#I am so so happy and proud of myself

[creatinghelen]

please please please when something good happens, let yourself feel good! be proud of yourself, revel in that joy, bask in the happiness. you deserve it! you deserve to feel good!!

#hj #you deserve to feel so good!! #today I am very happy and proud of myself <3

[hinata-boke]

Drawing a randomly generated Haikyuu character (almost) every day until I give up

67. Hinata Shoyo

#haikyuu!! #haikyuu #hinata shoyo #hinata shouyou #my art #1hqaday #haikyuu timeskip #haikyuu timeskip spoilers #haikyuu manga spoilers #ITS #HIM #i love him so much #im so proud of him #i am going to sleep so much now #im very happy with myself for this

[hearties-circus]

She is literally so pretty who gave her the right

#gamer txt. #bug #insect #wasp #crochet #plush #sorry sorry this is very self congratulatory but like. i am actually so fucking proud of this #like. i made that. i made that!! holy shit!! this thing i love so fucking dearly and IM the one who made it!! #i just havent made myself happy like this in so long #so im subjecting you all to my wasp again

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

a merry Between Week to everyone! rest well!

extra layers:

#sundown wishes you all well! #im not a festive person Unless Its Halloween #but i cannot deny the allure of the crisis Aesthetic #and im Always looking for an excuse to draw my guys <3 #i enjoyed putting them in a santa/reindeer themed version of their usual fits #they'd deliver presents So fucking violently. gusto! showmanship! Destruction! #ryan wears spiked horseshoes for a reason... a reason Other than ice.... #and then they'd dash off into the night with a Yeehaw & a Hawyee #scribble garnish #forced idiots <3 #oc #original character #puppet oc #i will say! the colors fell apart As Usual #the intricacies of hue continue to elude me #but oh my god am i proud of the lines #i spent. so much time getting this Mostly right #adding the line weight... soothing and yet oof ouch my wrists #this took a lot out of me! im tired! but happy! #a little gift to myself i think #also im sorry but i must be insane about sundown for a moment #GAH SHE ACHASDSAKLNADKML FUCKFUCKFUCK SHE'S SO IT'S SO I'M SO- #SHE MAKES ME UNWELL SHE'S MY OWN BRAIN GUY BUT SHE MAKES ME INSANE #PUPPET CORRUPTION ARC REAL BUT LIKE IN A POSITIVE WAY KINDA #not the arson. arson is not positive BUT THE OTHER STUFF LETS GO SUNDOWN SUMMER. MY BELOVED SUNNY #also bc i feel like someone's gonna tag her as such bc that usually happens: #friendly reminder! Her Ass Is Not A WH Oc. She's Just A Funky Fella From My Headworlds

[jeonwon-wonwoo]

wonwoo: 'SEVENTEENTH HEAVEN' jacket behind the scenes

#flashing tw #wonwoo #seventeen #svtcreations #17net #forsvt #svtsource #userngocchi #sonafied #homerunj #heymax #alitracks #userbexrex #usermery #usersemily #nayablr #usernoot #i know these aren't perfect but you have no idea how happy i am about how the second one came out! i'm proud of myself! #i love this concept too! it's so much fun! #*mine

[satans-knitwear]

I put some fishnets on!!

Treat me ~ Tip Me ~ More of me

#fishnet friday #I managed to put some fishnets on today and I am very proud of myself. #Happy fishnet Friday to all those who may celebrate ✨ #I am so exhausted and worn down rn but at least im a little bit delicious. I put my pjs over this instead of actual clothes #At least until I feel like taking some more pics 😂 #satans knitwear #alt pinup #pinup girl #pretty lingerie #fishnet lingerie #cheeky

[marblerose-rue]

click for better quality!

the hush of rain / scourge

#my art #do not copy trace or steal #scourge #warrior cats #wc #waca #wc art #scourge wc #blood #bloodclan #THIS. WAS SO TRICKY TO DO #tried a couple of new things out/drew things ive never rlly drawn before as like a test #and its like. i started late in the night its 1 am rn and i am tired #BUT I JUST FOUND OUT i didnt have homework this weekend and i convinced myself i did so hip hip hooray me #scourge is still one of my fave characters all he did was show up kill and die. good for him #ALL IN ALL i am happy and proud of this piece ^_^ #if i forget anything. please show me mercy #for i am my own worst enemy (drawing after 11 pm) #ANYWAY goodnight and goodmorning but mostly good night #actually hold that thought a little im hungry so goodnight after i figure out what i want to eat #i dont know how to draw puddles i kinda gave up its more prominent in the sketch

