#I GOTTA BREATHE OH GOD

[blogalreadydoesntexist]

I love this show so fucking much.

''maybe it's you the world doesn't want'' - ''they don't have to be on human time anymore. we wait for them now.'' - ''why don't you just walk away?'' ''he's all that I got.''

SPOILERS BELOW THE CUT BECAUSE I ONLY JUST WATCHED IT TODAY

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I'm gonna THROW myself. Abbot's death, the fake-out Gus death, all the decorated stones on Aimee's grave, Johnny Abbot, Adi spiraling into chaos, Rani destroying the research, 'the loss of innocence' while it pans to Johnny's guitar, the confirmed deaths of Jepp's family, Rani living out in the open with a horse without any cure, Peter being alive one second and on that table the next (giving us no time to know him, just like Gus,) the fact birdie was burning antlers in the vision, Abbot getting his shit stamped in by buffalo, I could go on and on.

This show is so beautiful, not only visually but with how it's written. I'm aware there's a comic they have for reference, but I'm also aware there's a ton of differences (ex: im pretty sure jepps son lives in that one, plus all the race changes and stuff)

I was drawing johnny (before the Incident) when i was finishing up the last two episodes, thats all you need to know.

(also i might make a part 2 to this, because i rewatched it again and oh my GODD)

(edit: i finished the art! it's right here!)

#sweet tooth spoilers #sweet tooth #sweet tooth netflix #GO FUCKING WATCH IT #I HAVENT SOBBED LIKE THAT SINCE I THOUGHT TROLLHUNTERS WAS 'over forever' IN 2018 #I BARELY CRIED AT ROTT WHEN *KNOWING* IT WAS OVER #THIS SHIT? #HAD ME YELLING #SOUND BOARD ASS ''AAAAAAAH...'' #I COULDNT BREATH BECUASE MY BODY HAS SO MUCH TRAUMA IT FORCED ME NOT TO SOB !!! #anti proship #as always #god i love this show #jepp can be my dad (or daddy i dont mind tbh) #howd i not realize i was bi SOONER OH MY GOD #ill post the johnny art soon #i just gotta finish cleaning it up a bit

[anto-pops]

Heard you got covid and came here to drop something. Hope it lifts your spirits in these troubling times 👀

(it's a pov from that bj in you library scene)

I'M HYPERVENTILATING OH MY GO D

#MY WATCH ALERTED ME THAT MY HEART RATE SPIKED #I'M STUTTERING I'M FLUSTERED I'MFUCKIN SOBBING #this HAS TO BE what wet dreams are made of sweet baby jesus I'm an absolute MESS #this took me out #I feel like a million bucks but I'm also deceased #THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH KAJHFSJGS #I'm still catching my breath from staring at this for five uninterrupted minutes #it's hot in here is anyone else sweating a little. or a lot. #every time I scroll up I get frazzled all over again #this did A LOT MORE than lift my spirits oh my god #I gotta go reread the fic now fuckfingskg #THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU A THOUSAND THANK YOUS #asks #sallowly #sebastian sallow

[unexpectedbrickattack]

Peppino being a little magician makes me go :)

#chattin #making characters have silly little talents is so fun #this is of course bc i suffer from Love of WorldBuilding disease and i do this with all of my ocs (bc its very fun) #anyway the reason i thought of it was bc i DO really enjoy him being good with knives and being a knife juggler #bc its one of those obscure things u have to like fall into; but its also REALLY fun to know how to do this #its a good icebreaker! esp if ur like. anxious and scared of everything by default #‘U-UH….i can . juggle…knives.?’ ‘what the fuck? forreal???’ #so like #doing sleight of hand tricks seems pretty adjacent to that #card tricks and disappearing/reappearing acts #but unlike MOST magicians who keep their knowledge a secret #peppino literally doesnt have the capacity to sit in a convo longer than he wants to be #like the back n forth of ‘what? nooo u gotta show us’ ‘nope! teehee!’ like thats just annoying #so he takes the time to show how he does it bc often times even with a visual guide people cant recreate it #ANYWAY #i am saying this bc i thought of the noise throwing a Live Grenade at peppino #and peppino is like oh my GOD oh my god and hes jumping and panicking and the noise is like >:3!!! #and then he takes deep breaths and the grenade in his hand just disappears #and the noise is like wtf. what. where did it fucking go? walks up to peppino to look #peppino makes the ‘shhh’ motion and holds both of the noises hands in his own #and when he flips them palm up; the grenade is in the noises hand #like theyre on some looney tunes level shit #funny to think about #well i guess since i wrote it out i might as well draw it dhdjdndkdmdk

