#I CHEATED THE SYSTEM ( not rly )

[moving-to-dreamwinged]

maybe this is just imposter syndrome but does anyone else not feel deserving of their grades… like yes it’s me who did the work, yes im the one who typed that essay but still it seems wrong??? like im cheating somehow or ive brainwashed all my professors into thinking im smart bc no way am i actually earning decent grades , im an idiot . weird

#.mei chats #.not f/o related #academia… sigh… #me irl #and whn my family congratulates me on stuff i’m like #Yeah but like i didn’t rly do it. #when like YES YOU DID THERES NO OTHER EXPLANATION FOR IT #but deep down i j feel like im not rly that smart and im cheating the system somehow. #sigh… #mayb it’s cuz i have a scholarship lmao so much pressure

[midheavenastrology]

☁︎☂︎Random astrology observations #2☂︎☁︎

◈Gemini+Virgo placements - Mercury makes you quick on ur feet. 🤸‍♀️Like y’all are probs the peeps who walk super fast and get particularly annoyed when you’re stuck behind someone languidly strolling. Y’all also get irritated if someone doesn’t understand how to do something as quickly as you- like y’all are super smart, but cut us normies some slack. 😪

◈One time I met a triple Aquarius; sun, moon rising and he was Uranian energy personified. He would tell stories of him fucking with the government, cheating the system and causing mayhem in established structures, like stealing whole ass mini fridges from Walmart. He also didn’t smoke weed but had a whole Instagram page dedicated to weed memes. Lol. Such contradiction, so chaos. Needless to say, he was memorable. 🤡

◈Timothee Chalamet has a 5th house stellium and it makes SO MUCH SENSE. 5th house is star 💫 power, 5th house is acting, it’s drama, it’s also the house of good fortune. He went from nobody knowing his name to “everyone”knowing his name in just a couple years. He also has his 5th house stellium in Capricorn, so he tends to be well respected by his elders in the industry. They see him almost as an equal. It helps that he’s a Pisces moon and life path 9 and that’s old soul energy. I can make a whole ass post about Timmy’s chart 😏 maybe in my next post lol 😇

◈This one’s personal but people with moon in 5th house are such dreamers. Y’all can weave a fantastical world of ur own made up of cherry 🍒 pie, sunshine and infinite love. The marriage of the moon in the 5th house of the sun, actually makes these individuals quite balanced emotionally. Oh and y’all def are suckers for romantic comedies.

◈Sun conjunct jupiter- what is so funny ? 😛 literally feel like y’all have laughing gas attached to you. Forever optimist. You could be hanging off a cliff with a gun pointed to ur head and you’ll still be like “oh this isn’t too bad..it’s a learning experience” lol (I have this placement so I know..lol, my friends tell me I’m their good luck charm and my sense of humor is my superpower)

◈This is just my theory but I believe if you have heavy 12th house, there is a karmic debt that U have to pay in this lifetime. Especially if you have Saturn, Pluto or mars there. 12th house is endings/12th house is karma (12th house is also rly beautiful, it’s the most spiritual house) but if u have say Pluto there, I always imagine you killed someone in a past life or someone killed you. Add mars to the mix and it was very violent.

◈I met someone with juno in Libra in the 12th house and I truly believe he lost his twin flame in his most previous lifetime and now in this lifetime he’s forever searching for that familiar energy 🥺🥺🥺

◈Empty 12th house probs means you got a clean slate this time around. Like u def did some real good deed in ur previous life.

◈ Something I’ve noticed is there are A LOT of Taurus placement celebrities- particularly actors. I find this makes sense because Taurus rules the body and it is a Venus ruled sign. So using your body to express the vibration of Venus. I almost thought about being an actor because of my Taurus rising and 5th house moon 🌝 still possible 🤩

◈ Taurus placements are SO sensitive to smells- like legit, I’m a Taurus rising and I’ll tell my friend something smells bad and then they won’t even notice it. What’s up with that ? Y’all have plugged up noses lol Also could be why Taurus placements are naturally amazing cooks - nose 👃 connected to mouth 👄 connected to brain 🧠

#tumblr astrology #astrology #zodiac #taurus #venusians #12th house #virgo mercury #virgotraits #gemini #aquarius #uranus aspects #spirituality #astrology observations #timothee chalamet

[panelshowsource]

