#I don't wanna

[heretherebedork]

I am dreading the Last Twilight finale now. Dreading. What happened to Mhok's trauma? Where was this supposed pity for the rest of their relationship?

These last two episodes feel like a totally different show from the rest of the show and I just want to cry. I want to cry so much.

I don't want to watch the show end like this.

Episodes 1-10 were a gift. Episodes 11-12 took that gift, returned it, and handed us back an empty box with surprise written on the inside.

#last twilight #last twilight the series #last twilight bl #bl drama #bl series #thai bl #thai drama #thai series #thaibl #asianlgbtqdramas #asian lgbtq dramas #thai bl series #thai bl drama #i don't wanna

[iclout]

#i don't wanna #aaliyah

[nonamehorse]

They should invent a work that I don't have to go to

#i don't wanna #I just want to lay in bed

[wizard-eater]

Building a homunculus flesh puppet to go to work in my stead

#i don't wanna #wizardblogging

[wearevillaneve]

Moving on from Killing Eve be like...

#killing eve #villanelle #carolyn martens #ke s4 #i can't leave #i don't wanna #help my poor soul #obsession never dies #i am the proof of this #i can't explain it

[rapidreptile]

forgot to take off my collar before work, I guess we're just collar moding on the job today

#yes I can take it off whenever #but #I don't wanna

[pianokantzart]

There are so many reasons that I should start trying to work out in the morning. More energy. Better Sleep. Better Appetite. Potato brain functions slightly better.

But consider: I really really don't want to.

#year of Luigi 2024 #I hate exercise I hate it #it's inconvenient and boring and feels bad #But I've got to do it to get better at it and it's good for me overall but I just uuuggghh #I DON'T WANNA

[breakfastteatime]

Getting ready to go back to work after time off:

#real life shenanigans #the day job #I don't wanna #😭

[blackrosesandwhump]

I don't want to be a responsible adult today. I just want to write and do crafts and art and eat snacks.

#personal #adult life #adulting #i don't wanna

[rosesandthorns44]

Finally gained enough energy/executive functioning to attempt to turn my Sad/Sickgirl Nest into the bedroom of a semi-functional adult.

Still a bit of a heap, but:

The bedding is washed

The bed is made

Clean clothes have been put away

Some of the trash and recyclables have been picked up

The bathroom is clean!

I think that might have to be enough for today. If I do too much when I have energy, I crash hella hard later. *Might* scrub the shower down when I'm in there anyway.

#chronic illness #dysautonomia #p.o.t.s #idiopathic hypersomnia #gastroparesis #bpd #ehlers danlos syndrome #chronic pain #borderline personality disorder #executive dysfunction #cleaning #chores #adulting while ill #adulting #sadgirl nest #still have to run errands at some point #ugh #i don't wanna #slept at least 12 hours last night and i still want to take a nap #fuck

[respectthepetty]

She has a HUSBAND?!

These two have no damn sense, but they got plenty of audacity! Girl, say no. You do not want this crusty boy!

What in the entire fuckery is this conversation?! I don't feel like anyone properly warned me about these two. Plenty about ghost fucking, but nothing about this!

He looks like he is going to murder everyone. I don't care what his actual deal is. He is doing the squinty eyes too well to be sane.

This actress has the longest resume, yet her and Fluke being in another series together after the disaster that was Oh! My Sunshine Night and playing darker versions of those characters is pleasing my soul.

Why is there never anything fun about a funhouse? Not one thing. Time for me to double speed this part! I'm not watching this on normal speed. Nah.

This is too real

THIS SHIT MOVED!

It's an actual person being creepy as hell watching all this shit going down. STOP THE MADNESS! TURN ON THE LIGHTS!

WHO DAFUQ ARE THESE TWO SCREAMING LIKE THAT?!

This is not giving me "I killed you" vibes. Don't make me feel bad for this bully!

Oh, shit! The ring's gone.

Mom, I'm scared. Come pick me up. And bring alcohol.

#shadow the series #I'm finishing this #episode 6 #on to episode 7 #I don't wanna #but I'm gonna

[verminleger]

did you know: there's a send button so you dont have to annoy the op and everyone reading the notes when you tag your friends in a reblog of someone elses post. its right next to the reblog button, if you've ever been "blocked by some random person youve never interacted with" and don't know why, take this as a clue.

#I don't wanna

[ezzied]

sometimes I realize I'm an artist and can just draw the evil aliens as humans with romantic tension because I can do whatever I want fuck you

so why not share my awful creations with random users who want to see this

#solar opposites #art #korvo opposites #korvo #goth terry #terry x korvo #human au #human korvo #human terry #I'm not rendering #fuck you #I don't wanna #solar opposites fanart #tervo #solar opposites tervo #terry solar opposites #solar opposites terry

[princessheatherblossom]

Not in the job description, not my problem

#youtube #tik tok #memes #funny memes #dank memes #meme #work memes #Work #i hate my job #Nope #No thanks #No #nope #schitt's creek #I'll pass #i don't want to #i don't wanna

[thegoblinwitch]

father is arriving tomorrow afternoon and staying until monday (thank the lords under he's staying in a hotel in the city centre rather than at my place), and the anticipation has been fucking me up in a bad way.

obv i do not have a good relationship with him, but since he's helping financially i don't have the luxury to cut contact like i've done with mother. monthly skype sessions and annual visits are an unfortunate price to pay for the help.

my sleep has been fucked up worse and worse the closer we get to the date (as in i sleep way more than i should -- which is par for the course) and i anticipate a lot more of it once he's gone back to belgium (past experience has taught me that i need a good week of dead sleep to recuperate mentally) and i'm just hoping that i don't get physically sick like the last time i saw him (just before covid hit).

and for the first time ever, he's actually going to come see me at my place rather than us meeting in the city centre and going to his hotel for breaks, which is disturbing as it's making my safe place not feel very safe.

it's just gonna be a very uncomfy long weekend, where i censure myself, dress as masculine as i can because being feminine around him gives me the heebie-jeebies, avoid having to address him by his 'title' (i.e. papa - can't even call him by his first name 'cause that's not on apparently) and keep the physical contact to the strict minimum while keeping my grimace internal.

only good thing of the visit is that he's bringing the painting i inherited from gramma when she died last winter.

i hate hate hate having to see him and i always feel extra yuck afterwards.

wish me luck, i'm gonna need some extra.

#let him die soon #please and thank you #there's a reason i don't remember anything before i'm 10 #and why i don't want to go looking to remember #ignorance is bliss and all that #what i do remember from that one time when i was 13 was enough #thank you very much #and was the whole reason why i stopped contact at the time #until pressure from mother and the grandparents got me back in touch #i don't wanna #father issues #kit's #diary

[papermonkeyism]

Question! How integral, exactly, is it to the concept of fantasy elves to have thousand year life spans?

If, for example, I put elves in this one fantasy setting with Arcanth, but made them just another species of hominins, would people yell at me about it? Like they'd still be pointy, and kinda purpley gray, but if I set it so that 100 years old is old, and 200 years old is an extra elderly grandma, how much should I expect to be told I'm doing fantasy wrong?

They can still have immortal fae beings in their origin myths, but as a common species of a more "playable race" - flavor it feels like cheating to have them live multiple centuries. It would be fine if they were these otherworldly beings like in Tolkien's books, but the guy shelving stuff at your grocery store? Ehhhh.

Man, they'd break politics so bad, wouldn't they?

I mean, it's the internet, I know pedants exist, but how essential exactly is the lifespan thing to the concept of elves in fantasy literature?

#shut up paper #I don't wanna