the conversation that Kirishima and Bakugou had?
Oh you’ll see, you’ll all see.
Are Katsuki and the reader ending together?
You really want me to spoil you. 
Why is Uraraka such a bitch?
That’s on me, I’m not really a fan of her character, and while I try to understand her, nah I just don’t.
Do I have a tag list? 
Yup, just comment in this post or any Babygirl chapter and I’ll make sure to tag you. 
And the most asked, Where in the fuck is the fourth part of this story?
And to answer that, it’s lost... well no, more like hidden haha, I’ve written it. But I’m actually going to keep it to myself til the end of this series, I really wanted to post it, but it revealed too much, and I looooove to tease, so... Until this ends, you won’t get to see it hehe.
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Can I know more about Patton? I totally relate to using fur as a stim! I use my dogs fur to stim too! Hes a fluffy white maltese named Havok -💜
Oh! I stim with my pup too! And we do DPT sometimes when I’m overwhelmed. (tbh I started training her to do DPT bc I was writing a fic with a service dog that performs it as a task (shout out to Trixie) and I wanted to make sure I wrote it right,,,, so I just decided to teach my dog lol). It’s a great pressure stim as well as a calming presence when I have trauma responses. ~Remiel
I stim with my dog too when she lets me lol currently i'm teaching her stay and come. -Max
Okay now more about Patton and Rose!
TW: breif ableism, mentions of depressive episodes, mentions of shutdowns/meltdowns
So Patton knows he’s going to get a service dog when he’s in fifth grade and he spends the next solid months telling Logan and Emile all about his imaginary puppy
He actually gets Rose when he’s 12 and in sixth grade, and it’s a learning curve for all of them, dog included
Patton has to put a lot of effort into training Rose because service dogs take a lot of work. Tasks have to be trained an repeated and good behavior has to be rewarded while bad behavior is quickly corrected before it gets worse and could cause the dog to wash out
Patton has to accept the fact that while he does have a fun pup this dog is also his service dog and isnt just a toy/pet, it’s something that keeps him safe.
Emile and Logan have to adjust to Rose’s tasks, and respect service dog courtesy
Rose is a golden retriever and as her name suggests, she’s very good at fetch and it’s her favorite game to play
Rose has a few vests and many bandannas 
And patton tends to like things with lots of colors and Patton loooooves holographic stuff cus the rainbows are such a nice stim
He has lots of patches on roses vest that are holographic because the shifting rainbows calm him down
He also has a bunch of disney patches on Roses vest
His favorite is the winnie the pooh patch his mom got him
He’s dyed Rose’s tail once or twice
Rose has a whole miniature wardrobe of accessories because Patton honestly does love having Rose’s bandanna and patches match his outfit
Patton struggles with empathy a lot
For non-people things, living or nonliving he has hyperempathy, but for people he has low empathy
He’s very very conscious of Rose’s needs and wants and does his very best to meet the because he cares about her s o m u c h
(The first few times he accidentally stepped on roses tail or fell on her ot tripped on her he nearly had a meltdown, which rose calmed him down from)
It can be a struggle at times, because it does mean that whenever Patton doesn’t have Rose with him or doesnt know where she is he’s often extremely worried and panicked
Rose has helped him the most during his depressive episodes, both by offering a routine and forcing Patton to get up to take care of her as well as providing comfort and cuddles
Patton knows a secret path to nearby softball field where he takes Rose on walks and lets her go run around in the grass and patton doesn't have to deal with people.
Rose knows that she is Patton’s Partner and understands that really she only has to listen to Patton
Meaning when she’s off duty and doesn’t want to do something that someone that isn’t Patton tells her to do,,,, she won’t do it
And then Patton will say to do it, and she’ll immediately listen
(The only exception to this is Logan. Rose always listens to Logan).
Patton’s not entirely a huge fan of people he doesn’t know (mainly adults) approaching him in stores to ask about his dog
He generally doesn’t like people touching Rose because 1. She’s working and it’s distracting 2. People then come to think they can pet any service dog they come across and 3. Rose is his and not theirs and Patton’s very protective and doesn’t like strangers near her because she’s his and technically medical equipment
Airports are the worst for this (and one time was far worse than most)
However some people try to be nice but Patton is nonverbal or he just doesn’t have the spoons to socialize people asking him about his dog can be pretty annoying
The worst is old people or Karens who try to call the manager on him and Rose because they were just shopping
What’s even worse is people who try to ask him why he needs a service dog even tho it says Autism Service Dog on the vest or come up to him to bitch about how Rose is a fake service dog or he doesn’t really need her
One time someone tried to call the cops on him which resulted in a panic attack and Rose having to perform DPT in the middle of the frozen goods aisle 
One of the worst incidences was when he was running into the store to get potatoes for dinner and some lady stopped him to gripe about how Rose isn’t allowed in because she’s scared of dogs and Patton was like Lady I’m sorry I don’t have the time for this today
Patton has actually had a few good encounters though, one time while shopping Pat met a deaf veteran with a service dog and they chatted for a while and swapped numbers and Pat visits him from time to time
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thenighttrain · 4 years
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folklore first listen
pls feel free to ignore this, i just wanted to record my screaming on my blog so that i can refer back to it and laugh at myself someday x
The 1
THE PIANO OMG I LOVE IT AND I LOVE THE BEAT I looooove THIS SONG IT’S SO NOSTALGIC WHO THE FUCK IS IT ABOUT OH MY OGD IM SCREAMING also the swearing I’m living… ok seriously who is this about I am losing my mind. This is so bittersweet I’m ?!!!!!!!!!!!! I REALLY LOVE THIS
CARDIGAN
I ALSO LOVE THIS WHAT ITS’ SO NOSTALGIC and the music video is so pretty wit the green and she looks like an actual forest nymph with the piano and the water and it’s all incredible. YOU DREW STARS AROUND MY SCARS BUT NOW I’M BLEEDING???????? BITCH. THE LYRICS IN THIS ARE FUCKING INCREDIBLE WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK OH MY DISJFASLDFNSADF OH MY GDO I knew you’d linger like a tattoo kiss??????? MAAM?
