#I can’t wait for them to go away

[ohitslen]

They would be so insufferable once they got together I’m telling you right now

Request by @molten-rainbows!💖✨✨

Uni-fying the requests because.

#worst double date ever when those guys keep getting denied access to many places for a second ride #for context! they aren’t the biggest fans of pda actually #they got lost inside the haunted house that also worked like a maze of the sorts. Meryl and Milly got out first and waited for them to #come out. but they never did. Meryl asked for security to look for them and they were caught in a place they shouldn’t be at #when asked abt the hickeys. they say they were hiding from someone who was chasing them. Vash covered WW mouth and he bit his palm #so Vash bit his hand in return. and bc they’re losers they kept going until things started to escalate and well #things ended up like that. and now they can’t get into the haunted house again. #Meryl considers not letting them be too far away from their line of sight because they are bastards separately and how together they are #somehow even worse. Milly won’t really interfere but would stop them if they start anything in public #which they wouldn’t. but they all know that would be a consequence #I cant for the love of me draw with at least a little bit of context behind it even if it’s just three panels OQJWK #without AA i make so many mistakes but whatever #trigun #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #trigun stampede #vashwood #vash #wolfwood #nicholas trigun #trigun fanart #meryl stryfe #milly thompson #millymeryl #the girls finally OQNWM #lenssi draws #Trigun Uni! AU #take the color palette as a grain of salt I have zero consistency. also the style I guess

[swampthingking]

i have this thought that andrew minyard would accidentally befriend a murder of crows if you even care

#and he’s always like “go away” “fuck off” but like one day he throws a piece of his burger at them to deter them #and they don’t stop coming back #they wait for him outside the court #they would bring him gifts and little shiny things #one day they bring him an earring and he starts wearing it #sooooo fucking ironic that andrew is the crow king and their enemies are the ravens LMFAOOOO #i might have to write a fic. #god fucking dammit #i have a paper due and i have to annotate two poems #but i can’t stop thinking about andrew and his fucking CROW POSSE #andrew minyard #aftg #tfc #the foxhole court #all for the game

[chirpsythismorning]

When I suggest Mike’s arc is in part a queer coming of age story and not just him being some prize to help El or Will defeat the big bad—

Angry anons:

#byler #mike wheeler #I’m sorry but you don’t turn off your protagonists pov and expect to get away with it #you do it to hide something and save it for the end #if mikes arc ends with I love you will or them just having feelings for each other #all that does is equate to El and Mike’s love saving the day #it’s more than compatibility or lack there of #it’s the fucking 80s and their queer okay #let’s wake up and smell the roses #s5 is going to be rated m it’s going to be dark #everyone is going to reach their limits #if you think mikes limits are that he’s insecure bc he can’t save everyone and what will resolve that is him saving someone… #and that’s it… #what…? #that’s not… that’s not worthy of confusing your audience the entire show and especially the last two seasons #there needs to be something to make all those moments in previous seasons feel more impactful #and Mike and Will both assuming their alone in going crazy in the 80s #only to find out they’re not #but that they’re actually going crazy together #that’s a slow burn worth waiting until the end for #slow burn is about slowly burning #that’s what they’ve been doing for the last 4 seasons #I don’t get making their end look identical to milkvans by just recycling their scenes in the last season #the whole point of milkvan is to show what not to do #so anything that happened between them #we can pretty much rule out for byler #the truth is a lot more complex than what s4 presented #if it was really as simple as presented #s5 would offer no surprises #it would just fall flat

[strawberryteabunny]

lolita fashion zine: Revue de Rosé from Rosé Forêt (link) 🌹

If anyone has recommendations for lolita fashion zines I would love to hear them! 🌸

Got these in the mail today- they’re super cute, but unfortunately very short; especially compared to other lolita zines like Moonbow or JBTK. However the art/photos are really nice imo! I like the concrit essay in the first one too. The first zine has more essays and photos, the second more art and an interview with a jewelry shop owner. I really wish they had more content but hopefully they’ll be able to make future issues longer!