If you had to pick a top three favorite episodes of any panel shows EVER, which would you choose? One of mine would have to be Terry Wogan guest hosting old NMTB, which I am dying to watch again in my lifetime. Your old-NMTB-posting reminded me just how amazing and formative those old episodes were for me. Anyway, it got me thinking… I would love to hear yours!

as long as i'm allowed to answer this totally subjectively...! because the objectively most iconic panel show episodes are probably quite different to the ones i gravitate to especially for rewatching — and especially in this difficult recent climate 🫥

this choice is almost bizarre knowing me, a huge huge huge sean lock fan, but this episode of cats does countdown — without sean! and not even golden era, probably, whatever that is in my mind — is so ridiculous and chaotic and stupid that i've watched it about 1000 times. there's something very specific about the dynamic between jimmy, jon, roisin, and joe without sean; those four have been in quite a few episodes without sean and they're like actual children without an adult in the room: jon is goofier and completely lets go of the game, jimmy throws even more to roisin (we do not talk enough about what a fucking kick jimmy gets out of her), roisin and joe's insane sibling dynamic becomes next level. anyways—this episode, which includes rly funny mascots, glory hole, the fucking hoop game and joe eating an onion and jon eating peppers???, THE UNICORN, its sheer childishness just cracks me up every time :') (if we're gonna mention the golden age, 2.02 is very iconic — from rhod killin it and always arguing with jimmy to claude to nick x susie hahaha but i have sooooo many catsdown episodes i love love love)

i really love the episode of 8 out of 10 cats following jimmy's tax scandal. it's not one of my favourite panel shows in general, but the circumstances of the news and the discussion epitomised what the show was meant to be: panel show meets reality tv meets a comedy central roast. watching that live, as the news was running it so heavily that even the prime minister mentioned it, as the press and twitter were reacting to it... wild times. it holds up incredibly well — it's hilarious watching them rip him to shreds, because he deserves every word and they're having a ball doing it to him, and i really appreciate jon grounding the conversation in just how tax avoidance hurts their country and some of its hardest workers — a really interesting, engaging mix of comedy and anger and wit and disappointment and political commentary that is not only funny but strikingly relevant no matter how much time passes. like so, so many people who were so, so disappointed in jimmy, this was the foundation of his carrying the responsibility, shame, reflection, and growth that people wanted to see — and that he truly needed to. since then he's talked a lot about not only righting the wrong (in paying back what he owed in avoidance) but just how the system is so broken — and taking the least complicated, most honest road forward since.

now i want to pick 1000 different things this is why i don't make lists or rank things!!!!! while my instinct is to pick a big fat quiz, i'm actually gonna go top-level nostalgia and say this episode of buzzcocks when stephen fry was a guest. what can i say — simon, stephen, it was two intellectual, mildly bitchy homosexuals on a stacked panel including josie long, dominic cooper, and yet another skinny white rock man for simon to pretend he's not trying to flirt with. stephen saying "there is a history, in pop music, of recto-veginal insertion" and denouncing god, like, in the first 5 minutes? stephen doing the intros round?? did i mention history boys-era dominic cooper??? such a throwback!!! (not to cheat but this ep with josh groban & martin freeman is my runner up)

i want to apologise to big fat quiz, taskmaster, wilty... THE WHOLE HISTORY OF PANEL SHOWS... I WISH I COULD CHOOSE YOU ALL

#roamingbadger #a

[meowrinz]

love is sour • huh yunjin x gn!reader

she was your childhood best friend, your unspoken platonic soulmate. nothing could come between you. you were her crush of nearly 4 years, her forbidden love. this could possibly get between you.

warnings :: angst, pining, bff!yunjin, non idol au, hanahaki au, no dialogue, mentions of vomiting, slight cursing

word count ; 309

taglist ; none

growing up together as best friends with yunjin, you always had a stable support system. and so did she. your moms were best friends since their own freshman year so it was inevitable you two would be together.

growing up together, you witnessed eachothers highest ups and lowest downs. helping eachother through breakups, holding eachothers hair back during a nasty hangover, you always had eachothers back.

though, it was sort've hard for yunjin. it was hard seeing you get heartbroken by others who couldn't seem to treat you right. but why wouldn't it? your her best friend, and she feels for you.

but it's.. different for her. the tightness in her heart is different.

growing up together, yunjin saw you get thrown around by significant others like it was nothing. and you sure treated it like it was nothing. she reported every single red flag she saw in someone to you, yet you always had a bullshit excuse for it, and with time, yunjin finds it harder and harder.

