#I can’t keep going through this

[katie618318]

STOP MAKING ME WATCH HANKS HEART BREAK IN HALF

#I can’t keep going through this

[greykolla-art]

Don’t know if I ship it, but I do want them to have as many scenes together as possible…

#grey art #fan art #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel fanart #hazbin lucifer #hazbin alastor #the radio demon #radioapple #duckiedeer #both of those are cute ship names1! #they are living in my house all the time #their power dynamic is way interesting #cause Alastor HATES when powerful people don’t respect him #and lucifer is just a depressed king who can’t help it! #he’s been going through some stuff he can’t keep up with everything his citizens are up to. #I love them

[winchesternova-k]

blegh my meds have made me feel so sick today that it was literally indistinguishable from the food poisoning i had last week when the nausea woke me up at 4am. all i rlly wanna do is work on my fic but i feel to yucky to actually do it ugh

#i’m gonna stop taking them btw #i can’t keep going through this #my doc will just have to come up w smth else #alex talks

[raindrop-plop]

#so much happier with this #supposed to be working on a paper #but i can’t stop thinking about him #genuinely like this so much more #wip #peter nureyev #tpp fanart #the penumbra podcast fanart #the penumbra fanart #will be updating as i keep drawing unless i just sit down and power through in one go #also might add the little sparkly grandma glasses necklace

[whumpypepsigal]

Lockwood & Co. s01e05: “What the hell was that?… You were practically begging him to kill you.“

#whumpedit #whump #lockwood and co #lockwood & co #locklyle #anthony lockwood #lucy carlyle #cameron chapman #ruby stokes #trauma #angst #you can talk to me #emotional whump #lockwood & co spoilers #my gifs #this scene comes right after lucy saves him from the torturer where he begged the torturer to kill him instead and let lucy go #the fact lucy wants lockwood to know that he is important to her and george and that his life matters… my whumpy heart #he has so many internal issues and trauma that he keeps ignoring and denying… by being charming/smiley jokey as a deflection #oh s02 is going to super emotional and angsty can’t wait… *throwing tomatoes at netflix* they better renew it #i wanna see my found family supporting anthony through his trauma

[designernishiki]

it’s kinda funny to me how that dumb scene in kiwami 1 of majima getting shot and left for dead in the harbor was basically just added as a half-assed way to explain majima not being around for a bit of the plot, but they accidentally(?) just made it seem like start of a chain reaction where majima ended up feeling slighted and heartbroken after being abandoned like that and then lashed out about it via smashing a big truck into the building kiryu was in. and yeah that isn’t inherently a romantic thing as-is but then they go and add the part where majima grabs a hostess and performatively hits on her as in-kiryu’s-face as possible, she says she’s already in love with someone, and majima lets her go immediately, no questions asked, making a big fucking point of it just to say see THAT kiryu? I appreciate when people are HONEST about their FEELINGS. people who won’t just BACKSTAB someone who CARES about them to save themselves. is that so crazy kiryu?? huh??? anyway make it up to me get down here and fight me right fucking now

#I think on another level he was sorta saying like ‘hey kiryu. you’re making it extremely clear that you don’t trust me and my intentions #and I’ve been trying to show you- over and over again- that I’d do just about anything for you and your safety #but I can’t just let my mask fall off in front of everyone- I need to keep up the unpredictable morally grey wildcard act for both my sake #AND yours. because disguising my helping you as crazy random violent outbursts and weird stalker behavior #is the only way I CAN help you. do you think it would go over well with shimano or literally anyone else if I was outright helping you out #of the kindness of my heart and fondness for you? stop being so fucking dense and look past the crazy wacky nonsense for a second and #maybe you’ll realize that all I do at the end of the day- really- is help you and put my own life and reputation on the line for you. #I am an honest guy when it comes to my real values and when I told you I wouldn’t let anyone kill you unelss it was myself- I meant it. #I’ve taken a knife and a bullet for you now. can you REALLY not see through the act yet? am I REALLY that unpredictable when you think about #it?’ #that was a longer explanation than i intended but. it was difficult to put into words #I basically feel like it could be read as him implying kiryu shouldn’t backstab the people who put themselves on the line to help him #and/or pointing out that he’s never actually done kiryu dirty and has stuck to his word protecting him in the ways he can #trying to say yeah all this is a crazy act and all but when it comes down to it you Can trust me #it really makes sense when you think about it that he’d have to help kiryu/show affection towards kiryu in unpredictable convoluted ways #at that point in time because. I mean. there’s a reason he was the only person who showed up to welcome kiryu when he got out of prison #and that’s because A) he sticks to his word and his loyalty to people he cares about and B) no one else had the balls or the batshit insane #mask to wear to ward off anyone asking real questions like majima did. because ANYONE associating themselves with the supposed #patriarch-killer was a HUGE NO-NO at the time. someone important showing up for kiryu and welcoming him back outright could’ve caused #all-out warfare probably. except majima. because majima was dedicated and smart enough to use his widely-feared wildcard persona #(that everyone tended to view as incapable of having any Real agenda to worry about) to his And kiryu’s advantage #does that make sense??? I feel like it makes a lot of sense if you get it to click in your head #kazumaji #majima #kiryu #yakuza #kiwami 1 #yk1 #rambling

