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insomniac-ships · 2 years
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Hi there- I’m someone who wants to be pro-ship, but I’m kind of struggling about it. I SINCERELY believe that thought crimes are NOT a thing. But I also believe that a person interacting with certain ideas a lot, like very intense things so much it’s casual, can become numb and insensitive to it (as an example not related to pro-ship topics, I think it’s uncool when people joke about suicide a lot to the point where it feels like they don’t take it seriously despite it being a serious thing)
Can you offer any thoughts on the predicament? Were you ever kind of at war with yourself about it?
Like, as a broader picture, how can a person align themselves with any particular idea any more when so many people are chomping at the bit to misinterpret or pull out the worst possible thing attached to that idea?
I’m not necessarily asking you to answer all that, just the initial two if you have time and are willing. I wanted to get these thoughts out there to someone who wouldn’t harshly judge and your blog seems like a safe place to do do
Hey Anon! I'm honestly really glad that you felt safe enough here to ask questions like this.
(This got awfully long, so the rest will be under the cut!)
I totally understand where you're coming from, and to a point, I agree. Thought crimes are absolutely not a thing, and no one should be punished for thoughts that they don't act on. The idea that thinking something is the same as doing that thing can be very, very dangerous. I also completely understand your concerns about desensitization to some absolutely horrific stuff. I think it's important to be able to take a few steps back and really get a good look at the bigger picture every now and again. That might mean having to stop and sit with yourself in order to kinda... recalibrate. That's probably not the right word, but oh well. Sometimes it's necessary to give your head a good etch-a-sketch shake and remind yourself that fiction is fiction and reality is reality. I hope I didn't get too far off track, there.
[I, personally, sometimes get so involved in a hyperfixation that it tends to bleed into other aspects of my life. That's usually when I know I need to give the gerbils on hamster wheels my brain a bit of a shake and step back for a minute. Does that make sense?]
I can't say I've ever necessarily been at war with myself over this stuff, to be honest. When I was a preteen/teenager and first really started using sites like deviantArt, Quizilla, FF.net, and roleplay forums, it was never a question in my mind whether or not the (admittedly problematic) stuff I wrote or liked reading about would have been bad in real life. I knew it was. But I was also very aware that what I was reading and writing was fiction. It was pretend. No real people were being hurt. Even when I was all of 11 years old, I knew that the art I was seeing of fictional characters was, well, fictional. Running into KakaSaku art at 12 never made me think it was totally a-okay to date a 26 year old at that age.
I grew up in the era of "ship and let ship", "don't like, don't read", and having full conversations with fictional characters in the author's notes of fanfics. I've always been proship, even long before it ever had a name. That was just... normal back then.
That's kinda why I'm not against using the proship label, even with its awful reputation. I know myself, I know my values and beliefs better than anyone else does (despite what some antiship folks like to think), and at the end of the day, I know I'm a good person. I don't send hate, I don't start petty arguments or drama, I do my best to respect boundaries, and I try to mind my business. If people want to spread misinformation and make up lies about what being proship is about, fine. I know my truth, and the truths of many others. If people have questions, I'm happy to answer. ♡
I, uh... didn't mean to get so ramble-y there. QuQ I really hope I answered everything in a satisfactory manner. Like I said above, if you have any other questions, I'll do my best to answer! ♡
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vanillavagrant · 2 months
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After your latest chapter, I'm so curious to know more about Bram's siblings, especially Theresa and Mariel. So I have some general questions, like what were their experiences on earth? I know they didn't spend as much time there as Bram, but do they ever miss things about it? What kind of trouble have they gotten into? I suspect Jack is the biggest troublemaker, but on a scale, who is the most behaved to least behaved? Do they often have special outings with Daddy, or was that a "sorry Nate-Bate" exception? There are so many angel babies, I wanna know everything haha
After your latest chapter, I'm so curious to know more about Bram's siblings, especially Theresa and Mariel.
I can’t believe I forgot I had this sitting in my inbox. I am so sorry for taking so long to respond! QuQ
So I have some general questions, like what were their experiences on earth? I know they didn't spend as much time there as Bram, but do they ever miss things about it?
I wanted to provide a good long answer, but I’m actually going to save this… One, because I’m already taking way too long to answer this Ask. Two, I need to do some research and actually decide on thing xD All I know is that Theresa’s mother got married after becoming pregnant, and when Theresa was fetched she was first happy that she could postpone the expectations of being a women in the 1800s, but she quickly got tired of the 200-year-long second-childhood deal. She can't wait to get out of there.
What kind of trouble have they gotten into? I suspect Jack is the biggest troublemaker, but on a scale, who is the most behaved to least behaved?
I’d say Mariel is the one who gets scolded on the regular the most. She jumped from the table to trigger her wings, which was something.