#lolita fashion #sweet lolita #lolita fashion zine #egl fashion #mine #my photos not my zine #although I think it would be so cool to contribute to a lolita zine I love them #also these do get. a bit too self-promo-ey #like I get that the main reason rose foret exists is to put on events #but I feel like in a zine this short sacrificing a page or two of content to promo your event is.. idk #I don’t know if I’ll be going my friends can’t make it so I’ll wait to see the vendor/special guest list since CO is a ways away from me #fr though if you’re making a lolita fashion zine tell me I want to buy it #I love collecting lolita media and I think fashion zines are so cool

[vveissesfleisch]

THAT’S HOW THIS SERIES ENDED??????? LIKE FOREVER, SERIES FINALE ENDED????????

ARE YOU JOKING WITH MY ENTIRE LIFE????????

(I mean, don’t get me wrong, brilliant amazing spectacular showstopping never the same stunning delightful, 3000/10 highly recommend, and the closures on a few plot points certainly work where they ended up, and man oh MAN what an exceptional final episode, but there is absolutely one ENTIRE season of story left to wrap this up exquisitely!!)

#I was in a recliner and dear reader I shit you not #I levitated out of it when the credits rolled #causing the chair to jarringly zip upright so fast it vibrated #and screamed WHAT?!?!?! directly at my television #literally one more season of this would have been divine. that’s all it needed. #WHAT a scene to end it on too!!!!! #and cesare’s last line!!!! #god. GOD. #the good news is I have a LOT of ideas for fics #(or perhaps it’s terrible news depending on your constitution) #and I will absolutely be penning at least one of them this weekend #my husband has already agreed to watch it with me so that’s going to be amazing #I’m just going to be sitting here in a lisa simpson stupor for a bit first #what a show. WHAT A SHOW! glorious #3x10 really did blow me clean away tbh. so much to unpack in my stupor! #can’t wait to watch this shit again #lex does the borgias

[jinwoosmile]

i love astro

#every day i feel such a love for this group in my heart #even with the hardships #they were such an essential part of my life and the fondness i have for the memories of that time and the people they were #i don’t think it can go away #i know they’re never going to look like they once did #i still love them #and i love rocky and can’t wait to follow his career #and i miss binnie and will miss him for the rest of time #idk i just #constantly am feeling these thoughts

[un-local]

very interesting how all the lonesome aesthetic yearning girlbloggers are like. the most allergic to any kind of interaction…

#I like one too many posts in a row and get blocked for spam liking. Many such cases #either that or what. is my blog that detestable? I suppose so #If you don’t want people going thru ur blog set it to private. My sideblog is. Would recommend. #but sure yeah. Keep longing and reblogging posts about how alone you are and how you miss a friendship you’ll never have + how the #Humanity of mundane interactions with strangers is the truest joy or whatever #you’re winning at this mindset for sure 👍 #guys we gotta get word out that this is literally how this site is used. We can’t let them take spam liking away from us #What? I can’t scroll a randos blog while I wait for a doc appt? Is there nothing left for me in this world? The hell man #harebrained thought #hare posts #misc tag

[whumpacabra]

⚖️ What do they want to change about their life? for ghost

Ooo what would Ghost change about his life??? That’s a good one. He first and foremost would want to leave the black market business, make a fresh start far away from anyone that knows him. He can’t - safety reasons of course; you can’t lead a normal life after that kind of work without looking over your shoulder until you’re dead. He wouldn’t want to put RJ and Casey through that, especially when they understand the life he led until he met them. But more than that he knows that it’s been a part of his life for too long to just leave behind. It would be dramatic to say he was addicted to the rush of his work, but he would certainly be restless and never be able to find satisfaction in any work outside of it. But god, what he wouldn’t give for a fresh start.

[ask game]

#whump #beans speaks #ask game #answered asks #I eat worlds #freelancers #ghost I think is the only one in the European Crew who never went to therapy ever and it shows #RJ? Casey? Even Liza? sure. Ghost is an old grumpy man who would not be caught dead in a therapist’s office. #internal ghost monologue like: #(he wants a do-over. he wants to go back for Wolf instead of waiting for a response that never comes. #he wants to send RJ away before they become too attached to him. he wants to let them live a normal life. #he wants to pressure Liza into taking responsibility for Casey. he wants to encourage her to apologize and do better. #but if he can’t get a clean slate and burn every bridge to rebuild new ones…what’s the point of trying when everything’s so fucked already?

[quietwingsinthesky]

the funniest thing about even is that they concluded that being loved was not worth the price and picked out someone specifically who they believed would not form an attachment to them, giving them the security of knowing how this relationship would work, only for the master to. get attached to them.

