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sunsetsturniolos · 2 months

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Oneshot: Matt confronting you after you start getting quiet. You’ve been getting insecure and you feel like you’re holding him back. This hot ass man is sweet as fuck tho!!!

talk to me - matt sturniolo x fem reader

a/n: took my own little twist on this :) sorry is there are any mistakes!

warnings: mentions of toxic childhood, not eating, hate comments, insecurities. if you are going through any of this please talk to someone! my inbox is always open if you need some to rant to 💞

as always my inbox is open for requests, but other than that, enjoy!

lots of love,

m💌💌💌

it had been about 2 weeks since you and the triplets have done anything together. every time they asked you to do something that involved getting ready nicely you shut them down. this wasn’t like you, normally you were a very bubbly and happy person who was always jumping at opportunities to do something fun, so you knew they were starting to get suspicious but you just brushed it off and moved on.

lately you’ve been feeling very insecure with yourself. you grew up in a toxic environment, which lead to you always having the thought in the back of your head that you weren’t good enough. recently, you’d been in some of the triplets videos, and the hate had been adding to this. you’d stopped eating as much, cutting down to a few snacks a day, maybe a whole meal if you were lucky. it’d been like this for a while, and while you hated doing this to yourself, you couldn’t bring yourself to stop.

a few days had passed and matt was starting to get worried. he knew you were struggling at the moment but he didn’t realise it was this bad. the triplets ordered canes for dinner last night, and while matt thought you ate your meal and didn’t finish because your stomach was hurting, he was wrong. he found your entire meal in the bin the next morning and suddenly everything made sense. he’s been trying to muster up the words and courage of what to say to you. he knew he had to do something, he couldn’t bare to see his beautiful girl going through this. he waited a while before finally going to your guys’ shared bedroom, already finding you sat on the bed, phone in hand. you had bags under your eyes. you’d lost a lot of weight, you weren’t yourself anymore.

“hey baby, can we talk?” matt stuttered,

“uh, yeah of course,” you hesitantly replied, these kind of conversations always made you nervous. “uhm i don’t really know how to start this, but i saw all of your food from last night in the trash, i thought you ate some of it?” matt asked.

shit. you thought.

“oh eh i just wasn’t that hungry thats all.” you quickly replied, hoping to end the conversation.

matt knew that was all bullshit.

“love, you and i both know that isn’t true,” he spoke.

oh you were screwed.

“talk to me baby, whats going on?” he carried on, adding a comforting hand to your thigh, you tensed under his touch.

tears started to well up in your eyes, you knew you couldn’t keep it in anymore, you had to tell him. “i’ve just been feeling a bit insecure recently, i mean you’ve seen the comments right? everyone thinks i’m fat!” you’d broken down by now. matt’s face was drained with guilt. “baby those comments don’t mean anything! your the most gorgeous girl i know! they’re just jealous, mean 12 year olds! please don’t let them affect you. everyone loves you so much, nick loves you, chris loves you, and i love you more than anything! this isn’t healthy, you need to eat.” matt was right. “i know, i just didn’t know what to do.” it was a lame excuse and you knew it, but you had nothing else to say. “please talk to me next time, you know i’m always here for you,” he reassured, you lazily nodded.

“i love you matt.” “i love you more baby, why don’t we go get ice cream from down the street, your favourite?” matt smiled. “that sounds great honey, thank you.” you blushed.

matt quickly kissed you forehead and grabbed his keys from the dresser. he held his hand out for you as you got up and interlocked fingers, making your way to the car.

what would you do without this boy.

tags: @sturnioloslurps @lacysturniolo @lewisroscoelove @55sturn @freshloveforthefit @lanai3mother

#matt sturniolo #matthew sturniolo #sturniolo x reader #sturniolo triplets

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ghostlychief · 3 months

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first off love your writing !!!!!! I was wondering if I could get a story about ghost where the reader is pregnant and they’re doing the baby shower and it turns out to be a boy and ghost is extremely happy???💞

thank you so much!!! apologies for such a late reply, I know you sent this in awhile ago. hope you enjoy <3

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beautiful boy

Simon "Ghost" Riley x fem!reader

wc: ~620

warnings: none; fluff

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You’re currently upstairs, laying on your bed, with a ribbon held in between your hands. A soft smile graces your lips as you look down at the baby blue material, thinking about the little bean growing inside of you.

Your baby shower was today, and in fact, is still going on downstairs. You hear the muffled chatter amongst your guests throughout your house from upstairs, and a feeling of gratefulness washes over you. You’re currently five months pregnant, and as much as you love a good party, your feet were aching after standing for hours, hence the reason why you are currently in your bedroom and not downstairs with everyone else. You came up to rest only for a short bit, before you head back down and join everyone again.

You opted to wear a light yellow babydoll dress, wanting to be neutral for the gender reveal. You honestly did not have a preference, and were just ecstatic that you were expecting, and celebrating with all of your close friends and family. The light yellow, and the cut of the dress complimented you well, making your complexion glow, and highlighting your ever-growing baby bump.

Simon was speechless for a minute or two when you finally popped out of your bathroom, showing him your finished look before all of the guest arrived for the party. After his momentary pause stuck in awe, Simon breathed out, “You look absolutely beautiful,” and wrapped you in a warm hug. It was a quiet and intimate moment you guys shared before your house started filling up with guests.

Simon also decided to dress neutral but as your eyes moved up and down assessing his outfit, you noticed the subtle blue socks covering his feet. You always knew he wanted a baby boy, but you knew he would be happy and grateful for a girl or boy, just as long as you and baby were healthy. It’s just one more thing that makes you love him as much as you do.

You decided not to comment on the socks, and simple beamed at him saying he looked just as handsome as when you first met.

The gender-reveal itself went smoothly, and of course Simon was over the moon that you were having a baby boy, and since then, the quiet grin that bloomed on his face has not left.

The memory of the reveal plays over in your mind, and you’re lost in thought as you stare at the ribbon. You’re unaware that Simon has entered the room until you feel the bed dip behind you. Simon lays behind you, wrapping an arm around your middle, and his hand gently rubs on your bump. He rests his chin on your shoulder, looking down at the blue fabric you’re holding. He leaves a kiss on your shoulder, and tucks a strand of hair behind your ear and his embrace envelops you, and you feel tears start to form in your waterline.

You bring your hand up to rest over his that’s still on your tummy, and you manage to choke out, “I haven’t even met him yet, but I know that he’s going to be the most beautiful boy.” You lightly sniff, and the tears finally fall down your cheeks. Simon reaches over you to catch your tears with his thumb, and he gently caresses your face, giving you a kiss on your temple.

“I know, sweetheart.” He leaves another kiss on your temple, “You are his mom, after all. Of course he’s going to be beautiful.” You let out a laugh, and squeeze his hand.

Simon and you continue to stare at the blue ribbon, committing this day to memory, and dreaming of what’s to come.

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howdoesagrapewrites · 9 months

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Hey pookie bearrr 🥰🥰

Feeling a little silly tonight after listening to some more Tyler while lying in my bed and thinking up random scenarios that will forever stay in my head and imagining myself being the main character in an edit SOOOO I got an idea

Okay but like just imagine- super happy reader x pavitr x gayatri (yan or not, don’t think it matters too much for this one so do whatever you feel like), they’re really down to earth and manage to calm both pavitr and gayatri down when they get stressed or angry. They don’t really talk about their own problems because they don’t view anything as problems, they’re and optimist that turns every difficulty into an opportunity per say. They’re just a very calm and happy person all round but one day after coming home from maybe a family gathering, with a family that isn’t the best, and they’re just so- upset and angry.

Not in the upset and angry that lash out at every little thing but the upset and angry that’s cold and short.

Anyways, gayatri and pavitr notice pretty quickly they’re really mad and they try to comfort reader but they’re just so dry it’s almost upsetting- short answers and snapping a little bit but then saying short and annoyed sorrys.