The last great American dynasty
SO INTRIGUING HOW SHE WROTE THIS??? WHAT IS IT ABOUT? IDK BUT I LOVE IT
Exile
BON IVERRRRRR I LOVE THE WAY HIS VOICE SOUNDS IN THIS AND THE CHORUS IS HAUNTINGLY BEAUTIFUL and the background vocals… omg. This album his the most unique thing she’s ever written I????? I LOVE HOW HER VOICE SOUNDS N THE CHORUS. ‘You were my crown now I’m in exile seeing you out’? YOU KNOW LIKE I CAN IMAGINE THESE SONGS AS THE SOUNDTRACK TO SO MANY OF MY FAVOURITE FANTASY BOOKS IM LOSING MY MIND. ALSO OH MY GOD BON IVERS VOICE AT THE END HOLY FUCK!!!! THIS IS SO GOOD THIS IS ONE OF HER BEST DUETS IM LOSING MY SHIT this song is incredible I am in LOVE
My tears ricochet
TRACK 5 TRACK 5 TRACK 5 AHH I LOVE HOW DEEP HER VOICE GOES AND THE BACKGROUND VOCALS OMG. Oh my god the chorus I am in love, I love her voice sounds so raw on this album, we haven’t heard that in years IF I’M DEAD TO YOU WHY ARE YOU AT THE WAKE CURSING MY NAME?? OMG. This is fully giving me like fae woodland imagery I just love it, the vibes of it all!  AS YOU BURY ME? OH MY GOD IS SHE A GHOST IM SCREAMING I LOVE THIS PERSPECTIVE. HOLY FUCK HOLY FUCK THE BRIDGE!!!!!!!! THE LINES ABOUT SCREAMING. THE BRIDGE IS UNBELIEVABLE AND THE WAY IT JUST FADES OUT I?
Mirrorball
Omg I love the vocal effects! This is full indie pop vibes I AM DIGGING IT. OH MY GOD THE CHORUS BROOO OK I OFFICIALLY LOVE THIS SONG IT’S EXACTLY THE KIND OF MUSIC I LIKE LISTENING TO. ‘Drunk as they watch my shadow, edges glisten’ oh wow the lyrics in this album are fucking otherworldly. Oh fuck this is  agood bridge. I really cannot wait for all the analysis of this album by smarter people because I am not understanding BUT I AM LOVING IT. ALSO IDK WHAT A MIRRORBALL IS BUT I LOVE IT ANYWAY. How does she know such fancy words, I want her brain
Seven
‘I ht my peak at seven’ ok but same? HEYY SHE MENTIONED MOON AND SATURN I AM LIVINGGGGG. It’s so soft and wistful, those are the vibes of this album so far and I am really LOVING IT. PLEASE PICTURE ME IN THE WEEDS BEFORE I LEARNED CIVILITIY I USED TO SCREAM FEROCIOUSLY ANY TIME I WANTED?? IM YELLING I LOVEEEEE THESE LYRICS OH MY GOODNESS
August
ONCE AGAIN I LOVE THE VOCAL EFFECTS, I LOVE THE WAY HER VOICE SOUNDS.  Omg the chorus is catchy! I love the way she sings ‘I can see’! OK THSI SONG IS ONE OF MY FAVOURITES I MEAN JUST LISTEN TO IT? I HAVE BEEN IN A STATE OF SHOCK SINCE LAST NIGHT BUT THIS IS MAGICAL ETHEREAL GROUNDBREAKING NEVER BEFORE SEEN INCREDIBLE PERFECT. OHH GOD THE BRIDGE IS COMNIG UP- YES IT’S AJFDSNAFKJSDFAF SHE WROTE THIS SONG IITS’ SO GOOD MISDFN JASDNFLJK SO MUCH FOR SUMMER LOVE AND SAYING US CAUSE U WERENT MINE TO LOSE!!!!! OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TAYLOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is one fo her best songs ever EVER OMG AND THE BACKING VOCALS AT THE END AHH AND THE BEAT DROP TAYLOR WHAT THE FUCK YOU’VE OUTDONE YOURSELF A G A I N ??? IM NEVER GONNA RECOVER FROM THIS FUCK
This is me trying
Firstly, this song title is such a mood, especially this year. The beat in this song s so good - THIS SICK BEAT. AHH THERE IS THS COOL INSTRUMENT IS IT A VIOLIN IDK BUT I LOVE IT OMG. ‘THEY TOLD ME ALL OF MY CAGES WERE MENTAL SO I GOT WASTED LIKE ALL MY POTENTIAL AND MY WORDS SHOOT TO KILL WHEN I’M BAD I HAVE A LOT OF REGRETS ABOUT THAT II WAS SO AHEAD OF THE CURVE THAT THE CURVE BECAME A SPHERE I FELL BEHIND ON MY CLASS LATE UNTIL I ENDED UP HERE POURING OUT MY HEART TO A STRANGER BUT I DIDNT POUR THE WHISKEY! Oh god the ‘AT LEAST IM TRYING’ MAAAAM. THAT LAST VERSE FUCK FUCK FUF ASJDO FUCK THE BUILD UP. Listen I don’t know what the fuck this song is about but I do know that I love it I ADORE IT I FEEL LIKE EVERY SONG IS BETTER THAN THE LAST WHAT THE FUCK
Illicit affairs
I’m so intrigued by the title of this song! I LOVE the guitar in this song omg it’s so soft and wistful? IT DIES A MIIIILLIOON LITTLE TIMES……….. I love the little falsettos, that you picked out just for HIM! Take the words for what they are, a dwindling mercurial HIGH a drug that only worked the first few hundred times AND THAT’S THE THING ABOUT ILLICIT AFFAIRS AND CLANDESTINE MEETINGS AND STOLEN STARES they show their truth one single time BUT THEY LIE AND THEY LIE AND THEY LIE A MIILION LITTLE TIMES. LOOK AT THIS IDIOTIC FOOL THAT YOU MADE ME YOU TAUGHT ME A SECRET LANGUAGE I CAN’T SPEAK WITH ANYONE ELSE and you know damn well for you I would ruin myself a million little times. Holy fuck I have 0 words this is. Unbelievable it’s sunning I LOVE the bridge? I?
Invisible string
Oh lord I am not ready for this one. I love the way she sings the pre chorus! Were the CLUUUES I didn’t see—ee-ee. Omg this song is actually so cute. CHAINS AROUND MY DEMONS? WOOL TO BRAVE THE SEASONS? HOW THE FUCK DID SHE WRITE THIS IT’S SO GOOD IM SPEECHLESS also I LOVE the strings in this song, I love the production of this entire album tbh. It’s so chill and stripped back and it makes you focus on her vocals which sound soooo good.