the tightness grew harder as she found out your girlfriend of nearly a year cheated on for for half of the relationship, and yunjin had to see you pretend everything was okay despite your glassy eyes.

yunjin's heart could finally breathe a bit once she was able to hold you, hand caressing your back. but once she heard you hiccuping and felt a dampness on her shoulder, she tightness returned, and spread to her lungs.

one late night studying had led to her sitting on the floor by the toilet, feeling like she may vomit. yunjin pretended you were right next to her, holding her hair back, as she hovered over the bowl and felt something come up, all she saw when she opened her tearful eyes was a pretty red rose floating in the water.

something within her told her there'd be many more to come.

note : hnnn i dont know what i was rly doing w this i just wanted to take a shot at angst since i usually dont write it.... maybe ill make a part two (whether the ending will be good or not is undecided)

#meowrinz ☆ #huh yunjin #yunjin #le sserafim #le serrafim x reader #yunjin x reader #huh yunjin x reader #kpop ff #kpop fanfic #kpop #kpop x reader #fanfic

[fagcrisis]

poppy war thoughts, aka this book was so bad it made me want to get a goodreads account just so i can shit on it in an official capacity

so what initially sold me on this book, is that despite my friend ellis absolutely hating rf kuang's babel, ive only ever seen raving reviews for it anywhere else, and a brief description of its magic system reminded me of gergő és az álomfogók. i love that mainstream fantasy is finally starting to rely on drawing from cultures other than the sort of western mainstream and i was actually super excited to get into it. well it sucked (this contains spoilers obviously)

its 11 am this is not gonna be very structured but let me start off by listing some things i did enjoy. first of all its low hanging fruit and im better than this so im only gonna shit on tpw for being so directly about the sino chinese war that the only actual interesting bits of exposition in the book was what was just a description of actual events a Little bit. listen lotr is about ww2. its fine its all fine. anyway, i had fun with the bits of worldbuilding that were yk, actually worldbuilding. the magic system was really interesting and just super not explored enough, the book handled drug addiction about as sensitively as the dare program, but nevertheless it was a cool concept. shamans who have to get high as hell do do anything and then putting those guys in a combat setting is crazy. really fun concept. speaking of shamans i loved jiang. his archetype is impossible to fuck up and he was loveable and fun till the very end. uhh what else. the fight descriptions were good its something kuangs is decent at, as someone whos watched just truly an inordinate amount of wuxia as a child i rly can appreciate a stupid convoluted fight scene. oh i found it hysterical that the west was just one country that was really fun.

NOW ONTO THE SHIT I HATED

rin is incredibly unlikeable i know its not the point of every book ok but tpw isnt good enough to have a protagonist who is just impossible to relate to this isnt 1984 okay this is contemporary ya. i GET that she sucks and thats the point but im supposed to emphatize with her and throughout the book she just seemed stupid and easy to manipulate and not very interesting. shes an incredibly shallow character which is i guess what happens when you base your ya teenage girl protagonist on CHAIRMAN OF THE COMMUNIST PARTY MAO ZEDONG. HELLO. anyway. all her personal relationships are very much carried by the strenght of the characters close to her, and because most characters in this book are not very interesting that makes for a shitty fucking protagonist.

most of the conflict in this book is extremely artificially generated until maybe the second half of part 3. everyone in rins life is unnessecarily mean to her because shes just so smart and good at things. the part where they accused her of cheating on the exams and she owned them like crazy came to define much of the book. some kind of mean cunt whose purpose in life is to cause misery is an asshole to rin bc shes so smart and strong and talented, and she owns them with a witty remark. she punches nezha on the first day of school for fucks sake.

speaking of the school, the majority of the book is spent at sinegard academy and it is an extremely predictable and dull affair. i long for the wizard of earthsea. kuang is not a very good writer on a technical level and everything that she tries to imply she ends up spelling out (usually by having a character say it out loud) only a couple pages later. you can get through 2/3rds of this book by just reading every other page and correctly guessing what has happened and what will happen. in possibly the funniest paragraph of part 2, rin thinks about how everybody thinks altan is the coolest guy and yet he has no friends and at this point shes been experiencing quite severe racism from all of her peers and then instead of leaving you to figure out the quite obvious conclusion kuang literally has her say "oh his skin is dark and mine is too. i wonder if he knows what racism is like" just, truly hysterical.