After trying to comfort the reader but failing gayatri and pavitr try and give them space and leave them to their own accord. Pavitr and gayatri and worrying about what to do in the living room when they hear loud crashes and thuds coming from their room. Scared and worried they run over the the room to find that the reader just trashed it, book cases thrown down, clothes scattered, papers and pens and pieces of glass scattered everywhere. In the center of the trashed room is the reader with their back to the door just seething by trying so hard to just keep it in and internalize it they’re on the brink of almost hurting themselves just to keep it internal.

Idek how to describe it cause it sounds kinda silly but I need some good ass hurt comfort and your the best person who could do my wacky little ideas justice 🕊️🕊️

Inspired by She by Tyler 🤑

𝘽𝙤𝙩𝙩𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙪𝙥 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙤𝙘𝙚𝙖𝙣

Cw: poly!reader x Pavitr Prabhakar x Gayatri Singh, reader has a toxic family, self harm, small bit of blood, hurt/comfort, tw for Gayatri and Pavitr being actually sane in this one fic.

Notes: hiii darling 💞 I really hope you like this<3 (I also do this so it's kinda inspired by my own issues 💀). I don't know if I got the "She" vibe, I think I'll save that song for a darker one

You're a calm person, a mature person, a positive person. The one that always knows what to do, the one that everyone goes to for advice, the one that has everything under control.

Control, controlled every crisis, every tear, you bite your tongue until you choke on the metallic taste, you swallow your own venom to save others the inexpedient. And you reap what you sow when others call you "sunshine", when they trust you, when you can help others through their own feelings, planting in other fields, the kindness you cannot grow on your own, for the life of you. The love, the mercy, it blooms around you, never in you.

You accept it, you embrace it, whenever you bottle up your emotions, you kiss it, you keep it. You hoard these ugly, complicated, muddy feelings, they remain even when you do what you're supposed to, when you do the healthy thing to do. They are kept with compassion. You hope for the day this boggy substances may have any use, may be adjuvant to fertilize the dry, mistreated field your heart, to clean it, rebirth it. You hope that your heart beating means something. That is a sign of hope, and not just a mechanical, calculated tic tac performed by a cold machine in order to keep the most important gear working, you hope that in the machine alike action of your body, there's something deeper, a "beyond" the blood and veins.

It's worth it, it's always worth it to you. When you guide your partners into confronting their emotions, teach them to see the bright side of life, when you take the higher ground instead of letting yourself say something you'd regret. However you look at it, it's worth it, and it's working.

Pavitr often notices it, he tells you to not work yourself too hard, and not bottle up your emotions, but even with though he has the best intentions in the world, he just doesn't understand it. Yes, there's the possibility that bottling up stuff might come back to bite you in the end, but why bother worrying about that? Your method works, and, isn't being positive, well- positive?

"Are you sure you want to do this alone?" Gayatri looked at you, troubled, she knew interactions with that side of the family rarely brought you more than distress. They offered to be there with you for you countless times, but you'd rather leave them out of it, away from your family's scrutiny. "I am, 'Tri you don't have to worry about me" she laid her hand on top of yours, silently saying "I got you", you look in the mirror and finish fixing your hair for what you know will be an hours long martyrdom you have to endure in order to keep peace.

They both say goodbye at the door, Pavitr kisses you cheek, you know what they're thinking, but you can handle it, unpleasant experiences aren't the end of the world, and you have been avoiding this for long enough, there's no use in hiding from your problems.

"I got some ice cream in the freezer in case you need to vent a bit after it" He offers you

"Sounds nice" you respond with a weak smile, you won't vent, he knows that. It's still so nice of him to want to give you space to.

During the gathering, you shift your attention to trivial, small things, like your spine. It should be straight, you need to correct your posture, you look at your nails, they're not at their best, you should get them done, your steps seem off, you couldn't have forgotten how to walk, is that concerning? Maybe you should go to a doctor. How does that one uncle always manages to smell like watered down old wine? You don't even sit down yet, he doesn't seem drunk, maybe it's his natural smell. The air also smells like lemon, that's a nice touch. Touch. You have to touch people to greet them, it's okay, you've done it before, you'll be okay, touching isn't a big deal, it's just customary, don't worry, you're almost done.

For the time you're back home, your head feels too heavy on your shoulders, your muscles are tense, you want to lay down, but you won't. You know you're annoyed, but it doesn't mean anything, just knowing you're feeling bad never did anything, never helped.

You open the door, and pray Gayatri and Pavitr are away, you are not surprised when those prayers aren't answered, and you find Gayatri working in her laptop and Pavitr probably making coffee, judging by the smell.

"How did it go?" Gayatri asks meekly, she hoped you'd take a sit next to her, but you're going straight to your room.

"Fine." You'd have the decency to look her in the eye while answering, but in your face is obvious it didn't go "fine".

"Well, we still have that ice cream in the freezer, we can always eat it to celebrate, no?" It doesn't take a genius to know you were lying, so now you know she's trying to cheer you up. Normally it'd be sweet.

"No. if you want it that badly, eat it." You hoped that answer would give her a sort of clue, but it doesn't, now she's getting up from the office chair to go get you.

"It doesn't look like you're fine" she says, putting her hand on your arm

"No shit, Sherlock"

"Y/N, I know you're stressed, but she's just trying to help" Pavitr comes out of fucking nowhere to intervene

"Now where did you come from?" You really didn't want to say it in that tone, so bitchy and almost disgusted

"It's my apartment? It's hers too?" He doesn't back down, he just states the obvious and remain unfazed by your tone

"Mine too, so I'd like to go to my room."

They leave you alone along with alright, whatever you want's said under their breath, you don't care.

They're both very surprised to see their usually down to earth, cheery partner acting that way, but per explicit request, they leave them alone.

The two walk silently to the living room, sitting next to each other in the periwinkle couch.

"It must've been quite bad to have them like this" Pavitr started, he was verbalizing what was evident, but it needed to be said

"I can't even imagine how they must be feeling, or what they did to them" Gayatri sighed

"Do you think there's something we could do?"

"Right now? Leave them alone, probably, they won't mean whatever they say. And I'm also a little mad, but it's not the time to talk" Gayatri rested her head on her lover's shoulder, it's an attempt to calm the racing thoughts, but they both know it's not enough.

The rummaging and the sound of their things hitting the floor starts. Pavitr shakes and tries to stand up, Gayatri grips his hand tighter, and just looks at him, no words spoken. But he understands he must stay away. They hear your various sounds of distress, the hairs in their arms and nape spiking, as they look to each other's eyes, hoping for some kind of answer.

Until none of them can contain and just sprint to your room, the door is locked, but it's a fairly weak safe, and it only takes a strong push of Spider-Man on the door to break it. You're crouching on the floor, face puffy from all the crying, and the room absolutely trashed. Books you were so eager to read, now mistreated and damaged, art supplies you saved money for, spilled, laying around, some broken, clothes scattered, your figures and other accents from your shelf on the floor, uncared for, and of course, the glass vase that held the latest flowers you received, spilled and soaked some of your belongings and left a puddle on the floor, along with spiky broken glass. Your breathing was audible, a cry for strength, so you'd be able to bottle up everything again, you didn't even seemed bothered by the sound of the door being violently opened.

You lay at the middle of all the chaos, and with graceful movements, they cross the sea of clutter for you, careful to not break anything more.

Pavitr crouches too, facing you, and softly grabbing your wrists so you can't keep using your nails to hurt yourself, he can see the bruises already forming in multiple spots of your body. Gayatri doesn't touch, afraid it'll overstimulate you more. Instead, she hums a melody, both to help you snap out of it, and to steady your heartbeat.

You come back to reality, muttering apologies, and wanting to leave this all behind, you really just want to encapsule your emotions away and avoid seeing such expressions in their faces.

But they won't let you, not this time, no matter how long you need to talk, how long it takes you to actually talk, if you cry or want to scream in the middle of it, they are both now vowing to never let you reach your breaking point again.

You have two people to share your burdens, who will never think less of you for not being useful, who'll appreciate all your feelings, even the ugly, muddy, complicated ones.

