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zu-is-here · 25 days
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Hey zuuu, I've been thinking about studio dream and his behaviour.
I see that most people are calling him just a mean guy right? Well idk, I might just be spit balling but hear me out.
A lot of the times he's been rude in the comic so far haven't seemed to be on purpose, he seems unfiltered and even reprimands himself for bringing up the girl.
I might be projecting here, but did you ever consider the idea that he could be on the spectrum. I can recognise behaviours in him that I exhibit sometimes. A lack of social awareness and a lack of filter.
As with epic, when finding out he was 'just a janitor' and had a hard time with even getting that job, he responded rudely. However to someone on thr spectrum saying something like that could be down to a genuine confusion and a lack of understanding on social interaction.
His short temper can also be a sign, as another factor can be a difficulty with emotional regulation. I can especially struggle when negative emotions are involved. They can hit me very harshly.
The moodiness as well, in high stress times it can be harder to find the strength to mask and a more moody and un social look can slip out. And I'd say getting kicked out is that.
Sheldon Cooper may not be a very good example of representation, but one thing he said 'it's like an inch in my brain I can't scratch ' is apparent.
Thoughhh, this is not all ASD people as it is a spectrum for a reason, there are alot of factors and these can just be signs in some cases. Representation of the condition isn't something that's often done well in the media so this might be a sensitive topic.
I just can't help but wonder, if these character flaws could indicate that, because that could be an amazing angle. I'm not trying to say that his behaviour isn't his responsibility, because it still is.
If he was, then it acts like someone who might not be aware or hasn't yet learnt how to manage his condition. Learning coping mechanisms could help him improve his behaviour and filter. If he grew up with people constantly excusing his behaviour because he 'can't help it', then it can also factor into narcissism or compared with sibling thing you mentioned. So him accepting that there are things he can't help, but also things he can do to manage the symptoms, he could have a complete character arc in that way.
All that being said, I know this is most likely not at all what you intended, and you probably have no interest in pursuing this idea. But idk it's been on my mind and I can't help but feel like it could be a interesting angle. You can tell these boys live rent free on my head lol.
It does sound like him actually, thank you very much for your suggestion and explanation, Gayfish! (*゚∀゚*) I'm glad to hear that his flaws feel so real, guess I'm on the right track with "exploring" him ᕦ(òwóˇ)☆
"He seems unfiltered and even reprimands himself for bringing up the girl" is just what I felt when trying to see more of him, not Dream *^*
In this story, I'm a mere observer just like you, and they're still a bit of a mystery to me (ò_óˇ) It may sound weird since I'm the one who draws, but to be honest, I just "open" them up more with each new page and try to find the way they would act, not how they should / I want them to act.
That's why I'm still not sure what they'll end up with... "A complete character arc" would be the best outcome indeed, but who knows? Not me x)
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That's it! :'D
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digitalvoidheart · 3 years
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♠CAT'S CRADLE♠
♠Geno
Geno is one of the few high mages in this au, having been around for a long time (a few hundred years). Some of the other known ones being Dream and Nightmare.
Geno's magic is not like most normal witches (monster magic and an element from the four to choose from). His magic is mostly "Raw magic". This means he can shape his magic to many types that regular witches are restricted to.
He also has "haste prediction", meaning he can predict what is going to happen in the next 5 seconds. Very helpful when it comes to avoiding hunters attacks and fleeing without much trouble.
His scarf is magic, acting like a second pair of arms so he can carry, block or attack to his wishes.
Geno also loves reading books and learning from them. His topic of favourism being glyph rings and poisoning, using it for good to protect his kind from harm.
He usually resides deep in the vast forest in his sizeable cottage, away from most people. Witches and friends do come visit him from time to time in need of help or simply say hello and catch up with him. Although Geno usually strays from socialising, keeping his meet ups to a minimum amount of time before getting annoyed.
Geno (OG) belongs to @loverofpiggies
Imma stop at here for now~
Amazing collab with @help-im-a-gay-fish and @yuriyuruandyuraart .
Until next update~
♠hint!: its a flirty bastard we all love~
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yuriyuruandyuraart · 3 years
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Hey yuri do you think you can help me with some Kross? Since I know how much you love that ship
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of course- OF COURSE I CAN!
spill whatever you can pal and don't think twice<3
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kotikaleo · 3 years
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Hi everyone!