her feud with nezha is unbearable, i knew immediately that he would become a romantic interest because a ya protagonist cannot hate a boy for perfectly good reasons. it always has to be bc shes horny. anyways thankfully when she starts studying with jiang, jiang is there and the terrible dullness of it all is lifted somewhat

as i mentioned before, the actual historical elements in the book elevate it greatly and the third part is almost enjoyable in some sections. however, unfortunately, this is also the part of the book where rin and altans darkling situation begins. i have a sinking feeling altan may not have died, which sucks because i hated this bit. they have virtually no relationship to eachother except altan yelling at rin occasionally. now again there were bits and pieces of their relationship that i didnt quite hate, but honestly i still dont entirely buy the rin is a seerly thing emotionally because she is so detached from it. the revelation only seemed to shock her a little bit and then she was busy with being at war and her boss hating her, when she actually gains the power of the phoenix at the very end its her own hatred and egoism fueling her rather than any connection to her people. overall this again comes back to her being quite weak as a character, and the worldbuilding suffers as a result of that

in any case, ill mull over continuing the series. the ending was actually quite strong i love a genocide as a result of being a stupid fucking 19 year old (dont quote me on this please), so maybe the next one is better maybe ms kuang learned to write inbetween these 2.

#galléros fecó naplója

[yuukei-yikes]

haruka and takane are literally said to be experimented on but we never know what exactly happens to them and rly they didnt Have to get experimented on to get to where they end up on, just killed. but also its so much more fun to imagine they do get experimented on. my hc is since their red eyes case is kinda unique the experimenting bit also plays a part in the way saeru cheats the system to get 2 snakes out in 1 day. cuz technically ONE snake should be out by killing two people. for 2 snakes to get out you’d need 4 people!!

also something i never got is HOW is ayano able to open the daze by herself and keep one snake when it’s supposed to be when 2 people die. all 3 of their cases are a little ridiculous or i just personally dont get it. i take pride in understanding kagepro but ayano’s thing is something i never quite got lol. HOW DO ALL 3 GET A SNAKE IF THEY DIE ALONE(?) i thought maybe the daze opens for ayano bc haruka and takane’s deaths already opened it that day?? we dont rly know if ayano dies before or after haruka and takane after all. erm. 1 million thoughts in tags like always

#IDC. takane has scars on her scalp from saeru messing with her brain for shit like her spirit to be able to leave for opening eyes #LIKE... HAVING A SPIRIT IS CANON IN THE KAGEPRO UNIVERSE WE DONT TALK ABT THIS ENOUGH #and haruka already has scars from normal surgeries he's had in his life #but when he gets his body back there's SO MANY NEW ONES and he has no idea if it's from konoha's misadventures or whatever the fuck saeru #did to him and takane #i know awakening can like. regenerate the body #but maybe for a body like azami's it works flawlessly but for a human body like haruka's it leaves a lot of sequels #and thats why when he gets his body back and he's not rly able to properly use or rather control awakening #his appearance gets stuck like midway between konoha and himself #HARUKA STILL POSSESSES AWAKENING IN STR HE JUST CANT CONTROL IT #it focuses entirely on his health all by itself #he has wounds from shit like konoha taking bullet wounds from saeru #hehe #the dan asking haruka and takane how the hell did saeru manage to get 2 snakes out with them #and them being like UR ASKING US?? HOW THE FUCK WOULD WE KNOW WE WERE LITERALLY PASSED AWAYED #ur always in that damn autopsy table tumblr post. #sorry. experimenting in a lab is such an interesting plot point and the fact its so confusing and really kinda makes no sense to use the #word experimenting its rather that saeru kills them. WHAT DO U NEED THE FUCKING LAB FOR #saeru getting influenced by kenjirou's freak science interests. it's like i just want to get this over with but man this human's brain has #interesting concepts. lets play around with it a little. #idk. i think mixing the experimenting bit with the How The Hell Did U Get 2 Snakes Out is interesting #like saeru rly using it to cheat the system. IDK. its clearing it just be knowing shit #with human knowledge from kenjirou's brain and its snake knowledge of snake things whatever that is. yeah. total sense #my aunt texting me while im writing this. she's asking me if im busy #YES IM BUSY IM WRITING A KAGEPRO POST #kagevinnie #is this kagexplain or kagenalysis or headcanons. what tag do i use. man i dont fucking know. kagepro is such a joke #kagenalysis