[im-smart-i-swear]

its october:) so i drew silver enjoying some colorful leaves and chilling<33

also his sweater is based on the sweater i made for my ugly bootleg son yesterday<3

silver getting to enjoy nature and leaves and chilly atumn air is. so importrant to me actually

#silver the hedgehog #my art #i swear to god i got fucking POSSESED by idk the spirit of october or something and made that thing in one sitting. insane. #i didnt think i was even capable of completing a project so quickly.. what the fuck happenend. i am a little terrified of myself now.. #its made out of a sock btw. if for some reason anyone would be interested in doing something similiar i could give some advice #god i feel so fucking stupid. #'yeah if anyone wants to make a stupid little sock sweater for a bootleg silver the hedgehog plushie i could give some tips:)' #god. thats so lame. . #anyway that doesnt matter bc IT MAKES ME HAPPY!! his little sweater makes me so fucking happy and proud of myself every time i look at it!! #i havent felt pure joy like this after completing a project in AGES!!!!!!! #i should sew more often...... i always forget how fun and rewarding it is #hm. should i make more outfits for him?? mayhaps a jacket......... we'll see...............

[kingspacebar]

IM REAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#I literally just spent the past 12 hours straight just working on this and I am SO PROUD OF MYSELF. Live2D has been so intimidating to me fo #This model is very clearly flawed but for my very first model I'm SUPER happy with it!!!! He's so cute LMAO #live2d #vtuber #vtuber model #english vtuber #envtuber #indie vtuber #vtuberuprising #vtubers of tumblr #my art #my ocs #art #artwork #digital art #artists on tumblr #drawing #original character #gif #animation #gif animation

[taohs]

i came out to my coworker !!!!

#personal #she said she was proud of me for coming so far and trusting her :) #its taken me a long time to come to term with my sexuality and im happy its not something that i want to hide anymore #ive made up my mind to tell my mom the truth this pride month so i am bracing myself for that too #whatever happens will happen but im ready to accept it and it'll be a load off my shoulders #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

[cosmicphenix]

Master post ((soon) / next ((also soon)

Still no title yet but here is part one of this story! I've had such a blast drawing this and trying to figure out how to draw a train.

I will be setting up a poll shortly with a list of names for this AU! I literally can't choose between them so why not?

((Link to that here!)

Please let me know what you think!

#this is my first finished attempt at a comic and i am ver proud of myself rn! #so happy this part is finally done! it was so much fun! much more than what i was expecting tbh. #it was originally going to be 3 pages but i sketched out a forth and thought it was good! #feel free to guess which one is the last one to be completed lmao #qsmp au #cosmo convos #qsmp philza #tubbo's train makes a appearance! how fun! #qsmp brian #QSMP Split Soul AU

[givemewallywestorgivemedeath]

Growing up in an extremely ultra religious, cult-like family was a mindfuck for multiple reasons but that doesn't stop unfortunately, even when you escape. For example, see: The overwhelming feeling of boiling hatred and shame for who you used to be.

The angry hatred for the past person I used to be, the version of myself that mindlessly parroted my family's beliefs and listened to their every command, constantly simmered under my skin and invaded my every thought. I was embarrassed of what I used to be- even as I made friends of different ethnicities and faiths, as I listened and explored new ideas and worlds that I never knew existed, as I started the first LGBTQ+ club at my school and volunteered with kids who deserved so much more- there was always a little voice in the back of my head.

"They would hate you if they knew what you were. They would hate the horrendous teachings that were seared into your mind, the things that you used to say and believe. You are nothing but a pretender."

And it is true that my beliefs were bigoted in all the worst ways. It is true that I believed truly heart-wrenching things without a second thought and judged others in such harsh and unfair ways. I told myself that there was no coming back from that, not really. There was nothing I could do to ever make up for it.

Then I remembered that the person who said those things wore velcro light up sneakers and collected finger puppets that the librarians handed out as awards for reading picture books. The person that held signs at pro-life rallies and anti-LGBTQ+ protests had a cherished sticker book and hunted minnows in the creek after school and adored their puffle on club penguin and was really into greek mythology and had skinned knees from climbing trees at recess and knew every Disney song by heart and was absolutely terrified of the dark.

That person was a child.

I was a child.

