#I have a small support group

[nano30cm]

they're gym buddies :)

#reprise reprise #td lightning #td lindsay #td tyler #total drama fanart #hey. fuck you. [makes lightning the most beautiful boy in canada] #he and his dad had a lot of heart to hearts and learned about toxic masculinity and high expectations and now hes doing a lot better #still completely full of himself but hes earned it #i like to think lightning and lindsay met thru modelling #and now they meet up sometimes at the same flashy expensive gym to hang out and motivate each other #(its mostly lindsay cheering him on unnecessarily and lightning talking endlessly about muscle groups n calorie loads while she spaces out) #tyler has top surgery scars but hes always been kinda lithe so the incisions were small #if i were a better artist i'd draw in his extremely tacky goatee sorry tyler fans ive failed you #ALSO IM SO SORRY I WANTED TO GIVE HIM A GOLD STREAK TO MATCH LINDSAY #BUT INSTEAD I MADE HIM LOOK LIKE EGORAPTOR IM SORRY TYLER FANS IVE FAILED YOU #i like to imagine these three have so much positive energy and its an endless positive feedback loop between the three of them #tyler always wanting to get good at new sports and lightning encouraging him and getting excited about new maneuvers #and lindsay getting excited to try something new and tyler being super supportive even if she bombs and it goes on and on forever #every time i scroll up from these tags i get flashbanged by egoraptor again

[shadessallow]

@bartex-x since you asked nicely here U go (he got it like half an hour ago and we couldn't stop laughing ever since)

If you want I can post the second one too.... Because obv there's two....

#saw #saw movies #saw franchise #saw 2004 #saw x #pintshipping #saw 5 #saw fandom #saw films #sawposting #sawtism #saw but german #sooo ib german sl coded #i actually have my exams tomorrow this is a cry for help #if you hear the small 'kurwa' in the middle of the video ur the realest #bartosz support group

[mewlabu]

Is it irony that the people who keep screaming at Ukranian to not be "Russiaphobic" because "not all Russians" have demonized everyone even vaguely related to Israel, let alone just Jewish people existing in the last few months?

I'm well aware there are people still on the left who are actual functioning human beings who have capacity to be self critical and self reflect. But I feel like they are increasingly the baffled minority wondering wtf happened that people in the world of political inclinations meant to be a more humane and kinder approach to humanity have become so blood thirsty and ghoulish.

#anyone who uses numbers to suggest palestine deserves more attention based on numbers aloke #i guarantee wouldnt give to fucks with Ukraine was seeing worse losses of civilians hecause thats never what any of their thing qas about #its the same way they decided every ukrabian deserved death because a small group if far right exists but have bever held palestine Hamas #to even remotely the aame fuckibg standard #and no i don't support what israel is doing in Gaza i just hate the hypocryticial valuless pit of egotistical petulence that the western #left has become #russian invasion of ukraine #war in ukraine #stand with ukraine #n

[yuriyuruandyuraart]

HAPPY (late) BIRTHDAY @zu-is-here!!!!

i can't believe i missed your b-day again!! i had to make you something this year and so why not draw the bean the legend, the sweetest baby ever as a gift!!! >:Dc

thank you so much for all of your sweet words and making your blog one of the most comforting places to be at!! hope you're having an amazing day<3333

#art #my art #my gif #my animation #fanart #gift #aim #sorry i'm a lil late! school has been a lil crazy with assignments and group projects lately and i only get some spare time the weekends #that and i didn't know how to draw something big and that doesn't need much time with a mouse hh :'Dc #i guess i went with a small gif because i've been waiting to make one with lil baby aim for sO LONG!!! look at him being so cuuute >:'Dc #(i technically had a whole different idea last year but i'll wait until i have a tablet again- #i wouldn't wanna limit myself when it's supposed to be a big surprise project >;)c ) #you're like- one of my biggest inspiration ever on this site so you know i had to doodle something at least!! #don't think i forgot about your amazing gift last year either!!! if you were so kind to draw me something and brighten up my day like that- #then you can BET i'll repay the favor!!! >:'Dc thank you so much again for your supportive comments and your sweet words #your presence is beloved by so many people around the world!!! no matter who passes by you always treat them with so much care #and respect!! your works have only improved throughout the years at an insanely rapid pace and i can't believe it's been 3 years now #you deserve all the praise and support and i wish you the best of luck in your future projects!!! have a nice day/night<3333

