#I have been drilling today

[deus-ex-mona]

“i’m all alone, but i’m as happy as can be!”

#aka top 10 things i wish i could drill into my coworkers brains grrrrrrrrrrrrrrnrhrhbgbgbfbfbfnf #‘you should get a bf’ ‘when are you gonna get married and have kids?’ how about n e v e r #i just want to sleep when i’m not on the clock mans i don’t want to waste my precious sleep time on others #i mean. i don’t even leave the house on my days off. not to go shopping or anything bc sleep is more important~~~ #and stuff can be bought online anyways s o o o o o #g o d speaking of online purchases thoughhh this massage seat i bought online came in yesterday and it works amazingly well~~~~~ #used it for half an hour last night and i was relaxed enough to sleep for 11-12 hours straight #wish i had space for an actual massage chair though but this will have to do… #it’s been my dream to own a massage chair for the longest time…… but ig this massage seat is good enough…… #i can just slap it onto my desk chair and b a m ✨instant paradise✨ #speaking of instant though… one of my coworkers was commenting on my love for instant noodles the other day #‘you’ll ✨d i e✨ faster if you eat a lot of cup noodles yk?’ he said #so ✨o f c✨ my mouth chose to work faster than my brain when i replied with ‘i’m fine with that bc i won’t have to work then’ #he and another coworker laughed :( sadded #b u t i finally had my cup noodles that i ‘customised’ at the cup noodle museum today and it was good~~~~~~~ i have good taste (self praise) #the best part was the lack of spring onions!!!! bc screw spring onions really who decided that they should be included with most cup noodles #or just noodles in general? the texture sucks and they don’t even taste good man. why would you even add spring onions? #it’s number 2 in my list of most hated food toppings. it loses only to ikan bilis bc s c r e w ikan bilis or dried anchovies or whatever #they’re known as >:( i hateeeeee how takeout places will just assume that you want ikan bilis and lop on a huuuuugeeeee serving of them #atop your food as you desperately and futilely b e g them to stop #and when you try to pick them out they just!!!! keep turning up everywhere instead????? #like hello???? how did you manage to get to the bottom of the bowl???? you were only added as a topping!!!!!!! #also. their eyes are really creepy. and the heads get detached from the bodies all the time and just. seeing the eyes ruins my appetite. #wait this was supposed to be about my coworkers and their pushiness in a matter that doesn’t concern them how did we get so far off-topic— #chizuutan chizpost

[rrxindrops]

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#i’ve been in bed aaaaaaaaall day #much needed #but at the same time i feel like I should have done something productive #i only had one day off from work today so I needed to just relax #but I also feel like I’ve wasted my time #but it was needed #I shouldn’t feel bad #but I do #I have no exams left and can finally rest on my days off from work #but the amount of stress I had during every exam period has drilled into me so deeply that it feels wrong to relax. #It feels like I always have something to fix or catch up on. I feel like I'm wasting my time but I’m not. #rrxr

[random2908]

I started by telling myself I shouldn't feel bad that I didn't get all my planned chores done: Saturday is a rest day, and we've just finished three weeks of crunch at work. (Next week might also be crunch but probably not; the product ships at the end of the week but we should be in good enough shape already.)

But then I realized: I ran three errands in the morning, and did three chores in the evening--even if one of the chores was just "cook a healthy dinner" and two of the chores were banking-related on a website. (But one involved sending text messages, and one involved an actual phone call to customer service, so I can't even really say they were just on a website.) That's six things I got done on a rest day. I may have overscheduled by saying I'd do at least eight things, but still, six things is very good.

