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#I don’t know if it’s because my birthday is in October or I just adore glowy leaves but I adore himmm
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Comte 7th Birthday Story Event Translation
Hey everybody! Been a bit of a hectic month, but you know the hype never stops for Comte in this house. I've translated the first parts of this story, with more to come as soon as I complete the rest.
Without further ado, jpnese story event spoilers below:
One day, at the beginning of October, just as the signs of autumn were beginning to deepen-- I was enjoying tea time with Comte under the pavilion of the mansion. MC: There’s no mistaking it, clear skies and the sun high in the sky…it’s nearly autumn. Comte: Yes. It’s pure bliss to be able to have tea time outside on such a pleasant and sunny day. Comte, who was sitting across from me, suddenly frowns at the oncoming breeze. Comte: But the wind is a little chilly. Are you cold, MC? MC: No, I don’t mind it…[sneeze sfx] (! What a moment for me to sneeze of all times…) Comte: …
MC: I-I’m sorry. But really, I’m okay. He suddenly smiled and stood up as I anxiously tried to reassure him. Comte: --Don’t push yourself too hard. Comte, who moved to sit next to me, unfolded his coat and hugged me from behind to wrap me up in his warmth. MC: Th-thank you very much Comte: You’re welcome (It’s warm…) While I’m ticklishly happy and delighted, Comte spoke as if he had remembered something.
Literally????? That's so cute. No notes that is the sweetest thing I've ever witnessed. It's hilarious because as I was reading I was so 👀 why don't you warm her up, then, Comte. And then he immediately did and I was like AAAAAAAA BEST MAN!!!! KING!!!!!!
I have decided my new eternal location will be within Comte's coat, no I don't take criticism. This is my happy place
Comte: I’ve heard that my aristocratic friends have decided to hold a birthday party for me on October 25th this year. MC: Oh my, that’s wonderful Comte: If you don’t mind, I’d like to go with you Comte: --Will you stay by my side as my partner, MC? I couldn’t help the way my cheeks burned as he looked intently into my eyes. MC: If you’ll have me, then with pleasure When I nodded Comte beamed, his eyes sparkling with delight. Comte: Thank you, I’m looking forward to escorting you that day.
At the risk of calling him adorable 18 times in the course of this process, I will now be communicating telepathically--
(If it’s a party explicitly for him, it’ll probably be more luxurious than usual.) (If it’s on his birthday, I want to do something to celebrate him too…) What on earth should I do, what can I do to make Comte happy? (...there’s still some time. I’ll think it over.) It remained on my mind-- (What should I do? I was still mulling it over, despite his birthday only three days away…) (The time limit served to make me more anxious, and I couldn’t seem to think straight. As I walked down the hall worrying…) Leonardo: What’s wrong, cara mia? There’s a deep furrow in your brow
I love Leonardo so much sometimes, "ayo your face is all messed up, what's the matter?" this is just classic him, 11/10 never gets old
MC: Oh… Leonardo was walking by and stopped me, which was enough to make me come to my senses. (Yes, I might be able to get some good ideas from Leonardo…!) MC: Leonardo, could you give me some advice? Leonardo: Hm? I don’t mind… Leonardo blinked with surprise for a moment, before turning his face and smiling. Leonardo: Does cara mia’s problem…have something to do with ‘Comte’s’ birthday? MC: How did you… (Was it written all over my face?)
Oh MC, we really in it now--
As my voice lowered from the embarrassment of being seen through, Leonardo laughed with good humor. Leonardo: Actually, just a moment ago, Comte wouldn’t stop gushing about how excited he was to go to his birthday party with you. (Oh, I’m in love with you…) I was beyond happy--but also feeling shy about it--and all of a sudden I went pink from the neck up. Leonardo: So, what is it that you’re worried about? MC: …I wanted to be able to congratulate him in my own way, but given Comte is a man with everything at his fingertips I have no idea what to get him. I’ve been wracking my brain. MC: You’ve known him for a long time, haven’t you Leonardo? Can you give me some pointers? Leonardo: I see, that’s a very cute problem Leonardo laughed lightly as he answered.
Literally that part with MC where she goes (Oh, I'm in love with you...) had to be one of the funniest moments of identification I've ever had while playing an otome. The way she really went SOBS WAILS CRIES HE'S ADORABLE AAAAAAAA because g o d, same. I love how Comte is just that guy who gets married and is like HAVE YOU SEEN MY WIFE. I LOVE MY WIFE. WHERE'S MY WIFE--deadass it's like that one reddit guy meme (mywife is soft nd ilikeher...) from a while back.
I also think it's so cute that Leo's just watching all this from afar like ":> good for them." It just gave me such warm fuzzies!!
Leonardo: All I can say is Leonardo: Even if you have everything…that doesn’t necessarily mean you feel fulfilled/satisfied in every way possible. MC: huh… (What does he mean?) Leonardo squints his eyes a little at me when I tilt my head. He looks calm, but also like he’s looking somewhere far away. Leonardo: Why don’t you ask Comte what it was like, on his birthday, before he met you. (What was it like on his birthday before he met me…?) As I was deep in thought, Leonardo patted me on the shoulder as the corner of his mouth went up a little. Leonardo: Well, in the end, I think even if you don’t--he’ll be happy with whatever present you think of.
Honestly this is something that's frequently on my mind, and really timely in the context of the 5th bday story that just came out. Because I really do think Comte values sincerity of feeling and consideration for him a whole lot more than he does anything material. I've also been thinking about his upbringing and how it created a basis for that feeling, a kind of vacuum in his interactions with the world--in which a buried and silenced yearning keeps resurfacing despite his best efforts to smile and keep moving. Namely because he met people and had mentors who were earnest and heartfelt in their care for him, who raised him like a human child. Then he was more or less told at like 12 with zero warning: yeah you're never going to feel that again. Perform to survive and that's the most you'll ever get out of life. (Fellas...)
How to broach the topic. On the one hand, I could see how this is a reflection of a warped understanding--arguably even a kind of deeply embodied hopelessness--that his family/other purebloods imbued into him. But on the other, I can't help but feel that's just so many levels of effed up. It's not really hard to imagine how Comte lost himself, became so conflicted and distanced from his own desires. It's interesting too, because when Vlad tells him in the main story route "So you’re not going to do anything, as usual?…You’ve always been uncertain and indecisive, Comte…Even when you lost ‘her’ during the war…" and more or less goads him, I don't think I fully appreciated the meaning behind Comte's silent answering wrath at the implication. Because to be honest, Vlad was hitting an extremely sensitive point; that Comte wants more, but genuinely struggles acting on it with confidence because of his experiences and conditioning.
One thing I love about Ikevamp is that it is quintessential good writing in the sense that, even years later, I go back and I see dimensions to what's been said/felt and more layers of nuance than I'd ever imagined. Certainly Vlad's sentiment is insensitive on the surface level: he's making light of someone who died horribly, someone who died unjustly, in front of someone who felt real love for that person's life. But even deeper than that, Vlad's mocking a profound insecurity and point of prolonged pain for Comte that he struggles to talk about with much of anyone. To know that, and to use something so deeply private, is like the twist of a knife already embedded beneath the skin. It's no wonder Comte has a moment where he's inches from retaliating against his better judgment.
I feel like I also identify with this notion of feeling like something is deeply wrong, but not having the scope to be able to fully understand why or how to break away from it. I find it really realistic that Comte needed time and input from others to move away from that conditioning, to start seeing the world in a different light. Maybe even more apt, it all started with an act of courage; messy, well-meaning, imperfect--but true to who he wanted to be for the first time in his long life.
As I was spending time with Comte later that night, I couldn’t get Leonardo’s words out of my mind the entire time… Comte: --MC. [the way i hid my face STOP READING MY MIND S I R] Suddenly, Comte looked over from where he was sitting next to me. Comte: You look like there’s something’s weighing on your mind…did something happen? MC: Well… At the sound of his gentle probing, I find the courage to ask. MC: Earlier today, I was talking to Leonardo about attending the birthday party. Along the way I started to wonder what it was like for you on your birthdays before we met. MC: Could you please tell me about your birthday…before you met me?
Okay but like. I am seriously such a sucker for a couple knowing each other long enough where they just. Glance at the other and are like "aight wtf happened." It's beautiful. 100/10 hits every single time. No notes, poetic cinema.
I also love this sensibility between them where they're very good at giving each other some time to process things first. Like I can think of so many instances where Comte knew something was wrong immediately, but he waited to bring it up out of respect for her 🥺💜
Comte: … He blinked a little in surprise, but then his face clouded. Comte: …my birthday, before I met you? Comte: It’s such a boring/trifling story it wouldn’t even be worth telling as a bedtime story. MC: I’d still like to know…please, if you could tell me. I stared at him, and he let out a small sigh after I asked. Comte: --What I’m going to tell you now, it was a long time ago. Comte: There were many, many occasions in which other aristocrats threw big birthday parties for me. 
Okay, I wanna talk about this mainly because I was so genuinely shocked by his sheer...vehemence? And self-derision regarding who he perceives he used to be. Because I feel like he usually just tries to elide it, or make light of it--not the visceral contempt here that startled me. In some ways, I feel like it might be because he feels more comfortable expressing the extent of his unhappiness with how his life used to be, and that's a good thing. On the other--;-;. I just want to hug him so bad...Comte don't deride the man I love, he's doing his best and is very special to me and lovely 😭
(Flashback begins) --Music plays at a spectacular venue and various meals were provided to entertain people dressed to the nines. Comte, who was the star of the night, was surrounded by many gorgeous women… Noble’s daughter: Congratulations, Comte Noblewoman: Congratulations! Blessings, mountains of gifts, and laughter echoes throughout the venue. At first glance, it did indeed look like a gorgeous birthday party, but in reality it was just a pretense. (No matter who I look at, this place reeks of barely disguised avaricious ambition.) No matter how many well wishes I receive in a place where such vapid desires swirl, my heart will never be satisfied-- Comte: While it may have been a birthday party, ultimately everyone was there for the sake of my wealth, status, and power…. Comte: --No matter how gorgeous the evening party, every corner of the room dripping in vanity left my heart more unsatisfied than ever.