#atsv x reader #pavitr x reader #pavitr prabhakar #pavitr prabhakar x reader #gayatri singh #gayatri x reader #gayatri singh x reader #atsv pavitr #pavitr x gayatri #spiderverse pavitr #ATSV Gayatri #gayatri x pavitr

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kimtaegis · 4 months

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✨Dear Annie!✨

🌟I truly love your “Christmas at Annie’s” FESTIVAL of LOVE! ❤️💜💞✨✨✨

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Xxx,

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dearest janeli, what a special letter 🥺 you have such a big heart and I’m so happy for all of these amazing people to receive so much love from you, I hope it’ll always return to you to the same extent. thank you for sharing your generous kindness, it truly means a lot to have such supportive, sweet people like you here who will always go out of their way to make everyone feel happy and loved. I wish you the most wonderful christmas time, darling, you deserve all the good things in the world, no matter what time of the year! please stay healthy and keep being the incredible angel you are for all the years to come. I’m sending you all my love!!! 💖🤍🎁💝

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Participate in Christmas at Annie’s 🎁

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brandnewhuman · 2 years

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hihiii,, i was wondering if i could request slashers with a naturally dom gn!reader??

I would love to read the dynamics of the relationships and how things would progress 👀💞💕

Omg ofc!!^^ oh god I'm so excited, this is my first request. Hope you like it!! *insert evil gremlin giggles* I had way too much fun with this

SLASHERS WITH DOM GN!READER

INCLUDES:

Michael Myers, Jesse Cromeans, Thomas Hewitt, Brahms Heelshire,

Tw: canon violence, slightly NSFW, sfw, mention of murder, injuries and all that jazz

A/N: like I said in my rules post I'm not the best at writing NSFW stuff like smut ecc so please do forgive me for this atrocious thing I've created. I've tried to go more for a soft dom thing. Hope you like it tho ^^. Also you haven't specified which slashers did you want in particular so I just chose randomly.

THOMAS HEWITT:

Thomas is not a very dominant person by nature

He being shy and self conscious doesn't help his cause

He low-key allows everyone to boss him around in a very aggressive and almost abusive way (besides luda mae ofc, but even her sometimes is really harsh with him)

So having someone who can take control while being considerate of his feelings is a nice change he's eager to welcome

Let's be honest, he's already willing of doing anything his s/o wants to make them happy so

Please use your influence to make him take care of himself. Telling him how proud you feel everytime he does

Low-key has a praise kink

Having someone so confident he considers perfect complimenting him and say he's being good or praising how he does everything you ask for perfectly makes him feel so much better about himself

letting his s/o be the one leading is a relief for him. He kinda feels like for the first time he can let someone be in charge without feeling guilty

Even if he's a big guy, this giant Teddy bear is going to be clay on his s/o hands.

He's not going to have much experience so Tommy's honestly glad his s/o tells him what to do

He's not going to be as afraid of hurting you as usual cause he knows you're always have everything under control

However, as much as he enjoys the whole being a bottom business he wants his boundaries respected

That means he's not going to be happy about punishments ecc being them the sexual ones or any other sort

It's not that he's a brat or anything

Prefers much more a gentle correction or just simply telling him when he needs to do something differently. He has enough people making feel bad for every single mistake, he does not want to feel like his s/o sees him as a failure too

Speaking of, his s/o will definitely have to defend their man honour in front of hoyt. He's going to be an ass as soon and say things to Thomas such a "man up" ecc..

Overall he just enjoys having you around to make him feel safe and loved. You're going to have so much work to do about his self esteem but in the end it's worthy cause he's ready to go to the moon and back for you

BRAHMS HEELSHIRE:

Bro has big gremlin energy I'm sorry.

At first his going to take it a challenge of seeing how long it takes for you to give up

He's not bratty for sake of being bratty, he has a purpose. he kinda senses when someone is easy to boss around and will take advantage of that

When he sees that your being dominant means having structure and receiving a healthy form of love he will eventually accept his role of sub gremlin

Mate is going to do anything it takes to please you

I feel like one of the things he likes the most about having a dom s/o is the reassurance and comfort it brings to him

He prefers having someone who knows how to handle him and keeps him in line rather than a person who's easy to push around

I mean, half of the work is already done with him having the need to follow a routine and rules

Your personality falls perfectly into place with his, your taking charge of things is almost a comfort blanket for brahms

It gives him the feeling of safety of being taken care and knowing he can rely on someone when things are difficult

The stability you give him is something he deeply appreciates

That doesn't mean he's not going to test your patience more than once

Babyboy here is not going to give a flying fuck about the stability when you happen to say no to him.

Unlike Thomas you can and should make punishment for him

Not too hard-core ones but still

Be careful cause this horny bastard might enjoy sexual punishments

Do tell him when his being good, compliment his appearance and praise him when he takes care of himself cause the reason behind the poor hygiene, not eating enough, lack of sleep ecc is due to his depression and mental problems. He has being raised to feel like a burden and to hide himself and his problems behind the wall so please do all you can to help him not only a talking about his problems but to make him feel like he's worthy of taking care of himself

AYO BIG FAT PRAISE KINK BRUV

One (1) single "good boy" and his soul is skyrocketing out of his fucking body

He finds his relationship with you so fulfilling, it feels nice to have someone who's personality allows him to be more vulnerable

I think having a dom s/o could be really healthy for brahms. He needs the unconditional love and reassurance but also needs someone capable of toning him down in a healthy way when he's getting out of control

MiCHAEL MYERS

He, like brahms, feeds on people's fear. That the whole point of being the shape, he enjoys how much power he has over someone. People who are easy to crush and break down only makes him want to kill them more

Long story short he is girlbossing through life

So probably what saved your life was your dominant nature. He has been observing how you seem to naturally take charge anywhere you go but without being pushy and forcing anyone to do anything

You had this talent of making everyone at ease and effortlessly being able to take the lead. People around you were always willing to do what you needed them to do without being manipulative or anything. You just made everyone comfortable enough to give up control

The tall bastard here was mesmerised and honestly curious

It doesn't need to be said that Michael likes to have always control over everything and associates giving up control to being treated like he was treated back in Smith's groove. He always felt the imbalance of power between him and everyone else there and feeling that weak and vulnerable again is never going to be an option for mikey

After he makes himself known ecc and your relationship starts to bloom it's not going to be fucking easy

You have come to know how much michael dispise when someone else is in charge but both of you are pretty stubborn so eventually you just learned to be more sneaky about it.

Michael dominance is based on being feared so when that doesn't work on you he's flabbergasted

He's having none of it. You mean to tell me that you don't let the shape, the boogeyman of haddonfield boss you around and tell you what to do?? Unacceptable.

He won't say but he doesn't even realise you have already got your way. You're so subtle and gentle, playing your cards well.

Michael ends up being oblivious about the fact that he's already doing what you want him to do. He's a deeply emotional damaged man and even if he doesn't want to admit the fastest way to get to his heart is just taking care of him the way he needs

"Michael, honey you must be hungry aren't you? Why don't seat and eat some dinner, how does that sound?"

Just making everything look like his the one deciding and he will do about anything.

Now here's the tricky part; while this might work as soon as he catches up on what you're doing he's going to distance himself

Maybe he tells himself he will just leave you and never come back but deep inside he can't deny how nice does it feels to be around you. He will do this until he manages to sort out his feelings and finds a way to allow himself to feel like this

He's genuinely scare deep inside. His afraid of you abusing the power you have and honestly he sometimes doesn't feel like it's worthy to put so much effort on making him feel good

He has only ever known a single way to feel good and thats killing people, so when you manage to get him to feel something nice just by being around him ecc it messes up his head a little bit.

He's never going to give you full control but he has somehow managed to meet you along the way.

One of the few things he enjoys (even if he knows you're making it looks like he's in control so he doesn't get uncomfortable) is how you praise him and you tell him all the ways only him is capable of making you feel.

That being said if you're able to get away with being dominant with Michael you're honestly impressive and you scare me.

