#I am tired this is not a drill

[compacflt]

what are bradley’s earliest memories of ice and mav? the bits of his perspective on them that you’ve written are so fascinating

fairly unsurprising answer but: ice: when he came to see Carole to apologize for killing goose in ch 2 of wwgattai (sets the tone of their relationship)

mav: something very benign like mav doing magic tricks for him as a little little kid. you know how your earliest memories are always a little fuzzy and always afternoon sunshine? imagine a desaturated maverick sitting crosslegged in the grass in pale afternoon southern california sunshine showing Bradley how he can detach his thumb from his hand and then put it back again. no blood, no bone, no pain, and he’s got this daredevil grin like he’s enjoying separating his thumb from his hand. can’t see his eyes behind his aviators. the best magicians are the ones who can make even their pain disappear. or, playing “got your nose,” holding Bradley’s nose up so he can see it right in front of his very eyes, NO PAIN!, and then making it disappear. “where’d your nose go, Gosling? oh, my gosh, I lost your nose!! how’re you gonna smell? i bet you’re gonna smell bad. get it? get it? —here it is, i found it, don’t worry, it’s all good!” and putting his nose back so everything’s ok. that’s Bradley’s earliest memory of mav.

#Bradley’s nose (mavs thumb) is a foreshadowing metaphor for the academy here obviously #this is just my conjecture as a californian kid who was many times duped by the thumb trick myself. #You know where they screw it off and it really looks convincing #im closer to 10 years old than i am to 31 😞 ten years ago today i was at my little baseball summer camp :) in third grade #pete maverick mitchell #tom iceman kazansky #bradley rooster bradshaw #top gun #asks #also ive had this little scene where he drives to their house in his moms car after some late high school event #only to find ice & mav passed out on the couch together at 9:30 at night with the tv still playing #because mav had made a home between ices arms and (tired fighter pilot after long day of drills) fell asleep there and what #was ice supposed to do; wake up an exhausted American hero & push him away? no. this isn’t so bad. —and then accidentally fell asleep too. #and bradleys just standing there in his homecoming tux going ‘oh this is real. oh they really are. oh. ok i will let them sleep.’ #and sneaking back into his moms car to go to his own house for once. #i can’t find anywhere to put that scene so you’re getting it in the tags of this post

[crop-pop]

Aki Light: Robot Rescuer - My BRFF Aki by UngratefulWolf on AO3 is a pretty good mmfc fanfic even if it's one chapter long. Here a little scene redraw

Version without text cause I spend a good chunk of time drawing this just to be blocked by text:

#art #mmfc #mega man fully charged #drill man #drillman #aki light #sgt night #i am tired

[seonghwasblr-moved]

Origin of Xdinary Heroes | S3

#xdinarynet #xdinary heroes #gaon #gunil #jungsu #jooyeon #jun han #o.de #jypartists #useroro #aleksbestie #madstual #userbeepls #useryukuz #kpopccc #malegroupsnet #*m.gif #you know the drill... matching gifs are overrated #and it's 1:22 am and I'm tired so this is all I have in me

[teruthecreator]

(thank you leo @shigayokagayama for the wonderful chapter art!!!!! y'all send them some love from me <3)

HI. ITS 10 PM. I GOT HOME AT LIKE 9:45 PM. FROM MY JOB. THAT I HATE. ANYWAY, HERE'S THE CHAPTER. ENJOY <3

#mp100 #tfs #teruki hanazawa #hanazawa teruki #shou suzuki #suzuki shou #ignorance cloud on #i am so fucking tired im like immediately going to bed now that this is posted. GOODNIGHT. #COLLECT MY PAGES READ MY FANFICTION YALL KNOW THE DRILL

[littlemousejelly]

WRONG AND FALSE, MY COCK IS ALSO HOT-DIPPED IN GAL COATING AND SUITABLE FOR DAMP ENVIRONMENTS

#drilling anchors into the ground? fine wonderful dandy #drilling anchors into the pandeck ceiling? so hard so tiring my hockey mask is completely fogged up where am i

[greenskellyblob]

I may have shown the professor the true meaning of Bitch Doesn't Know Math So Stop Trying To Help Her With It, but he let me pass. He lost a few years of life (and so did I), but it is behind me now.

#gotta do the traditional Eat Everything and Sleep manouver now #he keeps asking me things that are not in the lectures for the subject he's drilling me on #“But it's just math!” #SIR THAT IS THE PROBLEM #ough #jelly life #ough at least I didn't flunk it and tossed the last 6 years of college in the trash #I am happy I really am I am just #tired #statistics are coming for my ass always and forever good lord

[likesplatterpaint]

Ain’t no party like a

“Wake up from a dead sleep because the filter of your most prized fish was making a scary noise and then wouldn’t turn back on so now we disassemble the biggest fucking canister filter we own to sop up excess water from access and rinse of sand and debris and take apart the motor and examine the impeller and screw it all together and take everything out from under the 6 x 2 x 3 stand and plug it in and pray and it works again party and thank god husband noticed and was down there because Holy Shit” Party

Cuz a terrifying failure of filter of 180 gallons and a sensitive ass fish party

Don’t stop?

