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#I know I have unhealthy boundaries and that I give too much
elryuse · 9 hours
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A yandere rose x male reader please?
Don't Go.
YANDERE ROSÉ X MALE READER
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In the heart of Seoul, amidst the bustling streets and neon lights, Y/n found himself swept into the whirlwind of a K-pop concert featuring none other than her ultimate bias, Rosé from BLACKPINK. Little did he know, this encounter would unravel a tale of obsession and danger.
As Rosé took the stage, her ethereal voice echoed through the arena, captivating Y/n's heart like never before. It was as if their souls intertwined in that moment, sparking an intense connection that neither could shake.
After the concert, fate led Y/n to cross paths with Rosé backstage. Their eyes locked, and an inexplicable energy pulsed between them, igniting a flame that neither could extinguish.
"You were in the front row, weren't you? I saw you... You have the most enchanting eyes," Rosé said with a smile, her voice soft yet alluring.
Y/n, blushing, replied, "Oh, um, thank you! Your performance was incredible. I'm a huge fan."
However, what began as a chance meeting soon spiraled into a nightmare for Y/n. Rosé's infatuation transcended the boundaries of admiration, morphing into an unhealthy obsession. Every corner Y/n turned, Rosé lurked, her presence suffocating and inescapable.
"I... I think you're mistaken. I appreciate your music, but this... this is too much," Y/n stammered, his voice trembling with fear.
With a haunting smile, Rosé whispered, "Oh, my dear Y/n, you can't escape destiny. We're meant to be together, forever."
Days turned into weeks, and Y/n's life became a living nightmare. Rosé's presence loomed over him like a dark cloud, her every move scrutinized and monitored. No matter where Y/n went, Rosé was there, a constant reminder of the obsession that had consumed her.
Desperate for escape, Y/n confided in his closest friends, hoping for solace and support. But Rosé's influence extended far beyond their reach, her power over Y/n's life absolute and unyielding.
"I don't know what to do," Y/n confessed, tears streaming down her cheeks. "I'm scared, and I don't know how to make it stop. I don't know how to leave her".
His friends exchanged worried glances, their hearts heavy with concern for their friend's safety.
"We'll figure something out," one of them said, squeezing Y/n's hand in reassurance. "You're not alone in this bro".
But as the days passed and Rosé's obsession deepened, Y/n's hope began to wane. There seemed to be no escape from the clutches of his beloved idol-turned-stalker, no end to the nightmare that had become his reality.
Haunted by the fear of what Rosé might do next, Y/n's world spiraled into chaos. The lines between love and obsession blurred, and she found herself trapped in a twisted dance with a darkness he could not escape.
And as Rosé's grip tightened with each passing day, Y/n realized that his fate was sealed. Trapped in the melody of his own obsession, he could only watch helplessly as the world around him crumbled, consumed by the dangerous allure of a love that was never meant to be.
Rosé's Influence is already too much for Y/n to handle.. And day by day... He could only watch in horror as Rosé would Obssesdly love Y/n...no matter where he is... Whether he was studying... Eating... Taking a bath... Basically everything.
Rosé would never leave Y/n side.. Cause she knows... Y/n belongs to her... And she would make sure that he stays for good. "DON'T GO". Rosé said in a giggling voice... Her hands are wrapping tightly around Y/n's Body. She gives endless kisses.... And... The...... End.
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astrow1zar6 · 3 months
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Astro Notes- 017
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Cancer moon mothers tend to lack boundaries with them. Their mother can be very smothering at times and almost try to “baby” them constantly. Mother could prevent the child from becoming fully independent. Although they are usually extremely close to their mother I notice they always have this codependent relationship with their moms that can be unhealthy at times . Could’ve took these people longer to leave home than most (unless they have Aries or cap placements)
Jupiter in 4th house individuals probably grew up traveling a lot. These people also tend to be very loved by their families (family favorite).
Having a lot of 8th house synastry is when you are the planet person is SOOO painful if the attraction isn’t mutual. This will have the planet person acting in ways they never thought they’d act. I’ve seen this lead to stalking, using love spells on the other or being extremely possessive. (ESPECIALLY if it’s a moon or mars in the 8th). However if it’s mutual it can be one of the most beautiful deepest relationships. These people will usually stay together for a really long time & be able to express the sides to them they let no one see.
Pisces rising’s shoe game is on point. They always are wearing really nice unique shoes.
Having a moon square ascendant can give a very similar effect to having a Capricorn rising. You normally don’t wear your emotions on your sleeves. They are very uncomfortable showing vulnerability
People with Scorpio & Aquarius placements in their big three when underdeveloped can be big energy vampires. They tend to play hot and cold a lot when they are unsure of their feelings. One day they can be so loving and engaging the next you will be completely iced out.
Scorpio Venus’s are usually very secretive about the people they slept with or kissed.
I seen a lot of women with Mars in the 1st house that prefer boy clothes or baggier clothes because they feel like they have a masculine physique.
Having no earth in your big three can mean it’s difficult for you to ground yourself & you’re more likely to have less control of your emotions and overall stability. (Ex: might be harder to keep the same job without changing, or constantly moving)
Virgo Venus’s can be really dull in relationships. I’m sorry to all my Virgo Venus’s but you guys need to let loose more and take risks. Your need to control the relationship and how you should act will stifle the bond over time. Their is no textbook for love let it flow naturally it will help your guys anxiety.
Scorpio suns are usually isolate themselves from their families at a certain point. They’re that one cousin that pops out every once in a blue moon that u know really nothing about. a lot don’t trust their family with their personal life. Most Scorpios are black sheep’s of their family.
Pisces mars are usually amazing dancers
Too much Venus influence in the chart can make someone a big pick me. They tend to change their personalities to make others like them and feel comfortable. Although this makes them popular and likable you can easily loose yourself in others thoughts and values you don’t develop a strong personality yourself. Self esteem if dependent on how others see you.
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fedyenkas · 2 months
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‧₊ ♱ 𝒑𝒂𝒍𝒆 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒍𝒕𝒆𝒓
wc: 1.1k. contents: nsfw, somno, dub-con, unhealthy relationships. rin in love is a scary concept
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Rin's mouth has been feeling bitter for hours now.
The taste grows even more vile with every time your words ring around his head, whistling like wind between his ears. Shame licks at his spine and clings to him like cold sweat and there's nothing to wash it off. If he hadn't known any better, he'd think it's a sickness - one strong enough to kill him.
He knows you didn't mean harm - not you, his darling pretty thing, his dearest love. Perhaps he really did drive you up the wall a little too much, stepped over the boundaries that were already pretty much nonexistent between you two. You wouldn't give him that look, almost disappointed, if you didn't have a reason. Rin knows it.
I don't wanna see you right now, you had said, a tremble to your shoulders that he couldn't decode. It scared him. Rin operates on instinct and maybe love isn't much different from what happens at the field, after all. He adores you like he plays - raw and primal, and he reads you like he reads his opponents - without any room for error. So when you close the bedroom door behind yourself and he can't tell whether you're about to cry or shaking with anger, it stirs a deeply rooted fright between his ribs.
You wouldn't punish Rin for the downpour of his love and the lengths he'd go for you, even when it's the most common trigger for your fights. It doesn't feel fair to be put in the position of having to teach a grown man how to deal with his feelings, but love means sacrifice, and Rin is worth all of it.
It fills you with dread as you shut the door behind yourself and lock it from the inside, leaving over six foot of tormented love and longing and fear on the other side. With every next deep inhale you realize it's what you deserve: a serene moment. Just you and your inner turmoil, already thinking of an apology to recite tomorrow morning. Knowing that it'll all be fixed in hours time does not make getting into bed alone any easier. The sheets feel cold but the exasperation keeps you warm from the inside as you doze off.
What a surprise it is when you wake up to a sudden moist feeling in the crook of your neck.
It's ridiculously hot and uncomfortable. You squirm, more unconsciously than not, and move to roll over- only to find it impossible, a heavy weight slotted between your legs.