Mad woman
TAYLOR SAID FUCK TAYLOR SAID FUCK TAYLOR SAID FUCK IM LIVINNGGGGG. ANYYWAY I LOOOVE THIS IM DIGGING ITTT I LOVE THE CHORUS EEEEK. the second verse omg I love the anger, the bitterness, you can HEAR it in her voice! It’s obvious that wanting me dead has already brought you two together??? EEK THE BRIDGE a spinster? What a shame she went mad… YOU MADE HER LIKE THAT OMG BITCH
Epiphany
Omg the intro build up - I love it. This sounds like a church choir? Is this about a soldier in war? What? It reminds me of Dunkirk or something omg. This is again so haunting, very slow and the piano only adds to the somber tone
Betty
WHO? IS? BETTY??????? Oh hey this is a gentle intro with this instrument that sounds familiar but idk what it is but I love it. I love the melody in this omg!  SHE SAID FUCK AGAIN SHE SAID FUCK AGAI NOGAS JDFHLDSDKFLD TAYLORRRRRR WOULD YOU TELL ME TO GO FUCK MYSELF??? IM ONLY 17 I DON’T KNOW ANYTHING BUT I KNNOW MISS YOU! BITCH!!!!!!!! This is about like a lost first love! Anyway I really looove how her voice sounds in this and the melody…. I DREAMT OF YOU ALL SUMMER LONG OMG THE BRIDGE IS INCREDIBLE!!!!! Omg awww the only thing I wanna do is make it up to you so I showed up at your party?? AHH THE KEY CHANGE INI THE LAST CHORUS EEEEKKKKKK OMGGGGG WILL IT PATCH YOUR BROKEN WINGS I’M ONLY 17 IDK ANYTHING BUT I KNOW I MISS YOU OMG THE REFERENCE TO A CARDIGAN AGAIN!!!!!!!! AND THE STREETLIGHT! IM YELLING I LOVE THE PARALLELS AND THE MOTIFS and you can just hear the childish innocence int his song, I love it
Peace
This intro is SO COOL AND I AM VIBING HARD TO IT, I LOVE THE GUITAR IN THE BACKGROUND? Ok oh god I really like this one. The devil’s in the details but you got a friend in me I— THIS CHORUS IS AMAZING I ADORE IT. Omg this might be one of my favourites. Holy fuck I cannot get over how good the lyrics in this album are!!!!!!! I TALK SHIT WITH MY FRIENDS IT’S LIKE I’M WASTING YOUR HONOUR! Sit with you in the TRENCHES? Omg! WHAT IS THIS ABOUT I AM YELLING!!!!!!!!! ‘Clowns to the west’ oh hey that’s me. EEK THE SOFT KEYBOARD IN THE BACKGROUND - YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hoax
Last song? Ma’am I am not ready!!!!!!!!! THE PIANO IN THIS OMG. The chorus….. it’s beautiful……….. YOUR FAITHLESS LOVE’S THE ONLY HOAX I BELIEVE IN OH MY GODDDD. I’m yelling I love this so much. I loooove the angst of the chorus, the resignation that this is the one love she wants, even if it’s faithless!  ‘You know I left a part of me back in New York’… THE LOUIS TOMLINSON PARALLEL DAFJKHASFKADS (I know you left a part of you in New York). ‘What you didd was just as hard’ omg what did he doooo?? MY KINGDOM COME UNDONE AHHHHH YOU HAVE BEATEN MY HEART! WHY IS THIS SONG SO BITTERSWEET IM ???????
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3, 8, 25 :) -Patrick A.W.
Thank you trick!!! I’m having such a fun time answering these :)
3. Who is the most underrated sunny side character? I struggle with the “underrated” “overrated” question because I’m sooo out of touch with the Sunny fandom as a whole. I feel like I live in my own bubble with a handful of really sweet mutuals. In general, I would kill and die for Artemis, I think she’s so funny. I love the lawyer, I looooove Z, and I love Carmen so much (sweetie, I’m so sorry they wronged you).
8. Rank all the Sunny ships from fave to least fave. Because I’m a freak and I love to talk I went ahead and discussed extra team-ups and didn’t limit this question to just romantic shipping. (I actually initially discussed every single possible team up including Frank but I scrapped a few bc I was just being ridiculous):
1. Mac/Dennis: I’m not sure this one needs explaining. Endless canon content and it’s actually possible that it’ll become canon (I’m a clown, sorry). I’m also not immune to the fact that it definitely has the most fan content. 10/10 ship.
2. Charlie/Dee: I’m actually a really huge fan of this ship (*covers my ears and closes my eyes during Times Up For the Gang*). I think the idea that the two of them are mean to each other purely to gain validation from Mac and Dennis has a lot of merit and I think they genuinely could make a really good team. (*Aches* they should’ve run away with Peter Nincompoop.)
3. Dennis/Dee: I’m such a huge fan of their team ups. Their chaotic energy is unmatched by any other team up. (Makes this list nonromantically, obviously.)
4. Mac/Charlie: Makes this spot on the list kind of by default. I’m certainly not passionate about it but their relationship is pure and good and I’m never opposed to a little homoeroticism among good friends.
5. Mac/Dee: I think it’s so fucking funny that two people who love each other so much (Kaitlyn and Rob) have managed to make two characters with zero goddamn chemistry. (Not in a negative way! I genuinely believe their characters hate each other, and I believe that was writers intent. I find their team up episodes hysterical and I love their dynamic. I love that they hate each other.)
6. Dennis/Charlie: They have their moments, of course. I stand by that post about early Den/Charlie scenes. They’re damn cute snuggling on the futon, or when Dennis gives him the back hug in The Gang Gets Extreme. THAT BEING SAID I genuinely don’t think Charlie could ever love Dennis the way Mac does. I think Charlie is too put off by his vanity! I think he sees through it more than Mac does. (I’m blinded by M*cdennis, forgive me.)
BONUSES:
Charlie/Frank: The absolute cutest, purest friendship in the show. Two guys who never (okay, hardly ever) manipulate each other and just genuinely enjoy each others company. Two guys living together and sharing a futon by choice is just so god damn cute to me. When Frank GENUINELY comforts Charlie after the fall out of The Nightman Cometh? When Frank is holding Charlie after he shoots himself with the flare in The Gang Goes to Hell pt 2? I just think it’s really cute and sweet what good friends they are.
Dee/The Waitress: Genuinely do not understand this ship. Listen, I am not the kind of person who is above shipping characters who have little to no interaction. It’s just that I find the Waitress to be completely unendearing (I love her place in the show, I don’t think she shouldn’t be in the show to be EXTREMELY clear.) I just think her character is written with no redeaming values and so I have a hard time trying to ship her with anyone, let alone Dee, one of my favorite characters! Another “that being said...”: As much as I love Charlie/Dee, I’m also a huge fan of lesbian Dee. I’m just not down to clown with Dee/The Waitress.
Frank/Artemis: is so goddamn funny to me. 10/10 LOVE their whole thing.
That was so goddamn unnecessary, thank you for coming to my ted talk  
25. What predictions do you have regarding the future of the series? I try not to think about it. I don’t actually think they’re going to give us M*cdennis and it bums me the fuck out. Like, genuinely. I think the episodes will continue to make me laugh, I’m sure there will be more moments like Mac picking Dennis up so that RCG can continue to queer bait the fuck outta me (Okay, maybe it doesn’t count as queerbaiting sense they canonized gay mac (thank u rcg for that sorry im an ungrateful fuck)) but... Yeah! I’m going to watch the next season, for sure, and I will probably like it :) I just can’t genuinely bet on them doing anything fun like giving Mac a boyfriend and having Dennis be jealous/annoyed about it. Shit like that is so fun to talk about and theorize on but I just don’t think they’ll do it. Cowards. (Thank u RCG for MFHP). That was a mess.
