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cursoulla · 3 years
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boop-le-snoot · 3 years
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PARTY FAVOURS I CHAPTER 12
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Summary / TWs: Steve Rogers does not pass the vibe check yet again, le sad face. Loki is a good bro. Bruce fluff but what else is new? Literally everyone is a good bro, yo. Reader has best people. Tony's in there, kind of. Parents still suck.
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As always, my baby gay @miscmarvelwritings is the bestest beta!
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"I think I am going to murder your father." Bucky's angry statement didn't surprise me. Neither did Steve's initial reaction, or anybody else's mostly pitying looks.
Bruce, my Bwucie, was calm and dejected. That worried me. I expected him to be at least a little bit green around the edges when Steve forcefully sat me down and made me explain the drunken, drugged stunt I'd done the night before, but alas, it seemed like Jolly Green was just sad. Or disappointed. And I didn't know which was worse.
The more I thought about it, the more defensive and abrasive I became. "And you'll kill yourself trying, he'll drive you fucking nuts" I responded to Barnes. "Honestly, I don't fucking see the problem here. My dad shows up five times a year at best. It's been like that forever. And it's not like I'm some kind of junkie," I defended myself, and my dad, because I really didn't see the huge deal about it. Relaxing once in a while doesn’t hurt anyone.
"It's not right!" Steve exclaimed, loosely banging a fist on the table. The self-righteous prick, seemed like he wanted to pick a fight just for the sake of it.
"And who are you, exactly, to say that? The moral police?" I blew up, standing and turning to the blonde man, hands on my hips. "Or you've decided to be my parent without asking me first? Keep your hopes up and maybe a fuck will magically appear, so I could give it to you."
He stood up in turn, getting uncomfortably close to my face. I was suddenly reminded of the fact that he was a very large, very strong man. "We want what's best for you! Can't you see it?" Rogers was getting red in the face, crossed arms, staring at me down like I was dirt under his shoes.
"How about..." I seethed, having to stop mid-sentence to swallow the scream that wanted to erupt. "How about... You FUCKING ask me what I want?"
"I suggest the Captain leave to go calm down," Loki suddenly piped up. He stayed silent throughout the whole conversation, picking at his food instead. Only after his sharply uttered words I noticed he had stood up. His hand hovered over my shoulder, body discreetly wedging between me and the Captain.
I heard Steve growl before he stormed off, throwing an annoyed look at Loki. A pregnant silence hung in the room. The longer it lasted, the more I wanted to crawl out of my skin, suddenly hyper aware of all these people - strangers, save a few - debating on what to do with me. Like I wasn't a person. Like...
"Ugh, fucking hell," I growled, beelining for my bag. I had definitely overstayed my welcome.
"Where are you going?" Bruce asked, standing up to follow.
"Home," I replied curtly, nodding my thanks to Loki for the intervention. He nodded back, walking off. I would have probably started swinging at the Icicle Dick if not for the raven haired Asgardian's timely interruption.
"I'll drive you," Banner trotted after me like a dejected puppy. I didn't have the mental capacity to deal with this, at all.
"I need to see Tony first. Meet you downstairs?"
Bruce nodded, looking even more confused.
Tony kissed me hungrily, in between promises to kill Steve and cancel my dad and get me my own apartment in the tower. Believing in fairy tales wasn't something I was ever prone to; I smiled, nodded along and did my best to shut him up with my own mouth on his. I left with the promise to text him as soon as I got home.
"How are you?" Bruce asked me as we once again drove through the busy city. This was becoming a nice habit but we really had to meet up when I wasn't going through another one of my turmoils.
"All things considered, I am great. Better than I've been in a while." I answered honestly, meaning it. However brief Tony's attention would be, it still satisfied me. Then and there I decided to always, always cherish what happened during my brief stint in his arms.
"Really?" Banner's warm smile was an unexpected but pleasant surprise. "Care to share?"
It threw me for a loop. I didn't know how much Tony wanted to disclose regarding what happened between us. I didn't know the extent of his friendship with Bruce. I didn't know...
"Tony," I choose the usual option. Admit what you can't deny, deny what you can't admit.
"I know the feeling," The good doctor chuckled, companionable-like and meaningful. "He tends to go all the way for the people he cares about. Too much, if you ask me."