You're so, so sleepy. You don't recognize the dull ache spreading fire up your tummy until you hear it: breathy and pitiful, whines resembling the yelp of a wounded dog.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry,"
Your skin feels hot where it muffles the sound. Your eyes slowly flutter close, each and every sensation making it feel all the more real and less of a dream.
With blurry vision, you can't see much in the pitch black bedroom. Your other senses don't fail you, though. A grunt and a drop of weight, a stirring heat in your gut - it pulls a confused sound from your throat.
"Rin?"
It's almost hurt, the way you say it. Rin groans and it sounds so loud in your ear, you must be wide awake by now- and as you are, you don't miss the way Rin's cock swells and twitches inside you, a show of excitement upon seeing you awake and coherent.
Suddenly, the room around you feels a little too small. It's cramped where you are caged between your boyfriend's arms, strong like steel when your hands shakily move to ground yourself. Your thighs are sore from where Rin's fitting himself right inbetween, his hips nudging yours in a jarred rhythm. Each thrust grows more forceful than the other. Deliberately and slow, Rin pushes himself home, whimpering pleads into your ear.
"I'll be good. M'sorry. I will, I promise," Your worry is a reflex. He sounds as if he's in pain - had you not been stirred awake so suddenly, you would've realized that he is. Love doesn't come easy to Rin. It feels so natural to love you like this- but a heart this tender is a heavy weight to carry. You feel for him, cradling his face in your hands, weak and gentle as he finds your mouth with his own.
Rin kisses you like his life depends on it. In a way, it does. You're his shoreline and he's been depraved of air for too long. He will be taking this safety you've granted him- selfishly and rough, as if he doesn't know any better. You yelp into the kiss, all teeth and tongue when Rin's fingers dig into the plush of your hips.
"R-Rin," You say his name again. You sound as alarmed as the first time- had he been a better man, it wouldn't make his heart skip a beat and balls pull against his body like it does. "Baby, babe- s'alrigh-"
"I love you- so much. Yeah? I love you. I'm sorry, I really- ugh, really do."
The tremble in his voice is all too familiar. Rin lifts your hips off the mattress, clutches you tight in his grip as he ruts into you. You recognize each breath, every stinging push against the bruised flesh of your cervix. It knocks the breath out of your lungs and forces your eyes to roll back into your head.
The pleasure feels dirty, cloying with bitter confusion and betrayal, sticky with worry. (Your mother always said you're too kind, and it will come for you one day.)
It blurs away the wandering thought of how long have you been asleep? Or, just how much does it arouse him to see you unconscious and limp in his ravenous grasp?
Completion is still nowhere near when Rin reaches his. He whines and whimpers into the crook of your neck as his cock kisses your bruised, tainted insides, painting them white. His lips press apologies and promises to your jaw and by the time they reach your chapped ones, they taste of crystalline salt. You want to wipe it all away and hold him close, but he's rendered you slack instead.
Stuck in your spot, you let the man slip away from your arms. Your throat's dry and vision only now begins to grow sharp, just in time to catch a glimpse of bright turquoise staring down at you. His cheeks are wet, barely gleaming in the poorly lit room. The insides of your thighs feel sticky, too. It's an observation too conscious for your puzzled mind. It's almost claustrophobic, in a way you can't yet describe.
"I really do love you," Rin whispers.
It's a promise and a curse all the same.
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How would riddle, malleus and epel react to the overseer personally knowing their family their family was not aware they were the overseer (for malleus and epel the overseer met their grannys and for riddle they know his mom)
Self-aware au
I do not take any responsibility for you reading this no matter which age group you are from!
WARNINGS: Yandere themes, obsession, kidnapping, religion, cult, unhealthy relationship, threats, blood, imprisonment
Riddle Rosehearts/Epel Felmier/Malleus Draconia-Player knows one of their family members
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Riddles mother
It was once more time for a holiday
NRC was prepared to host a few attractions and to have family members visit for a day or two
Riddle was warned by a letter from his mother that she was coming
So the day was here. The celebration was in full swing. And look at that, it's the mother of a certain redhead. Noo-I mean, yay...
Riddle was prepared for another scolding for something he “did wrong” but after greeting her son (in a way too stiff manner) she turned to you and... greeted you as well?
You see, little, helpful you had promised the former red tyrant to help his dorm with their celebration so you were also present when the madam came over
“Mother, why do you know the Overseer?” “What are you talking about, Riddle?”
Apparently, Trey had once invited you to meet his family after you showed interest in his siblings and the bakery. In the Queendom you had gone on a walk in the forest, slipped and twisted your ankle so badly that you couldn't walk anymore. Luckily Riddles mother came by (for some reason) and helped you, being a doctor and all
Now, lady is of course no idiot so after her son had asked her that question she was just a new addition to the garden as a statue
Riddle was terrified that you saw the polite yet also arrogant way his mother spoke to you in the past as something rude
Now, you were of course not the biggest fan of her but at least she healed you back then
Once you are gone, running off to Pomefiore to help over there, Riddle had a talk with his mother
Usually he would show her respect but today it was like the roles were reversed
Kind words and any kind of love he had left for her were thrown out of the window when he asked her “how she could have not recognized their uncrowned ruler?”
Riddle was this close to snapping and using his special magic on her
For the first time Riddles mother was afraid of her son
Never before had she seen him so angry
But oh well, better stay in line and be nice to you instead of finding out how far she could push his boundaries
It was almost like he wouldn't just chop her head off in a metaphorical sense with his special magic but rather literally in a much, much more bloody way
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Epels Grandmother
Ah yes, Epels sweet sweet granny could of course not miss her beloved grandson
She even prepared some cake and other delicious treats for him. How sweet!
So when perfection themselves, the Overseer, suddenly marched over after they spotted a familiar mop of light lilac hair he nearly had a heart attack
But instead of his Granny being surprised she just said a nice hello, that it was good to see you again and how things had been since you had seen each other
Why did his granny know the Overseer? Why did his granny know God?
Now Epel couldn't of course ask that later part, considering that his villages view on you was in comparison rather... yeah let's call it “extreme”
Turns out he had forgotten something when he visited Harveston the last time and you brought it to him, only for you to meet his Grandmother before you ran into him. Giving her what he forgot the two of you had a nice little talk before you left
And this is the point when Epel felt like he was ready to bash his head against the wall
Vil must have noticed a short in Epels mood because the model just threw him a very poisonous look
So here Eprl was, standing like a lost little child between his Granny and f-ing God whilst the two of you had a nice little chat about the weather
When you finally said goodbye to the two, running off to Diasomnia because you were invited for tea, Epel was juts like “Granny, we need to talk.”
Say goodbye to your apple-free days because after that talk, there will be boxes of so-called “offerings” in front of your door. Every. Single. Day.
“Granny, don't be too shocked but you met God.” “Hoho, what are you talking about?” “...” “Oh...”
For the rest of the day her legs were so shaky that Epel was afraid for her health
I mean, come on, the very person who has drilled tales about a deity into your head finally meeting said deity is something that is guaranteed to have a way too high blood pressure
The next time you run into her she isn't entirely sweet anymore
Of course she is still nice but there is something creepy about her. The way her eyes drill into you, how her questions are always a tad bit too personal
And did she just utter a prayer with your name in it? Nah, must be your imagination
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Malleus Grandmoter
How she didn't recognize you the first time you two met is a wonder considering that she has that sixth sense every Fae has that tingles even when you are being simply mentioned
But today is a great day, Malleus grandmother came over to visit her grandson, a rare day of rest for her
Maleus was just about to tell her that he had invited a guest when you showed up
So when he stood up to introduce you to her she was just like “Oh, the child of man I met that one day.”
Cue Malleus standing there like a plank
Poor man is so surprised that he can't even ask how the heck you two met each other
When he finally asked when you two met he found out that he had forgotten to send a letter of his so you had jumped through one of the mirrors and delivered it to the castle yourself
After almost getting impaled for jumping right into a heavily guarded castle you had explained yourself and boom, you had a fife minute talk with grandma Draconia
Ok, great, wonderful, but did she know that you were the Overseer?