Thank you, again!! [insert that gif from The Gang Misses The Boat: “I’m talkin’ to myself but that’s just because I have shit to say”]
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hallo here are the hc's i whipped up for the teacher au!! i'm sorry this turned into an essay i'm just a dumbass who loves soft teacher au a lot!!
“not sure what the others would teach in this teacher au tho-” *wakes up in the dead of night with cold sweat* *kicks down the door* I HAVE SOME THOUGHTS!!
oh boy…get ready….cause it’s A LOT
- Submitted by @katgreeves
luther: physics teacher, cause you know…spaceboy……everyone is scared at the beginning of the year when they get him as a teacher cause he’s TALL AND HUGE AS FUUUUUCK, but then fast forward two months later and everyone is chill because turns out he’s a really easygoing and soft teacher…just really socially awkward and lowkey dumb sometimes
asshole kids in his classes use his softness to his disadvantage and pull pranks on him constantly, poor guy….the other kids tho always tell them to shove it tho because he may be soft and dumb and socially awkward but he’S OUR SOFT AND DUMB AND SOCIALLY AWKWARD TEACHER DON’T TOUCH HIM!! the first time they protected him he had to remind himself not to tear up because HE FELT SO LOVED!!!! 
he gets them snacks even if they’re not supposed in the science classrooms because “eXPeriMENts and CHEmIcALsSsSsssSS!!!” and will rant for hours about space and starts and THE MOOOOON cause when he was a kid he always wanted to be an astronaut ( :’))))))) ) and his kids get fed up one day and go “why don’t you just make an astrology club mr luther????” and he does and IT’S A REAL SUCCESS WITH THE SCHOOL BODY YAY!!!
(five when he grows up also becomes a physics teacher and pesters luther all the time like “I AM 10 TIMES THE TEACHER YOU EVER WERE-” “NO YOU AREN’T STFU” and he’s technically wrong and right because material wise??? yes he’s 100% the better teacher and he always has answers to the kids questions and teaches them extra content cause he’s always been a genius but as a physics teacher that kids really like????? no siree that title goes to luther because he was a soft teddy bear to his students and they trusted him while five is eccentric and strict the the point where his kids are scared the FUCK out of him)
diego: pe teacher, SWEARS SO MUCH IN FRONT OF THE KIDS IN CLASS OMG HOW IS HE NOT FIRED YET?? is tough on the kids sometimes so push harder but IS ALSO SOFT AND REALLY ENCOURAGING THE KIDS TO WORK AND TRY THEIR BEST BECAUSE HE BELIEVES IN THEM!!! (except for the group of cocky assholes he’ll get in every class and don’t want to listen to them…he has personally removed their rights in the class)
whenever the self-defense unit comes around he’s sooooo dedicated to it and makes sure that the kids master everything to a t, cause who knows when it might come in handy??? he wants to make sure that the kids know how to protect themselves as the world is a shitty place and you never know when shit will go bad (except he does…he’s had enough bullshit and scared happen to him and has gotten involved in so many fights that he wants to make sure that the kids won’t hurt like him :“’))))))))) ) 
he’s a secret softie that will protect the kind kids that are not as good at pe and get bullied by the cocky assholes in the class becAUSE THAT’S JUST WHAT HE WOULD DO NO IM NOT SELF PROJECTING OF WHAT I WANTED OUT OF MY PE TEACHERS SHUT U-
also eudora is a pe teacher and the two of them are very competitive to be the best pe teacher and this rivalry turns into playful flirting and big ass crushes that they’re way too stubborn to admit, the entire school still ships it anyways (the entire school also ships klaus and dave because gay rights!!!!!)
allison: either school counselor or principal i can’t decide because she can be super kind and open to talk and gives advice that helps a LOT but she’s also a hbic THAT CAN AND WILL run the place. 
anyways, whatever job she has, she also helps with the drama club and school plays, and literally every year the theatre kids BEG HER to kick out the current drama teachers and replace them because allison>>>>>>>>>>>> all of the existing drama teachers there  
ben: is either a literature or philosophy teacher. super smart and knowledgable but is also really laid back and fun to talk to. he’s got a dark and snarky sense of humor and his students always have sass battles with him. the number of INSANE inside jokes his students and him share is HUGE.
HE DEMANDS THAT HIS STUDENTS PARTAKE IN READING TIME IN THE BEGINNING OF CLASS NO MATTER WHAT THEY HAVE TO DO BECAUSE READING IN AN IMPORTANT SKILL AND HOBBY FOR DEVELOPMENT AS A READER, WRITER, LEARNER, AND OVERALL PERSON AND NO AMY DON’T ROLL YOUR EYES AT ME I’M THE TEACHER HERE AND I SAID NO ELECTRONICS SO PUT THE GODDAMN PHONE AWAY BEFORE I COME OVER THERE AN-
anyways…he is really considerate to what students need and makes them as relaxed as possible because school is HELL. students LOOOOOVE HIM. HE’S THE ONE TEACHER BESIDES DAVE THAT LITERALLY EVERYONE LIKES. (highkey inspired by my philosophy and lit teachers because they’re also really smart but sassy and cool like ben and I JUST THINK THEY’RE NEAT)
vanya: strings orchestra teacher for obvious reasons. she was real shy at first when she first got hired but the the strings department at that time was soooo small and crappy that she went “oh HELL no,” rolled up her sleeves, and set to revitalize it just because she cares about music so much.
she recruited more students, got more advanced music so the kids could feel a challenge and be motivated to improve, and collaborated with the choir and band departments to provide more clubs, events and opportunities outside of class for kids to do music.
she is a no business type of teacher when it comes to arrogant people that put other players down or people who don’t practice and goof around and will snap at them SO HARD because everyone needs to be at their a game for a concert and in an orchestra no single person is bigger that the collective. she’s however SOOOO SOFT with really soft playing and shy kids because she understands how it feels when you think your playing isn’t good enough, so gives them extra help, gives them solo lines or solos to play so they gain more confidence in themselves, all while constantly giving encouraging words about how much they’ve improved that always makes them feel better and more motivated to improve.
she’s an absolute anxious and cranky maniac a week before the concert but she throws parties with food, drinks, and games afterwards to celebrate with her kids. she constantly gets them to play music related games and challenges that they do as a class for team bonding to make things more entertaining in class. she makes dumb music puns a lot too! 
she also will in the class say crazy stories of her childhood and the crazy shit she and her siblings did and then somehow always relate it back to the lesson and make it some sage advice…the kids never understand how she does it
(me???? self projecting more of my teachers into this au cause they’re cool??? more likely than you think)
also one day she chops her hair real short and cute and the conversation with her students basically went like this:
students: miss vanya you cut your hair???
vanya: yes kids I’m a lesbian
students: !!!!!!!!!!!!