"What do you mean?" I was confused. Sure, me and Tony were friends. But not, like, super close or anything. We'd fucked, or more like messed around, so I expected our friendship to grow colder. That's what happened when friends decided to bump uglies.
"I mean... He'll move mountains and challenge the government and bully them into dropping charges against you," There was a hint of sadness in Brucie's voice. I vaguely recalled seeing something on the news, something about the Hulk and a massive destruction spree. It didn't take long to put two and two together.
I reached out, putting a hand on his knee. He covered my palm with his own, giving it a brief, warm squeeze.
"It must be great having a friend like that. You're both wonderful and brilliant. You deserve no less," The smile threatened to split my face in two.
Bruce returned the smile but the sadness didn't go away. "You realize that extends to you, right?"
"Me? I'm just me, Bruce." I wasn't sure where this was going. "I'm Peter's classmate and the resident hot mess express."
Bruce frowned, deep and long, up until he parked. Life seemed to be taking back all the happiness it gave me previously-in fucking buckets. The strap of my bag was going to get its threads pulled out with the way I was fiddling with it.
"Baby… Princess?" The scientist turned to me, tone torn somewhere between stern and pleading. "Listen to me. You are brilliant. Incredibly smart, talented and beautiful. Don't ever, ever think of yourself as less than any of us." I gaped at him.
Did he mean us as the Avengers? Us as Tony and Bruce? Meanwhile he continued, "In fact, I think you are the one who deserves so much better. I don't know what Tony found in me… Or what you found in me."
Was the man an idiot or yes? That was the question of the day. Cursing Tony's affinity for small cars (bless me and my own SUV), I only hesitated a moment before grabbing the dumb Banner by his face and startling him into looking straight in my eye. "If you don't quit talking all that fake-ass bullshit, I will kiss you. On the mouth. With tongue."
"Uh," Was his articulate response. I watched him squirm, blush and lose the heat to his argument.
"Exactly. I've had it all with you idiots today. Next time someone says some stupid ass fucking thing, I will kiss them. On the mouth, with tongue. Pass it on," I exhaled, releasing his face and dropping my head onto his shoulder.
"Some way of solving conflict you have," Banner chuckled weakly, throwing an arm around my shoulders. "I'd like to see Steve's reaction."
"A boner, probably, because he needs to get laid before he spontaneously combusts," I grumbled venomously, still bitter about his reaction. The Capsicle needed to chill. Hehe.
"I'll pass it on too," Bruce remarked wryly. "See you next week?"
"Yeah. Thanks, Bwucie, you're the fucking best," I kissed the scientist on the cheek, giving him a tighter than usual parting hug and walking up the pathway. Home.
Mother was nowhere to be seen - and the obvious reason for that laid on the kitchen floor. Couple of smashed dishes, a bottle of whiskey laying half-empty in a puddle on the grey tiles. The living room rug bore more stains and the smell of alcohol, bitter and acrid (like my soul, hardy har), hung heavily throughout the whole house.
At least I wasn't the only one who fought for myself that day. Mother probably had landed a good one on dad, too, by God the woman could be ruthless with her icy words. Dad never stood a chance. I've felt begrudgingly respectful of the way mother put people in their place with her words ever since I understood sarcasm.
First things first, I cleaned up the mess and opened the windows a smidge, cranking the air recuperation system to the max. Hanging around a place that smelled like a bum on a good Friday night was a horrible way to spend free time. Having successfully cut myself and bandaged the cuts up, I retreated to my room, not wanting to spend more time than necessary in the quiet, stinky, creepy house that my home had become.
My phone was long dead so I plugged it in, waiting for the 2% to appear, turning it on. A few messages from Peter, first cheerful, then worried and then relieved. Tony must've placated the spider child and told him I was staying at the tower. Good call, Tones, or else poor Peter would've worked himself into an anxiety attack and crashed in a dumpster while patrolling. Or something. I still didn't quite get his spider-hero side-gig.
A text from Bruce - rather, a photo, of a disgruntled Steve with his eyebrows raised, titled "I told him the next time he freaks out, you will kiss him. With tongue. Barnes cackled for about ten minutes until he ran out of air."
And a text from Tony. My chest tightened when I opened it. "Good tactics. Sneaky, clever, I'd give it a B+."