When he told her who you were she had to set down her teacup, shock sinking into her bones
Following his words you asked what he meant with Overseer
This was the day Diasomnia saw their dorm leader drop a teacup
Like with Epel you are now more or less in trouble
I mean, yeah, it's nice to get literal national treasures sent to your doorstep but at the same time, what the heck??!
Back in the Valley of Thorns the Fae are panicking left and right
What do you mean, the Overseer has already visited us once? And we pointed all kind of sharp tools at them??!
It wouldn't be much of a surprise if you just woke up one day in a room that you had never seen before, living like a bird in a golden cage
You know, the next ruler has taken a liking to you and your loyal followers need to protect you
So sit still and don't try to run
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meowzfordayz · 1 year
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when you're apart
Author’s Note: is my Sanemi favoritism showing? 🤍 Spoiler Alert: yes. 😂 Don’t mind my psychology major brain showing ~a bit too. 🤓
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when you’re apart
Hashira x Reader
Word Count: ~1,300
CW: anxiety disorder, explicit language, mild sexual content
Emergency Request Fulfilled: I was wondering if you could do how the men hashira react to a female reader with separation anxiety
I have a fear of being alone which makes me very clingy. My longtime boyfriend recently broke up with me due to me being “to much to deal with.”
Being clingy is such a bother I know I just hate being alone
~faqs~
When you’re apart…
… Gyomei doesn’t mind receiving calls from you throughout the day. He’s endlessly patient, always willing to listen, and warns you in advance if he can’t talk for long. His strategy for setting and respecting boundaries? Planning ahead and communicating his availability to make sure you feel prioritized and included in his decision making, while still fulfilling his own wants and needs.
… Obanai dislikes it as much as you do, but is ~somewhat more subtle about it. He, at least, has Kaburamura to keep him company, but kissing you is decidedly more pleasant. He’s mindful about maintaining healthy boundaries and expectations—he knows codependency shouldn’t be romanticized—but he’s also so wholly in love with you, that sometimes he gives up and surprises you anyway. “Obanai? You’re two hours early?? Are you okay???” He nods sheepishly, already pulling you into a hug, “I’m fine. Missed you.” “Is Sanemi going to complain to me the next time I see him?” you sigh, scrunched grin revealing your contentment despite the exasperation in your tone. “Probably, I don’t care. I left him enough to cover more than my share of the tab.”
… Mitsuri totally understands your anxiety, and is lovingly firm about ensuring you don’t slip into unhealthy habits. “You can text me anytime, but only call if there’s an emergency, okay?” she murmurs, pressing a soft kiss to your earlobe. You nod slightly, resisting the urge to pout. “I’ll be home before you know it.” Even though it stings, you know it’s never personal. Her willingness to draw straightforward boundaries, as well as her willingness to cross them if you’re truly upset, are just another reason to cherish her.
… Shinobu checks in every couple of hours. Sometimes it’s just a single sentence text, other times a quick call, but she knows how important feeling connected is to you. It’s important to her too, of course, but she’s apt to lose track of time when she’s at the hospital or her lab—she enjoys her work—so she puts in conscious effort to be proactive about your anxiety. When she anticipates a busier or longer day, she’ll ask, “Is it okay if I only check in during meals today?” Generally, you’ll reassure her that, “Absolutely, I’m so proud of you,” and if you’re having a low day, then she always figures out a compromise with you before she leaves.
… Kyojuro unknowingly reassures you, because—apparently—everything reminds him of you. Whether it’s a photo of a flower shortly after he arrives at work Pretty flower, but you’re prettier 🌻, a photo of the sky during his lunch break The cloud formations remind me of you, so soft and mesmerizing ☁️, or a blurry selfie as he finally heads home for the day Cannot wait to see you! 😁, you’re kept in the loop. The one time his phone fell into a puddle (he was trying to photograph a reflection of willow branches Elegant and dreamy, like you 🌿), he immediately visited the nearest shop to borrow their landline Hi, yes, how are you today? Would it be possible for me to make a call? I am happy to purchase something. I would just like to tell my partner that I will be unavailable for the day.
… Sanemi often forgets to explicitly text, call, or otherwise contact you. He doesn’t mean to aggravate your anxiety: he just doesn’t quite ~get it, and assumes it stems from insecurity or jealousy — which also confuses him. “You have nothing to worry about. How could I fall in love with someone else when I’m already in love with you?” he snorts, lightly tapping your nose. “That’s not…” you bite at your lip, unsure how to explain yourself. “I’m not big on texting, you know that. It’s not that I specifically dislike texting you.” You smile despite yourself, eyes rolling fondly, “I know it’s not specific to me.” “So then what’s the issue?” he’s determined to understand. “I’m afraid of being alone,” you shrug, gesturing vaguely, “Don’t worry about it. It’s nothing.” Arms crossing, he leans in, forehead bumping yours, voice warm and low on your skin as you gulp, “It’s okay to be afraid of things, and being afraid isn’t nothing.” Arms uncrossing, he settles his hands on your hips, kneading gently as he pulls back slightly, fixing an even gaze on your flushed expression, “I can’t be with you all the time, but I can promise that I love you and think about you.” “All the time?” you ask quietly. It’s his turn to blush, eyes closing as he dips his face into your neck, muttering softly, “All the damn time.”
… Muichiro is a bit absentminded, and rarely thinks to check his phone, but he sets reminders—around noon, and later in the afternoon—to make up for it. If he’s occupied and misses his usual look-at-his-phone time(s), then he’s never bothered by a call from you coming through (besides your number, his phone’s always on Do Not Disturb). In the bathroom? He’ll pick up. About to bite into his lunch? He’ll put it aside. Presenting during a meeting? He’ll literally answer his phone mid sentence, and leave the room (creative liberty: thank gosh he’s the boss hah). He’s aware of his head-in-the-clouds tendencies, just as he’s aware of your anxiety, and feels that having a specific routine is perfectly fair: if he forgets to uphold his end of your expectations, then you’ve every right to remind him. Conversely, if he’s feeling overwhelmed, he’s more than capable of reasserting his own needs — an infinite practice of mutual respect and taking necessary space.
… Giyuu feels uneasy too, but his discomfort stems primarily from how most people tend to socially drain him — you’re one of few that he can feel both stimulated and rested around. Therefore, if it’s a spend-time-with-you versus spend-time-around-others situation, then he’d prefer to be with you. Spend-time-with-you versus spend-time-by-himself situations are more complicated. It takes a lot of discussion, some heavy evenings apart, and tense evenings together, but you gradually nurture a shared understanding and acceptance of your varying needs. He’s always happy to reassure you that I’m not upset with you, nor am I tired of you; I’m just tired, while you’re slowly learning to trust him and his commitment to loving you.
… Tengen could care less about how clingy you are. Super duper clingy? He loves it. Not clingy at all? He’s cool and confident — he knows you adore him as much as he adores you. His easygoingness, however, isn’t the most productive in terms of processing and reducing your overall anxiety. In fact, you eventually have to tell him that he shouldn’t answer your texts or calls immediately, every single time, without a hint of irritation, because it reinforces your self soothing behaviors. “But I’m happy to?!” he grins, kissing the top of your head. “I know, and I appreciate you,” you chuckle, tucked snugly into his side, “But I don’t want to feel afraid of being alone-” “Sooo don’t be alone!” he interrupts enthusiastically, “Again, I’m happy to keep you company!” Inhaling deeply, you gently grip his jaw, a silent request for him to focus, “And again, I appreciate you, but sometimes I have to feel afraid to stop feeling afraid. If I’m never alone, then I can’t ever feel afraid,” hesitating, voice softer now, “And I know you’ll promise to never leave me, but shit happens. Y’know?” He’s silent, maroon eyes steady and tender as he holds your gaze. Before you can nervously murmur Tengen?, he touches his nose to your forehead, still smiling. “I love you. I’ll do my best to help, even from a distance.” “Well don’t go too far away,” you quip. “Of course not,” he laughs, “I’ll just go wherever you tell me to,” declared earnest and true.