#and i know i joke ‘lmao this is so bad for both of them’ but of course its more complicated than that. #i dont think it made either of them better people necessarily but like. they did grow as a result of Having To Form A Bond To Survive #even is angrier and less eager to please. they’ve gotten scarily better at justifying their actions. moved on from ‘lying to the people you #love to protect them is okay’ to ‘murder is acceptable if we have a greater plan to pursue’ #(and i say ‘acceptable’ and not fine because. even doesn’t have to like it to choose missy’s plan in the end. #i can tell you the worst fight they’ve had in a long time is when that plan fails and missy teleports herself away to her tardis where even #is waiting. even. who earlier. first of all. guinea pig for this teleporting thing. that part they’re fine with. they are Not Fine with #missy having locked the tardis so when even gets sent there they can’t *leave*. so that’s argument one. #argument two is then that the plan got bloody. argument three is that it Didn’t Fucking Work. and then argument four is less argument and #more. missy just got turned down by her best friend-enemy and even blames missy for that happening and then they start hitting each other. #well. even threatens to kill her and make it stick. missy calls their bluff. then there’s hitting and blood. missy doesn’t threaten. she #just starts. and even doesn’t call her bluff. even waits. missy is the one who realizes she’s not going to go through with it.) #(it really doesn’t say anything good about their relationship that missy realizing she can’t and won’t kill even is. a bad thing.) #dw oc

[rosicheeks]

i do not know if i ever sent this to you. i have posted it. i hope you like it Princess.

#uhhhhhm no you HAVE NOT SENT THIS TO ME BEFORE?!?! #I literally am speechless #I’m not super talky right now #but even if I was I feel like I’d still be fucking speechless #like I already said I love your writing 🩷 #and it fucking BLOWS ME AWAY when people write about me or use me as an inspiration #like????????? what??????? me???????????! #I’m going to keep this close to my heart and look at it whenever I’m feeling down #I don’t remember if I said that already but it’s true #I need to get a journal or a cute box to put things like this in so I can just grab it and look through them when I’m feeling shitty #one thing I needed to say is the fact that you shared this with me now of all times??? is kinda crazy to me #idk if it’s a coincidence or if the universe/God/whoever/whatever is trying to tell me to go back into music and singing #not going to go into it too much but I’ve been looking at my life a lot lately #and I’m realizing I’m not getting any younger…. I know I’m still young but if I don’t do something soon - #my life is going to completely pass before my eyes and I really really don’t want that #I’m *finally* going to get mental help soon (long story but I have to wait a few weeks) #and once I’m actually mentally stable I can focus on what I want to do with my life #so I’ve been thinking a lot about my performing arts background and then randomly a get an email from a choir director I know #asking if I could please join the choir for their Easter performance cause they could really use my high notes #and she just kept complimenting me and it felt really nice ☺️ #then when I went to the first rehearsal I sat next to this girl and we were singing a part and the first sopranos go up to a high A #and I can hit it easily but most of them couldn’t so it felt like I was going this mini solo lol #but she asks me what my range is and I told her that back when I trained I could sing queen of the night which I think goes up to an F6 #and she was talking about how impressive that is #and it made me think about if I actually trained and got back into it how good I actually could get #I don’t mean this to be like ‘look at me look at me I’m so good’ #it just feels nice to have a little bit of a direction again #who knows if I’ll actually go down the music path again but it does sound damn exciting #I miss it with all my heart - I miss singing and performing and acting… I even miss music theory #anyway rant over and i ran out of space but thank you so much I seriously can’t thank you enough 😭🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

[finnpeach]