I snorted. Then the phone beeped again and I froze. A text ordering me to be ready tomorrow, for a date night? Unreal. I was torn. A part of me was elated, thinking Tony wanted to keep me around like that. The other, more sensible part, was firmly telling me to chill TF down. He'll most likely kindly reject any further intimate interactions, maybe have me sign a few NDAs.
I still answered positive, mushy and cute and all. Feelings aside, I wasn't about to change my texting style for any man. My God, I was turning into a monster. A horribly cheesy, pink, soft, fluffy monster.
The next day, school was nearly unbearable. People talked. Not to my face, of course, since the rumours of me putting away Flash Thompson were still fresh enough for everyone to be cautious around me, but the whispers followed me throughout hallways, tongue in cheek remarks thrown at me from the bathroom stalls, behind the teacher's desks. Did I care? Nope.
Okay, I did, but not in the way one would think. The little spring in my step, a slight smirk. My thoughts were occupied with my upcoming dinner with Tony.
Peter and his pet nerds stood at my side, the ever watchful guards. I had no idea why they decided I needed reassurance or their comfort (I did not), but I had to admit it was cute. MJ, in particular, glared her Death Ray Stare at any male-identifying student that dared to as much as look wrongly in my direction. I mostly ignored the trio. Pete himself did a great job with entertaining his friends, he babbled on as usual, about everything and nothing in particular. Mouth ulcers. He was going to get them one day.
Dad called me during third period, saying he was flying off to California. I would have been lying if I said I didn't know why he scheduled the sudden trip; mother's total radio silence and the absence of her laptop in her own office spoke volumes about the state of my family's affairs. They had a fight and ran off to the opposite ends of the continent. I didn't understand why mother was upset with me, though. I saved her face during dinner at Tony's, so why is she mad about me going to a party with dad? Baffling woman.
Admitting the house felt like home when either of them were absent was hard. Or, perhaps, I felt nothing at all. Spending so much time around the Brady Bunch- the Avengers made me too soft for my own liking. It wasn't just Tony that lived in mind rent-free all the time now; there was Bruce, with his kindness, Bucky with his overgrown teenager attitude, Wanda with her wit and hair that smelled like cheap shampoo - seriously, I absolutely had to show her the benefits of decent hair products. That was just to list the few little quirks. There were so many people, all of them different and wonderful in their own way.
To summarize it, I was both happy for them and bitter for not having any of that to myself. Although it made me kind of glad I didn't have a sibling - looking after someone in the mess that mother and dad created would've been a nightmare. They say it's always a better place where we are not.
I went through a whole pack of cigarettes in a span of a couple of hours. Plagued by strangely melancholic thoughts, trying to push down the anxiety over my upcoming date, my choice of outfit proved to be a cumbersome task while in process.
Expensive but simple dress with spaghetti straps, in my favourite colour. That was the easiest part. A good base for any accessories. Would Tony like it? Would the press make outrageous comments?
Either way, it would. Dad's comments cut deeper than I probably realized it until now; in a sudden bout of self-awareness and a couple of mouse clicks later... Tony wouldn't care. Tony wears suits with sneakers. The Manolos flew back, towards my shoe closet, and a pair of Chanel trainers made their debut. A Hermes 2002 barely weighed down by my wallet, keys and phone. A nice coat, too, appropriately light and so very conceptual and fashionable.
I spent way too much time deciding on what to wear. A stern talking to, however, didn't help me, and I had to redo my make-up - the "nude", "all natural" look was one of the hardest to nail. Or so Marie Claire said. Whatever, my highlighter game was, as usual, on point.