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rubberfuckey · 10 months
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summary: After a worried phone call from Wheezie, you decide to come back to Kildare.
wc: 1.3k
a/n: This is set right after season three, let's pretend the time skip in the show doesn't exist (: This is my first post since 2020! Let me know what y'all think <3333 part two??? ;)
Eyes snapping open and with a rush of panic, you try to locate your piercingly loud phone tangled in the sheets somewhere next to you. Who the fuck would be calling me at whatever ungodly hour it is? Finally finding it, you damn near blind yourself with how bright it is and how unadjusted your eyes are. Squinting, too tired and agitated to read it, you swipe to answer the call like muscle memory. 
“Hello?” you huff.
“I’m sorry I know it’s late… but I have a favor to ask.”
“Wheeze? What’s going on? Are you okay?” Hearing her voice sits you straight up in your bed, she has never called this late or has ever asked of anything from you.
“I’m okay, kind of. I’m alive. It’s not me I’m worried about.”
“Wheezie-”
“I know,” she cuts you off, “nevermind it was stupid anyways.”
“No, Wheezie, talk to me.”
“It’s just, Rafe,” you flinch at hearing his name, “I’m scared. I’ve never seen him like this before. We know he’s already a pretty angry guy, but this is something different.”
You sit there quietly listening. You left Kildare a year ago, after a nasty breakup with Rafe and trying to break apart the unhealthy codependency you both developed. You transferred to a different state college but you always stayed in touch with Wheezie. Before you and Rafe went wrong, you were close with both his sisters and promised to stay in contact with the young girl you watched grow throughout your time with Rafe. No one knew of course, you and Rafe were completely no contact- opting to block his number after one too many heartwrenching voicemails while obviously under the influence of his favorite white powder. 
Sarah hadn’t tried to reach out, but from what Wheeze had mentioned she got herself distracted with a pogue-turned cop killer-who was proved innocent. What a shit show. You knew it all, countless Facetime calls caught you up to speed. You consoled her through the “death” of Sarah, the “death” of her father and what other trauma presented itself. Sometimes it was too much being constantly reminded of your ex, whom you still loved very deeply, but being there for this poor girl trumped how it made you feel. The feeling went both ways, she stopped you from coming back to the island quite a few times when she told you just how bad things have gotten, insisting that she would be okay, when in reality she really just needed a hug from her honorary sister. He was never brought up, you didn’t ask, she didn’t tell. Something in your gut told you it’s just better if you don’t know what had been going on with him. You appreciated her respecting that boundary. 
“The club is hosting some kind of party in Ward’s honor tomorrow. It’s weird, he was supposed to be dead months ago and the island is just now doing something in memory of him. Probably Rose organized it or something, who knows. Anyways,” she stopped and took in a deep breath, “Rose wants us all to be there and speak about him in front of everyone. I went to ask Rafe what he planned on saying to hopefully find some inspiration but he just went on and on about how ‘the pogues killed him on purpose’ and how ‘they have another thing coming to them if they think they’re just going to get away with it’. I’ve seen him mad before, I’ve watched him punch holes through the walls, scream, yell, and cry. But this…” she trails off, inhaling deeply after her fast paced rant. 
You sigh, not knowing what to say, “Give me some time to get a bag packed and get on the road, and I’ll be there.”
“I’m sorry, I wouldn’t bother you with his dramatics if I didn’t think it was important.”
“Hey, don’t apologize, I’m glad you told me. I’ll be there soon, just keep working on what you want to say. I’ll help you brainstorm tomorrow while I’m driving if you need me to.”
“Thanks, Y/N. You’re seriously the best.”
“Keep your head up Wheeze, get some rest and maybe steer clear of your brother for a little bit.”
After hanging up, you sigh and stare up at your ceiling. Shit.
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The drive back to the OBX gave you time to think, what would you actually be walking back into? Was his grief manifesting itself into the kind of anger and violence that could be fatal to anyone he saw at fault? You shuddered at the thought. Pulling in to your parent’s driveway, you sent a text to Wheezie telling her you just got in and you’ll meet her at the country club. You could name about a thousand and one places you would rather be than under the same roof as Rafe Cameron for the first time in over a year, but you wanted to pay your respects and be there to support the people that had turned into your bonus family during your 2 year relationship with Rafe. 
“You ready honey?” your mom asks as you slip on your shoes to match the black dress you had chose. 
“As I’ll ever be.” 
The car ride was quiet, your anxiety was palpable as you bit your nails down and bounced your leg uncontrollably. Walking in the familiar doors, all you saw was the looks on people’s faces as they realized you were back on the island and here no less. Pretty much everyone knew who you were, your family’s status not much different from the Cameron’s themselves. You were known as the sweet girl from the affluent family who smiled politely at everyone who looked in your direction and would never hurt a fly. Rafe’s reputation was quite the opposite. When you and Rafe had made your first entrance together at Midsummers at the age of 17, it was the talk of the island. Ignoring the stares and whispers, you held your head high and looked for Wheezie.
Standing next to a huge photo of Ward leant against an easel stood Rafe, watered down whiskey in hand as he blankly looked around at the people in the room. If one more person awkwardly gave him a tight lipped look of sympathy, he was going to lose it. He heard people murmuring and the looks in his direction seemed to increase. Shaking off the feeling like everyone knew something he didn’t, he downed his drink and made his way over to get another. Sofia caught him before he reached the bar and assumed her position under his arm. 
“Maybe slow down on the whiskey?” She meant well, but damn did he need another drink. Looking at her blankly, he kept moving towards the bartender. His father was dead, who gives a fuck how much alcohol his grieving son intakes. Kelce walks into the room from the hallway, looking around frantically, catching sight of Rafe as  he beelines toward him, out of breath. 
“Yo, Rafe, Y/N is here.” 
Rafe nearly chokes on his drink as he looks at Kelce with an unreadable expression, “What the fuck are you talking about?”
“Y/N, I just saw her walking in with my own two eyes bro.” 
He sets his glass back down and suddenly Sofia was right all along, he needs to slow down on the whiskey if you were really here. He thinks back to the last time he saw you, all the screaming and crying and pleading with you not to leave. Even with the past year's events, he puts losing you at the top of the list of the most painful things he’s ever been through. He understands why you left and couldn’t blame you, but damn did he miss you like you were the air he needed to breathe. You walked in, obviously looking for something or someone as he watched your eyes scan the room until they caught his. He immediately felt nauseous. I’m going to puke, you thought.
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misfithive · 7 months
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What Simon can teach us about boundaries!
Been seeing a lot of Simon hate again lately (mostly on other apps but i’m sure its here too) and it's getting pretty frustrating and honestly a little bit troubling that people think so little of Simon and his needs.
Simon hate feels like some weird connection to the patriarchy/heteronormativity where some people have just decided that it is okay for one person's needs to be ignored in a relationship in order to satisfy the other. Lisa seemed to intentionally try and create a dynamic in their relationship where they see each other as equals. They may struggle to see each others perspectives at times but that is true for literally ANY RELATIONSHIP where two people come together from different walks of life. Both their needs matter and their journey in the relationship is to figure out how to honor the other persons needs while honoring themselves or see if that is even possible.
Sooo I wanted to share some lessons about boundaries that people could learn through Simon instead of talking sh!t about him !!!
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1. Boundaries are about what we want and need in a relationship. Sometimes people want different things and thats ok!
People love to say that Simon forced Wilhelm to come out. I even saw someone say that Simon was asking Wilhelm to "give up his family and the throne". No where does Simon ask him to do any of those things. Notice how Simon says "I don't want to be anyones secret"? This is not just about Wille. This is a boundary that he has for himself and the types of relationships that he wants to have. Everyone is allowed to have expectations or want a certain type of relationship. Saying you don’t want to be in a secret relationship is quite a reasonable request. It is also quite reasonable to say that you don't want to be in a public relationship. Sometimes in relationships, what two people need is incompatible at the time which is why it made sense for them to end things. That is the point- for both people to say what they need to feel comfortable and sometimes other people cannot meet your needs- you have to decide if that is a dealbreaker and for Simon at the time it was.
