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chaossmith2 · 3 years
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I really love your Finding Nemo designs! It's my favourite movie ever, and you really did the characters justice! (Also you made Marlin really hot and I don't know how to feel about that lol)
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Thank you! ❤️
And jdmskwkwklwwp I assure you that wasn’t my intention LOL.
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rjhpandapaws · 3 years
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Technical Difficulties
Ch 1: Blue Screen, Blue Eyes
Daniel was a new accounting intern. Which in and of itself would have been fine and entirely not Silas’s problem; but he wasn’t the best with computers, so Silas found himself called up to accounting once or twice every week. Silas probably would have been more annoyed if Daniel wasn’t so friendly. He made a genuine effort to help and that made it difficult for Silas to be upset with him. Silas was usually pretty swamped when it came to work. He was head of the IT department as well as the lead engineer for the company. He was always working on something be it fixing up a computer, rewriting a program, or developing improvements for the medical equipment that the company was built from; so he was always slightly annoyed when he was called away to fix something else. Despite the size of the company, the IT department was the smallest and usually spread pretty thin. Which again fell back on Silas, he was very particular about the people he hired. It was one of his usual days, he was spreading himself between about three different projects when the main office phone rang. He cursed under his breath and answered it before the third ring, “You got Silas.” “It’s Daniel.” Silas let out a quiet sigh as the intern spoke, of course it was. “The intern terminal blue screened and it’s making a horrible noise that I can’t get to stop.”  Silas nodded, he could faintly hear the computer screaming it’s grievances in the background, “I’ll be up in a few Daniel.” 
He grabbed what the department had lovingly dubbed the Crash Cart and made his way to the elevator. Silas was pretty sure this one wasn’t Daniel’s fault, the intern terminal had been giving them trouble for quite some time. One of the other interns was downloading mp3s that were a little questionable. So if Silas had to blame anything for the computer finally biting the dust it would be that. He pressed the call button and waited. The accounting department was due for some new computers, they had added enough new people that the few extras they had were no longer enough. The ones he had ordered wouldn’t be in until the end of the week. Fixing and or replacing this downed computer was now added to that list and now things were going to take even longer. He was going to be spending a few nights at the office so he wouldn’t fall too far behind, and he probably wasn’t going to hear the end of it from Connor. His twin always lectured him about his health so it wasn’t going to be anything he hadn’t heard before. The elevator chimed and he pushed the cart inside. Josh was still on vacation for another three days, so he was going to be on his own for any repairs that would need to be done. He sighed again and took his glasses off to rub at the bridge of his nose. He liked his job and he really didn’t mind helping people, but there were days when he wished he could say  that IT was down. It would give him more time to work on some of the bigger things, but AME was mostly paperless at this point so unfortunately he couldn’t be that petty.
He played favorites, as any reasonable IT person tended to. His brothers were at the top of his list, Daniel was a close third; Hank hadn’t had any issues yet but he seemed nice enough. Gavin was the problem child in a way, he was always getting food or drinks of some kind in his computer terminal and messing it up. He was annoying, but every office had one. If it were up to him, Gavin would be in filing so that he wouldn’t be anywhere near computers, but it wasn’t up to him so he would just have to deal with it. The elevator chimed for his floor and he pushed the cart out to find Daniel waiting for him. The blonde was wringing his hands as he always did when he thought someone was mad at him. Silas gave him a pleasant smile. “Hey Daniel, wanna take me to the problem child?” He asked and waited for the blonde to lead the way, “I’ll see if can fix it up here without taking it apart, then you’ll be good to go. No worries, okay?” “Alright/” Daniel agreed, “I know I break things a lot of the time so I’m sorry about that.” “I don’t think this one is your fault. You aren’t the only one that uses that terminal.” He amended as they made their way to the bullpen, “You were just unlucky today. Just like with the coffee machine.” Daniel laughed, “Oh god, don’t remind me.” Silas found himself smiling now that Daniel seemed to be in a better mood, “We had a good laugh about it though.”
When they got to the bullpen Silas could hear the digital cry of the computer. It was a sound that he hated, both because of the sound itself and because of what it typically meant. He called it the Death Wail. Hopefully he could fix it without taking it apart, if that wasn’t the case he would have to do temporary repairs and then replace it once the new computers came in. He would just have to add to the order when he got back to the workshop. They got to what was Daniel’s desk for this shift, the intern corner as it was dubbed. The screen was a deep saturated blue with white code text crawling across the screen. This was worse than he had thought. “The writing wasn’t there when I left.” Daniel said with a bit of worry in his voice, “That’s bad isn’t it?” “Yeah, I’m going to have to take it apart and see where the issue is. It’s gonna take me a few days probably.” He reached behind the terminal and unplugged it and began to disconnect it from the monitor, “Is there anything you can do here while the computer is down?” “Paper work I suppose.” Daniel said as Silas moved the computer to the Crash Cart, “I’d have to see if there is anything backed up. If not, then there won’t be anything for the interns to do.” “How would you like to learn a bit about computers?” Silas asked after he had stood up, “If Richard says it’s okay of course.”
Daniel lit up some at that, “That sounds interesting. Maybe I won’t have as many issues then.” “Just talk to Richard, then if you’re able to, come down and join me on floor six.” He pulled the cart away from the desk, “I might have this taken apart by then. So I’ll see you in a bit.” Daniel nodded as Silas headed back toward the elevators. He had his work cut out for him alright. He planned to run a few diagnostics in hopes of not actually having to take the thing apart, but he was sure he would have to anyway. Both the Blue Screen and the Death Wail had him sure this one was toast. He hit the call button and resigned himself to the fact that he wouldn’t be going home for the night. “One day.” He said to the empty hallway, “I just want one day without any computer problems.” The elevator at the far end of the hall chimed open and Richard stepped out of it. He eyed Silas as he passed but neither of them did anything more than wave. Richard would learn about the problem soon enough. Silas made his way to the elevator and hit six. He wouldn’t be getting his smoke break today so he might get a bit testy in a few hours. He was trying to quit either way so maybe this was a blessing in disguise after all. If he helped Daniel get over his computer anxiety he would have one less thing to worry about. One less stressor, one less reason to smoke.
The elevator chimed for his office and he pushed the cart to one of the more clear work tables and started getting things set up. Since he would would be down here for a few hours he decided to play music through the workshop speakers. He got the terminal set up as needed and started running the tests. They would take anywhere from ten minutes to three hours to complete depending on how bad things were. He walked to one of the other work benches and picked up his tablet to continue working on the specs for the new prosthetic arm he wanted to design. He bobbed his head to the music that was playing. He got pulled far enough into his work that he didn’t notice the elevator chime open or Daniel step into the workshop until the blonde was standing on the other side of his tablet. Silas started and set the tablet down after closing the case. “Holy fuck.” Silas gasped, “I was busy. I didn’t hear you come in. Sorry about that.” “Sorry for scaring you.” Daniel looked over toward the testing dock, “What are you working on?” “Product specs. I can’t show them to you unfortunately because it’s private information.” He said conversationally, “I figure I could get more work done while I waited. Your department is all caught up?” “Yesterday’s intern apparently did the last of it so I’m free until the computer is back to normal.” Daniel said as he leaned against the work bench.
Silas glanced at the dock monitor, “We’ve got about a ten minute wait still. Is there anything you want to do to pass the time?” “Talk I guess, there isn’t much else to do.” Daniel said, “Do you like doing all of this? It seems like a lot of work for a group of four.” “It’s definitely a lot of work, but it’s worth it.” Silas shrugged, “As far as liking it, that really depends on the day. The days I’m not able to get anything done, not so much; but the days I’m able to get more research done are pretty nice.” “So you don’t like IT work all that much?” Daniel continued, “Why do you do it then?” “Because I like it.” He said simply, “Its what got me through college. What about you, why accounting?” “I like working with numbers, they are like little puzzles for me to solve. Which is fun.” Daniel smiled again as he spoke, “Its simple most days, but the technology tends to give me trouble and make things difficult.” “Let’s see about fixing that last part.” He turned to face Daniel with a pleasant smile, “On the days you have time, I can teach you about computers. Then maybe you’ll have better luck with them.”  “If you have time.” Daniel said as he straightened up, “You have a lot to do already.” “We can start today with this little problem child.”  Silas said as he moved to the other side of the bench and opened up the terminal and got to work, “You can even come over here to see what I’m doing if you would like.”
Daniel walked to the other side of the work table and Silas spent the next few hours explaining things as he took apart the computer. What each piece was used for and what issues and malfunctions could be caused by something going wrong. Daniel nodded along and listened intently. By doing this he was also able to find the issue sooner than he had thought. He thanked Daniel and walked him through the process of fixing it. The blonde had sat down at the work bench and the next time Silas checked on him he was asleep. He checked the time and found out that it was creeping up on three in the morning. He stopped long enough to go grab one of his lab sweatshirts and draped it over Daniel. He dimmed the lights and got back to work on his tablet to fix the arm specs a little more. Next would be printing a 3D model. He could work on the terminal again when Daniel woke up. “Sleep well Blue Eyes.” He said to the quiet room. He found himself looking forward to computer repairs for the first time in a long while. Who knew someone with such poor luck could be such a refreshing change of pace? Blue screens and blue eyes could turn out to be a good thing after all.
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erin-bo-berin · 4 years
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Double The Surprise
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Prequel to Thing 1 and Thing 2
Surprise! A new fic, two days in a row? I know, who am I? This was an anon request to do a gender reveal party of the twins from Thing 1 and Thing 2, so I made it sort of a prequel. I’ve linked the fic in case you haven’t read it. One thing to note, I included Diana, but in a more normal state so no Alzheimer's or schizophrenia. I’ve wanted to write something where she was free of any illnesses, so I added her in this like that. Besides, she’d DEFINITELY be there. Also, take a shot every time I say pink and blue, lord I was getting tired of saying that myself so sorry about that. Enjoy some Spencer and the team cuteness. Happy reading!
Spencer Reid/Reader
Rating: G (fluff)
Word Count: 3,285
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You knew it was a mistake to let Penelope be in charge.
Not that she was bad at it at all, in fact she was wonderful. But when she had a secret that she actually wanted to keep a surprise, her lips were sealed tighter than your old jeans.
Penelope Garcia—the technical analyst at the FBI’s Behavioral Analysis Unit and your husband, Spencer Reid’s teammate, coworker and friend—was the best at planning parties. Which is how she had gotten you and Spencer excited about the idea of a potential gender reveal party for the baby you and Spencer were expecting this fall.
You were currently 21 weeks and a bit larger than normal, although your doctor wasn’t worried. She had explained it could be due to the baby being bigger—your husband was over 6 feet after all—or perhaps you were a bit further along in your pregnancy than she first thought. Either way, at the last appointment, she had assured you that everything was looking fine.
The last appointment was also when you were able to find out the sex of the baby. 
Since you and Spencer really wanted to have a gender reveal party with your friends and the other team members of the BAU, you had invited Garcia to come along to the appointment. She would be informed of the sex and also have the results handed to her in a manila envelope, for the baker who would create the cake.
You were regretting your decision though because you were currently dying to know what baby Reid would be. It was amazing though, Garcia hadn’t even breathed the hint of a clue.
She was the worst person to keep a secret, so it was ironic when she refused to give into your pleading.