[fake-fire-emblem-takes]

FE should give every single map ambush spawns that are RNG based so people can't cheat and google where they are and what they'll be. They should also have smoke machines to give parts of the map fog of war. FE just rly needs actual challenge that disappeared after 3H smh

anon to be genuine for once in this blog's life you should play GBA randomizers they're my favorite ever. if i ever have one dream gameplay system request, it's an official randomizer mode in the next FE game

#unreality #fakeeseries

[ladyimaginarium]

1. Favorite Anime? Naruto, GANGSTA., Black Lagoon, Michiko to Hatchin, Ergo Proxy, Death Note, No.6, Shingeki no Kyojin would've made this list if it was written by Jewish writers bc my& mixed native jewish ass is conflicted w/ this one, Deadman Wonderland, I& haven't finished Tokyo Ghoul yet but it's really good, I& didn't finish Kuroshitsuji either but i& rly vibed w/ the aesthetic, BNHA was... ehhhh, okay, didn't really vibe w/ the whole ableist trope of "disabled coded character magically gets new powers or becomes abled" so I& dropped it, I& know for a fact that the animated ASOIAF stuff coming up is gonna make me& reverse shit myself&. all i& know is that if the books were animated that would fix me&. 2. Your Worst Anime? Can't rly think of any tbh, I'm& picky, the closest I& could think of was the Boruto series. Mostly bc it basically destroyed any kind of development in Shippuden & shit just doesn't make sense & not to mention it slaughters Sasuke's character & just the entire female cast as a whole which im& not even gonna get into for the sake of my& own sanity. lmao 3. Do you read the Manga that go with the Anime you watch? Usually yeah but I like to keep these separate tbh. I read the manga only if I know that the anime won’t get a second season and I’m still interested in what happens next. Anyway, in short, I bother with the manga only if I really love the anime ie gangsta & naruto but I& can't watch or read long series anymore due to adhd & spoonie reasons lmao 4. Favorite Genres? action, supernatural, fantasy, science fiction, comedy, horror, psychological. 5. Least Favorite Genres? Harem mostly bc the dudes are so lame & basic lmao 6. Favorite Character? Erica ( GANGSTA. ), Beretta ( GANGSTA. ), the Benriya trio ( GANGSTA. ), basically the entire Second & Third Destroyers regiments ( GANGSTA. ), basically the entire Akatsuki ( Naruto ), basically any of the founders ( Naruto ), any of the jinchuriki & tailed beasts/bijuu ( my& plural ass vibed w/ them so hard & i& didnt even know i& was plural at the time lmao ), Michiko Malandro ( what do u think lmao ), Nezumi ( No.6 ), Uchiha Madara ( Naruto; he really is That Black Air Force Energy Icon ) Eren Jaeger (snk; LISTEN HE'S MY& INSYS BF IM& CHEATING OKAY ), Mihael Kheel / Mello ( Death Note; g-d he's so fucking iconic ), Misa Amane ( Death Note ), L Lawliet ( Death Note; aro autistic mf represent ) Marco Adriano ( GANGSTA. ), Rebecca Lee / Revy ( Black Lagoon; she could beat my& ass & i'd& thank her lmao ), Eda ( Black Lagoon; smth about a nun w/ a gun who dresses up like a bimbo at night but is actually a cia agent makes me& go WOOF WOOF BARK BARK ). others im& def forgetting lmao 7. Least Favorite Character? bitch idk 8. Qualities you like in a Character? Kindhearted, caring, badass, strong-willed, cheeky, has deadpan sense of humor. women who can beat my& ass. poor little meow meows. 9. Short or Long anime? Short these days. I& litcherally Cannot watch longer anime. naruto was my& first long anime & it'll likely be my& last lmao 10. Anime or Manga? I procrastinate both but I guess manga, mostly because I can read it without fearing that the plot will go to shit  11. How do you choose the anime you watch? If it has pretty art, if the aesthetic is pretty, if my& friends watch it 12. Skip or listen to Intros/Outros? I usually always listen. I& literally never skip Naruto, Black Lagoon or the GANGSTA. openings & EDs 13. How do you cope if your friends or family don’t like you watching anime? most ppl around me& like anime but if they don't i& dont give a fuck?? like. why the fuck should i& care what other ppl think lmfao 14. Do you stop an anime midway if you don’t like it? I& sometimes drop anime for no reason whatsoever. lmao It’s a waste of time if it doesn’t hold your attention, let alone if you don’t like it. it's somewhat what happened w/ bnha as explained above. i& just really dislike that trope as a disabled & neurodivergent system lmao 15. Who are you tagging to do this? @librastrai @dethqveen @abri-chan & whoever else wants to do this !!

