#I don't know why i posted this

[bobfloydsbabe]

DEATH THREAT: REVISITED

On November 8th 2022, an anonymous person took issue with a post I made regarding the use of read more on long fics. All I asked in that post was that people used it, and if they didn’t know how, to google it or ask someone how. Simple. It should not have been offensive, and yet, someone took offense and started a tirade against me.

The post in question was this one:

(I know it says drafts, but I did post it here)

I put it in the Top Gun Maverick tags because that's where I spent my time. Usually I wouldn't, but I was fed up with having to scroll past 5k word fics, so I wrote this post. Could I have worded it differently or been nicer? Sure. The ask that followed was this one:

In the next one, they asked me to be kind. I made many of the same points as I did above, as seen here:

This response was clearly not the one they wanted, so they turned to name calling, vile accusations, and inappropriate sexual messages. I'm going to use the read more here to 1. hide the asks I got because they're upsetting and 2. shorten this post. No one wants to scroll forever to get past this.

Some of the asks I received included but were not limited to:

That last one is in reference to a message I answered, asking what evidence they had of me being into bestiality. I also do not have twitter.

This went on for hours, and while I was initially laughing, at some point it turned. I started feeling really upset and anxious about it. I remember shaking. Then came the death threat. It caught me off guard. I wasn’t expecting it, and honestly, calling it a death threat might be a little extreme. Nonetheless, the threat of harm shocked me. I replied, trying to give off an air of nonchalance, when in reality, I was freaking out.

After that, I got a few more asks, upset I was calling it a death threat. I started calling it a threat of harm instead, because it felt extreme. After those asks, I turned off the option to send anonymous asks, which I had not done in all the years I’d been on Tumblr. I had to protect my mental health. I reported it to tumblr support and took a few days off the hellsite to give myself time to process.

Eventually, Tumblr got back to me, telling me they were “sorry I had a bad experience with anonymous asks” and told me to block the anons. I was furious. They dismissed not only me, but the threats I’d received. When I sent in my original ticket, I made it clear they could contact me if they needed more information. They never did. I’m still pissed about that. This was before you had to have an account to send anonymous asks, so they could still come back. I had to block five separate asks to get all of them to disappear.

Anonymous asks are currently open, but I'd be lying if I said I don't still get anxious when I see that grey icon in my inbox. I'm still scared they could come back and start up again. I'm finding it easier to turn off anon these days, and I've had to do it several times since then to protect myself further. I won't hesitate to do it again.

If you read this all the way to the end: Thank you for reading. I know this doesn't affect anyone but me, but I wanted to share this post, regardless. I want to thank the people who have been there for me through it all, and the ones who've listened to me talk about it. I appreciate you.

For now, I'm looking forward to celebrating 10 years in recovery from self-harm next week. Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk.

#helena rants #anon idiocy #tw death threats #anon hate #personal #i don't know why i posted this #i'll probably delete it #but for now it's here

[fandombird123]

Viper: I'm 100% loyal to the Lin Kuei and nothing could tempt me.

Hanzo: [Exists]

Viper: Okay, maybe one thing.

#mortal kombat #i'm sad to say viper simps harder then the fire god himself #bi han greatly disapproves #i don't know why i posted this #hanzo hasashi #mk oc #viper #zilya kirillovna #mk scorpion

[cheesecakemermaid1048]

Fuck,I thought we were gonna have millinel tree buff this time.Oh well,at least the story does seem kinda interesting.I am glad we didn't just drop longan dragon story line but instead brushed it aside.I am hoping next year when story continues we finally get Millie buff.

But at least we got poison mushroom out of this. :)

And bit of crack theory but white lily could be probably from this forest.Of course,I know kingdom and I've break have separate storyline but it's fun to think about.

And honestly,if you put white lily besides lily bell and orchid without me having prior knowledge.And asked if they look like they are from same town,I would most likely say yes.

Now are they are sisters? Maybe while yes they do share similar eye color,it is also possible that lily flower cookies all have that eye color.Which strengthen the theory white lily is likely from a forest similar to this one in kingdom.

#cheese talks #cookie run #cookie run ovenbreak #cookie run kingdom #i don't know why i posted this #gingerbrave #black licorice cookie #rambutan cookie #purple yam cookie #pomgrante cookie #lilybell cookie #orchid cookie #well shoot I have change my of nsme now... #cheese reviews #white lily cookie #millienal tree cookie

[emilythenavi-animorpher]

𝙼𝚎𝚎𝚝 𝙼𝚢 𝙻𝚎𝚐𝚘 𝙼𝚘𝚗𝚔𝚒𝚎 𝙺𝚒𝚍 𝚂𝚘𝚗𝚊~

| Items | Pets | Ability/Powers |

Full Name: Emily Moreno

Alias: (haven't decided on the title to call her)

Nicknames:

Emi

Animal girl

Freak

Strips girl

Lion or Tiger girl

Liger or Tigon girl

Animal shapeshifter

Species: Human & Na’vi hybrid

Race: Mexican

Gender: Female ♀

Affiliations:

Pigsy’s noodles

Monkie kids

Occupations:

Mechanic

Inventor

Noodle Delivery Girl (part-time)

Demon Fighter

Weapons of choices:

???