The gender reveal party was going to be this upcoming weekend, still a few days away and you were struggling with the anticipation.
The party details and planning helped curb your desire to know, though.
When Garcia had first suggested the idea, not long after you and Spencer announced your pregnancy, you were slightly hesitant about it. You didn’t know much about them or if anyone would even come. With the help of Penelope and her promise to take care of everything, you started coming around to the idea.
She was an excellent party planner because even though she took care of everything, she left plenty of room for you and Spencer to decide on details and things you wanted. Many nights were spent laying in bed, the two of you looking at gender reveal party ideas on Pinterest.
You actually thought Spencer was more excited for this party then you were. It was nice to know he was just as excited for it, though.
“Do you think she’d cave and tell us what we’re having if we surprise her with a red velvet cupcake?” you’d asked Spencer, one night that week.
“It’d probably be tempting for her, but I doubt it,” he answered you, “In fact, I’m surprised she’s kept quiet this long. She’s the worst at keeping secrets.”
“I know. I had her pegged to tell us within a day,” you huffed.
Spencer chuckled, kissing your head.
“Just think, it will be worth the wait when we find out what we’re having on Saturday.”
Surprisingly, Saturday did come rather fast. Although at the same time, it felt like eons to you. 
You were bursting with excitement for the party, which was to be held at David Rossi’s house.
Garcia had given you and Spencer strict instructions to not arrive until after 2 pm. She, with the help of her boyfriend Luke Alvez we’re going to be setting up everything for the party to keep the final display a surprise as well.
You were just as eager to wear the new outfit that Garcia had bought for you to wear—she really had thought of everything.
You had to admit, the ensemble was pretty cute.
You’d dressed in the sleeveless maxi dress that was designed in an alternating pink and blue chevron style and white flats that were partially hidden by the long skirt of the dress. Your bump was fully on display in the outfit, but it just made the dress seem even cuter.
It also helped that it was extremely comfy as well.
The finishing touch for the outfit was a flower crown. Yes, a flower crown. Garcia went all out when she did things, that’s for sure. 
It was a thin band of flowers that sat nicely on your head. One side was decorated with pink flowers while the other half had blue. With the entire outfit complete, you had to admit, Garcia definitely had picked a cute ensemble.
Spencer had come in just as you’d finished getting ready and whistled, making you blush.
“Why if it isn’t the sexiest baby mama around,” he grinned slyly, wrapping his arms around you from behind, “You look beautiful, Y/N.”
“You look rather charming yourself,” you chuckled.
His appearance wasn’t that much different than it was from his work attire. His suit pants and dress shirt were the same as usual, but Garcia had gotten him a pink and blue chevron tie to match your dress.
“Not exactly something I’d wear every day, but I like it,” he smiled, “Ready to find out what our baby is?”
“More than ever.”
The first thing you saw when entering Rossi’s backyard was a sign on the iron gate door to his backyard. 
There were a handful of pink and blue cardboard, cutout circles hanging on the gate door, along with a pink and blue cutout onesie that said We’re here for the sex. It made you laugh. This definitely had Garcia written all over it.
“I’m sure Rossi is thrilled with that hanging on his gate door,” Spencer laughed.
He took your hand and pushed the gate open into a pink and blue wonderland. 
You gasped as the two of you walked further into the backyard. Not only was the actual decorations and set up amazing, but the turnout was just as shocking.
The entire team was there; Emily Prentiss, Matt Simmons, his wife Kristy and all five kids—you’d specifically told Penelope that all the BAU kids were welcomed, you had a special place in your heart for them, just as she did.
JJ was there with her husband Will and her two boys Henry and Michael. Tara Lewis was there as well, always ready for a get together. Of course David Rossi was there as well with his third wife Krystall that he’d recently married again.
Luke and Penelope were of course in attendance, but what surprised you most was seeing the unexpected and surprise guests that Garcia had most definitely arranged to show up.
Former Unit Chief Aaron Hotchner was there with Jack, who was now taller than you. They both greeted you with a hug and their congratulations. Jack said he was mostly excited for cake and you couldn’t argue with that.
Derek Morgan, wife Savannah and little Hank Spencer Morgan had made it too. These kids were growing faster than you would like because now little Hank was 4 quickly approaching 5.
“Pretty boy!” Morgan greeted, hugging Spencer tightly, “It’s about time you became a father.”
You greeted Savannah and Hank, who was in his mother’s arms, suddenly a lot shyer than normal. After speaking to them both for a minute, they too went back to socializing with the others.
What was most surprising was seeing your parents and Spencer’s mom, Diana Reid.
“Mom! Dad!” you exclaimed, hugging them.
“Mom!” Spencer said, hugging Diana, “I’m so glad you could make it.”
“You think I was going to miss my grandbaby’s first party? I think not,” she grinned.
After greeting your parents, you hugged Diana yourself.
“It’s so good to see you Mrs. Reid,” you kissed her cheek.
It had been a little bit since you’d last traveled to Las Vegas with Spencer to visit her, not long after you’d married. Before that, you’d seen her at the wedding.
“Oh honey, you know I told you to call me Diana,” she beamed, “You’re the Mrs. Reid around here. How are you feeling?”
She rubbed a hand across your belly and you smiled.
“Feeling rather large, if I do say so myself,” you chuckled.
“Well there’s a good reason for that,” she winked, making your brows furrow in confusion.
Garcia was just on her way over to the three of you as Diana spoke and suddenly, she sped up, rushing over.
“Diana! How about I get you some punch and refreshments!” Garcia exclaimed, leading Diana away.
She turned to you and Spencer as she led his mother away.
“Take some time and look around before we do the reveal!” Garcia hollered.
“Come on, I wanna check things out,” you told Spencer.
You were beaming so big that he couldn’t help but chuckle and indulge you. He was pretty curious to check out everything too.
First off, there were pink and blue balloons everywhere. 
At the table where the food and refreshments were at, were gold letter balloons that spelled out the phrase Oh baby. 
The actual food spread was rather impressive too. There were finger sandwiches of chicken salad, turkey and ham, mixed nuts, vegetable plates with dip and of course, much to your delight was Alvez’s homemade salsa and guacamole, along with chips to dip. You’d be eating good this afternoon, that’s for sure.
The sweets were all gender themed, which was an adorable touch.
There were blue and pink chocolate covered strawberries, blue and pink cake pops—a mustache on the blue cake pop sticks and a bow on the pink ones—and hilariously enough, there were M&Ms in two bowls. One with peanuts were labeled Nuts and the other with plain was labeled No Nuts, hence the mystery of the baby’s sex.
“That’s ingenious,” Spencer commented, laughing, grabbing a handful of some.
There were blue plates with matching napkins and pink plates with pink napkins, along with alternating blue and pink jars that held the opposing color of plastic ware in them. 
At the very end of the refreshments table sat two huge glass jugs with spigots filled with blue and pink drinks. The blue was named Bouncing Blue Punch whereas the pink was Sweet Pink Lemonade.
“Wow, Luke and Penelope really went all out,” you gaped, amazed.
“And you haven’t even seen the best parts,” Garcia said, seemingly appearing out of thin air next to you, “Come on!”
She tugged on your arm excitedly, dragging you to another section of the party. You laughed, trying to keep up with her, looking behind you at a grinning Spencer who was following behind the two of you.
The first thing she had to show you, made you tear up thanks to the damn pregnancy hormones.
It was a canvas of animals in a little hot air balloon and the “balloons” were made up of thumbprints from all the guests, in the color of their guess of the baby’s gender. Even the kids had all done one.
There were a variety of pink and blue thumbprints, each one signed by the person. At the bottom of the canvas it read: Oh the places you’ll go.
“We all made our guesses and I put this together a week ago so it would be dry and ready to display for today,” Garcia beamed.
“I love it,” you said, your hand covering your mouth, still shocked at how beautiful it was, “Spence, this is going up in the nursery for sure.”
“Definitely,” he nodded, looking at it himself.
“This is amazing. Thank you, Garcia,” you breathed.
“Oh honey, we’re just getting started on the tour. Come on, there’s more to see.”
The next display was another interactive guessing game.
This was a chalkboard that read Twinkle, Twinkle, little star. How we wonder what you are!
One side of the board represented the boy votes and the other represented the girl votes.
“This is where everyone was able to vote as they came in with their guess,” she said.
You looked closer. So far a girl was winning by two.
“I also included two more interactive little games,” Garcia said, leading you to two more chalkboards.
One had Guess The Date written on it and the entire month of September written out. Your due date was approximately September 25th, which was listed at the top and sticky notes covered the dates of different attendee’s guesses on when the baby would arrive.
“Oh that is super cute,” you laughed.
Your eyes scanned over the numerous guesses.
Some had guessed as early as September 6th and others had guessed as late as September 30th.
“Pinterest, I’m telling you,” Garcia quipped.
The next board had a list of girls and boys names. Underneath the board and easel on each side was a basket, in the matching colors, slips of paper inside.
“This here is where the guests have tried to guess what your number one name for a boy and a girl is,” Garcia explained.
“So that explains why you asked for our top name for a boy and a girl,” Spencer mused.
“Yup.”
You looked at each column. There were a total of five names on each side.
The boys’ column included:
Carl
Aidan
Luke
Alexander
Matthew
The girls’ column included:
Daisy
Abrielle
Gabriella
Penelope
Paige
“Penelope? Luke?” you chuckled.
“Hey, for all they know you could be naming a kid after us!” she protested.
You smiled, seeing yours and Spencer’s top two picks on the lists—Abrielle for a girl or Alexander for a boy.
“Last but not least,” Garcia beamed, “You gotta see the cake. It’s amazing.”
The three of you walked to a table in the middle of the party where there were two chairs and a cake resting on the table.
“Obviously since it’s baby Reid, you two will be the center of attention,” Penelope said.
On the table was a beautiful cake decorated with blue and pink icing roses. One side was strictly pink roses and the other blue. The finishing touch was the various sized edible pearls that had been delicately placed in the center of each flower.
You audibly gasped.
“Penelope, it’s gorgeous!”
“Isn’t it though? I was in awe when I picked it up,” she commented.
“So the inside will be the reveal, right?” Spencer asked.
“Yes sir,” she smiled, “You guys ready to find out the gender?”
“Yes, please!”
You were practically bouncing on your heels like a child eagerly awaiting candy.
“First, I wanted to give you guys a little gift,” Garcia said, rushing over to the table where Luke sat, holding a gift bag.
“Garcia, you know we said no gifts!” you protested.
“Yeah, I know. But you know me,” she scurried back over, handing you the bag, “I can’t keep huge secrets.”
“What are you talking about?” you laughed, opening the bag.
Inside was a simple, cute, white baby onesie.
On the front, it said We’re having a baby! with the word baby scratched out.
“Why’s the word baby crossed out?” Spencer asked, peering over your shoulder at it.
He seemed to be just as puzzled as you were.
“Wait, there’s something else in the bag,” you observed, reaching in to pull out the second object.
It was a second white onesie that read Make that TWO babies!
“I couldn’t keep such a big secret obviously, so I told the entire team and they wanted to chip in on a present to announce it to you—this isn't all the gift though.”
You were stunned beyond belief and absolutely overjoyed.
“Twins?! Spence, did you hear that? We’re having twins!”
You turned to see your husband as white as a ghost, starting to sway.
“I-I-I think I need to sit for a moment,” he stammered, falling into the nearby metal folding chair.