[thresholdbb]

The Doctor telling Tom his 1969 Camero has “medieval safety constraints” like they aren’t thrown out of their seats on the bridge every five minutes

#one good knock from a space anomaly and Tom’s going straight through the view screen #‘brace for impact’ doesn’t really do much now does it #haven’t people died from space turbulence #feel like those little bridge bars they hold onto aren’t sturdy enough to hold on to during a torpedo attack #vis a vis #star trek voyager #seat belts would probably have saved some of the crew in caretaker just saying #bridge shakes are more fun though we’ll keep ‘em #also we need more turbulence in other location #throw someone out of bed just cause #federation starships are for exploration meaning walking around making speeches and being dramatic #safety and security are clearly low priority #I can’t remember if the shuttlecrafts have any probably not #that would RUIN the line of their uniforms #memeish #sonic shower thoughts

[paperglader]

in this episode Imogen:

Took off her circlet. You know, that one that finally gave her peace and quiet, that soothed her constant pain and anxiety, and that gave her the confidence and energy to get back to fully feeling comfortable on her own skin after years. That’s the one. She just took it off.

Told laudna that she was disgusted by the fact that delilah was always watching them. You know, something that laudna fully has no control over whatsoever.

Admitted that she felt like she’s “tainted” and that the gods have been ignoring her for her entire life, in spite of her trying over and over to reach them. So she doesn’t really want to save them.

Mentioned being genuinely scared of meeting Liliana again. Totally not a problem, I’m sure nothing bad will happen there. Specially not in the next couple of episodes.

Said some unfair stuff to fearne, that I genuinely think is coming from somewhere else entirely, and I hope we circle back to eventually.

It’s safe to say that I am officially ✨worried✨ about the farmgirl

#I will not tolerate any amount of Imogen hate on this post if anyone even dares #miss temult will only be treated with love and tenderness in any post of mine 😂 #but anyways #girly has spent like the last 2-3 eps fully hearbroken about the shit that keeps happening to them #so like yeah #of course #she’s on some sort of breaking point #she talked to a god yet again who she’s trying to save only to be ignored and pressed upon the fact that she’ll lose the woman she loves #Laudna’s abuser has been continuously tormenting them and fully damaging Laudna’s wellbeing whilst she can’t do much of anything #laudna asked her to move on and find happiness when Delilah inevitably takes over #also to take her down before that happens #they’re about to go to the moon where they could face and/or even have to kill some of the bad guys that include her own mother #plus she’s constantly fighting off this intrinsic need of hers to give into a power that’ll destroy her and everyone she loves #the farmgirl is truly NOT doing alright #oh and a friend of hers just manipulated another friend of hers into letting them kill themselves #pretty wild #critical role #Laudna needs her own post btw cause she’s going THROUGH it as well #imodna #imogen temult #southern gothic #c3 #cr spoilers #c3 spoilers #critical role spoilers #bells hells #campaign 3

[unspecifiedfigure]

just saw trolls band together and i’m back in my annual trolls fixation

#they’re so cute😞 #i can’t #like the character development we’ve seen both poppy and branch (and other characters) go through is so amazing to watch #i really feel attatched to these characters and their story #anyways #my art #trolls #trolls band together #queen poppy #i keep typing poopy and it’s making me laugh way harder than it should

[sadiecoocoo]

Please go to this link, it supports Palestine by only pressing a button. You don’t have to pay any money whatsoever because it wants money through ad revenue. All proceeds go towards charities benefiting Palestine. It might not seem like much, but it’s something, and it barely takes a second to do

#palestine #if you can’t donate please press the button #I can never understand what any Palestinian is going through #they have literally nowhere to go now unless they thousands of usd to see the country #I’m honestly losing faith in the world #free palestine #rafah #keep these tags trending #make sure people see these #make sure people know what’s going on #make people uncomfortable #make a conversation awkward #nag someone about it as long as possible

[devilsskettle]

there’s also just Something About female characters who are jealous of the men around them for getting to behave in certain ways that they just can’t. like you can just act like that? you don’t have to maintain a carefully curated and constructed image of yourself to present to the world so people don’t treat you like shit? i’m not gonna universalize but i do believe most women feel this way at least at some point in their lives, i feel it all of the time and it drives me fucking insane

#that’s the thing with kie from outer banks for me like. she just wants to be allowed to act like the guys and just like. fuck around i guess #like just to hang out and to do whatever she wants and like to be herself and still be accepted #like she is tone deaf when it comes to like. complaining about her supportive family and better-than-stable financial situation lol #but she feels so trapped! and so alienated! and she can’t escape this role she keeps getting trapped in! #as a Daughter! or a Love Interest! #and like a big part of that is actually kind of just Bad Writing lol but i will take what i want from this story lol #i am going through the scraps i am scavenging it for working parts i am creating meaning where the writers forgot to etc #anyway aaaaaaaaa

[poorlittleyaoyao]

Grammar/etiquette questions!

