#Hideki

[shoyoackerman]

Don't you think it's funny cause actual canon gay characters in BL manga will say "I love you" but only the shounen bromance can spew out some of the most romantic shit akin to a 19th century poet writing a letter expressing his surpressed love for his lover 😭.....

BRO ABSOLUTELY 😭 like y’all spewing the most poetic shit to your ‘best friend’. Risking your life for them, will do anything for them, only to pull some type of ‘reki my love…of skateboarding’ after spilling your guts about how much you love them.

I’m crying so much about these bromance relationships. They have me in tears and pain and then you mean to tell me they ain’t even CANON.

And the way they have even more healthy relationships than most canon bl couples. Like can these creators please just make them kiss and in love

#renga #itafushi #satosugu #bakudeku #kagehina #kagakuro #aokuro #hideki #makoharu #rinharu #iwaoi #klance #I CAN TAG EVERY SHIP EVER BRO

[kenllre]

#hideki #覇叉羅 #vasalla #visual kei #my gifs

[asuraid]

i finally got around to doing this meme and ofc it had to be with sylvie and hideki

#my art #sylvie #hideki

[shinigami-striker]

Greg Ayres | Thursday, 12.07.2023

Same voice actor, different characters - featuring Greg Ayres (a.k.a., the younger brother of Chris Ayres).

2006

Hideki - Nerima Daikon Brothers (anime)

2011

Ayato Naoi - Angel Beats! (anime)

2016

Koji Koda - My Hero Academia (anime; 2016-present)

2017

Frost - Dragon Ball Super (anime; 2017-2019)

2020

Sorata Kanda - The Pet Girl Of Sakurasou (anime)

#angel beats! #anime #anime girl #ayato naoi #dbs frieza #dbs frost #december #december 2023 #december 7 #dragon ball super #female protagonist #frieza #frost #greg ayres #happy birthday #hideki #japanese anime #koji koda #mako #my hero academia #nerima daikon brothers #same actor #sorata kanda #the pet girl of sakurasou #throwback thursday #thursday thoughts #voice actor

[jkpfr]

OC-tober Day 19: Inspiration

I’m queueing this post because I know I’ll be away from the 17th to the 19th – and because the theme is “inspiration”, I get to talk about my boy Hideki yet again.

(…Though it’s very likely that I won’t have talked about Hideki as part of this challenge yet, but I don’t know that for a fact since I’m writing this way ahead of time. What I mean is: I love talking about this. Strap in.)

When I first created my sweet boy Hideki, his name was Daniel and he was white. Horrible history, I know. I completely revamped this character around 2018-2019 for a Danganronpa RP (horrible history, I know) which gave me the perfect opportunity to keep the same basic layout but make it better, and accentuate some aspects, such as his relationship with being a top-student, a lot more.

One thing that hadn’t changed was my warm memory of the song that inspired this character in the first place. And that song was Animal I Have Become by Three Days Grace.

I created Daniel at some point when I was in high school. By that point, I already knew that song by heart. I’d discovered it via an edgy bloody anime girls montage on YouTube when I was like 10, and after years of listening to it via the AMV, I’d bought the album it was on, One-X, when I was in middle school. And for some reason, this was my go-to CD to put on when I was home alone and washing the dishes.

So it was one random day, as I was washing the dishes and listening to this song I loved, that inspiration struck and I came up with him.

I’m not going to lie, I still love this album unironically. Three Days Grace was never the same after their lead singer left – the new singer and direction never matched the raw and sincere frustration expressed in their earlier works. This album, generally, and this song were relatable as hell. When I listened to the song for the first hundred times, without really knowing what it meant and with English as my second language, I related this song to my personal experience of living in an abusive home (a theme explored in other songs on the album) and going to a school where I didn’t belong for many reasons. The “animal I had become” was, to me, the version of me that was too mentally exhausted to interact fully with the world, to be the real me I identified with. Years later, I could even add that the “monster” was my then-undiagnosed anxiety, which scared me and made me react in ways I didn’t understand. However, this song is ultimately about addiction. This is something I think I started to understand as my grasp of the English language gradually got better, and that I wound up confirming with a Google search.

It's with that personal relationship to the song and with that knowledge in mind that I came up with a character who had become someone they hated. A character who was a horrible version of themselves, but would internally beg for help, to be freed from this horror. I came up with a character who was initially a complete softie (in my more recent writings, I would make it obvious that he was too soft for his own good) and through abuse, confusion and exhaustion exploded one day and let himself become the worst possible version of himself. This “explosion” isn’t without the intervention of addiction, he lashes out on the person he wanted to build a life with, who then leaves him, and everything is interlinked.

