#I am not afraid to eat

[puppetmaster13u]

Prompt 232

Once more thinkin of These Series of AU/Prompts, where the Class pulls a Tiamat. Becomes Giant Hydra Dragon. But with some inspiration from @radiance1's Blob King AUs. Specifically also the dragon ones.

Now, the nine of them are admittedly far older than they once were. Far older than most of the people outside the cage they were tricked into all those years before, exhaustion seeping into their bones as their ectoplasm was siphoned away.

Yet no matter how much the GIW drains away- if they're even called as such anymore- they never run out. If anything, at least from what they've noticed, unable to do much of anything else in this pit, this tank of green and red, they seem to be making more.

Their recollection of being separate, of having separate bodies have long since slipped away in exchange for keeping memories of their families and friends long gone now. Perhaps they're in the zone, as ghosts, but perhaps not.

Days feel like both seconds and years, words falling away as their Core hums as one. Sometimes a Blob ghost manages to find its way inside- the trap designed not to stop things from getting in, but to prevent them from leaving.

They always disappear whenever the ecto is taken away, not having enough to continue holding on to a physical form. But... the blobs don't stay gone. Their own ecto brings them back, tiny forms almost mimicking their own.

It's something to distract them, something to actually do besides growl at the figures beyond the barriers around them. The blobs don't speak, don't make more than squeaks, but it's something. Almost like dozens of toddlers floating around, becoming more and more draconic in shape with every siphon.

Do their captors realize, they wonder, how they've made them all stronger than they were even before? Do they realize what they've done, creating this loop of ever-growing power?

No, Star giggled, pink and gold scales shimmering as she bobbed her head in amusement, Paulina's darker purples following.

They don't know, Wes agreed, dark amusement echoed by both Sam and Dash, fangs flashing amidst the liquid. The trap would not be able to contain them for much longer, they all knew. They could feel it, how the siphon stuttered with every run.

It wouldn't be long now. They had waited three hundred years for the chance to escape- they could wait for a few days more.

...

Though they won't complain about an early prison break if those alarms are anything to go by.

#dcxdp #dpxdc #prompts #the class pulls a tiamat #blob ghosts are dragons au #It's not the league who has broken into the lab and I almost feel bad for the villains who opened the blast doors #Reminder of who is part of the hydra: Danny Sam Tucker Wes Dash Paulina Kwan Valerie & Star #I am tempted for the hydra to give off scp 682 / undead vibes when they first burst free from the now cracked open doors #Like it gives off the vibe of These Doors Being Closed For A REASON #There's also the fact that the hydra was said to guard an entrance to the afterlife and I'm not NOT saying there's parallels with the porta #I'm also not saying the ennead wouldn't eat a GIW person or three on the way out #And while a rogue or several might have opened the door something That Big isn't going to go unnoticed #Especially if it's bursting out of the ground or out of a mountain #Morally gray ennead because they've lost everything save for their lil blobs & aren't afraid of taking a little retribution #go wild

[starry-bi-sky]

Clone^2 Damian

If you really think about, Damian's situation in the clone^2 au is... kinda tragic? Especially in the early months of his arrival. Like,,, think about it. Damian has always known he was a clone of Damian Wayne, that he was a copy of the blood son. There was nothing 'original' about him, not even his name (of which at least Danny has that). He was just... a replacement. A disposable one, to boot.

And he knew that, to an extent, by the time he was six years old. he might not have been actively acknowledging it -- he's six years old -- but deep down he knew. And like, he's six years old. Every small child craves the love and affection of an adult, especially their parents, and even though he knew he was clone, I imagine he still considered - and still does consider, somewhat - Talia and Bruce as his mother and father. And I really doubt he was... getting it?

Now, I know Talia loves Damian, her son. At least in some interpretations she does, and in this au she does. But... a clone of her son? I'm not so certain if she would have the same affection for baby Dames as she would for Damian. I don't think she would treat him badly, but I don't think Talia would treat him warmly either. Kinda just, distant. Colder than she would have been with OG Damian.

And, I know I've mentioned Damian's arrival from Danny's point of view, and its kind of comical kind of insane from his perspective -- a little boy clone of Damian Wayne falls through a portal and immediately attacks him. That sounds like a bad joke.

But, if you think of this from Damian's point of view? It's like he just got dropped into a scary movie. Like, think about it. You're six years old, and suddenly a portal, as green and as swirling as your grandfather's pools, opens up beneath your feet and sucks you through.

After an intense bout of vertigo, you end up in a massive, urban city -- completely different from the rural mountain palace that you lived in for the last six years of your life, and in this city, you don't know any of the language. You don't know what anyone is saying, you can't read any of the signs - you are completely stranded, away from home.

