#I know the light is all over the place

[waywardted]

I really do have love to give. I just don't know where to put it.                - Magnolia (1999)

#ted lasso #tedlassoedit #tedlassosource #ted lasso spoilers #rebecca welton #m*ne #mine: lasso #i just think it's so important that we're getting to see how she's grown into her ultimate unfettered bestie and beloved leader self #that her big heart that had been locked up for years can finally spill out over everyone around her #she's not caught up in rupert or dating apps or her brand or how she's *supposed* to be #she's FREE and LIGHT and honest and so wholly present and supportive and generous with her heart #SHE HAS SO MUCH LOVE TO GIVE AND SHE HAS PLACES TO PUT IT #the wise up of it all i SWEAR #and with roy that she's like it's time for rebecca to be rebecca #she knows who she is and she's choosing it #not holding her tongue or staying out of things because of fear about how people might react to her honesty and how she presents herself #trusting that people she loves like roy and ted aren't going to punish her for telling them the truth #oh i am soooo emo about it i love her so much

[roychewtoy]

when kendall never really got out of the lake and has just been sinking his way through the rest of the story. and shiv never sees past the slant of light to see the knife coming until its sticking out of her and she can brandish it back, clutching bloody and desperate. and roman doesn't fold and crawl back to logan cause he never truly left the cage. and connor always returns to the doghouse in the desert, dried up out of sight

#that shiv gifset comparing the slant of light moment to the nearest ep is making me go crazy everytime i see it #i know they are all fighting dogs and im only really clanging that against connor and roman here #but theres just something about The structure of like. the cage and connors place in the desert #being actual physical things and.. kendalls water being this endless like sinking feeling #and shiv is just ...............fuck....................... #mentally i am pacing round the roys over and over and over and tht feels very ✅️on the money #🔄🔄🔄😐😐🔄🔄😐😐🔄😐🔄😐🫂😐🔄😐🫂🫂😐🫂😐🔄😐😐😐😐🫂😐🫂😐🫂😐🔄🔄🔄🔄🫂🫂🔄🫂🔄🫂🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄 #anyway heres how shiv violence can win #succession #chewtoy

[appallinnballin]

I would die to see Gabriel ultrakill in your art style..

o shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! first art of da year

#IM SO SORRY for both sounding like a broken record and for seeing this ask a loooooongtime ago and only remembering it much later 😭😭😭😭 sorr #i dont color metallic materials alot and the lighting may be bright and all over the place but honestly i dont care!!!!!!! i dont know much #abt ultrakill but my fiance does and i showed this to him first and he gave his big stinky stamp of approval! YIPEE #my art #gabriel ultrakill #ultrakill #ask #anon #this was a cool exercise too btw so thank u <3

[captainhysunstuff]

14 more images below the cut (WARNING: Implied homophobia and talk of disownment):

It’s Sayu’s turn to have some one-on-one time with Light.  Light’s a bit mortified to find out that she’d been busy.  Namely, upping her nosiness and straining her imagination in an effort to figure out where he disappeared to and why their father would disown him.

To be clear:  Sayu has progressive views regarding sexuality here.  She fully accepts the possibility that Light is gay, and she would never judge him for it.  Something wasn’t clicking with the disownment story, and she only wanted to know the full truth of where her brother went.

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#drawn by me #my fancomic #Death Note #The Chain #tw: implied homophobia #tw: disownment #lawlight #Light Yagami #Sayu Yagami #cameos of #L #with a baby #Soichiro Yagami #Sachiko Yagami #Misa Amane #Hideki Ryuga #nosy sisters #crazy (or not-so-crazy) theories #lol Sayu's model is all over the place. I'll probably get better eventually. #sorry this took so long; darned personal issues and life and all that. you know how it is. *shrug* #Light comes up with the disownment cover story in the manga. I wanted his excuse to have consequences~ #the anime never gives a cover story; just for Soichiro to come up with something to tell his family and we're never told what he told them

[ellies-enrichment]

rip *checks notes* agent john “jonesy” jones...no... jason todd- no....the joker- no... joel mil- no... JAMES. got it.