2. Boundaries ≠ manipulation
He tells Wilhelm he take as much time as he needs but you have to do it alone. That is a boundary it is NOT manipulation. He does not try to control Wilhelm or tell Wilhelm what to do. Saying a relationship wont work for you unless certain needs are met or that you dont want to do tons of emotional labor for another person is not manipulation. He is saying I am not okay with being a secret, I am not okay with having my trust broken, i’m not okay with being in a relationship where you say one thing and do another (Wilhelm made a promise he could not keep and even he has owned up to that to Nils). Simon is not saying YOU HAVE TO COME OUT RIGHT NOW OR ELSE. He is not playing mind games or trying to get Wilhelm to change his mind in order to be with him. He is willing to walk away even tho his heart is breaking because he knows it is not possible at that point for Wille and him to get on the same page.
Boundaries have become part of social media language lately thanks to instagram therapists and the like but a lot of people have misconstrued the meaning. Some people call something a boundary when they are actually being controlling. However the purpose of a boundary is about what you yourself are comfortable with, not what other people can/cannot do. Ex: “i am okay with holding hands in public but otherwise I don’t feel comfortable with PDA” (healthy boundary). Vs “you can’t have guy friends because I get jealous” (unhealthy boundary). Boundaries are healthy and necessary for a relationship to be healthy- they are not the same as manipulation or trying to control someone else.
3. What is okay for you does not have to be okay for someone else. Everyone’s boundaries are different because we are all different people with different traumas, needs, experiences, relationships, and limits. I have seen people compare the Wilmon to Narlie where Charlie is okay with Nick wanting to keep things “secret”. Besides the fact that this is a completely different relationship and context, the fun thing about boundaries is that what is okay for you does not have to be okay for someone else! Just because you would have been willing to be Wilhelm’s secret if he asked does not mean that Simon has to. Just because Charlie was willing to to do that for Nick does not mean that Simon has to. Not to mention !!! Nick also acknowledged that is not fair to Charlie and outside of not telling people they had a very loving smooth sailing relationship - people expect Simon to be like Charlie without acknowledging that Wilhelm is not giving the level of trust and security that Nick is. If you want to go there, I'm sure if Wille was acting like Nick being consistent not saying "i'm not like that", "delete my number" etc (regardless of the reason) then maybe Simon would have been more okay with it. This is not Wille hate bc i get it, but sometimes in empathizing with Wille people forget that Simon is a whole human with wants and needs. Simon needs to protect himself and his heart. We all do. Relationships should not require you to subject yourself to pain for someone else. It is healthy to have boundaries and know your needs and what you deserve. And at that point in time Wille could not give him that. Most people watching were quite proud of Simon for that so idk how the narrative got turned to him being selfish.
4. Boundaries can change
It is normal to reassess your boundaries, that does not make them any less valid. Clearly for Simon, once Wilhelm proved his trust more and and Simon reevaluated what he wanted, he decided that he was willing to be a secret if that meant having each other. If he never decided that, it still would have been totally valid. Also noting, there was no compromise/meet in the middle there in Simon deciding that he was willing to be a secret for Wille. It's just funny that Simon is getting the flack for not wanting to "compromise" or meet in the middle when in the end, Simon was willing to do exactly what Wille wanted and he gets ZERO credit from some people for that. Luckily Wilhelm sees what a sacrifice this is for Simon and does not leave Simon to sacrifice alone.
4. Boundaries protect the relationship, build trust and help relationships grow
If Simon had never stood his ground both in s1e6 and throughout s2 Wille would have likely continued the way he was going bc it was comfortable for him and he was understandably scared. They probably would have gotten in even more arguments and honestly i do not think Wille would have been forced to mature and consider Simons feelings in the way he eventually did. I know people resist Edvin calling Wille selfish but Simon has to constantly keep telling Wille “what about me? What about my family? Do you see how hard this is for me?” For some reason viewers are interpreting that as selfish ?? In a relationship you really should not have to be constantly reminding someone to consider you and your feelings.
Simon setting boundaries and saying what he wanted only made their relationship stronger even tho they had to take some time apart. Protecting yourself and wanting a healthy balanced relationship where your needs are considered as much as the other person’s is not selfish. And anyone who tells you that it is does not have your best intentions at heart. Simon is not saying his needs are MORE important than Wille’s he is saying that his needs matter TOO and are EQUALLY IMPORTANT to Wille’s. Which was the journey he needed to go on (as stated by his sister) and the journey that Wille needed to go on as well in order to create a healthy dynamic together.
Setting boundaries is hard but worth it in the end!!!
So yeah! I hope you all set some boundaries today or use this info to argue with simon antis 💖
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Disclaimer// I am not a therapist i just do workshops with teens about healthy relationships and it is a passion of mine.
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jackietaylorsversion · 7 months
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Soulmates.
I was in a discord server earlier, and we got to talking about the Yellowjackets as soulmates, and I thought I'd share those thoughts here, just a nice little put together catalogue of all those thoughts put together. I might add to this, too, as more pairings and relationships come to me.
For the record, I want to point out that I think that all of these characters are soulmates, far beyond ship dynamics, far beyond romance. What makes up the insides of one makes up the insides of the others because they are all the same: teenage girls trapped in either growing or decaying bodies. Their souls are all mated to the others in some way or another.
Tai and Van are a pair. Two separate souls that are a part of a matched set, like socks. They can be worn mismatched, certainly, but they really are at their best together. Tai gives Van a purpose. Van calms Tai's "demons." They can exist without each other, live without each other, love without each other, but they just are at their best together.
Lottie and Nat are that sort of star-crossed soulmates, doomed soulmates. There's a red string of fate but its severed somewhere in the middle. They can be good for each other, laugh and smile and hold each other close. They can be the worst of each other, holding knives to each other's throats, laughing in the face of it. They're the epitome of a missed chance. What kind of missed chance? That's up for you to decide.
Misty and Nat are the kind of soulmates that don't seem like they'd match, but they work so good together. The believer and the skeptic (though who is who changes with the circumstance, the belief, the skepticism). Orange and blue. Salt and sweet. Chaotic good and lawful evil. They're diametrically opposed but in a way that makes sense, in a way that works together. They each feed off of what makes the other their opposite. One is running, the other is chasing. Of course one would die at the hand of the other.
Lottie and Laura Lee are the kind of soulmates where each thinks they are the worshipper while the other is the god. A prophet, a believer, a worship under the sun. Souls that just burn brighter around each other (and that pun was unintentional the first time but very intentional with the emphasis). Both want to help the other. Both want to hold the other. They are belief without boundaries personified. Each is Icarus. Each is the sun.
Tai and Shauna are soulmates in a way that recognizes "That is my person." Two people that have so much in common, who understand each other, who both recognize the want in the other. They have an understanding and a care for each other that's fierce. I see you, you see me, ad it might not be pretty, but we will be honest with each other. Especially as the two of them have aged; time has not erased their understanding of one another.
Jackie and Nat are soulmates in a way that isn't explored a lot in the show but has been discussed, from what I've seen, really well. Foils. Two sides of the same coin. Opposites. Rich girl, poor girl. Prude, slut. There are certain stereotypes around both of them that, from a glance, seem to play out. One only needs to look deeper to really see it. Unfortunately, from the show, we never really see the two of them see past their expectations of each other.
Jackie and Shauna. Two heads, one heart. I don't know where you end and I begin and all that. We've been there, we've done that. We know it by heart. They're not a pair because a pair implies separation, and there is none. You can cut out your heart, and you can even replace it, but it's never the same. They're two shattered halves of the same fucked up whole. When one piece is gone, the hole cannot be filled properly ever again. There are some species of worms that, when worm cut in half, can keep living as two separate entities. That does not negate the fact that it was once one whole creature. They're unhealthy together. They're unnatural apart. One did not live long enough to remedy either of these facts.