[demo-ness]

trying melatonin for the first time, what's a normal amount of anxious to be

#i can already tell the anxiety-breathing-oh-god-breathing spiral is starting so i finally decided to be brave and take one #will i be able to fall asleep without being jolted awake by my breathing slowing #OR. will i just stop breathing and die? haha just some hypochondriac humor. ha. #currently the nightmare scenario is it doesn't work and i forget i took it in like 2-3 hours and take my anxiety sedative without thinking #SOME of my anxiety is about potential drug interactions with what i take regularly #but i don't gotta look to know that one can't be good lmao #personal #hush me

[cestacruz]

Mmm Jeanne

#servants cant learn new stuff (i'll talk about jalter in a second) therefore #jeanne shouldnt know how to read or write #we actually Dont get a confirmation that she can do those things in summer 3. because the book that jalter thought jeanne wrote #was actually Her own book #jeanne works with marie. maybe she comes up with the ideas and does rough drawings that marie would be Delighted to bring to life #marie reads to jeanne is my image #jalter taught herself how to read and write and i think that was possible because of the unstability of her existence #if you try to teach jeanne how to read and write it will stick for a second but if like idk 15-20 min pass she would likely find herself #unable to read again and her writting to be suboptimal #she can sign her own name ofc thats historical #she can recite the bible from memory iirc #i love jalter's ability to be her own person even if it comes with the fact that she is very much. an ephemeral dream #like her FCKING SKILL IS CALLED. #WHY MUST YOU HURT ME LIKE THIS FGO #anyway. now jeanne again but physical #oughhh thank u for the support in the tags when i said jeanne should have self image issues because she looked different in life #i hadnt fully talked bout it i just went with hair but yeah. i need to check again because im pretty sure her body wasnt Suuuper different #but i just gotta confirm #but im just so i love the idea of her just not liking the way she manifested abd not knowing Why she manifested like that #when there are Countless depictions of her with her short brown hair #sieg looks to the side whistling (its not his fault but he knows the pseudo servant part #and its probably a mix of . fate apocrypha's manifestation and of how some people imagined jeanne looked like #but it still upsets her #not that she'd ever complain to people #you can probably get it out of her tho #unrelated and only to those who reached this far: im thinking of a singularity set in 15th century orleans in the Middle of the hundred year #war. but the difference aint “oh jeanne d'arc came back to life evil” rather than “there seems to be a battle here where it shouldnt and oh #my god is that jeanne- oh god jeanne d'arc fucking died-- #and chaldeas has to try and fix the war without living breathing jeanne d'arc #actually thats not the middle of the 100yearwar but yknow what i mean. also haha jk unless...

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#woof. if all goes to plan Tomorrow is the last day i have to take measurements forever. if all goes to plan. if all goes to plan. but im #not holding my breath bc thats asking for chaos. i think this week ive done a good job of not pushing it #in terms of not torturing myself and making myself insane. which is good bc its exhausting taking measurements with the ambient stress of #apartment hunting from across the country. ive toured 2 places from afar and applied to them. and im meeting with someone to talk abt #potentially being roommates tomorrow. which is terrifying bc i really just wanna beg them like pls pls like me so i can stop looking pls #like i have to rely on my charisma i guess when im a bit asocial and odd. not unlikable but idk maybe they want someone more normie idk #its exhausting. ive sent so many emails and so many places r like no u gotta physically visit. ugh #and i have to clean my whole apartment by Tuesday for my landlord to inspect bc i had to give them a 30 day notice or else they wouldn't #release my info for like referal on background checks. there should b flexibility in when i can leave tho. its just stressful #at least im doing this when im pretty stable and i stop taking measurements tomorrow but i haven't taken a break since last Saturday #and haven't really had time to properly draw which annoys me and apparently i wont get a break this weekend with all the cleaning i gotta do #but oh well. at least im better off than the other person i kno who is moving Tuesday across the country and currently doesnt have a place #to stay. so i guess theyre gonna b living out of their car for a while. im stressed enough a month out from leaving #sigh. im just v tired and my heart is beating too fast and i wanna start cleaning now but im sleepy #whenever we go sampling we joke that we have to make sacrifices to the weather gods for good conditions. i guess i gotta make sacrifices #to the housing gods 🙏 ugh. pls. i dont wanna still b doing this for another week when i wont have time bc ill actually have to focus on #things. ugh. cant wait to b in the future where i dont have to deal with this #unrelated