Literally I am torn between two feelings. The first being, oh Abel. King. You would have loved My Chemical Romance, you were robbed as a young vampire. Second, the sheer unabating passion I feel for his emo dismissal of their vapidities is enough to make me explode. Comte I want you carnally. There's something very real and hilarious about even rich people hating other rich people that makes me wheeze.
(To be fair, there were likely a few decent folk among them as it often happens in any demographic of people--I just think it's very growing pains mood to kind of lose hope in others. We all have that phase.)
MC: … I was speechless, and kept staring at him in silence. His profile took on a blank, empty look; it was hard to believe he was talking about his own birthday party. Just looking at that expression makes my heart tighten… Comte: On the surface, I made an effort to look like I was enjoying myself. But deep down it just wasn’t the case-- Comte: With one of my pureblood friends, I accidentally let it slip when I was talking to him that same night. Comte: I feel so…empty (returns to the flashback)
Not the dissociation taking over, king 😭😭😭😭😭😭
Although this next part gets so unhinged I was literally screaming, it's a miracle Comte is some degree of normal after exposure to whatever the hell this is.
Pureblood friend: In that case, it might do you some good to fall in love. It would be nice to fall in love with another pureblood…but it would be especially nice with a human. Falling in love with a human will fill your heart with more warmth than ever before. Comte: Why would you go to the trouble of falling in love with a human…? Pureblood friend: They are truly beautiful, incandescent in the short lives that they live. They have the spark of life that we lack. I was intrigued by the “love that transcends kind” that my friend talked about so enthusiastically-- Comte: And what happened to that human lover…? Pureblood friend: …We broke up My friend shrugged his shoulders, looking rather sad. Pureblood friend: I knew I couldn’t stay by her side forever. So I said goodbye before it became too hard. Pureblood friend: Besides, if we stayed together for too long, people would eventually realize who we really are. We are different creatures, after all. Comte: …I see. [he looks so openly upset about this ;HDSGLKHDJFGHLKSJH] Pureblood friend: But I have no regrets. Even if it was only for a short while, I was able to love someone so deeply.
Where do I even begin with this one. What kind of advice is this.
Comte: feeling the existential dread more acutely with each passing day. will the emptiness ever end? His friend: go have a human fling and that'll make everything better. just let someone else fix you
He really said "bestie it's time for hot girl summer" and I really just don't know what to say here. Like. Please don't try this at home????? That is not remotely the correct answer but also that's lowkey so insane it loops right back around to being uproariously funny. The absurdist humor just writes itself here honestly.
This is what people mean when they say those born rich and powerful are just severely out of touch with basic tenants of humanity.
I’m torn between feeling disappointed, but also understanding where he’s coming from. No matter how hot the flame of love burns--it takes but a moment to extinguish between purebloods and human people. (No, it’s not limited to love…that’s how it always is, with humans. Every interaction is destined to end sooner or later.) Every time it happens, I feel the sadness pile up in my heart. How long will I go on living like this? The only answer I ever get is that it’s eternally inevitable. I lived in fear of that loneliness, seeking to avoid it by indulging in momentary pleasures-- (End of flashback) Comte: I figured the day I would feel fulfilled would never truly come… Comte: I lived as I pleased, such was the nature of my decadent birthdays.
Rest assured, Comte demonstrates how much he took this advice with a grain of salt throughout this event--which is honestly something I love so much about him. It's clear he really only agrees on the level of how difficult it is to be close to humankind, not really the idea that flings are the universal stopgap to his despair. I do think it's true we need support from others to grow and change, but I don't think this nuance is quite captured by his pureblood friend. I think Comte felt it didn't serve as an answer that was satisfactory to him, so he did what made him feel safe until he could understand how to act on what he wanted.
MC: Oh… I get a glimpse of him as he was all those years ago, buried in the emptiness of his past. I naturally hugged him close to me where I was sitting beside him. Comte: MC… Comte murmured in surprise, wrapping his arms around me and stroking my back. Comte: …While I was reminiscing about my birthday, it seems I got a bit carried away with the conversation.
EVERYBODY SAY THANK YOU MC FOR HUGGING COMTE, BECAUSE GOD SAME. THIS POOR MAN :(( 💜💜💜💜
Comte: You can rest assured. It’s already a thing of the past, that I would spend each birthday mired in such dissatisfaction.  MC: Then, what about now…? When I looked up, even from this close proximity his eyes only reflected me. Comte: --my thoughts from that time have changed ever since I met you. He touches my cheek and strokes it as if to seek out my warmth. Comte: 'Even if I fall in love, this emptiness will never be filled…' Comte: What’s more, I’ve given up on the idea that it’s futile to fall in love with a human, that I would only suffer from the distance between us… Comte: MC, you’re the one who changed everything for me.
Screaming, crying, wailing, barking, etc.
But also I feel something so real and raw in the idea that he was just tired of being forced to hide all his life. The earnest yearning for someone who can love and accept you as you are, rather than for all that you feel you have to be. The difference between love that is perpetually conditional, versus unconditionally gifted in perpetuum.
MC: Me…? Comte: Yes Comte smiled and looked up gently, leaning closer. Comte: I met you, and I fell in love with you from the bottom of my heart. Comte: In you, I found meaning in building up the “present” that we share together, accumulating into eternity. When I closed my eyes, soft lips pressed against mine lovingly. Comte: …you filled up the emptiness in my heart. The shadow that had crept into his eyes vanished just as quickly as it had emerged, filling me with relief. (“Even if you have everything, that doesn’t necessarily mean you’re satisfied with it all.”...) (I think I finally understand what Leonardo was getting at…) When this occurred to me, something came to mind that I wanted to give him for his birthday…--
--It was the day of Comte’s birthday celebration. We were heading over to the party. Comte dressed me in fineries, from dresses to jewelry to accessories, for today. MC: Thank you for such a wonderful dress and accessories… Comte: It was my pleasure, thank you for indulging my selfishness. Comte: I was especially excited to dress you up to my liking, tonight. Comte, who was sitting across from me, narrowed his eyes that were tinged with love. Comte: You look stunning, every bit as much as I thought you would. It’s going to be a challenge keeping you away from everyone who falls madly in love at the sight of you, once again.
MC: Th-there’s no one like that, don’t be silly Comte: Yes there is. In fact, he’s sitting right in front of you…a man who sees only you. When I looked down, shy from all the words of praise and his unabashedly passionate gaze, the stone on my bracelet caught my eye. (This is…) I didn’t notice it when I was changing into everything, but when the setting sun’s light shone against it, the stone turned the same amber color as Comte’s eyes--a sparkling gold. At the same moment, the carriage came to a halt. Comte: It appears we’ve arrived. Now, MC, allow me to escort you. --When we entered the venue, everyone was already gathered and waiting for our arrival. The eyes of the guests turned toward us in unison. Aristocratic woman: Comte! Happy birthday! Daughter of a noble family: You look very handsome tonight, Comte! Just like the story he recounted to me of birthdays past, many beautiful women began to gather around Comte. However, Comte’s eyes were on me…. Comte: Come here, MC
"He's sitting right in front of you...a man who sees only you."
However, Comte's eyes were on me...... "Come here, MC"
S T O P KING, it's a wonder MC didn't disintegrate from the attention, I know I would straight up perish 😭🥺💜
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kanmom51 · 1 year
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This is big
A good day we are having.
I was going to start with a bright good day, but it’s kind of yucky for me here (overcast, raining, a little cold, not what you would expect towards the end of Spring here), but I do guess it’s a bright day somewhere in the world, so I will go with that.
A good bright day we are having today guys.
I know I’m a little late to the party, but what can you do?  We gotta make a living.  So, as much as I was dying to post this morning (cause I did see it ALL pretty much as I started my day), I just couldn’t, not the way I like to, with receipts.
JK
JK is the man.
There, I said it.
He kind of surprises us every time.
And I don’t know why we are surprised, because he has been kind of screaming blue murder since 8 November 2017 that JM is HIS (in his own way, in the way he can under the circumstances, and I’ll get into that a little later on), but still, he surprises us every single time.
And K-army, they are going WILD.
And when K-army go wild you know it’s a big one.
So, what did he do this time?  Our JK.
He went and posted on IG.
Wow, awe, nah, not that, lol.
This kind of has a couple of layers to it.
I’ll start at the beginning, which is JK posting a photo of himself from Qatar in his usual new IG layout.
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He does this on 26.10.22, at 11:02 KST (all there pics posted were withing the 11:02, a few seconds within each other).
Let’s look at the numbers for that.
Date first:
26 October 2022.
Which happens to be…drum roll…
Exactly mid-way between JM’s birthday (13 October) and the famous 8 November.
13 days following JM’s birthday and 13 days to the 8 November 2022.
I was thinking of doing the whole day counter screenshot and stuff, but honestly, I counted the days with my fingers.  Use your fingers to count them.  Believe me, you’ll get the same results.
Coincidence?
Nope.  Enough with the usage of this word.  It’s just too much.  Especially when we move on to see what else we had here.
26.10.22 11:02pm –
2+6+1+2+2=
13
11+2=
13
Another coincidence?
Give me a break.
 
But you see, it doesn’t end there.
Cause JK, he’s like “I don’t think they will understand where I’m going with this.  I need to do something bigger, louder…ahm..Let me think about it…Oh, I know…”
BAM
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Lol, not that bam, but maybe this one:
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He posts to his story.
A cute winkie kissy pouty selfie.
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At 11:08 pm KST or 5:08 pm Qatar time.
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11:08
And
5+8=13
So, just in case, you know, the fans lost the plot with his first post.  Just in case they didn’t catch on to the reference not only to the 13 but also to 8 November, he decided he needed to be MUCH clearer.
And how much clearer can you be than actually posting on the hour?
Once again with the 11:08.  You know, like he’s done in the past.
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Still think it’s all a coincidence?
I can tell you loud and clear that I don’t.
Neither do K-JKKs.
Now, I know that JM and JK communicate on the private, you know, through some kind of app like Kakao talk or WhatsApp where they can’t be monitored (I’ll leave it at that), and they definitely don’t need to send each other messages through their public IG accounts.