#the last of us #hbo the last of us #ellie williams #hbo tlou #memes #mine #if i ever were to lose queue #incorrect tlou quotes #james tlou #red lights...stop signs... i still see your face in the #white cars - front yards #cant drive past the places we used to #go to #cause i still fuckin lovee you babeeeee #sidewalks !! we crossed !! i still hear your voice in the traffic #we're laughing #over all the noise #god im SOOO blue #know WE'RE THROUGH #but i still fuckin love you baaaabe #(me about joel btw)

[itspileofgoodthings]

one of my fave things about teaching is that I’m NOT a counselor and I don’t have to get into the weeds with a student but also I’m part of their life every day and i see when they’re struggling and I can ask how them how they’re doing and make sure that they know I see them on a steady, daily basis and it will be healing for both of us

#I teach a student who hit a wall a few weeks ago and just refused to go to school and was just all around struggling with his mental health #and this is not a kid who wants to talk to me about it or would even know how and I also know he has people where he can #But I’ve just tried to make sure that There’s a little extra contact and a few more questions and just a little bit more #and obviously I am not the cause of his doing better but overall I know that it helps #while still being such a subtle and ordinary human exchange that doesn’t force either of us to go to extreme lengths #like man I really LOVE that space and living in it #and just being a (hopefully) stable place for the kids to be seen in a small but consistent way #teaching tag #something about holding them in the safety of manners while also modeling what that looks like for them #it’s so gratifying to me and it helps me too! #like yes we should greet each other! We should ask how we’re doing! we should exchange pleasantries #and it’s important to me that that happens without getting personal sometimes or overly involved #pleasantries don’t have to be cold things and you can be seen and validated by a momentary kind glance as much as by someone digging #into your soul #it can be light and life-giving at the same time #it can be fun! #I’m sorry I’m rambling and over-saying this but it’s Saturday #!!!!!!

[oozeandgoo-art]

#oc #haven #rex #monochrome #contents: a little raunchy for tumblr #doodle #really high effort one but it's about the shapes more than anything else lol #meme redraw #comic #i may color this. the original plan was to color it. however i spent all my energy for coloring on drawing an aftermath coda #im fond of this one. there's a lot happening in it #haven and rex are both dressed "up'' to annoy the other's plus-one minor enemy #<- specific au element #rex is wearing a weezer shirt because haven knows that'll piss off taran. haven is dressed up like rex's best attempt at a mid-00s surfer #because he knows felyx cant fucking stand haven and is also into buff masc dudes dressed in jeans with rhinestones and thinks it'll be funn #to put felyx in the Lustful Colander #(he is right) #haven's house is not actually a cool neat influencer home or whatever there's no like open floorplan white walls light bamboo floor bullshi #going on here. it's all like green and red granite tile and shit. the man has been around for a very long time he knows what kind of decor #he's fond of. those ARE fish tanks in the walls though. and a spiral staircase #the man has been around for a very long time. he does not give a shit if what he likes is 'tacky' #also when the one speechbubble he says gets weird it is because he is using a magic power and forcing rex to put his cigarette out. rex is #naturally kind of annoyed about this. it used to make haven wince when he put his cigs out on his hands so he keeps doing it every time thi #happens but he has not yet cottoned on to the fact that haven has fully stopped wincing and now just thinks it's a normal habit he has #and has no idea that it's specifically aimed in his direction #also haven has no issue with giving head but rex isn't aware of that. they don't communicate well #and what Rex is actually aware of mostly consists of 'asking him to bottom turned into a giant argument and then a physical actual fight #and he broke my jaw in like four places over it and it was awesome but i didnt get what i wanted' and kind of gave up on the subject #he couldve been getting his d!ck sucked this whole time and he didnt know it. so sad #lineart

[yeonban]

I might be ~quirky~ for this (welcome to my twisted mind and etc) but I genuinely have so much fun with shipping nowadays, ever since I chose to be singleship for each muse. I feel like my adhd has never allowed me to pour even half as much care and attention into a ship as I'd have loved to when I had multiple ones at the same time per muse, so being able to focus on a single romantic dynamic per muse really feels like a weight off my shoulders

#* ooc. / posts. #I also know my adhd is all over the place so at times I may go a few months w/o bringing that specific muse (and thus ship) up #(unless you approach me in dms; in which case my mind typically instantly goes !!! on the muse & ship) #so I'm INCREDIBLY touched whenever my ship partners agree to be singleship w me. It's truly such an honor and blessing to me #and I feel like it's much easier for my muse to get very attached when their romantic attention only goes to a single person; #so you can best believe that from the moment we start shipping your portrayal will ALWAYS. and I mean /ALWAYS/ be intertwined with mine #doesn't matter if you drop the muse or leave tumblr or stop writing altogether. your muse will Always be my muse's special someone #I've had tons of ships where my partner disappeared off the face of the earth one day and yet all I've done was change 'singleship' #to 'noship' bc my muse's heart to this day (several irl years later) continues to be with their portrayal; REFUSING to look at anyone else #Granted this is also why I'm so picky with shipping; in the sense that I let my muse lead the way til they fall in love #and only THEN do I ask the mun if they're fine w our muses being a thing (and thus being singleship w me) #I used to say yes to people just asking to ship and while I know that's a neat option too; I simply. Cannot do that these days ADGHSAJDSDK #nothing against anyone nor against that route; but I've had a good share of ships that crumbled or made me lose muse bc my muse wasn't #feeling the ship. so I'm no longer going ahead unless the muse falls first and makes ME start shipping it rather than the other way around #and that decision has unironically made me feel so light and comfortable here AHDSAJDSKDJ #AH NEY WAYZ!! I need to be sedated bc why am I awake at 11 am. I HAVE NOT SLEPT.