#the things I did NOT do all involve a hand drill so #I have about average upper body strength for a woman which means I do struggle somewhat with hand drills #although these chores all involve walls not metal so it's not THAT bad--except it's sideways rather than down so I can't lean into it #so yeah that's a level of chores I was not up to on my rest day #tomorrow is too booked up for chores--I told my friend I wanted to hang out with them this weekend #since I said no two weeks ago (I was fully booked) and they had to cancel on me last weekend #and normally we meet in the middle for hiking (we live 1.5 hours apart) but this time they suggested I drive all the way out #and I said yes before I realized that's what they were suggesting #so that's fine--but I can't do anything else beyond that tomorrow even just basic chores #which is a little bit getting to me because a house guest is coming to visit in four days #and I really need the shower curtain to be properly secured to the wall by then? #anything else is gravy--I already have clean sheets for her and everything--but THAT needs to be done #I've been living here almost two months and have only knocked the shower curtain down about three times so it's really not that bad #I even hang my towels on it and it's fine BUT I know how to do it? and I'm like professionally good at manipulating physical objects lol #like being a mechanic of sorts is literally a significant chunk of my job #whereas she doesn't pick up object-manipulation tasks easily--especially not involving gross motor skills #in fact when I mentioned it to her she was like yeah that was something she was not going to be able to handle #if I didn't have it properly installed by the time she arrived #so uh... well not today or tomorrow #and Monday and Tuesday I have work... and she's arriving Wednesday #ok realistically tomorrow night I'm just going to have to suck it up and get to drilling no matter how tired I am from driving and hiking

[shittygothbitch]

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#i feel more like myself rn than I have in months #but also #idk i still feel weird #like i feel something is rly off rn but i can't place it #idk maybe I'm being paranoid?? #idk but i feel smth is off #like smth rly rly bad is about to happen #hm #typed that out and yeah #it almost feels creepy?? #wait...... #shit I'll have to see tmw #but i think i know part of it at least now #maybe #bright side of today was i had a generally pleasant day at work (despite my whines) #and gotta work on this. confusion that i have #anyways #you know the drill if you see this i love you!! #take care of yourself!!!!! you deserve the world and a half and all the joy you can carry! #this has been a Fun Day with Zoe Gaye! have a good night and sleep tight! #:p

[sucktacular]

⚠️HANDSOME GUY ALERT⚠️

#sucktacular sucks #frankie files #THIS IS NOT A DRILL #im feeling good and ive been trapped in my room for a month #so today frankie and i are hanging out on the back porch together while i gush about death note online 💕💕💕 #it's actually kinda big that im outside on my own considering how ive been for a while #he wants so badly to go down on the pavement and roll in the dirt but i dont want him to get fleas!!!! #i thankfully have a couple tubes of flea meds from last year... so i guess he could... hmmm... #will consider this since he keeps trying to sneak between my pegs fown the steps #enrichment for the boy and me

[hella1975]

🤭🤭🤭

#some challenges are too herculean for the humble girlblogger #I didn’t spend a shit ton tbf I just bought a load of tat I don’t need #like I went in 10+ different charity shops it was so calming #AND I FOUND THIS RLLY WARM JUMPER-JACKET THING #IT’S SO SO COOL ID SAY IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN VALUED AT £20 AT LEAST #BUT BC IT WAS A CHARITY SHOP IT WAS ONLY £3 #AND THEN THE CASHIER GAVE IT ME FOR A POUND FOR NO SEEMING REASON #LIKE WHAT #£1?????? I’ve never slayed so hard #I also bought a skirt and a pretty bday card for my mum bc she’s picky about that and I did a mini food shop which I resent but needs must #and then I realised I’ve not rlly eaten today so I go two mayo chickens from maccies (99p each yk the drill 💪🏼) #and I got shouted at by a crackhead #when in maccies do as the crackheads do #hella goes to uni

[defiledtomb]

Hello Lou, how are you doing? <3

#its 3am and I still haven't gotten into bed yet! #🤏 close to quitting my job and going to a competitor bc of the piles of work I have been assigned without any extra comp #as for writing I have twisted a single sentence probably 400 times today like some sick word contortionist #but its the only thing that feels right in the world still #tumblr crab raving over one of the wretched queen has been fun too #thank you for asking! time to drill a hole in my skull #hope you're doing well ❤️

[alsaurus-loves-dean]

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#it is IMPERATIVE that i do not chew on my nails or cuticles today! #tomorrow i'm getting gel extensions for the first time ever #because i want to break this habit and stop having ugly weird hands lol #so i don't want them any more fucked up than they already are before a professional sees them 🫣 #my wife is like ur too gay for nail extensions and i'm like IT'S TEMPORARY OKAY #just for a couple months! ive been biting my nails my WHOLE LIFE #so i DESERVE to break this habit once and for all lol #and maybe I'm too gay for extensions but more importantly I'm too old for these chewed up nails 😭 #and i have two small children taking example from me so i really need to stop #i'm not getting talons anyway. i don't think it's even possible to put a long extension on my currently tiny nail beds lol #theyre gonna be short and cute #just extended to normal person length and not 'have been shortening my nail bed for decades' length #anyway i'm writing about this to really drill into my brain that i CANNOT FUCK UP MY NAILS TODAY

