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pekodayz · 8 months

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this is all ill share b4 i start becoming hyper ultra extremely self aware of my surroundings. taking my own soul

#idk this was like a 5 pt thing idk someone shoot me #NOW.#I WAS BORED OKAY #sugg #i uh……..idk what’s going on (yes I do)#im in the bathroom rn #im gonna hang my head over the toliet now #see how i didnt say his name. i don’t want him showing up in search results

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ciderjacks · 7 months

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the thing is whenever I see discourse on who can “really” use disabled accommodations coming from people with invisible disabilities I’m like. Ok. You guys need to realize being physically disabled does not automatically equal “I get access to all the cool disabled stuff now”, if you don’t actually need it, don’t fucking use it. It doesn’t matter if you’re physically disabled or not, if you don’t need the big bathroom or the special seats or whatever, then don’t use it bruh.

#cripple punk #physically disabled #like…. I see a wheelchair user be like “I wish physically abled people would stop talking up spots for disabled people”#And everytime there’s about 30 entitled people going “WHAT ABOUT INVISIBLE DISABILITIES?”#Like ok yeah invisible disabilities but do you- someone with no mobility aids- need the bathroom designed for wheelchair users #And like Some people do! Some people have certain medical stuff that they need extra space for #But most of the people getting mad over that like #don’t need those resources and just want to use them cause they can #And in that case im like why do you need all that space #Being disabled doesn’t mean you automatically need all the disabled recourses #There are resources made with people like me in mind that I don’t use because I don’t find them necessary enough to take up the space #Of someone who’s gonna need it more

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the-cookie-of-doom · 12 days

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Y’all last night was insane. I felt so hot, getting to Dommy mommy it up. I got whipped!! By a professional dom!! At a fetish club!!! Got hit on by a bunch of people, made out with two different guys (wtf???) and had an all around incredibly slutty and wonderful time. 10/10 this was spiritually healing.

#cookie speaks #like #I never got to have a ho phase #no hit girl summer #nothing #I’ve never been the girl that gets attention like this #people don’t hit on me #I didn’t date until I was 21 and even then I only met my ex through a dating app #like this is insane #first time I’ve ever done something like this #a guy asked if I wanted to go fuck in the bathroom???#I said no but like #WHAT!!#the amount of fantasy material I checked off my list last night #hot damn #I can’t wait for this weeks therapy

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phox-129 · 1 month

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Art I made about my twin brother being out of state for a couple of days

#this abt. we share two classes this school year #and I’ve notified his lack in every single one. I don’t usually notice how close we are until he’s gone #how can you notice something that’s always been there?#I was born knowing him and I’ve never known a life without him #I don’t know what I’m going to do when he moves out. I hate having to share a bathroom with him #he wants to get out of here as soon as possible. I don’t blame him. I want to stay #does he need me as much as I need him? could I live without him? could I live without him?#twins #siblings #sibling relationship #artists on tumblr #art

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autumn-opossum · 11 days

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What if Hemlock doesn’t actually need more funding for project necromancer and instead it’s for more yarn

#he really wanted to prioritize the side business after omega escaped in case that meant project necromancer failed #if you don’t know what I’m talking abt i have a headcanon that he’s a crocheter and thats why his hand hurts #tbb #the bad batch #dr hemlock #royce hemlock #star wars #anyway there was a massive roach in my bathroom just now and it escaped so I’m afraid to go in there ever again #i wonder if tantiss has roaches #i now have a new headcanon that as calm and collected as hemlock usually is he’s TERRIFIED of roaches #whenever he sees one he freaks out and begs scorch to kill it for him #child emerie discovered this one day and put one in his room to mess with him #she never got caught #wow this got carried away #tw cockroaches #ig

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kendallroygf · 4 months

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i once read something that described kendall as taking up maximum space at the dinner table, scoffing everything down and even picking at the food stuck between his teeth at the end . and it’s like. what a wild misunderstanding of the character. he’s constantly wilting, has literally never finished his plate and it’s actually. odd how absent he is at every dinner table , constant dissociation that’s framed as normal as everybody chats around him

#like don’t get me wrong he can definitely put on a show. and he probably likes to. but it’s so obviously fake. like you can #pretend the whale is a shark but at the end of the day it’s still a fucking whale . constant moaning and wailing etc #like i cannot think of any dinner scene in succession where he is fully present. family or otherwise #idk how much sense this makes really. but that bit about him disassociating even in the credits made me think #like . this stems from me writing 1k abt kendall ed the other day. but like yeah he’ll order the 8 ounce steak in front of you and eat it #like he’s normal but the meat stuck between his teeth will drive him crazy #he’ll go to the bathroom for a straightener that doesn’t work and he’ll want to blow #his fucking brains out bc he can’t stick his fingers down his throat here but my god he wants to #sorry. anyway #tw ed #.