Today is my birthday. And I wanted to make a regular post, remembering sweet russian tradition to reblog arts from artist as a gift, and also thank some people who did a lot good things to me, like my dear friends Zu, GayFish, Marech, some other people...
BUT!!
I have something more important to celebrate!
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One. Thousand.
OMG. All my life I could only dream about that. And here I am. With you. You are most amazing people in my life, supporting me an helping me to make my dream come true. Thank you so much. That means a lot to me.
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But I am coming back to my birthday and lovely tradition rebloging others art. I'm leaving here some of my best recent art, my KoFi and asking you to reblog that post.
https://ko-fi.com/kotikaleo
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Thank you!
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diofasolia · 3 years
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"Why…why is my theme music named 'Marshmallow in Coffee'??"
"Come on, Ccino. That's certainly a good name! It's suits you very well, marshmallow~"
Killer replies to the skeleton with a smirk, watching shallow blush creeps on to Ccino's cheekbones.
"No! It's unfair! You both get cool name of your own theme music! I don't want to be a marshmallowww—Nighty! Nighty please help me! Tell the composer gives me a cool name of my theme music!!"
"I'm sorry, Ccino. I can't do that."
"What? Why??"
Petting Ccino's shoulder blade, Nightmare sighs and gives the skeleton a sympathetic gaze.
"You should be happy with the name of your theme music now. They already changed the name once, Ccino. Originally, your theme music is called…"
"…fluffy barista…"
Studioverse by @zu-is-here and many others headcanons
Original Killer by @rahafwabas
Original Nightmare by @jokublog
Original Ccino by @black-nyanko
Fluffynightkiller Week by @help-im-a-gay-fish
*******
Yes, I named Ccino's theme "Fluffy barista" originally, but soon realize this name is totally bad (well tbh the new name sucks too, I can't think of a good name for a music—)
Since the last day of Fluffynightkiller Week is Ccino's birthday, I decide to make a theme for the precious skeleton (人*´∀`)。*゚+
It's such a fun and wonderful week! Thanks Gayfish, for hosting such an interesting event!!
And also happy birthday to you 🎂(。•̀ᴗ-)✧
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dragon-tamer-1 · 3 years
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Fluffynightkiller Week Day 7: Coffee Boy's Birthday (or something like that, I don't remember the name of the prompt)
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It's not midnight yet for me, so I'm still on time!
This is my only participation in Fluffynightkiller Week, and it's for the coffee boi's birthday. And Gayfish's birthday!(Sorry if Ccino's smile looks weird, I forgot how to draw smiles)
Killer belongs to @rahafwabas
Ccino belongs to @black-nyanko
Nightmare belongs to @jokublog
Fluffynightkiller Week is from @help-im-a-gay-fish
Happy birthday Gayfish! Hope you had a great day!
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zu-is-here · 2 years
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Coffee boy's birthday! | FluffyNightKiller Week
These plush cuties are in good hands now (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵) Happy birthday, Gayfish!╰(*´︶`*)╯♡
Thank you so much for all your support and inspiration through these years, you're an incredible person I'm looking forward to meet someday (*´꒳`*)
Hope you're having a wonderful day (๑>◡<๑) Stay awesome and keep up the great work! ☆
Hosted by @help-im-a-gay-fish
Killer by rahafwabas / rahaf-wabas / rahofy-sketch
Ccino by black-nyanko
Nightmare by jokublog
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zu-is-here · 8 months
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Hey zu, how are you?
Hii Gayfish! <3 Enjoying the beginning of the weekend (*´∀`*) What about you? (ówò)
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OH XD Hii Blue! <3
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I'm glad it was helpful╰(*´︶`*)╯♡
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Awww that's so cute! (*´꒳`*) Truly like a sign, hopefully you had a nice day together <3
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Heheh that's the best thing (〃ω〃)♡
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Oh!! Sounds interestinnng *w*
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zu-is-here · 2 years
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I have some questions zu! About your comic with aim finding out about dreams anxiety bandages.
Firstly, when did Dream first realise that wrapping himself in bandages helped with anxiety?
Second when did Cross find out about his anxiety and how he handles it?
3rdly does Dream have particular things that trigger his anxiety?
And lastly, do the two of them cross and Dream, ever seek out therapy of any kind for these things?