JESSE CROMEANS:

Hear me out, he would be more than willing to let you be the dom. In fact he would even enjoy it

His having the time of his making things harder for you though

We have talked about praise kink now get ready for degrading kink

If we're talking about laid to rest 1 jesse then he's gonna be a difficult little bitch just because he likes to test you and your capabilities of finding a appropriate punishment that can put in his place

If it's laid to rest 2 ....don't. He won't say anything cause he wants to seem tough but the whole degrading thing will take a tool on him after the incident. His self esteem is not the same anymore and he's going to have a hard time trying to enjoy sex again

I feel like what makes you special to jesse is the significant difference between the way the victims he chooses behaves and how you act.

He enjoys submissiveness in victims cause it makes killing them more fun. Watching as they plead to be spared and how low they're willing to get to survive.

But with you he wants it to be different cause he knows that he's receiving as much as he's giving away. In your hands he will be everything you want

He, like Thomas, enjoys being free from responsibilities and having a space where he can just give the lead to someone else and just enjoy fooling around and being taken care of

Even more after the injuries on his face. Now more than ever jesse wants to feel loved and to let go the tough guy act. If before he liked because of the sex aspect now he truly appreciates the other parts too

Your praise, your constance reassurance of good and perfect he is, the way you incite him into being more nice to himself

Now your punishments are more caused more because of him talking bad about himself than because he's behaving bad

He generally feels a lot of pressure on him, he always has to take a lot of decisions and most of the time there are so many lives (including yours) depending on him and his lead

So coming home to someone who can take that off of him and allow him to just exist is really something he will never thank you enough for

Can and will encourage you in trying anything new you want while doing sex. He's rich so money is not a problem and honestly jesse enjoys trying new things with you cause he knows you would never do anything that could hurt him or his feelings.

Baldy is a good sub. 10/10 would recommend. Would love you and worship the ground you walk on

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jadeylovesmarvelxo · 1 year

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Anonymous asked:

I had a dream with a plot last night and now I can't stop thinking about fanfiction with Eddie and reader and the plot.

So Eddie and reader are friends with benefits but for everyone around they look like a couple. Always cuddling, never with other girl/boy.

They have a crush on each other but reader has never been in a relationship and she doesn't plan it in the future. She's usually distant to other people (not Eddie) and doesn't know how to talk about emotions. She doesn't even hug anyone beside Eddie.

One day Eddie tells her about his feeling but she chickens out because thinks that she's unable to have healthy and long relationship (maybe cause of abusive father and his bad relationship with her mother). Eddie's heartbroken and he's so distant.

After a few days she realizes that she doesn't want to be apart from him and she misses him so much it hurts. She goes to trailer and talks with Wayne while waiting for Eddie.

And happy ending, she tells him she wants to try to be a good girlfriend but only with him.

Warnings; Angst with a happy ending.

💞💞

For a while now she and Eddie had been sleeping together. To most people, it seemed like they were a couple due to how close they were.

They were always hugging, cuddling into each other and were very close. Their relationship was mostly a friends with benefits situation but they were falling for each other.

That realization made her very nervous as she had never been in love before. Relationships were something she never bothered about as she had seen that they caused nothing but trouble.

Her mother and father proved that and thanks to them she feared relationships.

Though even through her hesitancy she knew that she and Eddie could never be like that the worry still stayed.

💞💞

Everything was fine with Eddie despite her worries until it wasn't.

Eddie had been strange all day, quiet and not his usual self. When he said he had something to tell her she wanted to know what it was.

She's curious about what Eddie wants to say, he looks nervous, and for one second she wonders if he wants to break up.

The thought makes her heart break.

It turns out that it's something completely different.

"The truth is sweetheart, I've been wanting to tell you for a long time that I've fallen in love with you"

Eddie waited for her to say something but she had completely frozen. His heart was racing and when she didn't answer back he knew she didn't feel the same.

His hopes shatter and the ache in his chest threatens to overwhelm him.

"Right, I get it" he says nodding sadly.

"No, Eddie wait" he rushes away before she can say anymore, she tries to catch up with him but she loses him in the crowd and frustrating tears run down her cheeks.

💞💞

Eddie wasn't speaking to her now and she was devastated. She should have just told him that she felt the same.

Now she was miserable and Eddie was avoiding her, just being very distant and not speaking.

Her heart was aching and all she wanted to do was talk to him but how? She missed him so much and made a decision to go to his trailer and talk it out with him.

The truth was she didn't think she was capable of having a healthy or loving relationship. She had seen what her father was like with her mother and worried any relationship she had would turn out the same.

But Eddie wasn't like that. Their relationship wasn't like that and she should have known that before.

Now it was too late... Right?

💞💞

Wayne saw the sad look on her face when he opened the door to her. She was desperate to talk to Eddie.

"Come in for a cup of chat honey, Eddie told me what's been going on" she bursts into tears and he pats her shoulder.

She pours her heart out to him and tells him about her worries, about her parents.

Wayne was lovely.

"Honey, I've seen you and my boy together and you ain't like that. Tell Eddie how you feel, you'll be alright, and he will listen. He adores you"

As he says this Eddie comes in and seeing her with Wayne his expression becomes unreadable.

"Can we talk Eddie?" he nods but still looks guarded. Wayne gives her a reassuring smile as he leaves for work, and she feels a bit more courageous.

Eddie looks at her expectantly, his stance softening at her tears.

"I miss you," she tells him as he kneels and takes her hand which is shaking.

"The truth is that I've been so scared to give into my feelings, to tell you because Ive never thought I could have a healthy, loving relationship, I thought I'd be like my parents, but our relationship isn't like theirs and I'm sorry that I chickened out and didn't say how I feel about you"

His eyes grow wide and he leana closer.

"How do you feel about me, sweetheart?" she squeezes his hands.

"I love you. I want to try to be a good girlfriend but only with you. I understand that you with might want to be with someone else because I broke your heart but I didn't meant to...

He kisses her.

" I want you and only you. No one else ever. I love you"

Happiness floods through her and she kisses Eddie melting into his arms and ready to try, to be the best girlfriend she possibly could be.

#eddie munson x you #eddie munson angst #eddie munson x y/n #eddie munson x female reader #eddie munson imagine

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hi bb star💗 i love iced coffee so much, i hadn’t had one in over a week (bc i suck at making coffee at home and i hadn’t gotten my paycheck yet so i get my caffeine via tea) but as soon as i got it i splurged!

i loooove the fact that he’s posting these cute little covers and everyone is literally head over heels for him too like instagram itself commented on one of them😭 he’s such a sweet angel baby.

I DID SEE ABOUT ONEW AND I FANGIRLED SOOOO MUCH!! i was going to ask how how you were after seeing it! but i was like “maybe im being too annoying about shinee lately”😂. but he looks so good and healthy too!! i love how he just decided to make the most anticipated comeback news ever on a random tuesday. the wavy long hair though!! he’s so cute.

and you and your sis sending him a package is so cute!!! you having matching jewelry with onew is so slay too! i love this comeback so much🥹 im so ready for ot4 shinee again (and ofc baby jonghyun forever💜)

and for tofu update! they said that the ulcer was significantly smaller today and told us to keep up with the antibiotics and some eye lubricant for two weeks and they’ll re-check her. but we were panicking fr bc just as i was waiting in the waiting room a lady came in with a kitty and she told us that she had an eye ulcer too and lost her eye😭 but thankfully she’s fine💕🫶🏻

ily bb have the best weekend! muahhh!