[keeps-ache]

i don't wanna take over the world, it sounds like a lot. but you know, laying siege to a golf course sounds really nice sometimes

#just me hi #i'm giggling thinking about it hfbvhs #you can use the sandbanks for cover and if you plan far enough ahead you can start farming around those little ponds #and you can steal golf balls :D and use them as currency ?? or just collect them :3 #and you could use the tennis ball guns to shoot the balls at people of course!! and you're supplied with sticks when you get there !! free #weaponry !! :D #and if you can hold out for long enough you could start planting rose and blackberry bushes in places they wouldn't look #why? bc roses Always Come Back #and blackberries will take a minute but who can get mad at a blackberry bush !! nature's surprise :D #oh and of course you could have a noble steed too (golf cart) !! :DD #and you could make the building a castle #and make a little gnome town in the fields once the battle is over #OH you could build a miniature golf in and around the town too :D for the funsies #/places are very cool i like places #could some be used better? oh yea for sure #i have dreams for abandoned malls hfvbs - some of my favorite places ever #that's one big odd thing i want. to have a mall to live in hfhs :3 #is it a lot of space ? ye. but it's also SOO much space.. the possibilities !! #//anyway i Need to go for a walk in a city sometime soon lol #i miss the riverwalk aaa #GASP campus martius during the winter. my dearest #i didn't realize the threshold for being a city was so low lmao ?? like man these are just big towns what is this hfvbsh #//but aside from the city pining MAN #i got to drive earlier today ('got to' they put me in the seat and it wasn't very fun hfvbshf) and oooohhh #you know that feeling on a roadtrip when it's all worth it for just a little while.maybe when you broke over the top of a hill or looked up #from whatever you were doing to find a storm ahead and the rear lights of the cars seemed to blink in agreement with how gorgeous it all is #just that hfbsh :3 #i like places a lot. sobs [<- crying candy hearts] #//okey i'm goin to go do my somethings now hfvhs :3 :D #music and caffeine are SO good ehehhehghhg [slinkies away so fast]

[clowndensation]

x if anything about this feels like it doesn't fit, that's because you don't understand the profound effect charoum and gorty have had on each other.

#'vinnie why is gortash's icon a pink crown that says 'princess' on it?' #how about we stop talking for a little while. #key points: i don't think you can want to become archduke of bg and NOT crave attention. he wants to be the specialest guy in the universe #however his desire for attention is an ego thing. #charoum wants attention because he am feel uncomfortable when things are not about him? #similarly gorty is definitely MORE cautious than charoum. but you can't be TOO cautious and also want to take over the world. #recklessness is required to accomplish big things. #charoum is overconfident and believes he can be reckless and survive so he's further on the scale than gorty #similarly taking over the world is not something a typically exhausted person undertakes. that requires energy. #kinky/vanilla TBH i don't think gorty particularly cares. he needs to be mentally engaged. everything else depends on the other person #that said i don't think he'd be mentally engaged with a person who's ideal sex life is missionary sex with the lights off. so. #also jealousy: neither of them is ACTUALLY that jealous because they have egos the size of the sun and are certain they hold an important #place in each other's lives #charoum randomly decides to get jealous when he's bored and in the mood to be annoying #gorty almost full stop doesn't get jealous at all. although he will get possessive at times and force that onto charoum #which i'm lumping into the jealousy stat #ascended astarion i GENUINELY don't think has what it takes to worship anybody. #however there's a hole in the triumvirate that needs filling. and by god if ascended astarion doesn't know how to fill a hole- #charoum

[impossible-rat-babies]

desiderium. noun, plural des·i·de·ri·a  [des-i-deer-ee-uh]. A longing or ardent desire as for something once possessed and now missed; pain or regret on account of loss or absence.