[inaflashimagine]

i read your nagumo fics and god were they delicious but no one understands im FAMISHED and i need more fics of my man it’s crazy cuz i just miss him every hour 😢😢😢😓😓 well whatever so like if you could write more nagumo fics or any recs that’d be so amazing 💗

omg so real this has been my mood for so long haha. any time he’s in a new chapter i go insane and feel the urge to make a nagumo fancam/edit (I haven’t touched tiktok in over a year). my delusional self is hoping for that anime announcement during jump festa but also i want a good studio to pick it up and do the series justice!!

regardless thank you for reading i’m so glad you like them:) I’m currently 18k words in a nagumo x reader x rion fic that will likely be multi chapter (it was supposed to be a one shot originally ugh) bc i’m unhinged so hoping to post that soon! if there are any additional recs I’ll share them but there should be 1 (maybe 2💀) in my nagumo x reader tag

#we need to start a nagumo prayer circle or support group bc we’re small but mighty #i will always stand by nagumo and osaragi bc they’re so pretty yeah #all the characters are so cool and the art covers are SICK #the series has been gaining in popularity on social media tho even if it’s slowly so i have hope #I was debating whether to post that fic but f it I’ll post it for the 5 other people interested in nagumo reader self inserts + for Morgan #the fic is a mess but that’s okay!! she’s chugging along and that’s all that matters! #the masses (aka my ravenous mind) must be fed

[trollbreak]

I love how sometimes u sit with a character for a bit and u go ah. That’s why you’re like that

#ummm boohoo was so the lilguy of an eldritch horror she WAS gonna b the next host after yerren dipped but um #a god of knowledge is gonna know when their playthings abt to break. and will find smth else that will work #boohoo has Seen and Experienced the Horrors and would like SO VERY MUCH to just be a background character for the rest of forever thank you #boohoo 🤝 equnox. they/them who’s witnessed so much more than they ever wanted to. and they feel small for it. minuscule. an insect in the #vast expanse of space and everything is so massive and they’re so small and the empty space around them is crushing. #I um. think they should have a support group abt it lol #heehoo would see that and go nodnod ok yeah fair boohoo gets to bring home a kid sometimes too it’s only fair

[averagemrfox]

Honestly should start using tumblr polls to pick what book I’m gonna read next but I already have a jar to pull titles from

#the traitor baru cormorant #foundryside #the mythic dream #what moves the dead #american hippo #legends and lattes #the long way to a small angry planet #ninefox gambit #crier’s war #the final girl support group #there’s just too fucking many to choose 😅😅😅 #this isn’t even close to all of my tbr Pike #7 days bc I still have a while to go in the unspoken name #and I have to read ​upright women wanted before the book club thing on the 1st but that’s short

[rexxdjarin]

sigh listen

I think part of the reason I’ve been slow to write is because I can just tell no one really cares. The interaction is so so so bad it’s almost non-existent.

It’s easier for me to write a few blurbs or text posts on tumblr than it is for me to sit down and write full chapters of something it feels like no one will ever care to read.

I’m not saying I’ll never do it. It’s just really hard to dedicate time to something when the community at large isn’t there anymore.