-🐈‍⬛

SO GLADDDD TOFU IS OKAYYYYY OMG 🫶🫶🫶🫶 my sister and I were talking earlier today about when my cat got an eye infection and she was telling me that the doctor was sooo insistent we make sure it wasn’t another car who scratched her bc she very well could’ve lost her vision ☹️ at the time we knew she did it to herself but I can’t imagine if she was at risk for losing an eye or !! I would be panicking so bad 😭 also fun fact my older sister has a cat with just one he and he’s the sweetest thing ever 🥺 BUT ANYWAYSSSSS IM SO GLAD LIL TOFU IS OKAY I hope he continues to get better!!!! Ily tofu. This is a tofu fan acc 🫶💞💖💝

I had coffee today (and my weekly allotted little treat) and it was soooo good I literally only left the house today to get coffee and then I came straight home to be lazy again 😭

PLS. HANJI’S INSTAGRAM MAKES ME WANT TO CRYYYYYYYYYY I’m just so happy he’s posting whatever he wants to and he seems so unapologetically himself these days!!!!! I didn’t know how badly I needed Jisung’s personal instagram until now 🫶

ONEW COMEBACK WE WON SOOOOOO GOOOOOD oh my god please don’t ever be afraid of spamming my inbox with shinee stuff I LOOOOVE SHINEEEEEE I have like no shawol friends irl so talking about shinee on here fulfills me so much 😭😭 I CANT BELIEVE HE’S FINALLY BACKKK and he already has an official schedule for this month??? Like Onew headlining an award show in the year 2024?????? It still doesn’t feel real 😭😭 I’m going to Monterey with my family tomorrow and there’s this adorable little antique shop that sells so much cute jewelry so I’m planning on buying matching necklaces for me and my Onewman and then I need to write him a longggg letter about how much I love him ofc 👼 the way he’s been posting on his stories all surprised that people are sending him fan mail like sir you are ONEW…. FROM SHINEE……. Literally paved the way for kpop ‼️‼️‼️‼️ I WILL KEEP U POSTED AS SOOOOON AS I DELIVER ONEW CARE PACKAGE ily so much bby have the best weekend!!!!!! 💖💞💘💝👼 relax and do something healing for yourself you deserve it so much ily ily (also pc of the day with my Marge Sherwood bag my sweater matches Channie’s AND peep my new lil keroppi keychain I love him so much 👼🫶)

#🐈‍⬛ anon #ask

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jjkeverlast · 9 months

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No cause I've been inactive for idk how long, but i missed you sm😭 and honestly I'm so stressed about some roommate situation i have going on rn idk how is it gonna get okay!

But anyways i just thought i gotta push it away and gocus on positive things in life and good people i have that I'm grateful for.

Also after this experience with roommate, i feel so damn happy about Jk having his Hyungs at that early period of age, i mean he says it that he had good people around growing up I'm so grateful for that🥺💜

Idk whem will get some peace of mind here but imma be okay.

I haven't been too active but your cute small updates make me soo at peace some times, thanksssssss😭

Ik I'm rambling but i needed to tell you this, you've grown on me 😭💜I feel so much better whem i talk to you even though we have a hugee barrier but it's so cool that you connect to people u Don't know, or just idk ily😭🥺

Also, Tannies keep me sane😭💜 i miss them sm 😭

How have you been doing? Did you do something new recently? And how's the job i hope it doesn't tiers u too much

Stay hydrated and healthy ✨️ keep on updating about cute little things like u always do💜

awww bub it’s okay to be inactive!! tumblr isn’t supposed to be your whole life. we have other things besides it! i’m sorry to hear you’re stressed regarding a roommate situation. ☹️ good thing is that situations come and go and this one will pass in not so long so you’ll get better soon! i’m glad you’re focusing on positive things rather than letting this tear you completely down. that’s really great to hear 💘💘💘

jungkookie growing up with his hyungs is definitely heartwarming cause they truly raised him to be his best self 💗💕💓💗💗💕💖💞 i’m grateful for it too!! right behind you on that.

you’re definitely going to be okay. here to give you a warm hug through the screen whenever you need one! 🫂🫂🫂

my updates make you at peace??? i— i’m gonna sob in the train jesus christ omg 😭😭😭 i had no idea me rambling about fucking nonsense would ever bring comfort of some kind to y’all. i’m so happy they do please, all i want is for everyone to be okay and feel safe on here.

omg baby i love youuuuu!! i feel connected to all of you as well. you guys are on my mind non stop!! i truly love you and thank you for wanting to be on here and follow me along the way. i love hearing from you, brings me such warmth and comfort so thank you 🥺🥺💞💗💖💘

i miss bts as well, so so much!!!! i still watch try not to laugh with bts videos whenever i’m feeling down 🥹

i’ve been a lot better!! my treatment went well so now i’m meeting a friend and afterwards i’ll finish the thursday drabble and upload 🤭🤭 my job is okay, not too stressful but i’m gonna be looking for new jobs! so that’s gonna be exciting!!

i’ll keep you guys updated with anything. no worries on thaaattt 🥹🥹

#winter bear 18 #lati's mailbox📬

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cissyenthusiast010155 · 2 months

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tw??

hey mommy,

i’ve been offline for a while now, it’s because some stuff happened,

i have had a lot of stuff on my mind lately, i sometimes just couldn’t think straight, it’s just that stuff happened in my life and it wasn’t very good, and i never really talked about it,

i also have been having some bad mood swings and stuff, i have been feeling a little low for a while too, it’s just that everyone has became just so irritating and very annoying, and it has been going on for a while, although, i have found something that has made me feel pleasure, i started sm0k1ng for some time now, and honestly its an escape from reality, although i know you aren’t proud of me, i aren’t proud of myself either, it’s just that i have gotten so addicted, i promise myself i’d stop sm0k1ng although i never did, it just feels so good i never stop doing it,

at this point i don’t even know what to do with myself anymore.

-🎆

{Let’s Talk about Addiction and Coping Mechnisms…}

Oh my, hello Darling… Hey, it’s completely okay that you’ve been offline for a while. We all need a break sometimes. I am very proud of you for coming back and reaching out. You are so brave. ♥️

TW//CW//: Talk of addiction, smoking, substance abuse, alcoholism, unhealthy coping mechanisms, etc.

I’m sorry to hear about all the things happening in your life… And I’m very sorry that the things happening aren’t very good. That’s not fair to you, Darling. Unfortunately, life is not fair… I hear you. Sometimes it’s hard to think straight. And that’s okay. Your feelings and experiences are valid. I understand, it can be very difficult to talk about. But I believe in you, sweetheart. You can do it. Take a deep breath, and get it out. ♥️♥️

Your feelings are valid. I’m sorry to hear about your mood swings and negative feelings. But know that it’s okay. It’s so very valid. It’s normal to feel irritated and annoyed. You are valid. And you are so brave for talking about all of this.

*sigh* And I am sorry to hear about the smoking. I understand that it makes you feel good… But it’s not healthy. I feel for you, sweet anon, I do.

Check out this article from an ex-smoker and psychologist on a method to quit smoking— The Most Effective Way to Quit Smoking for Good.

You can also always reach out to the Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration(SAMHSA)— SAMHSA website & phone number 1-800-662-4357 (The phone number is for the United States).

I’m going to be vulnerable with you and tell you something difficult about myself and my past. *sigh* When I was 16, I got hooked on smoking. I was stressed, having anxiety and/or panic attacks almost on the daily. My life was hard and I couldn’t see an out. One day, someone who I thought was my friend introduced me to smoking. I loved it. I smoked everyday. It was a perfect escape of reality. But soon, I could sense that I was too dependent on it. I started to spiral into potentially illegal acts. So I reached out to a family friend (I call her my aunt, she’s that close) because she is a recovering alcoholic, smoker, and drug user. She told me to throw it all away and get clean. It was hard, but it did it. And it was so worth it. It was so so so worth it.

So anon, please hear me when I say this: I know how good it feels, but you need to find a healthy coping mechanism. I can give you suggestions. I will always be here to listen if you need an ear. But you need to stop. I’m not asking for perfection, I’m asking that you try your absolute hardest. Fight it. Fight it as hard as you can.

If you want me to elaborate on possible substitutions for smoking, coping mechanisms that are healthy, let me know! I am more than happy to elaborate on that!! 🥰🥰

You are such a good girl. I know you can do this. I believe in you. And I will be there with you every step of the way if you need me. Hope to hear from you again soon 💞💞💞

Talk with Me ❤️‍🔥

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ziipzeepzop-eez · 3 months

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myu myu myu myyuuuuuuu!!! hhhhaaaaaiiiii!!! *violent crashing noises in the background as i break into your inbox* i'll. uhm. fix that later—

lightly bumping our foreheads together an' sneakily putting flowers in your hair,, eepy hugs from kittykitty today!! i hope you're doing great aaaand getting the happiness you deserve aaand having time to do what you want!!! GET SURPRISE AFFECTIONED,, SILLY /AFFヽ(>∀<☆)ノヽ(>∀<☆)ノ!!!

by the wayy... for absolutely No Reason At All™... how tall are you?? and how do you feel about physical touch and platonic hugs/cuddles??? mwehehehehe 😈😈

okay now it's time for me to slink off into the darkness!! ((which is really just a dim place cause i'm scared of the dark /j)) dramatically flinging my cape,, farewell for now, my zozzie zeezle zeep!!