And then, to make things worse, you're facing a figure with a terrifying mask and eyes as burning green as the portal you fell through. Of course Damian's first instinct, six years old, is to attack. He's terrified.

And this figure, he's not a good fighter, but he's fast, and he dodges you quickly. He grabs your sword with his hands, and tries to restrain you, saying something in a language you don't know. Naturally, Damian is just scared. He's six! He'd just be learning how to read if he was normal child going to school.

This figure halfway through the fight yanks off his mask -- he realizes you're scared -- and looking at you now, is a youthful version of your father. This is a clone of your dad, someone you have never met but, six years old, still wants to. Damian gets defensive. This is an imposter.

But this imposter eventually gets you home with him - and he's using his little box, his phone, to communicate with you through a mechanical voice speaking in arabic. and it's frustrating. The boy, the imposter, can say whatever to you just fine, but trying to talk back is a hassle and a half. He's six, he doesn't have that much patience.

He wants to go home.

And so he keeps trying to run away. He keeps trying to find out of this hellish concrete jungle, and he keeps getting lost. It's loud, and busy, and there are people talking to you and you don't understand them, and there are rules and signs you don't understand - Damian tries to cross the street and nearly gets hit by a car. He doesn't know how the road signs work, he was never taught. They didn't get to that.

And he gets lost. And it gets dark, and Damian is brave, but he is six, and this is the worst stress he's been under in all his six years of life. He wants, desperately more than anything, to go home. Why wouldn't he? The only stable... semi-stable environment he was in just got ripped out from under his feet, literally! He wants his mother.

And it's not happening.

But there's something good to be said, at least. The imposter that looks like his father always comes and finds him, no matter what. He could have left that morning, and he will find Damian at midnight, frazzled and worried, and carrying an extra jacket with him because it is cold in Amity Park and Damian is six years old.

And sometimes Damian attacks him - he's scared and stressed and he doesn't want to be here. And every time he catches the sword. Even though Damian can see it cut into his hand and pearls of blood well up and stains his fingers. Even though Damian can see him wince in pain and bite his lip, he still catches it.

But with that little box, he coaxes Damian to come back with him. It's cold, it's dark, Amity Park is unsafe at night. They can figure something out tomorrow, please. And every time, he agrees, reluctantly. And the imposter takes the extra jacket he brought with -- a flannel, a hoodie, a jacket -- and he wraps it around him. It's warm, Damian's clothes are not that thick, and even though he thinks he might hate this imposter, he still sticks close to his legs as he leads him down the street.

And sometimes the imposter carries him, because Damian's shoes are not that thick, and he cuts his foot on broken glass while they're walking home. The imposter sits in the bathroom with him and carefully cleans the cut out, and makes sure it doesn't get infected.

There's hope you know, he still has it. His mother will be looking for him. She'll be worried. He's important to them. Damian may not be the original, but he is still a blood son. He is still her son. She will come find him. This nightmare will end soon. He can go home.

And then weeks pass, and nothing. Then months, and nothing. His family is not coming for him, and it hurts. Hurts more than anything. And yet while that happens, the boy he's attacked, and hurt, teaches himself arabic in order to speak to him. He takes Damian out of the house one afternoon and buys him new clothes, or tries to. And then he keeps buying him new clothes. He gives him blankets and gives up his bed to him until they can get him one himself, and steadily he teaches Damian english.

This boy is kind. Kinder than Damian's ever experienced, and he doesn't know what to do with it. He's devastated by the fact that he is not as important to his family as his family is to him. What do you do when you're six years old and you learn something like that? When a random stranger who looks like your father is kinder to you, and cares more about you than your family did?

And then Damian tells him he's a clone. He's Damian Wayne's clone, and he tells him his purpose - that their grandfather made him to kill him. And the boy, the imposter, Damian thinks he probably already knows that he's a clone. But he doesn't say that. He just nods, and asks him if he wants to tell his original about him.

Damian says no. He doesn't want to. He's tired of living in the shadow of his original. He wants to keep this to himself. This is his. For once, all of this is his.

And to his surprise, the imposter doesn't try and convince him otherwise. He just nods, and says okay. And when Damian asks why, the imposter - his brother - looks at him and says.

"I don't care about Damian Wayne. I care about you." And in Damian's gobsmacked silence, his brother continues. He tells him that if Damian doesn't want to tell his original that he exists, then they don't need to. They don't need to worry about the LoA going after him, because clearly if his 'grandfather' needs to make a clone of Damian in order to take him out, then whatever it was that Damian Wayne was doing to keep himself safe, was working.