Saying that, I do think this is also a message to JM.
One that says “I love you and I want to scream it from the rooftop.  And knowing that I can’t do that, I’m doing the next best thing.”
People will argue: why would they need that?  If they are a closeted couple why would they want people to know?
And I’d start by saying:  Really?  That’s what you’re arguing?
Let’s talk about straight couples, why don’t we?  Those that don’t have to hide who they are dating, who they love, who they are with.
In EVERY culture – couples like that HAVE to show others they are together.  It’s a “I’m happy I’m in a relationship” thing.  It’s a “keep you hands to yourselves, this one is taken – by me”.  It’s an “I adore this person and he’s all mine”.
And they do it in many ways:
It’s the matchy matchy clothing and accessorizing (in Korean culture).
It’s with jewelry like couple rings, couple necklaces or bracelets, engagement and wedding rings.
It’s with couple selfies and pics and posts.
It’s with PDA, where it’s socially and culturally acceptable.
It’s with just saying it out loud proudly – “we are together, we are a couple, we love each other…”
 
Why would a closeted couple, one that the society they live in does not look positively on their relationship, be any different in the sense of wanting to show, flaunt their love?
But they can’t say it, scream it in words.
And JM and JK are a closeted couple.  They can’t be obvious, well not too obvious, not in a way that a straight couple can (and don’t get me started on their industry either, cause that’s also another issue they have to deal with, one that doesn’t allow a straight couple to show they are together either, re: you know who).
So they find other ways to do it.
They find that going matchy matchy with their clothes and accessories might raise an eyebrow here and there, but they can get away with it.  Bangtan wear each other’s clothes, they all do it, nothing special about those two.  So maybe it’s not enough.  Not a strong enough statement.
JK sucked on JM’s ear for god’s sake, in front of thousands of fans.  It has been paraded by the company in official content ever since.
In that moment, when JK was sucking on JM’s ear, you see just how emotional JM gets.  Cause he knows.  He knows this is JK’s way of screaming to the world that JM is his, that they are more than ‘brothers’ or just friends.
But apparently, it did not make much on an impact, because supposedly, according to the fandom, either there was no actual ear sucking (I guess those fans need glasses or eyes, take your pick), or that’s just something you do with your bro (don’t get me started on that word and JK using it in his birthday message to JM).
JK paraded his hickey from JM.  Clearly ‘brother’ or platonic friends don’t mark each other, right?
 Apparently they do.  This too was not enough. 
Because once again, either it’s a bite (interesting one at that, with no teeth marks but definite hickey bruising), or it’s just a playful bro thing that evidently these fans do with their siblings or platonic friends (ok then, that’s kind of disturbing), or, and I just ‘love’ this one, JM ‘the man’ lending a hand to his bro JK by covering up his girlfriend’s hickey (cause these guys have never heard of makeup and concealer, and NEVER covered up a hickey or two in the past – laughable).
 
 
And you may ask:  Where are you going with this? Get to the fucking point…
So here it is:
I know there are many that are all about:
“This whole numbers thing it’s ridiculous” or “it doesn’t mean anything” or “eh, just a coincidence you delusional people keep riding on”. 
Well, thing is once, twice, even three or four times is a coincidence.  But when it’s more it’s a pattern.  And this is a pattern.  One that means something.  One that is trying to tell us something they can’t say out loud.
Because just like you and I, who love to say we are in a relationship, that we are happily married, or engaged or love our partners, or want to tell the world “that person is off the market, so hands off, they are MINE” – believe me both JM and JK want the exact same thing.  To be able to say that.  Show that. 
Do you remember that interview where RM and V pipe up to the question “who’s the best with the ladies” to say it was JK?  JM’s face?
Or even just now, the after Busan concert live and the “marry me JK” conversation.
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Or I heart radio when the fans was screaming “I love you” to JM – JK’s reaction?
They want other to know that their significant other is theirs and definitely off the market. 
But unlike us, they can’t do that.  They can’t say that, scream that.  That would be not stretching that rubber band they keep stretching time and time again.  That would be to outright tear it, and they can’t do that.  Not yet.  Not now.  Not with their solo albums coming up, not with enlistment coming up and not under this current administration.
So they do this.
They do the little things like the matching clothes or accessories.
They do the bigger things like the ear suck and hickey showing off (which once again, they saw just was not enough). 
And they do this.  The numbers.  The playing with the dates.
That is their way.
 
This started out as a post about JK’s wow IG activity and turned into a Ted talk about the meaning of the numbers and why they are indeed a message, a code per say, to those that are willing to listen.
My apologies.
Well, maybe not really.
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theyarebothgunshot · 2 years
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“...and they were roommates!”
ever since blanky gate, i have been itching to delve into the period of time when misha supposedly lived together with jensen. anddd this week, i did just that. more under the cut.
what i tried to do is go over things that happened from july 2017 (the beginning of filming s13) through march 2020 (when they had to stop filming after 15x18 because of covid), in more or less chronological order. as far as i can tell, there is no clear consensus about when exactly misha said he moved in with a friend in vancouver, but i saw a few people refer to him stating that during s13. so that is what i went with. i realize that because of hiatus and other circumstances, they clearly weren’t in the same apartment at all times, so don’t get nitpicky with me please.
i also didn’t include every single interaction or picture that i could find, but simply the highlights. 
disclaimer: i am not making this to make a statement about anything regarding sexuality, or to make a point one way or the other. i am simply posting this because i think they have a very special bond and that is beautiful to me no matter what, and i think a lot of people can agree on that, so that is why i am sharing. enjoy! share my pain! etc!
2017
july:
during sdcc, misha can’t help himself and claims his favorite prop is dean 
august:
jensen let’s the world know that he would love to do a western slash romcom with misha. give it to us in a way we don’t expect it 
he also wrote the word ‘yum’ on a piece of punk!cas art. a very normal thing to do
this wholeeee gish thing *waves hand* is a lot
october:
i think this is supposed to be a sextoy joke. anyways. yeah.
it’s jensen’s turn to have his foot in his mouth as he says that misha looks ‘convincing’ in a dress
november:
honcon my absolute beloved 
december:
jensen would like to be a fallen angel
some soft jenmisheel christmas charity action
2018
february:
misha came to watch jensen perform, not behind the stage but in the audience
march:
a classic birthday tweet from misha ft. one of their sunset pic
~domestic vibes i gues idk i just think it’s cute
april:
ah yes. that time misha started to talk about him and jensen sharing clothes. 
a repeat of the classic ‘i’ll have what he’s having’
may:
jensen encourages misha to strip
sigh. just jib stuff, you know how it be
jensen offered misha his shirt this morning
misha is jensen’s pebble
looking dapper in matching suits 
some cute interactions re: the suits
june:
misha would take jensen home when the show ends
jensen being adorable while he tells the story of how exciting misha got during scoobynatural 
jensen wore a very particular ring 
august:
jensen wishes misha a happy birthday <3
playfully bickering like an old married couple over a shirt
idk why exactly but this sounds dirty to me sooo lmao
september:
cute dvd commentary by jensen and danneel
some more cute bickering + bonus alaina comment
the definition of ‘you’re doing amazing sweetie!’
october:
jensen would advice dean to avoid brunettes with trenchcoats
misha recites a poem about missing someone
jensen has MANY videos of misha
november:
300th episode party my beloved
december:
misha recites a poem and jensen comments on it
2019
january:
misha posts a vid and jensen comments
look i’m just saying that misha is not a dumb man and i think he knew what he was doing here
as did stands
an ew journalist ships it, i guess?
jensen will always be misha’s princess
february:
‘miss you.’
‘there’ll be no living with him now’
march:
another year another birthday tweet
misha slept in jared’s apartment ‘what?’ ‘it didn’t mean anything!’
supernatural is coming to an end
april:
according to misha, jensen is ‘tidy’
may:
the famous straddlegate panel. a lot happened. a lot.
misha calls jensen very submissive 
behaving like children
july:
the last ever sdcc panel
‘this guy is always partially-obscuring my view of sunsets’
august:
grumpily checking each other out & a soft hug
‘hey sweetheart, not cool’ if you hear it you do, if you don’t you don’t
a lil on-set birthday party for misha
domestic s14 bloopers
the ew shoot took place in august
misha and jensen went to the hospital together to see a precious new born baby
september:
jensen shares the story about the dogs names jensen and misha
october:
misha posts and jensen comments
dressing up
misha wears a very particular ring
november:
‘what crazy things have you done to each other’
‘i’m trying not to say that our character would be having sex’
promoting the cookbook together
more lovely cookbook posts and comments!
‘i’m sorry your camera operator keeps checking you out’
a knock knock joke peak dad humor
more cockles content? ‘go to the back of the line’
misha drives the impala (spot the ring) + jensen comments
jensen and misha make destiel related innuendos
december:
a lesson in sign language
‘10 years. same bar. same table. same company. same good times.’
february:
misha texts a cockles/destiel pic on feb 13th
march:
misha’s birthday post for jensen + jensen posts a pic misha took
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𝐆𝐄𝐓 𝐓𝐎 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐌𝐔𝐍.