Aughghghhhh 🥺🥺😔😔😩😩😩

AUUUUUGHGHGGUUHGHHHHHH

^^^ (/pos. very very /pos!!)

SURPRISE AFFECTIONED!!! (⁠ ⁠≧⁠Д⁠≦⁠)(⁠っ⁠˘̩⁠╭⁠╮⁠˘̩⁠)⁠っ my favorite kind of affection!!!! 🥺🥺🥺💝💞💖💗💘💖💝💓💞 oh my bitty kitty witty, how I adore you so~

forehead bumps 😍 flowers in my hair, even if it is sneakily 😍 one of my dearest friends telling me to take care and hoping for my joy and health 😍 EVERYTHING BABY, EVERYTHING!!! 🙏🏾❤️ you're so 🤧😩 so so so. 🤌🏾 you're literally everything to me omg (/plat! /srs!) 🥹🥹🩷🩷🩷 you're like the sweetest little sister ever !!!! ☺️🥰

as for how things are going, they're going!!! it's been a good week so far — with a surprise snowstorm yesterday and it's sunny today! (⁠´⁠⊙⁠ω⁠⊙⁠`⁠)⁠！ i wish bro would make up their mind about the weather, fr. 🤣😭 these sniffles are BRUTAL !!!

but we're getting by. ~ 😚✨

BAAAAAAHHHHH I hope everything is going swimmingly for you too, bitty!!! 🥺💞🥰 i know you're a busy busy bee over there with academics and everything else; make sure you're taking care as you're doing it, yeah? <33 just like always! adequate rest, yummy snacks, looots of water! if you take meds and vitamins, make sure you've got those on lock too!

aaaaahhh. as for your inquiries!!!

physical affection / platonic cuddles? yes, I am all for it. as I live and breathe, dare I say. it's my lifeline. my numero uno love lingo. can it be selective sometimes? yes !! but for the most part (read: EVERY OTHER TIME OTHER THAN THE 0.0001%) it's a hug here !! a snuggle there !!! a casual arm slung around the shoulder here and there !!! platonic physical affection, HEALTHY TOUCH, is everything to me. 🩵

and 2. I'm around a charming 5'8" - 5'9" !! (っ˘ω˘ς ) possibly even 5'10" ... but I think it's the hair. 🥴 it's a fun time, everyone always assuming I'm older than I actually am and being the first pick for ball sports......... okay maybe not to much the second as the first, but it's nice being useful - and noticed !!! 😆😆 I used to hate how tall I was, even as a kid I was the tallest in my elementary grade! but now I love it. <3, and that's on ✨growth✨ 🌱

#"૮₍ •⤙•˶|✉️ beep! inbox! ˎˊ˗#kitty cradle ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა 🧡₊˚#my treasure trove. 🍯✨#zeepie beep and her beeplings

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Hi yongie! Sooooo idk if you’ll have time for this (if you are busy don’t worry about it) but I wanted to ask what FIRST steps to take to fix your life if it’s been unhealthy! I know it’s different for everyone but if you have any advice to start everything on the right path it would help greatly! I was so distracted by work and surface level positivity (everything’s fine, if I just keep going forward etc) that I wasn’t making any spiritual or mental progress. I was just kinda ignoring it bc I was at what I thought was an okay enough place. I didn’t fully notice how physically and mentally unhealthy I was becoming by just focusing on work and school and ignoring small issues. Then BANG one day the consequences of my choices and prioritizations hit me at once. Even though I didn’t feel it before! Now physically I feel terrible from my crappy choices build up the past year (not getting enough minerals/nutrients, not going to gym, quitting hobbies, not sleeping enough) and mentally I’m more unstable than I’ve been in years (huge depressive episodes, insomnias, distancing myself from others, anxieties & overthinking). But also at the same time I threw SOOO much money and investment into school that right now I don’t have money or time to do things like start up my hobbies, buy meds, or go back to the gym even though I’m struggling.

I just really would like advice from someone learning abt this stuff on what first steps to take to fix something like this. The consequences of build up from bad decisions. It just feels so stuck.

Ily yongie hope your doing well at school and in life! I’m sure your busy and Ik I wrote this so confusing so you don’t have to answer. If you have something/advice to add though I would appreciate it! Don’t overwhelm yourself with all the love readings I saw how many are on for January (😭)!! I wish you and your cats the very best. 💞

Hey hun, thank you for sharing all of your struggles with me. I will teach you a way that can help you and of course, this can go FOR EVERYONE THAT IS STRUGGLING to keep their life healthy and in check

The first thing I want to say is that sometimes it's okay to stay in bed, it's okay to feel sad and it's okay to take time for oneself before getting back on track. You aren't a machine, and your divine timing needs to be respected.

I will advise you to first have the mindset (which it seem you got it) like admitting to ourselves that this life isn't going good and that we want to change. That's the first step. Now secondly, I usually help patients to set goals. Minor goals, Medium Goals, and Big goals. there are some examples:

Minor goals: Goals set for a day to one week

cleaning the bedroom

read a chapter from my favorite book

go out in the sun

eat 4 meals today

do one session of pilates

Medium goals: Goals set for a week or the month

Doing 3 sessions of workouts at home

Seeing my friends/family

Challenging myself to go to the museum alone

Big goals: Goals set for a month or a year.

Have a driving license

Getting my school year

Seeing a therapist

Achieving something that would make me happy

Your goals need to be set based on your needs and what you want to achieve. To keep track of all of it, I usually suggest you keep track of schedules that you plan beforehand, with cognitive stimulation, journaling, etc.

What if there's a goal that I wasn't able to achieve? : Then it's okay. you still have plenty of days, weeks, and months, to achieve it. It's about baby steps and motivation, slow progress, don't expect to change your lifestyle in a week. It's a start as sometimes mental health, financial issues, and life events can make it challenging to keep track. In those times, breathe. Take a break, then come back stronger. Look for what didn't work, and start by changing that.

If you can instaure also a reward system for each goal that you reach. by the end of each week and/or month, give yourself a reward based to celebrate what you archived, even if it's minor. Allow yourself to have that chocolate cake, allow yourself to binge-watch your favorite show without leaving the bed, and allow yourself to buy that thing you have been wishing for.

It's not about how quickly you do things. It's about how steadily you are writing your own story and developing at your own pace.

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alexanderwesker · 1 year

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for the ask game!– 💫💞🕯️(i'm referring to the fandom one here, since the candle emoji was on there twice)💌 ^^

💫what is your favorite kind of comment/feedback?

I wouldn't say I have a favourite type of comments as I enjoy them all, but it makes me really happy when people tell me what parts they liked of the story/chapter, share their theories or what they thought while reading some parts. And I really like analyses so feel free to write them to me, I'll always enjoy reading them ^D^

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💞what's the most important part of a story for you? the plot, the characters, the worldbuilding, the technical stuff (grammar etc), the figurative language

The characters, there can be no plot without defined characters that want or don't want something to happen. The world building is also important to show how and why the characters are how they are, the way their world shaped them other than the experience they went through.

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🕯️how do you think engaging with each other through tumblr, twitter, comments, kudos, creates healthy fandom experiences? How do you deal with that if you're not a social person/experience social anxiety?

I mean interacting with one another is what makes a fandom. As long as people are not attacking each other or trying to police what people can and can't create, I thing all interaction is good for a fandom. Though I would suggest to avoid discourses and if possible to block tags that are specifically 'Anti' your favourite characters, not to avoid critically thinking about them but because sometimes it just becomes frustrating to see how people misunderstand actions and stuff or twist a character's word in something it wasn't meant to be.