vanya: ;))))))))
students: MISS VANYA SAID GAY RIGHTS!!!!
vanya: HELL YE I DID!!!
bonus grace yayyyy!!!!!: is the school nurse…she’s so sweet, so soft….has precisely whatever people need when they feel sick/injured…helps them calm down in they’re freaking out…always has a couple of beds in the nurse’s office so people can lie if they feel dizzy…gives out candy/sweets/food to people so they feel better!!
diego meets her a lot because a lot of kids in his class gets injuries and he takes them to the nurse and he jUST LOVES HER SM!!! INSTANT MOM FIGURE!! THEY TALK AND JOKE AND LAUGH TOGETHER AND GRACE WILL ALWAYS GIVE HIM A PASTRY SHE MADE WHENEVER HE COMES BY AND HE JUST IS SO SOFT AROUND HER ITS GREAT (his students find his sudden change in his demeanour amusing “hey mr diego is nurse grace your MMMmoooOoOooOOOmMMMMMMmmmmmM??” “kid your a good one but say that shit to me one more time and I will beat the sh-”)
she always has a smile on her and everyone LOVES HER…..except for the administration that always want to get her fired because they are assholes and they think she’s too weird to stay. however, every time they try to fire her, a certain teacher comes by the office for what they claim is a civil discussion...and after an hour of yelling, death threats, and the door getting 10 knife marks they go “you know what grace…you can stay" 
those assholes are persistant though, and one time though not even a certain teacher could get them away from firing her so once the news breaks out that nurse grace is leaving the whole school is FURIOUS and throws a 1 week riot and the administration get so scared and tired that they just go "OK WERE SORRY JUST KIDDIN- OK OK SHE’S STAYING FOR GOOD JESUS”
grace is so grateful that she makes a whole bunch of cake for everyone and everyone with tears in their eyes just goes “this…is why we love you sm nurse mom”
~~okkkieee that’s the end of it sorry it’s a literal essay I just got very passionate about this au lmao rip!!! I’m slowly tempted to write a fic about it even though i’ve never written a fic before in my LIFE and I already have like 3 other au fic ideas in my head already smh
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(1) i have a weird niche question and im sorry for treating your askbox as reddit's AITA but. im upset with a friend bc i finally acquired the social media of someone im interested in and they said "send pics" so i did, and they said "that person's not super attractive." they know that /I/ think the person's attractive. i told them it was kind of a mean thing to say, but probably mostly bc im personally insecure and i would be hurt if i found out someone i dated's friends said that about me...
(2) also yes i know attractiveness is subjective and all but that's exactly why im so mad over this lol, like the person is attractive to ME, and it's not like i asked them "do you think this person is super hot" so i feel like that comment was just unsolicited. But! again, this traces back to me thinking about how hurt id be if my significant other told me their close friends said that about me :,| also im so sorry for asking for free therapy, i just really respect your Opinion on Things
hi babe no worries i am a Person with Many Opinions™ so i’m glad to put my 2 cents out there for u to take unless u decide that i’m a dumb ass random bitch, which would also be a correct assessment so no hard feelings if you think this is an unsatisfactory answer lmao
i understand why you’re feeling the way you do bc you are excited and you wish you could share that excitement without someone raining on your parade, and i also think it is a testament to your kindness that you won’t let that kind of shallow comment slide because it’s true that it can be gratuitously mean spirited. now i’m not gonna act like i never said my bff’s crush was ugly bc i absolutely have done so many times in the past and my only defense is that they all happened to be assholes so really it’s a 6th sense BUT let us not make hasty judgments about ur crush.
to be fair i think it was just an off-handed comment from your friend just meaning that they could see you “do better” but at the same time you are the master of your own destiny and also you have your own tastes! one of my friends loooooves skinny shrimp men and that’s just her type u know it doesn’t change anything to anyone’s life. 
i think it’s good that you’re aware of the way you’re projecting and making this a bigger issue than it ought to be because you’d be upset if someone else did that wrt your own physical appearance. now i don’t want to make you upset but i think you’ll be able to navigate life a bit more freely if you understand on a deep level that you can please everyone, and that we can’t control other people’s behaviours or opinions. 
main takeaways: to each their own, your friend was probably not thinking that it was that deep, there will always be someone who makes mean comments about everyone and you being the hypothetical target of their pointed comments in the realm of imaginary scenarios doesn’t mean that you are what they say you are, just like your crush is attractive to you and therefore renders your friend’s comment null and void. it’s just a cycle of judgments that you don’t have to be a part of if you choose to let it slide, whether it comes to you or other people you care about, bc really if we worried about everyone’s opinion of us we’d probably never see the light of day. maybe i have a tougher skin bc i’ve been called ugly many times in the past but my general conclusion is that there will always be a random bitch who thinks i’m ugly but that doesn’t mean i have to agree with their assessment or respect them as a person! shrug it off, move on to focus on more important things like basking in the feeling of having a crush on someone who you find cute as hell, and no you’re not the asshole! muchos besos
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purplesurveys · 4 years
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1. What is the reason you last got a new cell phone? The battery on my old 5S was getting frustratingly shitty and would die at 90%, and it would also take forever to boot up. It also reached a point where it was almost always hot to the touch. I always had to have a power bank with me and when that broke as well, it almost felt like I didn’t have a phone anymore because it would just be dead all the time.
2. Do you enjoy Math? I was always on extremes with it. Either I was making really excellent marks or I was failing badly, and I think it’s because performance in math depends on how well you understand and can apply the lessons. If you know the formulas it’s easy to pass the whole exam but if your memory is spotty, then that’s just a domino effect right there.
3. Are you more masculine or feminine? I’d say the lines are very blurred these days and I think it’s a very good thing, but I guess stereotypically I’m more feminine.
4. Has anyone ever told you that you’re their favourite? Sure, by best friends and close friends.
5. How many albums do you have by the band/artist you’re listening to? I don’t really pay close attention to the lo-fi scene and if their artists release albums at all, heh.
6. What are you doing tomorrow? Same old. Do a survey or two, maybe play the Switch, take a nap, have a coffee, maybe get a snack, practice Spanish.
7. Which name have you kissed the most people with? Have only kissed a Gabie.
8. Closest fast food place to your house? There’s a McDonald’s, Chowking, and Shakey’s right beside our village. If you’re willing to drive a little and take a u-turn there’s also a Burger King on the other side of the highway.
9. Does your city/town have a Taco Bell in it? No. I think only QC has Taco Bell, a shame.
10. Do you enjoy All You Can Eat buffets? Love them. Buffets make me so excited and happy.
11. Post a picture of yourself from about two years and three months ago: I was gonna say no to this but then I figured I used to post my photos all the time on my ancient Tumblr days, so whatever. This one was taken at my high school’s school fair and it’s the only photo I have of myself from January 2018. Blurred Gab out, for the curious.