“Spence, you okay?” 
You rushed to his side—as fast as your pregnant body would let you, that.
“Yeah, fine,” he muttered, still looking dazed, “Everything just started spinning there for a moment.”
Garcia was by his side with an unused paper plate, fanning him, just in case he was actually going to pass out.
The rest of the party’s eyes were on the spectacle, all of them clearly amused.
“Who knew the kid could create twins! Even his sperm is brilliant,” Derek hollered.
Everyone laughed at that and the fact that Savannah immediately stuck a sandwich in his mouth to quiet him.
“There are kids here, Derek!” she whispered loudly.
“Twins, huh?” Spencer asked.
The poor thing looked dumbstruck. 
“You sure you’re okay Spencer?” you asked, worried.
It’s like it took him a moment for it to finally sink in because he turned to you, a big grin on his face.
“Y/N, we’re having twins!”
He grabbed your face, kissing you, not caring about all the onlookers. You turned scarlet when he pulled away, a tad bit embarrassed that everyone was watching, but you were just as happy as him, so you couldn’t complain.
“My baby boy is going to have twins,” Diana smiled, coming over to wrap her son in a hug, “I was so excited when I heard that I almost ruined the surprise earlier!”
“Oh so that’s what you meant?” you asked, laughing.
That was definitely a good reason for you to be larger than normal. Your body was home to not one but two babies for the next little while.
“You knew, mom?” Spencer asked.
“Oh of course, Penelope called everyone,” Diana answered.
“You know I can’t keep a secret!” Garcia exclaimed, “This was my biggest one yet! It was the only way I could make it without bursting.”
“Speaking of everyone else,” JJ said, bringing up another, slightly larger gift bag, “This is from all of us, Hotch and Morgan included.”
“You wanna open it?” you asked Spencer.
He shook his head, indicating you could, so you did.
You pulled out a long, wood, plaque that read:
Our family is growing by
4 feet
and
2 hearts 
At the bottom, there was an engraving.
Reid Twins
It was absolutely perfect.
There were definitely tears on your end as you made your rounds hugging everyone and saying your thank yous.
You made your way back to the center table to Garcia, who you gave another huge hug.
“Thank you so much for putting together such an amazing party,” you said.
“It was my pleasure,” she smiled.
“Cut the cake already!” Both Jack and Henry hollered simultaneously, making everyone chuckle.
“I can’t argue with that, now can I?” you responded.
You managed to pull Spencer away from the conversation he was having with some of the guests and you both put your hands on the knife, cutting through the cake. It reminded you of your wedding reception, but this was ten times more exciting; you were expanding your family with the man you were in love with.
The entire backyard counted down.
“THREE!”
You looked over at Spencer, a big smile on your face. At this point, you didn’t think much more could surprise you than the news of having twins.
“TWO!”
He winked at you, silently reassuring you that no matter what the result, you two would raise these babies as a team.
“ONE!”
You both lifted up the slice, revealing a two layer cake; one layer was pink and one was blue.
“It’s a boy and a girl!” Spencer cheered.
You were pretty sure this day couldn’t get any better. 
You and Spencer would soon be welcoming fraternal twins; Abrielle Jade Reid and Spencer Alexander Reid. 
Little Abbie and Alex were going to be incredibly loved.
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dilfdoctordoom · 4 years
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Star sapphire Bette Kane AU???!!
Yes!!!! It’s been on my mind for a while now & I really, really wanna write it ‘cause I think it could be fun. I don’t really. Have a plot. But I do know some of the things I want to happen! I’ve got the love interest down, at least. Not quite who I’d expected it to be, but, like, I’m a sucker for characters that nobody knows anything about.
And it ended up way longer than I first thought, so I’m gonna be putting it under the cut.
Bette has always had a connection to love, this is just an objective fact. Everyone she meets, every team she joins, she always tries to care about them, no matter what
But all the teams she’s on (Titans West & LA) have dissolved, everyone going their separate ways. She still talks to them but she feels kinda disconnected. There’s this overwhelming belief that she’s the second choice, that none of them genuinely care about her, that’s been instilled in her since she was Bat-Girl
So she leaves LA behind her, tries to forget the ghosts of all her dead friends, and moves back to Gotham. It’s home, even if she keeps trying to escape it, because a part of her will always be that little kid in a homemade mask, trying to impress her aunt, her cousin, the entire world to a lonely kid
And she finds that her older cousin Kate is back in Gotham too. They used to be close when they were younger, with Kate acting as a big sister to her at times, but since her teens, they haven’t talked all that much
Bette still wants that connection though. She loves her cousin (she loves all her family, even when that feeling isn’t returned) and since they’re both here, why shouldn’t they spend time together?
Kate always seems to blow her off and never gives a reasonable explanation. It gets to the point where Bette thinks that maybe Kate doesn’t want to spend any time with her, that maybe she’s the second choice once moe
Then she sees Batwoman
Then she knows
This is Bette Kane. She was a child when she discovered the original Bat-Woman’s identity and now she’s an adult, years of training and detective work under her belt, and she doesn’t even need that. She’d recognize Kate Kane anywhere
She’s been meaning to get back into the game anyway. She’d promised herself after LA she wouldn’t but after only a month back in Gotham, she feels that itch. She wants to be jumping from building to building, wants the adrenaline rush that only comes with freefalling off a rooftop. There are many things that Bette Kane loves and being a superhero is definitely one of them
She works as Flamebird alongside Kate and for the chance to spend time with her family, she pretends that Batwoman’s dismissal of her doesn’t bother her. She fixes on a smile and she goes along with the entire Plebe thing, even though she’s been doing this longer, even though she’s a fully capable hero in her own right
She’d take all the little comments, all the judgement in the world, to spend time with somebody she cares about
And in this world, like in so many others, Bette pushes herself until she breaks. Harsh words from her cousin, from somebody she adores, and she goes out into the field an emotional wreck. She should know better at this point but there’s an anger boiling under her skin and she needs some sort of release
She goes out on patrol and she comes across the Hook
She’s angry and she’s desperate to prove herself and that is never a good mix
She’s not so angry anymore when Hook leaves her bleeding out in the streets
She’s not angry at all
She just wants to apologize. She doesn’t think she’s going to make it (blood, there’s so much blood, there shouldn’t be this much blood) and she wants to tell Kate, Bruce, Kathy, Dick, Gar, everyone she’s ever tried to impress, that she’s sorry for being a disappointment
She wants to tell them that she loves them all, so so much. She wants them to know that there’s nothing she wouldn’t do for them
She doesn’t get a chance
But instead of the DEO coming across her almost dead body and using her a bargaining chip, instead of becoming a pawn in a game that nobody told her about, there’s violet light
There’s a voice, soft and kind, and it offers her an escape. It’s a ring and it asks her to accept it, to join its fight, and she says yes. How could she not?
The world fades out in a violet hue and when Bette opens her eyes, she’s no longer on Earth
Zamaron is so different to everything she’s known, the Star Sapphires a whole new ball game, but this is Bette
This is the girl that saved Batman when she was just a kid
This is the girl that was told to quit by her hero and refused
This is the girl that would do anything to spend time with the people she loves
She takes it all in stride. She’s been friends with aliens before, known an interdimensional imp. She can handle this
It helps that Carol Ferris takes her under her wing for training
Carol is everything that her previous trainers were not; kind, helpful, compassionate, caring. There’s no snapping at her if she gets something wrong, no refusal to acknowledge her skills. There’s a certain amount of respect and Bette has never been treated with that
She still doesn’t tell Carol much about her life on Earth. She doesn’t mention being the original Bat-Girl (doesn’t want to hear the overly familiar ‘but wasn’t she a redhead?’), doesn’t mention Kate or Bruce or Dick or the Titans
Out here, in the depths of space, with a ring powered by the love in her heart, she’s allowed to be Bette Kane. There are no expectations, no writing her off because of a dumb mistake in her youth. There’s just Bette, the power of love, and the growing feeling that maybe she can be accepted
And you have to remember, Bette isn’t like Dick. She doesn’t work with the Justice League and she doesn’t know much about the Lanterns outside of vague allusions from Bruce
When she meets Guy Gardner and Kyle Rayner, she finds that she likes them. Really, really likes them. Guy isn’t the asshole that Bruce made him out to be and Kyle ━━
Kyle is the exact kind of person that Bette always ends up befriending. It certainly helps that Carol enlists him to help Bette control her abilities
(Because here’s the thing about the furthest ends of the emotional spectrum ━━ they’re dangerous. Rage can rip your mind apart, can change you as a person, can blot out any form of logic. And love, love is so powerful, so overwhelming, and Bette is so full of it. Control sometimes slips away from her and it’s always a battle to keep her head on straight)
So. She’s away from Earth, away from her family, and that should be scary. That should terrify her
But it’s so hard to be afraid when she’s surrounded by people that support her, that lift her up instead of knocking her down
And she knows that Kate and Bruce have only ever had good intentions. She knows that they were just looking out for her, but she’s starting to think that maybe they did more damage than good
On Earth, she was always, always thought of as the dumb kid, the airhead with a crush on Robin
Here, though, on Zamaron, she’s just the latest in a long line of Star Sapphires. She’s known for a mean right hook, the copious amount of sparkles added to her suit and her ability to befriend everything and everyone she comes across
Bette’s a likeable person. This is a fact; look at the teams she’s been on, look at the number of people she’s managed to work with
Bette’s also a lonely person. She puts her whole self forward and she’s never been treated in kind. She’s everybody’s second choice, the cast-offs, the stand-in until they can get someone better
(Maybe that’s not true. Maybe, maybe Bette doesn’t see it, the way Garfield brightens up when she arrives, the way Hank’s anger disappears because she’s making him laugh, the way Kate hugs her like she’s something important)
(But maybe, maybe the years have gone by and nobody has ever said those three little words to her. Maybe she’s spent her life without hearing anyone say ‘I love you’)
(And maybe that affects a person)
With Carol, with the Star Sapphires, with the Green Lanterns she’s slowly starting to befriend, it doesn’t feel like that. She’s not anyone’s consolation prize ━━ she’s a respected member of a powerful force of love
Can you imagine what that’s like? Going from your lowest point, bleeding out with the belief that you’re a failure to everybody you’ve ever loved, to a hero of the cosmos, with violet light sparking off you at every second? Can you imagine the thrill of it?