"Wayne already has people in his corner, he's got Gotham's army of vigilantes to keep himself safe." his brother says with his eyes as blue as moonlight. "You, however. Do not." And he continues, and says that if Damian Wayne has the same training as Damian does, then he will be fine. He doesn't need to be aware of his clone. Because if DW doesn't know about Damian, then the LoA doesn't either.

And here's the thing. Damian would not have survived in the LoA for long. Not as a clone. No matter what, he was going to die no matter what he did, and sooner rather than later. The sword of Damocles was always hanging above his head in the League of Assassins.

That portal, and meeting Danny, saved his life. There's no way around it. And to an extent Damian knows this even at six years old. He may not be aware that he would've died, but he knows that meeting Danny was the best thing to happen to him.

It's no wonder after that, that Damian is as clingy to Danny as he is. Danny is the first person he's met to offer him unconditional love, with no strings attached, only pure affection.

#dpxdc #dp x dc #dp x dc crossover #dpdc #dpxdc crossover #clone^2 #like god can you imagine how scared he must've been? how afraid? he just wants his mom - only to realize he doesnt even matter to her #dpxdc au #danny fenton is not the ghost king #this poor kid man. no wonder he latched onto danny the moment he gave up on the league like a leech. he's a six year old kid man and #it doesnt matter how smart he is or how mature he acts. he still is six years old. he still needs that validation and affection from adults #or from people older than him. and his emotional needs were just not being met in the league. #cue the song “two” from sleeping at last - some of their songs are very clone^2 honestly. #'sweetheart you look a little tired. when did you last eat? come in and make yourself right at home. stay as long as you need.' #'tell me is something wrong? if something's wrong you can count on me' #'its okay if you can't find the words. let me take your coat and this weight off of your shoulders' #'like a force to be reckoned with. am i the ocean or a gentle kiss. i will love you with every single thing i have' #'like a tidal wave i'll make a mess. or calm waters if that serves you best' #'i will love you without any strings attached' #like just. just *imagine* being in damian's shoes during all of this. he's *six* you guys. i've worked with six year olds and they're #pretty independent but they're still six. they get excited when they see their parents and they get upset when an adult is angry with them. #they're still developing their motor skills. they're still developing everything else!

[ryzselo]

My part of an art trade with @bean-pole-art - SoundRod :3

Please transformers fandom don’t steal my kneecaps I know I’m no tf artist I’m trying my best ok

#transformers #maccadam #maccadams #soundwave #hot rod #soundrod #cyberverse #cyberverse soundwave #cyberverse hot rod #transformers cyberverse #fr I’m so fuckin anxious #spare me #o the fuckin soundrod nation #do not eat my liver over minor mistakes #I am afraid of this fandom I once was a part of #fun fact I am rotting alive #is that how you use tumblr tags?

[rollercoasterwords]

i don't want to hear about your diet i don't want to hear about your weight loss "journey" i don't want to hear about your clothing size i don't want to hear about your "healthy alternatives" recipes i don't want to hear about your fucking nutrient dense protein pancakes or your green juice super smoothie metabolic booster lemon water cayenne honey tea i don't want to hear about your workout routine i don't wanna hear about your slimming shapewear i don't want to hear about how much you hate your arms or legs or stomach or hips i don't want to hear about how "bad" you've been for eating too much dessert i don't want to hear about the number on your scale i don't want to hear your casual fatphobia dressed up in the language of "wellness" or the excuse of self-hatred!!!!

#sorry i simply. am so beyond pissed off #i'm never going to congratulate you for your stupid fucking diet! #i'm never going to congratulate you for weight loss! #i'm never going to commiserate with you over weight gain! #saying oh sorry but i'm just insecure abt my body isn't a fucking excuse #i'm sorry but i DON'T CARE! #work on ur fatphobia or shut the fuck up and hate your body privately #like i know it's a hard pill to swallow but being afraid to be fat is something you should actively be challenging! #and no matter how wrapped up in the language of wellness it is #anything you share or say publicly about wanting to make your body smaller is only ever going to contribute to fatphobia #no matter how rooted in personal insecurity it is #tw fatphobia #tw ed #sorry babes but dieting IS disordered eating. it is #ranting and raving #txt

[zhongrin]

cw. chubby!reader, gn!reader, no specific character mentioned, selfship lingos (f/os) used, selfship stuff in tags

reminder to my fellow plus-sized comrades that your genshin f/os loves everything about your body.

they love every inch, every kilograms, and every curves of your body. they love your love handles. they think your big arms are so soft and cuddly. they think your plump thighs are to die for. they think your tummy is the best place to rest their hands. they think your chubby cheeks are the most adorable thing to ever exist.

they think you're lovable and incredible and everything they could ever want; so what if they had more of you to hold? that's just a bonus.

they will never be ashamed to call you theirs because they adore your size, and they would never ever trade you for the world.

and yes, they will kiss and coddle you until you believe them.