[r0bee]

You can tell there's drilling bc I'm so upset there's a teardrop on my phone and I'm lying down so I don't know how the fuck that ended up there

#Might have to cancel therapy for today bc I haven't been able to sleep and the drilling might be the final straw #I just can't get comfortable

[threecheersmaka]

I think aggressively pushing away any thoughts of romance as a teenager led to me being extremely socially stunted when it comes to engaging in romance as an adult. I know how to flirt and all that, but I am god awful at discerning when people are hitting on me or expressing interest in me and I really struggle to comprehend the fact that people can like. Want me if that makes sense. It’s not even because I think I’m undesirable or undeserving of love. It’s more because I’ve spent so much of my life believing I’d just be alone and never engage in romance that now when I’ve realized it’s something I want I just struggle to wrap my head around the idea that people can see me that way.

#shut up maka #today on thoughts i should probably save for therapy but instead i'm putting it here #it's been on my mind a lot lately #cause my friends have been trying to drill it into my head #that the guy i like is in fact flirting back #but i still constantly question it #cause the idea that he sees me that way is absurd to me

[vanillabat99]

I keep realising it's May now, and May is probably the worst month of the year. April is a close match, but it sucks mostly due to dread for May. For the next 2 (ish) weeks I am going to be a disaster. It is inevitable, this is your warning, I never know how exactly it's going to impact me but it always does. Thank you for understanding 💕💕💕

#honestly its the build up that makes me feel so awful #ive been dissociating a lot today so hopefully i just dont have to really deal with anything for awhile. hopefully i can stay removed. #i never know if im gonna go on a mental illness posting rampage or if i will be outwardly normal. regardless. you have been warned. #so like if you see me posting. like. edgy things. please do not be alarmed. it is simply my annual psychic damage blast control. #unrelated but definitely not helping my mood: i just had some really nasty food and i am upset about it. #anyways. just wanted to let yall know what was going on. #thanks for understanding. im sure you know the drill by now. #batty blogging #text

[earthbinder]

probably Should attempt to reread twilight of the aspects but aggra and thrall make me wanna eat rocks

#yall know the drill #going to attempt to write some either today or tmrw i have been feeling so blergh this week #missed my t shot bc of the bus shenanigans coming home and tldr ive been very Off hormonally #thrall brainrot persists tho #🍃 𝐈𝐓'𝐒 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐘 𝐁𝐄𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐆𝐑𝐄𝐄𝐍 ― ooc.

[sysig]

:D ♪

#I have had a good day today #It was a shopping day! And I bought things that were helpful and fun and that I wanted! And I am happy about it! #They're an odd arrangement of items but I like them :) #I got a new version of an old pen that I love because I use it so often that it's running out lol #A year and change of use has worn it to the pen-bone lol #So now I have the next one when that one really goes yayay #I also found a hand drill! Which I wanted! Because previous my earbuds broke and I fixed them but Too Well #They were falling apart so I superglued them back together and created a perfect seal that caused a vacuum in my ear #Painful :/ Unwearable :// Defeats the purpose of having a ''fixed'' earbud in the first place :/// #I requested a hole drilled in the back which was done but apparently the seal was further forward lol so still unwearable! #So I wanted a hand drill - y'know the kind the non-electronic kind that you have to twist until a hole happens #Have I mentioned I'm a Luddite lately lol but really it's just 'cause it's My Thing so if anyone is allowed to break it it's me #Then I can't be mad at anyone else #So I got one! A jeweler's bead reamer to be specific :0 But to me it's just a hand drill lol it's a cute little four-piece set ♪ #It's a little rough on the hands but I have wet paper for skin so it's fine probably lol #And I did end up break-fixing my earbuds! I can use both again! I'm so happy that's been like two weeks ah #Percussive maintenance #I also bought some vanilla merengues :3 Those will be important later :3c The set is already queued but it's for Research Purposes lol #They are So Sweet like /so/ sweet - very similar to my sugar cubes but like?? richer??? more intense somehow and large #And finally some fidget toys! :D A blind bag for funsies of mini fidgets and they are so cute omgsh they're so small ah #I got a little ducky squishy aw <3 Perfect addition to my duck collection haha - and a tiny fidget cube! Too cute very satisfying clicks #And finally a 2x2 puzzle cube - it had a brand but I've already forgotten it 'cause it's not Rubix lol #I've been wanting a puzzle cube as a stim toy for a while I just really like how they look and sound but I didn't expect much #And since the 2x2 is smaller it's like the budget/easier option so perfect but like- I genuinely did not expect it to Actually stim my brain #It does! :0 It focuses me! I mean on the puzzle itself lol but like I feel focused and interested and rewarded! It's wild! #Don't feel the need for music or stories or any other background noise just puzzle puzzle puzzle #I still haven't solved it lol I think the closest I've gotten is 4/6 sides and again this is a 2x2 but like! #I wasn't planning on solving even one side but it caught me! :0 That quickly! I've only had it since earlier today!! #And I didn't cheat and look anything up I haven't really had the chance to between fixing/breaking and being out lol #Fun :D Fun!! :D

