#Haven't posted for awhile

[josukespimphand]

Haven't drawn her in forever ah.

#fmab #fma #Fullmetal Alchemist #fullmetal alchemist brotherhood #lust the lascivious #my art #sorry i rarely post anymore *sobbing* *choking* *throwing up* #hope you all like it's been awhile as usual #i haven't posted anything since December want to scream #I'd been working tho so that took a lot outta me but even when I wasn't I was always so tired and didn't have the energy for art #I also made transparents for these and put them on my pixiv in a mini log

[thenightsong]

THE NIGHTSONG IS NO MORE

#shadowheart #dame aylin #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #bg3edit #gamingedit #videogameedit #videogamewomen #lgbtvideogames #video game photography #vg photography #bg3 screenshots #my edit #gamingladiesedit #this has been collecting dust in my drafts #I haven't posted screenshots in awhile

[alexisrosemullens]

Countdown to Season 5

#wwdits #wwditssource #wwditsdaily #wwditsedit #janielook #userivett #userelm #useraurore #sitcomgifs #usersitcom #sitcomedit #userbbelcher #what we do in the shadows #guillermo de la cruz #mine #count2s5 #i just felt the need to gif wwdits and post a gif every day until s5 #i also haven't had many edits on my main in awhile #plus i'm switching to dumb vampire mode

[heretodefyfate]

some alt vs trainer sprites and Rhodea <3

#pkmn rejuv #pkmn rejuv v13.5 spoilers #cuz' darchlight cavs stuffs #KArts #i want to make more before i posted but meh #i haven't posted anything for “awhile” and it bothering me #tbh. i do want to mod these in-game when i got the time and motivation to learn #soul Aevia definitely need some edit again. that hair and umbrella doesn't feel okay-ish now that i look closer

[applecoreart]

+Running some design tests after the last update. Was able to fix the head proportion issues and simplify the head silhouette down to an easier-to-draw shape but keep the 'messy hair look.' For me, his hair should stick out a bit like pieces of straw or ruffled feathers-- he's combed it back at some point, tried to keep the image together, but then it's beginning to come undone in places. Kind of symbolic of his personality.

I wasn't in the mood for inking, so I just kept my clean sketch lines since this was a test, threw some color and shading in, and painted one of those simple 30 minute backgrounds that look more complicated than they actually are.

#BSTproject #Jonathan Crane #Scarecrow #Batman #character design #RA fanstuffs #haven't posted in awhile but I've been plugging along when I have the time #I've adjusted his design + improved at drawing suits + learned some better sketching techniques #wish I had more actual finished stuff to show for it but foundational stuff is important too...

[rthwrms]

btw in case u were confused

#based on that one post about raccoons and squirrels i think? i haven't seen it in awhile haha #goblincore #gremlin #fae #mythical creatures

[spiked-mall-goth]

my favorite cds!! <3

#spikes photos #i haven't actually posted any original photos in awhile... #hoping to post a liiittle more often #cds #glitter gif #mall goth #goth aesthetic #cd collection #music #1990s mall goth #y2k goth #glitter graphics

[tibby]

YOU ALWAYS HAVE BEEN

#tswitedit #haven't used that tag in awhile #n e way this is ugly but i couldn't get it out of my head so #* #mine: gif #mine: person #p: taylor swift #long post

[puppydoggraham]

Mizumono is the first time Will sees Hannibal broken like how he was. He probably didn’t expect him to be. At that point he struggled to realize that Hannibal was able to be hurt. Especially to that capacity. Will isn’t used to someone caring about him. So that coupled with the fact that he probably thought Hannibal wanting to run away with him was just another facet of his manipulation led to him being as shocked as he was. But it wasn’t manipulation. Hannibal was willing to leave then and there if it meant Will would go with him. When Hannibal stabs Will, in a sense he takes it. He doesn’t pull away. He leans into it and clutches onto Hannibal. At that moment right before Hannibal shoves the blade in, you can see the expression on his face where he realizes that Hannibal actually cares. He warned Hannibal. He gave him time to get away. He probably thought Hannibal would be gone. But he wasn’t. He wanted to wait for Will. He couldn’t just not see him again. Before leaving for Europe he gave Will a reminder of him that would be apart of his body forever as well as serve as a physical representation of the emotional agony he experienced in the kitchen.

During the scene, Hannibal talks about how he gave Will a rare gift and that he didn’t want it, which Will responds with “Didn’t I?” That’s the problem with their communication or lack thereof. They speak in metaphors and abstract ways that make it hard to understand what’s going on for the audience and between each other at times. There’s so many layers. Things get lost in translation. Will didn’t understand the extent of Hannibal’s care. He thinks every interaction he has with Will is just apart of their back and forth game. But it’s not.

Their communication is much less convoluted than usual. Which isn’t to say there’s a total absence of metaphor. But there is a much greater emphasis on the raw emotions of what both of them (especially Hannibal) are feeling. Shots linger. The camera doesn’t shy away. It makes us watch the entirety of the heartbreaking scene from when Will turns around and Hannibal is there to when Hannibal leaves and the rain washes over him.

After that, Will regrets not running away. He decides to set off to Europe. He remembers what Hannibal said. That he didn’t want his rare gift. That Hannibal let him see him and know him just for Will to take his freedom away from him. So Will takes the time to learn about Hannibal. Prove that he did actually want the rare gift. Prove that the reason he didn’t run away with Hannibal wasn’t because he genuinely wanted Hannibal locked up with his freedom taken away.