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12. Have you ever seen the band/artist you’re listening to live? I’ve never seen a lo-fi show, or know if those even exist.
13. Who was your best friend three years ago? The same ones I have three years later.
14. Do you enjoy hard drugs? Nope, not even interested in them.
15. Do you have any “e-buddies”? That means internet friends, right? I don’t have any < If this is what this means, I have Aliyah. Rafie and I don’t talk anymore but I still consider him a dear friend because of the time he gave me a free ticket to a WWE show when the roster came here in 2016.
16. Have you done anything productive today? It’s 1:19 AM, so no.
17. Do you enjoy sucking dick? I’ve never done that sksksksksksk. Don’t really have plans to.
18. Reason you last pulled an all-nighter? I just felt like doing it.
19. What design is on the last cup you used? It’s white but it has a black design of the wi-fi logo on it. If the beverage inside is hot the logo will turn bright blue to let you know it’s hot, but it gradually fades to black as it cools down.
20. Did you watch Garfield as a child? No.
21. Did you watch What-a-Mess? No, never heard of that one < Same. I only know Whataburger hahahahaha
22. Do you have a charm on your phone? No but I probs did on my old phones from childhood.
23. Last thing you bought over fifty dollars? Gabie’s Christmas gifts in total were over $50 (₱2500) but I don’t know if I’ve ever spent that amount on a single thing.
24. What colour is the last lighter you used? I don’t remember but it was either a neon green or pink.
25. Last thing you printed off a computer? A business article I needed to turn in for a journalism class.
26. Last thing you threw in the garbage? A sachet for 3-in-1 coffee.
27. Do you know anyone not related to you with your last name? Yeah I used to ride the bus with her. She’s like 6 years younger though so I never got to be friends with her.
28. How many band shirts do you have, and which ones? Just one, Paramore. I bought it with the emergency money my mom gave me for my first Paramore gig (like for food and drinks) so you can imagine how angry she was when I pissed it all away for a shirt.
29. What are you happiest about this year so far? I got to have a wild party with my friends literally a week before the lockdown. I’m glad I got to have such an experience with them, cause it’s something I never got to do throughout college.
30. Last black person you hugged? I’ve never hugged any black people, come to think of it.
31. Last cut/injury you received? I have a weird cut on my right ring finger that I have no clue from where it came. It’s not bothersome but it will sometimes sting if it’s hit with water.
32. Do you shave your leg all at once, or do you do it in halves? I don’t know what shaving legs in half is supposed to mean lmao but when I shave, I shave the whole leg?
33. Is life hard? Well it’s definitely not supposed to be easy.
34. Who does the song you’re listening to remind you of? These days lo-fi reminds me of taking surveys because... well, it’s what I listen to when I take surveys.
35. Last message you received? Kaye very randomly asked me just now if pro wrestling was truly staged and after I explained it to her I asked her why she was thinking of that at this hour, and the last message I got was her explanation.
36. Do you eat your vegetables? I looooove them.
37. Is Nutella amazing? It’s not groundbreaking on its own but I’d drop money on a Nutella-flavored snack, you know what I mean? I find it too sweet if I eat it by itself so I need other elements to balance it out.
38. Have you ever had anything pierced that isn’t anymore? No. My ear piercings are still open even after not hanging earrings from them anymore in a decade.
39. Would you consider yourself “tough”? In a sense that I had to grow up earlier than most kids due to the shitty stuff I saw in childhood and in a sense that I can handle most traumatic or triggering situations with ease, sure.
40. Headphones or earbuds? Earbuds.
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disposedserenity · 4 years
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*rough* review of MOTS:7
The title might say review, but it’s really just my own thoughts that I want to share in the form of verbal vomit. STREAM while u read.
1) Interlude: SHADOW I loved the song right away on first listen. The extended version is soooo good, because it traces back to yoongi’s iconic ‘I want big house, big cars, big rings’ line from NMD. Thematically, this is my favourite concept out of the 3 rap line solos (Persona, Shadow & Ego). Yoongi songs all immediately reasonate with me because the stuff he writes about are what I’ve experienced at one point in my life.... and I feel so deeply when yoongi is rapping about it. At this point, I could go on forever about why I love yoongi songs so much but I will stop here.
2) Black Swan
It took me about three listens to fully appreciate the song, but I KNEW I was going to love it when I heard that trap beat and the bump bump bump lyric... Then I watched the performance, and I just loved it even more. For years, I’ve been fervently wishing that bts (especially jimin) would do a contemporary dance and I AM SO GLAD THEY DID!! Speaking of the dance, that’s another analysis on it’s own.... The way they match the dance steps to the lyrics.... Also this song lined up right after shadow makes perfect sense because Shadow talks about losing yourself into the deepest and darkest recesses of your soul while in Black Swan, the boys step into that shadow and confront it because they realise you have to make peace with your shadow to emerge triumphant.
3) Filter
I swear, this could be an Alec Benjamin song because this song has Alec Benjamin VIBES all over. Well, I guess jimin took inspiration from him because he put a ton of alec’s songs on his spotify playlist and even went to his concert so yey! Both their voice tones are similar ish because it’s very distinct and their singing voices are quite different from their speaking voices so it’d be really cool if they made a song together. Funnily enough, I don’t really like this song as much as I thought I’d would. It’s not a bad song, but I think I don’t gravitate to this song as much because this song was written about jimin for jimin and it’s really himself that he’s singing it to.
This song also radiates BIG libra energy. Libras love changing and moulding their personalities to please other people and they put on various personas to showcase the multi-faceted sides of themselves (sorry, just a huge astrology enthusiast here lolol). Filter has a narcissist undertone to it done in a purposeful manner. The protagonist of this song KNOWS he’s desired and is flaunting it in any way possible. They are aware of the power they hold and are wielding it to control the listener (the pursuers) Ahahaha sounds like someone we know? Recently, I told a friend that Jimin is really good at fan service. He’s the idol of idols, his face and name gets recognised first, everyone wants to be him AND be with him.... To sum it up, filter is jimin showing the world that he has many sides and it doesn’t matter which we are going to choose because he can adapt to whichever one you please (this push and pull reminds me a lot of house of cards hmm...)
4) My Time
Jungkook definitely has some magic where his song always gets to me and I immediately like the song. I think he excels in laying out his emotions bare and this creates a perfect canvas for telling his story. I definitely cannot relate to what he talks about in My TIme because I am not a jetsetting global superstar who vary between time zones (not that I know of), yet I still feel like I’ve been in his exact footsteps and know that feeling. This, my friends, is what true skill looks like. The rarest of musicians are able to write a song about themselves and make it relevant to almost everyone. It’s an impossible task. Yet, this golden maknae has succeeded once again.