#I would like it to be 6:45 pm tmr pls when everything I am dreading tmr offsite evac drill and stupid community college PAC meeting are over #I AM!!! so tired!!!! but GRATEFUL!!! #usually I can switch on quickly from waking up but apparently not from mid deep rem dream #just fishkeeping things

[eevyerndracaneon]

the funniest thing abt rain world being so difficult is that actually. i get to decide what parts are difficult. *turns dev tools on*

#rw #rain world #i try to do as many rooms on my own as i can #but at this point. i am tired of lizards. and sometimes Bullshit:tm: #the spider area can go fuck itself with a drill and get kill buttoned thru i was nOT DEALING WITH THAT #triggered my arachnophobia AND was just kind of bullshit to deal with #at least the shoreline i could shove past my thalassophobia with in the end and DID IT ON MY OWN HAHA (still proud of that tbh) #anyways. im having a fun time #dunno just yet if i wanna do the other slugcats....the concept scares the shit out of me bc of *stares at shoreline and spider area* but #shrugs!!!!!!! dunno yet #im at least playing a survivor run on my own to see how i feel in the end

[just-rogi]

Guys… I know this is shocking to no one at all but I’m just so pissed about how horribly teachers are treated in this country. I do so fucking much and I can’t even afford to live on my own but on top of that I’m 21 and I’m frightened because my physical health started rapidly declining and I have to go to loads of doctors appointments and my joints hurt and I’m exhausted and standing and walking causes me pain now and I don’t qualify for PFML because GUESS WHAT!! Educators don’t qualify!!! Like at all!!

Like , I get paid shit. I am exposed to insane abuse on the daily. Im working in - I kid you not LITERALLY- mouse infested classrooms, I don’t get paid during the summer so I have to find other work, and I don’t even qualify for PFML so I’ve got to juggle THAT on top of being twenty one and paying rent in Boston and going to all my new doctors appointments and idk being in pain? And we can’t even strike about it because striking is ILLEGAL!!!! It’s literally illegal for teachers to go on strike here. I’m fucking tired of this shit I love my job I love teaching I love the children I love the classroom- this is what I’m passionate about and I’m fucking good at it and look at how we are being treated. This whole country is fucking SHIT! How do you have so much fucking money for war but you can’t pay your fucking teachers and get the goddamn rats out of the classroom. My kids don’t deserve rat shit all over their class and so do I. Fuck you.

#UGH I’m just so angry #because it’s 2 am #and I have work tomorrow #and I’m so tired and my joints hurt and food makes me nauseous and it’s just a shit show #I should not be in tomorrow #or Friday #or the next week #I almost passed out during our fire drill yesterday and my students noticed #that shit is embarrassing and humiliating #I just want some dignity

[lavenoon]

Everyone who slept last night can look, the rest avert your eyes or else 🔫

Bad news, there's no actual Sun yet and I'm already at 1K words

Good news, this drabble ain't done before Sun had his time to shine/ be absolutely gobsmacked

#post let luce #accidentally undercover #my wip #thats gonna be a tag now fuck it #suns gonna regret this so much he's gonna be so so tired #rivals against each other? menaces but manageable #but now that they know and team up? madness. pure madness #am I getting too invested in a non canon reveal? maybe but im having fun #fight me about it #might be edited etc etc you know the drill

[wordsmithic]

"genderbent monsterfucker Hercules" will be undoubtedly the worst published """Greek retelling""" I'll ever learn about.

I also had the... pleasure of reading some excerpts and the cringe of it all made me wish I could be instantly unborn

#retellings #okay I am tired of repeating myself about retellings #y'all know the drill

[doctorweebmd]

#the AGONIES #yipee creature #meme #PLEASE SOMEONE GRUG GET THE DRILL I AM TIRED OF MY BRAIN!!! THANK YOU!!!!!!