[meirimerens]

what is your opinion on portrait of a lady on fire? also your peterstakh content has converted me and inspired me to draw my own content of them when i have the time soon enough. the dynamic you create between them is simply exquisite <33

not going to lie to you and feel free to throw me rocks for being a bad lesbian (i'll eat them idgaf i'll chew them for nutrients and vitamins) but i haven't watched it.... it's on my To Watch list and has been for a while but i'll Probably rewatch Strangelove HILTSWALTB or Sayat Nova before i do. i'm mentally preparing myself because from what i know of it Well. it's dead set in my center of interests innit.

and TEEHEE GLAD TO HEAR IT... i have Much More Peterstakh in store for l8er (le fic... etc) but first i gotta make my damn money. they're on the mind always. there is so much more to them that i don't share here but to me they fuel the fires of every peterstakh inkling everywhere. if i have to carry this burden alone to infect everyone like the pest i will. the pesterstakh....

thank you/i'm sorry/you're welcome he's like a normal character to me

#fun fact the wet cat peter Does come from a tagged peterstakh image btw #i say ''there is so much more to them that i don't share'' but frankly and it's giving me a headache #today it just has been ''have him on the floor friday'' as a peterstakh event description and i have to physically repeat it #speak it very low because the words are drilling my brain #normal friendship between two guys who are average #thank you bestie. enjoy #ring ring (answers) #anonymous

[pomoprin]

Not killing myself anymore ✌🏼

I feel like a god right now. I was sitting in the car zoinked out of it bec i drank my coffee too fast and figured, lets loa my way thru this. Lets assume o already have my job. So while i was spacing out in the back seat i was imagining stuff id like to hear, implying i had the job and i was so good at it.

It wasnt even a serious attempt and yet i felt good about the whole thing. At that point i didnt even want the job in 3d cus i alreafy felt like i had it.

Lo amd behold, i get the job offer a few hours later right when i was about to sleep (im so thrilled i cant even sleep)

So note to self. Do it your way and whats important is that you know you have the thing ❤️

#pomoprin text #ive been into loa for lile 2 years now amd i mamaged to get some stuff out of it. #the tjing is the 'methods' ive been using hurt my braim bec i keep drilling in what other people have been doing and they kinda work??? #but at the expense of my brain explodinh #so today was an experiment to do it my way and it worked beautifully 🌟 #remember this shit is for you #if it feels like its working for u and u enjoy it then do it

[badolmen]

Ah. Bone bits.

#ra speaks #personal #I got my wisdom teeth out in January and obv I still have holes in my gums. they aren’t open wounds anymore but they are lil pockets where #food can get in and stuff. anyways a few weeks ago I noticed the left one (which seemed to be healing better than the right) had. #bone sticking out of it. I knew it was bone not food bits bc a) very white and b) distinctive texture #my left side was worse than my right apparently so why it healed faster is a mystery to me #anyways I’ve been hemming and hawing about using my 48 hours at home next week to see the surgeon to see if it’s like. removable bc it’s #really annoying and also means that gum hole won’t ever close up #I’ve tried everything and it wouldn’t come out until today for some reason #absolutely a bone bit left over from the surgery. you can see where the drill drilled into and everything too.