#dash games. #it b like that sometimes

[beepochi]

ok NOT that i want it to happen but if there was another guy that could catch james's attention n interest enough that he would break things off with jian like what do u reckon they would be like for james to leave jian for them?

itd be real hard for him >:) hes v aware of jians dependance on him + has actively(not that hed admit it) fed into it. so hed be as gentle as possible n he would put real effort into communication, but there would be big feelings of guilt n hed probably start regretting nudging jian into a space where james is kinda 3/4 of his support system n part of that regret would be p selfish since it makes a clean break harder for james. jian would be v confused n obviously rly hurt n hed find it extremely hard to let go uh so james would hv to figure out how to handle that n think that would just involve a lot of gentle, repeated rejection n hed do his best to be patient w that. uh n if it happened to be at a time when he was still paying jians rent, hed offer to keep doing that but jian would most likely ask kendra/des to put him up for a while or smthn cos hed find that fucked up

think james would find himself feeling concern for jian long after any split n hed want to know hes ok n hed find it difficult to stop wanting to be the one who makes it ok. think hed also experience some jealousy if jian got a new bf. also think hed give consideration to the idea of cheating, both initially when he meets this new person n after leaving jian,, :~)

#smthn like this would probably knock jian off course for a solid year :( #ask

[mingiswow]

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My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

Boyfriend!Changbin

⚠ English is not my native language, so pardon me if there’s any mistake. And you can always tell me what’s wrong.

Oof

Kay

Not ready but here we go

Changbin is S O F T

he just tries to be dark and we all know that

but he is a soft human being and you can’t tell me otherwise

and we go cliche all over again

coffee bf

yeah

so you work at a small coffee shop near jype building

and he went there once because he wanted something new

and boy got in love not only with the coffee but you

he could buy his coffee at the jype cafeteria? yes

would save him money? yes

but would he see you? no

so you can imagine what he chose

so every day he would go there and order his usual iced coffee

and engage in some conversation with you

and within time he would get to know you better

until someday you actually asked him out

to his surprise bc you did first

but obv he said yes

and that how it goes

ngl the boys joke around with him because he gets all giggly and stupid in love whenever he talks about you

no

whenever he thinks about you

I feel like he wouldn’t care if you were older or younger than him

but he would really like it if you were older than him

See the full post

253 notes - Posted January 21, 2022

#4

Summary: you worked really hard for that, and you finally were accepted as an exchange student at Neo Culture Institute of Technology. But, for some reason, the system crashed and put you into an all-boys dorm.

Pairing: Johnny Suh x female reader

Warnings: curse words, suggestive themes, mentions of alcohol use, mentions of food, mentions of cheating (if I forgot anything let me know)

Status: completed

⚠️ this is a fictional piece, the characters and their behaviors are purely fictional and DO NOT represent their actual personalities

⚠️ There will be quite a few written chapters because I love them

⚠️ English is not my first language, so pardon me if there’s any mistake

⚠️ I didn’t realize that Haechan’s name was wrong halfway through the story being written so please pretend is right lol

⚠️ Time, days and other dates don't matter to the story

⚠️ I tried my best to make it as inclusive as possible so everyone can enjoy the story

See the full post

325 notes - Posted February 12, 2022

#3

Boyfriend!Hyunjin

⚠ English is not my native language, so pardon me if there’s any mistake. And you can always tell me what’s wrong.

Thx to the anon who requested Hyunjin's version 💖💖

ok listen to me very carefully:

he gets wiped really easily

He believes in love at first sight for sure

which is kinda what happened with you

you’ll be with your friends at one of those open karaoke things

idk man i don’t have karaoke where I live

and then he saw you enjoying yourself and having fun

he let out a little giggle and you saw him standing there looking at you

then you started to sing to him as a joke

and boy oh boy

he liked your attitude

he really likes confident people

but if you’re not, i’m sure he’ll fall for your personality

he’s not the one to care about looks

so back with the meeting thing

after you went back to your table with your friends he kept looking at you

But was too afraid to do something lmao

So he just sent a drink with a little note asking for your number

which you obviously gave to him

And the rest is story

like I said baby boy gets attached really fast

so expect him wanting to spend a lot of time with you

he’s not big on pda

especially in front of the boys

he gets all shy and flustered

but when you guys are alone he has you always on his lap

and if you’re bigger than him, he’ll be on your lap

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425 notes - Posted January 11, 2022

