#I literally cannot fathom why my period makes me into this little monster pile of emotions but I just wanna hug my dogs shower for 12 years

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Boy howdy lol

#ok so that’s basically done #they both had to get antibiotics and rabies shots #I feel major grossed out energy still #but mainly just. overwhelmed. #I literally cannot fathom why my period makes me into this little monster pile of emotions but I just wanna hug my dogs shower for 12 years #then lay down and cry bc jfc what a stressful morning #that was just!!!!! so much #I love these dogs don’t get me wrong but I’m also looking forward to living on my own without animals for a hot minute #it’s been a workout at least!! chasing and being chased by a ground hog #picking up the dogs a handful of times #that’s gotta count for smthn #I just wish I didn’t feel like constantly two inches away from crying and exhausted lol #it’s weird to be rlly tired but also like #full of adrenaline #bc I’m like jittering and like all tight #but!! going home soon #I’m trying to stay optimistic bc rlly this could’ve been way worse for the dogs #it was just. a lot for me #and I feel ridiculous for being overwhelmed bc I’m not the one who was bit and bled all over and had to get a rabies shot #I did however get exposed to a likely rabid wild animal and get blood shaken on me and also like #I love the dogs so I worry #and I was like startled into being awake this all started with me being scared out of a deeeeep sleep and thrown into this #like lemme tell ya I was tearing through the back yard like a feral person #no shoes no bra in short sleep shorts and a sleep shirt #chaotic as fuck lol #ok god driving home now #I feel insane #delete later