And flying! Bette has always been an adrenaline junkie, hasn’t bothered to keep it a secret, and this, soaring through the stars, is a high like no other. It’s pure joy and it’s all hers, not the product of someone else, not some false happiness designed to appease the people around her
Bette’s a nice person
A too nice person, some would say
And maybe Carol gets her first glimpse of this when, in a fight against the Sinestro Corp, Bette gets taken, prisoner
She’s a terrible choice, to be honest. Anyone, Yrra, Carol herself, would have been better
Because Bette knows how to make people like her
It’s a talent, really. One that’s been honed since she was a kid desperate for approval and one that might be a little out of practice (because with the ring on her finger, she never needs to pretend to be something she’s not), but it’s always there
You can’t spend years twisting and turning into a different person to please whoever you’re around for such a skill to go away
So Carol gets to see this, and the kindness, and that ability to make friends with anyone, when the rescue mission gets called off
Called off because Bette makes it back to Zamaron, offering Lyssa Drak a kiss on the cheek in thanks
Called off because fear doesn’t do much against a girl shaped by it. Because the machinations of the Sinestro Corp has nothing on the terror induced by the gaps in her memory, the razor-sharp smile she sees in her nightmares, the feeling she got on the edge of death
Called off because once Bette Kane sees somebody she thinks is attractive, she can’t stop herself from flirting
Called off because Bette is used to being friends with villains. Because Bette has forgiven everything Hank Hall has ever done, has rolled her eyes and told Tara Markov that her past doesn’t have to define her. Because she forgives, coming from a place of unending love
That’s not to say that things go perfectly all the time
She gets hurt. Sometimes it’s physically, when a threat is a little too much for to take, even with her training, even with her ring. She’s only human, after all, and humans falter all the time
And sometimes, it’s emotionally. She gets hurt when she goes to Thanagar and sees the face of one of her oldest friends, when she’s struck with the memories of his funeral
She gets hurt when she has to fight Charley Parker
She gets hurt when she feels the love radiating off them both regardless of what side they’re on
She cries for the first time in a long time on that day and she tries to hide on some desolate planet, away from Carol and her kindness, Guy and the way he always understands, Kyle and his calming presence. She wants to feel the hurt, feels like she deserves it (because she failed him, didn’t she? She didn’t look into his death and now one of her closest friends has become one of her greatest enemies)
She wants to be alone to punish herself and maybe if she was still on Earth, if she was with the Bats, that would be allowed. They are, after all, the masters of brooding on their lonesome
But she’s not on Earth. She’s in space, she’s surrounded by people that care about her and all their numerous friends
It’s Hal Jordan that finds her and she thinks there’s something funny about that. Something that would drive Bruce insane and she can’t help the choked back sobs when she thinks of him and his disapproving looks, his petty demands designed to stop her from being a hero, his funeral and the darkness that descended after it
There are plenty of people that know about regret, about feeling like you’ve let down the people closest to you, and the man that launched himself into the sun looking for redemption, who made his time as the spirit of vengeance offering second chances, is one of them
Her life as a Star Sapphire so far from perfect, but it’s better than the one she had on Earth for one simple reason ━━ she’s no longer defined by her past
Or by her future
She hasn’t told them that she was a hero. She knows that Carol suspects (she was, after all, the one that treated Bette’s wounds when she first arrived, the one that saw the Flamebird suit), but she doesn’t know about Bat-Girl. She doesn’t know how to tell any of them about her past
She doesn’t think she can tell them about her future. It looms over her, as it’s always done, this impossible reality where she will die, where she dons a Batwoman costume of her own
She used to want that, to be Batwoman, but the years have gone by and the mantle seems drenched in red. It’s not for Kate, not for the woman that deserves to be Batwoman. No, it’s soaked in blood for the girl that didn’t notice the holes in her aunt’s story
(Or maybe she did. Maybe somebody made her forget)
She’s never wanted to die, but now, when it seems like the universe is finally on her side, the idea is terrifying. She’d accepted it before, on some level, let herself run headfirst into danger because she doesn’t die yet, the future version of her said so, there’s still so much to do before the green of the Lazarus Pits takes her over
That acceptance has been gone for a while
She laughs with fellow Star Sapphires, gets drinks with Guy Gardner, goes flying among the stars with Hal Jordan when it all gets too much. She talks strategy with John Stewart, those years under a master manipulator finally paying off, she rests with Kyle Rayner while he sketches. She spars with Yrra Cynril, feels the rush of adrenaline that comes with the knowledge that this woman could kill her, and she talks about make-up and fashion with Arisia Rrab. She sneaks away somedays for a secret meet-up with a woman that’s supposed to be her enemy, indulges in the destructive nature of Lyssa Drak for just a moment, lets herself be consumed in soft kisses and whispered threats
And in all of those moments, the need to live is a thrumming, living beast within her
She knows she has to go back to Earth at some point, has to face her future head-on, but she doesn’t want to. She doesn’t want to die by an old friend’s hand
She doesn’t want to watch Duela Dent kill her. She doesn’t think that even a Lazarus Pit could really bring her back from that
Bette is afraid. She’s not a Green Lantern; she’s not supposed to be fearless
And really, it’s not her death that she dreads. It’s what comes after it. It’s the glow of a pit, the hollow smiles her future self gave. It’s the emptiness of her eyes
It’s the missing ring on her ring
(She thinks that might explain why her future self seemed to be missing something)
She doesn’t have the words to tell anyone this, though. She’s been taught to keep her fears to herself, lest they ben used against her, and besides
How do you tell the people that you love care about that you’re destined to die?
Bette Kane believes in destiny. She has two friends granted powers by the Lords of Order and Chaos, has seen twisted paths all lead to one final destination. She knows that she’s going to die, going to be thrown in a Lazarus Pit, going to fight against her family
(Her old one, at least. Future Bette never mentioned her new family and she hopes (she prays) that it’s because they’re safe, just far away from Earth)
She’s still Bette Kane, though, and a Bette Kane that’s spent so much time with Green Lanterns, with the champion of love. She learns about stubbornness in the face of an immense threat. She learns about survival through sheer willpower, through the endless power of love
She thinks she might be able to manage it
Bette Kane has always had a connection to love. Her ring works off of it, feeding off and into it, an endless loop that lets her soar among the stars
She’s seen love accomplish the impossible
She doesn’t see why she can’t just use love to stop that future
So she avoids Earth, the place she’s destined to die
It’s not that hard, not like she has to go there often
It’s not like anyone would want her back, anyways. She remembers her final conversation with Kate, remembers all of the times Bruce told her to give it up. She remembers her friends splintered and going their separate ways. She remembers slipping away for a year in between Bat-Girl and Flamebird and remembers nobody even noticing
What reason does she have to think that’s changed?
Which helps her decision to avoid Earth
And she does avoid it. It’s not hard, with all the different aspects of the emotional spectrum breaking out into fights, the Rann/Thanagar tensions, the million and one issues running through the universe
It’s easy to pretend that she isn’t even avoiding it
Until Carol needs her help
Until Carol asks for her help
Until somebody that she loves needs her
Okay, that’s all I have so far... it’s a work in progress. There’s still, like, what’s going on Earthside to work on.
But yeah!!!! This is the BS my brain has been focused on. It makes no sense, it’s bad & I love it.
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February 3, 2021: Sleepless in Seattle (Review)
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As I go through this month, I’m really starting to think about my relationships with romances, especially romantic comedies. I do find it interesting that the beginning of this month has me diving STRAIGHT into romantic comedy territory, even though I didn’t really intend to do that. But, hey, we’re here, so let’s go for it, right?
Anyway, this was maybe one of the most stereotypical rom-coms I’ve ever seen, but ENTIRELY in a good way. I’ll try to explain that as I go along here, but I genuinely did enjoy this movie! Do I think it’s the best movie I’ve ever seen? Eh. We’ll get there. Anyway...
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Cast and Acting: 8/10
As we go along this month, I’m going to be judging the leads of these films not just alone, but also together. Which is...SUPER hard with this one, simply because the two leads only see each other for about...two minutes of total runtime? But HOT DAMN, Meg Ryan  and Tom Hanks unsurprisingly kill this movie. Despite how I feel about some of the writing, and some of the plots, and even some character work, these two are absolutely perfect for these roles, and they manage to surpass Pretty Woman’s...mostly. Ryan isn’t as charming as Roberts, but she’s still a fun character to watch most of the time. But Hanks, vs. Gere? PFFFT, no contest whatsoever, Hanks TAKES that one. They somehow manage to sell a relationship that doesn’t even slightly exist for most of the film.
What about the supporting cast, though? Ross Malinger is a fantastic child actor, and also sells the conflicted, yet still innocent Jonah greatly. While the character is mostly just a method by which the plot moves, he’s still played excellently. Bill Pullman makes his purposefully boring character incredibly likable, enough so that I really want him to find someone perfect for him, goddamn. Rosie O’Donnell is also a fun actress in here, and does sell her transformation from doubting friend to ardent Sam-Annie shipper by the end. The cast of this film is fantastic, and while they don’t quite match up to Pretty Woman all-around, it’s still a great cast.
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Plot and Writing: 8/10
...Y’know, shortly after seeing this movie, I wasn’t a big fan of the writing. But now that I think about it, I kind of get it. If Pretty Woman was meant to be a modernized fairy-tale/Pygmalion story, then this is a romantic comedy actively trying to be a movie romance. Yeah, it’s a weirdly meta-contextual take on how love feels in movies, with Ryan taking the role of an ardent love of love, and Hanks having experienced real love and having lost it. And in that way...damn, this movie KILLS it. Nora Ephron, David S. Ward, and James Arch, kudos here. As for the plot, as odd as it is, I can also say that I’ve NEVER seen anything quite like it. And while it has some common romantic tropes in it, it somehow manages to combine them in a unique way! Again, credit where credit’s due, here.
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Directing and Cinematography: 8/10
...Does this movie get better with age THIS QUICKLY? Because, yeah, now that I think about it, there’s actually some brilliant cinematography in this film, and the credit for that goes to Sven Nykvist, one of the GREATEST CINEMATOGRAPHERS OF ALL TIME. Seriously, he’s gonna pop up again one of these days, I guarantee it. As for the direction, also very good. Maybe not perfect on Nora Ephron’s part, but still fantastic, no matter what. So, yeah, high points here, too.
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Production and Art Design: 8/10
...What is happening? Look, this one definitely doesn’t have the iconic outfits of Pretty Woman, but it’s still visually iconic, mostly due to its different but distinctive locations. From Chicago, to Baltimore, to Seattle, and to New York City, it is a distinctive-looking film nonetheless. Sam’s houseboat, Becky’s couch (weirdly), the GODDAMN EMPIRE STATE BUILDING WITH A HEART ON IT. Yeah, I gotta give some points for that, weirdly enough.
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Music and Editing: 9/10
...It’s a sign, I guess. Fact of the matter is, the already existing music here was MEANT to be remembered more than the actual composed soundtrack by Marc Shaiman, which is...actually quite beautiful. Also, Marc Shaiman, HOLY SHIT has he done a lot in movies. Just as an example...you like jazz?
But fact of the matter is, this movie hit ALL of my soundtrack buttons. You wanna win me the fuck OVER? Throw some Jimmy Durante at my face, alongsidesome Louie Armstrong and Nat King fuckin’ COLE. That is how you win me over. I DO NOT CLAIM TO BE A COMPLICATED MAN. Just one who likes old-school crooner shit. It makes someone happy, AND THAT SOMEONE IS ME.
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82%. Yeah, not losing sleep over that one.
I honestly did really like this movie in retrospect, and it weirdly got better over time, AFTER HAVING WATCHED IT. No wonder it’s a classic.
But although we leave this film, WE SHALL NOT LEAVE THE HOLY ROMANCE EMPIRE YET! One more act in this fictionation’s history to explore. And if that makes no sense, here’s the Recap, knock yourself out. Anyway...did you hear that sound?
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February 4, 2021: You’ve Got Mail (1998)
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In This Mad Machinery
A human and an android swap bodies, resulting in identity crises, existentialism, philosophy with the boys, and fun!
Detroit: Become Human | gen | 20k | rated T | introspective comedy/sci-fi
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Hank and Markus were already chatting on the sidewalk when Connor got there. He parked the car in front of them and rolled down the passenger window. “Hello, Markus.”