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Tagged By: @witchcraftandburialdirt (Thank you dear!)
what made you pick up the current muse(s) you have? ━━ This is going to sound incredibly basic, but it was Caitlyn's depiction in the Warriors cinematic. Before that Cait was always shown in her awful stripper parody of herself costume, so seeing her be so cool while at the same time getting the itch to get back into RP was a perfect combination. And I'm glad too, cause I started writing a few moments before she became extremely popular cause of her ASU and Arcane, so I always have some food and inspiration!
is there anything you don’t like to write? ━━ Not per se? I tend to be open to a lot of stuff depending on the partner I am writing with. If it counts, I guess I don't like being thrusted into a position where I HAVE to write something I'm not comfortable with without my partner having double checked.
is there anything you really enjoy writing? ━━ I'm going to be real with you chief, I like writing dumb shit. It's just fun, I try to both have fun with my writing and make others have fun as well. I love angst, I love smut, I love fluff, I adore all of it, but funny stuff? Comedy? Oh that's my jam, I am here for the memes.
how do you come up with headcanons? ━━70% of the time it's usually me talking to other people and a subject with be brought up, like amount of languages learnt, or instruments, and such and I end up thinking how does Cait relate. The other 30% it's actually something I have completly stolen from other media lol. I will just see something that jumps at me and think 'Oh Cait can do that too'
do you write in silence or do you play music?  ━━ I tend to write in silence, if nothing else because listening to music while writing makes my brain's wires get mixed. There are times when I listen to music, but it's more for ideation and inspiration.
do you plan your replies or wing them? ━━I tend to wing it! I ask beforehand if we have a plan for the specific thread, and if so I try to steer it in that direction, but for the most part I don't know what I will do until I get behind the keyboard.
do you enjoy shipping?  ━━ Absolutely, I am a ship whore. Clarification, I don't ship with anyone ever, and I do enjoy just a biiiit of preamble, characters meeting and interacting
what’s your alias/name?  ━━ Monkey or Choncc preferably
age? ━━ 27
birthday? ━━ The 25th of October
favorite color? ━━ It changes depending on my mood, but purple
favorite song? ━━ Don't have one! I tend to listen to a lot of stuff until I get bored of it and move on until I decide I can come back to it kek. At the moment my favorite song to listen to is Industry Baby .
last movie you watched? ━━ Madame Web, it was trash, I loved it.
last show you watched? ━━ Dungeon Meshi! Sidenote, WATCH DUNGEON MESHI.
last song you listened to? ━━Molgera's Theme Remix. (Blame @songofsilentechoes I've been listening to it religiously)
favorite food? ━━ Oh fuck, I'm a fat bastard how can I pick ONE?! You have milanesas, pasta carbonara, pizza, and so much more....shit I'll have to go with a classic and say double cheese burger, but that's a tough one and very interchangable.
favorite season? ━━ Winter. FUCK THE HEAT, ALL MY HOMIES HATE THE HEAT. COLD SQUAD FOR LIFE. Unless I'm at the beach
do you have a Tumblr best friend? ━━ Shoutout to my VAMPIRE SQUAD. @thegoldentigress/@nova--spark , @angelicxlly , @heredis-sanguinis and @weapon-turned-jack
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Tagging: @songofsilentechoes @risingshine @undercity-merc @ferinehuntress @shimmerbeasts @playgroundmonsters @blackrosesmatron @darkin-of-shurima @heredis-sanguinis @weapon-turned-jack @nova--spark And whoever else wants to!
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hey can i please request a twisted wonderland march romantic and platonic😊
I’m a 4’11 Hispanic-black female with curly dark brown hair and brown eyes with tan skin. I’m socially awkward around new people but one I’m comfortable I’m a sarcastic blunt women who takes no crap from anyone . I don’t play sports but I do work out by running since I am a big foodie. You can find me reading fanfic or writing fanfic while listening to music especially spanish music on cleaning days.
I hate math but love American history and i love dancing especially to Spanish music and can be found speaking in Spanish with excited or angry and love anime. I have a small group of friends but we are all close
i am a libra and my birthday is October 8 i am very big on my hispanic culture. i am also not a fan of tomatoes
I am also a huge animal lover and currently own two pit-bulls that i love and train in spanish. I also love cooking mainly hispanic dishes.
Hello and thank you so much for your request! I absolutely love Pit-bulls. One of my lovely puppies is part pit and she is just the sweetest thing ever! I will admit, I love listening to Spanish music, especially when I am doing schoolwork.
For the time being, I will do one of the match-ups, starting with the romantic one and will come back to the other as soon as I am completely caught up with my requests! I hope that you enjoy!
Tw: None
I match you with............
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Deuce Spade
First things first, this man is so in love with you, it isn't even funny. He is smitten. it was like love at first sight for him and he can't get enough of you.... and yes, he asked his mother for advice because he certainly did not want to mess anything up, the boy is just so nervous.
Deuce loves animals, that much is known. We have seen how this man is with little chicks, we love a man with an adorable soft side, and he will certainly let it show.
This also means that he will invite you to Heartslabyul. They have plenty of animals there.
Want to help him tend to the little hedgehogs? They're such adorable little creatures, and how can you deny them when they curl into your lap so cutely and make those little sounds of theirs?
The flamingos are hit or miss, but usually pretty good.
As a member of the Track and Field team, he will certainly offer to go running with you. It is a good exercise and you get a running partner while he gets practice.
Speaking of his club, Deuce would certainly love it if you would come and see his meets. Knowing that there is someone in the stands cheering him on urges him to perform at his absolute best. Even if he doesn't win, he certainly tried his best and you were able to see that, that's what matters to him.
Please speak to this man in Spanish, he will absolutely melt. Does he know what you're saying? No. Is he absolutely smitten? Absolutely.
You have also caught this man at least trying to learn certain words and phrases in Spanish. While hard for him and frustrating, he is putting that effort in and is taking the time to be able to learn what he can of your culture..... the man is husband material through and through.
Overall, Deuce is a man who strives to be his absolute best to ensure your happiness. If anything has you feeling down, he will certainly seek to correct that, just to see you smiling. At the end of the day, the man has more love for you than what he knows what to do with.
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Thank you for your request!!
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bagelrites · 5 months
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Thank you for the tag @bottleofchaos <3
Tag at least six people (can be more than six if you want), and say at least one nice thing about or to each of them. Can be mutuals, can be people you follow, can be people you don’t know but just happen to exist in the same circle(s) with. All you gotta do is tag them and say something nice about/to them :)
@feralsylph talking to you literally makes my day. I love all the crazy insane au ideas you give me, being the little devil on my shoulder. Also HAPPY BIRTHDAY OMG
@dreamiara I know we don't really talk, but you were the only Dream blog I followed around October/November last year and your positivity is what kept me in the fandom and eventually inspired me to fully rejoin in 2023, so I always think of you very fondly. There was once a time when there was only your voice in the dark... or something like that lol
@simplepotatofarmer I just think you are very cool and I always like to see you on my dash. I love your chickens and your aus and I love how passionate you are about rivals duo. Keep putting Techno on my dash, I always love to see it <3
@bluefeye I love when we chat, how easy you are to talk to, and how you just support your friends -- learning about our aus and ocs, beta reading for my collab, etc. I'm really glad to have met you :)
@karinasomnus I love how passionate you are about the munchy crew, I literally tear up at your posts describing their bonds... I just think you're real neat for that, you know?
@moonthreadsz we only met because we were paired up for a fic exchange, and you could have just read my fic and moved on, but instead you stuck around and I'm so glad you did! You are such a lovely person, and I adore seeing your comparisons on my dash (especially the teddy bear ones!)
There are so many other people I have nice things to say about, of course, but there were just the first six that come to mind!
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The sun was now starting to disappear from the horizon as the shade of numerous colors mixed in together at the time of dusk —And that was the same time Shirazuki household had been visited by some unexpected guest at her doorstep.
But when the ex-idol had gone out to check it up, she only found a package neatly wrapped in a beautiful piece of cloth hanging around the handle of the door instead of any sight of its sender.
Deciding to inspect it first for safety reasons, she cautiously unwrapped the parcel until she saw what had been sent to her residence.
First one she saw was a knitted scarf with the design of an adorable but insightful animal, the ‘Barn Owl’,
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Next was a set of cute macarons which was actually the scented candles with a sweet and fruity mixed berries fragrance,
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And last one was an elegant set of twelve necklaces in the theme of zodiac star signs,
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Last but not least, there was a card written “Happy Birthday & Happy New Year!” submitted with the address from the people of Nara Division
—Somewhere in a car that was heading out of Minato ward—
“Really, you should put the birthday card outside of the furoshiki,”
the young(?) man with shades said as he just casually opened a can of tuna in his grasp, not even caring that he was in someone else’s car,
“or somewhere else more easier to see —Receiving something from the seemingly anonymous sender normally startles the person who used to be at the center of the limelight, you know?”
A cold glare was pointed to the speaker from the driver seat.
“I don’t wanna hear that from someone who almost caused a ruckus in Ms. Queen Card’s birthday the previous October,”
the much older man in his usual dark colored suit retorted with somewhat hostility in his tone.
“Aww~ Don’t talk about the water under the bridge, shall we?”
that enigmatic nonconformist shrugged in an unserious manner while he was savoring his quick supper.
“That queenie is already pretty smart on her own. I know she would know in a heartbeat that the little gift I added to Misaki’s thingies was more like a greeting toy than some real threat —Well, wouldn’t we all live for some excitement?”
As the shades he always oddly wore indoors and outdoors still covered all parts of his eyes, the older man couldn’t make a guess of what was actually in this shitty cat’s head.
Turning away from his troublesome accomplice, Chishio let out a long sigh as he fought down his own urge to pack this cat in some blank luggage and send it back to where he should belong. To be honest, maybe the reason why he often got disturbed by his antics was because it reminded him so much of himself when he was with his young master and the kids in his team.
…And he never understood what in the world had made Shūkaidō think that his earnest young master could replace him when the adoptive son of his was the troublesome person like THIS of all time.
Miku blew out the match and watched as the wick on her new candles that laid on top of some trays on her bedroom floor caught aflame. A small, delicate fire that allowed the mixed berry scents to fill her room.
Surrounding her on the floor was a ring of unscented candles.
With an exhale, she tilted her head back and closes her eyes, canceling out everything around her, including the owl scarf that rested on her shoulders. Cancelling the sound of her beautiful new With her nose, she breathed in the unfamiliar scent, her ears focused on the white noise that played on her computer and the light chimes from her new necklaces that hung on her jewelry altar, and zeroing in on the heat that rose from the candles around her.
“My circle is cast.”
Thank you for the gifts!
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avidoro · 1 year
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Holy crap. Finally home safe and sound and I am so ecstatic! First time flying. First time in New York City. First time seeing Beetlejuice the Musical and I loved every flipping moment of it! We had front row seats on September 30th. My friends managed to slap me dead ass center and it was absolutely amazing. I couldn’t be happier having Alex standing literally a foot away from me. He truly is a living cartoon character as I’ve always said and seeing him so close just proves it. He’s has so much expression and his mannerisms are great! I’m not sure what all changes have been noted but a few of the things that got me: He yelled “WAASSUUUUUUUUP!” when he popped out from behind the couch. Gently sticking his finger in Adam’s pocket and swirling it around when he said, “you make daddy so angry”. “Adam, what the shit is wrong with you?”