(Of course, because I love a little bit of drama, there’s a misunderstanding with what really caused his boyfriend to “leave”. But that’s unrelated to any song. What matters to what is at the heart of what this song means to me, is what Hideki thinks happened.)

This was the gist of Hideki’s characterisation for a long time. Now, here’s the thing about that Danganronpa RP. Although Hideki was one of my most popular characters ever, and I went through a lot of effort to explore his characterisation as fully as I could within the limitations of that story, the person organising that RP, aka the GM, abused the shit out of me. Oopsie.

This post isn’t about me so I won’t go through the details, but taking advantage of the horrible mental state that I was in back then from going through undiagnosed post-traumatic stress disorder following my aforementioned situation of abuse, this person, among a couple others, made me go through hell and worsened my mental state to the point that I… went in shock one day from realising I had hit rock bottom a long time ago – that I had become the monster I’d feared all my life. This was accompanied by my own break-up, which was in fact what caused me to suddenly wake up.

And here was the inspiration for the second part of Hideki’s writing.

Funnily, my ex-partner had participated in that RP alongside me and had hated Hideki’s boyfriend for having left him, even if Hideki had in fact wronged him, because they knew that character knew what he was going through, and how dangerous it was to abandon him then. I shit you not my partner wound up doing the exact same thing to me. And it’s fine! I’d always defended the nuance in what Jun – the boyfriend character – was perceived to have done.

Here’s the thing, though: there’s a good ending to that story. Having suddenly opened my eyes to what was happening to me, I first went through so much shock that my mental health reached a brand new low and my life was in direct danger. And yet, this was a period in my life that was filled with hope. I was going through something extremely difficult, and that forced me to face the me that wanted to fight to the end. I’ll skip over the details – but after surviving this, having gotten some of the help I needed, having been faced with that strong ability to survive I had, I was able to take control of myself again. And I was free to be the real me again.

And that’s when it struck me that I’d never really conceptualised a good ending for Hideki.

My writing of Hideki kinda stopped in the middle of the conflict. As far as shoving him in different RPs where he would live through specific adventures went, that was perfect. But suddenly, I had a brand new experience, and something inside of me must have known just what made sense for such a relatable character as Hideki.

I know this is already very long, but here’s another song; one day, not too long after my healing had started, I was listening to some rock classics. One of those was Highway to Hell by AC/DC.

And very fittingly for Hideki, randomly, for no particular reason, I started to think about a character who was going to heal.

I thought about a Hideki who eventually reached the right time. Who one day felt like listening to music to help vent his frustrations, and by chance discovered rock, hard rock and metal. Who listened to Highway to Hell, felt something, and suddenly had something he wanted to do. Ideas like “attending a concert”, hope like “I will enjoy it” and “I will be able to blend in”, and that was the start of a messy journey, but a journey of healing nonetheless.

This is the start of an iteration of Hideki which I often joke about, dubbing him “metal Hideki”. He dyes his overgrown bright orange hair an ashy brown, he puts on an edgy t-shirt, and there’s something so fun about how silly it is and yet how much it means to his finally putting himself out there.

This inspired me to finish writing his and Jun’s stories, and I’m very satisfied with how I was able to draw inspiration from different stages in my life to write a compelling character, and by how a song was somehow the starting point both times.

There’s a lot more I could say about Hideki; his backstory and his future, which I never used in RP, in part because I have a full story to tell now! (And also because I’m never doing that shit again. Holy shit.) I’ll leave it at this recent cutesy doodle of him, which is directly taken from a song I felt like he would relate to.

#jan-oc-tober #oc-tober #bweirdOCtober #que #hideki #hideki satou #original character #oc #three days grace

[arollingriver]

The Tower's gonna fall, and you'll silently rebuild it all Knowing someone else would be appalled You're crying as you call out Halt and move on without someone that you think a lot about

...Hideki? Anyone?

#oc #original character #pathological facade #ghost #ghost and pals #hideki #hideki satou #ultimate pharmacist #my art #digital sketch #colour sketch

[itmustbek8]

don't ask him about the OFF button tho

#chobits #valentines #hideki #chii

[celestialmega]

Danshi Koukousei o Yashinaitai Onee-san no Hanashi, She's Adopted a High School Boy!, 男子高校生を養いたいお姉さんの話。 By Hideki.