Just curious
Oh Gayfish! <3 I'm really flattered by your interest (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)♪
1. Most likely, not so long ago before their quarrel. For Dream, this was not so much a remedy for anxiety as a, let's say, habitual feeling of being taken care of.
You see, the pain wasn't as much in the damaged bones as in the process of healing them with magic. Sure Dream tried not to show it, but that was hard and painful for him to deal with it on his own. (Healing himself might also be worthless for Dream)
Cross was overwhelmed with pity for him, he couldn't let Dream regret his survival. So he helped as best he could, while trying to ease his pain in many ways. Such treatments became regular for them, and Dream did recover in the end, but the habit remained.
In a sense, the bandaging was special for Cross too, it brought them even closer (acts of service as Dream's main love language + physical touches as Cross' one).
2. Cross had known this for a long time, since Dream had shown his anxiety more than once, but he always finds a way to calm him down and bring him back to reality <3
3. It used to be the memories of the past, even nightmares maybe, and guilt before Cross for all the mistakes and pain he'd caused.
In fact, a sense of duty to Cross will haunt Dream for a long time to come and be reflected in his actions that indulge Cross' wishes. (Perhaps this is the sacrifice Nightmare noticed and warned Dream about.)
4. If you mean professional one, I'm afraid not :')
Because 1) the therapist would call the police after listening to their story XD; 2) as it can be seen, they abandoned their past for a new life. However, much later, they realized they both do enjoy nostalgia for the old days...
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zu-is-here · 8 months
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Hi zu, hope you are doing well
Hii Gayfish! <3 Oh I am heheh, what about you? *^*
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Aww that's great! (*'▽'*) How was it?? Hopefully you had a good rest anyway (ówò)
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Take your time╰(*´︶`*)╯(A homework?? *^*)
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OH XD Why as Romans though?? :D
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Ah I see! *w*
Heheh sounds intriguing (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)♪ It's gonna be great, good luck working on it! <3
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Then it's even better! (*⁰▿⁰*)
I'm so glad to hear you had a good time with them╰(*´︶`*)╯ What's this blue banana place? :0
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@help-im-a-gay-fish (hopefully it'll be saved this time—)
OH my god!! \(//∇//)\ This looks incredible already! ☆ I really like the colors contrast here, keep up the great work *0*
Awww— you look gorgeous!! (*⁰▿⁰*) Such a cute one and looks so good on you! ♡ Heheh that's really nice and generous of her (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)♪
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Pretty busy yet amazzzing, thank you! <3 Today was such a hot and sunny day, took a photo of the view of the Alexandrinsky theater (yellow & green) from the roof *^*
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zu-is-here · 2 years
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Zu hey, how's it going? How's the last few days been?
Hii Gayfish! <3 Amazing, thanks! (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵) Hoo boi— the latest days were so crazy (in a good way) & productive, I had a good rest in the countryside and ready for this easy-busy week heheh! ᕦ(òwóˇ)ᕤ☆
What about you? ♡ How was your weekend?? And who doesn't let you go?? (ò3ó)
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Yep! Visited my grandparents <3 It's just the time for a big harvest, we picked a lot of strawberries and made vareniki (Ukrainian sweet dumplings), sooo yummy (*´﹃`*) Thank you! (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)
Cramps again? (ó3ò) Have it been bothering you for a long time? Hopefully it'll be over very soon, what does help you with it now?
Please take care and stay safe in this time! (ówò) *hugsss* Sun is nice but not its effects xp Hope you had fun together though! <3
Noo, I don't remember trying organic ice cream but this sounds interesting! *w* Does it have real strawberry pieces or??
YAY you're even asked of time! \(//∇//)\ Can't wait to see thisss ☆ And good luck on finishing the birthday piece! (S!Dream baby ;w;)
OHHH nice (人 •͈ᴗ•͈) I can feel you, it's like a block, no way to go on... You can try redraw it ᕦ(òwóˇ)ᕤ At least the parts you don't like, no matter how much it took, cause the right solution might be waiting for your little changes ☆
The new AU omg!! \(//∇//)\ I'm intrigued... ♪
Koshka is being a grumpy lady she is (≧∀≦) and asking for food more than needed :'D What about Henry?? *^*
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That would be amazing! *w*
Have a good rest before and after the shift (úwù)
Ohhh gotta search for ones here *^*
Stay determined! (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)☆
Aw he wants some chill (ówò) Pat pat for him <3
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zu-is-here · 2 years
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Zuuuuuyu!!!!!!!! My favourite bean in a purple jumper! Hows it going for you?????