It took a really long time. Years and years of reflection and distance, but I've decided that I can't hate the past version of myself anymore. I feel pity and remorse, I feel anger- I feel so much fury and violent rage- at what my childhood was and I grieve what could- no, should- have been, but I no longer resent who I was.

I'm not ashamed.

I am so, so, so unbelievably proud of that little kid. For being brave enough to leave the comfort and safety of what I was told was right. For not being afraid to be wrong. For seeking out information and knowledge in a culture that praised ignorance. For questioning everything, relentlessly.

I am by no means a perfect person, I never have been and I never will, but I am proud of myself in every iteration that has ever existed because I know that I have never stopped trying to understand and learn and grow, and I never will.

If you have ever been in a similar situation and feel similar things, first of all: My condolences on your lost childhood. Second of all: Please be nice to that past version of yourself and recognize all the hard work they did to make you who you are today. That person was a survivor and an inspiration. They deserve nothing but love.

#started anti depressants recently. kinda had an epiphany. i can't hate who i was. if i met me now i wouldn't blame that tiny child #for their rancid beliefs or for being dragged to protests. because thats a CHILD. i HAVE met kids in that position and i feel nothing but #pity and anger on their behalf. so why am i holding that version of myself to a higher standard? #i could not have known what i know now at 6 or 8 or 10. the same way that i could not have written a college level essay at that age #but i did what i could. in my own 8 y/o way. i believed in love and humanity and happiness. i was just misguided in the 'hows' of it all #and i am so so so so so proud. of every single microscopic step that i took. every question i asked. every thought that i hid and protected #and pondered secretly at night until new ideas and doubts bloomed like a dandelion through the pavement #and I'm so proud that i chased that doubt. that i asked why why why why until their ears bled and their voices were raw #until their answers stopped adding up. until i sought knowledge elsewhere with a mind dehydrated and malnourished and begging for knowledge #in any form i could get. i just. if i could hug that kid? if i could right now reach out and give that terrified and lonely child a hug? #i would. a million times over. #anyway sorry for the intense personal rant I'm just going through it rn and I'm like.... actually feeling alright #its wild. did you guys know about this??? anti depressants make you NOT depressed??? shits insane fam #irl #personal

[bookofmac]

okay okay okay, thinking thoughts

So I find the concept of Names really interesting in Camlann, reading into the extracanonical stuff put on the tumblr is giving me food for theory crafting. The Catacylsm seems to be some kind of return of magic to the world (possibly heralded by the return of The King of the Britons in their hour of need?) and thus people with significant Names have access to something because of it. they fall into the stories of their namesakes; Perry, Gwaine, and Kay are Knights, Morgan is Morgana Le Fay, and we now have a Gwen in Shújūn.

Based on Kay's dicussion with Perry if more people can fill in the roles of their stories to more 'to plan' the stories will go, Of course this is not good news if you know the general end point of Arthurian legend (Betrayal, muderer, war, most everyone dead, the 'Glory' of camelot gone). It's inherently kind of a doomsday cult if you stay in those stories, you know where parts of this are going (i'll get back to this)

it also seems like there may be some, for lack of a better term, kin drama going on. There are 900 members of the court and Kay mentions that Peredur is a really uncommon name outside of Wales, meaning there are certain knights who are more common, i assume Lancelot's, Kay's, maybe a few Talisin's, a bunch of Gareth's, and like 50 Elaines like in the legends lol

We also dont have the context for how Names work full yet and neither do our characters. I think theres a lot of answers to be had with Shújūn/Gwen with how it works, how you know other than the buzzing in you're head and desire go through the motions and Follow the Story

Now, where does Dai fit in all this?

Dai doesn't have a Name, and I think theres going to be a point where he changes his name in a major way, but not to a Name, but a Bardic name. In welsh poetic and story telling tradtions Welsh poets, THE OG Bards, will take on pseudonyms tell their stories. This practice stems from the medievil era, but goes forth to today, and many modern Welsh and welsh heritage poets have connections to this tradition (Dylan Thomas' middle name was his great uncles bardic name, Sarah Williams published her work under the name Sadie), I believe it's also a requirement to have one if you intend to perform in the major Eisteddfod, (I am Australian so my experiance of Eisteddfods here is very different so if i'm wrong on that let me know)

Why would he do this? I think Dai is going to, at least try, to write him and his friends a way out.