[malyen0retsev]

we’re really watching streaming collapse in real time huh lmfao, good

#i gotta laugh at this point bc if u think i'm paying for multiple services you are wrong i don't have the money for that #streaming started out great #then capitalism came along and made it far more expensive than regular tv was #and then it became about profit above ALL #stories weren't allowed to breathe and grow audiences organically #they barely even became about storytelling tbh they just became about view numbers that's it #and it's created increasingly god awful tv shows and films #which don't have a heart and soul to them anymore #which btw on a side but related note does somewhat explain how avatar 2 has done so well lol #it's something DIFFERENT which has a hEART TO IT amongst the endless cycle of marvel #and it's like OH LOOK IT'S ALMOST LIKE PEOPLE ARE SICK AND TIRED OF ALL OF THIS #anyway #this is funny to me i can't lie #sarah rambles

[hamable]

Just watched the Madds Buckley Somerville livestream VOD and it looked so fun!!! Cant wait to see her perform live in the future

#madds Buckley #I don’t think the mics picked it up but you KNOW during the end of TRMILY the crowd was doing the THE RED! THE RED! chant #and the overlapped parts in Dogbird? god what it must’ve been like to be there and everyone independently picks a part #rip whatever she was gonna say about Brother before they had to pause for technical difficulties. the world may never know #The Crowd after Little Big Boy: ✊🫡😔For Katsuki Bakugo🙏😘✊ You’re a real one 🙏🫡 #Madds tilting the mic away from the crowd: GUYS BE COOL BE COOL NOT EVERYONE READS THE MANGA WE GOTTA PLAY IT COOL #my love is sick #my love is sick album #Dogbird #Set ends on Sunset on Summerville and crowd immediately starts chanting encore bc they KNOW she wouldn’t leave em hanging #Madds: wait a minute… I almost forgot one *stage lights turn red* #ehehehehe #between songs and when they were tuning and they’d play an opening chord to something for like .5 milliseconds #and it alerts me like a sleeper agent like AH! Dogbird?!?! AH!!! That! Reach!!!! #oh and maybe this is only funny to me but she was talking about being an alto in high school #so she didn’t sign a lot of melody and some of those higher belting notes being out of her reach #joking like ah she’s not built for it it wasn’t meant to be #and I’m like okay this is the PERFECT segue into Reach that HAS to be the next song #I’m like holding my breath Ik it’s coming gimme that Sk8/izuku Midoriya flavor #and she. fuck it was so funny to me. #She goes anyways here’s Little Big Boy and starts the song #I was losing my mind why was that so funny #ah yes set the seeds of the song about the character who feels left behind and like they need to prove themselves and like they aren’t enoug #plant those seeds. you thinking about that character? that sad blorbo? good. anyways here’s Bakugou. #dw she did reach a few songs later