Theresa was kind of a brat, actually, when she was a graceling. She’s grown to be a model daughter now, though.
Jack was better behaved before he went to Earth. He definitely wouldn’t be valedictorian of his age group, but he's a good big brother to all his younger siblings. 
Do they often have special outings with Daddy, or was that a "sorry Nate-Bate" exception?
Leon regularly brings out the fledglings, actually. Hard to believe when reading the story, I know…! They’re at “school” for 200 years, so perfect attendance isn’t that important, unless they’re doing a module or something where the covered topics need to come in a specific order. This means the fledglings are allowed to come to the office if they want to, but that place quickly loses its charm once they understand Daddy mostly sits at a desk doing math or attends meetings.
Bram running away at the office led to a Daddy-social-life lockdown.
There are so many angel babies, I wanna know everything haha
There’s so much to tell (and I realize this is another con of having so many of them ahahah 😂😭) ❤
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destinyninjatrash · 5 years
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Gousuke Maid Fic thing
This is the LEMON one, so I'll be putting it under a cut to protect the eyes of the innocent uwu (assuming tumblr behaves and let's me put a cut -, I apologize in advance if it doesn't QuQ)
Summary: Gou visits his boy toy at work and can't handle being pampered by Daisuke
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"Yeah I have an appointment," Gou nodded at the employee's question, "It should be under "Gou"." He added, glancing away to try and spot his boyfriend, against all odds he'd managed to tie down a man, and they'd been going strong for a couple of months. Everything was great, although his boyfriend's job was a little strange too say the least, working at a maid cafe and crossdressing, not that he minded, if anything it was a bonus to see such a cute guy in a dress on a regular basis. "There he is ~" His eyes lit up once he finally set his sights on the object of his affection, the corners of his lips tugging upwards in a slight smirk, no matter how many times he saw him in uniform it never failed to amuse him how attractive of a man he was dating. The outfit flattered him perfectly, hugging his small waist and being short enough to partially show off the thick thighs he had been gifted with, and the shoes, the way he strutted over in those heels so confidently just did things for him. Daisuke was perfectly beautiful in normal clothes, but his work outfit was undeniably better, just the thought of it was enough to make his dick twitch in his pants. "I hope you haven't been waiting too long darling ~" The blond commented, reaching out to take one of his hands, "Let me show you to your table-" "Don't you have to grab a menu babe?" Gou interrupted, drinking in the view, as if Daisuke in a maid outfit wasn't bad enough, being called darling only made things worse, he was just too cute to handle, "A menu won't be necessary for you, why? Are you doubting my knowledge of my own boyfriend?" He asked teasingly, leading him off towards the table.
It was a rather busy day for the cafe, so in the hopes of having a little bit of privacy Daisuke had managed to secure a table closer to the back of the establishment, tucked away in a corner. On it there was already a generous slice of red velvet cake and a cup of tea waiting for them, "My my, do you memorize all your clients favorites? You must've read my mind to figure this out." Gou joked, chuckling a little as he was sat down, "Mn-mn," Daisuke shook his head, "I only memorize the special ones, like you ~" He cooed, reaching a hand out to cup his face and rubbing his thumb against the others cheek, causing Gou to go a little red, "Geez...You shouldn't tease so much, you might get a more intense reaction than intended ~" "Well you're the one that insisted on visiting, don't try and act like you didn't want me to spoil you, that's exactly why you came isn't it?" Shit, he was right, that was exactly what he wanted, Daisuke fretting over him, paying attention to no one else, with the bonus of good food and a sexy visual, "Fine fine, you caught me, continue with the doting maid act." "That's what I thought," He giggled, scooting his seat closer and picking up a fork, cutting off a bite of cake, "Ahh ~, open wide sweetheart." "Yes sir ~" He purred, opening his mouth to take in the fork, his blush only getting worse as he was fed, there was just something so intimate about having someone else feed you, and while it was objectively a very sweet gesture he was acutely aware of the heat starting to pool in his lower abdomen, 'gods you're pathetic, you've been here five minutes and you're already starting to get horny? What a loser-, mn he does look good though...what I wouldn't give to have him say ahh and shove something between those pretty lips-'
"Gou?" He was snapped back to reality by Daisuke calling out to him, "Don't space out on me love, aren't we suppose to be spending time together?" He questioned, reaching out to grab the others face and gently turn it to look at him, "Is something wrong?" "Hm? No no, everything's just fine baby doll, keep going," He answered, keeping his mouth open for the next bite and trying to stay on his best behavior, although that was easier said than done. Every compliment, nickname, and sweet gesture sent blood rushing down to his cock, and it wasn't long at all before he was painfully hard, "Dai, baby," He interrupted, pausing the blond for a moment, "Yes?" "I wanna try to feed you something ~" He explained, a smirk gracing his features as he imagined how the other would react to just what he wanted to "feed" him, "Really?" Daisuke was already suspicious, but unwisely decided to play along, "What do you want to fed me then? The last of the cake?" "No, no, I was thinking something a little more...meaty." "Excuse m-? h-hey!" He let out a yelp, feeling Gou start to grind his dick against one of his thighs, "Y-you horn dog...I'm at work...we can't-" "I don't care, I told you to stop being so cute, now you have to take responsibility for it, you wouldn't just leave me to suffer with a hard on would you?" "Er-" He wasn't exactly wrong, Daisuke loved to help and take care of others by nature, he would never leave his boyfriend in such a needy state, "Ugh, okay, okay, but do we have to do it right here...?" "Mmhm, I'm in desperate need of relief, it'd be too painful to move now ~" That was a fat lie, he could move if he wanted to, he just wanted an excuse to fuck Daisuke in public, "Of course you are, and, what, what did you plan on using to fix this...?" "Hm...I think a piece of this should suffice ~" Gou answered, reaching over and grabbing a handful of the blonds ass, squeezing it firmly and illiciting a lovely gasp from him, "Mn, that was a cute one Dai ~, but you'll have to be quiet if we wanna get away with this ~" "Sh-shut up..."