[v-iv-rusty]

I feel like growing up with parents that are rabid conspiracy theorists about anything and everything affects you like. way way way deeper than most people do (or maybe want to?) acknowledge. and I just wish it was talked about more honestly

#misc.txt #ventish #(<-not too bad just tagging for blocking purposes) #like. this is embarassing to say but my parents were and still are severely anti vax. so at some point I need to go get #proper rounds of vaccines #bc obv I was not fucking allowed to #preferrably uh. fucking soon if I can work out how to do it without them knowing #(and if I can't I guess. I'll have to figure out some health insurance stuff bc I could literally be in danger if they did know.) #(which is a whole can of worms on its own.) #and EVEN THOUGH I fully 100% know that everything they fed me was bullshit #I still have so much deep fear around it bc it was drilled into my head so fucking hard growing up #x will kill you. y will make you sick. z will probably damn you to hell forever but maybe not who knows better to be scared and 'safe.' etc #and it's so hard to even explain it to ppl because they go 'oh so you still believe that stuff' and no!! no I do not!! #Ive just been trained since birth to be afraid of anything n everything!! I've been fed lies for my entire life!! thats hard to shake off!! #I WANT to do good things for myself but my stomach drops on instinct just thinking about it #and I am so so so tired of having to be brave about things I never should have had to be brave about. that's all ig. I'm tired. #like either ppl think you have also inherited their insanity OR they just look at it like 'oh haha funny quirky kooky' #no it's kind of torn my psyche to shreds in ways I'm still uncovering. but w/e go ahead and laugh <3

[devils-little-sista]

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#I can’t stand her. I can’t stand living in the same house as her. #I hate that I’m too dumb to ever make it on my own and I hate that she tells me that every time I have to interact with her #as if I don’t already know. she’s been telling me for years and years how dumb I am and she acts like I don’t already know that without her #I already knew that I was too dumb by the time I was 8 years old. and that’s not even from her telling me #it from all my old teachers who couldn’t teach me and gave up on me. #its from observing other people my age and realizing how much slower I am than them. #it’s from me not having any kind of passion or ambition for anything since I was 8 #and that’s because they kept drilling it in my head that I was never gonna get anywhere and never going to amount to anything if I didn’t do #if I didn’t do better when I was already doing my best. #I was already doing every thing I could and it was never good enough for her. it was never good enough for anybody. #I’m already doing my best. and they’re all disappointed and angry with me for not doing better #I hate that I have to rely on her. on them. #I want to be on my own so bad. #I want her to stop getting into my business. #because she acts like this every time I have to interact with her #and she wonders why I stay locked up in my room all the time #I’m tired of constantly being bullied by my own parent. #I’m tired of having to rely on her because she won’t let me get a job ‘’yet’’ #she keeps saying ‘’after your drivers license’’. ‘’after the pandemic’’. ‘’after your ged’’. then I can get a job and have my own money #and not have to rely on her so much. AFTER I DO ALL THOSE IMPOSSIBLE THINGS THAT SHE KEEPS TELLUNG ME IM TOO DUMB TO DO ‘’YET’’ #she’s the one who won’t let me progress in anything so I can get out of here #and yet she treats me like pest that lives in her house. she treats me like dirt. she treats me like I got like this on purpose. #SHES THE ONE THAT MADE ME LIKE THIS. YEARS AND YEARS OF NEGLCT AND ABUSE FROM HER. #AND SHE REFUSES TO ACKNOWLEDGE IT. #she won’t let me move out. she’ll find out when the ne place is somehow and she’ll drag me back here kicking and screaming #she will hold me hostage if I try to leave #sometimes I think about the kids who somehow were able to get out of their parents house and away from them as soon as they turned 18 or #or younger. they’re the lucky ones. I wish I could have been that lucky. to get away from them and never have to come back. #I wish I could get out of here someday soon. ghost my whole family. to never have to see them or talk to them ever again. #to have a place all to myself. to have a place where I am comfortable being my dumb happy little self. that’s all I ever wanted.

[leatherbookmark]

thinking about sexually insatiable lxc and Feeling Something. very tall very polite man with a heart-melting smile, adored by kids and animals, used to putting others' needs first and his own needs second or perhaps even third, just. politely existing in a state where he can get rawn within an inch of his life multiple times a day because after the first time his body is just this hungry for bliss. like. a

#shrimp thoughts #sometimes jgy manages to tire him out and after that he sleeps it off for like 3 days but he CANNOT be mad because lxc is SO beautiful and #smiled during/after sex #anyway i was woken up at 9am by neighbours drilling something. should be illegal #and then for like 7 hours after that every time i woke up it was STILL between 9 and 10 am. what

[bellshazes]

trying really hard to imagine a tree farm that is also a cooperage to put somewhere on the outskirts of crastle town.... farming logs to make actual in-game barrels that then transports barrels to a distillery that's a potion lab. lingering pots above sour mash stills with hay bales for corn mash that extend the campfire smoke to represent the heat from the yeast process... fields of hay maybe on the near side of the bay for rye... waxed copper stills that hide brewing towers... big aging warehouses to keep excess potions... deepslate for the mold that always grows on the sweetness of distilling buildings. set up next to some kind of aquifer or passable freshwater area; preferably one that cuts through stone... semi-functional and building off the agrarian setup I have so far

#peter plays #maybe iron at the cooperage to bind the staves... #i ought to build a proper blacksmith to source it from. #and lightning rods for the copper drills for tasting etc #the problem is for like the fifth time this week i am POWERFULLY tired at 10pm :(