It was because he was scared and in denial. In denial of his own feelings towards Hannibal. In denial of Hannibal’s feelings towards him. Caught up in the ongoing battle of choosing restraint over indulgence. Of going along with what is socially acceptable and ‘right’ according to broader society rather than listening to his true desires which he isn’t even fully aware of with how repressed and suppressed they are. Hannibal scares him not because he’s afraid of what Hannibal would do to him. No. He’s scared for what he’ll become if he embraces his desire like Hannibal wants for him. At that point in Mizumono, Will isn’t ready to embrace anything. He defaults back to what he knows.

Finally when they reunite, what is one of the first things Will says to Hannibal?

“I wanted to understand you before I laid eyes on you again. I needed it to be clear what I was seeing.”

He didn’t understand Hannibal before. Hell, he didn’t understand himself. Despite seeing Hannibal in a way that even Hannibal acknowledged, he didn’t truly understand him. He didn’t understand Hannibal’s history or the feelings that Hannibal had for him. Through traversing Europe, Will was able to clear his head and understand Hannibal at last as well as learn to embrace the darker side of him that he has suppressed. He knows he can’t erase the past, but he wants to make up for his lack of understanding in the best way he knows how. He wants to prove that does understand through taking the time to and deconstructing the barriers that got in the way of that and his misconceptions about Hannibal.

We don’t see Will at peace often. He’s always tense. Constantly looking like he’s waiting for the other shoe to drop. However during that scene as they gaze at each other, Will has an ease about him. He can finally let his walls down and share a smile with the man he loves. There’s no pretenses between them. It’s yet another genuine moment they share. And although we know what comes next, Will was able to indulge. At least for a little while.

#hannibal #hannigram #nbc hannibal #will graham #Hannibal meta #hannibal lecter #mizumono posting #not entirely Mizumono posting bc primavera is involved but it counts #l swear to god if I think about this shit for too long I start going insane #take me back to ink master world bro Hannibal makes mecGGHHJKSKSJSJ!'n jsjsjdjdjd!!$ #this was only supposed to be a paragraph originally #I feel like a lot of will's hatred towards Hannibal is actually hatred towards himself #he is afraid of being like hannibal #he sees himself in Hannibal #so in turn he hates Hannibal that's where a lot of those mixed feelings come from #but he is also drawn to Hannibal because Hannibal indulges in stuff and will is not used to that #so he fears but also desires how Hannibal is #haven't done one of these in awhile who missed it

[terraxart]

Year of the Soldier: Day 86 to 95 Skully belongs to @shhheep Raph belongs to @abblebasket

#tf2 #tf2soldier #year of the soldier #hey it's been awhile haven't had that much energy to post on multiple socials but i catch up when i can

[lowkey-extralow]

#i just haven't posted in awhile #mine #feel free to share 💖

[lesbianrobin]

stranger things 4, “chapter six: the dive”

#maxmayfieldedit #steveharringtonedit #strangerthingsedit #stedit #dailystrangerthings #tvstrangerthings #hawkinslibrary #usersnail #lesbianrobin.gif #i made these gifs literally months ago for a set and ended up not including them #and then i was gonna include them in a different set and changed my mind on that one too #so. here they are on their own bc i haven't posted gifs in awhile and i feel bad and these were just sitting in the drafts #anyway i like these gifs a lot i think the colors turned out very pretty #and as u all know steve and max are my babies #max mayfield #steve harrington #stranger things

[accidentallyatekneecaps]

Guys I think my brain is broken cause everytime I think about saiki k my brain short circuits cause I'm so excited over it

#It's the reason why I haven't been posting about saiki k for awhile #That and I've been consumed by another hyperfixation #Guys my hyperfixation went so beyond that I now can't even talk about it without exploding on sight #saiki k #saiki no psi nan #kusou saiki #saiki kusuo

[lotsa-heart]

He walked up to my house, slammed open my door and said "honey i'm home~" my hand was forced...i had no choice...

#hetalia #aph #aph poland #feliks łukasiewicz #lotsa art tag #i haven't drawn this man in literally 10 years #heads up: i don't post for this fandom normally! #and i probably won't again (at least for awhile!)

[artsysurvivor]

[Image ID: Ferris shown from the upper torso in a dull circle with a banner under him saying "Murder is OK" in fancy writing. He's holding red poison in a bottle, his other hand in an ok gesture where the pointer finger and thumb are put together. He has shoulder length black curly hair, half of it up in braids leading to a pony tail. He has an outfit with various shades of green on it with a high collar, elbow-length puffy sleeves, and white sleeves finishing off the arms. /End ID]

I'm not that sorry actually.

#ra memes #ferris o'carrick #artsycandraw #ranger's apprentice #I haven't posted in awhile lets make a joke about a murderous twin yeah that sounds good #rangers apprentice

[headlessjest]

Jebus x jealous reader plz ^__^ im on my knees

I had this happen to me before.

#madness combat #madcom #madness project Nexus #madness combat x reader #madcom x reader #madness project nexus x reader #jebus x reader #mc jebus x reader #madness combat art #madcom art #madness combat doodle #madcom doodle #madness combat jebus #madcom jebus #Im sorry I haven't posted in awhile #life stuff is crazy