[iholli]

working through the ROTTMNT movie today and y'all I am. not ready to cry but I know I'm going to

spoilers in the tags bc I'm processing rn so far it's. a lot. my heart

#just watched Donnie lose his battle shell AND I WAS FREAKING OUT #I RLY THOUGHT HE WAS GONNA DIE I WAS GOING TO LOSE IT #i need a breather after that it was too much #I'm so upset about Raph but he sassy #that freaky eye shit was like the fucking imperium from jltas i was having fucking nam flashbacks over here #Jesus I'm not mentally prepared for this movie at all #bruh the opening i was dead crying on the floor within like three minutes ?? MIKEY NOOOOO #fuckin nasty ass creeper lookin ass meat blocks ew i agree w Donnie these bitches disgusting #love April. get em girl #dunno what that chemical shit is but GET EM #anyway. more at 5 or whenever i resume watching #i gotta lay down for a while aND BREATHE THANK GOD DONNIE ISN'T DEAD. YET. I hope he doesn't die at all i cannot #rottmnt #rottmnt spoilers #rottmnt movie #ratkingrambles #i am violently clinging to Donnie holding the fucking kraang at gunpoint DO NOT. FUCKING. TOUCH. #I'm having FEELINGS fuckin help #oh but we love to see that hypno warren action

[honeyblockm]

re-bi-vebur

Holly re-bi-vebur number one cschlatt understander ever they get him so well oh God the schlatt rp blog is so good

#oh God as in knocked the breath out of me i gotta lie downnnn #asks

[touchmycoat]

Hang on, suppose that Team Leader Jiang likes men. Then there really isn’t anything illogical about his behavior. That time years ago when he went against the tide and gave me that secondary merit now has an explanation. After all I was brilliantly handsome and incredibly skilled, my peak male pheromones taking all of Jianning plus Gongzhou by storm, with sixty-year-olds and sixteen-year-olds alike falling...hang on! Is he secretly in love with me?!

Yan Xie’s expression gave nothing away; inside, armageddon.

No wonder he took the keys and move from Yang Mei’s KTV to my place. No wonder he agreed to come to my blind date with me and called Yang Mei to come too as cover. No wonder he asked if I also wanted a bottle of milk before we left the house this morning...hang on! No wonder he drank the milk in my car this morning! Everything makes sense now!

Jiang Ting, casually, “you alright?”

Alright? I’m a straight man, how can I be alright? Even though you’re very good-looking and very smart, and your waist is slim and your legs are long and your skin is white, it’s still...still...

Yan Xie watched him dazedly, gaze lingering on the pretty shape of Jiang Ting’s lips and the neat white tips of his teeth. Besides seeing the opening and closing motions, Yan Xie could hear nothing, only a buzzing in his brain.

Oh shit what does ‘meet your destiny around the corner’ mean? Is he hinting that I should pursue him? I mean it’s not like I can’t, and Team Leader Jiang is very good-looking, but at the end of the day men can’t...can’t...what did I just say men can’t do again...

#po yun #ch44 #I'M SO OBSESSED WITH THIS LEO ASS MOTHERFUCKER #JT: *breathes* #YX: oh my god you're infatuated you're absolutely obsessed with me i gotta take responsibility #'HE DRANK THE MILK TO SEDUCE ME THE FACT THAT I WAS TURNED ON MAKES SO MUCH SENSE NOW' #JT: ??????????? the doctor said i need calcium??????????? #YX: sh shh say no more listen you gotta not drink milk in front of other people after this #THIS LITTLE BITCH I'M HOWLING

[awkwardcourage]

silly little tag dump pls ignore.

#oh my god is that a threat or a promise? | wants and desires #where’d you get this stuff circuit city? | resources #will you stop calling me that? i’m like six feet tall | it him #my mom left when i was six | relationships #i've been meaning to clean up the supe stuff for a while now | interests #you ain't going... i ain't going | hughie and mother's milk #i thought it sounded great | hughie and kimiko #she wants to know where you've been | kimiko miyashiro #i am so angry i can't even breathe | musings #slow down you crazy child | childhood verse #she hides like a child but she's always a woman to me | hughie and lulu #it is weird it's scary you wind up just saying shit | starters and memes #don’t be scared petit hughie | hughie and frenchie #every other nice person can fuck off and go home | annie #you saved my life | hughie and annie #we gotta go in there don’t we? | queue #you always were my canary | hughie and butcher #i have never told you everything | dad #dude i had to ask you out! | hughie and robin #that was- that was so good that was really good i enjoyed that | compliments #keep the customer satisfied | martyr verse #that was joel at the garden | aesthetics #i wanna be someone who saves his family | about #i don’t wanna be like her | hughie and mom