I'm not very of a people person, so I most time take my time to write answers or posting stuff, making sure to be satisfied with the thing even if it's not perfect before sharing it with everyone. But each person has their way to deal with it so I can't really give a answer all for it ^^"

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💌share something with us about an up-and-coming work (WIP) that has you excited!

I'm very excited about the tHAW sister fic about Thes' time with Philza and Wilbur. Won't say much cause I don't want to spoiler but I will share the title: Theseus' Home (In Lieu of a Ship).

Which I'm very excited about cause I love writing more psychological stuff and this is going to be very much that, think That Boy of Misery but with CC!Tommy dealing with it instead of post-exile c!Tommy.

I hope you guys will like it ^^

Hope you liked the answers, thank you for the ask and sorry for taking so long answering it, I hat the answers in my drafts and forgot to post it ^^" I'm very sorry about that .

#ask answered #ifievertoldyou #ask game #writing #fandom writing #dsmp #[Alexis Answers]

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jinhyun · 2 years

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OMG SO MANY THINGS HAPPENING AT ONCE AND JUST TODAY LIKE RIGHT NOW I HAVE TIME TO CHECK EVERYTHING

first: YOU POSTED omg i have had my phone on studying mode for so long that i completely forgot i had it on🤦‍♀️ i would’ve literally dropped everything if i saw you posted but seriously uni is KILLING ME like i swear its so tiring but at least im doing good so that’s okay ig jdkwsknaa

second: HYUNLIX IN FREAKING PARIS👀🙌💞 they look so fineeeee IT WAS SO FUNNY LOL like first everyone thought they saw felix there but then supposedly it was a somewhere in korea but then they saw hyunjin too and then the both of them AND FINALLY POSTED PHOTOS AHHHH

third: THE TRAILER MAXIDENT OMGGG OH MY LORD JESUS CHRIST IM NOT READY. THIS CONCEPT IS COMING AND IS COMING HARD YALL ITS GONNA BE ON ANOTHER LEVEL I CAN FEEL IT AND FELIX?! LEE FREAKING FELIX?! I LITERALLY FEEL ON MY KNEES WHEN HE APPEARED ON THE SCREEN IM NOT LYING HE WAS SLEEVELESS AND THEN SHIRTLESS OMG AND JUST EVERYTHING ALL THE BOYS WERE ABSOLUTELY 🔝🔝🔝JUST EVERYTHING 🙌🙌🙌

its not a lot now that i have written about it but it is lot at the same time HAHAHA bye im sorry im excited and happy about it hehe. i hope im not missing anything cause i couldn’t keep track of many of the boys activities

btw this was like something i wanted to say to u, i read your responses whenever I sent a messages but im bad at replying them, just wanted u to know that thank you for your advices on uni actually they helped me a lot and now im on a group with lovely people so thank u very much💞💞 and im glad you are feeling better 🫶 take care and i will write as fast as i can.

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omg no don't drop everything when i post 😭 uni is exhausting af, i hope you're getting enough sleep and staying healthy 🤧

hyunlix in paris was the end of me, they both looked so mf gorgeous i'm still not over it 😭 i'm still laughing at hyunjin appearing behind dua lipa in that one pic tho like ariana what are you doing here ksñajdñs same with eleanor calder's, that was a crossover that as an ex directioner i was not expecting 💀

this might be a reach... but is felix your bias 👀 if it's not then i can see you changing lanes already KSÑAKDÑS but omg yes he looked so goodddd, he's gonna own this era i'm calling it 😭😭😭

keeping track of the boys has been a bit hard lately tho, so many things happening at once, the only thing i know is that hyunlix is already back in korea 🥺

aww it's okay, i'm happy to hear that you've got yourself a nice group of friends 🥰 i hope you're doing great, lovie!

#ask #🌈 anon

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per1shed · 2 years

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HAPPY BIRTHDAYmy love<3💞 no actually the happiest birthday i want nothing more for you than than to experience as many happy moments as possible this year starting today and for you to be as healthy as possible I mean, not to suffer as much and so life might be much more kind to you and also people around you and I want you to enjoy the little nice things and moments in between those not so pretty ones and focus on them it helps sometimes <3 You have no idea what an amazing beautiful special human being you are to me, talking to you in this way makes my life sm better and you deserve for everyone to see you that way and you also deserve everything good in this world🥰 I hope you enjoy the food it's your day I hope you get to feel special. Also, I've never been to your country but I'd like to I mean there must be great places as everywhere else, my country is so small but the nature is worth seeing. Okay and to update you on the text message I actually got a response the very next day but he asked who is it wishing him (😭) but I reminded him and he was like; sorry my memory is so bad i remember everything how are you etc and we exchanged few messages for 2 days and that was it but hellooo like I'm waiting for you to ask me out🙄 i need to update you how it went lol i already convinced my mind it's gonna happen. I might be going crazy but sm situations occur and things that remind me of this person since last week.

hey my love <3 i’m so sorry for my late response 😭 first of all thank you so much for your sweet words, they mean the world to me <3 honestly i’m so happy you send me these messages, they always cheer me up and i’m always excited to read them and know how you’re doing and what’s happening in your life 💌 i did eat cupcakes on my birthday, it was a day like any other but it was fine! and really!! i feel like most people from europe have been to germany for some reason, there’s not much to see here at least not in the place i live in :/ i would love to visit slovakia one day though <3 and i knew he would respond!! i didn’t know you liked him that’s so cute 😭 did he get the hint? where do you know him from? i’m rooting for you and please update me!! i hope he’ll ask you out if he hasn’t already 😭

#anon

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kodzuken-chan · 3 years

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Author-chwaaaan I may be flooding you with requests bc soon enough idk if I'll be able to keep up with every post you have here though I have your notifications on for me, but online school is starting to mess up with my free time too so I'm afraid that I won't be able to be active and regularly check and read your works over and over again 😭 I may be quite annoying bc I have requested more than 3 or 4 times already on your blog 🤧👉👈 I'm sorry for thaaaaat, I just love how you write and I can really see your passion about it! My request for this ask is this:

monster trio and law joining their crush when they found out they were drinking, whilst drinking their crush suddenly talks gibberish about their admiration for their crush (which is the gents) and the gents felt a little jealous of that crush their crush was talking about and finally after their crush talk, when silence envolopes them as the gents still feeling jealous, their crush suddenly told them that the name they were admiring was the gents.

This sounded very confusing but I really hope you get the idea I don't know how to voice the idea out properly 😭 Thank you author-chwan! Keep safe and eat healthy! 💞

A/N: Hiyaaaaa dear @jaaawonderwall it makes me really happy to see you in my ask box like that it really makes me happy when i see that you love my writings and keep Requesting from me, And since you're staring school Let me cheer for you Fighting~~!!!!! Don't stress yourself and you can always come back to my Masterlist and check the last updates ☺️💙

I made them as Headcanons if you don't mind~

Here you go and I hope you Enjoy~

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Monster Trio + Law with a crush who makes a sudden confession when they're drunk Headcanons

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Luffy:

So Sunny go docked by a new island and everyone came downtown to explore it~

And as usuall Luffy doesn't have a specific place to go to so he just end up wandering to where his feets take him

And as he did so, he came across you his adorable crush coincidentally sitting on the counter of a tiny bar Literally drunk

"Ohh (Y/N)!!! what are you doing here?? Are you eating sth delicious?!!!" Luffy bounced towards you

"Ohhhhh~~~" you pointed out lazly at him as you staggered from your chair, " Its Luffy~~~~ hehehehee"

Luffy wasn't that stupid and he noticed immediately that you're totally drunk, and it might not be a good idea to leave you here bcs evil people can be around 👀

" Oi (Y/N) you're totally drunk, you smell like Zoro" he said innocently and then carried you on his back

You snuggled into him then spoke, "Heyyyyyyyy~~~~~ dooo you know that i have a crush and he's soooooo ADORABLE i just wish that he likes me toooooo"

The boy stopped at his tracks and looked at you with a pouty face, but said nothing then continued walking, then you suddenly talked again, "Do you want to know who he is~~~~he wears a lovely Strawhat and wants to become a pirate king~~~~~~heheheh"

This is when Luffy stopped on his tracks ones again and sat you on the nearest bench thinking so hard until he realized the he's the one you were talking about

His grin was from ear to ear then he picked you up and kissed youu, " shishishishishi I love you toooooo!!!!" As he pulled you in a squeeezzy hug.