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skullsnsunbeams · 4 years
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Please enjoy the first part of my commentary of Outer Banks. I'm going to post eps. 6 through 10 in a second post so as to keep within the text limit. Disclaimer: I started this show because I wanted to see what all the hype was; I won't lie, I thought it was dumb and cliche throughout most of it. However, since I've finished I can safely say that I NEED A SECOND SEASON BC HOLY FUCK BRO. Don't come at me for MY OPINIONS, & also, most of what I say is in the spur of the moment. If you wanna come talk to me about the show I will GLADLY DO SO
Ep 1:
• Ragtag group of friends, including a girl that the 3 other guys wanna bang, and she's also a rich girl but she "doesn't fit in" with that crowd so she hangs with the down and out guys
• "Kid from the wrong side of the tracks falls for rich girl"
• A 27 year old playing a teenager, the usual
• One of the main guys in this is HOT
• In a basic white dude way
• He's the asshole bad boy of the show and I want him to BRB THERE'S A FIGHT
• I bet he's a genuine good guy tho
• HE'S A DUMBASS SO NOW I'M IN LOVE
• ADINA PORTER
• The main protagonist looks like james from BTR
• His face is too small for his head
• His best friend (JJ?) moaned about 20 minutes in and I haven't been the same since
• I have to watch ep 2 to decide if I'm gonna genuinely enjoy this or hate watch
Ep. 2
• I'm getting Flight 29 Down vibes
• The narration is kinda, too much? Like if I need to be guided by it, that means the writers didn't do such a good job
• "wHaT dO yOu KnOw AbOuT tHe CoMpAsS!?"
• This Sarah chick is fucking annoying
• Annoying rich bitch wants attention and she's fucking so fucking CLICHE
• This little sister is FUCKING AGGRAVATING
• We got our sleezy bad guys, ofc
• "Ratter" ooof course that's his name
• THEY'RE STEALING SHIT
• HE JUST KILLED A CHICKEN
• I'm literally crying right now AHAHAHAH fuck
• Sarah's douche bf has HIGHLIGHTS
• His name is Topper which I ironic bc he's def a bottom
• SO FUCKING CLICHE AND I HATE IT SO MUCH AND I'M SO ANGRY ABOUT IT???
• THIS KID HAS A HACKEY SACK WHAT KINDA 2000s MOVIE IS THIS
• Why is this so dramatic
• Like for whaaaaat
• There was ONE kiss and now I wanna make out with someone wtf quarantine is killing me
• John B. is growing on me
• Curse me being for a White Man's Whore
• Oh no Ward is HOT
• Please let him turn out to be a decent man bc I don't trust rich white men as far as I can throw em
• John B runs weird????
• OHP THERE'S OUR BADDIES
• Cue Poppy's Voicemail
• My mom just came in and asked me to tone it down but I told her it's not in my nature and she said " *sigh* I know"
• FUCK THE POLICE
• don't give it to her John B
• ACAB
• I knew he wouldn't be able to give it up, we wouldn't have a show then!
• "Back in the friend zone" I'm hollering
• A snake!
• "Stop barking at the snakes" JJ IS SO DUMB
• And now Kie is going into the grave
Ep. 3
• There would be spiders everywhere realistically
• THESE DUDES ARE EVERYWHERE BRO
• Ah it's just grave diggers
• JJ. Is so. Dumb.
• Fuck bro I'm cryin
• Pope is an angel
• Sarah needs to shut up
• Her sister also needs to shut up
• TO THE BIG KAHUNA
• Is JJ wearing a shark tooth necklace
• ONLY 900 FEET
• Dumb idiot bitch is vomiting too calmly
• This kid, Rafe? Annoying and useless
• Sarah's brother???
• HE BOUGHT A MOTORCYCLE WITH THE GENERATOR MONEY WHAT A PRIVILEGED CUNT
• He's a drug dealer, ofc he is
• ANOTHER CLICHE
• Creepy security guard. Wonderful.
• Always gotta help the young pretty girl
• JJ lying about being abused, or is he really? Either way it's lowkey smart
• HE'S LYING. HIS FAKE CRYING? BELIEVABLE. KUDOS TO YOU, JJ
• That is a human hand
• They're gonna get hurt lmao
• Yayo? Tf is yayo? Some slang for coke?
• I googled it, it's Spanish slang for cocaine lmaoooo I'm dumb
• TOPPER SAID I LOVE YOU AND SARAH DIDN'T SAY IT BACK
• Mmmmmm love when guys get MAD because she took back her yes!!!