x

#expect. a bananafish fic guys bc I love this show and I already know it’ll end in tears #but I refuse to let them go without a happy ending #I’m only on episode 18 ugh but I can tell it’s just going downhill. it only gets worse from here #*slight spoilers after this* #i mean it’s not really that spoiler-y but I’m going to say that they got away happily ever after and left to Japan and everyone left them #the fuck alone #side note can someone explain to me what fucking language these characters speak in. I’m so lost #I’m watching in the dub btw. but ​ash made fun of eiji for not understanding English #or at least not being able to read it quickly #and then when he had a fever (god that was so fucking good) #ash was like oh ibe is coming over I thought you’d want to speak Japanese when you’re tired #like bitch are you NOT SPEAKING IN JAPANESE RIGHT NOW????? #what LANGUAGE ARE THEY MEANT TO BE SPEAKING IN IF ITS NOT JAPANESE!!!!! #I’m just going to pretend they speak English but eiji can’t read it for shit #bc why else would an American kid from the streets of New York know Japanese #wait wait wait I’m so fucking stupid I just said I’m watching in the dub but I meant the sun I MEANT THE SUB!!! not watching in the dub #never that I never watch dubs bc I find the voice acting cringe #anyway yes in the sub ash makes fun of his English and then says that he’d want to speak Japanese since he’s not feeling well #but girl you are speaking Japanese right fucking now so. someone help me understand

[youronlybean]

Rewarding myself for being productive by reading The Great Space Opera for like the 20th time. This is self care <333

#zeroyalchaos #youronlychat #I love this fic so much. I’m gonna start spoiling shit in the tags so look away if you haven’t read it yet (WHICH YOU SHOULD) #IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO REALISE CHILLED WAS A GLITCH. WAY TOO LONG. #oh he can morph? yeah that makes sense he said I was a morphling #but wait what did he do to that Swooper?? how did he make her turn visible again #the claws??? when they kissed??? what was that??? #<- that was all me being confused and stupid. he obliviously hacked her and the glitch is a fucking weird role #because Skadj can’t take it. bro is fucking terrified of him #sol did such a good job fleshing out this universe I love it so much #AND THE JOJO BEING A JESTER IS SO COOOOOOOL #THE WAY SHE’S COMPLETELY DEADPAN I LOVE IT #and junk being a vet. because he’s old. #plus Ze and Chilled BOTH lying about their roles. I can’t wait for them to figure it out. #Ze being a warlock??? I can’t wait for that to come into play more. especially with the torch mod and chilled lying about his role too #and they all think he’s this explosive arsonist when really he’s just trying really hard to stay warm lmao #tay being a medic and being so salty about giving her shield out is so funny too the SINLING ENERGY YOUR HONOUR #anyway rant over go read this fic it reads better than Shakespeare I promiseeeee #private recording 1

[howlingdemon13]

I do not know how I could possibly be the result of my parents…

#im so fucking mad guys #I cannot fathom the lack of compassion these two humans have #oh wait… #*sits there in i had to unlearn almost two decades of indoctrination and mental abuse* #just… fuck man im so tired… #i just want to believe that deep down they’re capable of being decent #i know I am not my parents #but it makes me so scared that i could fall into that mindset #i know that’s irrational to think #but that doesn’t make the fear go away #i just want people to be good #i can’t stand being surrounded by so much needless suffering #and people who don’t care because those suffering are somehow responsible for the horrible things being done to them #i want to cry #vent #might delete later

[arthur-r]

(wrote this song before i left for college but it’s sure applicable to life right now!!!!)

lyrics: falling from grace, i’m a rusting lace artifact / tears down my face as i break my immortal pact / trust me, i want to be healthy / trust me, i want to be special and loving and sweet / trust me, i know that i’m broken / please, i just want one more chance to prove that i could be the— / best friends know how to reveal me / best friends know how hard i try to have something to say / best friends know that it’s not helping / can i just go far away to where there’s nowhere else to— / turn around, up and down, i’m melting!!!! / turn around, i have something to say!!!! / color bleeding, heartbeat leaving, need a place to lay my head / arms are folded, fine print bolded, everything is overloaded!!!!!!!! / color faded by the sun, i bite my tongue, i’m coming undone / color faded by the sun, i bite my tongue, i’m coming undone / color faded by the sun, i bite my tongue / trust me, i want to be healthy / trust me, i want to be special and loving and sweet / trust me, i know that i’m broken / trust me, i know that i’m broken….