During his exit he sang “Jason Derulo” and during the second show we saw he yelled “FUCK BRIGADOON!” We had eight people in our front row group and our friend, Marq, was Alex’s target for the evening. We did not forewarn him about this and it was amazing seeing Marq’s reaction. He and his girlfriend absolutely enjoyed it and it was a great birthday gift to her. Marq got a kiss blown to him by Alex at curtain call. Something I’m quite envious of. Marq made sure to blow one back which appeared to make Alex very happy 😆 My friend, Gou, nearly got pelted by the cup that Alex threw which took her off guard, but she wishes it would have landed in front of her. During curtain call I pulled my phone out to record. Elizabeth saw me recording and pointed at me twice while she did her dance at the end! She’s too precious and I absolutely love her! My best friend’s husband, who hates musicals and was not keen on the idea of visiting NYC, only agreed to go see Beetlejuice the Musical because the movie is one of his absolute favorites. He went in expecting disappointment but left laughing and saying he absolutely wants to see it again but only front row. He also absolute adored Alex. In my book this is a total SUCKS YES! We saw the show again on the 2nd. Act 1 was full of goofups but I love seeing goofs in live shows! Almost lost the handbook to the trap door and Alex just stared at it for a minute. It was hanging on by a thread. The squeaky sound effect when Betelgeuse gooses Adam didn’t go off. The suicide note didn’t ignite. Delia’s dress didn’t attach to the pig so her dress never unraveled. Gou told me, during Act 2, the sound effect for Adam knocking on the door at the end of the show didn’t match up to David’s motion. Alex also blessed the audience with a very loud “WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!” at the end of That Beautiful Sound that had the audience responding similarly 😂 The free swag for Sunday was a slap bracelet lol I didn’t get an October Playbill which made me sad. THEY HAVE SANDWORM PLUSHES NOW!! I also got to go see Curtain Up very close to the front and hear Alex and Elizabeth perform Say My Name. They did a brief interview as well. Alex was a goof, as always, and Elizabeth was just adorable! I took more time, the second show, to really look at the mural. I was dragged back to my own piece by Gou and my best friend’s aunt because they saw someone taking photos of my artwork. They insisted on telling them I was the artist and we had a brief discussion about it. It made me happy hearing that they loved my piece enough to take a photo to send to a friend! I was then asked to take a photo of a family in front of the mural only for my best friend’s aunt to insist they sit in front of my piece. I hate bringing attention to myself but they were so confused as to why she was making them move that I had to explain to them why she was doing it and I apologized. But instead the insisted that I not take their photo but instead get in the photo with them and it was really sweet! I don’t know what else to say except this has been amazing and I’m so happy I got to see it before the show closes in January. I wish I could see it one last time but I will forever cherish what I got.
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a-d-nox · 1 year
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it’s my birthday today :)
i think this is fun to do, so feel free to comment or reblog what you think will happen this year to me based on my chart, while i make my own predictions for my solar return chart. feel free to treat this as a solar return observation post! perhaps next year i will come back and see if my predictions were correct?!
first things first i have to point out this is a 2022-23 chart i always get funny looks for this but hi i turned 22 on october 27th, 2022 why would i look at a 2023 solar return that takes place october 27th, 2023 - i would be 23 then? so from this point on EVEN WHEN WE ARE IN 2023 i will be referring to the 2022 chart for the solar return year. make sure you verify your stuff before looking at your solars.
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1H IN LEO AT 3°
words that come to mind: adventure, appearance, death of an aunt or uncle, grandparents, health, nation and its health, arrogance, bets, fainting spells, heart disease, politics, president, romance, royalty, social affairs, accuracy, activeness, anxieties, authors, books, logic, manuscripts, mentor, whispering, and wit.
my thoughts: FINALLY SOME RECOGNITION! i feel like i may have some anxiety struggles and continuing health issues BUT i have some hope that this may be my year. i have been trying to publish my manuscript since 2020 - i finally have found an english professor that actually wants more of me and my writing and literary views so with luck i will have a mentor and a published novel. i also feel like i may be a bit popular this year. the sun square asc aspect still indicates me being me though - i’m abrasive and literally only socialize when i must. venus square asc too i don’t feel like my first impression are gonna be that great or charming BUT THATS LIFE LOL. the pan sextile asc is giving public panic attack vibes and i am not here for it… lastly that paris opposite asc - am i helen this year? possibly? if i decide to date, will people be unable to look away - DEFINITELY! mostly because i never date and everyone always “assumes that i’m already with someone.” so it will definitely rock the boats.
2H IN LEO AT 23° (contains abundantia)
words that come to mind: budget, cash, voice, bets, courtship, astrology, society, and home.
my thoughts: i feel like i never truly content with the 2h *shrug* - the fact that i have some aquarian influence with that degree feels like the universe giving me back up. it doesn’t matter what i do so long as i am happy - money matters but at the same time i’m young and stupid so it doesn’t matter. i sense having a lot of spare change and having a roaring 20s type of time - just fun and games. if the group is happy so am i. i feel like whatever it is i am doing to get money positively effects my home and societal status BUT it feels pretty up in the air as to how it will effect my social and romantic realm perhaps i will be paying for others giving abundantia’s presence here (kinda in the same vein were people feel awkward when a friend pays for your things or your lover takes you on a date and you grab the tab before they can? ya know?).
3H IN VIRGO AT 18° (contains midas)
words that come to mind: written agreement, savvy, dictionaries, novels, rumors, signatures, first aid, fingers, food storage, nerve specialist, and uterus afflictions.
my thoughts: i feel great about the book indicators but horrifying by the health omens. not to mention the ruler being sickly virgo with abdominal issues and me having possibly DIE. seems like a hot about cold era. socially, i feel uprooted in terms of midas being here maybe as though i will be doing a lot of “short trips.” also as though socially i will receive both hate and adoration.
4H IN LIBRA AT 19° (contains sun, mercury, venus, ambrosia, and aphrodite)
words that come to mind: agriculture, ground, homestead, uterus, womb, art, love, music, poetry, unions, weddings, dead, reproductive systems, research, copper, surgery, ambition, power, wisdom, authors, book, confession, limericks, novelist, public speaking, companion, hope, hobbies, honeymoons, ovaries, and suitors.
my thoughts: just wanna say could this be the year - a libra house with venus in it?? could i possibly be dating someone?? that would be a first. i feel like for sure i’m going to start gardening that’s the vibe of fourth house ambrosia - you are like a naturally a green thumb i have never gardened before but i already have pepper seeds!! i also have a weird feeling that maybe i won’t be publishing the book i thought i would but instead i will be publishing poetry (mercury conjunct venus, mercury 27°, and a heavy lean on libra energy for this house) which is not necessarily shocking. not to keep harping in “non-medical” houses but this one is the womb - i wonder if (sorry if this is over sharing) my gyn is gonna tell me i have to be on birth control and i get a cooper IUD (copper is venus and libra ruled). that would lowkey piss me off but ambrosia here makes me think maybe i’d feel better. aphrodite here makes me think with balanced hormones i’d be hot lmfao - or this could be another romance symbol with all the libra and venus energy going on.
5H IN SCORPIO AT 25° (contains moon and frigga)
words that come to mind: magic, pelvis, poisonous plants, surgery, inflammation of womb, inflammation, pregnancy, romance, babies, breasts, childbirth, and fertility.
my thoughts: i read this a part of my chart and go hm - pregnancy scare? endometriosis? raspberry leaf tea? endoscopy?? any way i cut it it seem sus??? or this could have to do with me writing poetry again considering the moon’s presence. frigg here makes me think of pregnancy because she’s the mother. but it could also suggest romantic promise!
6H IN CAPRICORN AT 2° (contains pluto and huitzilopochtli)
words that come to mind: doctors, healing, order, ashes, black, clocks, contraction, depression, limitations, politics, profession, beauty, copper, profit, voice, bladder, regeneration, and sex organs.
my thoughts: i feel like this is like the last opportunity sign from the universe. i can get my shit together now and become my best self OR get really bad lol. it’s funny but it’s not because huitzilopochtli is just so energetic meanwhile we have contemplative, semi-hustler capricorn and slow moving pluto here - so this could go either way. given the ambrosia square saturn my best bet is likely food/diet. the square may indicate that i shouldn’t take it all upon myself to figure it out sooooo NOTED.
7H IN AQUARIUS AT 3° (contains saturn, amalthea, arachne, and paris)
words that come to mind: art, boyfriend, books, communication, debates, intelligence, journalism, proofreader, studies, writing, cramps, freethinker, friends, society, ambitious person, blindfold, doom, doubt, long lasting friendship, ink, jealousy, monogamy, loneliness, possessiveness, cold, time, tragedy, tradition, and winter.
my thoughts: the ruler is in the house :) perfect a relationship that is either gonna last or be toxic af considering it’s saturn lol. but we have to giggle little at this description he’s like paris - i’m the prettiest girl in his eyes, nurturing like amalthea, and talented like arachne. I KNOW WHO HE IS LMFAO - it’s the guy who sits next to me in class i am half curious if he is an aquarius. we are both nerds - he asked me to write a scholarly article with him. lol is that getting asked out? part of me says this connection is likely to further mature as winter sinks in.
8H IN AQUARIUS AT 23° (contains kleopatra)
words that come to mind: inheritance, occult, sex, sex organs, surgery, astrology, blood and circulation, cramps, and spirituality.
my thoughts: kleopatra huh??? *smirk* looks like an intimate relationship. i don’t really feel like i need to say the stuff i have said before as i see similar words arise in this category/house.