#it’s immensely frustrating because at this point I feel like everyone is in their own little bubble #they’re either so invested in their own works that they don’t care about other peoples #or they’re only supporting/reading from their very exclusive small group of friends #and no matter how many times they say they ‘just have a long list of things to read’ it becomes pretty obvious whether or not someone cares #enough about you and your work when they seemingly are reading/invested in other works #just not YOURS #and that’s pretty defeating to be around #especially when you have tried really really hard to be supportive to others #yeah the likes instead of reblogs and the TikTokification of tumblr is a big issue #but so is the exclusivity that people sort of unintentionally make on here

[mixmangosmangoverse]

(Vague post)

Popular analog horror has gone down the antisemetism rabbit hole so I no longer feel bad about using a vaguely similar idea. I think we need a Jewish analog horror ARG in fact

#Nah they’re not just supporting Palestine if they talk about Israel spreading propaganda and ‘getting what they deserve’ #And ‘facing consequences by powers less cowardly ‘ #Oh yeah I’m sure you’re not antisemetic when you’re threatening that more powerful countries will nuke Israel off the planet uh huh mhm #Anyways if anyone wants to join me in creating a completely jewish analog horror arg hit me up it’s our time #mango rambles #personal fruits #jumblr #ישראבלר #Not naming names but the fact is you can probably think of like. Five examples #Cool cool this doesn’t make me scared about content in the future at all. #I sound joking and all but I’m actually legit terrified #No space is safe for me #Not the magical girl fandom. Not the animation fandom. Not music or art. And now not even online horror #I legit have no place left. The only ones accepting me are either run by Jews or VERY small communities that don’t care about politics #When we say we are alienated now- think of what I just said #Every group has run me out of it. I can’t talk about anything I like without fearing for my online safety. #And people think this is an appropriate price for me to pay despite being a disabled queer mentally ill person. Someone who they’re suppose #To protect. WHO they still claim to protect. But when you add Jew #Or heaven forbid Israeli #To the mix. Suddenly you don’t get inclusivity anymore #WHO CARES if your hopes for the future rest on you creating art because you’re never gonna be able to support your family or get a real job #Should’ve thought about that before you parents were born in Israel if you wanted to be treated as a human being #Fuck everyone. My hopes for the future are legitimately so gone I’m always looking forward to dying so these people can be happy. #All I want is for everyone to be happy even at my expense. Sure my family will grieve #But millions of people will cheer for my death. That outweighs it. It’ll bring so much more happiness if I die. #This is my state now #I hope all you fucking Americans are happy. The country is going through a mental health crisis caused by you and you’re laughing #And tearing down posters of our cousins and siblings and friends. Laughing about it #And then go on to pretend to punch fictional nazis when in fact you are supporting real ones right now #I’m so done with everyone. Sorry about how series these tags are

[jemmo]

if i say i got 6 out of 9 i wanted you’d expect me not to complain. but it’s the 3 that i didn’t want that got it that make me so annoyed. bc those places should’ve been keita, jongwoo and phanbin. it should’ve been the people making moments and shaping these performances. and i can try to make peace with it as much as possible, but them being there just makes it a group that makes no sense to me. and that’s why one pick voting sucks. it encourages you to pursue a person and not a group when that’s never what you do in kpop. you like the group for the group, not an individual. for all means, make voting where you select your favorite, but you should be able to vote for a group. your dream group, where you can think about dynamics and the make up and how they gel and work together. that’s what i love about kpop. seeing people work together. it’s not a solo thing, otherwise you would follow soloists. this is a group, and mnet needs to let us vote for our dream group, not a single shiny boy.

#I have too much love for too many of these people and it’s frankly unfair they make you pick just one #when kpop is never about individuals otherwise what’s the fucking point of being in a group or supporting a group #it makes me so fucking mad #bc jongwoo and keita would’ve made that group #yujin fine I get it he’s the small cute guy perfect maknae with room to grow but still justice for phanbin #but i wanted to be able to support my dream group #and instead people that like multiple people as you should in a group get their votes split and get none of what they want mit #frankly it’s ridiculous and I want better #boys planet

[craycraybluejay]

I can be trusted with a loaded weapon!!

I asked these ppl why not trust me with a gun and they LAUGHED 😭 THE FUCKIJG NERVE 😡

But like. With love, I can be trusted with a gun. I have no desire to off someone by accident or on purpose if it'll ruin my life. In fact, I remember gun safety rules by heart pretty much even tho I only heard them once. Most important of which is "don't point a gun at someone/something you're not willing to shoot or 'treat the thing like it's loaded even when it isn't/even when the safety is on.'" I'm the best at gun safety. In fact, I should be given a pistol, a machine gun, a shotgun, and every other type of gun for free because I'm just so good with guns.