#2

Boyfriend!Lee Know

⚠ English is not my native language, so pardon me if there’s any mistake. And you can always tell me what’s wrong.

ah… our mischievous cat boy

ok, it’s hard for me to read him ngl

he comes off as very cold sometimes but then he’ll become the softest

anywho

I feel like baby boy lee know is hard to conquer

so it took a lot for you to win his heart

but when you do,,,, oof prepare yourself

I feel like you’d catch his eye while working

You were one of the staff at the tv station where he mc’s

and he saw how hard you’d work, making sure everything was right

running from side to side checking on everyone without losing your smile and your sympathy

don’t tell him but he fell for your smile

so seeing you every week and slowly interacting with each other made him grow fond of you

and after discussing to himself if he should or not he asked you out

you were quite shocked but said yes nonetheless

after all, you ain’t dumb and he is a gorgeous human being

let’s be honest here: he LOVES to show you off to the boys

you are his precious girl and he is the lucky man to be with you

“you’re so annoying after you started going out with y/n”

“annoying because you’re single and lonely”

proud proud proud boyfriend

he is your biggest supporter

will always be there for you

I think he’ll make it big when asking you to be his girlfriend

not like flash mob and public stuff hell no

I’m talking more like fancy dinner on a rooftop just for the two of you

soft music on the bg and shit

Minho is not much fond of pda

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445 notes - Posted January 14, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

Boyfriend!Bang Chan

⚠ English is not my native language, so pardon me if there’s any mistake. And you can always tell me what’s wrong.

Chan is my bias so y’all better buckle up

You guys met through mutual friends

Nothing oh my god

I feel like it would pretty normal lol

Like, your friend invite you to some of his get-togethers and Chan was there

You started to talk because you were in the same little circle of people

And you noticed you had a lot in common

Especially when it came to cultural taste

So you spend the whole night drinking and talking about music, movies, and books

You barely noticed the time now that you both were getting really tipsy

Ending up sleeping on the couch of your friend house cuddled to each other

When you woke up the next morning you guys exchanged numbers

And kept talking every day

He even asked for music recommendations to play in Chan’s room

You started meeting each other in his studio for helping him and the other boys with music

You didn’t even realize but when you saw you two were acting like a couple

“I think we should make it official”

“What?”

“Our relationship”

So that’s how you became a couple

I feel like Chan would be a very relaxed boyfriend

He already stresses himself so much with the whole idol thing

So he just wants to enjoy you and your relationship

In the beginning, he’s not going to push you into PDA

especially around the boys

but a few months into the relationship the boy won’t leave your side

ngl the boys will act a little jealous

but because they love their leader and want them happy

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788 notes - Posted January 7, 2022

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#tumblr2022 #year in review #my 2022 tumblr year in review #your tumblr year in review #Not them calling me out for not using tags lol #I’m just lazy tho #thx to everyone that interacted with my posts #I love you all so much #every like and reblog is so important to me

[rationalisms]

I started Prey but I didn't get very far because I suck at the combat. does it get easier? do you have any tips? you talk about it so much that it made me want to go back haha

i'm so sorry i'm about to be deeply unhelpful because i'm terrible at real time combat myself and mainly managed by squeaking by with a shotgun and a prayer on my first playthru

i would say it's absolutely worth trying again but i am biased because it's genuinely my favourite video game of all time. normally i'm the #1 proponent of just watching the story on youtube or smth if you struggle with the gameplay but the thing with prey is that the metanarrative is such a huge part of what makes it so brilliant and you just don't get that experience if you're not the one actually playing the game.

i will say, much like other immersive sims, the beginning stages when you have very few resources/powers are the hardest. it does get easier, and though you don't get to completely avoid combat in the way e.g. the dishonored games let you do, the game does often give you the option to hide or even just leg it, and offers you a character build for more avoidant gameplay.

i'm rubbish at real time combat, and i still managed to play it through multiple times without taking any typhon powers at all so it's definitely doable. plus, if you're playing on pc there's always the option of just straight up cheating by downloading a trainer or something--if that's what helps you enjoy the story, no one but you will know or care.

