#I can't even talk to my partner about it

[svtskneecaps]

see everyone worried and fretted and panicked and yet quesadilla island looked at pepito and went

#qsmp #qsmp pepito #this post is not about roier's parenting i PROMISE you don't need to defend your cubito #this is literally about pepito being bobbled between caretakers #bad etoiles foolish forever bagi pac and more that i just haven't seen #just. people who have shown an interest and desire to hang out with pepito and keep pepito safe #pepito went to find parents and look!! look!!! #listen. listen. to me the qsmp is about love. not mystery not roleplay not drama not plot. #the qsmp is at its ABSOLUTE best when it is People Talking To Each Other #purgatory was AMAZING for me as a bolas viewer bc if bolas was in the server THEY WERE IN A CALL they were CONSTANTLY talking and i THRIVED #people adopting each other into their fake families in the most middle school childlike wondrous form of love there is #when you like your friend so much they're your fake spouse. your fake child. your fake parent. your fake sibling. #eggs and parents that's LOVE tubbo and fred that's LOVE tazercraft and walter bob that's LOVE; cellbit and roier; phil and missa #baghera and bad and forever; bad and bagi; pierre and maxo; maxo and EVERYTHING his son his daughter his partner the theory bros #favela six that's LOVE LOOK AT THIS FUCKING SERVER EVEN ELENA WHO WE'VE KNOWN FOR AN HOUR IS ABOUT LOVE. HER PARTNER IS HER DRIVE. #jaiden's story is driven by LOVE the hole from the love of her son and chasing cucurucho's 'love' in return it's LOVE it's UNDERSTANDING #there's so much love and i'm biased to my povs but holy shit i will repeat it until y'all roll your eyes seeing me on the dash #like NOT THIS ANIME POWER OF FRIENDSHIP BULLSHIT AGAIN no i'm right u can't fight me #block game brainrot #shut up vic

[kirby-the-gorb]

#kirby #daily kirby #my art #digital #hal laboratory #nintendo #(edit: it's been found thank you! original tags preserved below) #I cannot for the life of me find one specific reaction image and its source post #the one where the person is coming to in a hospital bed after a surgery #and they try to eat their own fist #and get stopped #and make big wibbly confused crying faces #it's smooth line images interspersed with text #does anyone have it? #cuz that '🥺???' was me most of the day and I wanted the image so I could convey it #but I Couldn't Find It #and neither my wife nor my best friend have any idea what image I'm talking about #so they can't help #(my partner isn't very online so there's no point asking them lol) #do any of y'all have it pls #I want the original post but I can't even find the standalone reaction image which should be enough to find the post #I've found one iteration of someone drawing their oc in the meme format and that's as far as I got even with as much as I remember about it #favorites

[daily-hanamura]

#p4 #p4g #persona 4 #persona 4 golden #hanamura yosuke #yosuke hanamura #i only picked “it can't be helped” recently because i originally interpreted it as a “yeah im pretty cool you being jealous is natural” #(IDK WHY BUT ANYWAY) #i'm so weak for instances when yu tries to impress on yosuke how similar they are because yosuke keeps talking about them being equals #but he also can't help but put yu on a pedestal and i think yu understands that even if he doesn't like it and doesn't think he deserves it #yu's “you think so?” in p4d when yosuke complains it's unfair to compare him to yu URGH yu knows it's not something yosuke can move on from #but he's doing his best to communicate that to yosuke anyway and he's just being patient and #yosuke please....... #anyway also pq2 when “he may be my partner but that doesn't apply to everyone else” #yosuke may you one day realise that yu doesn't just get jealous of other people like a normal person #he also gets jealous OVER YOU. #im chewing glass i'm drinking cement #he's good with his queue

[say-hi-intrepid-heroes]

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#i'm getting an impending sense of doom that i'm going to be outed as queer soon to my mom #idk why but that's just the feeling i'm getting and usually my Dread Feelings are correct so that's very scary #it also could just be cause this is my first time having a queer partner who isn't long distance and is also out very publicly #like i can't even talk about them in a vague way without outing myself #and i'm spending time with my mom this weekend so unfortunately now would be the time for this prediction to come true #it's not necessarily a life shattering thing but it would be shitty if it did happen #so please pray or manifest or whatever other thing you do that if this does happen then it can go smoothly #cause this could go south real fast #personal