“Connor!” It was Markus’ turn to lean his forearms on the window. “And here I was, thinking nothing more could surprise me.”
“Quite the surprise for us, too. I hope the Lieutenant didn’t interrupt anything.”
“No, not at all. It’s a very good sign that the humans are more curious about us than hostile. Do you really think they would’ve emailed a free android the key to stealing a human body a year ago?”
Connor smiled. “That’s true. Knowledge of this still won’t disseminate to the public for a long time, though. I figured you at least should get a heads-up, just in case we need to keep CyberLife in check.”
“About that….” He raised an eyebrow. “I appreciate the consideration, but didn’t CyberLife ask to keep it to you two?”
Connor hesitated, trying to recall their exact wording. “Not explicitly.”
“But they did want it on the down low. And Hank gave me the email through your memories, which opened that it’s only for the intended parties, of which I am not. And he’s got that all recorded, thanks to the black box running in his head.”
“Oh….” The recording of the event that CyberLife wanted back from them. He had completely forgotten. “You know, the expression ‘it slipped my mind’ makes so much more sense once you know what the human brain is like.” He rubbed his eyes. He wasn’t sure why he did, but he felt better after. “It would take way more than a day to get used to it, Markus.”
“Of that, I’ve no doubt,” he laughed. Clapping his hands together, he stepped back from the car. “But you can tell me all about it later. You only have a couple hours left, right?”
“Two hours, forty-seven minutes, give or take an hour,” said Hank, opening the door. “It’s like there’s a big countdown clock in the back of my head. Numbers this, schedule that. So orderly and organized. Fuckin’ overbearing.”
“And I was just about to miss your vulgarity in my voice,” said Connor.
“Oh? What’s that?” Hank buckled the seatbelt before cupping a hand around his ear. “Is that a joke? Picking up my humor? Should I be charging royalties?”
Before he could come up with a clever response, Markus interjected with a farewell and a reminder to keep in touch, maybe have a proper visit sometime soon. They waved, and then Connor started the car down the block.
“Kid, this head of yours?” Hank held up his hands, fingers splayed, emphasizing, “In. Sane. I watched like six classical painting tutorials in seconds, then calculated some predictive program that knew what each brush stroke would look like. I went from zip to forging Monets in twenty-six minutes. If I weren’t an officer of the law and you weren’t Mother Teresa, we could be rich! Stop sign.”
“Stop—?!” He hit the brakes, jolting to a halt at the intersection. There weren’t any other cars around, thanks to the suburban neighborhood. Connor’s heart was thumping in his chest; he could hear the blood pumping in his ears. It wasn’t enjoyable. He took a breath. “Sorry, Lieutenant. In contrast to your newfound hyper-awareness, I’m finding it hard to focus like I’m used to.”
“Ah. Understandable, that makes sense. Want me to drive, then?”
“That might be a good idea, yes.”
He climbed out of the driver’s seat and went around to the other side. There still wasn’t a car in sight. Then why did they even need a stop sign there in the first place?
Back in the car, Hank drummed his hands on the steering wheel while Connor fumbled for the seat belt. “So where are we going, anyway?” he asked. “With a six- to eight-hour time frame, that doesn’t give us a real definite end time, varying by up to—fucking math….”
The latch clicked. Where should they go next? What else would be quintessential to the human experience, something so unique Hank attempted to trademark it? What do humans do anyway?
They’re emotional, so pastimes often include a neurological reaction. Adrenalin rushes were common through thrillers and death-defying death traps, but it would take more time than they had. If not reactionary, then it was stimulated intentionally. They could go to a bar, but that would be pointless for Hank, and Connor didn’t particularly want to give up lucidity when he was supposed to be figuring himself out. Right up there with alcohol were drugs and sex, both of which were disrespectful to his host. The mere thought of them left a bad taste in his mouth—an expression he certainly didn’t expect to be literal.
Once he got distracted by that, his thoughts flooded over, once again overwhelming his head. “God damn,” he groaned, sinking into the passenger seat to try to escape the torrent. “Maybe just…home? I think I just need to be able to think things through.”
Hank didn’t answer immediately. Connor caught him looking his way for a moment before he shifted to first gear. “Home it is, then. Too much to process without a processor. Happens to the best of us, and I’ve found the best solution is a cold beer and a warm dog.” Then he drove off through the quiet neighborhood.
As they accelerated, the wind started whipping his hair around through the open window. Normally, it wouldn’t be a bother, but Hank’s hair was much longer than his, and he had to comb it out of his face whenever it got too obtrusive. He was glad he didn’t have long hair: his was long enough to appear amicable and open as was his function as a detective, yet short enough that it kept out of his way.
His hair. As in, the RK800’s hair. Even though that wasn’t his at the moment, he still considered it his. Even though it was actively and currently being used by someone else, he still considered it his. Because he knew that it was only temporary, he justified, and it would be his again soon.
Only temporary. Then back to his short hair, spry figure, adjustable senses, SSD memory, network connection, parallel processes….
When he laid it all out like that, it really did sound like he was talking about a computer. Did that really constitute as a life?
It must, right? He had lived it. He was alive. And now he was living out a human life, so his existence must allow the capability of living.
But it’s temporary, a sampling of what could’ve been before being cut off from real emotions again. Before not being able to feel the sun’s radiation prickle along his skin. Before becoming unable to taste all the cuisines man spent so many centuries refining.
His throat constricted slightly, just enough to become uncomfortable. An unknown reaction like that would have never happened in his own body. He lamented his inability to research what it meant before he remembered Hank’s phone. That was something humans did: frequently check their phones. Some factual research would be a welcome distraction from his inconclusive pessimistic thoughts.
Connor pulled out Hank’s phone, unlocking it with his thumbprint (breaking and entering?). As he loaded the browser and began formulating his first search query, the feeling slowly lessened, disappearing sometime while he was reading the first webpage.
At least he knew that he definitely would not miss how long it took humans to read.
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He was in the middle of calculating his heart rate, two fingers pressed under his jaw and a half-read article on heart disease on the screen, when the soft radio and rumbling engine shut off. “You’re not killin’ me, are ya?” asked Hank.
“Hopefully not. Just making sure.” Connor got out of the car, waiting for Hank to lock up and get the front door. He decided against finishing the article and put the phone away. He didn’t think the results would make him feel better.
Hank opened the door and threw the keys onto the nearest table. “Howdy, Sumo!” he called as he kicked off his shoes.
Connor spotted the dog in the kitchen, picking his head up but not rising to greet them like usual. He must still be thrown off by earlier. As Connor untied his shoes, Hank crouched by Sumo, scratching his head and saying something he couldn’t hear. Sumo’s tail started thumping on the floor.
Hank jumped to his feet, continuing to hop in place a few times. “Think I can do a backflip?” he asked out of nowhere. “Never seen you do any sick flips.”
“Uh…possibly? It’s not really what my model was designed for, though.”
“Hmm.” He stopped and rolled his shoulders. “Alright, maybe you should try it before I do, then.”
“That would ensure the most safety for all involved.”
“Don’t say that; you’ll make me calculate risks and shit.”
Connor smiled. “I understand.”
“I’m sure you do.” Hank opened the fridge. “How do androids handle their liquor?”
“I wouldn’t recommend it.”
He glanced up over the door. “No shit?”
“Not in the sense that we get drunk. The ethanol is easily combustible and can raise internal temperatures too quickly, potentially boiling thirium.”
“…But a little won’t hurt?”
Connor opened his mouth to contest before Hank raised a finger with a distracted glance. Then he nodded. “One won’t hurt.”
He ignored Connor’s half-hearted arguments as he retrieved two beers, kicked closed the door, and jumped onto the couch. Hank did have more of the facts now than he did…. He’d verify his search later, he concluded, and brought the bottle opener from the coffee table into the living room. “So long as you did your research, Lieutenant.”
“Please. There’s no way I could’ve not.” With an expert flick of the wrist, Hank popped the caps off and held one out. “Wanna watch something?”
Connor sat down, appreciating the compression leaving his bones. The bottle was cold in his hand, becoming more uncomfortable by the second; he minimized contacted surface area by holding the neck between two fingers. “I suppose.”
Saturday afternoon television consisted of a hodgepodge of reruns, final minutes of sports games, and movies. Hank surfed for a bit before settling on a movie that exploded onto the screen in the middle of a fight. Connor, by this point, was reluctantly resigned to his lack of a search engine.
He sipped his beer. It tingled his tongue in a way that reminded him of his coffee earlier—bitter. There was another taste there, too, something that smoothed out the bitterness. It was pleasant; his bet was on ‘sweet.’ Overall, he’d say he liked it. Of course he liked it; Hank had lived off the stuff for years.
Hank’s bottle appeared inches from his face. “It’s just giving me warnings about alcohol flammability. Not worth it.”
“O-Oh….” He reluctantly took it, held it a few seconds, then set it on the table, unsure if he even wanted to finish one, let alone two. Even though the moment had passed by the time he thought of it, he added, “Told you so.”
“Wow. You completely missed both the comedic and vindictive timings there. You’re really out of it.”
“Well. It’s just…. I feel really….” He wrapped his arms around himself, holding his beer off to the side. He wasn’t entirely sure why he did it. It just seemed more secure like that. And warm. “…really weird.”
“Of course you feel weird, this is fuckin’ weird. You were a robot this morning.”
“But am I still?”
“Hm?”
Connor’s voice quieted, not entirely sure what can of worms he was opening. “Am I an android?”
“Of course—”
“I’m not, though,” he interrupted, staring at the table. “To anyone that asked right now, by all definitions of the term, I am not an android. I breathe and have blood and lack even an iota of machinery, so what does it matter that it wasn’t my body yesterday? What’s the difference? Where is the line drawn between us?”
“Maybe there isn’t a difference.”
“Yeah, Hank, I know, I’m a sentient individual just like any human, but isn’t there?” He gripped his sleeve. “Even I know it’s not normal to turn on a computer only to have it demand equal rights. It was a marvel of engineering and nobody knows how it happened, but somehow it made me and millions of others, and now it looks like it’s completely fine for this computer to just continue existing as a human like nothing’s really changed. But god damn it, everything’s changed! Once upon a time CyberLife built a robot and now it’s drinking a beer and questioning existence, so what does that make me? Because it sure as hell doesn’t sound like I’m an android anymore.”
“Oh, boy.” Hank turned to face him, crossing his legs under him and resting his forearms on his knees. “C’mere, look at me.”
Connor took a small breath before turning his head. The RK800 next to him was an odd sight: A highly advanced investigative prototype in somewhat faded jeans and a tee two sizes too big? It would’ve been inconceivable a year ago. It was completely against design, and yet here it was, and in a domestic setting. After a few seconds, he realized the curve in the shoulders was familiar, the arch of the eyebrows sympathetic and recognizable. Even in an RK800 chassis—his chassis—his mannerisms still made it clear it was Hank in there.
Hank watched him with the same careful scrutiny, looking for something in his face. “Kid, I don’t know,” he eventually admitted. “No one knows. Most stumble through life without ever thinking about it. Even CyberLife with all its awards doesn’t know; if they did, we wouldn’t be sitting here in front of a fun house mirror right now.