9H IN PISCES AT 18° (contains jupiter, neptune, and chiron)
words that come to mind: counselors, education, philosophical societies, long distance travel, university, writing, advisor, celebration, education, honor, luck, recommendations, writing, aesthetics, delusion, fantasy, fiction, mythology, poetry, editing, satire, studiousness, fictitious name, and self-undoing.
my thought: this is my year - i’m gonna graduate, jupiter 0° is 100% the vibe. but as for the rest neptune could be writing now that i am in the english program it could be telling that i am getting into it-into it. refer to 7h i really am working with him to create a scholarly paper so :) it’s doing somethin’. the self-undoing may be my own fault in terms of anxiety :/ OH WELL WHAT ELSE IS NEW - i kid you not i’m not like “i have butterflies in my stomach” anxious i am “i skipped class tuesday-thursday this week because i got paranoid that i was going to vomit in my class in front of my peers and i wouldn’t recover from that” anxious.
10H IN ARIES AT 19° (contains uranus and north node)
words that come to mind: achievements, authority, career, cramps, curiosity, change, freedom, freelance, romance, freethinking, shock, writing, courage, energy, affection, companions, friendliness, partnership, and poet.
my thoughts: i’m not getting a traditional job - i’m taking 6 months off to do whatever i want and that likely means freelance which is uranus vibes mixing with the libra degree. the freelance stuff could be very critical to me as a person as well as the forward movement in my careers to come. whatever it is has me talking and writing A LOT given the tight orb between the ruler mars and the planet mercury.
11H IN TAURUS AT 25° (contains mars, agamemnon, odysseus, and pan)
words that come to mind: acquaintanceship, companionship, working ability, adventure, aggressor, ambition, challenge, chemistry, contest, fearlessness, fights, inflammation, love/passion, men, participation, courage, dancing, wealth, and voice.
my thoughts: it’s gonna be an odd friendship year seems competitive given mars, pan, and agamemnon - all of these objects are competitive or have critical competitions within their myth. odysseus could indicate some travel with friends or becoming the last man standing - we should recall that odysseus came back home and only had two people who he could actually trust and having zero crew-mates left. given this is societal interaction house of things this could be a romantic or passionate light for me to stand in given - mars and taurus. the ruler in the 4h could indicate me being a hostess and opening my doors to others.
12H IN CANCER AT 3°
words that come to mind: anxiety, books, breathing, literature, manuscripts, restlessness, homemaking, and uterus.
my thoughts: health anxiety. and escapism via reading, writing, and cookings lol YEP THATS ABOUT RIGHT LOL.
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poly-outatime · 1 year
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My 2022 summary of art! 🙌 I could not decide to single out any one drawing in November, it was two challenges at once (cowboyvember and comfortember) and Aladdin's 30th anniversary!
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It's been a difficult year and not an easy one...
But let me briefly describe my emotions and feelings that I experienced every month while drawing!
January
Here the symbol of the year 2022 is the tiger. Who could it be? Of course Raja
February
I made a drawing-questionnaire of my character back in October 2021. Her name is Taisiya and she is from my humble Hercules au (next post about it, apparently)
March
Those of you who have read the short story about Jasmine's birthday ball that I posted earlier know what I'm talking about. I just love them! This plot (about the birthday) was already realized closer to May, and during March I had one big plot in my head, in which I mixed Anastasia of 1997, Encanto and all this in Aladdin.
April
Cat-hussar that I drew in my little sister's sketchbook! he's just cute and a hussar, this is it
May
Feeling the approach of summer, I was carried away to the sea in May. And I drew Ariel, dreaming about it. Also at this time, I learned about the musical by my adored Percy Jackson and this added to my sea attraction
June
🏛️Hercules's 25th anniversary!!!⚡💪🏻There were two drawings, in fact
July
This is my first complete drawing on a tablet. I'm as a half-blood, Poseidon's daughter.
August
I drew this on my mom's T-shirt! Unfortunately, the picture turned out to be not dense and began to quickly lose its brightness.
September
September 2021 made me remember and love Hercules again. September 2022 made me remember Back to the Future and how much I love it! I was sad because of school, because of the end of summer, because of the song "The Last Day of Summer" from the musical Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief on August 31st...but then BOOM! 🎶IT'S ONLY A MATTER OF TI-AAAAAME🎶 The musical woke up the bttf fan in me!
October
I started posting on tumblr! Rewatched all parts of bttf, and met @daryfromthefuture ! perhaps the best thing that happened to me this year, I was incredibly happy that I found a person who also loves bttf!!! ANNIVERSARY OF BACK TO THE FUTURE OH YEAH
November
Challenges time!!!🤠✍🏻🍂 I also got my ao3 account and published the first fic!!! I was invited to the bttf server in discord and oh my god I met amazing people! November - 30th anniversary of Aladdin🧞‍♂️!
December
I still don’t have snow, but the festive atmosphere was created by tumblr and the people from discord. Our secret Santa, Christmas bingo cards, Christmas itself - everything was so cool!!! I thank them very much❤️
There are a couple of days left until the new year, and I expect only good things from it! Happy 2023!
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Domestic (7) Masterlist
part one, part two, part three, part four, part five, part six
A Day in the Life of Dan and Phil in Quarantine! (ao3) - silentdescant
Summary: Phil posts a Day in the Life video of a typical day in quarantine.
A Sleepless Night With Phil (ao3) - Not_Dans_Secret_Account
Summary: A jet-lagged Sleepless Night With Phil
adapt (ao3) - orphan_account
Summary: this is the story of how dan grew to love neon lights
After All These Years (ao3) - jestbee
Summary: They met her after tour. Martyn’s friend’s dog had puppies and Phil fell in love at first sight. Dan did too, but he’ll deny it if you ask.
Dan tries to keep his distance, because she’s Phil’s dog not his, but she isn’t having any of it.
baby blue and bubblegum pink (ao3) - phantasticworks
Summary: Dan paints his nails. Phil wants to try it.
Basically I'm Gay (ao3) - ChainedKura
Summary: Dan is editing his coming out video when a deep sadness takes over his body. Lucky for him, he counts with a Phil Lester on his side that will do everything in his power to make his partner feel better.
blankets, coffees and afternoon naps (ao3) - zsunsetz
Summary: Blankets, coffee and afternoon naps have become the new normal.
celestial (ao3) - sunflowerwitches
Summary: phil wants to help dan love himself a bit more during quarantine
Chocolate swirls (ao3) - Tarredion
Summary: Dan tries to surprise Phil for his 33rd. He fails, as humans do, but ten years later he has luckily got two adorable little helpers at his side. And maybe that makes everything just a little better.
Dan and Phil and DOG (ao3) - nivi_chip
Summary: It’s Phil’s birthday, and Dan gets him a gift that’s long overdue
distracted (ao3) - sunflowerwitches
Summary: phil telling dan a story but dan isn't paying attention at all because he’s too busy thinking about what a cutie phil is.
Or
a fic that I planned to write for BIG anniversary and didn’t finish it until a few days ago
every kiss is a cursive line (ao3) - phantasticworks
Summary: Iydlmp Dan and Phil through the months of trials and tribulations it takes to plan a wedding… and the wedding itself. (Sort of)
Feet in jelly and eyes looking past the camera (ao3) - natigail
Summary: Phil asks Dan to help film him when he is trying out this spa kit with a jelly bath. What could go wrong?
Forever Home (ao3) - possumdnp
Summary: Phil’s wanted a dog for as long as he can remember, and now that he and Dan are moving into their new house, it’s the perfect opportunity. But there’s just one problem: Phil’s allergic to dogs.
Hang In There, Baby (ao3) - elated_witch
Summary: Dan and Phil document their journey to parenthood through videos
Here’s some faves from my camera roll this year (ao3) - natigail
Summary: 1 birthday tweet. 4 photos. 4 domestic memories. 1 smiling Phil. 1 fond Dan.
I can't help falling in love with you (again) (ao3) - Findus26
Summary: "Do you ever miss that feeling of being newly in love? Like, those first date jitters? Butterflies, if you will?"
It's 2020, the world is falling apart and Dan can't help thinking back to October 2009 when everything was new and exciting. Phil finds a way to recreate the feeling
i come undone when you're gone (ao3) - heartbreakordeath
Summary: who knows what the future holds (i don't know)
don't matter if i got you, got you (i got you)
~bastille, 'future holds'
or: the US tour is over. it's time for dan to come home.
I'd marry you (with paper rings) (ao3) - Tarredion
Summary: Maybe learning calligraphy was of greater importance to Phil, and them, than Dan first thought
It’s in the air and it’s all around, can you feel me now? (ao3) - natigail
Summary: After filming Cards Against Humanity PHAN EDITION, Dan gets an idea into his head involving his DDR mat. He is so focused on that that he nearly misses how Phil starts planning another thing related to the video.
If anyone asks, lap dancing is the perfect way to celebrate a high score on DDR.
Kisses Through The Years (ao3) - undertalednp
Summary: Phil wanted this forever.
And so, forever is what he got.
Night In (ao3) - counting2fifteen
Summary: Phil feels bad after a five second fight with his boyfriend. He is extra soft to make up for it.
quarantine date night (ao3) - calvinahobbes
Summary: Exactly what it says on the tin. Dan and Phil have a date-night in during the corona virus lockdown.
Rain (ao3) - Nefertiti1052 (Succubusphan), schnaf
Summary: When their dinner date gets ruined, the boys need to find a way to make it work.
rip the plaster (ao3) - theloveofbees
Summary: dan isn't sure if things are moving too fast or too slow. nothing is going according to plan. he doesn't know what he's doing. but maybe it's time to just rip the plaster.
Since We've No Place to Go (ao3) - tellsfromhale
Summary: Christmas 2020 is unlike any that's come before and (hopefully) any that will come after. Dan and Phil have to learn how to adjust to the year as it comes.
something visual, not too abysmal (ao3) - sierraadeux
Summary: Dan and Phil get ready for the late night, double feature picture show.
Stacks of pancakes as tall as my love for you (ao3) - natigail
Summary: Phil loves pancakes and he loves Pancake Day but he isn't really in his usual mood for it when the day comes around in 2021. It's a pleasant and befuddling surprise when he finds Dan has taken on a surprise pancake project all on his own.
take a break (ao3) - howellesterfics
Summary: It's late and Dan has been working on his book all day; Phil gets him to relax and rest
Take a Break (ao3) - orphan_account
Summary: Phil is too tired to function because of tour, so Dan takes care of him (despite also being quite tired).
they grew up so nicely, didn't they? (ao3) - natigail
Summary: Cornelia doesn’t just get a boyfriend when she starts dating Martyn, she gets a whole second family too. Kath and Nigel welcome her with open arms and she becomes a pseudo older sister to Phil.