(If Jackie's heart was still beating, I know it would beat in time with Shauna's. I hope Shauna ate it to feel it beat with hers one last time.)
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raincitygirl76 · 11 days
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Speaking as of March 17, the day before 3.06 drops, I don't see August's arc in 3.01 to 3.05 as a redemption arc. Yeah, he's done one more genuinely nice thing in his life than before S3: for his third years, walking back from the homophobic sexual degradation that he experienced in his own initiation as a first year. Go him.
That's a good thing he's done, no question. But he still organized terrifying initiations (even if they weren't quite as bad as his own), he still got booze from Simon for the initiation party that he'd never had any intention of paying for.
August also allowed his lawyer to make that outrageous statement in 3.01 denying that the video was defamatory. The only reason he's not in jail awaiting trial on CP charges is because he has money and connections to make his criminal act disappear. That's not original, about the money and connections, but I forget who said it first. @unfortunate17 or @billfarrah , maybe... He was also smug rather than penitent while everybody was signing the paperwork.
Also, August persists in walking all over Sara's boundaries. He visits her at Micke's without warning, and doesn't apologize for the position he put her in. He uses that Conversation to remind her that she and he have similar dads, except Micke is alive and Carl Johan is dead. He's trying to play on Sara's sympathy. Even though the whole reason she feels she has to live with Micke is because of august's past bad actions.
And he repeatedly defies her wishes about not wanting to read his first year letter. He follows her out to the dumpster and insists on reading it to her to tug on her heartstrings. Even after she was clear she didn't want to read it and gave it back to him.
Now, was August being manipulative in S3 on purpose? No. But he and Sara aren't an example of a healthy relationship just because in S3 Wilhelm and Simon have an unhealthy relationship. I know I shouldn't use the word healthy, but at the moment I can't think of a suitable synonym.
So yeah, now he's done exactly two nice things in his life that we know of:
Buying Sara for Rousseau
Dialling back the sexual intimidation on the Forest Ridge initiations when he was a third year. Although the initiations August presided over were no walk in the park, so let's not give him too much credit.
I'm not saying he's a soulless monster. He's only 18 going on 19, he has time to improve before we write him off altogether. But he has STILL never apologized to Simon and Wilhelm for the sexual violation he inflicted on them. As soon as the NDA was safely signed, his own bad actions regarding the video were in August's rear view mirror.
So yeah, he listened to Boris and he tried to do a nice thing or two. But he’s still August.
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To me, I don’t think Buffy or the audience can ever truly know if she’s in love with angel or just in attachment with him. I believe she is just in attachment and especially before innocence and after his encounter with the first, just full on enmeshment with him. No boundaries whatsoever, his pain is her pain (which is extremely common in parentified children who feel they have to protect their parents from their pain like what buffy does with joyce), just like how she describes her feelings towards riley later which is NOT a good thing, empathy is good, taking on others pain as if it’s your own is extremely unhealthy. (Yes I’m pulling on my psych degree for a tumblr post, human behavior and buffy are two of my special interests)
What I mean by “in attachment” is that she has all of the same anxieties and insecurities about angel that she does with her father. Angel’s erratic and unpredictable behavior plays on her anxious avoidant attachment style SO AGGRESSIVELY. He keeps showing up, giving her little information at all and even less about himself and then vanishing leaving her hanging, and anxiously wondering about him which can mimic thinking you’re romantically interested when really it’s just an unresolved problem you desperately want to solve. She has a lot of valid criticisms about him before they’re officially together about his inconsistencies, him treating her like a child, him being too old for her and then all of a sudden she’s saying she wants to die when they kiss and that she loves him (after he forces her to say she loves him before he’ll tell the truth about drusilla). That is exactly how falling into attachment goes. Once you’re hooked all your feelings that are caused by a bad relationship with a parent are projected onto the partner who you are unknowingly recreating that dynamic with which is why such intense and strong feelings can happen so quickly and suddenly you’re ignoring all concerns you had before forming this attachment with someone.
He’s not her soulmate, he’s just the first guy to treat her like her father did and if you don’t address that cycle the relationship is recreating it can be impossible to move on because they will ALWAYS feel like something is unresolved and if you don’t know why you feel that way you can misinterpret it as true love or destiny because why all would you suffer so much and still love them if it wasn’t? It’s a mistake SO MANY of us make in our romantic relationships and these portrayals of unhealthy attachments being sold to us a soul mates doesn’t help us at all.
She does it with Riley also but she walls herself off so she doesn’t get AS attached to him as she did angel but their relationship is still her trying to fix the relationship with her father by changing herself so maybe this time he’ll stay. It’s why his opinion still matters so much to her when he comes back in season 6 despite him being a truly awful person to her who has done nothing but make mistakes and whose opinion should not matter to her at all after everything he put her through. He is another pseudo father figure she craves approval from.
It’s why I love her relationship with Spike so much despite all the bad they go through before season 7. We know her feelings are real because Spike doesn’t play on her anxious-avoidant attachment at all because he is ALWAYS there even when she’s mean and claims she doesn’t want him there. And to me everything they do to each other makes perfect sense, their relationship is exactly what two people with severe trauma and one with anxious-avoidant and one with just anxious-attachment going into a relationship together looks like. You hurt each other A LOT because you’re working out all your issues with each other and they don’t have ANY help from a therapist or someone who can help minimize the hurt so they both just use their worst coping mechanisms and the fact that they go through all that and still get to be together and happy and healthy on the other side is just everything to me because that so rarely happens in the real world, where you get to be with the person who was also a catalyst for healing and having to go through all that suffering together only to have to start over -hopefully from a much better place - but still with someone else BLOWS. So Spike and Buffy to me are about hope and healing (including the unpleasant and very ugly, dark parts of healing people rarely talk about) and getting to do each phase of that with someone AND enjoy being happy and whole together is just UGHHHH I love it so much.
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Pac, who's your soulmate?
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Your soulmate is someone who overthinks a lot. When they see you, you might notice them trying to fix their hair or make sure they look nice. You mutually make each other feel complete. It's like they're fixated on you. They just wanna hold you as their own. Like "you're mine". It may seem a bit possessive but they just wanna hold you and keep you safe. There's no negative intentions with this. They're a hard worker and wanna make sure you don't have to work as hard as them. They might take you out and buy you gifts. I'm getting that you may be really stressed a lot currently or at the time you meet your soulmate if you haven't yet. They notice/will notice how stressed you are even if you try to hide it. They wanna take away your worries and help you relax. Maybe with a massage or words of affirmation after work. They could also let you vent a lot. They like giving you presents and surprises. Maybe throwing surprise parties for you. It seems like they're trying to break down your boundaries a bit so they can give you gifts and I'm getting they wanna give you " everything you want." They don't think you'll really accept the gifts otherwise. They could have had a bad past or have tried to be some type of "player" but now they're trying to focus on you and change. They're someone you can really trust and open up to. They're a non-judgemental person to talk to especially if you're looking for practical advice when you're mind is clouded. They're very trust worthy and they'll build your relationship off trust and love.
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Music could be significant, especially lofi and/or classical music. Your soulmate is extremely fair and morally correct. They could study a lot of social problems and try to keep their awareness up. They're very stubborn and won't back down easily, especially if it's something they believe in. They might be a bit trapped in their own mind. Like they imagine people out a certain way and expect them to be like that in reality. They may rely on material things and sexual things to cope with trauma and to keep themselves "protected." They could have had traumatic experience with a father figure. They try to cope with things that are overall unhealthy for them. They also worry too much about their reputation and try to portray themselves in a "strong" way. Could also struggle with toxic masculinity. Even with that, they've been doing everything on their own. They do know how to take care of themselves (somewhat) and others but they often choose not to in fear of being hurt or used. They've worked hard for what they earned and aren't ready to give it up that easily to just anyone. They're scared of saying too much about their emotions or opening up. This person could very much have other options but you're actually the person for them (the lovers card). They're not used to feeling this rushing wave of emotions and they aren't exactly sure how to deal with it. It's like they wanna be tough but have this tiny little soft spot for you that they can't get rid of. It might make them uncomfortable? Like they wanna be all cool and edgy or whatever but they can't because you and they don't know why they feel this way. They're friends are what to watch out for though. They could be bad influencers or sabotaging.