[More will come up during future series]

Alignment: Good

Place of birth: Baytown (made-up or fake town)

Home: her old house (Formerly), family home (Formerly) at her world. Her apartment at Lmk World (Currently)

Likes:

Monkie kids

Drawing

Mo

Helping her friends

Hangout her friends and family

Her family

An item that reminds one of home

Animals

Boba tea

Sweets/Dessert Flavored (mostly Berries 🍓🫐, Sakura 🌸, Birthday cake 🎂, Vanilla 🍦, Cinnamon, Cotton Candy 🍭 and blue raspberry flavors )

Sweets/Desserts

Making and trying foods from her world and Lmk world.

Spicy snacks 🌶

Ramen/Noodles 🍜

Dislikes:

Chocolate 🍫

Fear of not getting back to home

Being left out

Making things worse

Spider (from her world)

Abduct by demon

Family:

Pigsy (Father Figure)

Tang (Father Figure)

Mei (Sister Figure)

Ash (pet cat)

Unnamed Biological Mother

Unnamed Biological Father

Yesenia (Biological younger sister)

Unnamed sister (Biological older sister)

Unnamed nephew

Unnamed niece

Unnamed grandma

3 Unnamed aunts

4 unnamed uncles

16 unnamed cousins

Friends/Allies:

Monkie Kids

Monkey King

Enemies:

Demons

Demon Bull Family

Neutral:

Bull Clones

Red Son

Status: Alive (but reincarnation into a new body and transferred to Lego world)

Design: Casual | Sleepwear | [More design will come up during future series]

Transformation: [coming soon...]

#emilythehybridwolf #digital art #artists on tumblr #my art style #sketchbook app #ipadart #reference sheet #lego monkie kid #lmk #lmk oc #isekai #fake names #isekai au #upcoming series #future story #i don't know why i posted this #dont judge me #i try my best #oc info #my oc character #work in progress

[ask-the-latibule]

i'm being faced with the horrors(tummy ache)

#i don't know why i posted this #actually fuck that i know why #i have a tummy ache thats why #i'll make drawings later i'm wallowing in the sadness right now

[definitelynotachinchilla]

#bunnies #printmaking #i don't know why I posted this #but here you go #i guess #chin creates

[just-in-case-i-start-caring]

I should've seen it sooner

(Ignore this, it's just a rant post)

I just remembered something random from like a decade ago. So I was 10, playing tag with my friends and Other Girls™. I've always been a bit of a shy/quiet kid, and I try not to stand out too much.

Basically, we were messing around, chasing each other around this room full of unused tables and chairs. At some point, one of friends were it and they managed to corner me behind this table. And maybe I was being a little too rough, but I started using the table to block her from getting to me, then one of the Other Girls™ shouted that I was cheating and I should just let her tag me.

I'm not sure why, but I got really upset by this and started to argue with her. She basically called me a bitch (not really since I don't think we even knew the word yet at the time, but she called me something equivalent to it) and told me not to be a sore loser and just take the tag.

Begrudgingly, I went with it. So I started chasing everyone around this room again. Then, as luck would have it, I managed to corner Her. And guess what? She used a f-ing table to block me. The thing I did that she claimed was "cheating". This got me even more upset, so I started lashing out.

She rolled her eyes at me and said I wasn't fun to play with. And EVERYONE agreed with her. That somehow escalated to Her convincing my friends to stop hanging out with me because I was a terrible person. And they listened.

So for literal months, I had no friends. I would have to eat lunch alone, study alone, do work alone. And when I accidentally crossed paths with Her, she would give me this disgusted look and talk about me to my 'friends' the moment I turned around to leave. But occasionally, one of my 'friends' would come to me to ask to copy my homework etc. And because I was so desperate for friends again, I would give them whatever they wanted. Only they would always leave after. And I would be alone again.

I hated going to school. I hated myself for getting upset at Her. I hated being alone.

I would feel so terrible sometimes that I would make up excuses so I wouldn't have to go to school. Sometimes I still had to go anyway. But I'd try really hard to find an excuse so I wouldn't have to. I was depressed..

I'm not entirely sure when The Ban was lifted, but when it did, I had friends again. I didn't even care that they ignored me for months, I was just happy that they were back. I never brought it up again. Neither did any of Them. Although I'm pretty sure no one else remembers besides me.