She is there watching from the sidelines as a boy bolts right into Phil’s heart and sets up camp. She gets to watch as Dan and Phil build careers and an internet community and all the trials and tribulations, as well as the pride and happiness, it brings along.
tiny hands and lots of love (ao3) - Tarredion
Summary: Phil puts baby Evelyn to bed, so him and Dan can get some alone time. But just like her Da, she has to grab things no matter what - even if it means prying something as important as Phil's glasses from his face.
Lucky she's cute, and that her dads are both too distracted (and in love, with each other and her antics) to properly reprimand her.
waking up in your arms with my mind on you and me (ao3) - natigail
Summary: On October 19th 2021, Phil wakes up first. Twelve years ago he woke up way too early, nervous for their first meeting and now they are waking up in their shared bed in their forever home. Phil allows himself to be a little sappy but it's okay because Dan easily joins him.
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jiahspov · 1 year
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୧ ♡ ୨  ⸻   “ a small guide to jiah post debut relationships.
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 — ♡  ˖ ˚ BINS͟U͟L͟    ﹙ june 2019 - october 2020  ﹚
he  was  my  first  real  real  relationship.  we were so young and so in love [ . . . ]
it was 2019, txt had just debuted and were slowly making their name when soobin accidentally confessed to his members jiah was his celebrity crush. he thought none of this, but suddenly jiah was friends with half of txt. especially beomgyu.
jiah was so clueless to soobin’s growing affection and he was so painfully awkward around her, to the point she asked beomgyu if he didn’t like her. 😭
beomgyu ended up telling her the truth and jiah was so happy.ᐟ.ᐟ because she too had a small crush on him. BUT HE JUST WOULDN’T MAKE A MOVE ON HER, so she had to ask him out.
they dated for about a year, and even met each others’ families. their close friends honestly thought they would get married because they’re such a dreamy couple. polar opposites but so compatible.  even with their tight agenda, they would facetime every night for hours until one of them would fall asleep.
[. . .] though  letting him go was hard,  the  what ifs  hurt me the most.
no one knows why they broke up, not even themselves. it just happened. one day they were making plans and the next they mutually decided to break up.
maybe it was their clashing schedules, maybe the fact that staying hidden wasn’t enough for jiah, maybe it really just happened.
[ . . . ] i’d rather have got into a huge fight, or maybe a fall out from our feelings. i’d rather he had hurt and broke me, i’d rather have anything than never knowing what we did wrong. when we failed.
how they are doing nowadays?
they don’t talk anymore. jiah asked him to block her because she would always text him when she was drunk. but she never blocked him, sort of wishing he would reach out to her. but he never did. she moved on from him, but honestly she never moved on from their relationship.
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— ♡  ˖ ˚   SONGS͟U͟L͟ ﹙ aug  2021 -  dec 2021 ﹚
[ . . . ] i’ve had hundreds of people shouting for my name and cheering me up, still… mingi was the only one who made me feel the closest do adored.
they met when jiah went to wooyoung’s birthday. they sort of clicked and she asked for his number so they could keep contact. they started dating just a few days into talking but honestly it seemed like they had known each other for a lifetime now.
it was only when mingi asked her to meet her family for the holidays that jiah realized she wasn’t ready for a relationship. 
[ . . . ] he wanted to meet my parents and would constantly ask me what he could buy to win my brothers over. . .
she broke up with him after five months together,  he tried to make things work and didn’t give up on her,  but he soon acknowledged that her heart belonged somewhere else.  still,  they kept going on dates because it comforted both of them.
she kept their break up a secret until early 2022.
[ . . . ] i wish i was the one hurting. . .
how they are doing nowadays?
they are still close friends. though mingi is clearly not over her, he thinks keeping her close is better that pursuing a relationship she can’t have now. but he silently waits for a second chance.
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©️  JIAHSPOV
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ratcatcher0325 · 1 year
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Hello Alexander not Hamilton & Natalie without the s, how old are the two of you? I’m taking a wild guess and saying that Alexander the Great is in his early to mid thirties, while Natalie is living her best life in her twenties
Cheers,
✨Anon✨
Okay, Alexander, you keep being mean every time I get excited about these double asks… so, I guess I’ll be boring and serious, with a stick up my ass just like you, instead of expressing my joy at getting to respond to something with you.
Your attempt to guilt trip and use reverse psychology on me is useless. However, you’ve caught me in a good mood so, I’ll play along… ahem… Whoopdie doo! Yee haw! Wahooo!!! We got an ask, best buddy! Ol’ pal! Friend o’ mine! Aren’t you just tickled pink??? Cuz, boy, I know I sure am!
I regret saying anything. I liked you better with the stick up your ass… now you’re just freaking me out. And by good mood, you mean you’re not going to be snippy with me for at least another 15 minutes simply because you really liked the meal we just had… I’m learning your secrets, little nightmare, I know how you tick.
I’m going to right this sinking ship by pretending I didn’t hear any of that and turning my attention to this lovely ask before me. Hello there, Anon! You’d like to know our ages? And yes, you are quite correct I am not [redacted name of popular musical phenomenon]. But I do rather like the comparison to the great Macedonian conqueror, that’s much more like it! Natalie, I like this Anon, can we keep them?
Funny you should ask about age, Mr. Smarty Pants here guessed I was like 22 when we first met. Do you remember that? (He’s rolling his eyes and pretending not to listen to me) When you were screaming at me and insulted me by implying I wasn’t even worthy to go to Harvard? Remember that? That was fun. See, Anon, he’s just such a tiny barrel of laughs! Well, anyway, as I corrected him back then, I am currently 28 years old. My birthday’s in May.
Natalie, you’re making me look bad in front of my adoring fans. You’re making me out to be some sort of easily angered scoundrel, when that’s far from the case! You agree with me, don’t you, Anon?
Don’t pull them into this! Ugh, I knew giving you a tumblr account was gonna go straight to your little head…
As to my age, yes! You’re correct, I am in my thirties. I believe if I’ve managed to do my math correctly all these years, I am 32 years old. But I may be off by a year, or two. And even though this was not part of the ask, apparently we are sharing birthday months, so if you must know, I was born in October.
Well, there you have it! Thanks so much for the ask, Anon!
Indeed! Thank you!
Love,
Alexander
And
Natalie
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frogboyjxden · 5 months
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Robyn's birthday, 31st of october
So Robyn’s birthday is on Halloween, obviously, her Father didn’t like that and thought she was a child of the devil, which is the case now. But Robyn rarely celebrated her birthday, because most of her life people forgot about it because it's on Halloween. The last decent and birthday she had was years ago, she just spent it with Alex dressed as Hansel and Gretel. 
She didn’t want to bother Hobie and others about it, because if she does want to celebrate her birthday, it would make it seem as if she wants the attention on her. However when banners about Halloween events were put up at the HQ, Robyn was looking over it, she secretly loved Halloween because she loved everything about the dark world and mythical creatures or just the idea of dressing up as a character. She was poor so that never happened.
Anyway, she was looking at the posters, Hobie came behind and asked what is she thinking about. She said that she never knew Spider-people had the right to still be human during Halloween where evil people could take advantage of it and harm New York. Hobie suggested they celebrate Halloween together as a “couple”, Robyn knew where this was going and she said she doesn’t like Halloween. LIES, Hobie asked why and she told him she is poor and buying costumes is expensive, Hobie said he’d steal some, Robyn didn’t mind, but she still stood in her position. 
Hobie knew there was something she didn’t tell. Every year he snuck into Miguel’s office to know who was gonna wear what at the party, so he won’t have to embarrass himself by wearing the same costume as someone else, and he got curious and looked through Robyn’s file, and saw her birthdate. He let out a big “WOT” and ran towards his place where Robyn also staying. 
He got there and startled her, “Oi, be honest, why don’t u like Halloween”. Robyn raised her voice and blushed hard as her spider sense told her someone was rushing towards her, for some reason it doesn’t work for Hobie. She yelled “I told u, I just don’t like it-“ Hobie interrupted her “ Stop fucking lying, be honest”. 
Robyn took a deep breath and finally admitted the truth “Well its also my birthday… I don’t like birthdays so don’t even start” she said as she groaned knowing he won’t let go of this fact. Hobie predictably responded “ Why don’t u like your birthday, I like your birthday, it’s original and it fits you”. 
Robyn didn’t want this to happen, she didn’t wanna celebrate her birthday this year, as much as she is surrounded by good people she thinks that she doesn’t deserve it, “thanks but no, I will right here with my cat watching Fox News and laugh at conservatives cuz its fun” in fact that is what she did every year. Hobie grabbed her hand gently and said. “Nuh uh, not on my watch”  *sassy men apocalypse*. Robyn with a grunt replied with “Fuck u mean not on my watch”, Hobie was actually annoyed by her, he was tired of wasting so much time into spitting out the facts and events. “Why you don’t wanna celebrate your birthday”, Robyn doesn’t have much excuses left, so the only response mechanism is sarcasm.