• "Tastes like bananas"
• I don't like this kid but I feel bad that he was pressured into this
• POPE LIKES KIE
• Dead bodies oh yeah
• AND THE THUNDER ROLLS
• Ofc Rafe is causing problems
• I think Topper isn't so bad and may just be a product of his environment
• Nevermind FUCK HIM FOR HURTING POPE
• Those surfing shots are cool
• Little fishies
• Pope is so cute and adorable
• THAT'S A BIG STORM
• Uh uh, no thank you
• They're gonna lose the camera
• Do you ever have anxiety
• Oh shiiiit there she is
Ep. 4
• John B has pretty freckles
• "On what grounds?" "On solid grounds, on holy grounds" (ON THE GROUNDS OF BROOKLYN, YOUR HONOR)
• Wait how old is he, even?
• HE DO BE RUNNIN
• Poor Jorge
• That was a very fake jump
• "That's not ideal" he's such a goob
• "Why is this my fault?" "Because it usually is." Oof
• Rafe just said Pope needs to take some personal responsibility. IS HE LISTENING TO HIMSELF? THE IRONY
• This bitch.....is putting rubbing alcohol on the wound? Not peroxide?
• He slapped her hand I'm crying
• I'm sorry but bitches need to mind their business
• I S2G IF THEY HURT POPE I WILL END THEM
• This is so messy
• Why did I think she was gonna flash the guy
• Rafe def likes Kie
• "It might go down tonight" I love this over dramatic shit
• Ward was poor once too, wah wah
• John B is going crazy
• Well the sharks didn't do shit
• Ofc they're going shopping
• "I'll sugar mama you"
• This is actually funny, but I can feel the tension
• "You almost killed him HAHAHAHAH" shut the fuck up you pussy bitch
• Aw he shook the librarian's hand what a good bub
• Of course the stupid rich mom wants to press charges
• FUCK THIS IS BULLSHIT
• JJ I LOVE YOU
• YOU'RE DUMB BUT I LOVE YOU
Ep. 5
• So there was a kiss. Nice.
• JJ's dad is gonna beat his ass and Susan is gonna feel bad
• YUP THERE IT IS. THAT'S A LOT OF BLOOD.
• I wanna hug JJ so bad
• Just keep swimming, just keep swimming...
• DIRTY COPS
• AW THAT HUG, THAT SMOOCH. I LOVE JJ AND POPE
• I hope Rafe d*es
• The dude who plays Topper is a good actor
• JJ IS SO DUMB I LOVE HIM
• Denmark Tanny was a G
• John B do B lyin
• Ward knows, ofc he fucking knows
• A SAFE BEHIND THE PAINTING
• OH MY GOD WARD WAS THE ONE WHO KILLED THOSE GUYS
• ahhhh drinking and driving love it
• Topper is about to do some moronic shit
• She's not there, she did the pillows under the covers trick
• OH NO IT'S HER SISTER
• "I'm not a jealous guy" sure
• He's spilling his heart out rn
• HE'S LYING TO KIE'S FACE
• Ofc Wheezie snitched, again
• Topper looks like he's gonna murder someone
• BRO HE JUST FELL????
• Did your "short fuse" make you murder those dudes?
• He's gonna be a KOOK
• UH UH, WARD IS SUS
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sunnysidewrites · 7 years
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Zombie Apocalypse Survivor!Hwiyoung
i feel very proud of the outcome of this scenario! I wrote this for my friend who will remain anonymous but you know who you are :))) i love writing in this style it’s my personal writing style that I am very proud of and I like how it distinguishes me from other writers. please take the time to read this and pretend it’s your bias if you have another preference other than hwiyoung. please please reblog and get your friends to read this i hold this scenario close to me even though hwi is not my bias it’s that special!!! remember that requests are open but read faq & rules first!!! happy reading from your favorite mom!! ITS GONNA BE A WILD RIDE!!! i would greatly appreciate any feedback!!!