[dolokhoded]

my one season 4 complaint is Where The Fuck Was Aneesa

#never have i ever #i really wish her and fabiola had stayed together them not working out didn't rlly serve any purpose to the plot for the new season #fabiola's new relationship was barely rlaborated upon. as expected. #and aneesa was basically written out she was barely even part of the group #plus that scene of them at the staircase talking about fab's robotics team. they still have so much chemistry and they were literally just #talking about robotics #i understand she's not a major character and she can't have a separate plotline to herself but she wasn't even involved in anyone else's #her and fabiola were cute together and she would've at least been part of the plot if they were still dating #allison was barely a character what was the point of writing some random new partner for fabiola when she already had a perfectly good #love interest #it just doesn't make sense to me. whi decided it would be a good idea for them to break up #was it just an opportunity to shove in a nonbinary character who had no personality and was just there as someone's s/o and call it #representation #cause there are Many better ways to have nonbinary rep than this #but ofc mindy kaling wouldn't give a shit about this. #n e ways for this support my nonbinary aneesa hc . it's real. #fabiola torres #aneesa qureshi #OR AT THE VERY LEAST SHE SHOULD'VE GOTTEN WITH PAXTON. SHE HAD THAT NICE HOT JOCK LINE AT THE END OF SEASON 3 #im fabneesa 4 life but i would honestly be haply with her dating paxton. they're both cool and they'd be fun together. and she deserves a #nice hot jock boyfriend.

[shorlinesorrows]

qpr jean and neil. that's all i'm gonna say.

do you see my vision?

#i might add onto this later but right now I'm too busy crying #“misplaced forever partner” ARE YOU KIDDING ME THAT DESTROYED ME #neil ordering a hit to keep jean safe changed my brain chemistry #i need them to be friends #i need them to call each other and gossip and send each other stupid memes that only they understand #i need them to slowly grow closer as they heal until one day they can finish each other's sentences #and they ocassionally make super dark jokes about their trauma out of the blue (they bet on how people will react competitively) #i need them to call each other derogatory names but get Super Upset whenever anyone else talks shit about the other and offer to kill them #and i would love them to reclaim the spots next to each other that riko set #and make them their own #they're not partners on the court but they sure as hell are partners in life #the mcs ever #at one point andrew and jeremy are just looking at each other across a table at a restaurant as these two bicker #and realize they have somehow both become the Third Wheel despite the fact that 1) there's four of them and 2) jean and neil aren't dating #the amount of queer platonic pining i could fit in these traumatized people #the: “i'm lowkey obsessed with you but I Really don't like you romantically and I don't know what to do with it” #and the: “oh thank hell me too i thought i was even weirder than i already am. wanna go harass the fbi with me?" #jeremy and andrew watch this trainwreck both exasperatedly and proudly you can't convince me otherwise #cannot convince me that these four won't somehow end up living in each others pockets even if they live 1000 miles away #kevin pops in frequently as his usual wonderful diva self #anyway i'm going insane how yall doing #neil josten #jean moreau #all for the game #the sunshine court

[apollos-olives]

i genuinely don't know what to do anymore. i tried using my voice and it was taken away from me in seconds. i gave up weeks of my life in order to share my story, but in the end it was all for waste. i can't even breathe. this is fucking horrible.

#the second i get home im fucking hitting the sheets and bursting into tears #god. i can't even fathom explaining what happened to my parents #they were so excited about it too #idk how to talk to my studio partner either. i genuinely like him and this just put a strain on our relationship #i fr lost weeks of my life for this #what the fuck #i bet if it was a pro-isra*l story they'd let it air #im gonna kms idk what to do atp

[front-facing-pokemon]

#celebi #i debated about whether to make this one shiny or not. but i didn't. for the integrity of the blog #which means i can't talk about pmd here and instead i have to talk more about pokémon 4ever. although i feel i've said all there is to say #about that movie. which is just that i have basically the whole thing memorized and i watched it a lot as a kid. i dunno celebi fucking dies #uh spoiler alert for that like 20 year old movie but if you're on this blog i'm sure you've already seen it. and if you haven't then you #probably weren't going to see it anytime soon. so. here's celebi um #shoutouts to the time guy. that's. the end of the sentence Well i guess i could talk about psmd bc green celebi is in that #ugh. psmd will always be my favorite pmd game even though pmd sky is kinda objectively the best game ever created #the partner character just. aghargrargaraghrahgrghragh #okay i'm not gonna talk about this right now. take celebi

[wildstar25]

What physical part(s) of Arsay does her partners find the most attractive! Is it the same for all partners or does it differ between them?

(also optional bonus ask of what part(s) of/about Arsay generally do they love the most, physical or not!)