“So my thoughts on the matter are the same as they were before: To me, it just doesn’t matter. You are who you are. But.” He paused for a moment. His hand moved to rest on the back of his neck as he averted his gaze. “I’m a human in a human’s world. I think not having to worry about identity is a privilege I didn’t realize I have. It’s something we all probably have to come to terms with as androids start to pave their own way. But there really might not be a difference. Humans hate other humans for dumb shit, so I’d bet this is just a continuation of the ‘us and them’ mentality. Maybe all someone needs to exist is a brain that questions if it exists, like that guy said—René Descartes, Discourse on the Method, 1637, “—it was absolutely necessary that I, who thus thought, should be something; And as I observed that this truth, I think, therefore I am—” and so on and such.”
Connor turned slightly to rest his cheek on the back of the couch. It didn’t ease his worries, but his body relaxed into the cushions. “But how can a computer suddenly get life? If the soul is something organic, a machine can’t have one.”
“Having a soul is a belief. It’s something to trust in, to—”
“It’s not, though. It’s a simple ‘yes’ or ‘no’ answer: Do I have a soul?”
Hank didn’t answer right away. Connor felt like he was running in circles, dropped into the middle of a void he didn’t know existed yesterday. He felt irritated—confused—helpless—and at the same time, weak, like he should just give up and curl up on the couch and try to forget it all.
“Connor.”
He opened his eyes. (When did they close?)
“Rome wasn’t built in a day,” said Hank. His LED cycled yellow. “And I think we’ve done enough building for one day. So why don’t you have some more alcohol and go take a nap, hm?”
“Wh—” The suggestion temporarily took up his entire processing capacity. He blinked and clarified, “I should go sleep? I’m only human for an afternoon and I should sleep?”
“Sure, why not? You look tired. Ah-ah—!” He held up a hand to cut off his rebuttal. “And we don’t know when exactly this’ll wear off or if I’ll get notified about it. Wouldn’t want you passing out on your feet, dropping my empty body to smash its head on something.”
That was a good point. “I could just stay here, though. Is it really the best use of my time right now to sleep?”
“To sleep, perchance to dream. Who knows,” Hank smirked, “maybe you’ll count some electric sheep. I kinda want to know.”
His lips parted, trying to parse the random statement. He wagered a guess and said, “That’s a reference that I can’t look up right now.”
“I’ll give you points for that. It’s a book. Only seen the movie, though. Oh.” Hank’s eyes narrowed slightly, glaring into the middle distance. “I just got the strangest urge to hit myself. I think your body’s biased, Connor. CyberLife has it out for me and my Blade Runner addiction.”
“I….” He was so lost right now. “I don’t…think that’s true?”
“Beer.” With a pat on his shoulder, Hank stood up, arms crossed. “It’ll help you sleep better.”
Connor sighed. Maybe enough was enough for one day. Maybe he just needed time to think things through. Hank was looking down at him in a way that made it clear he didn’t really have a choice, either. Not to mention looking down at him wearing his face, which made his stomach condense into an uncomfortable knot. He took a longer sip of his beer before setting the half-empty bottle next to its twin. “Alright,” he conceded, pushing himself to his feet. “Alright. Thanks, Hank.”
He stumbled, pulled into a hug. Hank wrapped his arms around his neck and shoulders, and after a moment of surprise, Connor hesitantly did the same. His clothes were soft, his skin smooth and cool, much cooler than when he was human. He realized he was the warmer of the two now and wondered why Hank ever bothered hugging an android when there didn’t seem to be anything to gain from it.
But then Hank tightened his grip and rested his chin on his shoulder, and immediately Connor felt relieved—secure—contented—stable—his anxieties melting away—like he could just stay like this and forget the future. His breath caught. Like all that mattered was here and now.
And he felt okay with that.
“Your hair’s tickling my ear. My hair. Why hasn’t anyone told me that before.”
Connor smiled. Typical Hank, shirking from being too sentimental.
“And you’re just a little shorter than me. I gotta crane my neck a bit now to do this.”
“Alright, I get it.” He pulled away, combing back his hair.
Hank snickered and waved him off. “Open the blinds if you want.” He returned to the couch, clicking his tongue to call Sumo.
Connor glanced at the TV, movie forgotten. It still looked the same as when they turned it on. He patted Sumo as he walked by before heading to Hank’s room.
He left the door open behind him. He wasn’t even really sure if he could sleep. Does he just lie there or…? Whatever the case, a fluffy pillow looked comfortable to rest his head against. He lied down on his back, folding his hands over his midriff. The quiet sounds of the television grew softer still—Hank must’ve turned down the volume.
Like each time before, not having gravity compressing his shoulders was an instant subtle relief. He sighed and closed his eyes. Maybe it’ll just happen? He wasn’t aware of humans having manual control over their states of consciousness. If he tried to think less, maybe it would trigger the low-power mode that is sleep.
He shouldn’t be here. This shouldn’t be a problem that androids ever have to experience. But it was also an opportunity to see something no one has before. He should try to be in the moment. He can pick apart the details later.
What did Hank make a joke about, counting sheep? That was a saying that sounded familiar: something mundane to lull him into a passive thought process. Might as well give it a try.
He got bored of sheep after forty-one and decided to instead list and picture dog breeds alphabetically. He remembered getting to the Finnish Spitz, after which it got hazy, like the world had faded away.
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Save Me - Chapter 5
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Pairing: Steve Rogers x Reader, multiple MCU characters
Word Count: 2627
Summary: Y/N has finally landed her dream job as a lifeguard on Midgard Beach, but how well will she fit in with the team and how will she cope after grabbing the attention of the blue-eyed Captain?
***Masterlist***
A/N: I’m gonna be honest not much happens in this chapter. However get ready for major fluff and angst in the next chapter. All feedback is appreciated xxx
The wind whipped viciously at your hair as you rode your bike down the hill towards the tower, ceasing your peddling as gravity did most of the work for you. The sun had just begun rising behind you, warming your back as you made your way to work, bathers already on under your uniform.
You had wanted to get in an early morning swim before work and had adjusted your schedule accordingly, arriving at work an hour before your designated start time. Therefore you weren’t surprised when you found the watch tower vacant, the room having remained untouched since the day before. Walking over to your locker you quickly packed your bag away grabbing only your towel as you left the room once more.
The chilly air was becoming warmer by the second, the sun having fully risen now. As you made your way down the steps you were about to start your journey across the sand to the water when the thumping of loud music being blasted caught your attention. You followed it as it led you around the building, streaming from the opened roller door that led to the gym.
Peaking inside you recognised several of your coworkers as they trained, sweat pouring off of them as they continued with their various exercises. Wanda, having seen you first, waved over at you with a smile from her position on the stationary bike. Letting out a sigh you began to make your way over to them knowing what you had to do.
Clint lowered the music significantly, causing everyones attention to be drawn to you as you approached.
“Hey Y/N,” Natasha spoke up, giving you a friendly smile.
“Hey Nat,” you replied, lowering your gaze to the floor as you began speaking at an increased pace.
“I’m glad you’re all here; saves me from having to track you all down. I-I just wanted to apologise for my behaviour yesterday. My outburst was totally uncalled for and I’m sorry for the things I said. I have my fathers temper so when I get really riled up I just kind of say whatever’s on my mind. I promise it won’t happen again though.” Your head flicked up, gazing around the room as your eyes pleaded for someone to speak up.
After a few seconds of silence Clint was the first to speak up.
“Do you think that we’re mad at you?” One of his eyebrows was raised questioningly.
“Yes…?” You responded, becoming more confused by the second at Clint’s response. A couple of your coworkers began laughing before Tony took over the conversation.
“You were just standing up for yourself. We’ve all done it. Plus Cap’s decision was kinda stupid so I don’t think anyone blames you there.”
Steve’s head whipped over to Tony, his eyes glaring daggers into his back. You chuckled at the two men causing Steve’s attention to be drawn to you, locking his eyes with yours.
“And since you and Stevie seemed to clear everything up I don’t think there’s a problem anymore,” Bucky interjected. You recalled that he hadn’t been working yesterday but you had no doubt that the entire team had been informed of your outburst. You were no stranger to workplace gossip.
“Oh,” you said, everything having been cleared up much easier than you were expecting.
“Ok, well, good. Um…thanks?” You continued awkwardly, a little bit shocked at the turn of events. “Well I’m going for a swim so I’ll see you guys later.”
You turned on your heals quickly as you practically ran away, catching a few ‘byes’ as your coworkers returned to their workouts. A conversation had started up in the gym as you had retreated but you were too far away to make out what they were saying.
***
The water had caused your tight muscles to relax significantly as you pulled yourself forward, swimming up and down the beach several times before the chill in the water finally started effecting you. Goosebumps now lined your skin as you completed the last length of your swim, turning around to let the small waves that had begun to form take you back to shore.
As you lazily found your way back to the sand you looked up as you emerged from the water noticing Steve and Bucky as they made their way over to you. You lifted your hand up to wave at them as they approached, grabbing your towel that you had left on the beach and wrapping it around yourself to block out the cold chill of the wind. They had both had a shower and changed into their uniforms, now clean after their gruelling workout.
“Isn’t it freezing in the water?” Steve questioned, gesturing to your clearly visible goosebumps.
You shrugged, “I weirdly kind of like it. It wakes me up in the morning, you know?”
The boys smiled back at you, Steve shaking his head incredulously.
“We’re gonna go get some coffee, did you want anything?” Bucky questioned, igniting a need for a nice warm beverage inside you.
“Oh yes please!” You responded.
“Did you wanna come with us? Or we can just get it for you if you want,” Steve asked, causing Bucky to grin at him with a knowing look.
“I’ll tag along, if you guys don’t mind. Let me just put some clothes on and grab my purse.”
The three of you walked back up the beach chatting idly as you tried to dry your hair as best as you could. They waited downstairs for you as you rushed up to grab your belongings, greeting your other coworkers as they talked lazily on the couches.
The walk to the coffee shop was quick as it stood just at the top of the hill behind the beach. The sweet aroma of freshly baked pastries filled your senses as soon as you walked in, causing your mouth to drool as you ogled them in their display cabinet.
“Hey Scott,” Steve greeted the barista.
“Hey guys. The usual?” He questioned, writing down their order on the coffee cups as they nodded in affirmation.
Bucky and Steve gestured for you to order, pulling you out of your pastry filled reverie as you greeted the barista warmly.
“Ohhhh, a new recruit I see,” Scott exclaimed, raising an eyebrow at the boys behind you. “Why do you guys always hire the pretty ones? I swear Hank goes out of his way to make sure I’ll never get a girlfriend. He only ever hires guys or 15 year old girls.” You laughed at his strange personality, finding him charming in a quirky way.
“She even laughs at my jokes!” He exclaimed, clutching at his heart. “I’ve met an angel!”
You continued to laugh at him as he stuck out his hand, grasping your hand in his as he shook it enthusiastically.
“I’m Scott by the way,” he stated, pointing up to his name badge as he continued, “Although I’m sure you already knew that.”
“I’m Y/N,” you introduced yourself, his hand lingering in yours slightly as you pulled away.
“I thought you had a thing for Hope,” Steve interjected suddenly, causing your eye contact to severe with Scott as he looked up at Steve, the large man taking a step towards the counter so that he was now standing directly behind you.
“What? Me and Hope? What makes you think that? I-I would never date Hope, I work with Hope.” You smiled at him as he scrambled to answer, obviously flustered from Steve’s question.