warnings: includes a lot of fluff + angst incorporated together, angst part will rip out your heart and stomp on it to pieces, fluff will try to mend those pieces together, you might cry -- i certainly felt emotional while writing that part :’))
The whole country has been affected by zombies
It only started with one or two in a couple of states
Hours later it spread to the coast
Next thing you know it has reached your town
Almost everyone has been infected and you’re one of the lucky few who still have your humanity
And sanity
You and the other survivors have been in a hideout for weeks and you’re not sure how long it’s gonna last
Your crew went from 50 people to 20 people in a matter of 2 days
Now it’s down to 10
It’s been a rough month since all your family is gone as far as you know in just the blink of an eye
You’ve gotten super close with your now population of 10
You’re the one who gets to fetch food along with Hwiyoung, a fellow survivor
Prob one of the most dangerous tasks y’all have to do but everyone picked you two bc you’re the strongest and most capable
Hwiyoung is pretty soft but his aim of a gun is no joke and he can shield you while you quickly get the necessities
Not to mention he looks hAWT shooting the zombies but anyways
And i also don’t know how you kill off zombies but just roll with it
Imagine hwi with a gun!! a gUN THIS BABY WITH A GUN
Side note: I also imagine him in a headband or like a tied bandana
He wears some black ripped jeans with black combat boots
When going out he wears a v neck sweater with a black motorcycle jACKET YAS
But when he’s inside the hideout he either wears a fitted thermal shirt holy jesus or he is wearing a muSCLE TEE OH MYGODGHLDG ARE THE ZOMBIES KILLING US OR IS HWIYOUNG
Everyone is always terrified you both won’t make it alive but you always manage to bc you’re boss af
You both grow super close since you have to go on those dangerous missions every day
You know he tries to act tough despite the situation but he’s just as terrified as you
“I can protect you y/n”
“You cried when i ate your cookie”
“They’re running low!! :(((“
But you know underneath his joking exterior he’s trembling with fear
The fear of losing you, losing everything he’s ever known in just this month
But you guys treat each other with a lot of care and even more so since you don’t know what would happen to the other in just a minute
Lots of insults and jokes but only bc it’s the only way to lighten up the heavy atmosphere even if only temporarily
You actually have developed super strong feelings for him in such a short amount of time i mean who wouldn’t when he’s literally all you talk to
But you can’t afford to pursue anything in the midst of this
Hwiyoung also began to take a liking to you and is a Flustered Mess™ around you
There’s an unspoken pledge between you that you will not ever leave each other no matter what
His family has also left without a trace and that’s another reason why you were able to bond with him so quickly
You heavily lean on your small circle for support, especially between the both of you
He’s always looking out for you
When you sleep, he brings you a blanket and puts your head on his arm since there aren’t any pillows :’))
He always double checks your weapons to see if you have enough
“You have enough ammo right???”
“yOU JUST CHECKED MY SUPPLY LIKE 5 TIMES”
“YOU CAN NEVER BE TOO CAREFUL Y/N”
A lovestruck look on his face every time you’re not glancing his way
He always says a silent prayer before he sleeps to thank the heavens he is alive and you’re alive with him and that he was able to meet you even though it had to be under these circumstances
There have been some scary close calls
One day the zombies advance on you when you’re coming back from getting food
Like i’m not talking about you escaping from them i’m talking about thEY HAVE REACHED YOUR HIDEOUT AND YOU AND HWI ARE THE ONLY ONES IN SIGHT
“hWIYOUNG WATCH OUT!!!!” you scream as you’re trying to fend off the zombies
Both of his hands are occupied with guns and the only sound in the air is the ringing of gunshots
He manages to stall for just enough time for the both of you to escape
You enter a deserted building while being careful to stay in the shadows
Once you’ve scouted the place thoroughly you and hwi huddle in a corner and start talking about your game plan
Ok so by now just pause reading and play a really sad ost song just do it
Do it
Play that sad song
Maybe with rain in the background
Maybe “still loving you” by sophia pae or secret garden’s ost bgm “guardian angel” or “tear stains” by oscar
Ok let’s continue
“Look y/n I don’t want you to be put in danger so what I’m about to say is only for your safety”
You do not like the sound of those words
“You’re gonna leave”
Hold on boi “what????”
“You heard me. You’re gonna escape from this place and not turn back. The state next to us is still in good shape compared to ours and you still have the west coast that’s barely infected. I have family in California, and they should be fine right now, hopefully anyway. They’re nice, so don’t worry about them. I’m sure they’ll accept you–”
“HWIYOUNG I’M NOT LEAVING YOU IF ANYTHING YOU SHOULD GO SINCE THEY’RE YOUR FAMILY and we can’t!!!! We can’t leave each other when we promised not to” tears start welling up in your eyes and your voice cracks you can’t even look him in the eyes anymore by the time your sentence ends
“Hwiyoung, you’re the only thing I have. You really expect me to leave you like our families did?”