Daisuke huffed a little as he slapped his boyfriend's hand away, reaching under his skirt and easily slipping out of his shorts and underwear, "I swear-, you're lucky I got a table in the back..." He muttered to himself, "Come on, let's see what I'm working with -" He ordered, turning his chair towards the other and reaching over to grab his crotch, teasingly rubbing and squeezing at his cock for a moment before reaching under his waistband and fishing it out, the appendage popping out eagerly standing tall and proud for all to see, precum already dribbling down it, "Like what you see ~?" "Ugh-" Daisuke blushed at the question, getting up and plopping himself down in the others lap, fitting the others needy cock snuggly against his ass, "Y-yes...it's the setting I don't like..." He pouted, grinding back against him, earning some low goans from his boyfriend as he gyrated his hips, "Ahh...come on Dai~ , I want in, we don't have time to tease babe ~" "I know, I'm getting to it," Daisuke snapped, reaching behind him to grab the others cock and leading it to press against his entrance, slipping it inside rather easily, "still a little loose from last time ~?" Gou asked teasingly, starting to roll his hips and thrust into him as best he could in this position, "H-ahhh...stop it...f-focus on getting off-" the blond scolded, shooting a glare at him, although with the situation it only made him want to tease more.
"Well the more I tease you the easier it is to get off, you just look so pretty like this ~" It wasn't a lie, as if it wasn't good enough having a platinum blond twink taking you down to the hilt, the blushy glare he was giving him, along with the way his skirt was starting to tent and the soft squelching sounds coming from his ass being thoroughly plowed was easily enough to let Gou die a happy man. "Why can't you just admit you like this? You're squeezing my dick like your life depends on it, and I'd say this," He hummed, teasingly poking his dick through his skirt, "Is a pretty clear give away that someone's enjoying themself ~" "A-ahhh..." Daisuke whined when his dick was given attention, even if it was just a small touch he was already in sensory overload as it was, getting plowed at work and whatnot, so it did nothing to help, "d-don't touch me there, it's sensitive you ass-!"
"Oh? It's sensitive? Then what if I did this ~?" He asked, grabbing boyfriend's cock through his skirt and starting to pump it in time with his thrusts, "Is this too much baby ~? Am I gonna make you cu-?" Before he could even finish his sentence it had already happened, Daisuke's eyes squeezing shut tightly, his mouth dropping open in shock as he came hard, grinding his ass down onto Gou's dick as he rode it out, leaving an obvious wet stain on the front of his uniform. The visual alone would've been enough to make him nut, but the addition of how tightly his cock was being squeezed and how cute Daisuke looked trying to hold in his moans definitely helped push him over the edge. It wasn't long before he was clutching onto the blonds hips, holding him in place and groaning lowly as he unloaded into him, cumming so much he could feel it starting to leak out onto the seat and undoubtedly the floor too, "H-holy shit Daisuke..." He panted, leaning his head against the others shoulder once they'd finished, "...two minutes," "What?" "You have two minutes to get your dick back in your pants and out of my cafe before I slap you."
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I'm sorry this is so fucking long asdfghjkl
Honestly I wrote most of this at like 4 am and I didn't really know how to end it so hopefully it doesn't completely suck????? But sorry if it does????
Next one will probably be the Male Yuki reader insert, since I wanna try and alternate between the reader inserts and the next gen x next gen fics, so look forward to that, or don't, whatever floats your boat
- Admin Hyosuke 💛
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