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You have a very soft and caring energy to you. Not in a people pleaser way (at least mostly not) but more in a sincere and laid back way. You may be taking time to heal and focus on work or school currently. Your soulmate tries to hide their feelings a bit with a cold persona. In reality, they're really really in love with you. They love how nice and perfect you seem. They wanna provide mental and emotional stability for you. They also wanna know more about who you are as a person. They may be straight forward and a bit blunt when it comes to you. Like the main love interest from"Marry My Husband." I got the queen of swords and king of swords for you two. This is a connection where both parties better each other and learn. Not only learning through experience, but also learning directly from each other. They're scared you may leave them for other options or that you're already with someone who you think is better. They're very protective of you, especially when it comes to who you hang around. They think some people you surround yourself with aren't in your best interest and could be causing you harm. They wanna keep you away from them and have you more to themselves. Your friends may make you do all the work in the friendship or exclude you. I'm also getting using you for entertainment. Soon, the friendship will end so there's no means in sticking around to watch as it happens. They see obvious commitment issues from a fear of being left/abandoned. However, they also see this making it difficult for you to leave toxic people behind. They wanna let you know they're here for you and will take care of your emotional needs in any way you want from them.
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I am so glad you made that post because people are getting very weird very quickly about the voice actors. Had me looking around like I was the crazy one for NOT engaging in the weirdness too. Like I think the voice actors are enjoying the love at the moment, but I worry it's probably going to become an uncomfortable amount of attention soon.
I went on Neil Newbon's Discord because I wasn't sure if he primarily answered twitch stream questions from the stream or chat. The rules clearly stated to not give away any sort of personal information like ones age and to respect that Neil and the other actors are real people with family and partners/spouses.
I was literally the only person not including my age in my introduction and not making squeeky commentary about how hot Neil is. Was fucking shocked. I don't think the discord will be around much longer at this rate.
And just in general, the obsession is unhealthy. There is infact a point where "touching grass" is a very real thing that needs to happen. I know some people might be living in tough situations and use Baldurs Gate for escapism... But at some point you need to face the reality that some things are not okay to do.
And it's interesting because there is an interview from Neil talking about how he gets into character, and one of the things was learning to love and understand the character and the characters motives to properly get into headspace. But (in regards to Astarion) it doesn't nessecarily mean that the character is redeemable, correct, or justified. So he literally talks about how he draws the line/seperation between him and his characters but people just aren't taking the hint...
To add on to this: Yes I'm blantely away that Neil is attractive. I find multiple voice actors in the game attractive. Of course I, and many others, have those thoughts. But how you act on those thoughts is incredibly important. We're all human and attraction is inevitable whether it be romantic or sexually. But ypu still have to have boundaries for another person autonomy.
I've also seen people say that making fics/posts about famous people is okay as long as they don't find it. Fucking WRONG. Once that shits on the internet you really don't have control over who sends it. You also have turned that person into a commodity/fetish. Whether you had I'll intent or not that removing someone's agency and autonomy. I don't care if they happen to be famous. It's just wrong.
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hi! i would like to request a prompt.
how do you think the killers would react to a survivor!reader who screams extremely loud when injured?
I think I can do that. I'm sorry this one is a little shorter. I had a hard time coming up with ideas. Please enjoy.
With a Reader who is very loud when injured: Ghostface, Trickster, Pinhead
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Danny actually enjoys watching people get hurt.
To an almost unhealthy level.
Like, seeing people fall down and get mildly hurt?
To him, that's hilarious.
But he takes it several steps further.
He's the guy laughing at horror movies when people are getting stabbed to death.
"Ha! It's funny cause they were stupid."
He'll say some dumb frat boy shit like that.
He really enjoys the sound of people screaming in pain.
The louder the scream, the funnier it is.
He finds a sick sense of humor in it.
You can ask him why, but he'll give you the same answer every time.
"Uh, because it's funny."
He's kind of an asshole.
But you?
"Okay, babe, I know I said I like the sound of people and pain and screaming at all but, like, chill. Okay?"
"Seriously, there's loud. And then there's you."
"I came out to have fun and kill, and now I can't hear shit."
But, he uses your scream as an excuse.
He won't ever go after you.
And if you ask why?
"Your scream is like, torture. I'll take my chances with the Entity."
Well, he isn't exactly lying. So you can't get mad at him.
He calls that a win-win situation.
Trickster
The sound of screams?
Music to his ears.
If you thought Danny had a sick obsession with screams and people's pain, you haven't seen anything yet.
Ji-Woon lives for the sound of people in pain.
So much so that he uses it to create music.
"The last sound a human ever makes? It's a beautiful sound isn't it?"
He gets way too excited about it.
Your screams?
He'd rather listen to nails on a chalkboard.
You'll always catch him covering his ears when you scream.
Unlike danny, he'll still hunt you in a trial if you're in one together.
But, he won't record your screens for his music.
Don't take offense to it though.
He'll make sure to show you and tell you all the other ways you're special to him.
So what if you don't have pretty sounding screams?
You have so many more great qualities to you.
And, if you ever feel humiliated about not sounding pretty enough for him, he'll list all the other reasons why he loves you.
If you feel left out because you aren't in any of his songs, he'll find a way to include you.
Just, you know, not your atrocious screams.
Pinhead
You know what they say.
Pain is pleasure.
That's kind of his whole thing.
Elliot loves the sound of your screams.
He loves the sound of all screams.
As long as they are screams of pain, he's happy.
In fact, he seems to like yours more since they convey more emotion.
The more agony and suffering in the person, the more he enjoys the sound.
It's only to be expected of Hell's high priest.
Now, just because he likes the sound of your screams, doesn't mean he's going to go out of his way to attack you during a trial.
You'll be given a fair chance just like everyone else.
And, if he happens upon you, then it's up to skill after that.
He finds himself very fascinated by her screaming.
He didn't think a normal human could scream that loud.
Or that intensely.
He would love to experiment on it more.
However, he will refrain from causing you unnecessary pain.
Even though he likes the sound of your pain. He knows you don't like it.
And he loves you enough to respect those boundaries.
Even when you're screaming at the top of your lungs and pain, he'll hold his laughter back.
He wouldn't do that for anyone else.
It's a bizarre way of showing affection.
But, hey, it's a start.
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yandere-daydreams · 1 year
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Would amnesiac!wanderer be a different type of yandere than scaramouche? Unlike scaramouche who knows what he's clearly doing and doesn't give a shit, it feels like he's more of a blank state who doesn't understand much about humans and the whole loving thing. Like maybe he would see kissing as how humans show their affection and trying it out until his darling turns blue and then realizing that humans actually need to breathe. Or not understanding what personal space or boundaries are, etc.
tw - unhealthy relationships, obsessive behavior.
i think it's pretty safe to say that, since he's functionally an entirely different person, the wanderer would be a lot different with his darling than mr. "i'll kill your friends then sulk when you refuse to talk to me" scaramouche. he's hasn't gone through the same betrayals, the same repeated abandonment, but he does have a certain unsatisfiable wanderlust that the original scaramouche doesn't, something that drive him to be more obsessive about his darling than possessive. he's endlessly curious, and he's never truly been close to another living being, not when it's so in his nature to drift from place to place, never lingering long enough to form any lasting connections. so, when you come into his life, sweet and bright and so willing to stay, he gets a little attached, a little too eager to hold you close and force bruising kisses into your lips and stare into your eyes until he's memorized every curve, every line, every scrap of color. he's much more oblivious, too - unlikely to notice when your trepidation's turned to fear, prone to watching you sleep because he's afraid you'll 'wander off' again if he looks away for even a moment. he's clingy, and too trusting, and willing to give you every chance you need to love him back - everything his predecessor isn't. really, he and scaramouche only share one very, very important feature.
neither of them are ever going to let you go.