#ffxiv #ffxiv screenshot #warrior of light #oc: eyrie kisne #i should have a gpose tag #okay to rebloog #i redid some shots and im much happier but. yeah #the idea of the scions moving on to DT and the adventures in store there when eyrie is still stuck #i know their arc is all over the place im having shrimp emotions about it #endwalker spoilers

[da-proti-toku-grem]

why can't anyone understand that everyone is different and not everyone likes the same things and that it's completely okay AND normal for someone not to like going out and preferring to stay at home :/

#honestly i understand that my parents care about me and they don't want me to be feeling bad #and that they ask me bc they just want to make sure i'm okay #but i've explained to them what i feel like and they just don't get and i get mad but i akso know it's not their fault and just... oughhhhh #like yeah i have a weird kind of social anxiety according to my therapist and even she doesn't know exactly how to help me yet #but there are just so many reasons behind why i don't like going out and it's not just bc it gives me anxiety #or why those situations give me anxiety in the forst place #1. i'm just a very introverted person that doesn't like going out #2. crowded places/closed spaces/places where there's not enough ventilation/loud places (be it people talking or just music) overwhelme me #3. all said in 2 + flashing lights give me huge migraines that can linger for over 3 days #4. i am very much a night owl and i'm forced to live in a society where that isn't fucking acceptable apparently and i'm called lazy for - #- not being productive in the morning when the only reason behind it is that i am a lot more productive at night #but no one ket's me do that bc 'why are you doing stuff when you're supposed to be asleep?' #i have been the same since i was little. literally nothing has changed #and people where always like 'oh she's just shy' #but idk wtf changed #maybe it was that i became and 'adult' or maybe the fact that i started therapy and they told my parents that i have social anxiety. idk #but suddenly every single person in my family is worried about it and they're genuinely making me feel like there's smth wrong about me #i mean. i have my problems i'm not gonna go telling you that i'm perfect bc i'm pretty much not #but is there really smth that wrong with me that i need to fix #or is society just a bitch that doesn't understand that there's different kinds of people and everyone is different & IT'S COMPLETELY OKAY #have they ever thought about the fact that maybe these situations cause me anxiety bc i've been forced all my life to do them #even if i don't like them #instead of thinking that i don't like them BC they cause me anxiety?? #i mean. i know i have to go out more and that there's tons of things i can do ofc #but you can't just force me to do things i don't want to and put on a good face while doing it *every.fucking.day* #aaaaand i could add a lot more things but i'm once again reaching the tag limit so i shoukd just shut up #it's just driving me crazy bc i know they're trying to help but it really is not helping at all............. #ranting

[marsuro]

Blorbo's for the bestie @chrysopoeias :)

Ref pic under the cut

#fma #fullmetal alchemist #riza hawkeye #jean havoc #havocai #had to put hawkeye on some extra wood bc havoc is Big lmao #god the lighting and perspective in this pic is all over the place #but im ok with it #sorry for taking forever on the art trade gksggnsjg #also for everyone who left music asks in my inbox: im still working on them dont worry #ive got 3 or 4 left #redraw #so for this pic i actually did gun research and now know about a lot of batshit crazy guns #and this one is uh. for hunting water birds lol #you place it on a boat and such #its not even practical like its shown here #but it looks cool

[sillyabtmusic]

The KingDom 'Realize' Concept photos - Rebellion version

#kingdom #the kingdom #kingdomnet #kflops #nugudom #malegroupsnet #forfreddy #* my gifs #kd.gif #kd.grp #okay i'm gonna start complaining everyone look away #i know these all look kind of different please take it up with GF not me i am . so tired #whatever. i am proud of them individually and they're kind of a nice gradient here. that is fun at least #the exposure and lighting was all over the place not to mention ivan is in a different location and so is arthur but only for one pic #and. crumbles #my fave outfits so far but designed to torture me specifically #actually the first concept photos i thought were bad weren't as hard as these #at least those look kind of consistent #hwon's are the best tho i think they're the most natural looking i kept tinkering with the rest forever and i think this is the best they'r #all getting okay bye ily guys

[autistickhunsam]

MAX & CARSON IN A LEAGUE OF THEIR OWN

We could meet again tonight. Same time, same place?

#i love them sm!! #bottom two kill me #i know its never gonna happen but they should totally kiss #chapshaw #carmax #maxson #take your pick #a league of their own #sigh i know these are shit and the lightings all over the place #but alas i gotta work with what i have #max x carson #carson x max #a league of their own 2022 #a league of the own series #aloto #max chapman #maxine chapman #carson shaw #alotoedit #tvedit #wlwedit #mygif

[snakeeyesandangelfeathers]

...did God orchestrate the whole Job thing just to give Aziraphale and Crowley an opportunity to get closer

#good omens #ineffable husbands #aziracrow #i mean; it resulted in the two of them working together to save Job's kids anyway #in aziraphale starting to question the system and see things in a new light #in the two of them bonding over food and love for humans and doubts in the whole angel/demon sides thing #feels like it was all a set up just to have them get to know each other better #and obviously the children and animals were never in danger in the first place anyway bc God Knew those two would protect them #cool; cool plans; good job; God