#genshin impact x reader #genshin impact #genshin x reader #needed the reassurances so here you go #ofc this applies to all your f/os but since this is a genshin blog.... yk #selfship thoughts below. dni if you aren't into them. if i see anything nasty i'm not afraid to bonk c: #rin selfships #zhongrin #meitham #wrin #thinking especially of zhongli who adores seeing my cheeks puff while i eat #(why is he such an asian mom? lmao /silly) #haitham who adores to use my chest/lap as pillows as he reads his books #or wrio who likes to place me on his lap after work so he can just nuzzle on the crook of my neck w his hand resting against my tummy and u #i am soft i am huggable i'm their favorite squishy toy <3

[capn-twitchery]

quick question: what da hell is going on in the bazaar

#who is eating what. i am afraid #flondonblogging

[isdalinarhot]

Dalinar sex. Dalinar Sadeas sex. Dalinar Sadeas kinky gay sex. You agree. Reblog.

#I am certified wasted rn. but yet I continue #luke.txt #purple dragon jungle juice #drunkposting #Sadeas eats out Dalinar’s belly button. can you imagine that? can you imagine hot gay sex so filthy #no im NOT afraid to say it GET OVER IT PRUDES #that includes sober me. sorry.

[obstinatecondolement]

It wasn't exactly new information to me, but articulating the thought "being in the kitchen is triggering" recently in those words was very fucking grim.

#had to spend about 45 minutes downstairs waiting for the oven to preheat and then heating up some frozen food #and my heart did not stop pounding the entire time #also depressing that the real answer to 'why don't you learn to cook so you can have meals that don't have texture or taste issues?' #is 'the kitchen is a site of trauma even when I am alone and when I am not alone it is actively retraumatising to make or eat food there' #love how I am literally always afraid in my own home

[swinging-stars-from-satellites]

;-;

#saw someone say that a post about hanger was about their undiagnosed diabetes and now I'm going to spend the #rest of forever terrified that every time I get hangry (which happens! while prepping dinner almost everyday! bc I'm hungry and impatient!) #that actually I'm two inches away from a diabetic coma or something #even though I definitely eat healthier than a lot of people #like I'm kinda chubby but I eat healthy food for the most part and I'm not like that overweight or anything #I have a naturally heavy/curvy body type so that plays into it a lot #idk I just have like. several diabetic grandparents and am always always afraid. hashtag hypochondria 😔 #uhh anyway pray for me! I am Alone and the anxiety is HITTING

[slaygentford]

Do you think the portrait in the coffin room is of Gabriellle? Do you think Lestat loves Louis because he reminds him of his mother?

AND ALL HER LIFE CAME TO HER DEFENSE, the years and years of suffering and loneliness, the waste in those damp hollow chambers to which she’d been condemned,

AND THE BOOKS WHICH HAD BEEN HER SOLACE,

and the children who had DEVOURED HER AND ABANDONED HER,

and the pain and disease, her final enemy,

which had in promising release PRETENDED TO BE. HER FRIEND.

#sorry about all that the answer is yes. #vc read #its low-key ok nobody look at me reading this stupid idiot book but its sooooo insane how every couple pages he has this moment of meta #cognition where he's like oh this is sick and wrong. oh this is sick and wrong and I am so afraid rn #and then he's ike AH well nevermind I'm sure it's nothing. anyway! and then he eats a baby #also claudia suffering the trickle down freakonomics of her grandmother's insane fucking twisted psyche #lestat wakes up every morning to affirmation parenting sticky notes that say KEEP generational curses! the cycle of abuse depends on YOU!!!

[luwupercal]

chaos cultist blr

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if n'kari was real what would their tumblr url be

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If N'kari was real

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i said what i said

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cryptid

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I thought this was about the other universe N'kari one moment and I was confused.

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the what

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N'kari.