“Is it that obvious?” Scott continued, sighing in defeat. “Like, I want to ask her out but I feel like Hank will definitely fire me if I do.” A sad expression crossed his face.
“You’ll never know if you don’t take the shot,” Bucky interjected.
“Yeah, I know.” A silence lulled over the conversation before Scott perked up once more. “But enough about me. What can I get for you?”
You were slightly shocked at Scott’s quick change in moods. Nevertheless you ordered a green tea with honey as well as one of the blueberry danishes that had been calling out to you from behind the glass cabinet.
Stepping back after having payed the correct amount you joined Steve and Bucky as they took a seat at one of the vacant tables, Scott quickly getting back to work as he began making your drinks.
“No coffee?” Steve questioned as the coffee machine came to life behind you.
“Nah, I’ve never really been a massive fan.”
Bucky pulled his hand up to his chest as he let out an offended gasp.
“You don’t like coffee?” He questioned. “Now that’s just blasphemy!”
You chuckled back at him as Scott called out your name, smiling at you as he handed you your drink.
“Thanks,” you said cheerfully before turning back to Bucky, not breaking eye contact with him as you took a sip, letting out an exaggerated moan as the warm liquid traveled down your throat.
Sitting back down you chatted with Steve and Bucky for a few more minutes before Scott called their names as well. Steve grasped his americano in his hand as Bucky swirled the ice around in his iced latte. You all thanked the barista for his service before making your way out the door, starting the short walk back to work.
As soon as you had exited the store the familiar sound of a phone ringing filled the air, Bucky quickly fishing around in his pocket to answer the call. You and Steve walked forward, side by side, allowing Bucky to have some semblance of privacy as you all began to walk back down the hill.
Reaching into the paper bag that Scott had given you you greedily dug out the blueberry danish that lay inside, letting out a small moan as the sweet pastry touched your lips.
Steve eyed you with a smile, “Is it good?”
“Heavenly,” you responded, mouth still full as you took another bite. “Want to try?”
You handed the danish over to Steve before he took an extremely large bite, you gasped back in protest.
“You literally just ate half of it in one bite! How is that even possible?” You protested, snatching the pastry from Steve’s hand jokingly.
He threw his head back and laughed at you as you playfully scowled at him. The two of you became silent, simply enjoying each others company as you walked towards the beach. The faint sound of Bucky’s conversation drifted towards you, unable to hear what exactly he was saying.
“Are we good?” Steve spoke up, suddenly getting serious.
You knew what he was referring to but instead elected to make a joke, “It’s just a danish Steve, I think I’ll survive.”
He threw his head back and let out another bout of laughter causing you to smile. He was beautiful when he laughed, chin pointing upwards as his hand came up to clutch at his chest. You wanted to make him laugh like that more.
“No, but seriously,” the smile still remained on his face causing your stomach to flip slightly, “Are we good?”
“Yeah, we’re good.” You let your mouth curve into a smile as you looked deeply into his entrancing eyes.
You hadn’t realised how close you had been walking next to him until Bucky, now done with his phone call, shoved himself between you, placing an arm around each of your shoulders as you all continued to walk. You failed to notice the blush creeping up to Steve’s cheeks as he failed to notice yours, Bucky eyeing both of you from the corner of his eyes with a smile plastered onto his face.
***
“Nat and Clint, I want you guys at the first station today,” Steve said to the congregation of lifeguards. Natasha and Clint turned to each other and high-fived at Steve’s instructions, clearly happy to be working together.
“Dream team,” Clint commented.
“Tony and Peter, you’ll be at the second station and Bucky and Y/N, you’ll be at the third station. Bucky you’ll need to show Y/N how to take out the buggies and put them back at the end of the day. I assume you’ve driven one before?” Steve questioned you causing you to nod back enthusiastically.
“Ugh, but you know I suck at training newbies, Stevie. Surely you can just do it,” he complained, winking at Steve who rolled his eyes.
“Well it’s my turn to be in the tower today with Wanda so unless you want to swap-” Steve began before Bucky cut him off.
“No-no-no, never mind, I’ll teach Y/N.” The room erupted in laughter. It was clear no one liked being inside for the day.
With a nod from Steve you all got to work for the day, walking with your coworkers as you all made your way down to the storage shed. Clint and Natasha took out the first buggy, driving off to their stations with Tony and Peter close behind them. Bucky made his way over to the last car, motioning for you to get into the drivers seat.
“Your carriage awaits, m’lady.” You laughed at Bucky’s bad English accent before climbing into the car, turning it on and reversing out with ease.
“My jobs gonna be real easy today if you’re this good at everything I have to teach you,” Bucky exclaimed, leaning back in his chair as he brought his hands up to rest at the back of his head.
“So where’s our station?” You questioned as you slowly eased the buggy down the ramp and onto the sand.
“That way,” Bucky pointed, his finger indicating to the far right side of the beach. You headed off without another word.
A few minutes later, after having parked at your designated position and gotten yourself comfortable as you watched the beachgoers swimming, Bucky spoke up once more.
“So how’re you finding the job so far?” It was an obvious attempt at small talk but you appreciated that he was trying to get to know you, preferring a conversation over an awkward silence.
“Well it’s only my second day,” you began, “and I’ve already disobeyed an order, insulted my Captain and had an outburst in front of all my colleagues.” You trailed off as Bucky smirked at you.
“So I’d say it’s probably the best start I’ve had to a job.” Bucky burst out laughing at your sarcastic tone. His laugh was similar to Steve’s, you noticed, throwing his head back as his hand came up to clutch at his chest.
“Well if this is the best start you’ve had to a job then I don’t wanna know how you started at the others.”
“Tony, there’s two swimmers near you going pretty far out, make sure to keep an eye on them,” Steve said through the comm, his voice sounding serious and authoritative.
A smile spread across your face as you recognised his voice, Bucky smirking at you as he caught your reaction from the corner of his eye.
“So…what do you think of the Cap?” Bucky questioned, causing a blush to spread across your face.
“Yeah, he’s alright,” you responded, composing yourself quickly. “I kind of didn’t know what to think of him at first. He was nice to me when I started but then the whole rescue situation happened and I thought he was an asshole for a while.”
Bucky chuckled at your statement.
“But then he apologised and he just sounded so sincere about the whole situation. I don’t really know what to think. I want to believe he’s a good man but I guess we’ll just have to wait and see.”
“He is,” Bucky said softly, “He is a good man.”
You smiled at him softly.
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funkzpiel · 6 years
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Fictober 2018 | Day 19
Kink!Fic | Vampires, Thrall -- Gavin900 Heavily inspired by @mercurial-tenacity ‘s amazing grindelgraves fictober update, ugh it was so good it had me some kinda way.
“Why am I here again?” Gavin groused as he slid up to the bar next to Hank, scowl firm on his face. “S’my night off.”
“You were just gonna lurk around some shit hole like this anyway,” Hank said, sliding a beer to Gavin despite the toxicity of their words.
Gavin snorted, popped the top off his beer on the edge of the counter and said, “You don’t know my life, shithead.”
Hank rolled his eyes and jerked his chin over his shoulder to a dark seating area on the far wall, away from the dance floor, and with a blink Gavin realized that Connor was over there.
“What the fuck is he wearing?” Gavin asked, truly too baffled by the robot’s overly large coat, beanie and general dock-worker grunge look to manage to keep up his clever quips.
“Thinks that makes him undercover. Don’t worry about it,” Hank shot back, “Kid’s got a lead on that serial killer we been tracking. A hunch, I guess. He thinks it’s more than one person. A cult maybe. And he thinks one of the people comes here. But the guy knows Connor’s face and I definitely don’t fit in. We need someone who doesn’t look like a cop.”
“Asshole,” Gavin muttered, “That’s real cute way to say ‘we need your help, Gavin’. You think you really got something on that vampire-wanna-be killer?”
It was tempting. The case was a hot one. There had been a lot of victims and no progress. There was a hefty bonus for whoever cracked it.
Hank sighed, fed up, and barked, “We need your help, Gavin. You willing to meet this guy or not?”
Gavin kicked at his bottle cap and watched it go skittering across the ground before sucking at his lip and sneering, “Fuck, fine, whatever. Who am I looking out for and what do ya need to know?”
Hank grinned.
“First thing’s first,” he said, reaching down to the duffel beside his chair and pushing it harshly into Gavin’s chest, “Kid says you’ll need to get changed. Guy likes a certain look, if you feel me.”
Gavin opened the duffel and turned red.
“Oh hell no!”
“You want that bonus or what, kid?”
“Fuck you, Hank!”
Twenty minutes later Gavin was teetering around the edge of the active bar, tugging uncomfortably at the mesh shirt Hank had somehow convinced him was “for the good of the case”. The leather pants pinched. The only saving grace, if you could even call it that, was the sleeveless hoodie he had drawn over his head, more a crop top than any proper covering for his torso, but the hood gave him a little comfort. More than he had without it. At least his nipples weren’t exposed anymore. 
But he needed to look like the victims. Like bait. Mission a-fucking-ccomplished.
“This is ridiculous,” Gavin snarled beneath his breath so only the communications device he had hidden near his ear would catch it. From the shadows of the corner, away from all the action, he knew Hank was laughing.
“You look cute, kid.”
“Fuck off, grandpa!”
“You really wanna get into age?”
Gavin grumbled but dropped it. He sipped from his beer, nearly empty, and scanned for the man Connor had described. An android. A brawny, tall man with russet hair and programmed to 'invite’ certain people for a ‘good time’ with the killer, if Connor’s hunch was right. And evidently Gavin was on the menu.
Based off the description the guy shouldn’t have been hard to find, and yet the more Gavin looked, the harder it seemed to parse people out of the crowd. The bar was getting lively quick, the music almost so thick he couldn’t quite hear Hank – and he definitely couldn’t see him anymore.
Focused as he was, he nearly leapt out of his skin when a hand touched his nearly naked lower back and asked into his ear, “Can I buy you a drink?”
“Jesus, man, give a guy a heart attack,” Gavin growled, pulling away. He turned to look and blinked, dumbstruck by the sight of Connor’s face, only different. His eyes were blue like the ice of a glacier, and he was taller. Broader, even. His LED was missing. And his skin... Androids looked nearly indistinguishable from humans, but Gavin knew the difference between synthetic and human skin. This guy looked... real.
“Apologies. You were just so eye-catching, I couldn’t help myself.”
Gavin grunted and looked the man up and down. He was clad in a tight black v-neck, a sleek biker coat and biker gloves, and Gavin wondered if he actually rode or if he was just one of those pricks that liked to look the part.
“Yeah, well, paws off. I’m waiting for someone.”
“That’s too bad,” he said, stepping into Gavin’s space.
He opened his mouth to snap that the guy better check himself and step off, but then he caught sight of those eyes again and couldn’t seem to look away. They were churning somehow, distracting. Something was wrong.
“Wha—” His tongue thick and for a moment he wondered if he had been roofied before the thought was plucked from his head as though it had never been. He whimpered, confused, only aware that he had been thinking of something important but couldn’t remember what anymore.
“Good,” the man purred. “Let’s dance.”
He was dragged out onto the floor before he could even wrap his head around it, caught in the middle of a mob of dancing people as hands – maybe the stranger’s, maybe others’ – traced the sharpness of his hip bones that poked out from between his too tight pants and the meager cover of his mesh top. Dipping into his crop top, tweaking his nipples, lowering his hood to nibble on his neck. The music was thought-melting, driving all reason from his mind, and his limbs felt as though they were on autopilot as he swayed with the music and followed the direction those hands.