Much ink is spilt over how Arthurian legend doesnt have an 'orginal text', and as such there are lots of stories that are inherently contradictory; Bedwyr is the best knight, but so are Gwaine, Lancelot, and Galahad. Mordred is some random king until his Arthur's son. Arthur has a sister, no he has two, actually he has three and one of them is an Elaine. This could be used to explain any doubles (are you my Gwaine), as well as why we see a few different spelling varients which are, the very welsh Peredur as opposed to Percival or Parzifal, the anglisised and more boarish Kay as opposed to Cei or Caius (this last one might just to keep Dai and Kay distinct tho). These variations are no more or less 'canon' than any other telling of the story, and so often the writer of a given telling of Arthurian legend is going to have their own bias. But things dont HAVE to end the way they always do, and sometime you need to have someone outside the story you're caught in to tell you a new one.

You are not locked into that ever looming cloud of Thomas Mallory and Le Morte d'Arthur.

Other evidence I have for this is that Dai sings at the begining of each episode, and sings in welsh at that. He also is, to a point our narrator, existing both in and out of the current narative. Also his name is an a lyric of Sosban Fach (a song i would be surprised if it wasn't in the show at some point) 'Dai bach y sowldiwr' which is also not from the text the song was based on. Tangential yes, but i think it's worth thinking about.

I think there is also something to be said about choice in what your name is and how it feeds into the overall theme of identiy, and how that plays into other themes at play in the story, like Transness, Imperialism, and Predestination

TL:DR; While he doesnt have a Name, Dai's gonna give himself an epic bard name and save them all by writing a killer hook to get them out of the story

#if i've gotten details wrong wrt welsh culture im sorry i am australian and a lot of my engagement in my welsh heritage is me doing research #theres only 3 eps out i listend to them an hour ago and im writing this kind of tinfoil i'm so proud of myself lol #this is so rambly im sorry but if people want to use any of this to build ideas off of pls go ahead #camlann #camlann pod #camlann podcast #camlannpodcast #many thoughts; so big so made of foil #if i am right about the kin drama idea i'll be so happy #all the garaths fighting over kitchen duty is very funny to me in specific

[oh-allie]

some arospec thoughts ive been thinking to say fuck you to allonormativity on vday

the guy on all the caution signs is aroace because i said so

somethin' stupid by frank sinatra is such an aromatic song please see my vision

saiki is totally aroace but i also REALLY like terusai and is that so wrong 😿

niffty being aroace would make me happy and i would giggle and kick my feet and i cant explain it but GUYS PLEASE

alastor and rosie r in a qpr because god told me himself (i am not projecting)

having the aromatic, asexual, and aroace tags trending on vday is the funniest thing

happy valentines pooksies <33

#arospec #aroace #aro thoughts #aroflux #aromantic #aro pride #im telling you guys that caution signs guy does NOT fuck #and he is PROUD #saiki k #hazbin niffty #hazbin hotel #valentines day #announcing offically i am arospec #aroflux specifically #and its actually making me really happy #a while ago i identified as aroace #but i did feel some level of romantic attraction so i felt like i didnt belong #but silly ol me forgot it was a spectrum #and i feel really comfortable in myself knowing that i am still aro while still being able to feel (admittedly a very small) level of #romantic attraction #yk ?? #rosie hazbin hotel #alastor hazbin hotel #radiorose qpr #saiki no psi nan #radiorose #:33333 #allies rambles

[funtimelj6789]

I finally have an Anakin drawing that I feel ACTUALLY looks like him. I'm so proud of how the facial expression and coloring in the first image turned out. I was worried when I was doing the color matching, but it turned out so good. And well, the sketchy style never misses.

#anakin skywalker #star wars #revenge of the sith #fanart #star wars fanart #i am so proud of myself #Like these sets of drawings make me so happy

[ilovefredjones]

lesbian lesbian lesbian lesbian LESBIAN!!!!!!! IM A LESBIAN!!!!! I LOVE LESBIANS!!!!!! I LOVE LESBIANISM!!!!! LESBIAN!!!!!! i’m a lesbian and i love being a lesbian!!!!!!! LESBIAN!!!!!!!!!!

#lesbian is a beautiful word that describes the beautiful experiences and feelings i am lucky to have #i’m proud to be a lesbian and i CELEBRATE it and it makes me so happy to part of such a beautiful community #i love being a lesbian. i love the word lesbian. i love describing myself as a lesbian #LESBIAN!!!!!!!!! #no one can make me feel bad about it!!!!!!! LESBIANS!!!!!!!!!! #it’s not a gross word!!!! literally shut the fuck up!!!!!!!!