#manga cap #manga #manga screencap #mangacap #manga art #manga crop #hideki #Danshi Koukousei o Yashinaitai Onee-san no Hanashi #She's Adopted a High School Boy! #男子高校生を養いたいお姉さんの話。

[chi-motosuwa]

Them ♡

#chobits #hideki #chi #chii

[petrotasia]

Boys (and Konoe) are back!!

Clothing references from online shopping and second hand shops

#petrotasia #kiminokoewomiteiru #kiminokoe #kimi no koe o miteiru #ren #yuudai #naoki #touma #hideki #hide #konoe #oc #override #idol #band #cool #clothing #clothes #fashion #dump #mix

[chillyvanillas]

hideki is so canon drew this a while ago no hate pls

#hideki #hide #kaneki #ken kaneki #tokyo ghoul #tokyo ghoul fanart #fanart #hide x kaneki #kaneki x hide

[misschimotosuwa-blog]

Idk why it's making me smile so big rn to look at ship pictures/gifs of Hideki and Chi, but it's filling my heart with much happiness rn 🥲☺️💕

-- Miss Chi Motosuwa 💕

#anime ships #anime #chobits #chi motosuwa #chii motosuwa #hideki #hideki motosuwa #chobits chii

[annikavelde]

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-HERS- .:ANATOMY:. Head: LeLutka - Ceylon Body: Legacy Hair: Moon - Petal Face Piercings: Torment - Evie *NEW* @ The Warehouse Sale Septum: Evermore - Biji Septum

.:CLOTHING:. Outfit: Tanaka - Power Sweatshirt - Stripes *NEW* @ The Warehouse Sale Stockings: Rotten - Hunted Hosiery  Lollipop: Anxiety - Psychowave - Razorpop past gacha

-HIS- .:ANATOMY:. Head: LeLutka - Eon Body: Legacy - Athletic Hair: Dura - U121 Ears: Swallow - Gauged S Ears

.:CLOTHING:. Earrings: Suicidal Unborn - Gauged S Piercings S01 Hoodie: Gabriel - Take off Hoodie Pants: RZ - Grunge Skinny Pants Cup: Strunsh - Cold Brew Cup Cig: RZ - Deadly Cigarette

.:SCENE:. Background: TROPIX - Scene on the Roof Sign: Hideki - What the f*ck - Blue Pose: K&S - What to do now?

#lelutka #legacy #moon #dura #torment #evermore #tanaka #rotten #anxiety #swallow #suicidalunborn #gabriel #rz #strunsh #tropix #hideki #k&s #thewarehousesale #sl #slblog #slblogger #secondlife #secondlifeblog #secondlifeblogger

[sooyun-ichtama]

{ credits } decor. Apple Fall Books Occasional Table w/ Blanket Apple Fall Fulwood Chair w/ Blanket Astralia - Celestial Paradise (Animated wall-lights) BackBone Snuggle Spot dust bunny . blanket storage table +Half-Deer+ Scalloped Floor Lamp - Black Hangry - Mini drink fridge - Black HIDEKI - Television & video player outfit details. [^.^Ayashi^.^] Himari hair | group gift Dazed. HD Jinx Eyebrows Set [LEGACY] Meshbody (f) Special Edition LeLUTKA Ceylon Head more more. erika skin_milk tone MOVEMENT- Flip phone is back (Silver - Open) @ tres chic VENGE - BOM - Batty Thighs @ spookzilla hunt Vincue / Murie HeadBones | group gift Vincue / Murie Set (Bodysuit/Boots/Shrug/Skirt) | saturday sale

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#secondlife #slblogger #decor #apple fall #astralia #ayashi #dazed #dust bunny #half deer #hangry #HIDEKI #movemen #MOVEMENT #MVT #VENGE #vincue #spookzilla #tres chic #group gift #saturday sale #free

[visualkeisales]

Yeti pin set $4

#Yeti #Satoshi Suzuki #Hideki #Bikkey #Naoki #visual kei #visual kei sales #jrock #misc

[yugioh-why-not]

One thing no one ever thinks about was that Kid Bakura would of had to go out and just sit around in a lost kids section for hours, days even waiting for Ryou’s other dad Hideki to pick him and his new host up, cause Amos died when he tried on the ring.

#thief king bakura #yami bakura #lost child #hideki #hideki riki #hideki bakura #amos bakura #amos is the what haired guy from the movie #hideki is the blue haired guy from the series #ryou bakura #ryou #yugioh #ygo