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brattybottomdyke · 4 months

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my back hurts and i really want cuddles while watching hercules 🥺

#thinks to self i won’t wear a pad to bed i haven’t gotten my period yet and it doesn’t usually come overnight #goes to bathroom before bed and sees pad that i’ve been wearing stained #well guess my period decided to come 3 days late and now it’s gonna be everyone’s problem #bc now im just feeling really soft and watching hercules #which is one of my comfort movies and work was so busy and it’s gonna be busy as fuck tomorrow too #and i just want to be held and kissed and babied #i don’t wanna work tomorrow #fuck i have to get up early so i need to go to bed #okay goodnight #bottom.spm

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girlfriendsofthegalaxy · 3 months

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now that miss piss has been spayed hopefully she will stop marking in the office? drenched the carpet in enzymatic cleaner, it’s over the balcony railing to dry in the sun, had to move/mop everything in the office in three sections with the appropriate dwell time to let the enzymes work. there are muscles in my back i forgot about and only know they’re there bc they hurt. please clap.

#i used too much product and now i have to go over everything a third time but yanno. i can no longer smell pee.#hopefully that means it is actually gone #poor phil has been hanging out in my bathroom and is not happy about it #phil #she did get the side of my secretary desk :(#i don’t know what i want to Do with that room really #i am hesitant to build a big desk like i want bc i dont know if i will renew my lease yet #i don’t have a good idea of a better place to live and my bestie will not be moving soon #i like this apartment complex but i don’t like the lack of ventilation in here

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dreamerwriternstargazer · 2 months

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Having a mental breakdown at work while smiling and teaching 😄

#star speaks #no because we had like two spirals last night #and then anxiety all night and then I made it worse :D #then I didn’t properly eat this morning and now I’m spiralling about five different things at once #and this is what I mean when I say PTSD is a physical disability because :D as soon as I get home and I don’t have to be at work #I’m going to be physically incapable of doing anything :D #I want to kms because it’s not even an environment problem it’s just my brain doing things #and being at work around a triggering co worker just started a new spiral #and I am taking five in the bathroom ^_^#and now I’m scared to go out #but I have to #*grits teeth and mentally punches a wall*

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twinkskeletons · 6 months

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Hello!

I don’t think we’ve ever personally interacted before (I’ll probably send this as anon), but I follow you, and I’ve been seeing some of your recent posts on my dash!

Not sure how appropriate this actually is, since we’re complete strangers, but, like I said, I’ve been seeing some of your posts that mention, y’know, suicidal ideation & thoughts of/references to self-harm. (Pls keep reading: I’m not like, yelling at you or anything 😭)

I don’t know how you feel right now, nor do I know if this alone will help you feel any better, but you’re not alone (which, I know, from experience, can sound like bullshit or like it doesn’t matter), but really what that means is that other people have felt the way you do, and they’ve lived (that doesn’t mean they’re better than you, it means there’s hope for things to get so much better for you). I’m not gonna pretend you don’t know that suicide is an ending, not a solution, because I figure you know that. I have no idea what’s going on in your life, and it probably doesn’t mean much coming from a stranger on the Internet, but every human life has an intrinsic value, yours included. You matter, deeply. Even if you don’t feel that way (again, I don’t know how you feel, and, since we’re strangers, I’m doing some guesswork based off of personal experience here, sorry!!)

However you’re feeling right now (even if you’ve felt it for a while), I’ll say what everybody says (because despite it all, it is true): life will get better. It can feel like you’re spiraling out of control, or like everything is off balance, or like you’re completely alone and battling everything by yourself, but it won’t always be like that. People care about other people. It’s how shit works. With that, people do care about you. And they should! Which means that people can be there for you when you’re suffering, if you’re able to clue them in as to how you’re doing.