Meanwhile, if you were to ask the same of Arsay:

#ffxiv #wolship #g'raha tia #y'shtola rhul #wolgraha #wolshtola #y'shtola x wol #arsay nun #graharshtola #y'shtola calling arsay a pain in her side is very much an affectionate thing btw #and i couldnt pass up the joke of g'raha giving the sweet gentlemanly response only for yshtola to be like 'tits tbh' #her defaulting to an answer that would probably stop the conversation before she has to talk to much about her deeper feelings imo #i have. a lot of feelings about yshtola and arsay's friendship #someone who is constantly trying to build walls between herself and others vs someone who desperately wants to form real connections #its not a 'wearing that person down' type situation either #just one lonely person seeing another lonely person and hoping that they could be less lonely together #or that she could at least bring some cheer to #and idk yshtola strikes me as the type to have been like 'if they want to be my friend they have to work for it' #which arsay certainly did #i could ramble on and on how their friendship lines up so well with yshtolas character development but theres a limit to these tags #so just look at how cute shtola is with the slightest blush on her cheeks #graha is a much more complicated topic since he went from Extreme adoration to I want to be her friend but I dont think im good enough #to 100% Hero worship again to Shes my hero and I love her to Shes a person and I love her #to I love Arsay. Even the parts she can't love in herself. I will love all of her till my dying breath. #he thinks shes the most beautiful person in the world and the most important thing in his life #but he now knows how insane she's been about being everyone's hero and he really doesnt want to feed that beast #so hes trying to build her up in other ways #focusing more on the adventuring side than the saving the world side #and then there is arsay who loves so much about her partners and is in capable of narrowing it down to any one thing so its #'here let me list everything that comes to mind right now' with 0 shame or filter

[hel-phoenyx]

I love being sure in my aromanticism because I managed to reach a state where I am SO CHILL about relationships

While all my polycule (either allo or arospec) are having an absolute TRAINWRECK (/lh) to get together

and while they're oblivious or pining or questioning I'm just like

"oh a change of dynamic name ? yea why not like it won't change much in the way I'm acting"

#hel is talking #aromanticism #aromantic #aro pride #aromantic pride #you know how I planned to live with my current partners before even getting in a relationship with them ? #(a part of why I hated the divine gf's ex is that she ignored that completely) #i had petnames for them too #and this is not exactly “being oblivious” on my part it's just “i don't care about the word” #sure there is setbacks I am not completely chill about this I can feel jealousy and fear too but nothing communication can't handle

[moonscape]

thinking about that one person in the pmd tag a few years ago who was like "if you like gates and super you're an IDIOT who only likes them for nostalgia" like. what. first of all who fuckin cares if somebody likes something for nostalgia it's no big deal. and secondly who's to say you don't like rt and explorers for nostalgia? they came out first after all.

#bwark #i think as long as you can accept its faults it's okay to like something for nostalgia #and ive seen gates and super fans do that time and time again. they can admit that the games have problems but still love them #it's explorers fans who can't seem to do that?? people act like explorers of sky is the most perfect game and like. no it's not #i'm saying this as somebody whose favourite game ever is eos and considers it a work of art: it's not perfect #on my most recent playthrough the dialogue was especially grating good lord it's so bad #i know hero and partner are gay and in love but can partner please stop repeating hero's name every 5 seconds #not even getting into how bad aegis cave is and how darkrai is an utter failure of a villain #and rt just has first game syndrome. i can't be too harsh on it but there are a lot of glaring problems #and ofc gates and super have their problems. gti haters never fucking shut up about them #tldr all of the games are wonderful while simultaneously sucking shit at certain aspects and i wish pmd fans would stop splitting hairs over #their superiority complex over it. pmd fans stop talking forever please and thank you <3

[thornheartless]

Occasionally loveposting about Nada on main instead of my selfship sideblog for me is the equivalent of firing a gun into the air to keep rent down. We're feral about fictional characters here, real ones only please!