Here come the waterworks
“Look y/n we’re running out of time” he quickly steals a glance outside of a window and sees them advancing super rapidly
You’re interrupted when there’s a loud bang on the closed door
He quietly curses and grabs your shoulders firmly
“y/n,,,,, I didn’t want to confess like this and this is probably the worst time ever to do it but I,,, have to let you know now” he’s running on adrenaline this would never happen in normal situations but when you’re on the brink of death this doesn’t really matter
“I’m really glad that we were able to meet and bond it’s been truly a wild ride with you and i’m really gonna miss you snoring loudly and making my arm numb and,,,, what I’m trying to say is that,,,, I’m in love with you” his cheeks flush a light pink and this would be pretty romantic if you didn’t hear the groans outside
His lips press on yours and it’s a very bittersweet taste with your tears mixed in the kiss
You look at him with tears continuously rolling down your cheeks
The moment you say “i love you too” bAM THE DOOR BREAKS OPEN AND YOU’RE ABOUT TO BE SURROUNDED BY ZOMBIES
WHEN HWI PULLS OUT HIS GUNS THE RINGING OF GUNSHOTS FILL YOUR EARS AGAIN
“Y/N!!! GO OUT THE WINDOW IT’S NOW OR NEVER”
“I’M NOT GONNA FREAKING LEAVE YOU BEHIND WTF HWIYOUNG”
He pauses shooting for a split second to give you the most resolute and melancholic look ever and hastily gives you a forehead kiss that lasts for just as long
Since his arms are holding the guns, he uses his body to shove you out the window and thank god the height is not that high
“hWIYOUNG NO!!!”
“RUN Y/N!!!! DON’T LOOK BACK” you can hear him from above as he sounds like he’s struggling
Zombies outside have noticed you and you’re just like oHHohhoH this IS NOT GOOD
You scramble to your feet and run down a few blocks when you suddenly don’t hear gunshots anymore
“Don’t look back” his words echo in your ears
But you can’t help yourself and throw your head back to see the zombies mainly where the building is
You tear your eyes away and try to stifle a cry and tears blur your vision
Miraculously you’re able to fend off the zombies and pick up some last minute food on the way
You even managed to scoop up an abandoned car with sufficient gas
And you blast tf out of there
Your new destination is California and it takes you a week and a half to get there
You remember him mentioning his family in California and he once said they were in San Francisco but how tf are you gonna know where
You walk to a police station and just hope to god they understand
They’re a lil reluctant to hear you out and kick you out bc they have “better things to worry about” well jeez ok thx
You just aimlessly roam around the area and you stop by a beach
And you just SCREAM
You literally scream and bawl to make up for the time you couldn’t in the middle of your escape
“HWIYOUNG DIDN’T DESERVE THIS”
A few minutes later you’re approached by someone and you’re like um can i help you
“Did you… just say Hwiyoung?”
You’re just
:O no way
“Are you a family member by chance?”
He shakes his head however he is a family friend and he can connect you with his family!!!! And he even shares you a family photo as proof bc i mean you have every right to doubt him and further proves himself when he facetimes Hwiyoung’s aunt and uncle
You soon meet up with his family and burst into tears again from their hospitality and the thought of Hwiyoung haunts you and spill the entire story about how your family left and hwiyoung’s family left and he forced you to leave him
Several weeks pass and you’re slowly transitioning into this new life
It still pains you every time you think about hwiyoung or anything you associate him with
One day you get a text from hwi’s aunt “can you pick up some flowers for me?? And dress a little nice too ;) meet me at the local cafe”
Wtf why would you wanna dress nice at a cafe
But you think there’s a good reason so you just follow her orders and meet her there
She begins walking along the street and talking to you so you’re distracted by whatever you’re talking about and you eventually end up at the nearest hospital
You’re just like the????? Why are we here
She stops in front of a room and you’re still really lost like
“So are you gonna go in or are we just gonna stand out here”
She laughs looking amused “I should be asking you that. I’ll be waiting out here” and she gestures to the chair outside
You’re just like ????? um ok
You can’t help but feel a little anxious as you quietly slide open the door
You turn around and start closing it when someone’s all-too-familiar voice fills the room
“I see you didn’t look back”
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