#when i write a song and don’t know what it means and then i have a breakdown and suddenly know what it means #turns out i have been compartmentalizing since i was a VERY young child as if there are two parts of me completely separate #and one of them is this golden child perfect person always so ready to please #and the other one is a literal fucking monster. that’s how i’ve been thinking about myself since i was a little kid #and i sort of. i had a breakdown about that last week and then yesterday i was so upset about not being able to separate myself from illness #how i’ve always been treated and treated myself as if there’s a perfectly healthy person in there somewhere who is just plagued with demons #so i’m constantly reaching for this person that doesn’t exist and never has and never will #because i can’t accept myself as a whole being complete with good and bad parts of me #it’s also just autism/POTS venting shdhdhdf but i knew that much #it wasn’t until i thought about my childhood though that i realized i’ve always been autistic i’ve always had mobility issues (though less) #and that i have never let myself integrate those aspects of myself into my permanent identity. like i’m waiting for them to go away so i can #prove myself and show how good i can be at just being normal. so i don’t know. anyway here’s a song #P.S. i processed my emotions so good and i’m normal now. gonna get dinner with that guy today and have a normal person conversation #so don’t worry about me. i pretty much fell asleep after i posted and i’m doing a lot better now #anyway i’m not great at this instrument shdhdf and i’ve also been crying so like as a piece of music this isn’t great #but as an expression of a feeling and idea. these are the feelings and ideas i’ve been thinking about #of all the things to theoretically be overheard by a ton of neighbors though. living in a dorm is nerve-wracking!!!! #most people don’t hang around my dorm at this time of day though i’ll be alright. hope everyone is doing well #me. my post. mine. #ask to tag #music

[no1ryomafan]

The subject of the getter manga spin offs came to my mind randomly today talking to some of my friends and I’ve been thinking about how IIRC the only major spin off manga to not be translated is High, aka the Mahjong one with a all girl team. The only other ones to follow are a manga made for the PS game and the “try to remember” manga that arma’s first 3 ep director made, but those are in a weird territory of spin off classification, at least compared to the others, but I also chalk up their lack of translations being their hard to find, especially because try to remember was considered lost media. (Until my friends randomly found it lol) But I’ve been wondering to myself something regarding that: While High simply could’ve never been translated because finding the proper scans could be hard, I feel another factor people gloss over it compared to the other spin offs is because there’s a absence of the OG getter team.

Because even though I talked about how Go team been not adapted properly in animes and the toei go show was likely overlooked because of that-to manga readers-I also note it is the only Getter show to NOT be fully subbed even though getting the footage doesn’t seem to be a issue. All the other getter manga spin offs feature the OG team in some capacity, most of them are their own tellings of getter so we get adaptations of the team. The only example I can think of that didn’t do this was Hien, but that had Hayato in it. Meanwhile High is a new getter team completely so people seem to turn an eye to it, even though the girl pilot is- very much clearly “Ryoma but gender bent” lol. (And I do know a handful of people who like her but not a TON)

I don’t wanna make bad assumptions about the fandom because it’s just more so how it goes, the first line of protagonist’s will ALWAYS be the most popular with there only ever being a few exceptions to this, but it is kinda a shame Getter falls victim of most of the fandom either liking Ryoma and/or Hayato the most-mainly Ryoma but I met plenty Hayato fans and y’all are insane /pos-and don’t really bother to bat a eye to the other characters which I just feel leads to these things getting neglected. And I’m- guilty of this but I’m trying to talk about the others more.

#meg text #getter robo #I will say I only haven’t read the spin offs next to “my ass struggles to read” for a particular reason #that being I’m always scared to go down the nichest pipeline of a multi media fandom because I’ve been there before and it fucking sucks #Not in the content sucks more so “oh wow this is good- wait five people know this” #(this is a certified mega man starforce fan moment) #Granted given how I’m- obsessed with this series and already know they exist I may read them eventually (once I like reading again maybe) #Though for toei go case I know a lot of other things factor like peeps just shitting on toei in general because it’s more light hearted #which how dare getter not just be edgy! /s #it’s not like only Armageddon was really the brutal one since the others had humorous moments in between #oh wait arma the most popular one that’s why rip #will say I do have hope High might spark interest eventually because it was in the now dead SRW gacha and devo got into mainline #so now they have a excuse to bring High into something but who knows when that’ll be (and if devo actually does bring forth the spin offs) #that said if the spin offs join DONT USE DARKNESS (I hate to be that guy but- why) #of all the iffy shit in getter that whole fucking thing is probably the worst because it can’t be excused by “oh it’s old” #it’s more recent and the writer just sucks ass with subject matter #if I ever read it to fully see how bad it is you have to pay me but keep that shit OUT of SRW #that or like- add it but take away the gross shit (but preferably pretend it doesn’t exist)