1.) When you’re talking respectfully about the Chief Cultivator in the third person rather than addressing them directly in the second person, would you say [surname]-xiandu (the way you’d say [surname]-zongzhu), or just xiandu?

2.) If addressing an unmarried but definitely adult woman who’s not granny-aged, is she -guniang or -furen or something else?

#I have no headphones and am in public so I can’t pull up a video to listen for it #7seas does this weird thing where they use the honorifics half the time and translate them into English the other half of the time #so all the possible permutations of ‘brother’ are just transliterated (valid and correct) #but all the titles of address for women get rendered in English as ‘Lady’ or ‘Madam’ #and (inexplicably) they keep using ‘uncle’ until they eventually give up and go with jiujiu and shushu midway through Vol. 2 #which like. still better than Netflix but otoh at least Netflix was consistent in its manner of badness

[just-rainbow-thoughts]

This goes hard

#i am the op #jus sum doodly doos #pizza tower #peppino spaghetti #fake peppino #the caption was ​the only thing consistently going through my mind while drawing this #does this fuck as hard as I think it does #I didn’t intend to add that many details but then I showed this to mom and now I have to physically restrain myself from adding more #because I know the background would be next and that would be hell #it all started with the suggestion to draw the zipper… #she did help me with that claw hand because man it was bugging the both of us #perspective’s probably a bit jank in places but I can’t keep working on this any longer #this somewhat pertains to a timeskip au I’ve been rolling around in my head since June #I just know tumblr image compression bunked the quality

[g0thsim]

187.24 / 390 (08/12/22)

[full original post]

im a trans person trying to get all her pieces of identification updated so applying to / working jobs + going to school is easier. pls send accommodating workplace energy to me <3🏳️‍⚧️♿️ tysm for rbing

ⓘ this is turning into an urgent situation so if this gets to $250 i’ll take the hit for the rest because i am out of options at this point.

ko/fi other options [carrd]

#share your dollar #trans crowdfund #maybe even less than $250 im literally looking D-7 right in the eye #bc ​i really need a job but I literally can’t emotionally go through the process without having my name match id again #i quite literally cannot go through life without my name atp #to keep my posts from being long I don’t mention it but like this is very important to my health rn bc I need a healthcard just like so many #things are on hold because I don’t have a name and I refuse spend money on passports and other expired id just to pay for it all over again #that would just put in a position to need to crowdfunded again but with a biggest goal yk #new post because despite the numbers on the og the last donation was in July #and it was a singular donation for that whole month #hehe I’ve been crying about this today :0((( like my family calling me a freeloader and going on about they were able support themselves at #18 even though our situations are so fundamentally different like you literally didn’t have to deal with the cost to live in your own body #in terms of my like they didn’t have to pay for disability aid or pay to not be deadnamed etc like

[doctorsiren]

I can’t imagine the number of weird asks you get as a artist. As someone whos learning to draw i both admire and feel sorry for the sheer amount of drawing stuff you do/probably are asked to do. Your art is great, but i hope ur not burning out with all the good stuff you’ve been posting lately from asks n stuff

I have over 1000 asks in my inbox, and there are some weird ones for sure

When it comes to asks for me to draw things, it’s actually pretty nice because hey uh yeah free ideas! But also sometimes there is that pressure, but i’ve learned that hey I don’t need to answer every ask I get and I also don’t need to draw something for every ask y’know?

When I need something to draw to keep me busy for whatever reason, I can just look in my askbox and usually find something, so I’m always grateful for any asks that I get!

#doctorsiren #not art #siren speaks #I hope your art journey is going well! #and also tysm! #I don’t think I’ve experienced art burnout in a long time #sure I’ll get burnout for certain things like AUs or whatever #but with art itself I can’t #im always always always drawing #even when I got carpal tunnel near the end of the summer #I pushed through and got a brace so I could keep drawing #…even though drawing so much is what caused my carpal tunnel #I genuinely don’t know what people who aren’t artists do with their time #as in i can’t imagine what I would be doing if I wasn’t drawing or creating or making stuff #it’s just such a core part of my life and of who I am #lmao sorry I didn’t mean to get all deep in the tags there haah #anywaaaays

[pois0ncandy]

life is boring and meaningless i should just kms

#what is there to live for? #absolutely nothing #everyone keeps saying that “it’ll get better” #“this won’t last forever and then years go by and it’s still exactly the same #the world is going to shit #i don’t make enough to survive on my own #and finding a new job is practically impossible these days #i have no one to even talk to #i don’t want to talk to anyone anyways #like what’s the point? #i’ve been holding out for so long and for nothing #fruitless endeavors #empty promises #forgotten dreams #any hope i had is gone #can’t believe i stayed alive this long all for some dipshit who doesn’t even live in my country and has forgotten my existence #like why have i put myself through this #there is no point #pathetic #i hate everything #i just don’t think living is for me #and it never has been #and i’ve always known this but tried so so hard to change how i feel to find some meaning in life and it was all for nothing