“Cuz I hate myself, and birthdays triggers flashbacks to when I was the chosen sperm, I could have just not fucked my mother’s ovaries and died”, Hobie smiled like she was saying the most adorable things when it was quite satire, that’s what made him soft about her. “I like your jokes, but be honest with me, I’m your “Boyfriend” you know” Hobie doesn’t like labels, but he claims her as his, she is the person who he will touch, cuddle, and kiss, she’s more than a friend, he worships her in a way where days should start and finish with this woman only, you know how Hobie is.  Robyn hesitated as expected, it’s not that she didn’t trust Hobie, she just wasn’t used to opening up to people. She was extremely embarrassed, the last thing she wanted to sound like is a childish attentions seeker, with a low tone she answered “Because people would rather celebrate Halloween, and nobody really remembered it” 
Hobie was hurt by what she said because he knew what she meant. She implied that she wasn’t celebrated, and that made him sad, he couldn’t take it, and he wondered how could anyone be like this to her. He knew that he had to do this. He snuck his hand over her belt and pull her close to him, as she was looking up to his tall figure, he cupped her face gently with a soft squish, and he whispered in his deep voice “Hey, thanks for opening up, so here’s the plan, you choose two characters from any movie and we dress up as them, spend Halloween together, we go home get Chinese food and I will pamper u and tell you nice things”
Robyn blushed and chuckled “Why do you care so much, it’s just a birth date and Halloween”, Hobie responded, “Cuz I like you and I wanna see u happy, and fucking you seems like a great gift for your birthday”. Robyn panicked, blushed, and froze literally time stopped. In those situations, she didn’t know how to act, her response mechanism is to be cold and just deny any form of affection, why would he do that for her, she always wondered when someone would treat her right, she waited for a long time and gave up at some point, but each day, each hour, Hobie would prove her wrong and that angered her. Meanwhile, Robyn and Hobie blushed so hard at what he said, Hobie couldn’t take the cringe and embarrassment, and Robyn couldn’t take the flirting and suggestion, the hold he got on her was choking her. “Fine you won, I’ll pay for the Chinese food”. 
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im died while making this quite literally, robyn deserves better
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naneun-no · 1 year
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I'm that anon. First of all thanks for the reply. People tend to ignore anons like this. Maybe you don't believe me but jikook is my favorite duo. I don't believe that tk are a couple, but I noticed that they're more close than before. And that's okay. The point is that what tkkrs are saying is the truth: after the hiatus, tk are free to live their lives and they're often together. And jikook is nowhere to be found. And maybe they see each other sometimes but you really think it's a positive thing if they see each other only at home? Why they can't do normal things like playing bowling etc like normal people? If taekook can do that, why jikook can't? And I dont believe in the excuse "jikook is private" because again, people spotted Jk at restaurants alone or with friends and they spotted taekook many times. So the only explanation is that jikook don't hang out or that taekook is more close than jikook. And if taekook are more close, clearly jikook are not a couple (and it doesn't mean that tk is real but it means that jikook is not real). I don't want to see jikook everyday, but I think that if they hang out sometimes, it's impossible that nobody spotted them, because they often see Jungkook or tk. So the reality is that probably jikook only meet if Jimin visits him, exactly like what happened on Jk's birthday. That's all. How can you believe that they're a couple? I believe they're friends. But not close friends like I thought. Jungkook prefers to hang out with Tae or Hobi (he even met Jin in october). So, he only sees Jimin if they have to film something or during birthdays because they're nice to each other? And the rest of their free time they spend it with other people?
P.s. maybe Tae was tired or sick that day. Who cares that he didn't visit Jk on his birthday if he can hang out with him the rest of the time? Do you prefer to see your friend one day in a year for their birthday (jikook) or many times in a year because you actually like to spend time with them? (Taekook)
Hello again! You seem sweet, I’m gonna take you at face value, cause at the end of the day I don’t really care. I want you to enjoy your life, I want me to enjoy mine, and if you want to read more into taekook hanging out you are so welcome to do so — like I already said.
When you ask how can I believe they’re a couple: easy. For me, I see chemistry, I see closeness, I see something between Jikook that I don’t see between any of the other members. And it sure as hell isn’t just “niceness.” That hasn’t changed, despite not seeing them out and about for a while. In fact, I think there may be several reasons that they may be actively avoiding being seen together, @kanmom51 has a great post about that, you can and should read it here:
I also don’t buy into the idea that it would be impossible for them not to be seen together. Celebrities, especially as insanely famous as these guys, can and should go to great lengths to preserve the last shreds of their privacy. I want that for them. Your statement “so the only explanation is that Jikook don’t hang out” is flawed. There are a lot of explanations for why we haven’t seen a pic of them hanging out (other than the ones we have). I’m someone who almost NEVER posts on social media about my personal life. If everybody I know went by your logic, they’d assume that my husband and I called it quits YEARS ago. Guess what? We didn’t.
I think you’re latching onto them not being seen in public and not posting too much on social media (cause let’s be real, what they are posting is adorable as hell and, in the case of Jungkook’s birthday video, very *ahem* not het) and using that as a springboard for a whole host of assumptions that don’t have any reality behind them.
I assume they spend time together because of JK knowing what kind of noodles JM didn’t want during the post-Busan-concert vlive (conversely, he didn’t know that Tae had given up drinking for months in the same vlive). Because of JK’s mom making birthday soup in honor of JM’s birthday (and JK could have clarified, could have said “she does that for everyone in the band though” but he didn’t). Because during that same vlive they simultaneously did a dance from a tv show without even looking at each other or being surprised that the other did it, which suggests that they watched it together, or at least have done that before, off camera. Because when Jimin put his lips RIGHT up to Jungkook’s ear during that we photoshoot to, idk, blow a fluff off of it or something, JK barely even flinched, much less moved away — almost like he’s used to having JM’s face that close to his. Same with JM’s reaction to JK groping his waist under his shirt for no apparent reason in Memories 2021.
Bottom line, you’re grasping. You’re using a few months worth of no fan-sightings (that we can confirm, mind you) to invalidate a bond that JM and JK have repeatedly shown us is meaningful to them. You’re free to start your own blog about how Jikook-used-to-be-close-but-aren’t, but it’s probably gonna be awkward when they come out with the next incidence of being as close as ever.
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irish-urn · 2 years
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LWD: “Grade Point Average”
Okay, so I keep trying to give Emily the benefit of the doubt, and I know as a teenager, she would be VERY concerned about her reputation; but she’s far more concerned about her reputation (especially seeing how Casey hangs around her) than Casey’s problems, and that... bugs me.
EMILY. “It is. ...not hard at all!” EMILY. Gosh, I hope you improve. I am having vivid flashbacks to the way the girls in my MIDDLE SCHOOL treated me. We parted ways in high school; I was much happier and better off; BUT OH MY GOSH, EMILY. YOU ARE NOT SUPPORTIVE AT ALL. IT’S LIP-SERVICE; someone get her off my screen before I scream.
(I know, I know: she’s 15 and everything is about fitting in and being cool or at least flying under the radar, but come ON.)
“You speak English, don’t you?” / “Very goodly.” DEREK YOU ARE SO WITTY, I LOVE YOUR SMART MOUTH.
George’s description of Derek failing Grade One just sounds like a young boy with ADHD, honestly. And, I mean, I think it’s semi-confirmed canon that Derek’s birthday is in the late fall, right? (I HC it in early November) which means he really should haven’t started school until he was almost 6 anyways... Like. I know people whose birthdays are in September/October who didn’t start school for another year, because you are developing so so fast at that point in your life that a couple of months makes for a WORLD of difference.
Honestly, they shouldn’t make fun. I know it’s 2005 and such, but... 6 year old Derek sounds like an energetic, clever child with ADHD who is younger than everyone else in his class.
The more I see of George, the more I understand Derek.
Lizzie and Casey’s talk about being lame to change yourself, and how being a teenager is complicated is REAL TALK. Poor girls.
So, Nora is more aware than George that they are failing as parents — although she doesn’t word it that way. I feel like George thinks that as long as his kids are alive, healthy, and functioning, he’s done a good job as a parents, which... Yikes.
PAUL. I ADORE YOU.
Also: Casey is an overachiever even when it comes to underachieving. You ridiculous girl; what a nutcase (said with extreme fondness).
Them working together is going to be a disaster. I am super looking forward to it (also, also: Sam knows Derek way too well and it made me grin like a maniac.)
MARTI PURPOSELY MESSING UP THE ANIMAL SOUNDS IS THE BEST PRANK DEREK HAS EVER PULLED AND HE DOESN’T EVEN KNOW IT.
Girly-girl Case suits her so much better than slacker-chic (and vice versa for Derek. I love it).
Derek, you pretend to be so cool and to not care about anything, but you’re so human with so many emotions. You are freaking out — and also rather betrayed by Casey using your slacker-tendencies to her advantage... And yet, not fighting her on this, because you know you made your own bed. So now... You harass Edwin. Poor, innocent Edwin.
THEY’RE DOING A PROJECT ON PERCY AND MARY SHELLEY???? THE MARRIED ROMANTIC WRITERS. DUDE. DUUUUUUUUDE.
(hey, didja know that Percy and Mary first did it on her mother’s gravesite? That’s pretty insane, huh. And that they ran away to France and then Switzerland together, all the while he was married to another woman? Their lives were insane.)
GEORGE. GEORGE. When your son comes to you for help — because that’s what Derek was DOING when he brought up his English class!!! — you don’t tell him that failure isn’t an option, YOU HELP HIM. HE NEEDS HELP. HELP HIM.
I HAVE EMOTIONS.
HE DEFENDED HER. THOSE JERKS WERE GONNA CALL HER A GRUB, AND DEREK SHUT THEM DOWN.
I mean, I know, I KNOW that Casey is the hero here, I know that she’s the one who saved Derek, but that’s not OOC for her. I think she wants to make nice with Derek, but Derek won’t let her. But Derek needs a 90, is honest with her, and she goes to work as a grub; and Derek could have just been quiet and smug and relieved; AND HE SPOKE UP AND SHUT THEM DOWN AND I’M SO PROUD OF HIM. I HAVE SO MANY FEELINGS RIGHT NOW.
“Derek’s wrong about a lot of things.” ...you know, George. When I was in my fifth year of university, I was writing a thesis for my English degree. I had a lot of trouble with the passive tense; and my professor/supervisor snapped at me, “How can you be in your fifth year of English and not know what the passive tense is?”
And I said, in one of the bravest moments of my life, “If I don’t understand the passive tense after all this time, that’s your failing as a teacher, not mine as a student.”
She shut up. She sat back. She took five minutes to teach me the passive tense; I understand it perfectly by the time her explanation was complete (no one had ever broken it down for me; they just assumed I knew it). I took back my draft, re-did it in the active tense, and the paper got accepted with just a couple more tweaks.
And hearing George say that; say, “Derek’s wrong about a lot of things.” ...George. If Derek is wrong about a lot of things, that’s your failure as a parent, not his as a son.
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