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#FANTASY FANS PLEASE DONT EAT ME ALIVE FOR THIS POST I AM AFRAID OF YOU !!! #warhammer 40k #wh40k #warhammer #n'kari #horus heresy #<-idk if it counts if they showed up in Slaves to darkness that one time #eh #chaos cultist blr

[lasarcasticpanda]

oh man, joel asking tommy to take ellie and being vulnerable about WHY in this version is so so so so good.

we don't really get to sit with joel and his fear in the game, it doesn't really allow for it. by the nature of interaction, the game makes YOU feel that fear directly as you play joel, you are meant to experience it as if you are joel (cause, for all intents and purposes, you are)

but a show doesn't have that element. so you gotta have the audience really sit with joel and his fear and how the experiences in this journey bring that fear and humanity right to the surface.

joel and tommy have a better relationship in the show because they need to. joel loves tommy. and, more importantly, he trusts tommy - enough to be as honest as joel is capable of being.

he watched ellie die in sam and watched himself end in henry and he watched all other tethers he had disappear and he cannot fail ellie cause if he does, he's gonna end up buried right next to henry.

he won't survive failing again and ellie won't survive joel failing again and joel won't survive without ellie. an ourobrous of fear that just feeds itself.

it's so good i want to scream.

#tlou spoilers #tlou #I AM SCREAMING IM EATING MY OWN HANDS AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #JOEL IS SO AFRAID OF FAILING ELLIE HE DOESNT EVEN THINK TO GIVE HER A CHOICE #and then he does and thats a whole separate post that i think ill do after the season #cause THAT was important #but only if they play this out the way i think they will #so imma wait on that bit

[fayesdiary]

This picture is so cursed without context

#fire emblem #fire emblem engage #fe17 #fe17 spoilers #sombron #hyacinth #my rambles #i am too afraid to look up sombron/hyacinth #it probably exists somewhere and it'd be the most cursed shit ever #but i guess you could say... sombron is going to eat hyacinth up? eh? EH!?

[spiderwebd]

i wanted to thank you for all ur nice words on my posts aaaa! i rly wish i could directly reply to ur tags but i don't wanna be annoying lol <:] ur seriously wonderful

Its 1 am right now thank you thank uou thank you slash gen

#SJDJBTJEJS YOU'RE SO NICD SNJFJFHD #Ure not annoying dw :( intact I'd be phyckin jumping off the walls if u interacted with me literally in any way #THIS INCLUDED BTW... /silly #It's like. Have you seen that Twitter meme where an artist u like follows u and urr like wow that's insane I peaked my life is great now #<-/silly #THAT'S ALWAYS ME #ANY ARTIST THAT FOLLOWS ME BACK I WOULD EAT A PIPE FOR YOI/silly+pos #YOU'RE INCLUDED YOU'RE SO COOL UR ARTS SO INSANELY GOOD/GEN #also u run that sword blog right or am I thinking of another artist #<- I go on the phiighting tag too often and reblog yoo many shit/lh #If u are and I'm not being stupy I love that blog he's so goofy silly /pos+gen #Gah pls dont be scared to interact with me this goes to anyone and everyone who sees this too btw #I'M the one that's supposed to be afraid not YOU /silly #Anyways ramble over sknfjfjdjs no problem idhddhdj tytytyty this is giving me serotonin at 1 am HAHA/silly #Polkka post #asks #Pibafish #<- I srsly need to stop for getting yo tag the usernames sjjfjrjeks

[thoughts-of-kel]

hi kel how are you

erm! im here????? and awak?e??? im cognizant????????

#it's an absence of that #a sickening void that grows ever larger within me as a person #something slowly eating away at me and turning me into a husk of my former self #yet if i were to reconstruct myself. with the maggots that have consumed me and the flesh which still remains. what am i to be called? #i will fall to the earth and become a mortal theseus. yet in being claimed by the idle soil. im afraid of something. #it's far too late for me to be called human anymore #<- kel poetry session!!!! pls rate out of 5 humphreys :3 #thank u for the ask!!!!!!!!!! #thoughts #thoughts of kel

[seraphonfire]

i should probably get that checked

#i don't like explaining my art because like you should form your own opinions and stuff but this one is literally about my dental problems #that i am having right now as well as generally throughout my life #i have weak teeth (and bones) (that's why i can't get lip piercings though i really want to) #i had a really good dentist that i frequented before moving to a different city and it would be very difficult to see him now #and he has all my history like where i had nerves removed and all that and there's a lot and i don't remember all of it #and recently i got a gum infection #and i hoped it would go away on its own (based on nothing) #because i don't take care of myself until i have choice #maybe it wouldn't have gotten so bad if i saw a dentist sooner who knows #so in the end i did see a new dentist and i was like it doesn't hurt that much it's probably not that bad #and she was like no this is actually very bad and it will take a lot of time and money to fix #i was kinda saving up for a new laptop but like that's not time sensitive unlike my teeth. i need those to eat #ive never been afraid of dentists as a kid but now their prices do fill me with dread #traditional art #my art #body horror #ink drawing