“I think I’m going to keep you,” a voice said into his throat, skin pinched by sharp canines but nothing broke.
“D-dun even know your n-name,” Gavin mumbled, tongue thick in his mouth and brows furrowed as an alarm bell rang in his head but he couldn’t figure out why.
“Hmm… I prefer not to share my given name,” the man said, pulling back to lock those strange eyes on him again, pleased with what he saw – a man, a cop, debauched, blushing and so malleable in his clutches. “But you can call me Nines.”
Nines.
Case files flooded his mind. Pictures of victims, locations, witness stories. All they had was a calling card – a solitary card from a beautifully designed solitaire set: the nine of hearts.
His heart began to thunder, but even that slowly stilled beneath the man’s gaze as he held him close and forced them both to continue dancing as though nothing was the matter.
“But y’can’t be an a-android,” Gavin muttered mostly to himself, baffled by the face he shared with Connor. Had Connor set him up? No... No... His thoughts got fuzzy again and he whined when Nines nipped him with a little chuckle and a soft, “Poor confused little cop.”
He pulled back and grinned, and his teeth were sharper than they should have been.
“Where do you think they got the design from? Fitting, don’t you think? To design the ageless after the immortal.”
Oh God, Gavin breathed, cursing as his body melted into those hands and that mouth returned to his throat, the nipping just as innocently as before and yet if felt so different now. More dangerous. He tried to reach for his headset to find it gone. He couldn’t see Hank, he couldn’t—
“Ssh, I’ve got you.”
All thought melted away as Nines’ tongue slipped into his mouth, tasting both sweet and yet strangely coppery. Nines kissed him like he was hellbent on sucking the very air from Gavin’s lungs, and he only parted when the man looked fully gone, eyes blank and lust-filled as he melted into his touch and awaited directions -- throat swollen, blood just at the surface, waiting to be pierced. Nines’ brushed that spot with a thumb and chuckled, “Yes. I think I’ll keep you, little cop. You’re just too much fun.”
Hank and Connor shoved their way through the crowd, but they couldn’t find him. 
Gavin was gone.
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Lost in Love | Part Six
Summary: You’re Hank Anderson’s daughter, Claire- and you have an obsessive nasty ex fiance, Gavin Reed. A police officer at the DPD whom you’ve been seeing for a few years. He can’t stand the fact that you fell in love with an android of all things. But no matter what he does, leaving him feels like the best decision you’ve ever made. Claire is the source of the humanity that grew in Connor, she showed him how to love- and how to feel.
Pairing: Connor x Claire Anderson (OC)
Word Count: 1.5k
Warnings: Detroit Good Ending Spoilers, Violence, Abusive Ex, PTSD, VERY SAD :( 
A/N: READ TEXT BELOW. IT’S VERY IMPORTANT TO THE STORY.
SO! Connor is my favorite and this precious baby boy deserves a small fic c: enjoy! The bold word at the top of every part is the corresponding chapter in the game this chapter takes place in. This fic is going to have Connor’s chapters only, and the dialogue will be altered- this isn’t supposed to be exactly like the Game. It’s my adaptation of the story, with my own personal additions added to it. Some of the story will take place after the game’s end.
Also the whole mood for this Part is They Don’t Know About Us by One Direction. If you wanna listen to it while reading I 10/10 recommend.
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Russian Roulette 
Connor knocked on Hank’s door, not really sure what to do. He’s always gone with Claire to retrieve Lieutenant Anderson- but Claire isn’t here. He waits for a few moments before ringing the doorbell. He stands awkwardly on Hank’s front door when he rings again- this time for longer. When the door isn’t answered Connor begins investigating the outside of Hanks house- looking for a way inside. Connor can’t help but think of Claire- how is she doing? Why was she so upset with him? And why did he feel so...sad when she told him to leave? He didn’t want to leave, so why does it bother him so much that she did? Moving around the side of the house, Connor notices a window- and Hank unconscious. Connor backs up a few steps before leaping through the window, breaking the glass. A huge Saint Bernard slowly approaches Connor, growling. “It’s okay uh Sumo! I’m a friend, I’m here to help your Owner.” Connor says- with a nervous smile. 
Sumo wags his tail, returning back to his spot on the couch. Connor approaches Hank, realizing this is an alcohol induced Coma. “Lieutenant!” Connor says, slapping him until his eyes pop open. Soon Connor is dragging Hank to his bathroom to sober him up. After retrieving a fresh set of clothes, Connor leaves Hank in the bathroom to get ready. Connor notices a picture face down on Hank’s kitchen table- lifting it Connor sees a picture of Claire hugging a boy and kissing him on the cheek. The boy is Cole Anderson. He died 9 years ago- at the age of 6. Claire’s little brother. Connor also spots a gun, with one bullet in the chamber. Was Hank playing Russian Roulette? Soon Hank emerges, in a fresh set of clothes and looks around. “Where’s Claire?” He asks, ignoring the fact that Connor saw the photo of Claire and Cole. Connor shrugs, trying not to display any emotion on his face. He doesn’t want the Lieutenant to know what happened with Claire. 
“Didn’t you come from her apartment?” Hank asks, concern in his tone. “No...I didn’t stay there last night.” Connor says and Hank’s eyebrows raise. He looks surprised but doesn’t say anything as they head to the Eden Club- where there’s a new Deviant case. 
The Eden Club
Upon arriving, Connor sees Claire speaking to one of the officers outside the Eden Club. Claire turns and smiles as Hank approaches her, she hugs him and kisses him on the cheek- but doesn’t acknowledge Connor at all. She wouldn’t even glance at him, Hank notices this and raises a questioning brow at Connor. Connor follows them inside and tries to walk next to Claire to speak with her, but she stays firmly next to Hank- clearly avoiding Connor. Claire’s the first to step into the room the Victim was murdered in. Gavin is standing inside, not saying ti either of them as he heads out- purposely bumping into Connor. He stops, noticing the palpable tension, “what? Trouble in paradise? Fucking an Android not as easy as you thought princess?” Gavin purrs, but smirks when Claire gives him a look. He turns and leaves, glaring at Connor. Hank stands outside, talking to the owner as Connor joins Claire. “Claire, can I please talk to you?” Connor asks but Claire pretends as though he didn’t speak. Connor grabs her arm and turns her to face him, “Claire if we could just-” He begins but Hank comes in and Claire pulls away from Connor. Hank gives both of them a look, now he definitely knows something is going on. 
On the bed there is a dead man, and on the floor an Android that looks like it was beaten pretty badly. “He was strangled? I thought Gavin said it was a heart attack?” Claire asks Hank who has his brow furrowed. Connor examines the Android, “I can fix the Android. Won’t fix it completely but it should stay on long enough for us to ask it a few questions.” Connor tells Hank, who nods. Connor repairs the Android and she wakes, scooting away from Connor, “Tell me what happened to that man.” Connor says and she frantically looks around, “he’s dead right?” She asks and Connor nods, “was anybody else in the room?” She nods, “he rented two of us, and he started beating us.” The Blue Haired Traci explained. “Where did the other Blue Haired Traci go?” He asked, “she-” The Android started before she shut down, irreparable.  
Connor, Hank, and Claire stepped out of the room, “She could be anywhere.” Claire sighs, rubbing her forehead. “Not dressed like that, she would have been noticed.” Connor told her, looking around at all the other Androids in the Eden Club. Hank talks to the owner again and Claire gazes up at one of the dancing Androids. “Claire...” Connor started but Claire tried to walk away. Connor grabbed her arms and turned her to face him again- “Talk to me.” Connor pleads, his eyes finding hers. “Connor I don’t want-” She begins, “No talk to me. Tell me what I did wrong.” Connor pleads again. Her eyes and expression soften, “tonight. At my apartment.” She whispers, gently moving out of his grip. Connor watches her walk away, so fixated on her he doesn’t notice Hank approach him. 
“Connor?” Hank asks, snapping to get his attention, “oh, sorry Lieutenant.” Connor says, his gaze snapping to Hank. “Do you have any idea how we can track the Deviant?” Hank asks, looking at Connor suspiciously. Connor begins scanning the memory of every Android in the room, following the trail to a back room for employees only. Claire trails behind Connor as they enter a room full of Androids. Following a trail of blue blood, an Android attacks Connor and Hank. The Blue Haired Traci and another Android attempt to flee over the fence, Connor has a gun trained on them. But he lowers it, and the two Deviant’s get away. Connor let them get away. 
Gently opening the door for Claire, the two of them step into her apartment. Connor reaches up and carefully removes her coat and hangs it for her. Claire blushes and softly tells him thank you. Connor takes Claire’s hand and leads her to the balcony, where they sit and watch the stars come out. “Claire...what happened?” Connor asks, nervously glancing over at her. He doesn’t to upset her again. “Connor I- you wouldn’t understand. It’s a Human thing...” Claire says, feeling the tears building again. How is she supposed to tell him she loves him? He could never understand...“then help me to.” Connor pleads softly, and Claire closes her eyes and take a deep breath. “Connor...I- I’ve fallen in love with you. And every time you do something sweet, or protect me, or kiss me it makes me love you more.” Claire tells him and Connor’s eyes widen. She loves him? Connor smiles a little, feeling a warm feeling blossom in his chest. “Isn’t love supposed to make people happy?” Connor asks, confused. 
“Yeah, when the person you love loves you back. But Connor, you’re an Android. Android’s can’t feel- they can’t love.” Claire says sadly, and then Connor understands. Connor takes Claire’s hand and kisses her again- he can’t help it. “Maybe...maybe I can.” Connor tells her and Claire’s eyebrows furrow- he can’t. He...he can’t, right? “Maybe I can love. Maybe I can be happy, and sad, and worried. Because I’ve felt all of those things since I’ve met you.” Connor tells her and Claire looks up at him with wide watery eyes. “Connor, those are Deviant emotions, you’re not a Deviant.” Claire tells him and he looks down. “Can’t all Androids become Deviant?” Connor asks her, and Claire sighs. “Yes but Connor you don’t get it. You were designed not only to catch Deviant’s but you were designed specifically to not become one.” Claire insists, this could never work. Connor just...he just isn’t a Deviant. 
“I have to resign the case. Let you and Dad handle it.” Claire says finally and Connor shakes his head, “why?” He asks and Claire smiles even though there are tears in her eyes. “Because I don’t want to catch Deviant’s anymore. They’re people Connor, people who love and cry and laugh. They’re just like me, they deserve to feel what they feel and to be what they want to be.” Claire tells him, reaching out to hold his hand. “You know...I promised to always protect you.” Connor says, looking down. “Maybe protecting you means protecting you from me.” Claire’s eyes widen and she holds his hand tighter. “Connor what do you mean?” “I can’t be in your life without hurting you Claire. I need to keep you safe.” Connor says, standing. Claire follows him, through her bedroom and to the living room. 
“Connor don’t go.” She please but Connor reaches for the door handle and he knows he won’t be coming back. He opens the door and Claire’s chest heaves as tears fill her eyes, “Connor.” She says firmly as he steps into the hallway, “Connor please just stay tonight.” Claire pleads through tears but the door closes, and she can hear his footsteps down the hall. 
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