In Begin, he talks about leaving Seoul to pursue his dreams and dedicates that song to his 6 members, his 6 newfound brothers, the hardships they go through and again, this hits you hard. You might not have left your hometown at a young age, but everyone has left something or someone behind in their lives. Euphoria ALWAYS makes me melancholic even though I clearly 1) am not young, 2) do not have a first love 3) minus bts, would NOT call anyone the cause of my euphoria but shit, jungkook out here got me feeling things and tearing up.
Thank you jungkook for constantly expressing your thoughts in such a clear way in any song you write, and My Time is no exception (and it sounds like such a r&b banger too)
5) Louder than Bombs
TROYE! SIVAN! You absolutely can hear troye’s fingerprints all over this song because this song sounds like a troye song (in the best way possible, because I looooove troye and his music) This is another classic “happy sounding but sad af lyrics” bangtan moment. Louder than Bombs is a good midway point in the album because they are crossing into the sad, aggressive, heart tearing, no bullshit songs territory.
(I don’t have a lot to say about this because I really love this song and sometimes with songs that I like, I just sit back and enjoy for what it is.)
6) ON
OKAY NOW LET’S GET INTO FORMATION! (yes, this was the first thing that it reminded me of hahaha and her superbowl half time performance had a marching band too) THIS.IS.SUCH.AN.ABSOLUTE.EARWORM. I LOVE IT. The 30 second preview made me so intrigued because it only featured the “hey na na na” part so I wondered what ON would sound like. I was NOT expecting it to sound like that, but what can I say? BTS always blows me away with their title tracks.
Speaking of formation, hooooo boy do I love the formation of this choreography. Mad props to The Lab for pulling this out of their hat because IT IS SO IMPRESSIVE. The set up reminds me of dionysus too, in the way that the choreography is being arranged in the live performances. Big ups to the Blue Devils marching band too, because even though you can’t really see much of them in the mv (or maybe I’m too focused on the boys lol) but you can hear the marching band so much clearer in the audio and I am LIVING for it. Overall, I am utterly thrilled by this masterpiece.
7) UGH!
*gunshots* alright back to 2013 bangtan let’s go. UGH, when will rap line stop making a banger? never I guess, UGH. lord, just let me get dissed by rap line once and then life would be better.
I. fucking. love. the. rap. line. I am definitely not smart enough to try to analyse or decipher the lyrics even with translations because their wordplay is on a whole other level. With cyphers and ddaeng, I really shouldn’t be surprised anymore but I still am. They manage to outdo themselves with every new song they release together. RM, Suga and J-Hope are great on their own but you put them TOGETHER? in one STUDIO? god help us all when this is performed live because someone’s gonna get headbanged out of the venue. I’ll end this with a silent prayer for a rap line concert.....
8) 00:00
This song is so, so, so painful. This song is what Tonight is to me. Ok I’m going to get a whole lot more personal here.
I was in a fucking terrible internship last year during the period Persona was released (I’m actually quite thankful this song wasn’t released then or I’d really have full on goblin ugly cry listening to this). That was the worst job experience I’ve ever had in my life (lao tian ye please don’t deal me any more shitty hands). I spent every day wishing that my misery would end soon and I physically did not want to go to work the next day. Every morning, I was almost crying to have to get up to go to work (and because it was an almost 2 hour journey to the office). By the time I reached home, all I could do was eat (if I had an appetite) and retire to my room and lie on the floor and just stare into my ceiling while mindlessly scrolling through social media looking for some sort of solace. Some days, even bts wasn’t doing it for me. Even though I managed to get out of that hellhole before the end date, the trauma (lol can I call it that?) and emotions stayed with me throughout the rest of the year. Only one friend knew I had depression and constantly asked me about it (thank you friend, even though you won’t read this...) and I even looked up therapists in singapore.
The lyrics ‘An unsettling night, suddenly, I look at the clock. Soon, it’s 12 O’Clock. Will something change. It probably won’t be the case’ hits so hard because this describes my situation to a T. By the time I got home, it was about 8.30 and by the time I snapped out of my mindlessness, it was almost midnight and this cycle just carried on for months. 
Zero O’Clock
And you gonna be happy
Midnight is both a happy and sad hour, because for some it could signal the end of their misery or their happiness. Back then, it was my hell because it meant a new hellish day was approaching. Looking back now, I realise it could have been a tiny form of happiness because it meant that the days are passing and the end to my pain was getting closer.
So thank you Jin, Jungkook, V and Jimin for creating such a beautiful song that I didn’t know would end up being so personal. Putting aside the meaning, it is such a great song that I’d put on repeat. But I’m scared to call this a favourite because of how intimate this is for me so I hope y’all understand. But, thank you from the bottom of my heart.
9) Inner Child
This sounds like it should be a in a drama or anime haha. The “whoa ohhhh” vocals in the backgrounds reminds me a lot of Jet Lag too. Inner Child is a very fitting title because as V described, it is a letter to his past self. As an ARMY, I’ve witnessed how much V has matured over the past few years. I mean even though all of the members have also grown, V’s transformation is the one that stands out the most (at least to me). Tae went from a bright eyed outgoing kid to a still outgoing but deeply contemplative adult in front of millions of adoring fans and strangers alike, and I cannot imagine how that must be like for him. V is a notoriously private person, and we know the least about if you reeeally think about it. I will never (nor do I want to) know what goes through his mind but I appreciate the fact he reveals a tiny glimpse of it in his songs (scenery, winter bear and now inner child).
10) Friends
CAN YOU SPELL SOULMATES? NO YOU CAN’T, BECAUSE THERE IS NO VMIN IN IT. Ships are cute and all, but vmin has trascended beyond what ships are and I’m convinced they are all part of a bigger plan arranged by the Almighty that no matter what happens, they will always find each other in their four lives (can you tell I’ve been watching Goblin lolol). Recently, I was listening to a podcast by Jae and the episode was about the probability of soulmates. One of the questions he posed was what is a soulmate? To me, I believe that soulmates exist in many forms. There are the romantic soulmates (hi glenn & benn), friendship soulmates, family soulmates, strangers soulmates and even a bond between a pet and a human. I now think there should be another category of soulmates and that is vmin. *cries I want what vmin have* Not everyone manages to find their soulmates. The lucky ones do, and the rest of us will have to settle for second best.
Also kudos to Jimin for his first ever produced song! woohoo
11) Moon
When I first read that this was a song about Jin’s love for ARMY, I braced myself for a full waterfall of tears. However, I was pleasantly surprised by how happy this song sounds??? (thanks jin for not making me cry again like tonight did). Now that I think about it, of course Jin would make a happy love song (pffft saggis). As we all know, Jin’s way of comforting himself is to comfort others through laughter, smiles and lotsa dad jokes. No one else but Jin would and I love him even more for this. He takes the idea of what you’d think a love song would sound like and turn it around. SAD? NOT IN JINHIT ENTERTAINMENT.
Jin, know that you are more than a handsome face and the oldest member. You are loved more than you think you are. You think you’re the moon to us? No hun, you are the entire galaxy contained in those worldwide shoulders.