I don’t mean to offend you, or cause you any further harm, but, if you’re able to, I sincerely recommend reaching out to a friend or somebody you trust or love or care about regarding how you’re doing. I know it’s terrifying to do that for so many reasons, and I don’t have all the answers as to how to make that any less terrifying, but I will say this: If I were to find out somebody I loved and cared about (or even just kinda knew) was dealing with something along the lines of thoughts of or patterns of self harm or suicidal ideation, I’d want to know, if only because I wouldn’t want them to suffer in silence, or feel like they were alone.

If you already have talked to somebody and it hasn’t gone over well - sometimes that happens. But (excuse this example, hopefully you’ll appreciate it rather than hate it) Thomas the tank engine didn’t get up that hill by giving it just one go (I have no clue if that was a good analogy for this…)

I just mean, like, idk. I’ve been in what i imagine to be your place before (the whole nine yards), and I’ve had friends who’ve both been suicidal, had suicidal ideation, and actually passed away by way of suicide, and it’s devastating no matter what. Because they matter to me so much. And you matter. A lot. So please try to ask for help. A support system, no matter how small, can go a long way.

The cherry on top for me is that you run a really cool blog, and I’d love for you to keep kicking around. You seem like a pretty awesome stranger to me.

Keep yourself safe! Long live the car crash hearts, and all that (idk if that was cringey, but hopefully you appreciate it)!

wow thank u.. this is the closest i’ve felt to being cared about in a long time.. i do wish i had someone to talk to my dad says i can tell him anything and he loves me but it always feels hollow because i know it isn’t really true and if i told him the reason i’ve been depressed for close to a decade he’d go straight to my mother and they will both do everything in their power to kill me faster.. my closest human relationship is probably with the counsellor i saw once and due to the waiting list i cant see him again til next year.. i don’t have friends irl or online no one really enjoys talking to me which i get i’m not good at it + this is so lame sorry. thanks for this it’s really appreciated <3

#answered #maybe i’ll try and go to college on thursday the teacher for that class is the only person i know to have shown any concern for me at all #and based on the “including trans” signs on the bathrooms and the anti discrimination posters in the halls the staff can’t be transphobic :]#students can. still don’t want to be out to the class

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theres-whump-in-that-nebula · 10 months

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Oh my god. You know it’s getting bad when you start doing things you don’t even want to do to procrastinate on something you really do want to do.

It would be one thing if it were something like a hobby; but the thing I want to do is also extremely necessary to my life.

#Hhhhhhngh #for three weeks I’ve been doing this #I’ve had all the time in the world #and I have a sneaking suspicion that I’m doing this out of a subconscious desire to prove to myself that I’m actually fucked up in the head #Which is already proof enough that I have that desire in the first place; but I keep going because it’s not enough #I only ever feel like I need care when I’m at my absolute worst #And suddenly after being so exhausted that I fell asleep at 7:00 some days; I’m staying up until 2:30 AM and waking up at 8:00???#and I feel fine and perfectly awake; but still can’t manage to get myself out of bed until 10:00 because Comfy #I sit and I read for an hour; then I go on my phone and emerge at 5:00 PM #If I go in the bathroom it takes forever to get back out because I end up talking to myself in the mirror about god knows what #I feel like I need some kind of… idk… very strong stimulant in me so I can actually care about things #not that stimulants work like that; but I need to have some kind of catastrophic life event… to get beaten up or something #something to put pure fear and concern in my veins #It is summer and there is almost no chance of me getting kicked or catching a football in the wrong place #and I don’t have to run right now either #I could do something #I know how #But even that is a damned if you do damned if you don’t situation; because that ALSO makes me not want to do things #At least then I’d have a palpable (literally) excuse but uh…. I’m still kind of getting over the last time #I am on my phone all day and I recognize that’s bad; but the thing I need to do is to send an email… which is on my phone; so there’s that #hypocritical #idk there’s something about using limited supplies to deal with a problem that needs more and hoping for the best #it excites me #Makes me feel like a big boy who can handle serious situations #But if I create the problem then it means nothing except that I cannot handle problems at all #I should not have all the responsibilities I do because I am not entirely in my right mind #I am thinking about it though #It’s tempting #get behind me satan

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russilton · 4 months

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I was wondering why you draw Lewis’ hair as just squiggles coming out of his forehead and not in any defined pattern. Because typically IRL his hair is parted in places and you erase a lot of detail.