#cw guns #gun safety #i miss shooting ranges they were rly fun #and I'm actually a pretty decent shot #not perfect but alright #guns are fun 👍 and also i support gun rights for all #obv don't let small children around them and don't let people who threaten to kill others in a serious matter at them but like #people SHOULD have a right to self defense actually #and it shouldn't be only hyperconservatives who have a clean background bc they're rich and have never sought treatment for their anger #issues that have them #curious how specifically poor and marginalized groups who often get funneled into mental 'health services' against their will #can't own a gun quite as easily as rich people who actively decide how things in their and others lives go #like bro they can kill someone and straight up pay their way out #and yet for some reason its always the poors who are 'dangerous' even tho we are all very much aware #that if someone is shot on our watch we don't have the kind of safety net that rich people have #that makes us MORE gun conscious- not less #as a leftist i am pro gun and i HATE how its considered a conservative belief

[badolmen]

I don’t know who needs to hear this but obsessing over and labeling every aspect of your human experience isn’t healthy or productive or conducive to the human nature of growth and change.

Free blocklist in the notes <3 have you considered that you may be a part of the problem?

#ra speaks #personal #real bean talk #but like. if you want to use labels for everything that’s great - fandom labels/preference labels/etc. are all well and good #IF if they make you feel happy and supported by a community of similar people #BUT if that ‘community’ of ‘similar people’ is so rigid and self canibalizing that you don’t feel like you can drop that label #without risking retaliation…that’s not good or healthy and you need to drop everything and run #I’ve seen it in vegetarian circles and hunting clubs and fitness trainers #I’ve seen it in fandom ship communities. I’ve seen it in sports team fans. if you are genuinely afraid/anxious abt the reactions #‘your people’ will have if you either aren’t constantly hyper vigilant to confront ‘the others’ #or lose interest or change your opinions #thats not a community that’s a culture of fear and violence that’s going to chew you up and shred you to bits because that’s all it knows #sorry I saw some fandom wank on my dash and it was like. oh you people actually treat this silly stuff with extreme paranoia #like a full on dogwhistles and ‘xyz but STEALTH signals’ kinda stuff you normally see for like. terfs and white supremacists. #but for the most vanilla and not that rare shipping pair in a mid tier fandom #this wasn’t some small post either it had 2k+ notes like 👀 have you maybe considered taking a step back and reevaluate your choices #t*rfs if you even look at this I am throwing you in one of those terrifying boat rides they have at carnivals #labels like ‘gender critical’ in your bio mean you ascribe to the predatory label groups I’ve described in my tags #if you bother to read my tags this isn’t about queer labels specifically I didn’t even mention them bc there are already posts abt that #microlabels and other labels are good if they make you feel good but have the choice to not use them or change them if you change #love light and lignification <3