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spitdrunken · 8 months
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Do you have any sub!yandere!Rollo thoughts? I don’t know about you, but something about sexually submissive yanderes hits all the right spots-
thank you!
i have many thoughts!! this is more of a general overview, but i can go into more detail on anything that's mentioned here!
notes: gn!reader, yandere, unhealthy coping mechanisms, humiliation mention
If Rollo is willing to submit to himself to you, you'd have to be someone he considers 'clean'. A person untouched and unblemished by magic, entirely unlike himself. In his dedication to serve and protect a person so pure, he believes he can take steps to cleanse himself and, eventually, the world. These exact circumstances are what awaken within him the desire to worship.
Rollo himself doesn't have much romantic or sexual experience. It'd be more accurate to say that he has none. Though he won't tell this to your face, he'd prefer it if you didn't have previous experience either. Even if you do, he'll convince himself that he can outdo them and wipe them out of your memory. There is no one else in the world who could match his dedication to you. ...If only he'd been there to protect you earlier.
Rather than being on the receiving end, he'd prefer to be the one giving you pleasure. If you are insistent enough however, he'll always submit in the end. Either way, he likes taking orders from you and fulfilling them to the best of his ability. He'd even be willing to indulge in kinks that he'd otherwise have no interest in, or that he dislikes, if it's clear that you're set on trying. His own boundaries quickly fold, but he'll always try to convince you to enjoy something different first.
Rollo gets high grades across the board because of his amazing work ethic and discipline. When it comes to the topic of bringing you pleasure, he treats it as his latest study subject, reading and watching everything he thinks might be useful. To him, it's incredibly gratifying when he manages to get you off, and it feels cleansing to do so while never experiencing pleasure himself. It makes him feel in control of himself, and that he's a good person, unlike greedy others (mages) who'd have their own demands.
(And in doing so, he satisfies the voice in the back of his head that tells him that a person such as himself doesn't deserve any pleasure whatsoever, that he is already being too indulgent looking at you and touching you as he is, that he is weak for loving you before he has brought forth the change he has seen in the world- Constant contradictions plague his brain as he worships your body, but he thinks that if you look upon him as if he were a good person, he can keep going. He'll know all of his causes are right. He'll wear selflessness on his sleeve while being anything but.)
He'd never bring this up to you, but a part of him wants you to be mean to him. The idea of his worst thoughts about himself, that are shoved away into the furthest corners of his brain, being affirmed by the one he holds above himself... Feels almost cathartic.
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d4rkpluto · 2 months
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𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔦𝔰𝔣𝔧 𝔞𝔯𝔠𝔥𝔢𝔱𝔶𝔭𝔢
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↳ the sub-group archetype of the sentinels
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ISFJ ⟶ introverted sensing, extroverted feeling, introverted thinking and extroverted intuition.
breaking down the archetype ⬎
♇ the archetype is made up of Si Fe Ti and Ne.
I = introversion.
S = sensing.
F = feeling.
J = judging.
♇ the first two functions that determine the ISFJ TYPE CODE ⬎
Si Fe Ti Ne.
♇ the Si and Fe within the ISFJ function makes up for the two missing letters in the type code: I _ _ J because the two missing letters in the middle are the first two functions!
♇ the Si is the _ S _ _ because it is about introverted sensing.
♇ the Fe is the _ _ F _ because it is about extroverted feeling.
but what makes up the first letter in the code?
♇ what makes up for the first letter in the code is the second letter to the strongest function for the archetype. and the strongest function for ISFJ is Si and evidently the second letter is “I” which causes the function to now become from _ S F _ to I S F _ .
♇ but what makes up the last letter in the code?
♇ you’ll have to look back at the first extroverted function in the entire code. and for ISFJ it is ⟶ Si Fe Ti Ne. the first extroverted function in the type is Fe, which is extroverted feeling.
♇ Fe belongs to the judging function which displays the fact that the last letter to I S F _ will be I S F J.
explaining the archetype ⬎
♇ those who belong to the ISFJ archetype are people who could be deemed to be compassionate, loyal and devoted people. beings who are responsible and display themselves to be down-to-earth.
♇ though they could have a trait of wanting to feel like they're needed by others. a good trait of an ISFJ archetype is that they are people who have good memory and are people who like to learn new things. and when they're learning new things they like it when the information they take in is clear and thorough.
♇ ISFJ's are conservative/modest people, they like to do things the classic way and they like to be hard-working. the people can be supportive, sympathetic and have a trait of being perceptive and tactful. they are protective over the people they care about and people who are around ISFJ's believe they can usually count on them, since they are people who know how to handle tasks.
♇ though when it comes to expressing their feelings, they can be people who hold in their thoughts, they could have a dislike with sharing their feelings with other people, but even though on the outside they might appear as people who dont feel much. internally, ISFJ's feel very intensely.
♇ they are people who might find it easy to relate to people, even if they might not be the most emotionally expressive person, they have logic and common sense, and can easily sympathise with others.
♇ ISFJ's are practical people and have practical values, they are natural at handling details and they are people who appreciate the lessons life has to give. these people are prudent and dutiful but can be too dependent and reliant on other people.
♇ on the other hand, they can have the "negative" traits of being people who can be adamant and can view the world as black and white. though ISFJ's who are healthy can be experts with following through directions and plans.
ISFJ'S AUXILIARY ⟶ FE. [AUXILIARY HELPS GROWTH/HEALTHY OR DEVELOPED ISFJ'S] ⬎
♇ healthy ISFJ's are people who are caring and compassionate, being individuals others can trust and others can think of them to be people who are noble and very giving.
♇ healthy ISFJ's respect the space and boundaries of other people, and they can easily adapt to social situations/atmospheres. they can be people who can easily read through other people, the type to understand body language easily as they are individuals who have understanding of life and people.
IMMATURE AUXILIARY ⟶ FE. ⬎
♇ unhealthy ISFJ's can be people who care about what others think about too much, which leads them into having a fear of being judged by other people.
♇ underdeveloped ISFJ's are people who lack emotional boundaries, and are people who change themselves to fit people's standards, they can be a big people pleaser. and even though they're people who fear of judgement, they judge other people quickly.
WHEN ISFJ'S BEHAVE INHIBITED ⬎
⟶ TERTIARY TI LOOP
♇ they're people who can be perceived as naive, when they behave out of character, they can become people who dont realise unhealthy routines lead to a bad circumstance. they think they are self-aware, but they're not, especially when it comes to their own emotions, they over-think, but wont trust the guide and judgement of other people but only their own.
♇ though, they might blame other people aside from looking within, they are the type to not look at their own accountability.
♇ underdeveloped ISFJ's are the type to claim they are being true to themselves, but when it comes to peer pressure, they're easily moved by it. and when other people try to give them good critique, they would project their feelings onto other people. they can also become very combative and use smart words to make themselves feel superior, or to make other feel like they're dumb, it's like a performative intelligence.
♇ the type to give to complain about others without any proper reason.
INFERIOR NE GRIP ⬎
♇ they can become people who are very paranoid and on edge, and due to this, they become restless and even somewhat obsessive. bringing out a side to them that is insecure and troubled.
♇ they can be people who are irresponsible, and can be considered as unique with how unpredictable and erratic they can be. and when unhealthy, ISFJ's can be perceived as people who say and do damaging things.
♇ as i have implied before, they are over-thinkers, and this could lead to them thinking of hypothetical situations, which then leads them onto being unsure people and as a person who is anxious about their future.
♇ this inferior ne grip can give them the traits of being someone who has their spirits easily crushed. though, when they don't have their spirits crushed, they are people who have really good ideas, but they might not know how to execute them properly.
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