You've been drawing to much cute art lately! My que can't take it!! Just you wait for a rebloging dayyyy
Ps I saw you reblogged the gods art!! Heh thank youuuuu. Still stuck on reaper though lol
Hii Gayfish!! (*゚∀゚*) Really good, thanks! <3
Awww that's so sweet of you to reblog it! (〃ω〃) Thank you so much for enjoying & sharing them heheh <3
You did a great work there!! \(//∇//)\ I'm amazed by the comic and your progress! ★ Take your time with him ♪
What about you? ♡ How's your week been so far??
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OH so that was your ask?? (〃ω〃) Then you are the one to blame for all this sweetness heheh! <3
That's good to hear it (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵) And it was so nice of you to help them with moving out! ☆ What's your move in date?? Have a good and well-deserved rest! (úwù)
Sun & Moon are really hard to be forgotten ;) Cause I still follow them too! (๑・̑◡・̑๑) There's a really cool art blog with them & Y/n here (mb you know this one), gimme some time and I'll add the link [here]—
These are really inspiring ideas! (๑>◡<๑) Self-shipping isn't my thing but I can understand the enjoyment ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)♪
Just saw it!! That was so sweet of you to compliment them first (〃ω〃) Lucky you heheh! ☆
Yep, things've been great and Koshka is doing purrfectly fine too ;3 (XD Don't worry about it <3) Hopefully Henry's enjoying himself too! *w*
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Best of luck to you with all the plans!╰(*´︶`*)╯☆
Nooo but this looks really cool so far *0*
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zu-is-here · 2 years
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Zu zu!!!! Hiii!!!!!!!!!
It was so sweet for Cross to see epic again!!! Like I know be was bad for being stupid and drunk, but I'm sure it's understandableeee. Still gone sleep on sofa though. Can't help but feel like Cross followed Dream around afterwards all day like a puppy being all "sorry sorry sorry sorry".
Seriously though it got a chuckle out of me XD
How's my good friend the darkcream queen doing? What ya been up to?
YOOO hii Gayfish!! <3
For realll *sobbing* (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥`) Such a special event, he just couldn't resist playing drink games with his dude xd But yep, he scared Dream enough to be punished ùwú PFFF indeed! xp I'm glad this made you smile (*´꒳`*)
ヾ(≧∪≦*)ノ〃Amazing, thank you! ☆ It's Friday, the weekend's coming, and it's The Scarlet Sails in our city! \(//∇//)\ (a celebration of graduates <3) God it was so beautiful I couldn't hold back my tears, five years ago I watched it live as a graduate the first time...
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What about you? ♡ How's your day been?? And what are your plans for the weekend? *^*
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It is indeed (ㅅ´ ˘ `)♡ This is a holiday for those who graduated from high school and will go to university, etc., a la "goodbye, childhood, hello, adulthood" <3 With a concert at the main square and then the ship in the river *^*
Awww wow!! This is such a wonderful discovery (๑>◡<๑) I really love this kind of small cafe with lovely owners and unique menu *^* Tofu sandwich?? Sounds tempting >:D
No need to worry a lot, a light excitement is enough heheh (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵) Cause everything's gonna be great! ☆ Have a good trip and a comfy moving <3
Oh no need to rush! (ówò) Good thoughts may come to you later, during the journey or after, so you'll have all the time to do everything you wanted at a calm pace╰(*´︶`*)╯
OMG— *inhales* So your Driller drove me crazy but now Crossmare?? Gonna die happy ♡_(:3 」∠)_ Waitohboiwait—
Ah so that's the boss you talked about? Have an easy shift(s) and much fun! <3
Tbh I don't have a clear plan for the day, a good sleeping comes first xp
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Ooouch :'D It happens here every end of June and there's always a chance to the the repetition a day before the celebration so always welcome! <3
It may be something small before the "storm"... *w*
Oh. ♪
No alarms,,, no need to wake up early,,, ZZZ ♡
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zu-is-here · 2 years
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Zu zu hi!!!
Your part of the chain was so pretty! And using the secret language was such a cool detail!!!
