but like, is it really self destructive tendencies if I also become a workaholic? checkmate atheists
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i am capable of liking things in a normal way 👍
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Gonna hyperfixate on Debbie to distract myself from other things
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Time to fully dissociate because if my brain stays in this reality any longer I'm going to throw up from crushing grief
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This is purely because @i-less-than-three-you broke my heart with this and I needed some way to release all my emotions. I suffer, you suffer, babe.
“Ever gotten your heart broken?” Eddie asks, apropos of nothing.
They’re sitting in the cemetery, their new hangout spot. Steve with his back against a headstone, fingers itching for a joint. Eddie next to him, leaning forward and plucking blades of grass.
Steve looks sidelong at him. “Yeah. Twice.”
He sees Eddie frown. “Oh, right, Wheeler. My bad. Who was the other girl? Someone pre-high school, maybe? A middle school love? An elementary school sweetheart?” He suddenly makes a face. “Please, for her sake and yours, don’t tell me it was Robin.”
Steve chuckles. “No, it wasn’t Robin.” He sighs, leans forward. Doesn’t look at Eddie. Wishes he could. “Wasn’t even someone I was with.”
Eddie frowns. “How’d you manage that?”
Steve tucks one knee up, rests his chin on it. “I fell in love with him,” he whispers, “and then he died.”
“Oh,” Eddie whispers, soft as the wind.
Steve tilts his head, looks Eddie’s direction. Sees nothing, realizes the sound really was just the wind. “Yeah,” he whispers back.
He kneels forward, traces his fingers into the now-familiar divots of the headstone in front of him.
Eddie Munson. 1965-1986. Rest in Peace.
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here’s my confession and it’s that i think llorumi works but only in the most toxic heartbreaking abusive relationship way,, like not ‘oh harumi is good now and lloyd forgives her’ but like ‘lloyd can’t help but love her even though she hurts him because he seeks out unhealthy habits,, he loves her like an addiction to pain,, she hates him because it’s all she’s ever known,, she hurts him because it’s the only way she knows she can have him,,’
do you get it.
canon llorumi is toxic and bad,, fanon llorumi should be even more toxic and bad. i don’t ship them in a healthy way i ship them in a lloyd is aroace but is starved for emotional connection and he will put up with abuse to get it.
does this make sense
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The fact that the storyboards mention Finn is "too emotionally repressed to cry twice in one day" and then he cries twice in the same day only after he dies okay alright 👍
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