as for build tips, obviously the stealth neuromods that help you avoid detection are a must, as well as leverage which opens up more areas that help you circumvent enemies entirely. the great thing about the backstab system in the game is that it works with any weapon, so you can get sneak attack damage with a shotgun. that's incredibly helpful when you have to deal with the singular bulky enemies because it can cut their health in half before you've even engaged them. otherwise a silenced pistol is the way to go. but mainly i do recommend scouting around for alternative routes! there is usually a way to remain unseen or skip open areas entirely.

i rly rly hope you manage to find your way back to it!! it's a genuinely incredible experience, especially on a first playthrough :') good luck either way

#anon #reply

[anotherlostsoulinafishbowl]

Trust is scary.

Or am just damaged?

I stayed with someone who’s cheated on me numerous times. I thought it would be easy to rebuild it, get it back.

But every time he’s on his phone facing away, takes his phone to the washroom, my mind can’t help but wander.

When he has a lil alcohol in his system, total different person. I often wonder if he even actually likes me. When he’s sober I don’t even question it. But you know what they say, drunk minds speak sober thoughts.

Can you rly trust someone after that? Can it actually be fixed? Or do you just learn to keep your mouth shut, cause you love them and don’t want to lose them?

[unluckyhoneybee]

u know that post you reblogged about ppl on benefits. are u actually on benefits cause if u are then ofc u can joke about it, but if its meant to just slag off ppl that are on them then maybe u should rethink that, it could be rly hurtful to some ppl. im on benefits because a member of my immediate family is severely disabled and myself and the other person I live with have had to give up working to be full-time carers for them. so just take that into consideration and leave out the joke next time. if u are on benefits then joke all u want tho and ignore me.

Sorry if it offended you, I didn't thought it could be offensive. I'll delete it.

But I never thought it could be offensive because it talks about people "cheating the system". For me, someone like you wouldn't be cheating the system. I understand you have a reason, I know people that does. It was probably referred to people who "fake" needing it. There is tons, actually. Which I find really problematic because 1. Gives the wrong idea of what this kind of help is. 2. Isn't it away to take opportunities from people who needs it.

Again, I'm sorry.

[stars-in-our-skies]

not to traumadump or w/e but im thinking about it and it’s really strange to me that i was taught at such a young age that i should loathe my father for not being around when honestly it seems like he was just … some guy who didn’t want to have a kid with a crazy woman. like he was never rly there in the first place and yet i vividly recall my mother having a breakdown when she realized he would never be present in my life. all the things I know about him just make him seem like Some Guy. he gave me my chronic migraines and thick hair and pretty eyes. he had a cat named pig. his parents are boringly average southern christians who i cut contact w cuz they were transphobic. even his name is average. he didn’t even cheat or anything he just walked out. and yet it’s been a decade and all this time I’ve been supposed to hate him? in retrospect i respect him because the alternative is just as bad. have him stick around and possibly be a bad parent to the child he knew he couldn’t take care of? or leave me in a toxic environment and cut from the outside world? either way i was screwed, it was nothing he could fix. my mother had just always been the problem. i can’t rly blame him lmao

i think there’s something to be said abt how unpresent (word?) parents are treated for one reason or another, and how that affects single parents in a society with such heavy pressure to have the nuclear white Christian family, but like, im tired and idrc to dive into it right now. so take that as you will. I’ll probably delete this later but i needed to get it out of my system.

#indieposting #who needs therapy when I’ve got my brain <3

[shattered-glass-system]

Life becomes so much harder when selfish people enter it... Or always have been part of it.

Marc spend like 1,5h or so in the body today. I basically begged him too. I rly need some off time atm. If I don't get it, I'll not make it much further. So my system is very active.. not extremely active but more than usual.

/I'm going through an extremely traumatic breakup after being cheated on + the person I started to view as my nest partner is currently in an unthinkable situation./

I'm splitting up left and right, no one rly keeping a lot of memories, more like splinters (splinters that instantly create social media accounts and then leave or smt...)

~your current Lost In Wonderland-team

#did #system #did system #actually traumagenic #osdd #actually traumatized #traumagenic #actually did #actually multiple

[ghostlyanon]

SUCCESS

#i thrive in sleep ( ooc ) #tbd #mobile #I CHEATED THE SYSTEM ( not rly ) #AND GOT MY GAME WITHOUT SPENDING ANY SCARCE MONEY #💕💕💕💕