How have you been!! Its been a while since I asked heh XD
Hii Gayfish!! <3
Thank youuu /// Same for yours! (*⁰▿⁰*) They look sooo pretty together (especially with this brush effect!) ☆ And was it Murika with them?? You did it amazing (๑>◡<๑)♪
I've been great, thanks! (òwó) The week's been really busy tho, no time even for drawing :'D Just saw off the guests and now *PHEW* I'm resting xp
What about you? ♡ How's your week been??
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Still sooo cute and attentive of you! (〃ω〃)
Yep, today is the anniversary of my move (hoo boi) and I couldn't leave it without a thank you to those who helped me, yet cleaning-cooking-etc. take too much of me XD Thank you! <3
Heheh, glad to hear it (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵) I couldn't resist trying out this fantastic design, and Cross was a good victim to express the emotions xp
Good luck to you!! ᕦ(òwóˇ)ᕤ Have a good sleep before, nice time there and a rest afterwards <3
I pride event! \(//∇//)\ Sounds awwwsome ☆ You wouldn't believe but my relatives almost pecked at me for answering honestly if I support lgbt XD Tolerance, duh x)
Oh wowie! (*゚∀゚*) And you've never tried tofu before?? How was it? *0* (And what's branching out about?) Chocolate is always a best choice heheh *w*
THEM \(//∇//)\ Awww they look so soft and adorable! <3 As well as the shark slippers /// Henry still is the most cute and huggable one though (๑>◡<๑)
*gasp* to the dreammare one shot? ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) I'm long forward to this, best of luck to you! ☆
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yuriyuruandyuraart · 3 years
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it took some time but-
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i finally finished a drawing of my (fanon) design of ccino!
(in case you wanted a version without the effects)
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i like how the flat one turned out, so you can have them both ;)
i did want to make the original design at first, and i did, but i’ve lost the sketch and i just wasn’t in the mood of making it again. maybe another time? i’m so sorry about that-
delta99 belongs to @help-im-a-gay-fish​ and @thebluescreen​
i also realized that i never showed you the color schemes i made for him, since you both already made yours, and i loved them, but i thought it could be the occasion to do so since i was in mood for coloring, 
i feel like i forgot about something hmmm
hope you guys like it!
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zu-is-here · 2 years
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Hi zu!!!! Happy valentines day! How are you
Hii Gayfish! <3 Happy Valentine's Day to you too!╰(*´︶`*)╯♡ Despite semi-blindness, I'm doing amazing (ùwó) Just finished the work and now I'm going to pick up my stylus xp
What about you? ♡ How was your weekend??
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Luckily it's nothing serious and it shouldn't take long since I take the medicine but the coolest thing is the bandage! :D
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(It's really easy to use and change so Killer's help in Lodestar was just an excuse XD)
The work's been good too! I'm already used to write with just one eye opened (òwó) Recently I got a pay raise! ☆ No idea why cause I just keep doing my job :D How's the work been for you? *^*
Oh, the SB premiere was beyond my expectations! (*⁰▿⁰*) I couldn't stop reading both the versions last night, you two just nailed it ★ Can't wait for the next parts! <3
I spent the weekend with my family (they were too scared I'll end up alone "in the darkness" XD) so I took my graphic tablet to draw there and realize that something is wrong when I was back home :'D What about yours?? ☆
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True heheh (Killer would definitely say this XD) *hugs* Thank you a lot! <3
Have a good rest before it starts over again! (ùwú)
You deserve much more╰(*´︶`*)╯Ohhh I do ;)
Koshka was acting all grumpy when I came back home but it didn't last long <3 How's Henry the best boy doing?? ówò
Awww yay! (//∇//)☆
Stubbornly and spitefully (≧∀≦) I know this feeling xp Moreover, you're more "skilled" at this since you've tried a lot *^* Hopefully you still had a good time with your friends! <3 I prefer smaller cafes with tastier drinks *w*
Awww that's so cool and so nice of you! (*'▽'*) What a wonderful present, you're doing amazing ♡
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Stability is the best <3 OH the fishes are here! *0* Hope many of them are there?
And what are your favorite "fancy" drinks? (゚∀゚)
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Woah what a big family! (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)
Frosted milkshakes are really tasty *^* And seasonal drinks are too tempting to not be tried ♪
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