[cyanonights]

*screaming* fuck you allergies fucj you fuck you fuck you whyd you have to wake me up by making it so hard to breathe that i needed to be awake to breathe right

#time for showering and popping an allergy pill i guess. at least i know that the allergy spray works on my nose #i cant wait until my mom wakes up so i can try the asthma inhaler (if im still feelings like shit) #also fuck my tonsils. like thanks for helping my immune system but why you gotta swell up to block my airways like that #vent #my arm still hurts :( #had a weird dream about keeping a fire going by blowing on it and im guessing its because my breathing was getting erratic #edit: ok it wasnt just my tonsils (and nasal passages) my tongue and airways are also swollen. why? idfk #what the fuck is my immune system reacting to. is something in bloom???? oh god wait dont tell me its the bush in front of the AC

[steampoweredskeleton]

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Ignore

#delete later #i dont know why my brain says this pain is in my bone but it says its in ny bone #how would my brain know that? but it is insistent and it is different to the ligament and tendon and muscle pain #the ache abd throbbing is swelling pain i know that but yhe deep stabbing oh ny fucking god #oh my god its unbearable. it makes me grit my teeth until they hurt and bounce my head off surfaces and pull my hair #im oit of painkillers so will go pick them up tomorrow. and see if they have any other psin relief things bc god i hate all this #it's also infuriating bc im terrified of pain. like thats what most of my intrusive thoughts are about. thats why im as #avoidant as i am. ahd here my body is woth its own free range pain no great disaster required #bullshit #just gotta concentrate on breathing

[tteokdoroki]

yuuji looks so good when he cream pies omg his eyes roll back in his head and he drools <333

warnings. minors, blank and ageless blogs do not interact! nsfw, smut, characters aged up to 20s, creampies, breeding, overstimulation, implied multiple orgasms, unprotected sex, afab!reader - anon pls…. grabs my head like choso </3

because when yuuji cums he’s literally throwing all of his weight into his thrusts — bucking into you so wildly with your legs folded up by your ears. it’s easy to forget how strong he is when he looks so sweet and those brown puppy dog eyes stare down at you with so much lust.

…but when yuuji gets close he has this sudden burst of energy, chasing his high like a madman or someone looking for that same dopamine rush that their addiction gives them. he wants his cum to be so deep inside of you, doesn’t want to pull out of your tight, hot heat that ripples around his aching cock. just begging for him to fill you up.

that’s what you want, right? it’s what your body’s telling him.

“oh. oh my god. fuck—“ he stutters, his warm breath ghosting along your wet Cupid’s bow, honey brown eyes screwing shut every time you clench down on itadori’s cock through the after shocks of your high. “‘m gonna cum baby, all over… all over this pretty pussy. gonna fill you up, gonna cum inside you — gotta cum inside you.”

and he’s so desperate, gyrating his hips in circles while keeping his leaky cock nice ‘n snug inside you — yuuji doesn’t want to waste a drop, it’d be a shame if he couldn’t watch that thick white ooze out of your tiny hole.

it takes the pressure of your nails raking down his freckled back and the tug of his pink hair for yuuji to finally burst — the entire heaviness of his body collapses against your frame, his thrusts never stop as he pumps a thick, heavy load into you until your tummy swells from how much there is.

yuuji’s pretty brown eyes disappear into his skull, his jaw goes slack while he trembles weakly above you — drooling into the crevice of your neck while he twitches and shakes. “‘m sorry,” he moans hoarsely, pressing sloppy kisses to the corner of your mouth, your neck and your lips. “can’t help it, you make me cum so much ‘nd i want it all of it inside of you.” he pants against you like a promise, flinching at the smaller spurts of his arousal that paint your swollen folds and clit opaque white, causing more of it to seep out of you.

and it’s not long before itadori has the energy to go again, determined to push all of his cum up against your sensitive walls to make it stick. the night isn’t over until you’ve had your fill and yuuji itadori’s heavy balls are completely empty.

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