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#ok. so the guy from school i visited emailed me today like: good news! we unanimously voted to extend u an offer here #so expect the formal offer in the next week. and im like uuuugh i wanna say yes so bad #bc in the us i would have more flexibility in the program than i would in the uk #and my options in the us r either to b a big fish in a small pond at this schoolor a little fish in a big pond at the other #bc this school is underfunded and a bit isolated out in the mountains but the staff r pretty great and big egos dont seem like a big issue #but if i go to the other school its like a big well funded school. the application was like 75 dollars. fuck u and really annoying #and i mean id have to live in new jersey. so in the city with city driving and prob a more high pressure school environment #and more of a chance of dealing with big egos. but like career wise im sure it would b good. assuming i don't mentally collapse #but i mean that doesnt seem as fun as spending 5 years out in the rocky mountains #like thry have fucking moose and bears! there were deer and turkeys in town! #and my dad just sent me a video of all the spring peepers singing back home and im like 😭 bc froggies and he was like i bet u could find #frogs out in [redacted city] and im like 😭 ur right. it just seems like the better choice for my poor overtaxed brain and the project is #so cool too. i want to get the cyano species as my computer background asap. and the guy is nice and apparently super supportive #and i could probably walk to hiking trails. god. i mean i have to say yes to that. i wanna say yes so bad. send me the formal offer bro #ill fucking take it before i even hear back from the other schools lol. ugh. i hate making choices #oof i am so excited to kno where im going and plan my departure. its gonna b such a pain moving tho i pray that my mum or dad can drive #with me bc otherwise the 20hr drive by myself might kill me. thats almost as bad as my initial move out here lol. the us is so big #ugh. again choices. is this the right choice? probably one of the biggest decisions of my life. the project feels so right. cyanobacteria #my algal group of choice. and hot springs. how tf do u say to no to that? i mean. id b doing that in new jersey too but with red algae #ugh. put me out of this misery lol. also as an aside. shout out to my fucking disaster brain for not being able to focus on a single thing #my boss in a meeting: so glad to have students and staff so excited to b working on this project!! me: lady i hate that im on this project #bc im just sitting in until they can get an actual student. i just do what im told but appreciate the enthusiasm lol #ay. im so tired. i wanna see the snow and mountains. and fix my head. and get outta the desert. and listen to frogs 🐸 😌 #unrelated

[piplupod]

there was also a big group of anti-abortion protesters outside the hospital on the way home and I really wish there was something i could Do to piss them off or something but that'd just fuel them further. it feels so wrong to just Not do anything though ??? i would throw punches or something if I could, but - ... well maybe i Could actually bc the hospital IS right there when I inevitably get beat to a pulp because i cannot fight djdkdl

but that doesn't rly help anything probably and will only make them further cemented in their shit beliefs. so. idk. it just sucks when I walk past them every now and then to go to my hospital appts and I have to just pretend not to see them and ignore my spiking heartrate

#the most i will do is put up my hand beside my eyes as if its a blinder on a horse fjfkdl #but even that feels bad to do bc it probably just makes them smug or contrite #idk !!! i hate it !!! i want to fucking throw rocks at them !!! and then deny them care bc ''u shouldnt have gotten rocks thrown at u then'' #''i dont support ur choice in getting bandaged. if god wanted u to not be bleeding then the stones simply wouldnt have cut and bruised u'' #im so upset abt it like. if i lived in a big city then it'd be one thing. but this is a small rural town. to have THAT big of a group?? #thats scary !!!! i fucking hate the people here so much !!! #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[thunderc1an]

You don’t have to answer, but how were you able to get extended time on your exams?

I was diagnosed with dyslexia and adhd (inattentive) when I was little, I kinda had extended time on exams since I can remember.

For collage I just had to turn in a bit of paper work to get approval for it.

#mod rambles #i went to the same small religious school from 1st grade to 12th grade #but I’m assuming if I had changed school #my mom would have had to turn in paper work or something #thinking back my school was wildly small #like in my graduating class we were only 118 students #and we were considered the BIGGEST class #wild #glad I’m out and can freely self-express myself however I want #tho I have a close group of 5 friends that had always supported me #heart emoji #really funny but I’m also diagnosed with a “’learning disability in mathematics’ #but they couldn’t find a name so they just slapped ‘learning disability in mathematics’ #on my report

[stage-props]

see while i understand the sentiment behind this post, I think this person might just not be going to good local theater because "it's almost always bad" is the least accurate sentiment I've ever read about local theater groups

#Stage sings #your experiences aren't universal im sorry the groups youve seen suck #but this is like. the furthest thing from the truth #99% of the groups I've seen across multiple states and levels of 'amateurishness' have been relatively talented #and i know im not the only one who thinks that #maybe you shouldnt be insulting people's art in an attempt to come across as supportive of your local theater communities #because youre not gonna actually encourage people to go see and support small performances if you tell them basically #'this is going to suck so badly but you're being supportive of the poor untalented wannabe artists!!!' #every time i see this it just comes across as really insulting #as a small performer/playwright id rather people not come to my shows expecting us to be untalented