I don't talk to any of them anymore. It still makes me upset to think about it. The funny thing is, this wasn't even what brought us apart. It was Them deciding that I was a bitch and they didn't like me anymore (after spending years using me ofc 🙂). We were 17.

Sometimes I still find myself holding out hope. But I know I'm just kidding myself. I just wish I hadn't wasted years following Them around, hoping to be noticed and seen.

(Sorry for the long rant. Again. Please ignore)

#i needed to rant #sorry #sorry for this #i don't know why I posted this #🙂

[butchfalin]

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours? #also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that! #unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

[egophiliac]

bring back zooterkins, the best 17th-century swear word

I don't normally do Just Characters Swearing, but. ...this kind of wrote itself and then wouldn't leave my head. it comes from both a piece of character-writing advice that has always stuck with me, and also my conviction that Leona is 1000% funnier as a character if his dialogue has to stay G-rated. let Kalim say fuck, but don't let Leona say bastard.

(I'm sorry)

#art #twisted wonderland #(sort of atemporally somewhere between episodes 6 and 7?) #(i - i wanted that lilia joke okay) #long post #tumblr went 'you can post up to 30 images now :)' and i was like well okay then #anyway once again i'm sorry #i'd say i don't know why i did this but actually it is because i wanted kalim to scandalize everyone #i tried to keep it...you know...tasteful. a tasteful amount of fucks. #hey remember how the framing premise for the original birthday interviews was that yuu worked for the school paper #because i have never forgotten. in my head they are still getting up to all kinds of wacky reporting hijinks.

[magnusbae]

To illustrate this post by @mayahawkse I would like to visualize to you the difference:

A post in 2023:

A post in 2014:

A zoom out of the same post:

This is what a community looks like.

See how in 2023 almost all of the reblogs come from the OP, from their few hours/days in the tag search. Meanwhile in 2014 the % of reblogs from OP is insignificant, because most of the reblogs come from the reblogs within the fandom, within the micro-communities formed there. You didn't need to rely on tags, or search, or being featured. Because the community took care of you, made sure to pass the work between themselves and onto their blog and exposed their followers to it. It kept works alive for years.

It's not JUST the reblog/like ratio that causing this issue, it's the type of interaction people have. They're content with scrolling and liking the search engine, instead of actually having a reblogging relationship with other blogs in their community.

Anyways, if you want to see more content you like, the only true way to make it happen is to reblog it. Likes do not forward content in no way but making OP feel nice. Reblogs on the other hand make content eternal. They make it relevant, they make it exist outside of a fickle tumblr search that hardly works on the best of days.

If you want more of something, reblog it.

#i said i wont ever rant about this bc it's unseemly but HONESTLY. #you simply cannot complain about not having enough of A or B or C and then never reblog / interact with the content you love. #If you LOVE something you cannot just leave a like and silently wait for more to happen #I know countless of content creators that simply stopped doing art/writing fic/making edits #You need to understand that fandom content is made FOR the fandom FOR the engagement FOR the entertainment and fun it makes. #If a content creator does not have fun IN the fandom-- why would they spend the scares free time they have on making this content? #And we're not talking about things that you don't like-- no one expects you to reblog things you don't like. #However I think it's safe to say that when a post has more than 5k it's not some random shitpost with no value. #tumblr issues #tumblr #content creators #buns.txt #something something please don't starve your local clowns

[photo-roulette-wheel]

The good will floor

#good will #floor #i don't know why I posted this

[vic-fandom]

I have no idea why

#idk #i don't know why i posted this #i don't know what i'm doing right now #i have no idea why i-

[somniasky]

IDK why but lately I've really been missing the physical sensation of holding a Gameboy Advance SP in my hands.

#amberposting #I don't know why I posted this #I do wish I knew where my childhood system was tho...

[cheesecakemermaid1048]

I just realized in black pearl intro animation,we could have seen how candy diver or their friend died....

And if we go theory that how candy diver’s friend died,them not wanting to leave captain caviar behind makes sense cuz that probably what happened when their friend told them go while he dealt with threat...

#black pearl cookie #cheese talks #cookie run #cookie run kingdom #candy diver cookie #i don't know why i posted this #captain caviar cookie #damn this game got whole alot mroe sadder

[synthcrow]

suckles the blowjob

#cro.txt #I don't know why I posted this

[petricorah]

....right??? [id in alt]

#zukka #zukka fanart #zuko #sokka #myart #avatar the last airbender fanart #i am going to fight colors. im done with how they look completely different when i post them. hgrnrgnngngngnng #i imagine all of the court and attendants all have bets on when zuko and sokka go public. they're not super good at hiding it #and then sokka leaves. and zuko is moody for Totally No Reason and they have to all pretend like they uh. totally don't know why