12) Respect
My favourite track. I mean starting with that iconic “should I stay or should I go” line? Genuis. Collab of the year. Namgi of the year. Ok, maybe I am slightly (alot) bias since this song is essentially Suga, RM & El Capitixn (yes, THE El Capitixn that helped to produce DDAENG).
Namgi dynamics are so rarely talked about because most people see them as the underground rapper duo who’ve known each other over 10 years and are old friends and that’s about it. Their dynamics just gets to me even more because the trust and respect they have for each other is incredible. Joon looks up to yoongi as an older member and also for his incredible work ethic, while yoongi trusts joon wholeheartedly as their leader even though joon is younger and the way they banter off each other? ugh, where can I get bros like namgi? Their rap and producing styles are so vastly different yet the result that is respect makes ME respect them. Use me as your slave, masters.
bonus: that ending clip of them just having a convo? please share your stories from back in the day, please. I said please. with a cherry on top.
13) We are Bulletroof: the Eternal
Is this MOTS : 7′s answer to Mikrokosmos? I can already imagine this as the ending song of a concert..... A perfect tune to end the album as well. Who knew my attraction to the number seven had a deeper meaning than just simply liking it huh? Is my life preplanned too.... @ universe  give me answers. I really like how this song did not go the WABB Part 1 & 2 route and took a softer approacher indeed. It’s almost like they are saying we were seven hardened boys made more tender with the existence of armys.... ok bitch don’t make me cry anymore than I have been suppressing.
“we are not seven, with you” :’))))
14) Outro: Ego
This is the kind of song that gets better the more you listen to it. Not that it was bad on the first listen, but usually such bright and positive songs takes a while longer for the emo in me to process. I say this all the time that I almost sound like a broken recorder, but I LOVE LOVE how hobi has crafted a sound for him that is uniquely his and you will be able to immediately recognise it’s him (which is such a hard feat to pull off, might I add). I’m also immensely proud because he started out as a street dancer to becoming one of the best rappers in the industry while holding his rightful candle alongside two already established rappers that is namgi. I cannot wait to see this being performed live because you just know he’ll get everyone and their grandmas to start vibin right there.
In conclusion, I love bts. what else is there more to say.
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Five Headcanons: Snow, Celes, Faith Connors, aaaaaaaand Papyrus
THANK U
SNOW: 
cannot read. haha im just kidding (or am i)
sees people not liking him as a challenge. he wants to be the Most Likable Laid Back Guy Ever. sometimes this works in his favor like it did with lightning and sometimes it’s a little overbearing and creepy like with hope (and noel, eventually)
on the flip side he also has a way of…drawing out people’s badness. lowkey spoilers bc you havent gotten there yet but noel within 5 minutes of meeting him winds up talking about some of his most deeply-held pain. i think if people like snow they feel comfortable telling him that stuff and if they don’t he makes them angry enough that it comes out anyway. so he’s like accidentally a human therapy dog without even realizing it.
i think they might actually mention this in canon somewhere in like some of the start menu infodumps or one of the light novels or something but dude was an orphan so i’m sure he wants like All the children. good thing serah also likes kids
this is a REALLY BAD AND PROBLEMATIC HEADCANON but after witnessing them in game 3 i think that lightning, despite being strictly into ladies the other 99% of the time, would have wound up dating him eventually if he wasn’t, like, with serah. i don’t think she’s carrying a torch for him in canon or anything, because it just wouldn’t occur to her to think of her sister’s fiance who is also a dude that way, but in an alternative universe where he wasn’t her sister’s fiance they would have wound up working out pretty well
CELES:
i think like lightning she’s mostly into ladies so when locke comes along and she’s into him it’s sort of like ??? oh damn okay
i like celes/terra fine but i strongly prefer a sisterly relationship because they’re SUCH good foils. i think when celes was around terra prior to the start of the game she tried to find ways to be kind to her whenever possible and despite the amnesia part of terra remembered that always and so she just likes being around her
prior to the game singing was a guilty pleasure. maybe not opera singing but i think celes really just loved to do it, which is why she made a passable maria
i think as a soldier celes was denied things like dresses and bows and just taking pleasure in femininity so secretly she actually had a lot of fun getting dolled up to play maria, what really killed her was the crowds
having survived her own suicide attempt celes is very good at talking people off of their metaphorical ledges. i think in the post-game world where shit is marginally better people would have less of a reason overall to want to die but i also think she’d make it a point to patrol popular jumper spots and look after anyone she came across because she understands that despair so acutely 
FAITH:
my girl faith is ARO AS HELL!! it’s possible she’s ace too (maybe lesbian oriented, or just aro and a lesbian) but definitely aro. is there such a thing as a 3-person QP relationship? i’m really into the faith/plastic/icarus dynamic but like no allo
loooooves junk food. faith probably eats like a horse to begin with because of all the energy expends being a parkour superhero but i’m sure she eats a lot of deeply unhealthy shit whenever possible. so when dogen tries to snag her for dinner with like his fancy-pants roast duck she’s like “ugh spare me”
speaking of dogen, i think faith genuinely cares for him and wants him to care for her in a father/daughter kinda way (and i think in his own way he does, or at the very least by the end she’s earned his respect, which is almost better). he’ll never be her dad, or noah, but i feel like everyone else would be like “he’s a creep” and she’d be the one going “yeah okay BUT”
no one knows what happened to faith and cat when she was little except noah and nomad & icarus is the first person she tells after the game is over. i think she’d tell plastic too eventually but icarus is Better At Feelings
doesnt like or plan on having kids but has a secret soft spot for animals, since seeing them is such a rarity in glass. glass doesnt have a huge population of strays but every once in awhile she’ll come across one and she always feeds it if she can
PAPYRUS:
LOVES halloween. we talked about this in stream a bit the other day but he’d loved giving out candy and seeing costumes and putting together his own costume (and sans’s costume lol) - it might even be his favorite holiday
right-handed! i think most monsters are left-handed to reflect how most humans are right-handed, but papyrus is a bit of an odd duck among his kind and also obsessed with humans, so him being right-handed feels Correct
easily just as OP as sans, except duh of course he doesnt ACTUALLY want to hurt you, so that’s why you don’t ever see anything truly scary out of him. he COULD do exactly what sans does, he just doesn’t want to, and he never will
cat person. evidence: dislikes dogs because dogs like bones. sans is a dog person so it only makes sense that papyrus is a cat person. after the game he adopts All The Cats 
papyrus is one of those people who is scarily good at video games. like he knows all the ins and outs of different ways to spin tetris blocks and he can calculate the hit point curve of a jrpg character as they level on the fly and he can break basically any game mechanics down to the raw numbers and figure out the best most efficient way of doing things because Its Just Puzzles and thats what my guy does
(send me a character & i’ll list 5 headcanons)
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