Honestly, part of it is a stylistic choice and part of it is cutting corners on detail to create a recognisable shape when too much detailing ended up making him look bald. Rather than it being a perfect copy of one of his haircuts it’s a blended slightly fictional version of several- which is an approach I took to most haircuts of real folk.

I also started drawing Lewis around Brazil/qatar 2021 when his partings were a lot closer, and I believe these are partially faux locs rather than the twists he usually has now- so you’re right that there’s absolutely lost detail there because I’m still working off an old style

Once you get past the recognisable hairline, the layers of parting became really hard to define without looking overly detailed, so I went for a shape of his hair rather than detail that layering

It’s sort of the same reason I don’t draw more realistic detail in georges hair either, it’s more of a cartoon shape than a real visual copy of his hair, because when too much focus is on mirroring the real look 1:1, it becomes more striking how the rest of his face isn’t exactly right. Instead, like with Lewis, the hairline and overall shape is priority, and layering lost to that shaping, it is admittedly hard to make a 3D shape fit a 2D style, and I won’t pretend I’m great at it.

That being said, I’ve never been super happy with how I draw lewis’ hair, and I’ve been making an effort with some recent unfinished art to experiment with new detail and some textured hair brushes I picked up from black artists on IG. I haven’t found something that works with my blocky blunt line art quite yet, which is why I’m still working on it, and as you can see below I still haven’t found something that helps with the layering

I’m in a very filtered corner of f1 where I don’t see much outside of real photos and gewis, so if anyone has favourite examples of how creators they like have stylised lewis’ hair, drop them in my inbox! I could use extra inspiration, and I would love to see any other examples of how people have cartoonised twists vs braids in a cell shady style to make it clear they are different patterns bc I’ve been struggling!

Tldr: it’s partially a style choice and partially a lack of skill, I’m working on it, would appreciate inspiration from other artists!

#‘mark why are you awake’ ‘ saw this ask while going to he bathroom and couldn’t sleep till it was answered’s #asks #anonymous #mark rambles #Lewis’ hair is the last part of any fan art I do bc it’s so- I know I’m not doing it right!#but the changes I make look wrong roo #you haven’t seen art from me in a while because I’m struggling with health and modifying this way of drawing hai #*hair #I don’t want to half ass it #full ass only

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tardisteam1 · 2 months

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Mood for today is sad because plans I made before I became a hockey fan have made it so I can’t watch either games tonight :((

#pwhl #like c’mom past me couldn’t you have had a vision and stopped this?? we’re socially awkward what were you doing making plans anyway??#to be fair it’s with friends I haven’t seen in ages so it’s noy that I don’t want to go out I do really want to see them but I also really #want to watch hockey and I’m annoyed I can’t do both #makes it worse I was going to get to double screen because the games are actually at a good time for my time zone and I haven’t had that #double screen excitement in ages :((#if I find myself in the bathroom catching half a period I’ll let y’all know because I think it will be funny #like we’re going clubbing so there’s 99% chance someone could either be necking off or crying because of a break up and I’ll be sat their #on the edge of the closed toilet seat because Boston have a lane to score #ignore the tag typos pls my dyslexia is popping of today

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tariah23 · 2 months

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Ppl will do anything for internet clout oh my god

#this dude is arguing with the Cartel as he’s streaming and mocking them #as if they don’t have ppl to snatch him up or they can’t just get here themselves #they’ve done this plenty of times to Americans talking crazy #what the hell #rambling #just the other day some dude edited a picture of his burger to make it look undercooked so that he could get his money back from DoorDash….#which is??? hopefully the restaurant he got the burger from wasn’t like a family owned one #don’t mess up ppls businesses like that #some other dude was online bragging about how his boss or whoever let him mop the bathrooms down and let him go home so he didn’t even have #to do his full 6 hours or community service and everyone was like ‘you’re gonna get that guy fired you idiot delete this-‘#like why even post about it- especially if you’re a convict like I’m sure you have people watching you man come on #I hope that guy didn’t get fired just because he wanted to be nice to an idiot like that #and of course that lady who posted her baby waxing adult coochie…….. you really don’t… have to post everything online #well it was good that she was stupid enough to do so in the end considering what she had her daughter doing