Zoro:

Zoro has that Huge crush over you ever since you joined the Strawhats...but he doesn't really show it over his face or in his actions

He admires everything about you, you felt different yet special for him and he can't help but feel happy just by looking at you

One day he came out to the deck after a working out session when he saw you sitting on the cold grass drinking alone

Let's be honest, Zoro really loves the times when he finds you drinking, first, bcs he can use the excuse of joining to spend sometime with you, and secondly bcs,

He really loves that drunk blush over your cheek, he doesn't mind admiring it for the whole night, he approached you and sat next to you on the grass

" Oi (Y/N)....let me join you" he said as he smirked, you were a good drinker like Zoro and often challenged him in drinking, but when your cheeks are so red like this, Zoro knows that you have already drank so much

When you finally realized that he is sitting next to you, you giggled, " Here you gooooo, hehehehe " you said as you hand him the bottle which was already half filled

Then you place your hand on your forehead, "Oh~~~~ my head feels heavy~~~~~ hehehehe" and you rested your head on his Lap, and there we Go, this man was too shocked at your sudden action, his cheeks flushed in red

He also tried to move you away but you were so clingy, you suddenly spoke, "You know~???? I have a crush.....on someone~~~~~but he doesn't seem to love me~~~~~*sniff*" it was as if you're about to cry

Zoro was taken back by your words, he felt jealous yet angry, he doesn't want anyone to make you cry, he just shoved the bottle in his mouth and drank aggressively

" Zoroooooo~~~~~~ I love youuuuuuu do you Love meee~~~~? You giggled but the tears were still at the brim of your eyes, his eye widened,he spit the drink out of his mouth and looked at you ,cheeks flushed in red

He slightly stroked your hair and took his gaze away..." Tsk.....I...I- Love...you too..." As he covers his embarrassed face

Sanji:

The clock hit 12 o'clock, everyone went to their rooms to have a peaceful sleep, and Sanji just came out of shower all clean, getting ready to go to his bed too

He walked going to the boys room when he noticed the lattern still on in the kitchen, did he perhaps forgot to turn off the lights?

He went to the kitchen and opened the door, to find you his precious crush sitting on the couch with few empty drink bottles next to you. He knew you well

You weren't the type to drink, especially at night, unless there was sth going inside your mind, and being the gentleman he always was, he couldn't possibly leave his crush alone, so he joined your accompany

He sat right next to you and took a peek on your face, and he knew that you're drunk

" Are you alright (Y/N)-chan? You've drank so much, maybe you should stop" he said worriedly, he knew sometimes due to drinking you get some stomach aches in the next morning and he hates it when you're in pain

But he was caught off guard when you began to sob softly, " You...Know Sanji~~~~let me tell you a funny story.....~~~" you said as you giggled between your sobs

Sanji listened carefully to you, "I....I have crush on someone heheheh, he looks..like a prince and he's so gentle....he..heheh never treated me badly...but...but..hehehe *sniff*" you sobbed once again , " he doesn't like me back"

Sanji's heart clenched at your sight and he felt angry yet jealous, who the hell is this jerk that made a tear slid over your cheeks, he wanted to comfort you so he got closer and pulled you into a warm hug

"hehehehehe...... you're hugging me hehehehe do you like me as well? heheheh" you giggled once again, but it was mixed with soft sobs, Sanji Looked at you in confusion, " M..Me?" He questioned

You snuggled into Sanji and muttered, " I love you Sanji.......zzzzzzz" as you fell aslepp, and this man became a huge blush mess, he never expected that he is your crush

He giggled to himself and then kisses your forehead, " I Love you too my princess"

Law:

It was late at night and Law just finished doing his tasks, and he can finally rest

He thought that maybe he could go and spend sometime with you his long term crush

He came to your room that coincidentally was located next to his, he kncok twice, thrice but no response

"Maybe she's already asleep" he thought to himself, after all it was past midnight

He walked to the kitchen to grab some Onigiris when his face lit up

You were sitting there drinking by yourself, he smiled, hereally admires you so much

You're such a hard worker and never nag about anything, anyways he sat right next to you

"why sitting by yourself" he questioned as he unwrapped his tiny onigiri, you turned looking at him, with lazy eyes and suddenly smiled from ear to ear

"Ohhhhhhhh~~~~ its Law~~~~" you giggled as your back staggered, he knew you're drunk, in fact you weren't a good drinker, he just shyly smiled and shoved the onigiri in his mouth

"You Knowww~~~ I have a huge Crush~~~~he's looks soooo cold but he's such a cutie heheheheh *hicup*"

What you just said hit Law and he chocked, and he began to feel slightly jealous from your crush, and already made some few plans inside his head on how to capture your heart again

He won't give up on you easily, suddenly he was caught off guard as he got carried away with his thoughts

You were hugging him and resting your drunk head over his chest, " I wish Law could love me back like I do ~~~ hehehe *hiccup*, he was stunned in his place

"W-what!! She like me! Since when?!" He thought as his cheeks turned pink, he looked down at you and slowly felt at ease,bcs you have matual feelings

He wrapped his arms around you, hugged you back and smiled in your hair, " Baka....I do Love you".

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celestialblushxoxo · 2 years

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Hey. I'm here for the FS game 🦋

Congrats on opening your blog 💞

Initials: ZAS

She/her

Sun sign : ♌

(hmm if I missed anything,you can always tell me and ignore this ask)

Have an amazing day/night ✨

Hey sweetie, thank you so much for your well wishes and thank you for giving my blog a chance🖤 Yes you have followed the rules so welcome! Hope you enjoy your reading🖤

Ok so the first thing I heard is rich. Like straight up lol. I also think they are someone more experienced than you, maybe they have dated more people than you have. They may like expensive cologne as well. So he is someone who may have high standards for themselves and others, like not in a bad way but in a way where they know their worth, they won't just date anyone, they'll be with a person who they think is worth their precious time and energy. As a person he is very balanced, someone who tries to avoid conflicts and arguments and they aren't someone who holds on to the past. They may get a bit possesive sometimes but it doesn't cross the line but you may sometimes feel annoyed!? Lol it's cute I can see you make this ughh face hahaha. But they are a sweetheart tho. Looks wise they may check all the boxes, really dreamy lookin and handsome and may have people gawking at them. I heard the line from Lover "and I'm highly suspicious that everyone who sees you wants you". They look really good and may have this aura around them which screams rich. Like they feel untouchable. Sharp jawline. Charismatic. Charming. Tall. Very well built. May have abs. Fair to tan. Long limbs. Handsome. Like girl he looks like a model. Financially they are on top like I said this so many times, you have got nothing to worry about honestly. They would love gifting you as well. They are very loving and very caring once they fall in love like they'd give their all. They want you to be fully satisfied because that's how you will make them feel. There is a possibility that you may feel they are arrogant when you see them first but you realise how wrong you were. Others/their close ones would describe them as someone who is very passionate, loving, ambitious, loving, restless, energetic, enchanting, a good speaker and intelligent as well. Right now they maybe going through some inner conflict or maybe a break up as well. It's a very chaotic energy but they'll get through that. They are in a very emotional state right now, very vulnerable. They could be highly intuitive as well. Good at manifesting as well. They could also love a healthy competition and may love to have playful debates with you. Overall they just want you to be happy and smiling, it means the world to them. They may love gold as well.

Possible placements: LIBRA, scorpio, air and water with few fire placements maybe.

Possible fashion aesthetic:

Hope you enjoyed your reading and moodboard 🖤 Thank you for being patient and I hope it resonates in some way. Do let me know if you liked the reading or not, it helps me improvise! Hope you have a lovely day/night ahead love🖤

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