#thorn talks #listen when you've been in love with a character since 2016 you just. you just kinda start caring less and less about judgement online 👍 #on that sideblog i'll like. censor character names and whatever so stuff doesn't get in the main tags #but why even try to hide the fact that a character means a lot to me? doesn't exactly hurt anyone #i'm greyaroace and like 99% of the time. the only attraction i feel is towards fictional characters #i don't know why and it isn't damaging to my wellbeing but i've still been quiet about it in the past because #people will be like 'clearly this is a mental health problem' [uses it as an excuse to be ableist but claims to be 'protecting people'] #fictosexuality is something that very much applies to me and despite what some people think it is not a choice or preference #it's not a case of 'i can't find a real partner so i settle for liking a fictional character' #if it was possible then i would choose to experience more attraction to real people. but i can't so there's no point shaming myself for it

[merlinmerlot]

i finally finished bg3

and it only took me [looks at steam]

SIX HUNDRED HOURS

#merlin.txt #w/ the new computer the rest of act 3 went by super quickly #honestly i dont think my computer and my sanity would have survived all those cutscenes #ANYWAYS initial thoughts: #cried like a baby. ending credits songs really really good. i can't WAIT to start a new playthru. HOWEVER: #oh my god the ending felt so fucking rushed. i was expecting like a typical rpg ending slideshow at LEAST but nothing??? #like you only get One cutscene with your romanced partner (a short one too) but i don't get to see what everyone else is doing??? hello?? #gale is literally like 'lets celebrate' and we don't get to see the celebration??? or at the very least a chance to talk to everyone again #like in act 1 and 2???? #imo i think the most satisfying one was lae'zels. god i love her #also act 3 is hella buggy especially towards the end. a lot of broken dialogue. but ah well #OK NOW SPOILER THOUGHTS SAMMIE DONT LOOK: #the game Really wants you to turn illithid but i ended up just letting karlach do it ... i felt bad .. but like #i found the arc of my tav like. getting So close to going full power hungry and martyr and hero only to finally be humbled like - #'you dont have to always play hero' was really interesting. like doing that and then hearing the post credits 'the power' song. gshldgksmal #guy who is soo miserable abt the fact that all their cool illithid powers are now gone. has to go back to being normal #ALSO. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THE ENDING AST SCENE. HELLO? #HIM RUNNING AWAY FROM THE SUN. IT BEING COMPLETELY PLAYED FOR LAUGHS. SO MEAN #any other time i may have laughed but the fact that you dont really get epilogues made that Really sting. #THE FACT THAT THE COMPANIONS ARE NOT EVEN NICE ABOUT IT??????

[sadbeautifulttragic]

I hate pretending I'm good at work it's so exhausting. I want to go lie in bed and hide from everybody. I don't think I can go to this movie tonight...

#Tessa talks #I'm so done even my partner is annoying me bc he just wants me to go to this movie #bc he says he knows I'll love it but I told him there's no way I can enjoy this rn #I literally want to vomit thinking about being in a theatre with these screaming people #I can't I can't I can't

[aceofspades-sml]

The thing about being a fan of classic literature is that it's becoming incredibly hard to find people to share your passion with and I just think that's super sad

#and when I say that I mean there are literally three people I can have a decent conversation with about classic literature (irl not online) #two of them are my partners and that's why we even started interacting in the first place so I'm happy about that but like #still irl that means I know a grand total of three people who have read les mis or the three muskeeters. two who have read war and peace. #and my girlfriend is the only person I know who read the count of monte cristo. and her and max are the only ones for a tale of two cities #and those are only like a few examples but like. I literally live in france and do you guys even know how hard it is #to even find a SINGLE person who has read les mis ??? notre dame de paris ?? 93 ?? #and listen I am not saying that to offend people who don't read classic lit because you can do whatever you want but #when the argument is 'it's boring' and it's like. wrong. #edmond dantes spent years killing people under a fake identity to get revenge on the guy who married his childhood sweetheart. try again. #I don't know it just annoys me so much like urgh #this was brought to you by the guy reading dracula yet again and who can't talk to anyone about it right now #leo's shit

[elisedonut]

Stacy's brother Au

but it's just a crack au where Ginny "loses" like 4 bfs in a row to her brothers just to realize she doesn't even like boys

#Aka #Ginny Weasley #being a matchmaker for her siblings by accident #and then she ends up with like Luna or Hermione or something #i dont really vibe with using loses in this context but i cant think of another word that fits right now #obv because i am me i was mostly thinking about #percy weasley #being one of the ones that end up with a new bf #i wont say who i was considering for that because its kinda weird even for me i think #in the scenario in my head it was in addition to Oliver which he already had because i think it would be even funnier #ginny thinking it obviously can't happen again because now all her siblings have partners so she should be safe right? no not at all #i also just love Polyam!Percy so im biased #perciver #i really got to start combining all of my thoughts in the post itself instead of in the tags #this is mostly a joke because dont take me seriously i'm sleep deprived and don't know what im talking about